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Prisoners of the Past (CC, A/U, Adult) Part 30 - 6/17/12

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xilaj: Hmm, it’ll be revealed in this part. ;)

begonia9508: Thanks!

Things definitely aren’t getting any better the longer he’s involved with Damon. It’s going to take some work to take the organization down.

We’ll find out in this part who kidnapped him.

MP: Ah, c’mon… it would’ve been a really long part otherwise! But I won’t keep you in suspense any longer. ;)

keepsmiling7: There are dangers to telling anyone the truth and that keeps Max in a tough position. He knows it could put them in danger, but it could also put him in danger.

There is light at the end of the tunnel… it’s just a very long, very dark tunnel, lol.

lilah: Think it’s a good guy? We’ll find out soon.

Natalie36: That’s one possibility.

dreamon: So glad you’re enjoying the ride!

Michelle in LA: Lol, when I was writing that part I wasn’t expecting it to end there. ;)

I hate it when that happens! Well, you should be off that cliff in this part. Who snatched Max off the street will be revealed in this part.

Nope, the person who grabbed Max isn’t associated with Dorothy in any way, shape, or form. FBI? That’s one possibility.

It is vile and Dorothy’s pretty twisted. She’s willing to do whatever it takes to get what she wants.

Shakes did hold back because of her involvement with Max and because he knew her intentions weren’t meant to harm. I’m glad you like Shakes, he is an interesting fellow.

I do my best to update every Sunday… most weekends it’s super late, but squeezes in just under the wire, lol.

It’s Sunday… breathe!!!!!!!


Part 30

Kyle leaned one shoulder against the support post on the front porch as he stared up at the stars. There were millions of the tiny pinpoints of light visible in the night sky. He could remember focusing so hard on the stars the last time he had been here. At the time it had helped to have something besides the reason for the trip to focus on.

“You’ve been really quiet since dinner,” Ava said from the doorway behind him.

He turned his head slightly, revealing his profile in the dim light spilling out from the interior of the cabin. “Just some old thoughts,” he said with a shrug.

“About when you were here before,” she guessed.

He smiled and looked out into the darkness again. “You read people very well.”

“I’m sorry.”

He shook his head. “It’s a skill that’s probably served you well.”

“It’s had its moments.” She waddled over to the high-backed rocking chair tucked into one corner of the small front porch and eased down into it. “It’s amazing how dark it is when you get out of the city. I don’t think I ever really thought about it before I had to go to the safe house, and now that I’m out here I’m realizing that even that wasn’t that dark.”

Kyle chuckled and sat on the top step, leaning back and resting his weight on his elbows. “You don’t get to see stars like this back home.” He sighed and his gaze wandered over the different constellations. “When we were kids my dad would take the family camping on weekends and me and Maria would pull our sleeping bags out by the campfire and lay there for hours, counting the stars.”

“You have a lot of happy memories with your family.” She watched him for a moment. “You must get together for holidays and special occasions.”

“Yeah, hell, any excuse’ll do.”

“July the Fourth is coming soon.”

He smiled, sensing where her thoughts were going. “If I miss out on the picnic and the fireworks we’ll play catch-up when I get home. Dad’ll hitch up the boat, Mom an’ Maria’ll make a ton of food, and me an’ Michael, we’ll be drafted to load everything up, and then we’ll head out to the marina.” He tipped his head back to look up at her. “You ever been out on a boat?”

“Um, no, too much water.”

“You don’t know how to swim,” he guessed.

“Why do you say that?”

“Why else wouldn’t you go out on a boat? You didn’t say you didn’t like bein’ out on the water, you’re scared of the water, or that you didn’t like boats, you said it was too much water.”

She shrugged. “Process of elimination, huh? No, I don’t know how to swim and that’s probably not the best place to be when you don’t swim.”

“I won’t let you drown,” he said as he stared up at the sky again. “Besides, someone’s gonna have to teach Cadence to swim and I hate to brag but I did get an award in summer camp for bein’ the best swimmer.”

She laughed at his smug tone. “Is that true or are you making it up?”

“No, it’s true.” He made a face. “Well, best swimmer in the boy’s class, my sister got best overall swimmer that year. I’d like to say she cheated but unfortunately we were only seven at the time and I’ve never been able to come up with how she did it.”

“It sounds like you guys have a close relationship.” She used one foot to keep the rocker in motion. “I always thought it would be great to have a sister or a brother.”

“We didn’t think it was so great at the beginning but we kinda grew on each other. It’s nice to have someone there who always has your back, and Maria? The girl’s loyal to a fault.”

“I had Max,” she said quietly. “We were 12 when we met…” she trailed off. “You’ve probably already read my record.”

“Records are black and white, they’re facts and figures, and they can only tell you so much about a person or a situation. Tell me about him.”

She smiled at him. “We were twelve when we met. I had been living with the Shumaker’s for several months when they took him in. There was another boy there, younger than us. His name was Trevor and Mr. Shumaker would sneak into his room at night. As much of a pervert as that old man was, he was fanatical about cleanliness and Trevor had started wetting the bed so he’d leave him alone. There was always hell to pay for that, but it wasn’t as bad as what happened in the dark. He was a horrible man and his wife was no better. She knew what he did and she never said a word. I was too scared to say anything to anyone. I wanted to tell my caseworker or a cop, and in my mind I was brave enough to do it. But I had already been through a situation with a foster parent who had similar tendencies and no one believed me until they caught him in the act. I know it was partly my fault because I’d started lying about anything and everything in my previous foster home because I just wanted to be with people who wanted me for more than a check.”

Kyle shook his head as he moved, dropping to his knees before her. “Don’t ever think that any part of that was your fault. Any allegation of sexual abuse should be investigated, and especially when a child is involved.”

“It didn’t even make me feel any better when he was arrested. I didn’t feel any safer. I just felt… damaged.” A single tear escaped to slip down her cheek. “Sometimes I still do.”

“You’re not,” he whispered. “You’re a survivor, a fighter, and hell, Ava, you were just a little kid when that happened. How could anyone hold you responsible for what happened? Not that age matters in that kind of situation. The blame for the abuse rests on his shoulders alone. The same is true of any person who takes advantage of someone else in that way. And there’s a special corner of hell reserved for people who hurt children like that.”

“You’re a very kind man, Kyle,” she said as she reached out to cradle his face in her hands.

He took her hands, pressing them together between his palms and resting his chin on them. “I’m just a guy who tries to be a decent man.”

“Your parents are proud of you.” She smiled as she made the statement. “And people are proud to call you their friend. I know that without even meeting any of them.”

The praise was embarrassing but he could tell that every word was sincere. “You were gonna tell me about Max,” he reminded her gently.

“I had the biggest crush on him when I first met him,” she admitted. “He rebelled at every rule the Shumaker’s had, he openly defied them, and he didn’t make any apologies for it. I think the only reason they kept him was to avoid anyone looking at them. Well, that, and Max was a challenge to that asshole. I remember looking at Max and seeing this heroic boy defying the Shumaker’s and refusing to give in to them. He refused to back down for anything unless they threatened one of us. That’s the only way they could control him and I hated them for that too. He started carrying a knife he had found somewhere and it scared me as much as it fascinated me. We weren’t allowed to have anything like that but I never told. Mr. Shumaker was drunk one night and he went after Max and when he did, Max grabbed that knife and stabbed him.

“I heard Shumaker screaming and I saw him coming down the hall after Max but he couldn’t catch him. He got out and as scared as I was about what the Shumaker’s would do to us all I could do was yell at Max to run faster. The old man turned to look at me and I didn’t know what had happened at that point, all I knew was he was angrier than I had ever seen him and he had blood all over him. I thought he had hurt Max. I was so scared. I ran to the boys’ room and I remember making Trevor help me push the dresser in front of the door and then us hiding in the closet. We could hear him pounding on the door and then Mrs. Shumaker was screaming and crying. It felt like forever and then someone was pushing through the door and we were terrified that it was them and they were gonna hurt us.” She shook her head. “But it was the cops and I remember being as scared of them as I was of the Shumaker’s. I wouldn’t come out of the closet until they brought Max in and he told me he had called them.”

“You guys were separated after that, weren’t you?” Kyle asked quietly.

She nodded. “Yeah, we were placed in different foster homes, miles apart. But he found me months later when he was running away and I wouldn’t let him leave without me.”

“That’s when you hit the streets.”

“It’s amazing how much you think you know at 13, and how much you really don’t know. The decisions we make shape our lives but there’s just no way to know that or understand it when you’re that young.” She smiled and brushed her thumb over his chin. “We went through things that I wish we’d never had to learn about but I wouldn’t change that decision to run away.”

“I can understand that. Change one decision and you wipe out everything good along with all the bad.”

“Yeah, and even with all of the bad I wouldn’t trade her for an easier life.”

Kyle felt something in him responding to the soft smile on her face as she pulled one of his hands down to rest on her belly. Her hand lay over his, the simple contact making him feel so alive. “You’re an amazing woman, Ava.”

“No,” she denied, looking away, “there’s nothing amazing about me.”

He lifted her chin to bring her gaze level with his. “I didn’t grow up like you did but I’ve seen a lot as a cop, and trust me, I know amazing when it’s in front of me.”

“You do realize you’re a cop and I’m a criminal, right? There’s a big line dividing us.”

He chuckled. “I think that line’s about as clear as mud.” He stood and pulled her to her feet when she tensed at a sound coming from the woods. “It’s just coyotes, they won’t bother us. But maybe we’ll go inside and kick back on the couch for a while, huh?”

“Sounds good.” She glanced out into the darkness. “I’ve never seen a coyote.”

“You won’t see them at night. Every once in a while one might come out in the daytime but you’re more likely to see deer around here. Sometimes they’ll come right up to the cabin.” His gaze swept the area around the cabin as he strained to hear anything that was out of place before turning to follow her inside.

*****

“What the fuck were you thinking?!”

Max couldn’t believe the way his night was turning out. After everything he had been through with Damon and then Dorothy he really hadn’t seen this one coming. His brain suddenly caught up with his disbelief and he bristled at the furious question. “Me?! You just had these gorillas snatch my ass off the street! Who the hell does shit like that?” There were so many emotions fighting for dominance that he felt like he didn’t know which way was up.

Shakes crossed the garage as he dismissed the man keeping Max in the chair. He nodded when the man looked at him questioningly.

“I want what you took from me,” Max demanded when the hand on his shoulder slipped away.

“Return the blade,” Shakes ordered.

“Scrapper might try to take your balls off,” the man warned quietly. He lifted an eyebrow when the boss merely laughed and repeated the order.

“I oughta take your balls off,” Max bit out when they had been left alone.

Shakes leveled that unnerving blue stare on him. “I’d like to see you try.”

The challenging tone only pissed him off more. “I don’t have time for this.” He shoved the switchblade into his back pocket and pushed past Shakes.

“Think you’re gonna get your hands on 25 grand by morning?” He didn’t bother moving. He didn’t need to. Within seconds Max stood before him, his eyes narrowed suspiciously.

“What’d you just say?”

“You heard me.”

“How’d you know about that?”

“The same way I know you’ve got a couple grams of coke in your pocket.”

Max took several steps back. “You’re working with them,” he accused.

“That’s one regret I’ll never have to live with.”

“Then how’d you know? And what’s the deal with havin’ a couple of your guys – I assume they work for you and not Damon – grab me like that?”

“Come with me.” He didn’t wait to see if Max would comply, simply disappeared through the door he had entered through a few minutes before. “You’re in a dangerous place right now and I sent my guys after you before you could do something stupid. It needed to be fast to avoid a scene. I’m sure you’ll agree we don’t want the cops involved since you’re already in too deep to just walk away from this mess.”

“You haven’t answered my question,” Max said as he looked around at the lavish surroundings. “How’d you know?”

“Because I’ve got eyes and ears inside her place.”

Max stopped in his tracks and stared at the other man’s back. “What’re you talkin’ about?”

Shakes whirled around to look at him. “I haven’t been able to get into Knight’s place so I’ve slowly been setting up surveillance equipment where I know he does business. Imagine my surprise when I checked my monitors and found you passin’ the cash for a weapons buy and looking like you were on the verge of hyperventilating.”

“I had things under control.”

He snorted at the absurdity of the statement. “And the coke in your pocket? That’s what? Because I had a front row seat to the show, and I recognized the panicked look on your face, kid. Yeah, that ‘oh, shit, I’m trapped, but if I get high it won’t seem so bad’ look. Why the hell else would you have taken the coke?” He shook his head sharply when Max opened his mouth. “Don’t even think about lying to me. I’ve been around junkies all my life. I know what went through your head. I also know you’re fighting against the part of you that wants that shit.”

“You know so fuckin’ much why don’t you just take it from me?” Max snarled.

“Why?” Shakes shrugged and turned his head to stare at a large oil painting on the wall. “What does that solve? It means nothing if you don’t walk away from it of your own free will. You’ve got a chance to really make a decent life for yourself. You throw it away, that’s on you. You choose the coke it’s only a matter of time before you lose everything you’ve worked for.” He reached out and gently tapped one corner of the frame before stepping back and looking at the painting. “You’ve got a good thing goin’ for you, kid, and that bossy little brunette’s gonna get hurt if you throw it all away.”

Max’s head snapped up. “You said you’d keep eyes on her, make sure nothin’ happened to her.”

“Knight’s people will never touch her. Even if you fuck it all up tonight that won’t change. I gave you my word that she’d be kept safe, and I’ll see to that. I won’t associate with a junkie though.”

He turned and sat on the steps with a heavy sigh. “I don’t know what to do.” He leaned back and shoved his hand in his pocket, pulling the vials out and placing them side by side on the step beside him.

“Go to a meeting if you can’t handle it,” Shakes advised.

“No, not about the coke.” He rubbed the back of his neck. “Part of me wants it, I’m not denying that. But that’s one demon no one can fight for me.”

“Then what is it you don’t know?”

“What to do.” He scrubbed his hands over his face and sighed loudly. “I thought I could handle things, y’know? Find Ava and get both of us out of this life.”

“If you’d stopped to think you would’ve realized you couldn’t get involved with Knight again and then just walk away. That’s not the way it works and you know that. What’d you think you were gonna do? Find Ava and run? Fuck up your parole? Which you’ve already done if they find out about what you’re involved in.” He leveled his gaze on one of the very few people he considered a friend. “Where’s that leave Liz? Because that girl’s hung up on you.”

“I don’t wanna fuck things up with her. I’m tryin’ to be as upfront with her as I can but it’s not enough.”

“She’s far from stupid. She already knows you’re involved in something you shouldn’t be. If she doesn’t know, then she at least suspects.”

“She won’t go to the cops.”

“Uh-huh.” Shakes wasn’t convinced. “Whether she goes to the cops or not may be irrelevant. All she has to do is open her mouth to Maria about her suspicions and you’re gonna have a whole other kind of trouble on your hands.”

“Yeah, I know, her family bleeds blue.”

“There’s the cop factor, but I’m talkin’ about her boyfriend.”

“Michael? He’s not a cop.”

“He’s more dangerous than a cop. His instincts are telling him there’s something off about you. Most people don’t even notice Otto but he pegged him in no time. I did some checking on him after I got home last night and the guy didn’t grow up on the streets the way we did but he’s street smart. He doesn’t know enough about you yet to be suspicious of the accident he had yesterday but give it time and he could come to the same conclusion you have.” He nodded when he saw Max’s worried look. “Yeah, it was written across your face last night when Maria told you what happened to him. I haven’t found anything to support Damon’s involvement in that accident, but I haven’t ruled it out yet either.”

Max shook his head. “He’d have to know about Damon before he ever – “

“What I’m telling you is he has connections on the street. His past is centered on seeking the approval and love of a father who was more interested in his illegal activities than he was about the child in his care. And like any child he wanted to please the bastard so he became one of the best damn car thieves on the streets at the time. His old lady took off when he was eight and left him with his father so he learned from a very young age how to survive the streets because it was the only thing the bastard would respect.”

“What does that have to do with anything?”

“He’s watching you.” Shakes crossed his arms over his chest, the fingers of his right hand plucking at the deep green sleeve. “People underestimate him and he plays that to his advantage. He lets them see what he wants them to see and nothing more. He’s got feelers out, asking questions about you, and chances are good that he’s already got Maria’s cousin doing a little investigating of his own.”

“Maria said he’s SWAT.”

“He’s a cop, that’s all that matters. Word leaks to any of Knight’s dirty cops it’ll get back to him in no time.”

“That’s not good,” Max muttered.

“No, it’s not. That gets out and he could start thinking that you’re a plant. And you not sealin’ the deal with Linwood tonight? That’s gonna make him even more suspicious that you’re up to something.”

He shook his head. “I can’t do it.” He felt the tips of his ears turning red at Shakes’ amused expression and he glared at him. “You know what I meant.” He scratched his jaw. “I can’t screw around on Liz like that.”

“C’mon, kid, follow me.” He led the way up the wide staircase to the second floor and then down a hall to the right. He paused at a closed door and punched in a series of numbers on a keypad mounted where a doorknob should’ve been. When the code was accepted it flashed for a moment before the locking mechanism clicked and the door swung inward.

Max looked around the large room as he stepped inside behind Shakes. “What the hell is all this?” The place looked like something out of a spy thriller. Or at least what he’d imagined command central would look like for some elite law enforcement agency. Monitors lined one entire wall from about waist-level to ceiling and a large desk was set up facing them, set up with computer equipment and other electronic equipment that he had no knowledge of.

“I’ve been doing my own investigation into Knight and his organization.” He started punching buttons and the monitors came to life one by one. “It’s not exactly on the legal side of things but eventually Knight will slip up and I’ll have the opportunity to slip information to an agent that I’ve carefully selected in time for him to be caught red-handed.”

Max slowly paced back and forth, his eyes riveted to the monitors. “You’ve got eyes and ears inside quite a few places.” He moved closer to one of the screens and tapped it. “The backroom at the club where Pascal’s right hand man Grainger handles the bookmaking action,” he moved down a couple of screens, “Damon’s office at the strip club, “he made a face at the screen above, “Dorothy’s apartment. How’d you get into these places?”

“Creatively,” Shakes answered with a dismissive wave. “I’ve been able to send information to my agent on several occasions and it’s led to some successful takedowns but none of them have put a serious dent in the organization and none of them have been enough to take Knight down.” His hands fisted on the desk. “I don’t care if it takes the rest of my life or if it takes every cent I have, I will see him destroyed.”

Max frowned and turned away from the monitors to look at Shakes. His tone was fierce, underlined with a level of hatred that seared the air around them. “Why does it matter so much to you?”

Shakes cleared his throat and forced his hands to relax. He stared down at them for a moment before he rolled his shoulders back. “He’s taken enough from the people of this city and if the justice system can’t reach him then someone has to make sure he becomes more… accessible.”

“So you’ve made it your personal goal to make sure he’s what?”

“If it’s at all possible I’d like to see him eradicated from the face of the earth. Barring that I’ll accept his imprisonment for life, where if there is a God, he will suffer for every atrocity he’s committed against his victims.”

Max studied him, wondering at the animosity rolling off of him. “I didn’t realize you were so invested in bringing him down.”

“Nothing in my life is more important, kid.” He rubbed his forearms unconsciously as he dropped down into the chair behind the desk. “Does Knight ever leave you alone when you go to his house for a meeting?”

“Sometimes, yeah.”

“Do you think you could get a camera inside?”

Max shook his head. “I don’t know. They frisk me every time I walk through the door. And Damon probably has his own surveillance in every room of the house so even if I made it inside with it he’d catch me planting it.”

“Would you be willing if can I figure out a way to do it?”

“Yeah, if you think we can do somethin’ to bring him down, I’m in.”

“Alright, let me think on that. For now, go home and reassure yourself and that girl of yours that you’re alright.” He waved his right hand dismissively. “It’s late and Bernard, the man I have watching her, says she’s been by your place twice already and he’s just waiting for her to head over there again.” He shook his head when Max opened his mouth to protest. “I’ll take care of Linwood. As much as she enjoys younger men she enjoys money more.”

“You know I’m never gonna be able to repay you for everything you’re doing.”

“I’m not keeping a running tab, kid. I’ve got more money than I’ll ever be able to spend in a couple of lifetimes and if it rids the world of a snake like Knight then I’ll consider it money well spent. What I do with this money, I do of my own free will, so don’t ever worry about paying me back. Me and you, we’re square.”

Max reached across the desk to hold his hand out. “Thanks for everything you’re doing, Shakes. I don’t know what would’ve happened if you hadn’t been there tonight.”

Shakes took his hand and shook it. “Stay straight, kid.” He stood and released his hand. “C’mon, I’ll walk you out and have Liam take you home. If you decide to go somewhere else just give him the address, he’ll take you wherever you want to go.”

When they reached the bottom of the staircase Max paused and bent over to pick up the two vials. “These should probably go back to Dorothy.”

Shakes held his hand out and carried them into a bathroom down the hall where he unscrewed the caps and upended the contents into the toilet bowl. “This stuff only serves one purpose.” He flushed the toilet and rinsed the vials out in the sink before tossing them in the trash. “I won’t move this stuff even to return it to its rightful owner, if there is such a thing. Don’t worry, she’ll be compensated for her loss and I’ll make sure Knight is left in the dark about tonight.”

“You’re that sure you can buy her cooperation?”

He didn’t hesitate. “Yes.”

*****

Liz was pacing back and forth, gnawing on her thumbnail and glancing at the clock on the mantle above the fireplace every time she passed it. She had driven by her parents’ place after her trip to the grocery store but Max hadn’t been home yet. He still hadn’t been back after she had taken the groceries home to put them away and taken Diablo for a run in the park.

She was trying to respect his wishes and give him the space he wanted but the waiting was driving her crazy. She didn’t know what was going on with him but she knew he was involved in something that could get him into serious trouble. A few months ago she wouldn’t have thought twice about calling the cops and reporting him. But now she wasn’t sure that was the right thing to do.

He believed there were dirty cops out there and it made sense that he would be in a better position to know about something like that. It wasn’t just the threat of dirty cops though, she admitted to herself. She knew if she reported him he’d end up right back in prison and she didn’t think she could do that to him.

“You know, a few months ago there wouldn’t have been anything to debate about. Ex-con behaves suspiciously, call the cops and let them deal with him.”

Diablo watched her, whining in sympathy because he could sense her agitation but didn’t understand it.

“I know, right? Before Max there wouldn’t have been any hesitation.” She sighed and turned to stare at the dog. “But what if he’s right about corruption in the police department? It would be naïve to think that every cop’s clean and I’m not naïve. Cops don’t make that much money so it stands to reason that there’re gonna be some who’ll do whatever’s necessary to makes more money.”

Diablo barked as if in agreement.

“Okay, so if we go to the cops we could potentially be putting his life in danger, right?” She nodded when the dog barked again. “Right. So what do we do?” She was so deep in thought that she jumped and nearly screamed when someone knocked on the door. She crossed the room to lean against the door and peer through the tiny peephole. “Max,” she whispered and hurried to unlock the door and pull it open. Her mouth nearly dropped open when she realized that he was carrying his bag.

Max grabbed her around the waist with one arm and lifted her up against him. He suddenly felt like he had some control over his life and it was an amazing feeling. He pushed the door shut behind him and slapped the locks into place before leaning back against it. “That offer to spend the night with you still up for grabs?”

“Yes, of course.” She smiled at him and rested her forearms on his shoulders. “You’re okay,” she said as she ran her hands over his face.

He frowned. “You were worried?”

“I can’t help it. I don’t know what you’re doing when you’re not at home or at work, and I know it’s not my place to keep tabs on you. I mean, you’re a grown man and you’re gonna do what you want to do – “

“Liz, I am gonna do what I wanna do, but there’re times when it’s about what I need to do. I wish I could talk to you about what’s going on but I don’t want you involved for your protection. It’s hard to blindly trust someone when they give you so little to go on, but that’s what I’m askin’ you to do. I know there’s still so much about me that you don’t know and that has to make it even harder to trust me.”

She studied his features. “You’re not gonna tell me where you were tonight.”

“No. That other world is dark and dangerous, Liz, and I want so badly to have it behind me but it’s gonna take time. It has to be done right or it’ll never be over.”

“It’s not just about finding Ava anymore is it?”

He shook his head. “No, and I wish it was.”

“Are you in danger?”

“That possibility will always be there until I get out from under my past.” He leaned in and kissed her slowly. “I never wanted to put you in the position of knowing anything about me that could make you compromise your own beliefs. You believe you should’ve already called the cops on me, and I won’t say you’re wrong.” He laughed quietly. “Well, it’d be wrong from where I’m standing, but morally and legally, I know it’d be the right thing for you to do. You’ve never had to deal with corrupt cops, most likely never had to think of them beyond the occasional movie, but it is a reality. I don’t know what’ll happen when this’s over but there’s a very good chance I’ll end up back in prison serving out the rest of my sentence.” He sighed. “At the very least. So if you’d rather end this before you have to deal with that reality I’ll understand.” It’d hurt like hell but he would understand and he wouldn’t make her feel guilty if that was her decision.

She stared into his eyes, fascinated by the different shades of amber visible there. She could see the emotions rolling across his face and she was surprised by the depth of her need to erase his fears and worries. “I’d better not have to wait for you to get out of prison a second time to find out if the rumor about ex-cons being so good in bed is true,” she said with a teasing smile.

He responded with a slow smile at the realization that she wasn’t going to walk away. “Well, I’ve never been with an ex-con so I guess you’re gonna have to be the judge of that.”

They looked down when Diablo tried to squeeze between them, laughing at the annoyed growl the dog made as his teeth clamped onto the shoulder strap of Max’s bag. He gave it a hard tug and it hit the floor with a thump when Max released his grip on the carry straps. They watched him as the dog sniffed it, pawing at it on occasion before he picked it up and carried it into the bedroom.

“Think now’s a bad time to tell him I’m gonna need my Psyche book?” Max asked.

“Looks to me like he just told you homework’s out for tonight.” She patted his stomach as she backed away and took his hand. “C’mon, it’s late and I’m guessing you haven’t eaten since lunch.”

He followed her into the kitchen and leaned against the counter, watching her as she put a quick meal together. He absentmindedly stroked Diablo’s head when the dog joined them, sitting beside him and waiting for someone to offer him a treat. Max hooked the thumb of his left hand in his front pocket and let the peace of the moment wash over him. He and Shakes could do this, he thought, feeling certain of it. Together they could bring Damon down and his life would be his own. With Damon out of the picture maybe Ava would resurface and that mystery would be solved too, freeing all of them from the past that still held them imprisoned.
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Prisoners of the Past (CC, A/U, Adult) Part 31 - 6/24/12

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begonia9508: Lol, now that put an image in my mind I wasn’t ready for! But you’re right about Shakes, he does have his reasons.

Kyle does know that the Max he met when he was home over that weekend is the same one that Ava is friends with.

Thanks, glad you’re enjoying the story!

MP: Thanks! Max is trying hard, but unfortunately he’s having a hard time getting away from trouble.

xilaj: Lol, well, maybe a bit longer. We’ll see. ;)

I’m happy to hear that Diablo puts you in mind of those values. They’re so important to Max and he’s trying so hard to make them a part of his life.

Kyle’s definitely seeing himself in their future.

No, you’re right about that. Things never go as smoothly as we’d like and that’s no different for Max.

Alien_Friend: We’ll find out in time what the connection is between Shakes and Damon.

Liz is making a giant leap of faith, putting all of her trust in Max and risking it all.

Shakes is a very ‘together’ kind of guy. He’s looking at things from every possible angle and a lot of that does have to do with what drives him to pursue Damon.

Mac totally came across as the bad guy… but Sean doesn’t seem to think that’s the case.

Kyle and Ava are great for each other and we’ll be seeing more of them while they’re hiding out.

Thanks!

keepsmiling7: They’re gonna give it everything they have.

Liz and Diablo help to ground Max and he really needs that right now.

Kyle is a good guy and a great cop, and he’ll do his best to make sure Ava continues to survive.

dreamon: Thanks! Might be a bit before we get to that, but all will be revealed. ;)

Michelle in LA: Thanks! That’s a lot better than gnawing your fingernails down to the bone, lol.

Thank you for that awesome compliment about Shakes!

Max needed that save at that moment, perhaps more than at any other moment so far. Knowing that he has someone like Shakes at his back will relieve him of some of that stress and it may even give him a bit of hope.

You’re so right about Max! Without Damon in the picture he would be able to take advantage of these opportunities without being pulled back into a life that he so desperately wants to put behind him.

There are so many ways for Damon to reach his end. ;) Shakes has his own reasons for wanting to see Damon reach the end of his existence and should the opportunity present itself… well… Absolutely right! Damon’s money would allow him to continue to call the shots from prison and for him to be convicted a lot of things would have to fall into the right places. If you’re someone who enjoys the occasional bet, I’d say good money’s on Shakes to make things right. ;) Of course, I tend to pick every loser at the track, lol. We’ll see if Shakes can get the drop on Damon.


Part 31

Kevin Sanders sat on the stage at the front of the room and scanned through the notes he had taken during the meeting. There was no record of names of those who came to the meetings since anonymity was one of the major draws, but he kept a few notes with the permission of the participants. If there was anything he could do to improve the meetings he was always open to suggestions and if someone needed more one-on-one time and requested it he would find a way to work it into his or his partner’s schedule.

He had been mediating a disagreement between two women when he had caught movement from the corner of his eye. Once he had settled things down and the meeting could continue on an easier note he had covertly checked out the silent figure hanging back by the doors. The younger man hadn’t come closer to the group but his uneasy posture had relaxed to some small degree the longer he had hung back and listened.

Some people wanted someone else to start the conversation and others wanted to be left alone unless they chose to speak up and be noticed. He had spent years learning to read people and he was certain this one was just looking for a way in. He had taken the first step simply be walking through the doors, and unfortunately, too many people had no concept of just how much that took. As the last of the stragglers finally exited through the double doors the observer moved and Kevin waited until he was closer before he spoke up.

“Learn anything helpful?” he asked as he balanced one edge of the clipboard on his thigh.

Max lowered his gaze to the man’s left leg before he could catch himself, unintentionally staring.

“Not pretty to look at but it keeps me mobile and independent so I’m thankful for that.” He gave him a friendly smile and held his hand out. “Kevin Sanders. I run the group here.”

“I like the way you were dealing with everyone.” His eyes wandered to the prosthetic leg against his will and he frowned. “That why you’re here?”

“Yes and no,” Kevin answered, not taking offense to the question. Sometimes it provided an opening and got people to open up about their own problems and if he could use the worst thing that had ever happened to him to help someone else, well, he was finally at a place where he could do that. “I had a coke habit when I was younger but I got cleaned up and eventually enlisted in the army.” He nodded at his left leg. “After this happened I wanted nothing more than to escape reality.”

“Did you? Give in to that need, I mean?”

Kevin shook his head. “No, but I came close a few times. I was lucky enough to have someone in my life that wouldn’t let me give up on myself. Ultimately the decision was mine but having that person there made a big difference. If you’re gonna stay clean you have to want it, you have to understand what you’ll be losing if you slip up, and you have to be willing to ask for help when you feel that edge slipping up on you.”

“How long’s it been since you used?” Max asked curiously.

“Almost 11 years.” He motioned to the space beside him. “Pop a squat.”

“You still get the urge?”

Kevin blew out a breath and chuckled. “Yeah, it never completely goes away. The first time you get in the ring with that demon you’re setting yourself up for a lifelong battle. What about you?”

“Six and a half years, give or take a day or so.” Max levered himself up to sit on the stage, his gaze bouncing around the large room.

“You been out long?”

“Out?”

“Parole.” He shrugged and grinned unapologetically. “I’ve been doin’ this a while. There’s no judgment here, it’s just a question.”

“A few months.”

“Go to meeting’s regularly?”

Max shook his head. “No.” He scratched his jaw and stared at the murals painted on the walls by hands that were young but had probably seen the uglier side of life. “I thought I had it under control.”

“So what happened?”

“Everything just started to spiral last night and I hit the street with a couple grams in my pocket.”

“Blow your drug of choice?”

He nodded.

“It has a high relapse rate even for users who’ve been off of it for a long time.” He studied the younger man for a few moments, looking for the telltale signs of recent drug use. “What stopped you?”

“A few things I guess. A friend who tells it like it is, a girl who looks at me and sees what she believes I can be, and I don’t wanna be that guy again. When I went inside and they made me go into a drug program. I didn’t think I had a problem.”

Kevin chuckled. “Hell, we never do.” He sobered. “Most times it takes hitting rock bottom to see it.”

“Yeah, I guess that’s true. I was pretty deep into some…” He bit his bottom lip and glanced around. “Is it okay to talk about this?”

“Nothing you say here will be repeated. You can say anything you want without worrying that it’s gonna get out. This’s about being as open as you can be and having a support system. It’s important to have the support of the people who love you, who care about you, but it also helps to have the support of people who have been in your shoes, people who know and understand the hold that addiction can take on you.”

“I was into some bad shit before I went inside and there was someone, my best friend, who never gave up on me.”

“Was she involved in the same things?”

“Not at the same level I was, but yeah.” He continued when Kevin nodded. “She got in deeper after my conviction to ensure her survival, to protect me on the inside, and when I got out she was gone. Just disappeared and I can’t find her.”

“And you blame yourself for her disappearance,” he guessed.

“If it wasn’t for me – “

“It’s a yes or no question.”

Max stared at the scuffed floor. “Yeah, I do.”

“Because she was incapable of making decisions and needed you to make them for her?”

“What? No, I never made her decisions for her.”

“Then how can her choices be your fault? How can her disappearance be your fault?”

“If she hadn’t been tryin’ to protect me nothin’ would’ve happened to her.”

Kevin leaned back and his gaze moved over the other man. “You look different than I expected.”

“Huh?”

“Well, you seem to know what outcome a different choice would’ve resulted in and the way I see it humans aren’t wired to know that so you must be… what, God?”

Max snorted and shook his head. “Hell no.”

“Then you can’t know how a different choice would’ve altered the course of her life, can you?”

“But if she hadn’t – “

“Did you know that if is the biggest word in the English language?” He smiled at the younger man’s frown. “It is, it’s true. Look, no matter what choice she made, it all boils down to one fact and that is it was her choice to make. What if she hadn’t made whatever choice it was that you feel resulted in her disappearance? There’s any number of other choices she could’ve made that easily could’ve ended with the same result. Maybe another choice would’ve meant she would’ve been waitin’ for you when you got out, but the choice was hers to make.”

“I get what you’re sayin’ but if it weren’t for me she never would’ve had to make that choice.”

“Okay, fair enough.” Kevin paused and considered that for a minute. “But it all boils down to a matter of choice. Maybe her choices weren’t all that great, maybe her back was to the wall and she did what she felt she had to do, but even in the worst situation there’s always a choice. You had a choice last night and you chose to say no.”

Max gritted his teeth. “I wanted to say yes though.”

“Yeah, but you said no. Temptation’s gonna present itself from time to time. You just have to find the strength to resist it. It sounds like you’ve got some pretty good support, folks who know about your addiction and have your back.” He could see the battle being waged inside the younger man, the fear that at some point he wouldn’t be strong enough, and the fear of letting down the people he cared about. “We all have a breaking point and that’s something else that we have a choice about.”

“What?” Max looked at him. “How do you control that?”

Kevin shook his head. “I didn’t say control. Control is an illusion we use to make ourselves feel better. If you take everything on your own shoulders, allow yourself to believe that you can do it all yourself, then at some point that house of cards will fall. A lot of times we put everything on ourselves because we think it’s better for the people we care about. Why burden them with our problems? Why put that stress on them and screw up their day?”

“And if not telling them keeps them out of danger?”

His thumb tapped out a rhythm against his clipboard as he wondered what the younger man was involved in. “What if not telling them puts you in danger?”

“That’s a choice though, isn’t it?”

“Yeah, I can’t argue with you on that one, it is a choice.” He reached into his shirt pocket and pulled out a pack of gum. “It’s a dangerous choice and one that may have consequences that won’t just affect you. Are you prepared to live with that?” He slid a piece out and then offered the pack to his companion.

Max shook his head. “I’m still figuring that one out.”

“Have you been to an NA meeting since you got out?”

“No, I didn’t think I needed it.”

“I’ll bet you remember the prayer at the end of group though, right? God, grant us the serenity to accept the things we cannot change,” he nodded when the younger man started to recite it with him, “the courage to change the things we can, and the wisdom to know the difference.”

“You have meetings on Sunday afternoons and Wednesday nights?” Max asked after they had finished the prayer.

“Yeah, that’s when we have our scheduled meetings. I’m here most days though.” He grinned and motioned to their surroundings. “I run the community center.”

“I’ve taken up enough of your time,” Max said as he dropped to his feet.

Kevin put the pack of gum back in his pocket and shifted to pull his wallet out of his back pocket. He slid a business card out and offered it to the other man. “You end up on that ledge you call me. Doesn’t matter what time it is, got it?”

He stared at the name and number on the business card. “Kevin,” he held his hand out, “I’m Max.”

He gripped his hand firmly and shook it. “Nice to meet you, Max.” He nodded at the card. “Don’t lose that number.”

*****

Michael was leaning back against his car flipping through the classifieds when he glanced up and saw Max walking towards him. He folded his newspaper over and tossed it through the open window. “You need to invest in a cell phone,” he said by way of greeting.

“Why?” He still hadn’t figured out how to use Liz’s phone.

“So I can call and talk to you instead of your answering machine.”

“Right.” He pulled his keys out of his pocket and motioned to the backyard. “What’s up?”

Michael followed him around back to the guesthouse. “Not much. On my way over to pick my kid up from the grandparents and thought I’d stop by, see if you had any plans for tomorrow afternoon.”

“Oh, uh, no, no plans.” He unlocked the door and stepped inside, holding the screen door open until Michael caught it. “Somethin’ goin’ on?”

“Doc won’t clear me for work for a couple more days so I thought maybe you’d wanna hang out.” He grinned and shrugged. “Got some yard work I’m gonna do in the mornin’ but I’ll have the afternoon free.”

“You got somethin’ in mind?” Max took his things out and set them on the kitchen counter, slipping the card Kevin had given him into his wallet before grabbing a couple bottles of water from the refrigerator.

“I’m takin’ my kid to the zoo, stoppin’ by to check on my brother-in-law’s apartment, and then pickin’ Maria up from work so we can go have dinner with her parents. And since the zoo isn’t my favorite place to spend the afternoon I figured you could come along and be bored too.”

“Okay, I guess there’re worse ways to spend the day. I usually get off at two and I’m home around three.”

“We can swing by and pick you up at the restaurant.”

Max nodded. “Okay.” He handed a bottle of water to Michael and dropped down to sit in the armchair. “So, Maria was sayin’ you had an accident at work.”

“Yeah, scaffolding gave out under me.” He pointed at his head with the hand holding the bottle. “Just got knocked on the head and bounced around a bit. Doctor’s bein’ an old woman and he has Maria’s full support so until he gives the all clear I’m restricted from workin’.”

“Sounds like you’ve got a full day for someone who’s under restrictions.”

Michael snorted. “Maria knows better than to try and put me under house arrest.”

“Uh-huh, why does that sound to me like she doesn’t know what your plans for tomorrow are?”

“She knows what she needs to know. And that is she’ll tell me what she wants me to do, I’ll do what I wanna do, and as long as the day ends without me back in the hospital we’ll both be happy.”

Max laughed at that. “You guys are somethin’ else.”

“Yeah, but it works for us.” He got to his feet. “So we’ll see you tomorrow at two.”

“Hey, any chance I could get a ride from you?”

Michael paused at the door. “As long as we’re just talkin’ cars, sure.”

“What else would… Oh.” Max made a face at him. “Hell no, and if that was my thing there’s no way I’d be in the passenger’s seat.”

He glanced over the other guy before shaking his head. “Uh-uh, somebody had your back in prison. Otherwise, you’d have definitely been the one bein’ taken for a ride.”

“Fuck that.” Max got up and stretched. “Lemme grab a few things.”

“Where’re we goin’?”

“I need a ride over to Liz’s place. Her parents are comin’ over for dinner tonight and I wanna be there early in case she needs a hand with anything.”

“How’re things goin’ with her anyway?” Michael asked as he sat on the arm of the couch. “You two seemed kinda tight the other night.”

“Things are good. We’re takin’ it slow for now, kinda easing into things.”

“Takin’ it slow, huh? That’s code for you’re not getting laid. Which is interesting considering she was all over you in the beginning.”

Max finished packing his bag and came out of the bedroom, tossing it on the couch next to Michael while he went to collect his wallet and keys. He had been planning to take a shower and kick back for a while but he’d rather catch a ride with Michael than deal with public transportation later on. “We’re takin’ things at a pace we can both deal with.”

“You know, about the only thing me an’ Liz have in common is Maria, but if you hurt her I will take you out and beat your ass. We clear on that?”

“Crystal,” Max answered, careful to hide his amusement. He wondered what Liz would say about the threat if he told her about it. Which he wouldn’t.

“Your friend Shakes is an unusual character,” Michael said, changing subjects without warning. “Don’t know a lot of people that think they need an armed bodyguard at a bowling alley.” He watched Max, studying every nuance of his behavior.

“He’s very cautious and I can’t really say I blame him for that.” Max cleared his throat. “Look, he’s nobody you need to worry about. I wouldn’t have brought him around Liz or your family if he was any kind of a threat to them.”

“Does Liz know she’s bein’ watched?”

He froze, his hand clenched around the shoulder strap of his bag. “What?”

“Slender guy, clean-cut, looked to me like he knew your friend’s bodyguard… and probably your friend too.”

“No, she doesn’t know, and I’d like to keep it that way for now. It’s just a precaution.”

“You havin’ problems with someone?” Michael’s eyes narrowed. “Maybe someone from your past tryin’ to pull you back into the life?”

Think quick, Evans! “Maria told you what happened to her a couple years ago?”

“Yeah.”

“I wanted someone watchin’ over her. I don’t want her to ever go through anything like that again.” Especially not because of me. “She’s very independent and she doesn’t exactly live right down the street so sometimes she’s out kinda late because she’s over here and this way I know she’s safe when she goes home.”

“Tips must be good if you can afford a bodyguard.”

“You’ve already put two and two together and you’ve come to the conclusion that he works for Shakes. He handled it for me.”

“Must be a damn good friend to cover that kind of expense.”

“We go way back and I think it’s safe to assume you can understand that.”

“Fair enough.” For now anyway, Michael thought. There was more to it, he was sure of that, but he wasn’t going to get it out of him over the course of one conversation. “Let’s roll, I’ve gotta go get my kid.” He stood slowly. “He’s not interested in Manny is he?”

“No, he’s not.”

“Good. He may be a good guy but there’s an edge there that I don’t want around Manny.”

“There anyone in your life you don’t protect?”

“No.”

“Understood.” Max relaxed slightly and hoped Michael wouldn’t say anything to anyone about their conversation. Things were finally looking up and he needed everything to stay on track until he and Shakes figured out their next move.

*****

Max ran his hand over the dark blue shirt he wore, wishing he didn’t feel so nervous. He looked down when Diablo nudged his hand and he made a face at the raggedy stuffed animal hanging limply from the dog’s mouth.

“What the hell is that?” he asked as he held his hand out. He grimaced when Diablo dropped the toy and the wet, matted fur pressed into his palm. “Gross.”

The dog barked and sat down, intelligent brown eyes locked on the toy as he waited impatiently.

“He’s waiting for you to throw it,” Liz said when she stepped out of the kitchen to see what was going on.

“What is it?” He was holding it out and trying to figure out what it was supposed to be.

“That’s his bunny.”

“His… bunny,” he said slowly and turned it over. “This big, lethal dog has a bunny.”

Liz reached for it, laughing when Max wiped his hand on his jeans. “He just loves this thing. He’s had it since he was a puppy.”

“And he hasn’t outgrown it?”

She rolled her eyes and threw it across the apartment, watching Max when Diablo took up the chase. “It keeps him young.”

His brows pulled down in a frown when the dog snatched the toy up and shook it back and forth, growling loudly. “He sounds pissed.”

“No, he’s just playing.” She looked at Max. “Don’t you have some toy you loved when you were little?”

He shrugged. “No, I don’t have anything from when I was a kid.”

“Sorry, I didn’t mean…” she turned to look at the door when the doorbell rang. “My parents. Max, really, I’m sorry.”

He shook his head. “Don’t be. It’s in the past and it’s not like it can be changed.” He looked down when Diablo pressed the toy against his hand again. “No more of that right now,” he said, watching Liz as she went to let her parents in. “Go put the bunny away.” He rolled his eyes. That just sounded too stupid for words.

“Max, how’s it goin’?” Jeff asked as he walked over to him and held his hand out.

“Good. Busy.” He shook the man’s hand.

“Is it my daughter or class that’s keepin’ you busy?”

“Jeff!” Nancy scolded. She greeted Max and then disappeared into the kitchen with her daughter.

He waved his wife off and looked back at Max. “So, busy?”

“Uh, both actually,” Max answered.

Jeff patted Diablo’s side and dropped down to sit on the couch. “You play chess, Max?”

“No, I don’t know how to play. I can play checkers.”

“Old man’s game. I’m not there yet,” he said with a laugh. “Wanna learn how to play?”

“Sure.”

“You’re gonna learn from the master then.” He glanced around and frowned. “Liz, sweetie, where’s your chess set?” he called.

“Cabinet below the TV, Dad.” She came out of the kitchen with a bottle of beer for her dad and a glass of iced tea for Max. “Set up in here so you don’t have to move everything when dinner’s ready.” She waited until he was busy digging the box out to lean over Max’s shoulder. “He thinks he’s the chess master so just let him go on thinking that.”

He shrugged. “No problem ‘cause I have no clue what I’m doin’.”

She patted his shoulder. “Perfect. I’ll teach you how to really play later on if you’re interested.”

Max grinned and nodded. “Sounds good.”

By the time dinner was ready the men were deeply embroiled in the game, both leaning over the chessboard as they studied the remaining pieces. Max had quickly caught on to the pieces, the moves each was capable of making, and the strategy involved, and he was giving Jeff a run for his money.

Nancy and Liz were leaning in the kitchen doorway watching them play and smiling at the matching expressions of concentration on the men’s faces.

“He’s adapting well,” she said with a glance at her daughter.

“Yeah, he is.”

Nancy followed Liz back into the kitchen. “You two seem to be getting along rather well.”

“Mom, I’ve been blinded to a lot of things for a long time now and he’s teaching me to look past those walls. When I first met him I thought he was like every other criminal but I was wrong. He’s not like anyone else I’ve ever known. He’s not perfect but he tries so hard to do what’s right.”

“You really like him.” Nancy took a sip of her wine and smiled. “How do you think he’s doing? Is he handling work, school, and his personal life alright?”

“Yeah, I think so. I know he has moments where he struggles with his past and with his present, but so far he’s hanging on as well as he can.”

“Good.”

Would Mom think it was good if she knew he had gone to an NA meeting earlier that day? she wondered. She had been surprised when he told her that he had sought out a meeting and that he had talked to someone because she hadn’t realized that he’d felt the need for it. She had been supportive and offered to go with him to a meeting if he ever wanted her to and she had known by his reaction that he hadn’t expected the offer.

“I don’t remember the last time I saw you so relaxed, Liz. For so long now you’ve seemed to be on edge, even at home.” She bit her lip, worried that she had said too much and her daughter would retreat like she normally did when the subject came up.

“It’s something I’m working through, Mom. Something that I’ll tell you about when I’m ready.”

“Alright,” she said and smiled at the positive response. Since Liz had returned from college for summer break a couple of years back something had been wrong with her little girl but she hadn’t been able to reach her. “Let’s get dinner on the table and see if we can break them away from that game long enough to eat.”
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Prisoners of the Past (CC, A/U, Adult) Part 32 - 7/9/12

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Alien_Friend: Thanks!

Max is trying hard to hold things together and thanks to Shakes intervening, it gave him the push he needed. Kevin is a good guy and he’ll be there if and when Max needs him. It’s probably gonna take him a bit longer to fully understand that he isn’t responsible for other people’s choices.

The two of them really do have that in common, don’t they?

It’s funny to see these big, bad dogs turn back into puppies when their favorite toy comes into play.

Liz is slowly but surely getting to a place where she’s trying to find her way back.

Max really enjoys jumping into new experiences.

Michelle in LA: Max does have a lot going for him.

It might take a while but we’ll get there.

Michael was trying to keep Max off balance, waiting to see if he might slip up and reveal something because he knows something isn’t right.

Right now Max is more concerned with trying to hide what he’s doing. He’s not thinking beyond that. Don’t think that he’s passive though. He’ll bristle and more… when he’s ready.

L-J-L 76: Thanks! More coming up. Michael doesn’t miss much and he knows that something isn’t right so that’s got him watching everything even more than normal. Michael and Liz aren’t friends, but he doesn’t want to see anything happen to her. Whatever happens, Max will do whatever is necessary to keep Liz safe. Lol, too soon to answer all of those questions, but the answers will come out.

begonia9508: Thanks!

Max is doing his best to take control of his life and Kevin can be a big help to him.

Jeff and Max get along well and that’s a good thing for everyone.

MP: Thanks! You are correct, lol, this is the calm before the storm.

dreamon: Michael and Liz may not exactly be friends but he doesn’t want to see her get hurt.

keepsmiling7: Having someone who believes in you does make a big difference.

Well, lol, Michael does have his own interpretation of things.

Max is trying hard to do the right thing.

xilaj: Lol, we’ll be ramping up the worry factor before too long so don’t get too comfortable. Max is used to handling things one way so it’ll take time before he settles into anything else.

Michael and Max may just edge a little closer to friendship in this part.


Part 32

“What the hell is that?”

Michael looked up from the ice cream he was trying in vain to clean off of his son, shooting a quick glance at the animals in the enclosure. “I don’t know, some kinda midget monkeys or somethin’.” He dug around in his pockets for more napkins and finally ended up settling for one of Hunter’s shirts. He pressed the lever on the water fountain to wet it, wringing it out and wiping the little boy’s face. “Okay, well, that’s a little better.”

He shook the shirt out and folded it over before shoving it in one of the pockets on his cargo pants. He shrugged when he caught Max staring at him. “What?”

“Wouldn’t that have been a lot easier if you’d just brought the bag with you?”

“Everything I need fits in my pockets.”

“Uh-huh, bet Maria never goes anywhere with Hunter unless she has that bag.”

“Do you see her here? I’m not carrying around a diaper bag packed full of crap I don’t need.” Michael rolled his eyes and got to his feet with Hunter in his arms. He settled his son against his side and joined Max in front of the exhibit.

“Crap like the wet wipes that you left in the car?”

“Do you have a kid? No, you don’t, so when you do you can give me shit about not haulin’ around a ton of crap I don’t need.” He looked around for the placard that would tell them what they were looking at. He glanced up at the weird looking little creatures and made a face. “That’s one ugly damn monkey.”

Max leaned around him to take a look at the placard. “Pygmy marmosets? I’ve never heard of them.”

Michael shrugged. “Told you, midget monkeys. C’mon, let’s go look at somethin’ cool.”

“Hey, they’ve got lemurs,” Max said as he browsed through the brochure he’d picked up when they’d purchased their tickets.

“I said somethin’ cool.”

“The ring-tailed lemurs are cool. Saw ‘em in a movie the other night.”

Michael snorted. “Liz got you watchin’ educational programs? Mating habits of lemurs, maybe?”

He shrugged. “Madagascar.” He rolled his eyes when Michael stopped to look at him. “What? It was funny. She said you took Maria to see it.”

“No, it was her turn to pick and she wanted to see it.”

“Yeah, Liz said you’d say that.”

“Oh, well, if Parker said it then it must be true.” Michael turned and started walking in the opposite direction. “We’re gonna go look at the grizzly bear or maybe the snow leopard.”

“The grizzly bear.” Max flipped to the next page of the brochure and read the lifestyle information. “Huh.” He turned the page to look over the information provided for the snow leopard. “Interesting.”

“What?” Michael pointed out the giraffe and Hunter made a sound of surprise when he saw it.

“You seem to prefer the mammals that’re considered loners but at the same time they’re social.”

“And why is that interesting?”

“I don’t know.” Max shrugged and continued reading as they walked. “Because that description kinda reminds me of you.” He snorted as he found the pygmy marmosets and read up on them. “Bet Maria would think these little guys are like you.”

“What the fu…” he glanced at his son and cleared his throat when he caught him watching him. “Is there anything you don’t read?”

“Not really. You can never really have too much information, can you?”

“You can if you think I’m a friggin’ midget monkey.”

“They mate for life, the dads take care of the little ones and hand ‘em off to the mom when it’s time to feed ‘em, and they communicate using facial expressions, posture, and high-pitched calls. Now see, that right there? That’s you and Maria.”

“Yeah? Well, if you were an animal I guess that ring-tailed lemur you’re so fascinated with would fit.” He smirked when Max started flipping through the pages. “Seein’ as how the females run things in their groups; get the best spots to sleep, eat the best grub, keep the rest of ‘em in place, and basically stay in their group while the males find different groups when they grow up. And well, Parker is bossy and gets the best of anything she wants… so there’s your animal.”

“You’re a surprising guy, Michael,” he snorted after he finished reading the information about the lemurs. Everything he had said was in the brochure, just in Michael’s terminology.

“Why?”

“Because you’re a helluva lot smarter than you want people to think you are.”

Michael just shook his head. “Why? Because I know a few facts about zoo animals?” He nodded at Hunter. “When you’ve got one of these little guys around you’ve gotta know stuff. Eventually he’s gonna start askin’ questions and I’m gonna know the answers.”

“Is that what your dad did?”

“No, my old man didn’t give a damn outside of his business.” He shrugged. “No skin off my nose. He had stuff that was important to him and I wasn’t on the list.”

“So no trips to the zoo or anything?”

They paused at the lion exhibit and Michael lifted Hunter up onto his shoulders so he could watch the big cat lazily walk around. “Not with my old man. My old lady stuck around until I was eight and then she took off. She took me places, did stuff with me, but I guess she had enough of him and it was just easier to start over without a kid.” He started walking again, heading for the tigers when Hunter lost interest in the lion. “What about you?”

“I don’t know anything about my old man. I was still in diapers when he took off. My mom, she blamed me for him leavin’ and got a kick outta tellin’ me I screwed her life up. She went out for food when I was six and never came back.” He shrugged one shoulder and laughed. “Damn, we sound like we’re competing for the crappiest childhood award.”

Michael smirked. “It is what it is. We survive the crap storm of childhood and then it’s up to us to figure out what we’re gonna do with the rest of our lives. A lot of people spend their lives as victims, chained to their childhoods because they can’t or won’t let it go. You hold onto that shit and it’ll eventually pull you under.” He glanced at Max. “Then again, you hold onto the wrong thing and it’ll always pull you under.”

Max nodded. “Yeah, I guess that’s true.”

Hunter suddenly squealed and his right hand slapped against his daddy’s head.

“Okay, let’s stop in here,” he said as he reached up to stop the excited slapping. “Petting zoo,” he explained. “He gets a kick outta the llamas.”

They wandered around the petting zoo and Max watched Michael as he crouched down beside Hunter to pet the small goats. He wondered how Michael knew what to do with Hunter, how he knew what to teach him, and how he had learned to be so patient with the little boy. He smiled when the ex-car thief placed Hunter’s tiny hand inside his, cupping it and pouring grain into the boy’s palm so he could feed the goats.

Almost half an hour passed before they headed towards the exit of the petting zoo and Max lifted his eyebrows in question when Michael called him. His hands came up automatically when Hunter was handed to him and he settled the little boy against his chest.

“What’re we doin’?”

“You’re gonna have your picture taken with my kid and a llama. He’s gonna wanna pet the thing so move closer to the pen.”

Max frowned at the animal when it stuck its head over the rail and started snuffling along his arm. “What’s it doin’?”

“Probably lookin’ for a girlfriend,” Michael snickered. “Relax, Evans. Here,” he moved closer and grabbed the guy’s hand, dumping a little bit of feed into it, “the trick is to keep the llama occupied while the picture’s bein’ taken. You don’t have to be cute for it. Hunter’ll take care of that for you.”

“Why aren’t you in the picture then?”

“I’ve got a dozen of these things at home. Besides, I gave you my phone and had you take a picture of us feedin’ the goats. Maria’ll like that. And this way you’ll have a picture of your first trip to the zoo.”

“I didn’t tell you – “

“You didn’t have to. Now, move over so Hunter can pet the llama, you feed the llama, and let this guy over here take your picture so we can get goin’.”

*****

Jenny looked up from her coloring book when Sharon joined her in Isabel’s office. “Hi,” she greeted with a smile.

“How are you, Jenny?”

“Happy.” She studied the crayons spread out over the desk for several long moments before picking out a green one.

Sharon took a seat in one of the comfortable chairs facing the desk. “You like living with Isabel and Alex?”

“Oh, yes. It’s really nice. Elena, she’s the lady that cleans the house and cooks…” she frowned. “But not for dinner or on the weekend ‘cause Isabel and Alex cook then. Anyway, her son Preston comes over with her ‘cause it’s summer so he don’t go to school right now, and he’s my friend. I never heard that name before but that’s his name. Him and his mom, they’re real nice.”

“I’m glad to hear you’re making friends.”

Jenny smiled widely. “He don’t care that I’m different.” Her eyes widened. “Oh, and guess what?”

Sharon smiled at the animation in the little girl’s features. “I wouldn’t know where to begin, sweetie. Tell me.”

“Alex and Isabel found a doctor who’s gonna make my legs right!”

“Oh, my goodness, that’s good news, Jenny! I’m so happy for you!”

She clasped her hands together, wrapping them around the crayon she held. “We gotta wait ‘til after July 4th but that’s not long. We get to go to the park with Alex’s band friends and barbeque that weekend. They’re gonna bring their families so there’s gonna be lots of people there. Oh, and Elena and Preston are gonna go too! There’s gonna be fireworks and everything!”

“Wow, that sounds like a fun time,” Sharon said. She was so happy that things were going well for the little girl and her new family.

“Did you know July 4th is called Dependence Day?”

She chuckled. “I think that’s Independence Day.”

“Oh, yeah. We watched a movie called that the other night.” She shook her head. “But it’s not really why that day’s called that. It was about bad aliens that wanted to take over Earth.”

“I’ve seen that movie. There were some scary parts.”

Jenny shook her head and started coloring a tree. “I didn’t get to see them parts. Alex covered my eyes and Isabel made the movie go fast at those parts.” She scrunched up her nose. “I wouldn’t be scared but Preston says moms and dads do stuff like that so you don’t get scared.”

“That’s true.”

“Did you know people say a spaceship crashed in Roswell? But Alex said him an’ Isabel went there one year and he didn’t see no aliens.”

Sharon turned when she heard heels striking the tiled floor and she couldn’t stop the smile as she looked at the younger woman. “You’ve been to visit the famous Roswell, have you?”

Isabel glanced up from the stack of files in her arms when she heard Jenny giggle quietly. “Yes, Alex thinks it’s an interesting subject.” She smiled to herself as she opened a drawer on one of the file cabinets and started placing files in their designated slots. Of course, they had been 18 and on their own for the first time and while he did find the subject fascinating, aliens and crashed spaceships hadn’t been the only thing he had been intent on exploring.

“Jenny was just telling me that you’ve selected a doctor for her surgery.”

“Um-hmm, Dr. St. John.”

“She’s really nice,” Jenny spoke up. “Hey, Isabel, may I go get a drink?”

“Of course, just no soda. We’ll be picking Alex up soon and then we’ll go have dinner.”

“Okay.”

Sharon observed them as Isabel helped Jenny out of the chair so it wouldn’t roll out from under her. She kept the fussing to a minimum while the little girl situated her crutches and then kissed her head before standing back and letting her go.

“They’re so easy to love, aren’t they?” she asked.

Isabel smiled and settled into her chair. “Yes. There’s no doubt about that.”

“Which surgery did you opt for?”

“We’ve discussed it and we’ve included Jenny since she’s the one who’ll be going through the procedure. Dr. St. John will operate on both legs during the surgery.”

“I can understand the benefits of electing to have both legs done at the same time, but have you considered the strain that’ll put on you? That’s a lot to take on when you’ll be doing the majority of the care giving yourself.” She held a hand up before Isabel could protest. “I know Alex will do everything he can to help and he’s far from helpless, but with both legs casted Jenny’s gonna be dependent upon you for everything and that’s gonna be very physically and emotionally demanding.”

“Have you been talking to Alex?” Isabel asked, lifting one brow in question.

“No, why?”

“He’s expressed the same concerns. He worries that it’s too much because he has limitations that’ll prevent him from being able to help as much as he’d like.”

“He’s being realistic,” Sharon said quietly. “And you need to do the same. You have nothing to prove to anyone and the only way you’re gonna make him feel as if he isn’t contributing is if you overdo it and try to take everything on yourself. Take some friendly advice, Isabel, and consider hiring an in-home nurse for the first couple of months after the surgery. After that, Jenny should be more mobile and self-reliant, and you and Alex will be able to handle things between the two of you.”

*****

The sound of running feet woke Mac from an uneasy sleep. Moments later she could hear the “Code Blue” coming over the PA system and she could hear the flurry of activity in the room next to hers. She struggled to sit up when the door to her room opened and she blinked to bring the blurry image into focus.

“Time’s running out, Agent McKenzie.”

One of the officers who had been guarding her door for the past few days, she realized. She ignored his goading comment. “What’s going on?”

“Your partner just checked out.” There wasn’t an ounce of sympathy in his voice as he stared at her with cold eyes. “Soon as you can be moved they’ll be slappin’ cuffs on you.”

She swallowed hard when he backed out and closed the door without another word. Had she just been threatened? Her instincts were screaming at her, urging her to run and save herself. There would be agents stationed around the hospital, keeping an eye out in case she tried to make an escape. Patrick was dead and she had killed him. No, you didn’t. She pushed the insistent voice away. He was dead because he had made a choice to work for the wrong side. But nothing would ever change the fact that she was the one who put a bullet in his chest and taken his life.

But your witness is alive, she reminded herself. At the end of the day she had done her job and no one believed her. They thought she had killed her partner in cold blood. And why would they? Patrick had told them as much and he had never withdrawn his statement. It would only hold more weight in the wake of his death.

Her doctor hadn’t cleared her for questioning and she hadn’t been able to give a statement to the officer who had accompanied her to the hospital. The assistant director had stopped by for a short briefing and he had ordered her not to speak to anyone or answer any questions without him present. She had known Assistant Director Walker for years and he was one of the few people she trusted implicitly but she didn’t understand the gag order. He hadn’t given her a reason for it, hadn’t told her when she could speak up to defend herself, and she hated that it was making her question his motives.

What if he had told her to keep it quiet because he was about to bury her? She squeezed her eyes shut and took a deep breath, wincing when it pulled on her stitches. She was sore all over and in spite of the drugs that sensation seemed to stay with her. She had talked to the doctor and asked him to wean her off of the drugs but he had been reluctant to comply with that request. He had warned her that the drugs were blocking more pain than she could comfortably deal with but she was to the point of risking it.

She hated to think of herself as being paranoid but she felt like she was surrounded by people who were out to pin her for murdering her partner, for compromising the witness, and for betraying everything she had sworn to uphold and protect. The witness was alive though. The cop who had paid her a visit the week before had insinuated that he knew where she was. If the witness had made it out alive, if she was still alive, Valenti had to be with her. She wasn’t in any condition to make that escape on her own no matter how determined she was.

Could she trust him? She didn’t know. But he had approached her, had gone out of his way to let her know the witness had survived. What if he worked for Knight? He could be trying to get her to lead them to the secondary location she had set up. He had asked her to trust him, to help him figure out what was going on. He had left a scrap of paper with his name and number on it but she hadn’t called him and he hadn’t shown up again. Under normal circumstances she would have memorized the information and then destroyed the paper but the drugs screwed with her head so she hadn’t risked getting rid of it.

She stared at the IV line pumping drugs into her system and the other monitoring equipment running between her body and the machines next to the bed. She sat up carefully and reached for the IV taped to the back of her hand.

*****

Damon cut into the rare steak as he listened to the report Frankie Deleon was giving. Frankie handled the girls who worked the streets and he was explaining what he planned to do about new competition that had just moved into one of the neighborhoods. “Since when do we have anyone moving in on my territory?”

“This guy just started puttin’ girls on the streets. Name’s Dmitri, haven’t been able to get a last name on him. He’s kept a low profile so far and everyone on the streets just knows him by his first name.”

He shook his head and set his knife and fork down. He had enough things to deal with right now. He didn’t need a turf war with a rival drug lord. “Who does he work for?”

“Word is it’s a group of Russians.” Frankie ran a hand through his dark hair and sighed. “I can handle Dmitri. Just gotta get close enough to him to take him out.”

“No.” Damon shook his head again. “No, I want to meet with the head of the organization before any bloodshed takes place. With the current situation we want to avoid that if possible.”

Frankie frowned. “Since when, Boss? We’ve always protected our interests and this asshole’s pushin’ into our territory. We back off now and it sends the wrong message.”

“We’re not backing off. Pull this Dmitri in off the streets. It won’t take long to find out who he works for and determine the threat factor.” He leaned forward and reached for his utensils again. “When you have him call me and I’ll let you know where we should meet.”

*****

Liz looked up when someone called her name and she smiled and waved when she saw Maria walking towards her. “Hey, what’re you doing here?” she asked and motioned for Diablo to sit.

“I took off early to take Hunter in for an appointment with his pediatrician.”

“Something wrong with him?”

“No, just immunizations.” Maria fanned herself as she looked around the park. “Why do you insist on running at the hottest time of the day?”

“It’s not the hottest part of the day, but there’re fewer people out right now and if I get my run in before Max gets off then that’s more time we have together. He usually gets off at two but then he has to shower, class, homework, dinner, and he has to be at work by 4am so he’s in bed fairly early every night. A couple nights a week he likes to go for a run and he takes Diablo.”

“Looks like Diablo’s getting his exercise,” she said and gave the dog a pet. “If he runs in the evenings why don’t you run with him?”

“He runs to work through whatever’s on his mind.” She shrugged. “It’s time he needs for himself.”

“You sound so domestic,” she said, her tone teasing. “Okay, the run’s out so share the shower to save time. Well, okay, that won’t actually save any time, but it’ll be more enjoyable.”

“Good point.” And one of these days they’d get to that place in their relationship. “How’s Michael? Back at work?”

“Yeah, he finally harassed the poor doctor until the man was probably ready to scream and he got his work release. Don’t worry, the doctor didn’t sign off on him until he was certain he was ready to go back to work.”

“Uh-huh, which means you were doing some harassing of your own.”

Maria laughed. “And I’m so much better at it than Michael is. Anyway, I was cleaning up last night and I found this…” she dug around in her bag. “Michael said it was taken last Monday when they went to the zoo and Max forgot it when he dropped him off.” She pulled a thin 5x8 folder out and gave it to Liz.

She ran her fingertips over the zoo logo on the cover before lifting it up. Something unfamiliar tugged at her as she looked at the picture of Max and Hunter. She cleared her throat as she closed it again and she held it up as she glanced at Maria. “I’ll make sure Max gets this.” She scratched behind Diablo’s ears. “What’re you guys doing for the Fourth?”

“Going out on the boat, what else?” She sighed. “It looks like Kyle isn’t gonna make it home in time.”

“I’m sorry, Maria.”

“It’s okay, we all know it happens from time to time with his job. What about you?”

“We haven’t made any plans yet.”

“Liz, the Fourth is just a couple of days away!”

“I know, but Max has been busy with work and class, and I’ve had stuff going on too. My parents have plans with friends and while we were invited the thought of spending the day with their friends doesn’t sound like a lot of fun.”

“So come out with us. We’ll have plenty of food, we’ll be out on the water, Dad will fish, Sean and Michael will both tell lies about the imaginary fish they’ve caught, and me and Mom will roll our eyes at all three of them. Max would have fun.” She nudged Liz. “And so would you.”

“I’ll ask Max what he’d like to do.”

Liz pulled the card out again after Maria left to pick Hunter up. She tipped her head to one side as she studied the photograph and without even realizing it she started to smile.
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Prisoners of the Past (CC, A/U, Adult) Part 33 - 7/15/12

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Natalie36: Thanks for reading!

MP: Thanks! There’s more coming! And look at that… it’s early!

keepsmiling7: Lol, ain’t that the truth? Kids pretty much change everything.

Michael does like to keep that under wraps.

Michelle in LA: Lol, it does have a funny way of affecting people that way.

Yep, these two guys have the opportunity to forge a great friendship here.

Lol, nah, we shouldn’t know Dmitri… not yet anyway.

Well, it’s gonna hit the fan – soon.

begonia9508: Thanks! Lol, sometimes it is for the adults more than the kids. It has to entertain the little ones and be somewhat enjoyable for the adults.

Max and Michael do have an opportunity to become very good friends.

This is true… but is Dmitri involved with the Russians?

xilaj: Lol, it is coming soon. There are upcoming scenes with all of the possibilities you mentioned.

Funny how these critters seem to mirror the characters. Thanks, the relationships are the most important thing.

Yup, we’ll see the boat trip? We’ll check in on Mac in this update.

mary mary: Lol, well, there have been a few cliffhangers… and will likely be a few more.

Thanks, and there’s a lot more to come!


Part 33

“How long do you think we’ll have to stay here?”

Kyle shook his head, sending droplets of water flying in every direction. He reached over the short door to grab the towel so he could dry off. “I wish I had an answer for you, but the truth is I don’t have a clue.” He wrapped the towel around his hips and stepped out onto the sun-warmed wooden planks, grabbing his gun and clothes before walking around to step up on the porch where she was sitting.

“Won’t your family be worried?” she asked, watching him as he crossed the porch.

“They’re used to me being gone for long periods at a time. I know they worry but they’re supportive.”

“It must be so hard for them. I mean, knowing your job is so dangerous and not knowing where or how you are when you’re gone for so long. And for you too. I mean, you must miss so much with them.”

“Yeah, it’s difficult.” He ducked inside so he could pull his clothes on. “Sometimes I get back home after being gone for a few weeks and stuff’s happened and it just reminds me that life goes on even when I’m not there. I was undercover last year, hadn’t been home in a while, and when I finally got home my nephew had started walking.” He pulled a tee shirt over his head as he stepped back outside. “The kid was barely upright on his own before I started that assignment.”

Ava sighed when he covered up. “It must’ve been disappointing to miss that.”

“Yeah, it was.” He sat down on the top step. “One of these days I’m gonna be able to focus on the work I want to do and when that happens I’ll be in a position to be home most nights and I won’t miss out on stuff like that.”

“How do you maintain relationships with your job?”

“I don’t, not really.” He shrugged one shoulder. “Outside of my family I can’t say I’ve had a real relationship in quite a while. When you’re off the grid for days, weeks, sometimes months at a time, it’s pretty difficult to maintain a relationship. Hell, I’m not even in a position to have a pet right now.”

“So you’re not seeing anyone right now,” she mused aloud.

He shot a teasing grin at her. “Just you.”

“I don’t know whether to take you seriously or not when you say things like that.”

“Take me seriously, Ava.” He shifted, keeping the rutted driveway in sight. “If it was possible for me to bring someone else in to protect you, I would.” He ran his fingers through his damp hair. “I wouldn’t go anywhere but I would bring in someone who could be objective in this situation. When someone, a cop especially, gets emotionally involved with the person he’s protecting, it not only crosses lines, it creates a dangerous situation that could compromise the other person’s safety.”

“I don’t believe that.”

He smiled. “Well, I appreciate the vote of confidence.”

“Technically you’re not even protecting me in an official capacity though, right?”

“Officially, no, but it’s a lot easier to make a mistake when there’re, ya know, feelings involved. It’s just easier to miss something because your mind isn’t completely focused.”

“I don’t know, if it’s a matter of having feelings for the person you’re protecting, wouldn’t that mean you’d just fight that much harder to protect her?”

Kyle scratched the back of his head. “There is that, but it’s easier to get comfortable and let your guard down when you cross that line between personal and professional.” He shifted again and braced his back against the support beam so he could look at her. “I would protect you with my life if it came down to that.”

“No,” she shook her head. “Don’t say that.”

“It’s true. I like you, Ava, and lemme tell you, I wasn’t expecting it.”

“You probably shouldn’t,” she said quietly. “I’m not the kinda girl you should have beside you.”

He bit back a smile. “No?”

“You’ve got a nice family, you have these plans to make a difference, and you’re… you’re just a really nice, decent guy.”

Kyle laughed. “I think I’m a decent guy, I do have a great family, and yeah, I really wanna work with kids and make a difference, but I don’t think that excludes you from my being part of my life. I mean, if you wanted that too.”

“But you’re… Kyle, you’re this squeaky clean, white knight kinda guy, and I’m… I’m not.”

His mouth dropped open. “You’re not a guy?”

She rolled her eyes at him. “You know what I mean.”

“I’m just a guy, Ava.” He rested his forearm on his raised knee. “We’ve all got a past and what’s done is done. No matter how much you might wish things had been different, or how much you wish maybe you’d made better or different decisions, you find a way to accept the past and live in the present. Because if you don’t you can’t have a future. Most people have been someplace dark in their past and they’d change that one thing if they could, but in the end you can’t.”

“You have something like that?”

“You wanna know my darkest moment?”

“Yeah, but only if you’re comfortable telling me.” She watched him as he looked at the cabin for a few moments. “Whatever it is, it’s connected to this place, isn’t it?”

“In a way, yeah.” He sighed and rubbed one hand over his face. “I had a case go south about three years ago. My cover was blown, there was a screw-up and the people we were trying to take down got away with me before my backup arrived. I took a beating and when they got bored with that they started shooting me up with heroin. They had me for three days but I was so out of it I lost all concept of time. You’re familiar with drugs so you know just how fast heroin can take hold of you.” He continued when she nodded. “They weren’t an organized group, just a group of college kids who thought they were above the law. Something spooked them and they took off, left me there figuring no one would find me in time. I was found several hours later but I was already starting to come down. I’d been around enough junkies that I knew what was coming and I didn’t want anyone to see me like that.” He sighed. “I didn’t want my family to see me like that. It’s the kinda thing that brings their nightmares to life and withdrawal’s also a pretty humiliating process.”

Ava winced. Heroin withdrawal was a painful and humiliating experience. She had been around Max when he had gone through cocaine withdrawal and while mood swings, the drug cravings, problems sleeping, and the agitation had been hell to deal with at times, it was a drop in the bucket compared to the physical symptoms someone suffering heroin withdrawal went through.

“Sean came to the rescue on that one. He was there when they pulled me outta that basement where those little bastards had left me. I was pretty banged up but nothing that needed a hospital stay and nothing that wouldn’t heal with time. They wanted me to stay in the hospital but the thought of being locked up and surrounded by well-meaning family and hospital staff, I couldn’t do it. He made a couple calls, had a talk with my captain, and next thing I knew we were on our way out of the city. That was the most agonizing week of my life but Sean made sure I was someplace safe where I could deal with it on my own terms. He stayed with me for support but he gave me the space I needed to get through the worst of it with as much dignity as possible.”

“I’m sorry you had to go through that,” she said sympathetically.

Kyle shrugged. “It was one experience I’d like to never go through again. I don’t understand what it is that people get from it. Well, that’s not completely true, I guess. I get the attraction to that euphoric feeling, but beyond that I don’t get it. I’m not a control freak or anything but I don’t like something like that controlling the way I feel.”

She nodded. “I can understand that. Max started using cocaine and he really believed that he was the one in control. He finally learned that by using he let the cocaine control him. That’s one thing he learned in prison that I’m really grateful for. I tried to talk to him about it but he wouldn’t listen. I don’t think it’s just denial, I think people who use really do begin to believe that their addiction isn’t controlling them.”

“You and Max, you guys were together?”

“We were never a couple. We were together sometimes; curiosity, loneliness, maybe sometimes even out of habit. I love him, I do, and I always will. He’s my best friend, my confidant, my protector, and on occasion – in the past, he’s been my lover. I suppose even for a couple of fumbling teenagers that word fits.”

“So you were never in love with him?” He watched her, studying her expression and taking in every change in her eyes and features as she spoke.

“No more than he was in love with me. The pictures you showed me of him that weekend you went home… he looked happy. He looks at her differently. You can tell he cares about her deeply.” She smiled. “Maybe it’s even more than that.”

“And once this’s over? We’ll go home and the one person you’ve always relied on is with someone else, Cadence’s father’s gone… what about you?”

“Me?”

“You and Cadence, you’ll have each other, but…”

“You’re asking what we’ll have?” She smiled slowly when he nodded and she leaned forward to take his hand when he held it out to her. “We’ll have you, Kyle.”

“That’s a good answer.” He grinned. “That’s the right answer.” His expression sobered when she winced. “What’s the matter?”

“Nothing, just a backache.”

“Backache, like she’s gonna be makin’ her appearance soon?”

“I don’t know. I’ve never done this before.” She bit her bottom lip as she met his gaze. “It’s gonna happen sooner or later. I was just kinda hoping she’d wait for this to be over.” She snorted softly. “I knew that was unlikely, so I started hoping she’d wait until the Fourth.”

“Why?”

She shrugged. “It’s a holiday that means a lot to you and you’re gonna miss it. I know her due date’s getting close and I thought that’d really make the Fourth special.”

“It doesn’t matter what day she decides to c’mon out and see what all the fuss is about, it’s gonna be a special day.” He squeezed her hand. “And don’t worry about me missin’ the Fourth, Ava. I’m right where I need to be. We’ll be home by Labor Day and trust me, my family will be celebrating that weekend too.” He winked at her. “Now that’s the holiday to have a kid on. It’s appropriately named.”

She snorted at that. “I’m not about to go another two months. Two days I might be able to manage, but two months? No way.” Her thumb rubbed over his knuckles. “This isn’t where I’d imagined giving birth.”

“Not even close, huh? Looking forward to that epidural?”

“No, I had no intentions of having one.”

Kyle grimaced. “So you were intentionally gonna push out the equivalent of a watermelon without any kind of drug?”

She shook her head and tried to hold back the laugh at his expression. “I don’t like drugs in any form. I’m not expecting it to be a walk in the park or anything but I’ve been doing everything my doctor said to do to.”

“I can man up and do what’s gotta be done to help with the delivery, but… I mean, considering the size of the baby and the size of, ya know, the entry or exit or whatever, won’t there be like, damage to the area?” He rolled his eyes when she bit her lips in an effort to avoid laughing at him.

“Hopefully the exercises I’ve been doing will help prevent any tearing. No, it’s not a guarantee but a lot of women do manage to give birth without tearing.”

“Okay, but what if you do, ya know, tear down there? It’s not like you can just bandage it up and…” he cleared his throat. “I’m just making this worse, right?”

“Kyle, women have been giving birth since the beginning of time. I think we can get through this and manage to survive it.”

“I think we should go inside and I should make dinner.” He got to his feet and pulled her up. “You’re right. We managed to escape Knight’s people, we can get through this. C’mon, how ‘bout a backrub before I start dinner?”

*****

Max could smell dinner cooking as he came through the front door of his place and dropped his backpack on the floor. He glanced around and spotted Diablo lying in his spot by the fireplace. Liz wasn’t in the living room, which meant she was in the kitchen. The dog got up and ran to greet him, soaking up every bit of the attention lavished on him. After a few minutes Diablo started to nose around the backpack sitting next to his feet.

“You know there’s somethin’ in there for you, don’t you?” He snatched the pack up and balanced it on the back of the couch so he could unzip it. He pushed a couple of things around to grab the bag from the pet store. He crouched down on the floor, chuckling when Diablo pressed his nose as close to the opening of the bag as possible.

Diablo jumped back and barked playfully when Max pulled his hand out and presented the rawhide baseball to him. He took off chasing it when it was tossed across the room and rolled into the bedroom.

Liz watched them from the kitchen doorway. “How was class?”

“Pretty good.” He stood and pulled a paper out of his pack. “Check this out.”

She unfolded it when he gave it to her and her eyebrows shot up when she saw the grade written and circled at the top. “Max, you got a B!”

He grinned at her enthusiasm and pulled her into his arms. “If you’re this excited about a paper, I can’t wait to see what you do when I finish this class with an A.”

“That’s gonna call for more than steak fajitas.”

“Um-hmm.” He tugged her closer and lowered his head, brushing his lips against hers. He felt her arms come around him as he deepened the kiss and for a moment he forced his mind to go blank, shutting out the little voice that told him to keep himself under control. He wished this mess with Damon was over so he could focus on his life, on Liz, and on really moving forward. Soon, it would be soon, he was sure of it.

“Dinner’s ready,” Liz murmured when the timer went off in the kitchen.

He pulled her back in. “It can wait.”

“It’ll burn… set the smoke detector off… drive Diablo crazy… bring my parents out here…”

Max leaned back and shook his head at her. “That’s way too much focus.”

“Guess you’re not as distracting as you think you are,” she shot back and ducked into the kitchen before he could show her just how distracting he could be.

He rolled his eyes and followed her, squeezing past her to get to the refrigerator. He smiled when he saw the magnet holding the paper to the freezer door. He pulled the door open and grabbed a drink, unscrewing the cap and tipping his head to the side to study something else stuck to the door. “What’s this?” he asked as he pulled the card down.

“Oh, Maria brought that to me earlier today. She said you forgot it the day you and Michael went to the zoo with Hunter.” She watched him as he flipped the card open to look at the picture inside. “Max, do you want kids?”

He held the picture up. “You askin’ ‘cause of this?”

“I was looking at it and it did bring the question to mind. When I was little I used to imagine myself with a husband and kids.” She shrugged. “Somewhere along the way I lost that dream.”

“You know, I’ve never spent any time around kids until recently. I never thought much about them as far as me having any because,” he shrugged one shoulder, “what would I have to offer a kid? But the more time I spend with Michael and Hunter, watching the way he is with this little boy, it makes me think maybe there is something I have to offer. Just because most of your life sucks doesn’t mean you can’t have kids and be a good parent.”

“You look so natural with him.”

He smiled. “I think maybe one day I’d like to have kids. One day when I’m settled and I’ve got my life together.” He nodded. “Yeah, I could see that.”

“Good to know.” Liz nodded and filed that information away to mull over later. “Would you be interested in going out with Maria and her family this weekend?”

He pulled a couple of plates down and set them out on the counter. “Where would we be going?”

“Her dad has a boat and they all get together and go out. Lots of food, very little actual fishing, and the fireworks display at night will be unforgettable. The company’s good if you can ignore Michael and Sean telling lies about the fish they’ve caught.”

Max took a drink of water to put off his answer. Michael was already suspicious of him. The cousin was a damn cop, Maria’s dad was a cop, and to round it out wouldn’t Grandpa Parole Officer be there? But if he said no and they didn’t go it would only kick Michael’s suspicions into overdrive. What if he had told them he suspected some sort of illegal activity and the invitation was a cover so they could try and get him to slip up?

“Max?”

He swallowed and lifted his gaze to hers. “What?” Pull it together, Evans! You’re starting to get paranoid! “Oh, yeah, sure. I’ve never been out on a boat before.”

“I love it! Sometimes I go sailing with DJ and it’s such an awesome feeling! You get out there and eventually you lose sight of land and all that’s out there is you and miles and miles of open water.”

“Well, there’s a reassuring thought for a guy who’s just barely learning to swim.” He reached around her to steal a strip of the fajita meat. “If I fall in and nearly drown, promise you’ll do the mouth-to-mouth thing. I think I’d rather drown than have Michael do CPR on me.”

Liz snorted. “Well, you’re in luck because you’d probably die of asphyxiation waiting for him to decide whether or not mouth-to-mouth could be misconstrued as him kissing another guy.”

Max laughed and carried the plates to the table after she filled them. “I can see him doing that too.” He shook his head. “I can hear Maria giving him hell over stalling, him coming up with every argument in the book, and me just layin’ there like a fish on dry land while they’re arguing about it.”

“Yeah, that’s the two of them alright.” She brought their drinks in and placed them on the table. “I guess it’s only fair to say that they always come through in the end. They may drive everyone else crazy getting there but they’re the kind of people who come through for you.” She leveled a look at Max. “Do not ever tell either of them I said that because I’ll never hear the end of it from Michael.”

He just smiled and shook his head. Nope, he wouldn’t be repeating that anymore than he’d be telling Liz that Michael had stood up for her. No, some things were just best left unspoken.

*****

Sean got out of his car, tucked the six-pack under his arm, and grabbed the pizza. He leaned back in for the grocery sack on the front seat and the file folder on the dashboard, shoving the folder in the bag and hooking the handle on his wrist. He grabbed the pet carrier off of the front seat before straightening up and using his hip to shut the door. “Okay, okay,” he said in response to the yowl of protest coming from inside. “Just a few more minutes and we’re home free.”

His apartment wasn’t fancy but it was comfortable and gave him plenty of space for those nights when he needed room to work off leftover adrenaline. It was basically one huge room, divided by furniture. The bathroom was the only room that was actually separate from the rest of the apartment and he liked it that way. What was the point in having all those walls anyway? They just used up the space.

He was halfway up the third flight of steps when he heard someone shuffling along the hallway on his floor. He paused for a moment and mentally ran over his neighbors, trying to remember who was home and who was away. He had three neighbors; one was on vacation, one worked second shift, and that left Mr. Hobart, a retired teacher who was nearly deaf but refused to even consider looking into the possibility of a hearing aid. Right about now the old guy would be immersed in reruns of some western or other.

He smirked softly and shook his head as he stepped onto his floor and bent over to put the pet carrier in front of his door. He set the pizza on top of the beer and pulled a takeout sack out of the grocery bag before carrying it over to Mr. Hobart’s apartment. He lifted his right hand and knocked loudly, practically pounding on the wood in order to be heard over the television that was blaring obnoxiously from the other side.

Silence fell over the hallway and he heard the old man’s cane thumping against the wood floor as he made his way to the door to pull it open. Martin Hobart stood tall in spite of his stooped shoulders and his bushy white eyebrows lifted when he saw his neighbor. “Sean,” he practically shouted.

Sean smiled and held the sack out to him. “Thought you might like somethin’ to go with your westerns.”

Martin accepted the offering and peered inside, inhaling the scent rising from the warm Styrofoam carton. “Steak?”

“Just a small one with a baked potato. Make sure you eat that salad. I’ll hear your arteries protesting if you don’t, Mr. H. And make sure you get rid of the evidence, otherwise when that sweet old gal downstairs comes by to check on you in the mornin’ she’s gonna raise the roof.”

The old man snorted and shook his finger at him. “That old busybody will get what for if she starts in on my diet again.”

“Yes sir, I’m sure she will,” he agreed with a wink. They both knew it was a line of bull. When Mrs. Rifkin came to check on him they’d insult each other for a few minutes, disagree over what to watch, and then settle down to enjoy each other’s company. She was a widow and he had never married and as much as they fussed and disagreed over just about everything they had a bond that was visible to anyone who cared to look. “I’ll leave you to your show, Mr. H. I’ve gotta get to my own dinner.”

Sean waited until the door closed and the television started blaring again before he turned to check the hallway. His hand moved to rest on his service weapon as he stared at the figure standing back in the shadows.

“Whatever you think you’re about to do, I’d suggest you take a minute and reconsider.” His fingers flexed when the person moved and he relaxed with the shadows gave way to light and he recognized the intruder. “You’re supposed to be in the hospital.”

She was pale, her features drawn and her eyes dull with pain. She was dressed in an oversized pair of puke-green scrubs he had seen the hospital staff wear and he could see several places where her wounds were bleeding through. Sweat was beading on her body and he wondered if it was the pain, infection, or just the exertion.

“I don’t trust people,” she said, her breathing sounding labored.

Sean decided not to point out that her not trusting people was the understatement of the year. “I suppose before we do anything else we’d better get you outta the hallway because you look like you’re about to pass out.” She was getting paler by the second.

“You can’t turn me in.” She grabbed a handful of his shirt and her hand trembled when she tried to make a fist. “I think I’m about to be railroaded and I don’t have anywhere else to go.”

He shook his head. “You’re in bad shape, McKenzie. Here,” he nudged her back to lean against the wall. “Stay still and try to stay upright while I unlock the door.” He hurried to pull his keys out and as soon as he had the apartment opened up he pushed everything inside, cursing under his breath when the pet carrier’s occupant yowled in protest again. “Okay, okay, I’m sorry. Just hold on another minute.”

Mac gritted her teeth against the pain and the nausea it was causing. She didn’t know anything about Sean DeLuca outside of the basic information he had given her. It had only taken a couple of phone calls to get his address. After that it had been a matter of getting across the city without being picked up. She had slipped out of her room in the midst of a chaotic scene on the floor and she had managed to elude the other agents in the hospital as she made her escape. They stuck out in any situation if you knew what to look for.

“Alright, McKenzie, you’re about out on your feet.” He maneuvered her away from the wall and carefully lifted her up in his arms.

“If you tell them where I am – “

“You should be more concerned with the fact that you could kill yourself runnin’ around the city like this,” he chastised as he carried her down the hall and into his apartment. He kicked the door closed behind him and turned the deadbolt with his elbow. She was unconscious by the time he laid her on the bed and he stood back a moment to study her.

Why had she come to him? He could face serious repercussions if he didn’t report this to his superiors. A city-wide bulletin would have already been issued and considering the pending charges against her he could be charged with harboring a fugitive. He rubbed his hands over his face as he stared out into the darkness beyond the windows. Outside of his own family he had no idea who to trust among the people he worked for. She wasn’t a threat to the organization the witness was supposed to testify against but at the very least they had to suspect that she might know where the witness had gone.

He sighed as he leaned over to feel her forehead. She was burning up. He wasn’t a doctor but he knew it wasn’t a good sign. He bit his lip as he went over his options. If you’re wrong about her you’re throwing your career away for nothing. He shook that thought off. They needed each other to figure this mess out. “Alright, McKenzie, looks like we’re in this thing together.”

The first thing he needed to do was get someone he could trust to take care of her and make sure she could survive outside of a hospital. He grabbed his cell phone to make a quick call, cursing out loud when the sound of teeth chewing on the pet carrier’s wire grate accompanied an annoyed growl. “Damn it.” He hurried over and released the animal inside, expecting it when he saw little more than a flash of color as his beloved pet made her escape and disappeared beneath the bed. She would hide there for a while, pouting while punishing him for his unforgivable behavior, but as soon as he popped the top on her dinner he would be forgiven.

He retrieved the pizza that had gone cold and carried it over to the kitchen. He tossed a couple pieces on a plate and slid it in the microwave, nuking it while he grabbed a beer from the abandoned six-pack. His gaze rarely strayed from his unexpected guest for longer than a minute or two while he ate and waited for the woman he had called to arrive.
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Prisoners of the Past (CC, A/U, Adult) Part 34 - 7/22/12

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Alien_Friend: Still on the fence about Mac, huh? Lol, we’ll see if she can be trusted.

There is still a lot to sort through, but Max will get there.

Sharon had some great advice for Isabel and she’s be smart to take it.

Kyle’s been through a lot in his time with the police department. He and Ava will be good for each other.

Liz is definitely making some great progress with Max.

mary mary: Keep your fingers crossed… I know Ava and Kyle are, lol. Max is still trying to get to that point.

Michelle in LA: Damon’s a blight that needs to be wiped out and in time… that may just happen.

Things are slowly coming together. ;)

keepsmiling7: Ava’s a very honest person and with Kyle she doesn’t feel the need to try and cover things up.

begonia9508: Thanks!

Oh, Kyle knows who Ava’s talking about.

We’ll check in on them today.

Mac managed to make it to Sean’s without being followed. ;)

xilaj: We’re getting to both of those things and we’ll be meeting the person Sean called. Like his cousin, he’s got a big heart and he’s gonna do whatever’s necessary to make sure Kyle gets back home safely.


Part 34

Dmitri Koslov righted himself when he was thrown into a chair. The blindfold was yanked off and he glanced around, blinking furtively and memorizing the layout of the room and everything he could see. His gaze finally came to rest on the man sitting on the other side of the long folding table set up in front of him.

“Who do you work for?”

He shrugged.

“If you wish to remain silent I can make sure your ability to speak is permanently taken from you.” Damon’s temper simmered when the man just stared at him uncomprehendingly. He stood and glared at the men standing behind the captive. “Does he not speak English?” He rounded the table and crouched down in front of the man. “Do you speak English?” he demanded, enunciating every word.

People always spoke loudly and slowly as if somehow that would cross the language barrier, Dmitri thought. He looked around at the other men in the room, his face a mix of anger and confusion. He jerked away from the hand that settled on his shoulder and turned to glare at the small man. He cursed in Russian and ignoring the threat surrounding him, he jumped to his feet and attacked the man when he gripped his shoulder again.

Damon held his right hand up, a silent order for his men to stay out of it. He watched with interest as the Russian fought with Nicholas, spewing guttural curses in his native tongue as he landed punch after punch. He snapped his fingers to get the attention of one of the men. “Send for Ivan.”

“Boss, how long you gonna let this go on?”

“I haven’t decided yet,” he mused in a conversational tone.

Dmitri was holding his own for the moment, but Nicholas fought dirty and it wouldn’t be long before he turned the tables on his opponent. And there it was, he thought when Nicholas saw his opportunity and took it. He saw the overhead lights glint against the blade moments before Nicholas slashed it through the material of Dmitri’s shirt.

Damon frowned and took a step back when blood spurted from the wound. “Alright, pull them apart before Nicholas kills him. I need information from him and since I don’t have the ability to obtain information beyond the grave I need him alive.”

*****

The morning of the Fourth dawned overcast and gray. The slight breeze carried a hint of rain and Alex inhaled deeply, drawing in lungfuls of the cooler air. He sat on the front porch enjoying the silence and absentmindedly wondering if the threat of rain would pass. He didn’t mind a little rain during the day. It would keep him up at night though. Before the accident he had been able to sleep through a thunderstorm and it hadn’t disturbed him, but since that night it was next to impossible.

“Alex?”

He turned his head when the hinges on the screen door squeaked as it was opened. “Morning, Jenny.”

“Is it gonna rain today?” she asked as she made her way over to him and leaned against his shoulder.

“I was just sitting her wondering that same thing. If it does I don’t think it’ll last long.”

“Will we still get to go to the park if it rains?”

“Yeah, as long as it doesn’t start storming. I don’t think it’s gonna do that though.”

“Okay.” His answer was good enough for her. “Will your band friends like me?”

Alex shifted so he could wrap his arm around her. “Yeah, they’re gonna like you.” He glanced up at her. “You ever caught fireflies, Jenny?”

She shook her head.

“We should see if Elena has a couple jars with lids we can have.”

“Why?”

“I’ll bet you and Preston could catch some tonight. You catch them in the jar and then poke holes in the lid so they have air to breathe.”

“Did Isabel do that when she was little?”

He chuckled. “Yeah, her and her dad would go out in the backyard and catch them.”

“Did you and Isabel always know each other?”

“No, we met in school.”

“Did you always love her?”

“Yeah, from the moment I first saw her.” He smiled to himself. Isabel hadn’t gone out of her way to socialize with him and he had nearly bankrupted his teenage savings to get rid of the competition when he had learned she needed a tutor for calculus. “Whaddaya say we go inside and get breakfast started?”

Jenny smiled and nodded. She loved it when she got to help out and she was always included in her new home. “Can we ask Elena about the jars when she gets here?”

“Sure.” He got to his feet and they started inside. Elena wasn’t working today but she and her son were joining them to celebrate the Fourth.

Isabel walked into the kitchen just as they were starting to pull things out of the cabinets. She paused in the doorway and just observed them for a few minutes.

“Can we make the pancakes that look like animals again?”

She smiled. Alex had attempted animal shaped pancakes last Saturday but they hadn’t actually looked anything like animals. Jenny had been fully supportive though and they had spent more time trying to figure out what the pancakes looked like than they had actually eating.

“You wanna try that again, huh?” He chuckled and shook his head. His artistic talent didn’t extend into the area of food preparation.

“Isabel got some cookie thingies an’ she said that’s the secret to the pancake animals. It’s like when you make cookies, you gotta use the thingies to make the shapes.”

“Is that a fact?”

“Um-hmm, Isabel said it’s how her daddy made them.” She hobbled over to one of the drawers and pulled it open, reaching inside for a bag of cookie cutters. It caught on the edge of the drawer and slipped from her fingers to fall on the floor. “Oops.”

“Here, just a sec and I’ll get it.” Alex braced his weight on his left side and unsnapped the aluminum reaching tool off of his right crutch. He unfolded it and used the trigger on the handle to close the rubber tips, pinching the bag and lifting it until she could take it.

She stared down at them, running her fingertips over one of the shapes.

Alex folded the tool up and snapped it back into place. He glanced over at her when she suddenly fell silent. “Jenny?”

“Alex, how come you don’t get mad and yell when I do dumb things?”

He shuffled around so he could lean forward. “Hey,” he said gently as he reached out to tip her chin up, “look at me. We all do dumb stuff once in a while, but dropping something, that’s not dumb. I have days where I can’t seem to hold onto anything, days when I trip myself up, and days when everything goes right. I think it’s probably safe to say we all have days like that but that doesn’t make you dumb. Sometimes people say mean things or they do something to you that’s not nice but that doesn’t make them right.”

“My daddy said mean things sometimes.”

He bit the inside of his cheek. “He shouldn’t have done that, Jenny. No matter what someone else does or says, you shouldn’t be mean to them.”

“What if they’re mean to you first?”

He shook his head. “It’s not always easy when someone’s mean to you first.”

She studied him. “Do people ever be mean to you ‘cause you’re different?”

“Yeah.”

“So how do you not be mean back? It makes me sad and mad too when people are mean.”

He chuckled. “Well, like I said, it’s not always easy, but I try to remember how I feel when someone’s mean to me.”

“Why?”

“You know that feeling when someone says something mean to you? Sure, it makes you mad but it hurts too, right?”

She nodded vigorously.

“You wouldn’t want to make someone else feel like that would you?”

“Well, no. But if it’s someone who’s bein’ mean to you, isn’t it okay?”

He shifted and glanced up, catching sight of his fiancé standing in the doorway watching them. She smiled and motioned for him to continue. “You know, I think that’s probably something you have to decide for yourself. But here’s somethin’ to think about: if you make them feel bad because they made you feel bad… aren’t you behaving the same way they are? Do you think it’s gonna make you feel better to be mean to them just because they were mean to you?”

Jenny thought about that for a minute. “I don’t like it when someone hurts my feelings.” She looked at the cookie cutters before lifting her gaze to him. “It’s not fair though if they make you feel bad and they don’t gotta feel bad too.”

He laughed quietly. “No, I don’t suppose it is. But some way, somehow, people end up paying for the way they treat people.”

“Really?”

“Yeah. You might not be around to see it and you may never even know about it, but it’ll happen.”

“Hey, Alex, can daddies be wrong?”

“Sweetheart, everyone’s wrong every now and then.”

She nodded thoughtfully. “Can we make pancakes now?”

“Yeah, let’s make pancakes.” He smiled and gave her a hug. “Think we can wrangle Isabel into helping out?” he asked, lowering his voice to a conspiratorial whisper as he nodded at the doorway.

*****

The sound of the motorcycle engine reverberated off of the high walls as the driver cut between the buildings, splashing through puddles left by the lightly falling rain. The echoes died down when the engine was shut off and for a moment the city almost seemed silent. The rider took a moment to remove her helmet, balancing it on her right thigh as she shook her hair loose. She dismounted and collected the saddlebags, hooking them over her shoulder before heading into the building.

When she reached the third floor the door to her destination was open and the apartment’s occupant was lounging in the open doorway. His posture appeared relaxed, but she knew better. He nodded wordlessly and stepped back, closing the door as soon as she was inside.

“You look like you’re in one piece so, what’s the emergency?”

He moved aside and motioned to his bed and the woman lying in it. “You should know she’s a fugitive before this goes any further.”

She shrugged out of her leather jacket and tossed it on the couch. “You called me instead of the cops. That’s good enough for me.” She carried the saddlebags over to the bed and gave the woman laying there a quick once-over. She had seen her picture flashed across the news the night before. “Sit rep?”

Sean quickly relayed the information he knew to be factual, knowing anything else would get in the way at the moment. “When I went to see her last week they had her on morphine. I don’t know if she was still on it or not when she went AWOL.”

“Hmm…” she leaned over and cut the scrubs away so she could examine the wounds more closely. “Alright, looks like they had a chest tube in her… probably had a punctured lung, had to drain the fluid while it was healing…” She grabbed the small bedside lamp and motioned to the shade, nodding absentmindedly when he pulled it off. She brought it in closer to check the edges of the wound for infection.

He stood back and listened as she muttered to herself while she poked and prodded, checked for an elevated temperature, listened to Mac’s heartbeat, checked her lungs to make sure they were clear, checked her pupils for light reaction, and then attempted to wake her. She hung the stethoscope she had pulled from her bags around her neck and didn’t so much as flinch when Mac jerked upright. And immediately fell back on the bed, curling up as much as her injured body would allow.

“I wouldn’t recommend doin’ that again.”

Mac wished fervently for the blessed oblivion of sleep when everything started to hurt at once. “Who’re you?” she bit out.

“She’s a friend,” Sean spoke up, moving forward so she could see him.

“Doctors… obligated to report…”

“I’m gonna give you an antibiotic and something to help manage the pain. You tore a few of your stitches but I can give you a local and repair them. As of right now there’s no sign of infection. You wanna stay outta the hospital and away from the authorities, I’d recommend making sure you follow my instructions.” She didn’t look at Sean as she pulled more supplies out of her saddlebags but it was obvious she was speaking to him when she started rattling off more orders.

By the time she was finished and the wounds were freshly bandaged Mac was out cold again. They had worked together to get her into one of his tee shirts and then she cleaned up while he made sure Mac was as comfortable as possible.

She stepped out of the bathroom, drying her hands on a towel. “So, what’s the story?”

He had moved into the kitchen and was making a pot of coffee. “She’s bein’ setup to take a fall and I have reason to believe she’s innocent.”

“Uh-huh, and as much as I know you’re a nice guy, there’s more to it than that. Spill it, Deluca.”

He rolled his eyes at her. That was the downside to dealing with someone you had faced death with – they had a tendency to see more than you wanted them to see. He and Courtney had come under fire during an ambush when they had served a tour together in Afghanistan. She had been an infantry combat medic at the time and he had quickly grown to respect her as well as her abilities.

He hadn’t been interested in reenlisting once his time with the army was up; he had known from the very beginning that it wasn’t going to be a career move for him. But it had put him through college and he had promised his mom he would get his degree. He knew she had hoped it would draw his interest away from a career in law enforcement, but it had done nothing to change his mind. His time with the military, on the other hand, had cemented his certainty that law enforcement was what he wanted to pursue.

Courtney had stayed in another couple of years but they had maintained contact. He didn’t know what had happened in that time but she had been different when she came home for good. She worked as a veterinarian now but he knew she helped street people out when they were injured and had nowhere else to go.

He gave her a brief rundown of the situation. “I need her help to figure this mess out. Until we get somewhere with it she’s a prime suspect and there’s a witness out there who can’t come in.”

Courtney nodded. “You’ve got your work cut out for you. And if Knight finds out you’re involved your family’s gonna be in danger.” She sighed and shook her head. She dealt with people on the street, helped them when she could, so she was familiar with Damon Knight’s reputation. “I’ll get the medical supplies you’ll need. There’s enough here to keep you in business for a couple of days. I’ll wait and bring more on Tuesday in case anyone’s got an eye on you. She needs to be upright for at least a few hours each day, get her up and walking around for a little bit. Don’t feed her anything heavy. She needs to build back up to that.” She hooked the saddlebags over her right shoulder and grabbed her jacket. “What’re you doin’ today?”

Sean shook his head. “What am I doin’?”

“It’s the Fourth. You normally go out with your family don’t you?”

“Yeah, I’ve already called and told them that somethin’ came up and I couldn’t make it.”

She could offer to stay and babysit but she knew he’d decline so she just nodded. “Alright, I’ll catch ya on Tuesday. You need anything before then, you know how to reach me. It won’t take so long next time. I was caught up with somethin’ last night and couldn’t get away.”

He followed her to the door. “Thanks, Court.”

“Stay safe, Deluca

He stood at the window after she had gone and stared out as the sun finally broke free of the clouds, easily imagining his family loading everything on the boat and heading out to spend the day on the water. By early afternoon the rain would’ve dried up and it was setting up to be a gorgeous afternoon. He glanced over his shoulder when he heard movement and he hurried over to the bed when his pet’s curiosity about their guest finally won out over her annoyance with him.

He paused when he reached the bed and the cat nuzzled her head into Mac’s palm, purring loudly when the woman complied and began to rub. “Looks like you’ve made a friend,” he commented as he crouched down next to the bed and met Mac’s gaze.

“You don’t strike me as a cat person,” she mumbled groggily.

“Funny thing about Yoda’s breed – “

“Yoda?” she interrupted with a laugh that quickly turned into a cough.

“Here, sit up a bit.” He helped her up and wedged a couple of pillows behind her.

She stared at the longhaired brown tabby. “Kind of an odd name for a cat.”

“Yeah, well, just wait until she starts talkin’ and you’ll know why I gave her that name. The American Bobtail isn’t normally known for being very vocal, but she likes to defy what’s considered normal. Although she is very affectionate, she’s leash trained and loves to go for walks, and she’s a thief if there’s anything shiny around that’s small enough she can get away with it.”

“You walk your cat?” she asked slowly.

“No, I let my boyfriend walk the cat.” He smirked when her shocked gaze lifted to study him. “I’m kidding. Would you like to be cooped up in an apartment every single day and never get to go outside?” He shrugged. “Yoda doesn’t either. I have a neighbor who has access to the rooftop garden and in exchange for the occasional walk to or from her car after dark she lets me take Yoda out for a while so she can get some fresh air.”

“Uh-huh.”

“You’re too suspicious, McKenzie. And if it makes her feel safe to have me walk her to her car or up to her apartment,” he shrugged, “what’s the harm?” He got up and went into the kitchen when he noticed her rubbing her throat.

“You’re related to him somehow, aren’t you?” she asked when he came back and handed her a glass of water.

“Who?”

“Valenti, the cop that was sent out to placate my witness.”

“First, he’s a detective. Second, I think your witness needed someone there that was on her side. And third, yeah, he’s my cousin.”

She shook her head. “She’s a criminal who’s getting a free ride in exchange for testimony against Knight.”

“You really think it’s that black and white? When you received the assignment how far into her background did you look? Or did you even bother? It’s easy to sit back and pass judgment – “

“No one gave me anything growing up,” she snapped. “I never had it easy but I managed to make a life for myself without doing anything illegal to get where I am today.”

He nodded. “Then giving your old man an alibi a while back must’ve nearly bankrupted your morality. Why would you risk your career to provide him with an alibi, McKenzie? If you’d told the truth his parole would’ve been revoked and he’d be back in prison. But you didn’t. You lied for him, lied for a man who used you to pull off cons when you were too young to even understand what you were doing. A man who’s used that as a way to blackmail you into getting what he wants.”

Because he’s my dad. But she didn’t say it aloud. It was a weakness to want a relationship with a father who only saw her as a means to an end. “I think I’d like to get some sleep.”

Sean dropped the subject. “When you get up I’ll have some soup ready. We need to get some food into you so you can start building your strength back up.” He picked Yoda up and set her on the floor. “We have work to do, McKenzie. The lives of my cousin and your witness may very well depend on our ability to figure out this situation.”

She closed her eyes and tried not to think about what he had said. She could hear him moving around in the apartment, talking to the cat on occasion while pulling things out of the cabinets in the kitchen. The cat made a sound in response and as she finally dozed off her last thought was that it really did sound like Yoda.

*****

Damon crossed his arms over his chest, the fingers of one hand drumming restlessly against the opposite arm as he listened to the conversation bouncing back and forth between Ivan and Dmitri. They had been going back and forth, their voices raised, for nearly half an hour and he was tiring of it.

“Ivan, who does he work for?”

The large burly man turned from the waist to look at him. His swarthy features were flushed from the argument. “He works for no one.”

“Then what is he doing on my streets?” His narrowed gaze settled on Dmitri when he started to speak rapidly.

“He says this is America. The streets belong to all men.”

Damon snorted. “I don’t know who the hell he’s been talking to or what he’s been reading, but you can tell him these streets belong to me! He has until midnight to get his whores off of my streets. If they’re there a minute past the stroke of midnight they’re all dead. Make sure he gets the message” He straightened the cuffs on his suit jacket. “And Ivan?”

“Sir?”

“Get the message across but remember that he’ll need to be capable of getting around on his own once he’s released.” He lifted his chin and straightened his tie. “I’m nothing if not fair.”

“He will understand and he will do as you have ordered. I will see to it.” Ivan flexed one beefy fist before turning and slamming it into Dmitri’s face.

Nicholas waited until the man’s head dropped back and lolled to one side before he reached in and wrapped his hand around the silver chain hanging from his neck. “And I’ll just take that.” He laughed when the man turned on him and attempted to attack him.

Ivan stuck his foot out, tripping him up and laughing when he fell to the floor at Nicholas’ feet. Dmitri reached out, grabbing onto the leg of Nicholas’ pants and pulling himself up, making a futile grab for the necklace and speaking raggedly.

“What the fuck is he sayin’?” Nicholas snapped.

“He says his father gave it to him on his deathbed.” He shook his head in disgust. “He’s begging you to return it to him.”

Nicholas pried the hands off of him and kicked Dmitri as hard as he could when he fell to the floor. He crouched down next to the injured man, looking into eyes filled with pain and anger, and he hooked the necklace around his own neck. “I’ll think of you while I’m wearin’ it.” He slammed his fist into the man’s face and laughed as he stood up again.

“We have places to be, Nicholas,” Damon called as he headed for the door. “Ivan, make sure he’s given ample time to clear out of my city.”

*****

Kyle was roused from a nap by the sound of something crashing. Gun in hand, he shot to his feet and looked around the cabin. His gaze was blurry but quickly clearing and he lowered the weapon when he saw Ava hunched over by the kitchen table, holding her belly. “Ava, what’s wrong?” he asked as he set his weapon aside and hurried over to her.

“I didn’t mean to wake you.”

“The hell with that,” he interrupted before she could apologize. “Is it Cadence?”

“I think she’s waited as long as she’s gonna wait.”

“Okay, it’s okay, we can do this. I mean, she’s comin’ no matter what, so we might as well get onboard, right?”

She relaxed fractionally at his easy response. “You’re right. And women do it all the time. I’m the one who told you that.”

“Yes, you did.” He rubbed her lower back and pulled one of the chairs out with his right foot. “How long ago did the contractions start?”

“Not long. Fast labor’s good, right?” Everything she had read indicated it was a good sign, but now that it was here she was scared.

“Yeah, that’s what the book said. We had a dog when I was a kid and when she had puppies it happened pretty quickly. Oh, and we went on a field trip to a farm when I was in like, I don’t know, fourth grade maybe? Anyway, we got to see a calf being born and that didn’t really take very long either.”

She drew in a deep breath and turned her head to look at him in disbelief. “You’re comparing this to your dog and a cow giving birth? Are you serious?”

“Well, I’m not comparing it, just sayin’ it happened pretty fast and…” He cleared his throat at the murderous look in her blue eyes. “You sit here for just a minute and I’m gonna grab the box of supplies I picked up.”

“You picked up supplies for this?” she asked and breathed through another contraction.

He was grateful she wasn’t going on about his unintentional comparison. “Yeah, when I stopped the night we drove up here.” He opened the door to the closet that served as a pantry and pulled out a box that he carried over and sat on the table. He grabbed a package that contained a plastic drop cloth and tucked it under his right arm as he went over to the bed and started stripping it.

Ava watched him as she dug around in the box. A first aid kit supplied with things that looked more extensive than just a basic kit, towels packaged in plastic, a package of baby blankets, a couple packages of cloth diapers, several packages of the little one-piece outfits, and… she pushed a few of the packages around. Several cases of formula. She glanced at him again. He had stopped at more than one place that night, she thought.

Her hand clenched around the edge of the box as another contraction hit. She was sure they could be worse but she wasn’t about to try and imagine it.

“Hey, you okay?”

She opened her eyes and looked up at Kyle. He was standing right in front of her and she had never heard him move. “I’m okay, it’s already passing.”

“The lady at the store said that stuff’s good for the baby,” he said with a nod at the formula. “She said you just shake it up, attach a nipple to it, and you’re good to go. There’s a couple bottles in the box since I couldn’t find just the nipples with the screw-on part attached. I know they say breast milk’s better than anything else, but I don’t know how all that works and didn’t know if you might need a break or you know… that just kinda seems like it’d get sore after a while havin’ the baby, well, you know... I remember when Maria would hand Hunter over to me to feed him and he’d be suckin’ on the bottle, half the time he looked like he was gnawing on the nipple and that just seems like it’d be uncomfortable after a while.” He thumped his fist against the cloth diapers before he did something embarrassing like start blushing. “I’ll admit I’m all in favor of the disposable kind but up here we’re kinda limited, so I figured this was probably the better choice. Saleslady said you can also use this kind for a burp pad, so I thought we could set a few aside for that.” He grabbed a package with a soft yellow blanket inside. “I don’t know anything about swaddling blankets but this thing has instructions so I figure we’ll be able to – “

Ava threw herself into his arms and hugged him tightly. Comparisons to four-legged animals aside, he was the sweetest guy she had ever known. She felt his arms come around her and she sighed as she rested her head against his chest. “Thank you.”

“For what?” he mumbled against her hair.

“Just for being you.”

He felt her tense as another contraction made itself known and he started to massage her lower back. “How close are they?”

“Four, maybe five minutes.”

“She’s not gonna wait long, is she?” He chuckled and shook his head. “She’s ready to c’mon out and take a look around.” He tipped her chin up. “Hey, we’re gonna be fine. I’ve read how to do this so many times I won’t even need to check my book as a reference.”

“You have a book?”

“Honey, we’re not goin’ into this totally blind. I’m no doctor, but I’ve got a pretty good idea how this’s gonna happen and what to do when it does.”

“That’s good because I don’t think it’s gonna be much longer.”

“Like you said, fast labor’s a good sign. And the book agrees with you. Keep goin’ at this rate and she’ll be here in time for dinner.”

*****

Max looked around as he followed Liz to the boat waiting at the end of the pier. It was docked in the last slip and while it wasn’t in the same class as the yachts surrounding it, he thought it was pretty impressive. It was an older model that Maria’s dad had restored himself according to Liz.

“You two get lost?”

Max glanced up, shading his eyes with his right hand, and he grinned when he saw Michael standing on the deck. “You’re still here.”

“Couldn’t shove off until you got here.” He shrugged. “Least that’s what Maria said.”

“Dude, you are so pussy-whipped,” an adolescent voice said.

Liz groaned quietly when she saw the 15-year-old coming up behind him.

Michael turned and shot a look at the kid. “What’d I tell you about watchin’ your mouth?”

“Sorry, forgot.” He grinned widely when he saw Liz. “Hey, you’re lookin’ hot.”

“So glad to see you brought the little criminal-in-training with you today, Michael.”

“Bet I could steal your panties – “ He scowled when Michael smacked the back of his head.

“Watch the mouth.”

“Dude, you don’t even like her.”

“Irrelevant, Jack. Would you want a guy talkin’ like that to your sister?”

“Any guy says somethin’ like that to my sister an’ I’ll bust a cap in his ass.”

Michael decided to let that comment pass uncontested. There was a time and place and this wasn’t it. “Then respect other women. You don’t have to like them, just watch your mouth around them. Do you ever hear me talkin’ like that around women?”

“Well… no,” the boy said grudgingly.

“Alright then. Go tell Jim everybody’s here and we can get underway.” He leaned over to extend his hand to Liz, helping her up and then doing the same for Max.

“So, who’s the kid?” Max asked. He turned and nodded when Liz tapped his arm and motioned to let him know she was going to go find Maria.

Michael jumped down to the pier and started untying the ropes tethering the boat. “He belongs to one of our neighbors. He likes to think he’s a little badass and he’s got a mouth on him but he’s not a bad kid.” He coiled the first rope and tossed it up to Max before moving down to the next one. “Father’s outta the picture, mom passed away a couple years ago, and his older sister’s raising him.” He shrugged. “So, she’s trying to work two jobs, take classes when she can, and handle him.”

“So you kinda step in now and then?”

“Yeah, get him out around some positive male role models. Try and hammer some decent behavior into him. I don’t know how you are with kids his age, but maybe you can talk to him.”

He caught the second rope and laid it on the deck. “Me?”

“Jack’s run away a couple of times, spent about a week on the streets each time before he was brought back home.”

“Are things that bad at home?”

Michael shook his head. “No, he’s bein’ rebellious and he thinks he can make good money hustlin’ on the streets. Which, let’s be honest, depending on what he’s doin’ the potential does exist. I’ve tried talkin’ to him but I’m hittin’ the wall on that subject. You’ve been on the streets, you’ve survived them, so you might actually make an impression on him.”

Max swallowed hard. Michael was trusting him to talk to a kid he obviously cared about, trusting him to try and make Jack understand that life on the streets wasn’t glamorous or cool. What kind of hypocrite would that make him? He was leading a double life at the moment, trying to go straight, but running drugs for Damon because of a single bad choice.

“Think you can talk to him?”

He mentally shook himself when Michael joined him on deck again. “Uh, yeah, sure. I mean, I can try.”

“That’s all any of us can do.” He slapped Max on the back. “The kid’ll think you’re a bona fide hero.” He tipped his head back as the engine kicked to life. “C’mon, let’s join the others.”

A hero, Max thought with a derisive snort as he followed the other man. He wasn’t anyone’s hero.
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Prisoners of the Past (CC, A/U, Adult) Part 35 - 8/6/12

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xilaj: We’ll find out very soon about Dmitri.

Lol, Kyle’s doing his best and Ava appreciates that.

If the characters would move towards something like that, get together and talk to each other, it would really help them figure things out.

The P.I. is holding back the information until he can determine for certain that Max is her brother.

We will hear what Max has to say to Jack. It’ll take time but Max’s situation will get better.

begonia9508: Thanks! Lol, Kyle has little choice and he knew when they ran that he could be looking at delivering the baby.

keepsmiling7: Lol, hungry for pancakes, huh?

Kyle is a good guy and he’s doing everything he can to make sure both Ava and the baby are safe.

Alien_Friend: These two are evil, no doubt about it.

Jenny’s really beginning to settle in and be more comfortable with her new parents.

Kyle’s hoping they won’t have to keep running but if they do, they’ll manage. ;)

Mac will be learning a thing or two from this experience. We may be seeing Courtney again.

It would make such a difference if there were more people like that out there, people just willing to take the time with these kids. Thanks for the compliment about Michael!

clueless: Thanks, glad you’re still loving it!

dreamon: Thanks, and here’s more!


Part 35

Kyle stared down at the baby sleeping in his arms. He couldn’t believe how tiny she was. Or that he had been in the catcher’s position when she came into the world. He glanced over at Ava and smiled when he saw that she was still sleeping. She had come through the delivery like a champ and really, he hadn’t done much more than guide Cadence and be there to catch her. He had made sure to give Ava plenty of encouragement, but she had done all the work.

He was glad he had been there and he would be eternally grateful that things had gone smoothly. Whatever her doctor had told her to do had worked because she had delivered Cadence without any tearing. Something else he would always be thankful for. He had no idea what he would’ve done if there had been tearing. They had managed to get through the delivery without incident but he would be happy if he never had to go through that again. At least not in that capacity.

It was no wonder doctors looked like they were wearing hazmat suits when they went into a delivery room in the movies. Cadence’s birth had been nothing like the birth of the calf or his dog’s puppies. He could understand why people said birth was a beautiful thing, and it was pretty miraculous, but on the other hand, it was also pretty gross. He had seen things he’d rather never see again. And Cadence, the kid had come out covered in blood and looking like someone had just dumped a tub of old cream cheese all over her. Plus she’d been all wrinkly, had a weird bluish tint to her skin, and her head and been kind of… pointy.

That had freaked him out even though he had tried to hide it. There had been nothing in his book that had prepared him for that. He was sure he would’ve remembered reading that the baby might come out looking like a conehead. Ava had assured him the baby’s appearance was normal and it would lose that shape after a few days. He hoped she was right. As soon as he’d had mother and daughter cleaned, dressed, and resting comfortably, he had cleaned up the rest of the mess and then headed out to scrub himself clean.

After that he had cleaned up the hanging scales that were used to weigh fish, covered the scoop and carefully weighed Cadence. He had written down the time of her birth and her weight in his notebook and then spent nearly half an hour trying his damnedest to measure her squirmy little body. She hadn’t cared for that and she had expressed her displeasure as loudly as possible. He had finally gotten what he felt was a pretty accurate measurement and scribbled it down before wrapping her up in her blanket and taking her back to Ava.

He had held Hunter when he had come into their lives and his nephew had been small, but he hadn’t been a newborn. He was amazed at just how tiny and how perfectly formed she was. He had watched Ava count the tiny fingers and toes several times over and he had found himself doing the same thing. He brushed his fingertips over the fine dark blonde hair that covered the top of her head. Her eyes were blue but he knew there was no guarantee they would remain that color.

He shifted when her face scrunched up. “Bet you’re hungry again, huh?” he asked quietly. She yawned widely and opened her eyes to look up at him. “I think your mom’s right. Either that or your head’s not as pointed as it seemed like it was at first.” He shook his head when she stopped moving to stare at him. “That was not meant as a criticism, it was just a statement of fact. You can just take it as a compliment. Or not,” he said when she started to wail. “Okay, time to hand you off again.”

Ava smiled tiredly and sat up, cautiously shifting her sore body. She could watch Kyle and Cadence for hours. He was fascinated with the infant and he was careful but confident with her. He was bonding with her daughter as surely as she was. He leaned over to ease Cadence into her arms and she felt the most wondrous sense of connection and peace as she looked down into the cranky features of the most perfect, the most beautiful baby she had ever seen.

“I’m gonna do a quick perimeter check, make sure everything’s okay, and then I’ll fix us somethin’ for dinner.” Kyle watched mother and daughter for a minute, captivated by both of them, before he forced himself to his feet and went outside to give them a little privacy.

*****

Max sat on the deck, his legs dangling over the side of the boat as he stared out at the ocean. It was as beautiful as it was intimidating and it captivated him. He had been introduced to Maria’s parents and learned that Sean and Grandpa hadn’t been able to make it, much to his relief. Jim and Amy were open and friendly, welcoming him and making him as comfortable as possible. He had caught the shared looks that passed between the two of them and he was surprised by the depth of their connection.

They had left the noise and rush of the city far behind as they headed out into deeper water and they had stopped when they reached their destination. He wasn’t sure how anyone could tell they were where they were supposed to be since he couldn’t see anything but water around them. Jim had explained it over lunch but he hadn’t really understood it. It was late afternoon now and Jim was kicked back, feet propped up on the railing with a fishing pole clutched in his right hand. Not far away Michael had found a shady spot and he was stretched out, ball cap pulled down over his eyes as he dozed with Hunter sleeping sprawled on his chest. He glanced over his shoulder when Liz and Maria started to giggle like a couple of schoolgirls. His right eyebrow quirked when Amy joined them and it surprised him just how young she looked when she laughed.

He jumped when water suddenly splashed up on him and he scowled at Jack when he caught sight of him in the water.

“Dude, why aren’t you in the water or fishin’?”

“Dude, why don’t you find somethin’ else to call people,” he countered.

Jack grinned at the hint of annoyance in the man’s voice. “So, you an’ Liz, huh? How’d that happen?”

“Why d’you wanna know?”

“Only other dude she really dated seriously was DJ and that made sense.” He shrugged. “I mean, dude has money, you know what I’m sayin’?” His gaze flicked over Max. “You don’t exactly look like you’re rollin’ in dough.”

“You believe everything you see?”

“You got money?”

“That’s not really any of your business, is it?”

“That’s as good as a no,” Jack said as he swam out a few feet. “I can peg people with money.”

“Is that so?”

The kid snorted. “Hell, yeah.”

“That somethin’ you learned on the streets?”

“Michael tell you about that?” He nodded before Max had a chance to answer. “He worries too much.”

“And you don’t appreciate it.”

“Dude puts a cramp in my style.” He swam up to the boat and climbed back onboard. “See, I know how to survive on the streets, no sweat. I got connections and there’s ways to make money without flippin’ burgers at some suck-ass minimum wage job.”

“Yeah, there’re other ways, I won’t disagree with that.” He was silent for a few minutes while the kid dried off and went to get a drink. “So I’m curious,” he said when Jack appeared at the railing next to him. “What do you think you’re gonna do that’s gonna make you so much money? Run drugs? Put yourself up for sale on a corner?”

Jack snorted. “Only if some hot chick’s buyin’. I wouldn’t let some dude pick me up.”

“As a rule, it’s not women who’re out trollin’ the streets for a piece of ass, kid. Most pervs have a type but that’s not always the case.” He glanced at Jack. “You’re young enough that you’d appeal to a lot of ‘em and they’re not gonna give a shit what you want.”

The teenager shrugged insolently. “I can take care of myself.”

Max nodded as he gnawed on the inside of his bottom lip. “And when one of the gangs snatches your ass off the street and beats you unconscious just for fun, you think they’re gonna care if you live or die? They decide to gang rape you, who do you think’s gonna jump in to stop ‘em?”

“I ain’t ever heard of anything like that.”

“Stuff like that doesn’t make the ten o’clock news, kid. Nobody cares what happens to street people. They disappear all the time and no one knows what happens to ‘em, they die and no one knows about it because they don’t exist outside of those streets.” He shrugged. “I guess that just leaves the other option then.”

“What, the drug thing?”

“Um-hmm.”

“Yeah. I got a friend who sells for a dealer. It’s just small-time right now, but he says it’s just a matter of time before he’s rakin’ it in.”

Max nodded. “It can be good money if you’re willin’ to risk your life and sell your soul.”

“Dude, I don’t care. I’ll be out on my own, makin’ my own money, and livin’ the good life.”

“You ever think about the people whose lives you’ll be affecting by sellin’ drugs?”

“Hey, they’re gonna get them someplace, right? Doesn’t matter if it’s me or someone else.”

God, he’d had that argument with Ava so many times in the past. “It does matter, Jack.” He sighed. “I didn’t think it did either, but I was wrong.”

Jack’s eyes narrowed and he studied Max in an effort to determine if he was being straight with him or not. “You sold?”

“I lived on the streets for three years before I got into runnin’ drugs,” he said after a moment.

The kid moved to sit next to him, wiggling around to get comfortable. “You lived on the streets?”

“I hit the streets when I was 13. I was sick of bein’ passed around foster care and I figured I’d be better off on my own.”

“You were, right? I mean, you didn’t have people on your ass all the time tellin’ you what to do, when to go to bed, when to eat.” He rolled his eyes. “What to eat.”

“No, that’s true. I also didn’t have a roof over my head, a place to sleep, a decent meal in my stomach most days, or anyone to make sure I was taken care of.”

“But you were free.”

“Yeah, and for the first couple weeks it wasn’t bad. I had some money in my pockets so I was eatin’ pretty regular and trying to find somewhere to sleep at night was kinda like an adventure.” He paused for the space of a heartbeat. “The money eventually ran out but that didn’t stop me from getting hungry. For three years I stole food when I could and when I couldn’t and days passed without eating I started getting my meals from dumpsters.”

“Wait, you ate outta the trash? Ungh, dude, that’s gross.” He made a face. “I’d never do that.”

“No? You hit the bottom and your choices are dig in a dumpster for food or sell yourself to pay for your next meal, which would you choose? The streets are cruel, kid, and it’s an ugly reality.”

“Okay, but you weren’t sellin’ drugs then, right? I mean, if you were you wouldn’t have had to do all that,” he pointed out.

“No, I wasn’t. When I ran away I wasn’t alone. I had a friend who took off with me. Livin’ on the streets took a toll on us and when we were 16 she got really sick. She was sick enough she could’ve died.”

“You didn’t go to the doctor?”

“A doctor would’ve called the cops or social services and they would’ve taken us into custody.”

Jack nodded. “That makes sense.”

“You can get help on the streets if you know who to go to, but even then if you’ve gotta have medicine or somethin’ you’ve gotta have a way to pay for it. She was gonna die without that medicine and I sure as hell didn’t have any money.”

The kid leaned in closer. “So what’d you do?”

“I nearly sold myself to pay for it, but luckily someone was there to talk me out of it. Someone who’s been down that road and knows the price you pay for that decision.”

“Sounds like she had your back.”

“Wasn’t a girl, Jack. He’s a guy who had been on the streets since he was about nine years old. He did what he had to do to survive and he stopped me from taking that step.”

“So did your friend die?”

“No, she didn’t. Instead of sellin’ myself I ended up stickin’ a gun in some poor guy’s face and stealin’ money from him. As much as I didn’t wanna do it I did because she was dead without that money. I’ll never forget their faces as long as I live though.”

“Yeah, but you saved her life.”

Max shook his head. “I didn’t save her life though. On my way back to her I was attacked by a couple of guys and they took everything I had down to my shoes. They left me layin’ in a filthy alley wearin’ pants and a tee shirt in fifty-degree temperatures while it was raining. I was freezing when I got up and stumbled out of that alley and right into the city’s biggest drug lord. He got her the medical help she needed, took care of both of us until we were better, and after that I started runnin’ drugs for him. Eventually she got pulled into that life too.”

“So why don’t you do it anymore?” He shrugged. “I mean, if you did Michael wouldn’t let you come around his family.”

I’m such a hypocrite, he thought. “I got busted just after I turned 18 and it cost me five years of my life. Well, little more than that, but close enough. Yeah, the money sounds good, Jack, and at the time you can rationalize it to yourself, but the truth is, it’s not worth it. You spend your life lookin’ over your shoulder, you can’t trust people, you’re always on the lookout for cops, you’re paranoid around anyone outside of the people in your organization, most of the time you can’t trust them either, and you don’t have any real freedom.”

“Why not?”

“Because whoever you’re workin’ for owns you. Those guys don’t make it to the top of their organizations by bein’ stupid. They’ll use and abuse anyone to get to the top and stay there. If that means sacrificing lower ranking soldiers in the organization, they will. Trust and loyalty are rare things in that business and if throwing you to the wolves means they can prevent the cops from busting in on their action, that’s what they’re gonna do.”

“So you got out and you’re not workin’ for that guy anymore? Did you like testify against him or somethin’ to get a deal?”

“You don’t testify against someone like that and live to tell about it. I would’ve been dead my first week in prison. It would’ve been the right thing to do but it would’ve cost my life and most likely my friend’s life too.”

“Is your friend still workin’ for that guy?”

Max stared down at the water. “I don’t know where she is. A couple months before I got out she stopped comin’ to visit me and I haven’t been able to find her.”

The kid looked at him, studying his taut features. “You think somethin’ bad happened to her, don’t you? Do you think the guy you worked for would’ve done somethin’ to her?”

“I think it’s possible, yeah. It’s the only thing that really explains her disappearance.”

“That sucks.”

“Jack, you get involved in that life and your life doesn’t belong to you anymore. You can make good money but you’re just taking out a loan on your future because at some point you’re gonna pay for it. A lot of people pay for it by going to prison, a lot of ‘em pay for it by becoming a slave to the product they push, and a lot of ‘em pay with their life. Don’t buy into the glamorous spin movies and television put on it because I’ve been there and that’s not what it’s about. And it’s not worth sellin’ your soul for. You’ve got a sister that loves you and from what Michael told me it sounds like she’s doin’ her best to keep you guys above water.”

“Yeah, she tries,” Jack muttered. “Works all the time, can’t stay in school regularly ‘cause she’s always workin’, and she wants me to stay in school instead of getting a job.”

“Education’s pretty important.”

“Not more important than puttin’ food on the table. I could help out if she’d just let me.”

“You think runnin’ away and getting involved in sellin’ drugs is your ticket to helpin’ her out?”

Jack shrugged. “I don’t know, maybe it’d be easier for her if she didn’t have to worry about me, ya know? She wouldn’t have to work so hard.”

“Jack, you don’t know me, and you don’t necessarily have any reason to trust me, but runnin’ drugs isn’t the answer. All that’d do is make her feel like a failure and I’m guessing that’s not what you want.”

The kid rested his chin on the rail. He was silent for several minutes before he turned his head to look at Max. “So what’re you doin’ now since you’re not sellin’ drugs?”

“I work for Liz’s dad in the restaurant.” He chuckled. “It’s not glamorous either, but it’s honest work and I enjoy it. Don’t have to watch my back constantly, ya know?” He rested his forearms on the railing. “Have you ever thought about getting a part-time job after school? I know it cuts into the social life, but it’d help your sister out and you’d have the satisfaction of knowin’ you were doin’ somethin’ to pitch in.”

“What’s a part-time job gonna do? Man, I know what it costs to buy food and pay the bills. I know she goes without stuff to take care of me.” He signed in frustration. “Flippin’ burgers ain’t gonna help.”

“What do you like to do, Jack?” He shrugged when the kid looked at him. “I mean, you’re clearly not interested in a food-oriented job, so what does interest you?”

“Well, sometimes Michael lets me help out with the cars he’s workin’ on and that’s pretty cool. But you’ve gotta be certified and junk to be a mechanic.”

“Does he deal with any shops over where you live?”

“I don’t know, probably. He’s usually already got the parts and stuff by the time I show up to help out.”

“Maybe you should talk to him about it. If anyone could get you into that type of job part-time I’ll bet it’d be him.”

Jack turned his head to look over at Michael. “Yeah, you’re right about that. He’s a pain in the ass sometimes but he’s cool. Hunter’s lucky, ya know? My parents got divorced when I was eight and my dad took off, got remarried an’ had another kid, so he doesn’t really want anything to do with us anymore.” He looked away, trying to pretend that it didn’t still hurt. “Michael, he’d never do anything like that.”

“No, I think you’re right about that.”

“Yeah, I think so too.” He cleared his throat and changed the subject. “I guess you’ve never been fishing, huh?”

“No, what about you?”

“Yeah, a few times. Michael’s brought me out with his family a lot and Jim showed me how the first time. Kyle, he’s Maria’s brother, last time he came out too and he hauled in a monster fish. Michael and her cousin Sean, those two get into the dumbest arguments about who caught the biggest fish and the funny thing is, neither of them have ever caught anything really big.” He got up and stretched. “I could show you how if you want.”

Max nodded. “Sure, I’ll give it a shot.” He really had no interest in fishing, but if it would help the kid to maybe open up a little more he was willing to go the extra step.

*****

Isabel pulled the car into the driveway and shifted into park, leaning her head back and sighing tiredly. The occasional burst of fireworks could be seen but it was after 10pm and they had watched the fireworks display from Central Park. They had spent the day with friends, enjoying the opportunity to just hang out, eat good food, and play around. She reached up to angle the rearview mirror so she could check on Jenny, not surprised to see the little girl sleeping soundly.

Several of the band members had children so Jenny and Preston had been busy all afternoon. As daylight had faded and night fell the fireflies had started to appear, blinking happily as they floated on the breeze. The kids had started to chase after them, including Jenny in the fun and helping her to catch a few.

The kids had finally settled down to watch the fireworks and by the time the display had started to slow down most of them had been well on their way to falling asleep. She had been grateful when Dean had offered to carry Jenny to the car and then insisted on following them home to carry her inside for them. He had called to let them know he was about ten minutes behind them and she rubbed her eyes when Alex shifted beside her.

“Must’ve dozed off,” he mumbled as he pushed himself a little more upright.

“You’ve had a busy day.”

He chuckled sleepily. “It was a good day.” He glanced in the sideview mirror. “Dean get lost?”

“Caught up in traffic, but he’s not far behind.” She tapped her thumb against the steering wheel for a moment before she turned to look at him. “You were right, Alex.”

“I know.” He shifted around and winced as he leaned forward to rub his left knee. “What was I right about?” He shook his head when he caught her concerned glance. “It’s fine, just a little achy tonight.”

“About hiring a live-in nurse after Jenny’s surgery. I think we should start looking into it.” She paused when she saw the hint of a smile on his face. “Or we could just go over the list of potential nurses that you’ve already vetted.”

“Who, me?”

She snorted softly. “How many do we need to interview?”

“I’ve got it narrowed down to four, so not that many.” He rolled his head along the headrest to look at her. “There’s nothing wrong with admitting you need help.” He grinned and winked at her. “I seem to recall you telling me that more than once.”

Isabel shook her head at him. She didn’t know why she hadn’t just listened to him when he made the suggestion that they begin interviewing nurses. He knew what he was talking about and he understood limitations. “Do you think we have enough time with her surgery coming up so soon?”

“We’ll be fine, Isabel.” He smiled reassuringly and squeezed her hand. “It’s gonna be a busy week getting ready for surgery and everything, but it’ll be fine.”

She rolled her eyes. He had already set everything up, she just knew it. “When’s our first interview?”

“I have them set for Monday, that gives us a couple of days to make the decision and get things rolling so the nurse will be in place when we bring Jenny home from the hospital.”

Isabel leaned over to rest her hand along the side of his face. “I love you.”

He smiled slowly and pulled her close for a kiss. “Love you too.” He blinked when bright lights reflected off of the mirror and he rolled his eyes. “Someone needs to remind Dean that bright lights are unnecessary in the driveway.”

“Good luck with that.” She kissed him once more before shifting back so she could get out of the car.

*****

The fireworks bursting to life over the city went unnoticed by Shakes as Otto maneuvered the car through the busy city streets. He made some notations on his laptop and then encrypted them before closing the file. At home all of his equipment was still recording and he kept his mind focused on the task at hand. He stared out through the window as they left Brooklyn behind and headed into Manhattan.

The minute hand was creeping past the midnight hour as they neared their destination. He scanned the streets as the car rolled to a smooth stop at an intersection. “I’ll get out here, Otto.”

“I’ll be close.”

Shakes nodded and climbed out of the car, slipping into the shadows as Otto pulled away. He moved through the darkened neighborhood, careful to stay out of sight so he wouldn’t draw any unnecessary attention. He ducked in through a back gate and quickly made his way up to the porch. He studied the lock on the door for a moment before crouching down to bring him level with it. He pulled what he needed from his pocket and picked the lock in a matter of seconds.

He stood and nudged the door open, easing inside and glancing around as he slipped from room to room. As he stepped into the living area he froze in response to the unmistakable sound of the hammer being pulled back on a gun.

“Watch where you’re pointing that thing.” He reached over and flipped the light switch, turning on the lamp in the corner.

The man seated across the room grimaced and slowly laid the gun on the table next to him. “You shouldn’t be here.”

“You’re not being watched,” Shakes said as he picked up the open bottle of whiskey sitting on the table. He doubled back a moment later and took the half-full glass as well. “No one would think to look for you on the Upper West Side. I wasn’t followed and Otto’s keeping watch.”

“No, I suppose not.” Dimitri Petrovsky shifted uncomfortably as he moved to keep his visitor in his line of sight. “I told you I was fine when you called.” His accent was nonexistent when he wasn’t speaking his native language.

He came back with a glass of water and a bottle of painkillers in one hand and a first aid kit in the other. “I’m sorry,” he said quietly as he lifted Dimitri’s chin to study the damage inflicted on him. His face was swollen and bruised, cut in places from the ring Ivan wore on his left hand.

“I knew what I was getting into when I agreed to do this.” He reached up to cover the other man’s hand, pulling it away from his face. “This is far from the worst thing I’ve ever experienced.”

“I know what I asked you to do and I knew you would be hurt.” He opened up the first aid kit and pulled the coffee table close so he could sit on it. “Knowing it and seeing it are two different things.”

“We agreed there would be no guilt over this.”

“That was before I saw you,” Shakes snapped. He had known Dimitri for five years. The man had been a disillusioned agent when they first met, angry with the justice system for tying his hands, saddened by his inability to make a difference, and recovering from being wounded in an undercover operation that had gone horribly wrong and left innocents dead. His career had been chosen after his older sister had been kidnapped when he was in his late teens and he had vowed to find her and bring her home. By the time he had been in a position to finally locate her it had been too late. She had been taken by a human trafficking ring and later found murdered in another country.

Dimitri had recovered over time but he had never been able to go back into law enforcement. He had maintained certain ties to those he trusted in his old unit but now he worked alone and everything he uncovered in the name of justice he filtered to those ties and let them handle it. He didn’t care about taking credit for righting wrongs; he just wanted to make a difference. He had seen too many cases walk through the revolving door of the justice system because of mistakes and technicalities, witness and jury tampering, unreliable witnesses, compromised or missing evidence, law enforcement and judicial employees on the take, and he had little faith in the system.

He had experience creating false identification and backgrounds so he had been able to create his alter ego, Dmitri Koslov, and give him a realistic history that had fooled Knight’s people. After that it had just been a matter of pretending he had no understanding of the English language and taking a beating.

“David, look at me.”

Shakes looked up at the use of his given name, something no one else knew.

“Cuts heal and bruises fade. If this helps us bring down a parasite like Knight, I’d be willin’ to take a beatin’ a helluva lot worse than this. I do want one thing from you though.” He bit back a grin when David focused on the antiseptic he was trying to open. He had tried to convince him that a relationship between them could work but David had been on his own for so long that opening up to something like that seemed impossible. “When Knight goes down, that little mongrel Nicholas is mine.”

Shakes nodded. “The day I take Knight down, Nicholas is yours to do with as you please. No one else touches Knight, D. This has to follow the plan or we lose our chance to destroy his organization. Putting him behind bars won’t stop him from calling the shots, it won’t stop the drugs he’s pushing on the streets, and it won’t put an end to the other illegal activities he’s involved in.” His eyes hardened. “The only way to stop him is to put him down and take his organization apart. It won’t miraculously stop another organization from stepping in and taking on his business but it will eradicate him and his parasites from the streets.”

“They’ve done enough damage and we will take them down – “

“You can have Nicholas, but don’t think you can step in and take Knight down.”

“You’ve earned the right to take him out.” He slowly unbuttoned the cuff on David’s right sleeve and rolled it up, feeling the slight tremors running through his body at the contact. His fingers gently traced over the scars that crisscrossed over his flesh, healed evidence of the cruelty he had endured at Knight’s own hands. “He’s a sadistic bastard and he deserves to die but when you take him out, promise me one thing, David.”

Shakes lifted his gaze. Dimitri had done his homework. He had uncovered his name on one of his fact-finding forays into the past and he refused to call him by his street name. It made him a little nervous but he tried to hide it. “What?”

“When you take him out, do it quick. He may deserve a slow painful death, but if you drag it out, torture him, you’ll have to live with that for the rest of your life.”

“It’ll be quick, D,” he promised. “I’ve sold enough of my soul over the years. I’d like to keep what little I have left.” He cleared his throat and went back to digging through the first aid kit. “You got the girls out?”

“Yeah, the girls are safely out of the city. I’m still not sure how you pulled that whole thing off. If I hadn’t known better I would’ve thought we were tryin’ to take over his corners.”

Shakes shrugged. “Easy enough to do.” It had just been a matter of orchestrating the situation so that the girls were picked up and dropped off by different men in different cars.

Dimitri chuckled and fought down a grimace when it jostled his abused ribs. “Right now Knight has to be thinking that he’s got me runnin’ scared. He has no idea he’s playing right into our hands.” He winced when David grasped his chin firmly, holding his head steady while he cleaned one of the cuts on his face. “Nicholas did exactly what you said he’d do.”

“He’s never been able to resist taking trophies from their victims.”

“You’re getting a solid connection to the device?”

Shakes secured a butterfly bandage over the cut he had just cleaned. The necklace had cost a fortune by the time it had been ready. Embedding the microphone into one of the links had been difficult but not impossible. “Yeah, I was receiving audio the whole time.”

“And now?”

“Nicholas was at the strip club he favors when I left and the audio was coming through crystal clear.” He made a face. “The last thing I need to hear is that doorstop having sex.”

“Don’t make me laugh,” Dimitri said as he held his ribs. He cursed in Russian and accepted the painkillers David held out to him. “What’s our next step?” he asked as he eased deeper into his chair.

“Your next step is bed. You need to rest and start healing.” Shakes stood and carefully pulled Dimitri to his feet, watching him as he reached for the gun. “You shouldn’t get in any deeper than you already are, D.”

“I’m in far enough with this. I can’t be visible for a while because it’ll make me a target, but that doesn’t mean I can’t help you take these guys down. You’ve gotten good with the computers and the surveillance equipment but you wanna take his entire organization down and the only way to do that is to bankrupt him. Let me help you. I can hack his system, monitor their financial activities, locate where he’s keeping his money. He’s too smart to keep it all in one place and my guess is he has what he believes to be untraceable accounts overseas.”

He paused to study Dimitri. “You think bankrupting him is possible?”

“Oh, yeah, it’s just a matter of knowing what you’re doing. And we can reroute that money, put it anywhere you wanna put it.”

“That’s… hundreds of millions of dollars, D. But I don’t want it, it’s tainted. When his organization falls the government will confiscate that money.” He glanced down at his exposed arm, running his hand over the ugly scars. “He’s hurt so many people and he owes them more than money will ever be able to give them.”

“But it could be a start. What he took from them can never be replaced with money, but the money could help in other ways. You can give them that. Right now that money’s not marked and if it were to disappear from those accounts and show up elsewhere, be withdrawn, and then dispersed to his victims and charities, how is that wrong?”

“It wouldn’t be.” He turned Dimitri and started steering him down the hall to the bedroom. “You need your rest. We can discuss the best way to destroy the organization tomorrow.”

“That mean I’m in?” He stopped shuffling and turned to press his hand against his companion’s chest. “I’m not Max, David, and I don’t need your protection. I know this isn’t just about him, but you’re trying your damnedest to protect him and you’re trying to keep him out of this as much as possible.” It was why David had approached him about setting things up so he could get ears inside the organization.

“He gets too involved he’s gonna lose everything he’s worked for. He deserves a chance to have a life that isn’t all wrapped up in this ugliness.”

“So do you, my friend.” The right side of his lips pulled down in a half-frown when he saw the discomfort in David’s features. He wished he knew how to change that. “Put me to bed before the sleeping pills you slipped me knock me out on my feet. And while you’re sittin’ in that chair by the window watchin’ over me to make sure I’m alright tonight, I want you to think about what I’m tellin’ you.”

Shakes took the gun, placed it on the nightstand, and helped Dimitri to bed. He turned the lights off and settled into the chair by the window. The light from the living room filtered into the bedroom, breaking through the darkness and providing enough illumination for him to study the sleeping man’s features. Dimitri had taken a beating and it had left him bruised, his face swelling and discolored.

He reached for his phone when it vibrated, unlocking the screen and pulling up the new message. Otto was checking on him and he smirked as he punched in a quick response and sent it. He stretched his long legs out and crossed his arms over his chest, resting his head back against the wall as he settled in to watch over Dimitri.
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Prisoners of the Past (CC, A/U, Adult) Part 36 - 8/12/12

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mary mary: Most of the characters did have scenes in this part. Thanks, and we’re rolling!

Lol, well, maybe not right away.

Alien_Friend: Lol, never underestimate Shakes. He’s thinking three steps ahead. Justice is both deaf and blind, and sometimes it takes someone and something unconventional to actually achieve justice.

Max had some good advice for Jack.

Alex and Isabel do make a good team. They bring out the best in each other.

I have a feeling Cadence is gonna be a happy baby.

Natalie36: Thanks! The guys will keep working on it. Pretty sure Jack’s been given something to think pretty seriously about.

keepsmiling7: Kyle did do a good job!

We’ll be getting more glimpses of their life on the streets soon.

He’ll do his best.

begonia9508: Thanks! Lol, yeah, Kyle was relying on his trusty book for guidance.

Jack’s got something to think about.

Michelle in LA: Thanks!

Leave it to Kyle to come up with that thought, lol.

Jack definitely has his own idea of what living on the streets would be like. Hopefully he’ll listen to what Max said and put some serious thought into it.

Shakes wants to see Damon taken down and destroyed so he’s staying three steps ahead of everyone else. If they manage to get their hands on all that money, Shakes and Dimitri will do good with it.

dreamon: Thanks, more to come! Well, lol, technically it’s still today… for me. ;)

xilaj: The cost has been high and hopefully finally getting justice – or is it revenge – won’t come at a cost of his soul. No major stress this update so you’ll have to wait to see what I have hiding up my sleeve, lol.

Kyle definitely had some very ‘guy’ thoughts about the entire birth process, lol. He’s doing his best to keep track of the important stuff.


Part 36

Max woke to the sound of snoring on Saturday morning. He shifted and even half-asleep he frowned at the feel of rough hair against his leg. It was enough of a shock that it stopped the yawn and his mouth snapped shut. He opened his eyes and blinked in an effort to clear his vision and he pushed himself into an upright position to glare at Diablo when the dog rolled over and yawned lazily.

“What’re you doin’ up here?”

The dog shook his head, causing the tags hanging from his collar to jingle loudly. He pawed the pillow, pulling it down further and resting his muzzle on it. He watched Max for several minutes before sighing loudly and flicking one of his ears. He stretched, kicking one of his back legs out, and snuffling into the pillow before closing his eyes.

“Not happening, Diablo.” He shook his head when the dog opened his eyes long enough to shoot a baleful look at him. “I’m not kidding. Liz might let you sleep on the bed but I’m not sharing my bed with a dog no matter how much I like you.” His hand wrapped around one corner of the pillow and he tugged on it, freezing when the dog growled. He relaxed a moment later when he recognized the growl, knowing that it wasn’t a warning.

Diablo’s dark eyes gleamed playfully and his stubby tail started to wag when Max pulled on the pillow again. The dog got up, long legs splayed as he planted his feet and put his weight into tugging the pillow away from the man. He pulled roughly on the pillow, his lips pulling back as his teeth sank deeper into the material. Every once in a while he would bark, momentarily releasing his hold on the pillow before snapping his teeth back into it.

Max pushed himself up, digging his own feet into the mattress and leaning back, using his weight against the dog. “Let go,” he huffed when Diablo gave it a hard yank and pulled him forward. He hooked one foot against the footboard and shoved himself back, shouting triumphantly when he pulled the dog back towards him.

The dog growled and jerked his head back and forth, twisting the pillow and refusing to relinquish his grip. The battle continued, the combatants so focused on taking possession of the pillow that neither of them noticed the sound of material ripping until feathers erupted into the air. The material gave fully and the two of them ended up on the floor on opposite sides of the bed.

Max sat up and rubbed the back of his head, making a face when Diablo ran around the bed, shredded pillowcase hanging from his mouth and leaving a trail of feathers in his wake. He dropped his consolation prize and raised his head to snuffle his nose against Max’s hair, cocking his head to one side when he was gently pushed away. He barked and leaned in close to swipe his tongue alone the man’s cheek.

“Ungh, Diablo, that’s disgusting!”

They both froze, staring at each other when the front door opened and a moment later the screen door shut with a quiet snap. Diablo barked and ran out of the bedroom, his behavior resembling that of a puppy. Less than a minute later he was back, leading his mistress into the middle of the battle zone.

Liz didn’t bother trying to hide the smile that emerged when she got her first look at the room and the man sitting on the floor. Her rumpled boyfriend was sitting there in a pair of boxers, his hair standing on end, and his expression disgruntled. “This is what you two get up to when I run out for coffee with my mom?”

Max pointed at Diablo. “He started it.”

She snorted and held a hand out to help him to his feet. “Would you mind if we postpone our plans for a couple of hours?”

“No problem.” He shrugged and fell back on the bed, sending up hundreds of tiny feathers that slowly floated down to rest on and around him. “What’re we doin’?”

Liz watched him for a moment. He looked like a beautiful fallen angel. She took his hand when he held it out, willingly going into his arms when he pulled her down to him. She caught one of the feathers as it fell, brushing it over his nose and smiling when he scrunched it up. “Something that’ll probably bore you half to death.” She lowered her head to kiss him, brushing her lips against his softly.

Max brought his hands up to rest against her neck and his thumb stroked over her pulse point, feeling it pick up speed as he deepened the kiss. He groaned quietly when one of her hands slid down to rest against his chest, her fingers constantly in motion as her nails lightly rasped against his skin. “Must be bad if you’ve gotta soften me up for it,” he mumbled against her lips.

She chuckled and unintentionally broke the kiss as she pressed against him. “Doesn’t feel like you’re softening up at all.”

He growled low in his throat, wrapping his arm around her waist and rolling them over. Even after several months together he was still careful with her, making certain not to let her take his full weight until she’d had a few minutes to prepare herself. “Does seem to be havin’ the opposite effect, doesn’t it?”

“I hope so,” she snickered. “My cousin called and wants to have lunch.”

“The one you’ve so fondly labeled ‘Bitch’ on your contact list?”

“Yeah, that one.”

“Where’re we havin’ lunch?”

“Really? You don’t mind having lunch with her?”

“No, we can catch the movie later and the bookstore’s open late so it’s not like we’re gonna miss out on anything.”

“You’re gonna wish you hadn’t agreed to go out to lunch with her. She really does complain about everything, Max.” She sighed and traced her fingertip over his lips. “She’s tiring.”

“Have you ever told her that?”

“No. Usually I listen to her bitch and just let it go.”

He shifted to the side, putting most of his weight on his left elbow so he could rest his chin in his hand. “Why?”

“I guess because I feel bad for her. Her dad died when she was little and her mom just spoiled her rotten after that. Trying to make up for that loss, I guess, but all it did was turn Sam into a major bitch.”

“Maybe someone needs to tell her she’s bein’ a bitch.” He shrugged. “No one’s doin’ her any favors lettin’ her act like that and not tellin’ her she needs to clean her act up.”

“No, probably not.”

“Liz, people don’t always appreciate someone tellin’ ‘em they’re acting like an ass, but if they take the time to listen and then take a good look at themselves, chances are good they’re gonna realize that whoever told them that was right.” He shrugged his right shoulder. “Hell, Ava pointed that out for me on several occasions and I didn’t appreciate it at the time. Didn’t really listen a few times when I should’ve either, and she was the only person in my life who cared enough to point it out.”

“You miss her,” Liz said as she studied his expression.

“Does that bother you?”

She was silent for a while. “Sometimes. Not because I’m jealous, although I was when you first told me about her. It doesn’t bother me as much as it worries me.”

“It worries you?”

“Yeah.” She sighed and rearranged her position so she was bracing her weight on her right elbow. “Max, I know she means a lot to you. The two of you went through a lot together and you share a bond with her that I may never understand, but I worry that you’re putting yourself in danger to find her.”

“Liz, I’ll be fine.”

“Don’t promise something you can’t control, Max.”

He nodded. “I can’t just stop lookin’ for her, can you understand that?” He placed his hand against the side of her neck. “She’s the only family I have and she’s the best friend I’ve ever had. You’re right, I can’t promise there’s no danger in what I’m doin’, but I can promise that I’ll do everything in my power to stay safe.” He glanced down when her phone started to ring, the tone obnoxious. “Would it be safe to assume that’s your cousin?”

“What gave it away?”

“The ringtone. Want me to get that for you?” he asked when she didn’t make a move to answer the call. His right hand skimmed over her side, resting on her hip for a moment before taking his time fishing the cell out of her back pocket. He checked the screen and then held it up for her to see.

“She’s only calling to bitch about the time we’re meeting or the restaurant.” She rolled her eyes. “Or traffic or someone she just about ran over because they ran in front of her car.”

“You’re really not making this sound very appealing.” He made a face. “We could just get lunch to go, wolf it down, and send her packin’.”

Liz smirked and shook her head. “Don’t tempt me.” She pushed his hand away, paying no attention to the phone when it stopped ringing.

“Sure it’s not anything important?”

“It never is.” She hooked her foot behind his knee and pulled him close, wrapping her arms around him. “She’ll leave a message and then call right back.” She nodded in satisfaction when the phone rang again. “See, what’d I tell you?”

“She’s really that much of a pain in the ass, huh?” he mused as he stared at the phone.

“Max, give me that phone.” She pushed against him and made a grab for it.

He pulled it back out of her reach and tapped the screen with his thumb before lifting the phone up to his ear. He opened his mouth to answer but before he could get a word out a high-pitched voice started squawking.

“Liz Parker, I can’t believe you just let my call go to voicemail! You know when I call it’s because something important has happened! I just came out of Jamison’s and…”

“Jamison’s?” Max whispered.

“Hair salon,” Liz whispered back.

“… there was a scratch on my car and I’ll bet you can see it from the moon! The valet insisted it was there before I turned the car over to him and I can assure you it wasn’t there! I think I would know if there was a scratch on my car, don’t you think so? Anyway, now I’m on my way over to the mall because they had the cutest pair of shoes advertised and I think I deserve to console myself with some sort of indulgence. I’ll still be able to meet you and Matt for lunch over at Keene’s at one.”

“She thinks my name’s Matt?”

“I’ll correct her as soon as we see her. Believe me, there’s no point on the phone.”

“Anyway, I know we said noon, but really, it’ll be so packed at noon, so I’ve already called and changed our reservation to one. That’s alright with you, isn’t it?”

“Does she even realize this conversation is one-sided?” Max asked, his annoyance with the caller notching up.

“Not only does she not realize, she doesn’t care.” Liz rolled her eyes. “Give it a couple minutes and she’ll suddenly get quiet. I’ll tell her we’ll see her at one and then she’ll hang up.” She took the phone, put it on speaker, and dropped it on the bed.

“We’ve already rearranged our plans once to meet her at noon.”

“Good point.”

“Liz, are you even listening to me?”

“I say we just let her sit there,” Max growled.

She laughed when his goatee rasped against her skin as he nibbled along the line of her jaw. “We can’t do that.” She gave his chest a token push and moaned softly when his mouth settled over hers once more. They ignored the insistent squawking for several minutes until Samantha started punching buttons on her phone and the noise became intolerable.

Liz fumbled for the phone, her hand closing around it just as Max gave her one more long dizzying kiss.

“I’m gonna grab a shower,” he said, his voice gruff as he reluctantly pushed himself up off of the bed. “Tell her noon, not one. We have plans for after lunch.”

She watched him grab a few things before disappearing into the bathroom, shaking her head at the feathers stuck to his body. God, they had to get things together before one or both of them combusted from the sexual frustration. She fell back on the pillows and she laughed to herself when the move disturbed more feathers, sending them into the air to float around the room. She took the phone off of speaker and brought it up to her ear. “Yes, I heard everything you said, Sam. What? Yeah, that’s what he said, and he’s right. We had plans for noon.” She rolled her eyes again when her cousin started to rant. “Well, then call and change them back. You didn’t even bother asking before you changed the reservation. No, we have plans for this afternoon, so if you wanna meet for lunch it’s gonna have to be noon.” They went back and forth for several minutes before Samantha gave in and agreed to change the reservations back to their original time.

*****

Samantha Prescott was about Liz’s size with blonde hair, big blue eyes, and a loud mouth. She had walked into the restaurant as if she owned the place, ordered the staff around, challenged the chef’s menu choices, and then insisted on switching tables not once, but twice. The waiter had spent nearly fifteen minutes going over the lunch specials and she had asked so many questions about ingredients, preparation, and any other thing that came to mind that the poor guy was probably relieved to make his escape.

“Liz, I can’t believe you turned Mom down. You know she counts on you to participate in her charity events.”

“I don’t care to be auctioned off to the highest bidder and the charity sees very little of the money anyway. I’ve never participated in this one and you know that. So does she for that matter.”

“So get DJ to buy you. The guy’s loaded and he’d do anything for you.”

“No. If you want DJ’s money, you can hit him up for it. Although I can already tell you he’s gonna say no. He has a handful of charities that he contributes to and he’s very picky about them.”

“Are you saying my mom’s charities aren’t good enough for him?”

“I think what she’s sayin’ is that DJ researches and chooses who he wants to donate to,” Max interrupted. Liz looked like she was ready to slap her cousin and while he wouldn’t have a problem with that she would probably end up regretting it.

“So, you work for Uncle Jeff,” Samantha said conversationally, turning her attention to him as she reached for her lemon water. “How do you like the restaurant business, Matt?”

“Sam, I told you, his name is Max,” Liz said, trying to tamp down her annoyance.

“Max, right.” She looked at him expectantly. “Cat got your tongue?”

“Just thought I’d make sure you were gonna let me get a word or two in edgewise,” he said.

“Well…”

He nodded when she fell silent. “Yeah, I like the restaurant business. It’s hard work but it’s honest and at the end of the day you know you’ve earned your paycheck.”

Samantha took a drink of her water and lifted her right hand, snapping her fingers to catch the waiter’s attention. “I don’t believe this water is filtered. If your water isn’t filtered, then I’ll have bottled. I believe I made that clear when I placed my order.”

The waiter apologized for the inconvenience and bowed slightly as he collected the glass and backed away from the table.

“And don’t forget the lemon.” She turned back to the others. “Anyway, it’s nice that you enjoy your job. Uncle Jeff seems to think rehabilitating criminals works and I suppose washing dishes is something they can do.” She laughed. “It’s not like you need an education to do that.”

“Sam,” Liz said, her tone one of warning.

“Oh, it’s alright, I’m sure Matt’s aware that he’s working with criminals. Uncle Jeff has never made a secret that he hires them straight out of prison.”

“My name is not that complicated to remember or pronounce,” Max said before she could go any further. “Drop the two t’s at the end and replace them with an x if it’s not too difficult for you.”

“It’s a simple mistake,” she huffed indignantly. She fell silent when the waiter returned with a fresh glass of lemon water, placing it before her and waiting patiently for her to taste it. She nodded her approval and he bit his tongue to prevent himself from slipping and telling her it was the exact same thing he had brought her earlier.

Samantha set the glass down and fussed with her napkin while their salads were placed on the table. She picked up her fork and poked at the lettuce, sighing heavily after a moment. The waiter spoke up to inquire if there was anything wrong and her head snapped up, mouth opening to state that indeed there was, when her cousin’s boyfriend suddenly spoke up.

“No sir, everything’s fine,” Max said as he shot a look at her.

“Everything is not fine,” she disagreed. “This salad is soggy.”

Liz nodded at the waiter, assuring him that everything was fine and he hurried to the next table. She was growing tired of her cousin’s behavior and she was questioning her sanity for agreeing to lunch with her and asking Max if he’d join them.

“If you’ve got such a problem with the salad, don’t eat it,” Max said. His voice was low so it wouldn’t carry but he made sure she could hear every word. “You picked out the restaurant and you know at least half of the staff by name so you obviously come here a lot, which means you know what to expect. You wouldn’t keep comin’ here if the food or the service was bad, so I’d imagine it must not be as bad as you’re making it out to seem. Which leads me to the conclusion that you obviously like to hear yourself complain. Because no one else around here seems to be enjoying it.”

Samantha’s mouth dropped open and she turned to stare at her cousin. “Aren’t you gonna say something?”

Liz swallowed a bite of salad and washed it down with a drink. “The salad’s good.”

She turned back to Max. “Well, you obviously don’t know much about – “

“Don’t presume to tell Max what he does or doesn’t know about, Sam.”

“Where did you two meet?” she asked, her blue gaze bouncing between them. “I don’t seem to recall hearing anything about you.” Her eyes widened. “Wait just a minute! I ran into Scott Fitzgerald a few weeks back and he said he ran into you in Central Park. He said something about you turning down a chance to hookup with him because you were dating an ex-con.” Her disapproving gaze flicked over him. “I thought sure he was just making a joke, but it’s true, isn’t it?”

“Do you make it a habit of judging people before you know anything about them?” Max asked.

“What were you in prison for?”

“That’s none of your business.”

“Sam, I’ll walk with you to the ladies room,” Liz said as she stood and dropped her napkin on the table.

“I don’t need to – “

“Yes, you do.” She grabbed her cousin’s arm and pulled her to her feet. “Max, we’ll be back in a minute.” They made quite the picture crossing the dining area, Liz holding Samantha’s arm tightly to prevent her from pulling away. As soon as they entered the restroom she gave her cousin a shove and pushed the door closed behind them.

“What the hell do you think you’re doing?” Sam screeched.

“Sam, I’ve listened to you complain about everything our whole lives and I’ve put up with it. I’ve never said anything because you’re family and I’ve had my own issues to work through, but I’m saying it now. I don’t want to hurt your feelings and I don’t necessarily want to piss you off, but I’m not gonna just sit there and listen to you badger him and treat him like he’s worthless.”

“He’s a criminal!” she hissed.

“He’s made mistakes in his past, who hasn’t? If all you’re gonna do is sit out there and give him shit for that then we’ll pass on lunch, skip dessert, and leave.”

Samantha took a step back, her right eyebrow arching in surprise. “You’re serious,” she said, her tone one of surprise.

“You’re damn right I’m serious.”

“For years you’ve condemned anyone with a criminal past and now you’re dating one of them?”

“I’ve had my reasons, Sam. Something that I experienced and something that biased me against everyone with a criminal past.” She shook her head at the questioning look. “It doesn’t matter what it was. All that matters is I’ve realized just how narrow my view has been.”

“So you’ve seen the light and you’re taking a chance on him? I get that he’s hot, but Liz, you can do better than a guy like that.”

“You don’t know him. And it’s not one-sided; we’re taking a chance on each other. Max is changing my world. He’s got enough opposition to deal with. I’m not gonna have him dealing with it from my family or friends. You can look beyond his past or we can go, it’s as simple as that.”

“Alright, fine. Ex-con convo is off the table, got it.” She rolled her eyes and turned to check her makeup in the mirror.

“That’s not what I’m saying at all. Max will answer questions if you ask them in a respectful manner but he’s not gonna bother if you go on the attack.”

“Jeez, Liz, I do have manners.”

Liz laughed outright at that. Just a few months ago she had been acting like this, only worse. “Just give him a chance, Sam, and give him a fair chance.”

Samantha met her cousin’s gaze in the mirror. “He means that much to you?”

She was quiet for several long seconds as her thoughts went over specific moments since Max had come into her life. He had made her take a hard look at herself, made her question things she had been so certain were right, and she was slowly beginning to see hints of the girl she had been before Dennis Rhoads had entered her life and turned it upside down. “Yeah, he does. So if you could put the bitch away for an hour or so I’d appreciate it.”

“Okay, I’ll do it for you.” She turned to look at Liz. “I could spontaneously combust if I go an hour without bitching. You know that, don’t you?”

“I’m aware of the risk.”

Samantha laughed and shook her head. “You know, you really do look happy. Who knew it’d take an ex-con to put that look on your face?”

Liz just smiled. He was so much more than just an ex-con.

*****

Max glanced up and blinked against the sunlight as they stepped out of the restaurant more than an hour later. He didn’t know what had transpired during the girls’ trip to the bathroom, but when they had come back out Samantha’s attitude had gone through a transformation. The rest of the meal had gone without a hitch as far as the conversation had gone. She had gotten snotty with the wait staff several times and he hadn’t bothered disguising his dislike of her behavior.

He squinted against the bright light and inhaled deeply, closing his eyes and taking in the scents and sounds of the city. It was like a living, breathing thing pulsing around him.

“I guess you can’t get enough of being outdoors,” Samantha said as she and Liz joined him.

“No, I can’t.” His head lowered and he slowly opened his eyes. “It was nice to meet you, Sam,” he said and shook her hand.

She snorted. “You’re being polite. Somehow I think we can replace nice with interesting and it’d be more accurate.” She slipped on a pair of designer sunglasses and grinned. “Am I right?”

“Yeah, you’re right.” He shrugged one shoulder. “Everyone’s entitled to their opinion. I just think you have a pretty warped view when it comes to the working class, like they’re beneath you or somethin’.”

“They are.”

“You ever stopped to think that if it weren’t for the working class slobs you wouldn’t be where you are?”

“I don’t see how that’s possible.” She handed her stub to the valet and turned back to him. “My family would be wealthy regardless.”

“Really?” He snorted and shook his head. “You cannot possibly be that dense! If it weren’t for the working class, who do you think would cook your food, clean your house, keep your lawn landscaped, cater to you when you go out, and put up with your bullshit when you make people jump through hoops like you did during lunch? These people aren’t working these jobs because they enjoy the abuse people like you put them through on a daily basis. They don’t bust their asses taking shit from people like you because they’ve got a masochistic streak a mile wide. They do it for the families they have at home, because they have bills to pay, and they need to put food to put on the table.”

“I don’t see what that has to do with my family’s financial status.”

“Are you kidding? Who do you think would do all of that for you if they weren’t there?” He shook his head at her. “That’s a hell of an attitude to have, Sam. Before you go judging them, why don’t you take a month out of your pampered life and live like one of them. Find some minimum wage job and live off of it for one month.”

“I could do it if I wanted to.”

He smiled. “I dare you to give it a shot.”

Liz laughed as she slid behind the wheel a few minutes later. She had seen the gleam of challenge in her cousin’s eyes as they parted ways. Max had her thinking and she couldn’t wait to see how that played out.

“Would you mind if we skipped the movie?” Max asked as he stared at the car ahead of them.

“No, what’d you have in mind?” She knew he agreed to the movies because she enjoyed going. He didn’t enjoy going to the movies that much and sometimes she thought maybe it had more to do with the dark, enclosed space rather than the movie itself.

“Do you remember asking me a while back if I’d show you my life before prison?”

Her hands tightened on the steering wheel for a moment. He had never refused to show her that part of his life but he had never agreed to let her into it either. “Really?”

He nodded. Earlier that day when she had expressed her concern for him because of his search for Ava it had made him stop and think about her request. Maybe if he could show her part of his past, show her how they had grown up with only each other to rely on, it would help her to understand why finding Ava was so important to him.
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Re:Prisoners of the Past (CC, A/U, Adult) Part 37 - 8/27/12

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xilaj: Lol, it’ll start building again.

Sam needed someone to give it to her straight… and getting it from both of them was probably a good thing. These two are progressing and they’re starting to open up.

There are going to be some tests along the way, that’s for sure.

Oh, we’ll have more Diablo, lol.

mary mary: Lol, it would be fun to watch Sam try to go through with that dare.

Yep, and more than once! It is a mess and you’ll still be finding those feathers months later… funny where they can hide.

Natalie36: Thanks for reading!

keepsmiling7: That’s awesome!

We’ll have to wait and see. It’s really not easy to resist.

Lol, yeah, Sam got that nickname for a reason.

Liz having that understanding is important.

Michelle in LA: Thanks, that’s quite a compliment! Sam does act that way out of boredom.

Me? Stalling? Never, lol. The suspense is working its way in.

Well, Shakes does have someone reliable at his back. Max does too, but I can’t promise they won’t be in danger at some point.

Alien_Friend: Samantha’s is a pain, lol. It would be fun to see that challenge come to light.

These two are taking some definite steps forward.

dreamon: Got more coming up!

begonia9508: Lol, that’s good advice!

Max really didn’t just take Sam’s attitude. It would be interesting to see her take on that challenge.


Part 37

The sun was making its descent as Max and Liz paused at the entrance to an alley. The buildings on either side were rundown, windows boarded up, and trash collected against the base. They had been walking through the neighborhoods for a couple of hours while he pointed out different places and shared stories from his past.

“I guess a lot of the people you knew when you were on the streets are gone now, huh?”

“Yeah.” He looked up at the building on the right. “They move on, they end up in jail or some mental facility, some get out, and some die right here on the street. But it’s a cycle that’s never-ending. There’s never a shortage of new faces out here. You meet all kinds of people on the streets.” He shrugged. “People assume that just because a person’s homeless they’re livin’ on the streets but that’s not necessarily true.”

“Sure, because some people live in homeless shelters, right?”

“Yeah, the shelters, some people live in their cars. It’s easy to make the assumption that because someone’s homeless they’re mentally ill, lazy, or just deranged. Are there people like that out here? Yeah, definitely, but do you have any idea just how many of the people out here are actually working? They just can’t afford housing for themselves or their families. Me an’ Ava, the only reason we could afford the place we had was because the guy we worked for got it for us. It wasn’t anything fancy but we didn’t pay anywhere close to what it would’ve gone for.”

“It was one more way to keep you indebted to him.”

“Yeah.”

Liz nodded when he fell silent. He wasn’t prepared to explain that situation any further and she was learning to respect his boundaries. “Did you… live here?”

“This’s where we holed up for a couple of nights that first year. We’d been on the streets for about six months at the time.” He lifted his hand to point at the windows. “Wasn’t all boarded up back then. We’d heard there was an empty apartment with pretty easy access so soon as it was dark we went to check it out. We weren’t the only ones who’d heard about it though so there were already quite a few others there.”

“So you shared the space?”

“In a manner of speaking.” He scratched the back of his neck and his eyes took on a faraway look as he stared at the building. “You don’t just walk in and claim a spot, especially when you’re around a certain element. For some people on the streets there’s the mentality that if they see somethin’ they want they just take it. Most of the people there that night were around our age within a couple of years, just lookin’ for a place to crash that’d be a little warmer than it was outside. There was a guy there named Dex. We’d heard about him but hadn’t had a run-in with him. He was 16, had ice in his veins, and he had his eye on Ava soon as we walked in.”

Liz stared at him. “Did you have to fight him or something?”

He chuckled but the sound held no humor. “I tried and Ava backed me up, got a couple good shots in, but this guy knew how to throw a punch. I was scrawny at 15 but I was givin’ it everything I had.”

Dex was nearly six feet tall and solid muscle. Every punch he landed had left a mark and he hadn’t missed once. He had finally managed to swing at Ava and it had thrown her across the room. Max had seen red and it had given him a burst of energy, but that had only lasted until Dex had slammed his fist into his face and pain had exploded through his nose and radiated out.

It was his shock over the amount of blood pouring from his nose that stopped him and his stomach had dropped to his toes as he stared at the rapidly-forming pool at his feet. He had barely been aware of Ava pulling him back or pushing him down to sit on the floor. Someone had spoken and the next thing he knew she was pressing his thumb and forefinger against the bridge of his nose and tipping his head back.

He had wrapped his free arm around her, keeping her close in case Dex made a move on her. His eyes had moved around the room, quickly locating the other guy. He had frowned when his hearing cleared and he had realized Dex was arguing with someone. His gaze had focused on the newcomer and he saw him pull a gun out of his pocket and stick the barrel in Dex’ face.

“Better find somewhere else to land for tonight, Dex.” The warning was clear, the threat in the guy’s voice as obvious as the weapon in his hand.

“What d’you care?” Dex snickered. “She’s not your type.”

“How often have you known me to repeat myself?”

Max hadn’t believed it when Dex had backed down and slunk out of the room. He had been unable to take his eyes off of the newcomer as he carefully tucked the gun into the back of his jeans before turning around.

“You’ll wanna learn to fight before takin’ on an opponent with his skills again, kid.”

“The name’s not kid,” Max said, his voice sounding congested. “And I know how to fight.”

The guy had grinned unapologetically. “You know how to get your ass kicked.” He held his hands up and his blue eyes gleamed with amusement. “And you were doin’ a damn fine job of it. But I’d suggest arming yourselves.” He crouched down and reached out to lift Max’s chin up, turning his head from one side to the other to study his face. His right hand came up and he gently ran his fingers over his injured nose. “You’re in luck,” he said finally. “Bruised, probably gonna hurt for a while, but it’s not broken. Be a shame to mess up those perfect features.”

“I’m really not your type,” Max said as he shifted away from the contact.

The chuckle was warm and friendly. “I don’t have the luxury of having a type, kid.” He stood and looked between the two of them. He reached into his pocket and pulled out a knife that he handed to Ava. “I have a feelin’ you’ll be better suited to this one. Dex won’t mess with you again, but watch your backs all the same.”


“Shakes,” Liz guessed when he fell silent again.

“Yeah, first time we met him. I never found out why he was there but we crossed paths quite a few times after that.”

“What’s his story, anyway? He’s sort of mysterious, he travels with a bodyguard, and judging from the way he dresses and the car he rides around in he’s got money now.”

Max shook his head. “I don’t know the real story. What I heard is he started runnin’ the streets when he was nine years old. He’s a survivor and he’s smart. We’re the same age but he’s light years ahead of me. He learned how to handle any weapon he could get his hands on from knives to guns to improvised weapons. He’s never told me anything about his past and I’ve always had a sense that it’s off limits. He probably just got a raw deal in the parent department like I did.” He took her hand and they started walking again. “Let’s head back to the car; it’s past time for dinner and I promised Diablo a run when we got back.”

“Max, have you ever thought about looking for your father?”

He shrugged. “I used to. Not so much anymore.”

“Don’t you wanna know why he left?”

“Does it matter? ‘Cause I don’t think it does. He had to know what my mom was like. I mean, if what she told me can be taken as truth he hung around for a while before he took off. I don’t have a lot of faith in anything she said though.”

“I don’t know.” She watched a young couple walking with their toddler between them. “I guess I’d be curious about him. And her too, really. I’d wanna know why I was left alone.”

“I don’t need to talk to either of them to solve that one. It’s not really that big of a mystery. They didn’t want me.”

The words alone would’ve hurt but the acceptance in his voice twisted the knife.

“I stopped wondering about them a long time ago, Liz. There’s no point trying to dig those skeletons up.”

“Are you sure?”

“Yeah. I don’t even know what my dad’s name was anyway. Hell, I’m not even sure if Evans is his last name. There’re a couple other names on my birth certificate. Evans is on there twice, scratched out once and then written in again.” He shrugged. “I’m not even sure how legal my birth certificate is.”

“What if your mom lied about your dad? I mean, what if she left him?”

“I doubt it. She was bitter about him leaving and she blamed me for it. Whether or not I was the cause I’ll probably never know. But I’m pretty sure he walked out on her.” He gave her a smile and lifted one shoulder in a careless shrug. “S’okay, Liz. I don’t remember him so I had to be pretty little when it happened.”

“And you were six when she left you, right?”

“Um-hmm. It wasn’t like it was a great loss.” He snorted. “It was at the time, no point denyin’ that, but after a while the hurt was overshadowed by resentment and anger. And then I took it out on every foster family I had.”

Liz gnawed on her bottom lip for a moment. “Were they good to you?”

“Yeah, most of them were. There were a couple who slipped through the cracks, people who never should’ve been allowed to have any kid under their roof. Didn’t really matter how good they were though. I had trouble adapting and it usually wasn’t long before my caseworker was comin’ back out to get me.”

“Is that how you met Ava?” Liz asked as they settled into the car. “In foster care?”

He nodded. “One of the last homes I was in. The one with probably the worst foster parents I’d encountered. The old man was a perv and his wife looked the other way.”

“Did he hurt you or Ava?”

“Never laid a hand on me. Well, he tried once, but only once. Ava, I don’t know. She’s always kept a lot of stuff inside, even with me. There was another kid in the home, eight years old, and scared of everything. He wasn’t so lucky. We blew the whistle on them but the damage was already done. Trevor was messed up bad from that whole experience.” He leaned back and sighed tiredly. “We lost touch with him after we got outta that situation but he was too young to hit the streets with us. I heard he got into some pretty ugly stuff a few years back, ended up dead at 15.” He shook his head. “If there was any real justice that couple would be six feet under and he’d be in college or somethin’.”

“I’m sorry, Max.” She reached over and took his hand. “How do you still see the good in things after everything you’ve been through?”

He stared down at her hand, his fingers tracing over the silver ring she wore on her thumb as he thought about her question. “Have you ever known someone who had the ability to make you think that things would get better if you believed it?” The corners of his lips lifted in a small smile. “Ava had her low moments.” He chuckled. “She’s not some perpetually happy freak of nature or anything, but somehow she held onto the belief that one day we’d get out of that life. No matter what happened or how bad things got, she refused to let that go.”

“You don’t think that’s what happened to her though, do you? I mean, that she got away from that life.”

“No. She wouldn’t have just taken off without findin’ a way to let me know she was okay if it was just a matter of her getting away from that life.”

“But you can’t go to the cops and file a missing persons report because she’s connected to your old life.” She turned into her parents’ driveway. “And there are dirty cops in the department so even if it wasn’t an issue with your parole you couldn’t file a report because it could put her in danger. That’s a helluva rock and hard place to be caught between.”

“I’ve been in better places,” he admitted with s small smile. “Not often, but there have been better places I’ve been stuck.”

Liz watched him for a moment, sensing his need to be alone to collect his thoughts. She had noticed that on the occasions when he shared things about his past he often withdrew and became silent for a while afterwards. “Why don’t I get dinner started while you take Diablo for a run?”

Max squeezed her hand gratefully. “You can even quiz me for my exam next week if you want to.”

“I’ll quiz you but I already know you could recite the material in your sleep.” For reasons that were becoming clearer to her every day he had embraced the psychology class and he absorbed the assigned reading like a sponge. “You two take your time, dinner’ll hold.”

He nodded and reached for the door handle, glad that she understood instead of feeling slighted by his need to get away for a while. He wanted her to know him, to understand where he came from as well as she was capable of, but revealing his past to her was difficult. She was getting to know him and accepting that there were things he had done to survive that she would never fully understand, but what would happen when she learned about what he was doing now? This wasn’t about survival, not the way it had been when he was a kid fighting to stay alive on the streets.

He was aware of Liz’s gaze as he changed into running clothes and collected Diablo. She might be convinced that his distance revolved around their talk about his past, but she was too smart to not know there was more going on. He was getting deeper and deeper into the world he had worked so hard to escape from and trying his damnedest not to pull her down into it.

“We’ll be back in about 45 minutes,” he said as he pushed the screen door open and snagged Diablo’s leash off of the hook by the door. “An hour at most.”

“Don’t rush. Take whatever time you need to clear your head.”

He nodded and headed for the back gate with Diablo running along beside him.

*****

Alex moved through the house, the rubber tips of his crutches making a quiet thumping sound. He was tired but he was too restless to sleep. The wind was howling, making the tree branches scrape against the side of the house just enough to keep him awake. Rain wasn’t in the forecast but it didn’t matter because the air still held the charge of an impending thunderstorm and that alone had a tendency to disturb his sleeping pattern. Isabel was out cold after another full day of keeping Jenny company while working from home so he had left their room so he wouldn’t disturb her.

They had finally been able to bring Jenny home after nearly a week in the hospital and the past few days had been hectic as they settled into a new routine. He paused and turned his head when he heard a quiet sound and when he heard it again he shifted around and made his way down the hall to Jenny’s room.

He poked his head around the open doorway to peer inside, easily spotting his little girl in the soft light cast by the nightlight. “Hey, you okay?”

“Yeah.” Jenny shifted, frowning when her casted legs prevented her from moving very far. “Alex, is it gonna be a lot longer?” she asked.

“Not a lot,” he said, approaching the bed and leaning in to turn the lamp on. “It’ll probably feel like a long time but it’s not really.”

She sighed quietly. “I wish it was already over and I could walk for real.”

“I can understand that. Here,” he held his hand out to her and pulled her up when she took it. He pushed a couple of pillows behind her back and then shuffled around so he could sit beside her. “You know,” he reached down to support his legs as he lifted them up on the bed, careful not to jostle her casted legs, “I used to wish the same thing, but then I realized something.”

Jenny settled against his side and glanced up at him. “What?”

“We never get to live the same day twice and if we rush all the way to the finish line we’re gonna miss out on some pretty cool stuff. Your doctor’s pretty confident you could be walking on your own by the first of next year.”

“But that’s a long time, Alex.”

“Yeah, that is kind of a long time,” he mused thoughtfully. “But if you break it down it won’t seem so long.”

She wrinkled her nose. “How do I do that?”

“You make smaller goals. Sometimes it takes more or less time for your body to heal so it’s more fun to make… hmm… holiday goals.”

“So you’re like waiting for a holiday instead of waiting for your legs to get all better?”

“Yeah, exactly. Labor Day’s about six weeks away and Isabel’s been working on planning the event at MacArthur House. Dr. St. John will have you in walking casts when that one gets here and then after that it’ll be Halloween. You should be completely free of the casts and well into physical therapy by then. And once Halloween’s past we’ll have Thanksgiving and soon after that it’ll be Christmas.”

“Wow, that’s a lot of holidays.”

“Um-hmm, and you know what comes after Christmas?”

“Next year!”

“Shhh,” Alex said as he tried not to laugh. “You’re right, and we don’t wanna rush through the holidays do we?”

Jenny thought about that for a moment. “Well…”

He chuckled at her tone. “Okay, I’ll admit it’s hard waiting for Christmas.”

“Do you still get presents when you get old?” She tipped her head back to look up at him when he started to laugh. “Did I say somethin’ funny?”

He hugged her and dropped a kiss on her head. “You just make me very happy, sweetheart.”

She wiggled around as well as she could so she could throw her arms around him. “I love you, Alex. Thanks for letting me live with you.”

He smiled and hugged her tightly. “Love you too, Jenny,” he murmured against her hair. “You wanna read a story to help you get to sleep?”

“Can we read more about the musketeers?”

“Sure.” He reached for the heavy leather-bound book resting on the nightstand and lowered it to rest on his lap. Isabel’s dad had collected classic works of literature and the library was filled with thousands of books. He watched her run her fingertips over the gold-tipped pages before he opened it up. The two-volume edition was filled with hundreds of original illustrations and she was enjoying them as much as the story itself. “Let’s see… where’d we leave off?”

“Oh, I know! The musketeers went to have breakfast together so they could make a plan but it was too loud so they couldn’t talk. So they took their food and they went to the fort.”

“Somebody’s got an awfully good memory,” he said as he turned to the correct chapter. “Are your legs hurting?”

Jenny shook her head. “Isabel gave me my medicine ‘fore she went to bed.”

“Alright, then let’s check in on our boys at the Saint Gervais Fort.” He started to read and before he was halfway through the chapter he could feel Jenny getting heavier against him. He knew better than to stop reading until she was sound asleep though because if he did she would wake right back up.

*****

Mac gripped the bookshelf and cursed the weakness in her body that made her limbs feel like lead weights. She had felt fine before taking a shower but the simple exertion had left her feeling exhausted. The pain was tolerable now that several weeks had passed since the shooting and according to the woman DeLuca had brought in to check on her every few days she was well on the road to recovery.

She nearly jumped out of her skin when Yoda jumped up to sit on one of the shelves and she had to remind herself it wasn’t a bookshelf. It was a very fancy cat tree, one of those things that cats climbed on, scratched, and sunned themselves on. And it was one more reason to stay pet-free, she decided when the cat stretched out and started cleaning her paws. Pet furniture that had cost just as much if not more than the man’s living room furniture was just absurd, but as her gaze bounced between his couch and the cat tree she was certain it was not only absurd, but true.

Yoda’s head snapped up and she jumped down off of her perch just as Mac heard a key slide into the lock. The cat made it to the door just as it opened and she yowled affectionately as she was scooped up into Sean’s arms.

“Well, I see you’re still refusing to follow the doc’s orders,” Sean said as he set Yoda down on the couch along with a couple of grocery sacks. He carried the takeout sack with dinner over to the table and set it down before going over to the refrigerator and pulling out a beer. “Find out anything new and interesting while I was gone?”

She had started getting mobile while he was at work, moving around the apartment and trying to figure out what his angle was. She hadn’t found anything of interest yet. He didn’t seem to be involved with anyone, pictures around the apartment indicated that he was close to his family and he had a tight circle of friends, and he was a decorated officer. “If you have nothing to hide why don’t you leave your computer here when you leave?”

Sean lifted her up and carried her over to the table, ignoring her protests and sitting her in one of the chairs. “Do you see me carrying anything that looks like a computer?”

“I have two legs and I’m perfectly capable of getting around on them,” she grumbled when he went to grab paper plates out of the cabinet.

“You know, I’m about sick and tired of your attitude,” he snapped as he took a couple of plates out of the package and then tossed it back in the cabinet. “I’m risking my freedom and my badge by hiding you here and not once have you shown a single ounce of gratitude. But you know what? I don’t give a fuck about that because I’m not helpin’ you to get a damn thank you outta you! My cousin’s life is at risk and you’ve got a witness with a target on her back that he’s doin’ his damnedest to protect, and all you can think about is yourself!”

Mac opened her mouth to speak and he cut her off before she could utter a sound.

“No! I’ve given you no reason to think I’m your enemy but you continue to treat me like I am. You paw through my things when I’m not here – which is the least of my concerns because I have nothing to hide, you have a bitchy attitude, and you’re not doin’ anything to cooperate with me. Every damn day I look at my family and I see the worry they carry around because it’s been over a month since they’ve heard anything from Kyle. He’s safe for the moment and I can’t say a damn thing to let them know.”

“He’s an undercover cop, they know what to expect.”

“Do you even hear yourself? Maybe you’re used to not havin’ anyone waitin’ at home for you, feelin’ like they can’t breathe until they see for themselves that you’re safe at home with them again, but he has that. I have that.”

“Good for you.”

“You got a raw deal growin’ up, but guess what, McKenzie? You’re an adult now. We’ve all got somethin’ in our past, but you deal with it and you move on. If you let it define you the game’s already over. I’ve done my homework so I know what you’re like and there’s a reason you’re alone and no one’s even bothered to ask where you’ve been or even if you’re okay.”

“Fuck you.”

He leaned over and slammed his palm on the table in front of her. “You’re the only one who has the ability to change that. You refuse to let anyone get close to you and you push away anyone who might even think about it. That’s on you. You’ve got major trust issues and sure, there’re some valid concerns there, but it’s not just on the job or with your father and uncle. Damn, McKenzie, you won’t trust anyone. You wanna look through my computer, go for it. I have nothin’ to hide. If I wanted to hurt you I would’ve just made a call to Knight and made myself a chunk of change because believe me, he thinks you know where the witness is and he’s willing to pay a large amount of money to get his hands on her.” He paused a moment. “And while that would’ve made my life easier the past few weeks I wouldn’t do somethin’ like that.” He shook his head and pulled dinner out of the takeout sack. “Gotta say though, you’re a helluva lot more suspicious than my ex ever was.”

“What’d you do?”

“I’m SWAT, that’s what I did. I took calls at all hours, came home at all hours, couldn’t talk about a lot of what I did… hell, McKenzie, you’re an agent, you know what it’s like. But when you’ve got someone at home who wants to know about your day, who wants to know where you go when you get called out in the middle of the night, and you can’t tell them much… a lot of people can’t handle that.”

Mac leaned back into the chair and stared at him. “Trust has to be earned.”

“I agree.”

She was surprised when he didn’t try to defend himself and she suddenly realized that maybe he had no reason to put up a defense. “So she just couldn’t handle the job and you broke up.”

“She couldn’t handle the job and it cost us our marriage.”

“Somehow I hadn’t pegged you for a marrying kinda guy.”

He shrugged and divided up the contents of the takeout trays before sliding one of the plates across to her. “Here, you need to eat.” He could kick himself for bringing that up with her. His marriage hadn’t lasted long and it wasn’t something he really wanted to talk about. “Court said you needed to stick with baths until you were a little stronger.”

“I’m fine, just a little weak.”

“A little fine, a little weak, and a lot stubborn.” He shook his head. “There’s nothin’ wrong with bein’ stubborn until it pushes you into bein’ stupid.”

“She never gave up any of the evidence she had against Knight,” Mac said as she took a drink from the bottle of water he had picked up for her. “I don’t know what she has on him but it’s big enough that it’s made him nervous.”

“Did she ask for anything?”

She started to shake her head and then caught herself. “The only thing she wanted was to know that some friend of hers was alright. He was due for parole a few months back, not long after she was put under protection.”

“Who was the friend?”

“Some guy she worked with.”

“She put her life on the line and you didn’t even check on the guy for her?” He studied her. “I don’t think you’re as cold and unfeeling as you want people to think you are, McKenzie. You know what I think?”

“No, but I’m sure you’ll tell me,” she said dryly.

“I think you know a helluva lot more than you’ve let on. You’ve run up against Knight and lost a couple of times, you believe in doin’ the right thing, and even though you’re not popular and people would love to see you take an early retirement you refuse to throw in the towel.”

“You give me a lot of credit.”

“I’ll bet my next paycheck that up until the day you were shot you knew exactly where her friend was.” He tipped his head slightly, watching her for any subtle changes. “I also think you know more about Knight’s organization than you’ve let on. Anyone with as many marks on their file as you have shouldn’t be in a field position, which means someone in the Bureau has your back.” He leaned back and draped one arm over the back of the chair. “I think you have a source and he or she is somehow getting information to you.” He narrowed his eyes as he stared at her. “But your source isn’t inside the organization because Knight’s notorious for finding and plugging the leaks.”

“And I think you should leave investigating to the investigators.”

“I think all those black marks keep you safe to a point. It makes you hard to partner with anyone and it sets you apart. No one wants to get close to you because you could take them down with you.” He nodded to himself. “You’re a lot smarter than people give you credit for, McKenzie. But someone slipped up somewhere and you got partnered with Lassiter. Did you know he was dirty before that or did you only figure it out after?”

“I discovered it later. I don’t think he was dirty when they first partnered me with him.” She sighed. “But I started to suspect. I knew I could keep the witness safe because he had false backup plans in case things went south and our location became compromised. I wasn’t positive he was on the take until he pointed his gun at her.” She shook her head, lowering it and reaching up to rub her eyes. “I’ll never know if he would’ve pulled the trigger or not but I couldn’t take the risk.”

“You did the right thing, McKenzie.” He reached across the table to wrap his hand around her wrist. “You hear me?”

“I’m not heartless.”

“No, you’re not. You’re jaded and cynical, but you’re not heartless.”

“The witness… she’s pregnant.”

Sean’s eyes widened. “Pregnant?! How pregnant?”

“She was already closing in on her due date when we started taking fire. The safe house I had arranged came with instructions for a midwife. It was the safest way for her to give birth on the run.”

“Oh, hell,” he muttered and a moment later he started to laugh. “Holy shit, I’ll bet Kyle’s gonna have a helluva story to tell when he gets home.” He shook his head when he saw her worried expression. “You haven’t mentioned it before now so I’m guessing you had a feeling he was capable of taking care of business.”

She nodded. “I watched him with her. He wasn’t just dealing with a witness. Your cousin was getting involved and it wasn’t one-sided. He wouldn’t have taken the risk of taking her to a hospital and he hasn’t come back so I can only assume that means she and the baby are alright.”

“He hasn’t made any emergency calls and where they are is so remote that he had to be fairly confident he could handle the situation.” He took a drink of his beer before setting it back down. “Tell me about your source.”

“I don’t know who it is.” She shook her head. “Honestly, I don’t know. Whoever it is contacts me through my personal email account. I have some major security on my system but my source has measures in place that prevents anyone from identifying who he is.” She shrugged. “Or who she is. Like I said, I don’t know who the source is. I think it’s a man though. He contacted me and gave me information on a deal that was going down and I followed my instincts and we made the bust. Since then the information has come in and it’s never once been unreliable. The source insists that he’s gathering information for something big and to be patient, but in the meantime he’s sending what he does have. Most of the takedowns have been more of a thorn in Knight’s side rather than anything major because we haven’t had the opportunity to connect anything to him directly.”

“Okay, so you trust this source. When was the last time he was in contact with you?”

“I’ve been incommunicado since the shooting.”

“We’ve gotta get you back online. If he thinks you’re out of the game you could lose your source and the opportunity to take Knight down.” He rubbed his eyes tiredly. “My system’s secure but I don’t know what extra measures you’ve taken to protect yourself and your source.”

“I can give you a list of software so we can prep your computer. It’ll be a lot easier than trying to gain access to my computer given the situation.” She shifted slightly. “I think I’d like to lie down for a bit.”

“That makes two of us,” he said and yawned widely. “Been a long day.”

Mac settled under the covers and listened to him as he moved around the apartment, disappearing for a few minutes to grab a shower, and then tossing a sheet over the couch so he could stretch out. She was surprised at the enormous weight that had been lifted from her shoulders after confiding in him. But as soon as she had started to talk to him she had realized it wasn’t as difficult as she first thought it would be.
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Prisoners of the Past (CC, A/U, Adult) Part 38 - 9/9/12

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Alien_Friend: Thanks!

Shakes doesn’t know that Ava is in protective custody. Does he suspect? If he does he hasn’t mentioned it yet. Sean’s been keeping a tight lid on that story so far. Max and Liz are really making some headway in their relationship and they’re learning not only how to read each other’s moods, but to respect the need for space when it arises.

Liz is curious but for the moment she’s respecting his wishes and not pushing the issue.

Devon has disappeared into the background but he’s still observing and investigating Max as Isabel’s potential brother.

Having to deal with his current limitations has given Alex some important insight and now he has the opportunity to share what he’s learned with someone who will not only understand, but appreciate it from a similar perspective. He’s quickly adapted to his new role as a dad and I have a feeling you’re right. ;)

begonia9508: Thanks!

Shakes is sort of like a guardian angel, isn’t he?

The life Max has led will likely provide a continuing education for Liz.

Natalie36: Thanks! I hope so too!

Michelle in LA: Thanks! Shakes has become one of my favorite original characters too.

Liz has come a long way since the beginning of this fix.

We’ll be checking in on Kyle and his charges in this update.

mary mary: Thanks! Lol, no worries, I have every intention of finishing this fic.

keepsmiling7: Street life is dangerous and it takes a heavy toll on people living that way. It’s a constant battle just to survive.

Life hasn’t been easy for Max, but he’s learned plenty of lessons through the school of hard knocks. It’s a mystery how some people manage to come out of bad situations and end up as strong individuals with a good outlook.

dreamon: Thanks! Lol, holiday weekend kinda got in the way, but I’m back now.

xilaj: Funny you should mention that, lol. It would be a very important thing for Max to know that there was someone in his past – as well as his present and future – who cares for him.

Behrgirl21: Hi! That’s a lot of reading packed into a couple of days! Lol, Liz didn’t have much in the way of readers who actually liked her in the beginning, but she’s making good progress and becoming a better person.

Max is making some bad choices and unfortunately at the moment he doesn’t see a way out of the mess he’s gotten himself into.

Alex and Isabel have taken on a tough role but they’re definitely up to the challenge. They’re building trust and a relationship that will endure whatever life throws their way.

Michael is suspicious of Max’s behavior and having been in a similar type of situation he’s in the perfect position to see that something isn’t right.

Lol, well, you did read that Hunter’s biological parents were killed during a robbery, but he’s only about a year and a half old so Max would’ve been in prison when that happened. Chances are it probably wasn’t the same guys that robbed him.

MP: Glad to hear you’re all caught up! Got more to come today!


Part 38

Ava smiled at Cadence when the infant yawned widely and fisted the air as she stretched before settling deeper into her mother’s embrace. As much as she had been anticipating her daughter’s arrival, nothing had prepared her for the reality. My daughter, she thought as she ran the backs of her fingers over the baby’s sleeping features. The feelings that had come to life as she had held Cadence for the first time had been overwhelming. She knew without a doubt that she would protect her daughter with her life if it ever came to that.

She glanced up when Kyle shifted and she held her breath for the space of a heartbeat before his right hand came up to hook over the back of the couch to keep him from falling on the floor. He made a sound that was somewhere between a snore and a snort as he flipped himself over on his back. He was too tall for the short couch and his feet hung over one end when he stretched out on his back. The cell phone he held clutched in his left hand started to vibrate and his eyes slowly opened at the same time he silenced the alarm.

“Is it really already five?” he mumbled sleepily.

“Already,” she confirmed with an apologetic nod. “You wanna wait until tomorrow?”

“No, we need to make a supply run and the old guy who runs the general store gets there before six to get things up and runnin’ for the day. We get in and outta there and then we’ll stop at the overlook so I can make a call to my cousin. I need to update him and find out if there have been any changes in the situation.” He sat up and rubbed his face tiredly. “I think I’ll pick some eggs up too. It’s been a month since I’ve had eggs for breakfast.”

“If you pick them up I’ll fix breakfast when we get back. You’ve kinda been doing everything and I’d like to do something for you. It’s the least I can do.” She smiled. “I’ll never be able to pay you back for all that you’ve done for us.”

“Helping people, that’s never somethin’ I do so they can pay me back.”

Ava gnawed on her bottom lip as she watched him get up and stumble over to the kitchen sink to splash water on his face. She carefully laid Cadence on the bed and made sure she was safely away from the edge and in no danger of falling off before going over to the kitchen area. She leaned back against the counter and picked up the small towel he had dropped over the dish drain. “Kyle, I didn’t mean to offend you with what I said,” she started.

“I know you’re used to people wantin’ somethin’ in return any time they give you somethin’, but everyone’s not like that.” He reached over and took the towel from her, running it over his face and head. “You’re breaking free of that life, Ava, and I know you can’t just change the way you think and react to situations simply because you’re not there anymore, but you’re gonna have to learn new…” he made a face when he couldn’t find the words he wanted. He sighed in frustration. “I’m not like them – “

“I do have to retrain myself when it comes to certain responses, but this is one situation where I do know the difference. When I said I wanted to do something for you because of everything you’ve done for us, I didn’t mean it like you were keeping score or something. I’d just like to do something for you.” She forced herself to look up and meet his gaze. “I know you’re not like them, Kyle.”

His lips quirked up in a smile. “I like my eggs fried or scrambled, but I especially love omelets. I enjoy sausage with breakfast but prefer bacon that’s crispy. Hash browns are good but I really like home-fried potatoes. And biscuits are great but I like toast best with breakfast ‘cause you just can’t beat a cool slice with the butter all melted into the bread and then smothered with grape jelly.”

She made a face. “Fried eggs are kinda risky, don’t you think?”

He snorted at that. “Hell, seems like anything people eat that they actually like’s kinda risky these days.”

“Well, I was referring more to the fact that you can get sick eating undercooked eggs.”

He shrugged and tossed the towel over the rack. “True, but you can get sick eating just about anything if the circumstances are right.” He grinned. “Not convinced, huh?”

“Not really. I mean, you’re right about other foods, but runny eggs just seem like you’re begging for trouble to me.”

“That may be so, but I’m not givin’ up my fried eggs until they give me a reason to.”

“Men,” Ava muttered.

He laughed and straightened up. “Let’s get movin’, otherwise we’re gonna run into more people than we want to when we get into town.”

“I finished the list while you were sleeping,” she said as she went to get Cadence. “It’s on the table under the keys.” She turned to face him, fussing over the baby’s blanket. “You’re sure your cousin was able to take care of the truck we stole?”

“Sean took care of it. No one’s lookin’ for the truck. Anyone sees us, they’re just gonna think we’re a couple of tourists spending a few days in the mountains.”

“What about cops?”

He shook his head and pocketed the list. “Nah, this little town’s so small they don’t have any local cops. Don’t worry, we’ll be in and out in no time. It’ll be safer for you to be with me than to have you and Cadence stay up here alone.”

She inhaled deeply. After being sheltered from the outside world for the past few weeks she was a little nervous about stepping back into civilization no matter how rural it was. “Okay.”

As soon as they were settled into the truck Kyle took a deep breath and started the engine. He glanced over at the sleeping baby, not surprised to see that she was still asleep. The book that was never far out of reach had advised readers not to tiptoe around a new baby because such behavior would only lead to many sleepless nights if the newborn was easily startled by everyday noise. He would never be able to thank Mom enough for recommending the book for his buddy on the force. He could just imagine her reaction when he brought Ava and Cadence home and she realized he had been fishing for information for himself.

“Kyle?”

He shot a quick glance of acknowledgment at her before turning his attention back to navigating the rutted dirt road.

“Do you think…” she gnawed on her bottom lip for a moment as she stared down at Cadence. “I know it was against the rules when I was in protective custody but the situation’s changed to some extent, so I was wondering what you’d think about me contacting Max?”

“I think it’s risky, Ava.”

She turned her head to stare out the window. “You think he’s a threat. You don’t know him; Max would never do anything to put me in danger.”

“Not even if he suspected that you had agreed to turn over evidence against Knight?” He hadn’t spent much time with Max that day they’d had the barbeque but he had struck him as someone who was intensely loyal to those he cared about.

“Not for any reason,” she insisted adamantly.

“And what if he put you at risk unintentionally?” he countered.

“How would he…?” The thoughts started to turn over in her head as she went over possible ways she could be put at risk without intention. “Damon,” she murmured. She plucked at the blanket covering Cadence as she turned her head to look at him.

“Max and I went through hell together, Kyle. It may have been months since he’s heard a single word from me, but he hasn’t stopped looking.”

He slowed down as he came to the end of the dirt road and he came to a full stop before taking a right onto a narrow paved road, the center line nearly faded from sight. He sighed as he glanced at her. “And how far would he go to find you?”

“He doesn’t know how to quit. It’s just not in him.”

He smiled faintly. “I have a feeling that’s something the two of you have in common. That’s a quality that can be both strength and weakness though. He hasn’t reported you missing…” he trailed off when she shook her head. “I know he can’t. But if he has no way of getting someone to look for you that means he’s looking on his own. You said yourself that he won’t quit.”

“He won’t.” She nodded after a moment. “But in his search to find me he could unknowingly jeopardize my safety.” She brushed her fingertips over the dark blonde hair that covered the baby’s head. “So maybe it’d be better if he knew I was safe. I won’t tell him where we are, Kyle. I just… he’s gonna end up in trouble and he’s worked so hard to get away from our old life.”

He scratched his jaw. “Let me think about it, okay? See what I can come up with.”

She shifted and settled more comfortably in the seat. “Okay.” She felt like a weight had been lifted. She knew he wanted to protect them and she didn’t want to put them in danger. She just worried that Max was going to end up getting hurt or risking his parole if she didn’t find a way to let him know she was safe.

*****

Sean rolled over and reached out to slap the alarm clock but his eyes shot open when his hand came into contact with the corner of the coffee table instead. “Sonofabitch,” he bit out and shook his hand in an effort to rid it of the sharp pain arcing through it.

He rolled off of the couch and got to his feet, stumbling over to the kitchen counter and pushing the cell phones around to find the one that was ringing. He punched the call button blindly, trying to get his brain to start firing correctly. “Hey, you okay?”

Kyle’s chuckle reverberated through the phone. “We’re good, yeah. Just wanted to call and check in, see if anything’s changed.”

“Wish I could say it had. We’re in the process of trying to get somethin’ on Knight.”

“Sean, there’s a guy you need to look at. I’ve got a feelin’ he’s probably been targeted by Knight because of his prior involvement with the organization and because of his connection to the witness.”

“The Evans kid, right?”

“Yeah. I’ve been thinkin’ about it and it’d be stupid for Knight not to try and get information out of him.”

“He hasn’t done anything to throw up any red flags yet.”

“Just check on him and make sure he’s safe, okay? Right now that’s all I’m asking you to do.”

“You know there’s a good chance he’s already been pulled right back into that life, Cuz. Either because it’s all he knows or because he’s worked himself into a corner lookin’ for her.”

“Yeah.” Kyle sighed and glanced at Ava. She was standing at the railing that bordered the overlook, staring out at the valley below them. Cadence was awake, her blue eyes trained on her mother’s face as she lay quietly cradled in the woman’s arms. “I have a feelin’ the impact on him could’ve been lessened if they’d just let him know she was safe.”

Sean shook his head. He knew his cousin knew every reason why that hadn’t been a viable option but his involvement with the witness was revealing itself through his words. “Kyle...”

“Hell, they could’ve pulled him in – “

“You’re rationalizing and you’re dangerously close to crossing a line.”

Kyle pinched the bridge of his nose and nodded. No matter how much he tried to separate the man from the cop, he was having difficulty this time. “You’re right.”

“Hey, you want me to send some backup?”

“I’m not sure where I’d put another body. Things are already a bit tight.”

“Alright,” Sean agreed but his mind was already turning over ideas. “Hey, your girl close enough to toss a question her way?”

“Yeah.”

“Ask her if she knows a guy named Shakes.”

“Hold on.” Kyle held the phone to his chest as he turned to lean back against the railing. “Ava, do you know someone named Shakes?”

“Yeah, he was a street person. He was on the streets same time as me and Max. He disappeared off the streets a couple years back. I heard he made out pretty well but he hasn’t been very visible since then.” She frowned. “Why?”

He held a finger up and turned his attention back to the phone. “Yeah, she knows him.”

“I went out with everyone a while back and the Evans kid was there. He brought Shakes with him. Turns out Liz had met him through Evans and she invited him along. Guy had an armed bodyguard with him and Michael’s pretty concerned about it. He’s also pretty curious about Evans.”

“Sean, you’ve gotta keep him from digging into things. If he turns over the wrong rock he could unleash all kinds of trouble.”

“You know how hard it is to corral him once he’s got somethin’ on his mind.” He sighed. “I’ll talk to him, try to redirect him.”

Kyle snorted at that. “Do what you have to do.”

“Understood. Does your girl know much about this Shakes character?”

“Hold on.” He reached for Cadence and held the phone out to Ava. “He needs to know what you know about Shakes.” He rocked the infant as he listened to Ava recounting what she knew of Shakes. When she was finished she started to ask about Max, soaking up what little Sean had to share about her friend.

*****

Sweat was pouring off of him as Alex took his next step. “I’m an optimistic guy,” he gritted out, “but at this rate I’ll be collecting Social Security before I get married.”

Josh chuckled and shook his head. “Alex, you’re doin’ good, man; that’s 11 steps today.”

He paused, his breath locking up in his throat as his head lifted to look at his therapist. “11… are you sure?”

“Positive. Whatcha say you take one more and make it an even dozen?”

“12 steps,” Alex murmured as he stared down at his feet. He lifted his left foot, ignoring the feeling of lead weights in his soles, and moved it forward. His face broke out in a grin. “12 steps, Josh!” He laughed out loud. “I just took 12 steps!”

“You’re making damn good progress.” He reached for the crutches and held them while Alex slid his arms into the cuffs. “Let’s get that massage outta the way. Jenny was telling me earlier that she’s spending the night at Elena’s and you and Isabel have a big date planned.”

Alex stretched out on the massage table. “We haven’t had a night with just the two of us since we brought Jenny home from MacArthur House and we’ve both been reluctant to let her out of our sight since the surgery, so it’s been a while.”

“Yeah, and that alone time’s pretty important.” He grinned and worked the muscles in Alex’s calf. “Especially when you’ve got so many demands on your time and one of those is a five-year-old that’s so reliant on you.”

“The voice of experience speaks,” Alex said, his voice teasing.

Josh smiled. “A wife, three girls, and one on the way; I’d say that’s enough experience to toss out the occasional bit of advice.”

“You’ve got a full house, that’s for sure.”

“Yep, and I wouldn’t change it for all the money in the world.” He started to knead the calf muscles, checking for tenderness and swelling as he worked. “Where’s Isabel? She’s usually around when I get here for your appointments.”

“Oh, she’s been upstairs all morning looking through some of her dad’s boxes. Jenny loves fireflies and when Isabel was little she did too so she’s trying to find a book Philip used to read to her. Something about a firefly and a bird… an owl, I think.”

Josh nodded. “It’s a nice gesture, looking for the book her dad read to her.”

“I just hope she finds it before dinner.” He chuckled. “That woman’s like a dog with a bone when she gets it in her head that she wants something specific.”

*****

Michael walked up the driveway, his stride short to accommodate Hunter’s tiny steps as he walked beside him. They had taken a short trip to the hardware store to pick up a new starter cord for the lawn mower because the lawn needed to be cut and the day before he had managed to snap the old one in half.

He glanced up when the front door opened and he saw Sean slouch in the doorway. “What’s up, Sean?”

“I was hopin’ you’ve got some time to talk.” He stepped outside and let the screen door snap shut behind him. “Privately.”

“Somethin’ happen to Kyle?” he asked, his voice low.

“No, no, he’s fine. It’s got to do with somethin’ you asked me recently,” he said, lifting one eyebrow meaningfully.

Michael nodded and tossed the package in his hand to Sean. “Let me see if Maria can take him and then we’ll talk.” He scooped Hunter up and walked into the house. “Hey, babe?”

Maria poked her head around the corner of their bedroom doorway. “Sean find you?”

“Yeah, he’s gonna gimme a hand with the yard.”

“Um-hmm, don’t think I don’t know what the two of you are talking about, Michael,” she said as she carried a load of laundry down the hall. “Sean has never willingly cut the grass in his life.”

He followed behind her and shook his head. “Fine, if you already know then we’ll just talk while I fix the mower.”

She rolled her eyes and dropped the laundry basket on the floor in front of the washer before turning to take Hunter from him. She put him down and watched him for a moment when he started dragging clothes out of the basket. “Don’t forget you’re making dinner tonight.”

Michael leaned in for a kiss. “I haven’t forgotten.”

She grabbed a handful of his tee shirt to hold him in place. “That doesn’t mean a frozen pizza,” she said and kissed him.

He snorted and pressed her back against the washing machine. “Frozen pizza’s a timesaver,” he murmured.

She smiled. “Sounds perfect for lunch then, doesn’t it?”

He looked down at their little boy and smiled. “Lunch it is. I think your little helper’s makin’ a mess of things.”

“Um-hmm, but as long as he stays busy he’ll be more than ready for a nap after lunch.”

“I love the way you think,” he chuckled gruffly. “Lemme go talk to Sean and fix the mower so I can get the yard done before noon.”

Sean pulled his sunglasses off and hooked one of the arms on the collar of his shirt when Michael came outside. “Just make me wait while the two of you make out,” he said with a roll of his eyes.

He just smirked and caught the package Sean threw at him. “You do some checking into Max’s friend?”

“Um-hmm, looks like the two of them connected when they were both livin’ on the streets.”

He settled on the porch with a handful of tools and tore the package open. “He got any involvement in the activities that put Max in prison?”

“No, there’s no connection there.”

“And Max? He involved with drugs again?”

Sean sat on the porch railing. “He tell you it was drugs?”

“Nope.”

“So you’ve been checkin’ up on him.” He rubbed the back of his neck. “I need you to back off. Whatever feelers you’ve got out there, pull them in. Any unnecessary attention on him could potentially put him in danger.”

Michael removed the rope housing and set it aside before glancing up at him. “Sean, the guy’s tryin’ to go straight but I’ve got a feeling he’s in trouble. I’ve tried to give him openings, but he hasn’t taken them.” He shrugged and grabbed a wrench so he could loosen the metal wheel the old rope was coiled around. “I know how hard it is to trust someone when you’re in that position but I’ve heard some of the names he was involved with in the past and they’re not the kinda people you just walk away from. I can’t risk not keepin’ an eye on him because he’s involved this family by nothin’ more than association. He’s a pawn but we’re talkin’ major players. My old man had connections with Damon Knight’s organization and I saw what some of his people would do to the poor slobs who got in too deep and couldn’t pay their debts.” He shook his head. “He’s bein’ pulled in too many directions and eventually it’s gonna come crashing down on him.”

“I think you’re right but it’s important to get the spotlight off of him.” He dropped to his haunches and lowered his voice. “Michael, there’s more involved here. People askin’ questions is only gonna cause problems and draw the wrong kind of attention. If word gets out to the wrong people and Knight starts thinkin’ Evans is gonna turn on him the kid becomes a liability.”

“Sean, I know what you’re sayin’, but I’d be negligent if I didn’t keep an eye on him. People like Knight, they don’t just let an old employee walk away and they know exactly who every single one of their employees associates with. That puts everyone he’s had contact with in danger. My kid, my girlfriend, you, Kyle, Jim and Amy, Liz, her parents – “

“I know the risk, Michael, but there’s a lot more in play here than you know.” His gaze flicked to the back door that was open behind the screen door. “Drawing too much attention to Evans could highlight the target that’s currently on Kyle’s back.”

Michael’s head shot up and he stared at Sean. “Then he’s not undercover right now.”

He chewed on his bottom lip for several long moments. “No, he’s not.”

“I’ll pull my eyes and ears off the streets, but Sean, I swear to God, if anything happens to any of them – especially Maria or our kid, you know nothin’ will hold me back.”

Sean nodded. “I’m not sayin’ you shouldn’t keep your eyes and ears open, just get the spotlight off of Evans. I know your contacts aren’t law enforcement, but they can attract attention too.”

“You got any problem with me talkin’ to Max? Tryin’ to get him to open up?”

He smirked and shook his head. “Would it matter?” He didn’t need an answer.

*****

Isabel picked up a box labeled ‘books’ and placed it on the work table set up in front of one of the room’s windows so she could look through it. She frowned when she lifted the top off and found a stack of file folders inside, wedged between a few old children’s books and some other things. She pulled out the books, selecting the one she had been looking for and putting the rest back. She smiled as she ran her hand over the worn cover, remembering all the nights she had fought off sleep just to hear Dad read the story again.

She opened the cover and her gaze slid over the pictures before thumbing through the dog-eared pages and familiarizing herself with the story. She closed the back cover and held the book to her chest as she let the memories wash over her. They had read it so many times and in the summer there would be fireflies happily blinking in a jar next to her bed. Like the little firefly in the story they had been gone when the sun came up the next morning and it had been a while before she had realized that he had released them once she was asleep.

She sighed and set the book aside as she reached for the lid, turning to place it on the box when one of the file folders caught her attention. It was thick, the tab at the top right worn, and the folder creased in several places, all indicators that it had been used often. She reached inside and lifted the stack of folders out, setting aside the first few that held old receipts, some case notes, and another containing a handful of old postcards from clients.

Her hand wrapped around the folder that had drawn her gaze and she brushed the side of her thumb over the name scrawled across the tab. Evans, Max. She swallowed hard and closed her eyes for a moment before opening it up. There was a photograph clipped to the inside cover, a black-and-white mug-shot of a young man with eyes that had already seen too much of the worst life had to offer. She turned her attention to the right side and her eyes slid over the rap sheet, skimming over the crimes he had been charged with on different occasions. She stumbled back a couple of steps and sat down heavily on an old wooden trunk.

She shook her head as she took several deep breaths and turned to the next page. She skimmed through the collection of information about him, including his criminal history, personal history, and, as she got closer to the end of the folder, the paternity test Devon had been so certain existed. She picked up the test results and read them, confirming that her dad hadn’t been his father. She lowered the form and found herself staring at a DNA test that confirmed that she and Max shared the same mother. She didn’t go any further, closing the folder and forcing herself to her feet. There was more information to sort through but she couldn’t do it right now. As she stood something small fell with a metallic clink and bounced across the floor a couple of times before landing by the door.

Isabel stared at the key for several minutes before she bent over to pick it up. She ran her fingers over the jagged teeth thoughtfully before slipping it into her pocket and leaving the room. She needed to see Alex and get his thoughts on what she had discovered. He would know what to do.

*****

Mac looked up from the laptop when the door opened and Sean came into the apartment. He had taken off after his early morning conversation with his cousin, leaving her alone with the cat for company. She glanced at the sack in his hand and shook her head when Yoda made a yowling sound and ran over to him. She stood on her hind legs and stretched her right paw up to swat at the bag.

Sean crouched down and made a show of digging through the bag before pulling out a small package of toy mice. He shook it in front of Yoda’s face before tearing it open and reaching inside for one of the little white fur-covered mice. Yoda braced her front paws on his thigh and her whiskers twitched when he dangled the mouse before her. He rubbed the cat with his free hand before throwing the mouse across the room. Yoda took off after the coveted toy, racing across the room and planting her feet to slide across the floor so that she came to a stop just before hitting the wall.

“I guess the two of you have practiced that move quite a bit.”

He shrugged. “She’s too smart to keep sliding into walls.”

“I got all the software loaded and I’ve run every possible system scan to make sure your network’s secure.”

Sean nodded and stood up. “Any contact from your guy?”

“He sent one message to maintain contact, to let me know he’s still there. I responded, let him know I’m here and ready for any information he has.”

He sniffed the air and then shifted to look into the kitchen area. “You cooked?”

Mac shrugged. “It’s just lasagna, nothin’ fancy. You talk to your cousin’s boyfriend?”

“Oh, I’ve talked to him.” He walked over to the stove and pulled the oven door open to look inside. “This looks pretty good.” He closed the door and lifted up the tin foil covering a baking pan to peer inside.

“Hey! Cover that up!” Mac said when she glanced over her shoulder and saw what he was doing.

“This’s garlic bread and I didn’t have any garlic bread in the freezer.”

She snorted. “You didn’t have any lasagna in your freezer either, did you?”

“If I open my fridge am I gonna find salad?”

“Yeah, that’s what you’re gonna find.”

His eyebrows lifted in surprise. “You put all this together with stuff outta my kitchen?”

“I know how to cook. When I want to.” She shrugged. “Most of the time it’s just easier to grab takeout or throw something in the microwave.”

“True.” He scratched his jaw and dropped the subject to avoid putting her on the defensive. “So anyway, Michael’s gonna pull back whoever he has checking on Evans to help avoid anyone else from becoming suspicious.”

“I’ve been thinking about this situation and I think maybe I made a mistake not giving the witness the information she asked for. Considering Patrick knew his name, letting her know he was out and safe probably would’ve gone a long way with her. Maybe we should’ve considered bringing him in because now he’s in danger, anyone he’s associated with is in potential danger, and Knight’s in a position to keep us in limbo for God only knows how long.”

“Janice McKenzie, I do believe your heart just grew a size,” he said, his tone teasing as he hopped over the back of the couch to slouch down. He grinned at her when she looked up at him and rolled her eyes. “See, I knew I was right about you.”

*****

Max left work on Friday afternoon, anticipating the weekend ahead of him. Jeff had asked him to come by the restaurant on Saturday morning while his wife and daughter went shopping so they could discuss his role in getting Liz to the location they had set up for her surprise birthday party the following weekend. Tonight he was taking her out to dinner and then they were going to meet Michael and Maria for a few rounds of putt-putt golf and if Michael had his way they would be hitting the go-kart track afterwards.

He ignored the bus in favor of walking, hitting the bank to cash his check before heading for the pawn shop he had been frequenting for the past few weeks. He pushed the door open, barely registering the sound of the overhead chimes that announced his arrival. He cut through one of the cramped aisles to get to the counter, leaning on the glass case and studying some of the pieces it held while he waited for the proprietor to finish with another customer.

“You came back,” a deep raspy voice boomed.

The owner of the shop reminded him of a Disney character he had seen recently, large, gruff, and always chewing on an unlit cigar stump. “Yeah, I wanted to pick up the piece I’ve got on layaway.”

The burly man rubbed his jaw, the stubbled growth there sounding like sandpaper against his rough palm. “Big day must be comin’ soon.”

“Yeah, next week. This’s my last chance to pick it up without her figuring out what I’m up to.”

“Let me just grab it.” He turned and grabbed a ring of keys from a hook before disappearing into the back. He returned a few minutes later and placed a velvet bag on the counter. He carefully unhooked the ends of the bracelet and placed it across the bag, sliding it across the countertop to his customer.

Max reached for the piece of jewelry, laying it across his palm and staring at it. He felt big and clumsy as he held the bracelet. It was made up of thin sterling silver links with a small diamond-studded heart charm hanging alongside a tiny key made of 14-carat gold. Satisfied that it was the same piece he had picked out several weeks before, he smiled and placed it back on the velvet bag. “I’ve got the last payment.”

He watched every move the man made as he packaged the bracelet, making certain he didn’t try to switch it out for something else. The extra hours had paid off and now he had the perfect birthday present for Liz. He pocketed his purchase and left the pawn shop to walk home. He was crossing the street when someone joined him and his good mood took a nosedive when he recognized Nicholas’ voice.

“That’s sweet, Evans,” he sneered. “Picked up a nice piece of second-hand junk for the princess. I’m sure she’ll appreciate the gesture if not the actual gift.”

“Fuck off, Dickless.”

Nicholas gritted his teeth. “Boss wants to see you.”

“When?”

“Now.” He motioned to the black car parked next to the curb.
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Prisoners of the Past (CC, A/U, Adult) Part 39 - 9/17/12

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xilaj: We’ll find out what Damon wants in this part.

It probably would be a relief, but letting anyone know that she’s safe could potentially put her life at risk.

We’ll also look in on Isabel and find out what’s going on in this part.

begonia9508: I would imagine you’re right.

Unfortunately Max knows that there are corrupt officers on the force and it’s one of the reasons he’s scared to let anyone know what’s going on.

That is the important thing!

keepsmiling7: Cadence will have a fierce mama bear to protect her.

Oh, it won’t be hard for Kyle to locate Max through Sean.

The key that Isabel found will lead to a very extensive explanation.

MP: Thanks! We’ll find out soon.

Michelle in LA: Lol, well…

The poor guy is trying so hard and he just can’t get out of this mess.

We’ll take a look at what Philip did when he found out about Max’s situation.

Unfortunately it’s a sad reality with our criminal justice system. Little is done to ensure that parolees have the opportunity to make a life for themselves without falling right back into the trap of their past.

Look for Shakes to move in soon. Letting Max know Ava was safe would have changed a lot, but another unfortunate reality is that the risk to their witness was too great.

roswellian love: Hi, and welcome!

I’m glad to hear that you like Kyle and Ava! He’ll do everything he can to keep her and Cadence safe. There is help for Max if he would just talk to someone. Shakes is very important to the story and to Max especially. Lol, no one really cared for Liz at the beginning of the story. She had a lot of growing to do.

Shakes is like a guardian angel. Dimitri agrees with you about Nicholas, and if he has anything to say about it, he’ll be the one to take him down. Damon will also get his. All of the characters are growing and mistakes are always a part of that, aren’t they? Glad to hear Liz is growing on you a bit, lol. Yes, you are correct about Shakes and Damon.

Alien_Friend: Taking Max into protective custody would have made a big difference. We all know Max wouldn’t have done anything to knowingly or willingly risk Ava’s safety, but unfortunately, the agents didn’t have that same assurance.

The pieces are coming together and we’ll see a few more fall into place in this update.

Kyle, Ava, and Cadence are wonderful together.

Lol, Sean did get the tough part of that assignment.

We’ll check in on Isabel and Alex in this update.


Part 39

Alex closed the door after seeing Elena and the kids off, shifting his weight so he could reach up and flip the lock into place. He maneuvered himself around to find Isabel and finally located her at the large picture window that looked over the front lawn. The nurse they had hired had gone with them to help Elena overnight and to give them complete privacy. His fiancé had been distracted and he had noticed it the moment he had caught up with her after his physical therapy session had ended.

“Do you think it’s too soon?”

“She’ll be fine, honey.”

“I know,” Isabel sighed and nodded, “she’s ready for this.”

He chuckled. “She’s probably readier than we are.” The casts had been removed and Jenny’s legs had been examined a couple of week before. Dr. St. John had been pleased with the way the bones were healing and had shown them the x-rays revealing sufficient bone buildup to allow the longer leg casts to be replaced with casts that would leave Jenny’s feet and ankles free. The casts would remain for a couple more weeks, keeping her knees straight while allowing her to begin bearing her weight on her own.

Josh had been working with Jenny since they had brought her home after her surgery and while there were days when she was irritable, they were few and far between. Most of her physical therapy exercises were limited until the casts were finally removed but he had helped her with pain management and worked with her to help her understand why it was taking so long. Her ability to maintain a positive attitude was amazing because he had experience with surgeries and was familiar with the frustration that went along with casted legs and relying on a wheelchair or crutches to get around.

Isabel turned from the window to look at Alex. Sometimes she wondered where he got the patience to wait her out. That brought a smile to her lips. He knew when to push and when to wait for her to come to him. He had always known. She had sought him out earlier but he had just been finishing his session with Josh when she found him and he had been so excited about taking a dozen steps that she had decided her news could wait until after Jenny left to spend the night at Elena’s house.

“I found the book I was looking for,” she started.

He already knew that since she had presented it to Jenny after lunch, but she was working up to whatever she wanted to say so he nodded and made his way over to the couch. He levered himself down onto the cushions and set his crutches aside. “She was pretty excited about it.” He stretched his legs and held his hand out to her. “She couldn’t even wait for bedtime for you to read it to her,” he said with a smile.

Isabel returned his smile and took his hand, dropping down to sit beside him. “I never went through Dad’s stuff after…”

He nodded when she swallowed hard.

“Anyway, I was going through some of the boxes earlier when I was looking for the book and I found a folder.” She leaned across him and pulled the drawer open on the end table, lifting the thick file folder out and handing it to him as she settled back in place.

He glanced at the tab and his right eyebrow lifted. “Your brother,” he mused softly as he opened the folder. “Oh, wow…” He squeezed her hand as he glanced over the rap sheet, whistling under his breath at the list of charges. “Drug possession, vagrancy, illegal possession of an unregistered handgun, intent to sell, breaking and entering…” he turned the page. “It looks like Philip was compiling information on him but it’s not complete. There wasn’t anything else?”

She held the key out to him. “This was in the folder.”

He took the key from her and turned it over as he stared at it thoughtfully. “It’s a safe deposit box key.” He ran the pad of his thumb over the serial number on the key. “But your dad didn’t have a second safe deposit box at the bank he used for all of his financial transactions.”

“No, and he never did any of his banking at any other bank that I know of. I called Henry and asked him to come by after Jenny had left with Elena.” She glanced at the clock on the mantle above the fireplace. “He said he’d come by around 3pm.”

Henry Davenport had been Philip’s lawyer and now he was handling legal affairs for Isabel. “What about Devon? Have you called him?”

“I called his office and talked to Sara.” She shrugged one shoulder. “She said he’s been out of reach since yesterday but as soon as he called in she’d let him know we need to speak with him.”

“Isn’t that unusual?”

“She didn’t seem to think so. She said he was working a case and following a lead but that they had no reason to be concerned about his lack of contact at this time.”

“Alright, well, let’s go through what we do have while we’re waiting for Henry to arrive.” He skimmed through what little there was of the other man’s personal history. “There’s not a lot here but this indicates that he was placed in foster care at six years old.” He winced when he reached the end of that section. “Found abandoned and authorities believed he had been on his own for… God, more than a week?!”

“What kind of mother does that, Alex?”

“I don’t know,” he answered honestly. “There’re only bits and pieces and there’s no way your dad didn’t have every possible bit of information he could get his hands on.”

She nodded. “There has to be more.”

They looked at each other. “Safe deposit box,” they said at the same time.

“I just wish I knew why he didn’t tell me about Max until the end. I could’ve handled it, Alex.”

“Maybe he couldn’t, honey,” he murmured. “Maybe the knowledge of what had happened to Max and the direction his life had taken was just more than he was ready to deal with.” He wrapped his arm around her shoulders and pulled her closer. “I wonder if he ever went to see him.”

“Alex, considering what we know from this file, do you think it’s a mistake to keep looking?”

“Because he has a criminal history?”

“I still want to find him, but things are different now. We have Jenny to consider.”

“Things are different now,” he agreed. “But, you know what? The other day I overheard Jenny and Preston talking about that kid he was having problems with at school last year.”

“Bruce Young?” she asked and nodded. She could remember how furious Elena had been when the school bully had chosen her little boy to pick on. “They were talking about that?”

“Um-hmm, she’s had her own share of bullying to deal with so they have that in common. At one point they were debating why some people were mean to others and she turns to him and says: ‘Maybe he just don’t got anybody at home to show him how to be good’.”

Isabel smiled. “That kinda says it all, doesn’t it?”

“Max didn’t have that someone when he was growing up. And we don’t know enough about him to make a decision either way, but regardless, you still want to find him. So, I say we find your brother and see what happens. We’ll decide how far we want to take things after we’ve met him and had a chance to talk.”

*****

Max grunted when he landed in the backseat, his fall stopped by one of the vehicle’s occupants. He glanced at the man and shoved himself upright, pushing his body back against the door. His breath stalled in his throat as his eyes followed the man’s arms and he realized they were bound behind his back.

“Friend of yours, Max?” Damon asked as he observed the younger man’s reaction.

“What? No, I’ve never seen him before in my life.” The man’s face was battered and bloody but he was certain he didn’t recognize him.

“What other reason is there for the sudden appearance of an ex-cop snooping around my house?” He brushed non-existent lint from his pants and sighed loudly before looking at Max. “All that I continue to do for you and you repay me by passing information to some washed up rent-a-cop.”

“Damon, I haven’t given anyone any information about you.”

“No?” He leaned forward and rapped his knuckles against the window separating the front and back seats and a moment later the car jerked out into traffic. He snapped his fingers and Pascal handed him a large manila envelope. He pinched the clasp and upended the envelope, catching the set of photos that slid out. “The evidence if pretty damning, Max.”

He jerked forward to catch the photos when Damon threw them at him. He nervously shuffled them together and felt sweat breaking out on his skin as he sifted through them. Snapshots of several different drug transactions, one of Pascal and another man exchanging money, a couple of Nicholas accepting different packages, and then other shots of him entering Damon’s home with those same packages.

“Not a single photograph of you. Why do you suppose that is? The only reason I can think of to keep you out of such an incriminating lineup of photos is because he doesn’t want you to be identified.”

The man beside Max spoke up. “I told you he has – “

Pascal leaned forward and backhanded the man. “If he wants you to speak he’ll address you,” he bit out.

Max looked at the man, wincing at the condition of his face.

“I suppose we’ll just dispose of this… problem,” Damon said dispassionately.

“There’s no reason to kill him,” Max objected. “Look, I don’t know who he is but you’ve got the pictures he took. Dump him someplace out of sight of any witnesses and let him walk back into the city. You don’t have to kill him.”

“The only good cop is a dead cop or a dirty cop on my payroll.” His cold eyes locked on Max. “Why do you care whether I kill him or not?”

“Because it’s unnecessary. He’s done nothing more than be a nuisance and now he has no evidence of any illegal activities, so just let him go.”

“Max, you’ve been a good soldier since your release. You’ve made the petty runs you’ve been given and you haven’t caused me any problems, but this? This is a major problem.”

“I swear to you, Damon, I don’t know this guy! Why would I risk everything by betraying you? If I was gonna do that I would’ve done it in exchange for a reduced sentence!” He was desperate to make the man see reason. He dropped the photographs on the seat between him and the man. “All I wanted was to find Ava, and I’ve failed. You win, Damon, isn’t that what you wanted?”

Damon shifted to find a more comfortable spot and crossed his arms over his chest. “If you don’t know him, why does he have your name written down in a notebook? Hmm?”

“I don’t know!” he shouted in frustration.

“I think you’re gonna have to prove that you have no connection to this man, that you’re not an informant.” He glanced up when they pulled up the long driveway that led up to his house.

“But you’re not gonna kill him, right?”

“I suppose that depends on you.” He nodded at Pascal when the car came to a stop and the big man climbed out and reached back inside to grab their captive. The door slammed shut, leaving Max alone with Damon. “I have a shipment coming in on Wednesday night and I have clients waiting for product.”

“And if I do that you’ll let that guy go?”

“Max, you’ll be moving some serious weight from that shipment so if you have any ideas about tipping anyone else off – “

“Damon, I’ve never tipped anyone off!”

“Then explain why he has your name on him!” Damon yelled angrily. “Explain why he has my operation under surveillance!”

“I don’t know! Why would I betray you when you’re the only one who knows where Ava is?” He no longer believed that and he had nothing to do with whoever that guy was, but he needed Damon to believe that he still thought he held all the cards otherwise he was completely screwed.

“Make the runs, Max.”

“Wednesday night.”

“The shipment comes in Wednesday night. The drops will be made after that. You’ll know when and where when the time comes and not a minute before.” He stared at the younger man. “Move the product and I’ll let your friend go. Hell, you move this kind of weight without getting caught and I might even let you know where Ava is.” He rapped his knuckles on the window next to him and a moment later Santini opened the back door. “Screw it up and they’re both dead.”

Max swallowed hard. “How do I know she isn’t already dead?”

“For all you know she is.” His lips twisted in a cruel smile. “For all you know that threat could include your new girlfriend.”

“No!” Max lunged at him and was quickly grabbed by the bodyguard and slammed up against the side of the car. “Damn it, Damon, you leave her outta this! She’s not involved!”

“I’d suggest you be ready, Max.” Damon nodded at Santini and the big man tossed him back into the car.

His heart was pounding as the door was slammed shut and he heard the muffled voices as Damon ordered his driver to take him back to where they had picked him up. What the hell was going on? He didn’t know the guy, didn’t know why he would have his name on him or why he had the organization under surveillance, but now some stranger’s life was in his hands. He swallowed down the nauseous feeling that washed over him. Liz’s life was in his hands. It was all coming apart and no matter how hard he tried to hold on, he couldn’t stop the pieces from falling.

*****

“Alex, it’s good to see you again,” Henry Davenport said as he settled into one of the armchairs. He set his briefcase on the floor before easing deeper into the cushions. “You’re looking well.”

The younger man smiled. “Isabel takes good care of me.”

“Yes, she does,” he agreed. “She didn’t say much about why she needed to see me right away.” She had said enough though.

Alex shifted and glanced at the doorway Isabel had disappeared through after seeing Henry inside. “I think I’ll wait for her before we get into that.”

“Very well. How’re things going with Jenny?”

“I don’t think things could be going any better. She’s adjusting well, her legs are healing, her therapy’s progressing at a good pace, and most importantly she’s happy.”

Henry nodded. “A man has everything if his family is provided for and happy.” He glanced up when Isabel came into the room carrying a serving tray with coffee and a selection of cookies.

“I know how busy you are, Henry,” she said as she served the coffee. “I really appreciate you coming out on such short notice.”

“Thank you,” he accepted the cup and saucer from her. “You said this was about Philip.”

Alex leaned forward to snatch a couple of cookies while she retrieved the file folder. “Isabel found some information Philip had been collecting prior to his death. It’s incomplete but she also found a key, which leads us to believe the rest of that information is being held in a safe deposit box.”

Henry sighed. “Your father wanted to be the one to tell you about this.”

Isabel and Alex exchanged a glance. “You know about Max,” she said slowly.

“Philip spent quite a bit of time tracking that young man down.”

“No, Henry, this information has to be something he discovered not long before the accident. He wouldn’t have kept something like this from me.”

“He was trying to protect you.”

“By hiding my brother from me?”

“By making sure he wasn’t bringing a potential threat into this house. Your father never would have put you in danger and after what you’ve read in that file you must understand his concerns.”

“How long did he know?”

“He located your half-brother – “

“My brother,” she corrected stubbornly.

“Very well. He located Mr. Evans about five years ago and you should know that I advised him against getting involved. He was still dealing with losing your mother and I was concerned he wasn’t thinking straight. The young man was serving a possible seven-year sentence, he had problems with drug addiction, he had spent quite a few years on the streets, and he was in the employ of one of this city’s worst criminal organizations. There are so many reasons why bringing that young man into your lives would have been a risk.”

“He needed the stability of a family that would love him – “

“What he needed was to clean his act up.” He shook his head. “I’m not trying to be insensitive, Isabel; I have two daughters myself so I understand why Philip didn’t rush into his decision. He fully intended to tell you when the time was right. Unfortunately, that time never came.”

“Then why didn’t you tell me about Max?” She stood and started to pace. “Henry, it’s been almost three years!” She held the key up. “For all I know this box is no longer active and we’ve lost any chance of knowing what other information my dad had gathered.”

Henry reached for his briefcase, placing it on his lap and unlocking it before opening it. “None of the information has been lost. That safe deposit box was closed out after your father’s death. He had made provisions for the contents to be remanded to my custody pending your notification. There was something in your voice when you called earlier so I took the liberty of removing the information from the firm’s vault.”

“And if she hadn’t stumbled on this information, how much longer would you have waited before notifying her that you knew about Max?” Alex asked.

“I wasn’t authorized to come to you. Philip was debating that before his death but he believed that he would be able to tell you himself. He had put measures in place to provide guidance for the boy and I think he wanted to give it a little time to see how things progressed before he let you know of his existence.”

Isabel took the expandable folder he pulled from his briefcase and she slid the contents out before tossing the folder aside. She handed half of the paperwork to Alex and started thumbing through what was left. “Who’s Garrett Sands?” she asked when she ran across a packet of paper that seemed to be out of place in the file.

“Garrett Sands is a convict serving a life sentence for double homicide.”

Alex glanced up from scanning through the papers on his lap. “What does that have to do with Max?”

“Sands had been in trouble with the law since he was a teenager. He was convicted for his latest crime about eight years ago. He was spending the majority of his time in segregation,” he cleared his throat when the couple exchanged a look. “It’s basically a nicer way of saying solitary confinement. Anyway, he wanted to be returned to general population. Philip was concerned about your brother’s safety while in prison. He was already getting into fights with other inmates, which is not unusual for new prisoners, and there are some ugly realities that can fall on inmates. He wanted to spare him such hardships.”

“So…” Isabel was reading over Sands’ history. “Dad made arrangements for this man to be Max’s cellmate?”

“Yes, that’s exactly what he did. He played golf with several judges so finding the right inmate to pair off with your brother was just a matter of doing some research.”

“And owing one of those judges a favor, I’d imagine,” Alex said.

“But why someone convicted of a double homicide?” Isabel asked, her brow wrinkled in confusion. “There must have been inmates he could’ve chosen that weren’t as violent.”

“Sands has a rather extensive criminal history, but it was nonviolent until his last offense.” He shifted to sit on the edge of the chair. “Once you’ve read further into the file you’ll find that he murdered the men responsible for the deaths of his wife and child. I don’t condone such violence but I believe your father saw something in Sands that told him he could trust him to keep your brother safe.”

Alex nudged Isabel with his shoulder. “Look at this, Iz.” He held up a form requesting admittance into a program upon his release. “Philip made arrangements for Max to go into a program when he’s released.”

“He’s been out for several months,” Henry said after a moment.

“Then you know where to find him,” Isabel said, a hint of excitement entering her voice.

“Isabel, your father made provisions for this young man that’re contingent upon the completion of his sentence and parole.”

“What kind of provisions?” Alex glanced up at the lawyer. “And what happens if he fails?”

“Philip set up an account for him that will allow him to live more than comfortably if he manages to complete his parole and does not return to prison. In the event that he should fail, the account is to be maintained pending his next release on parole. If he fails to successfully complete parole and become a contributing and law-abiding member of society a second time, the account is to be closed and the money donated to a charity that he selected. Upon successful completion of his parole his parole officer will contact me and at that time I will set up a meeting with the young man and explain his financial situation.”

“And at what point was I to be informed of my brother’s existence?”

“Isabel – “

“No, Henry! After the accident I asked you if you knew about Max and you denied having any knowledge of him!”

“You asked me if your father had ever had another child.”

She snorted in disgust. “This’s why I could never be a lawyer.”

Alex raised his head to stare at the other man. “You lied to her on a technicality?”

“You have to understand that right now this young man is still a liability. He may be out on parole but that doesn’t necessarily mean it’s safe to have him around you. Or your child,” he said with a pointed look. “He’s led a much different kind of life, he’s been exposed to criminal elements that you do not want in your lives, and – “

“And that was our decision to make,” Isabel interrupted. “You should’ve told me, Henry.”

“Isabel, when you asked there was so much going on and you had a lot on your plate. Knowing where he was at that time could’ve allowed you to make decisions that were ill-advised.”

“I had a right to know!” she snapped.

“And I had an obligation to my old friend to make sure you remained safe from your own curiosity.” He sighed. “Isabel, you may not agree with my decisions, but they were made in your best interest.”

“Henry, don’t ever lie to me again.” She stared down at the picture of her brother, struggling to remember what he had looked like as a child. “I want to know where he is.”

“You’re familiar with the program Nancy and Jeff Parker are associated with?”

Isabel searched her brain for the name, finally locating it after several moments. “No, not really. I know she and Mom chaired several charity committees together. They were in the same social circle but Mom was more involved in finding homes for children and protecting them and Mrs. Parker was involved in…” her eyes widened, “some sort of program for parolees.”

“The program has a high rate of success and it suited your brother’s situation so Philip made arrangements to ensure he would be placed there after his release.” He pulled a small legal pad from his briefcase and ripped a page off of it. “This’s the address and telephone number for their home as well as Mr. Parker’s restaurant. It’s my understanding that your brother has been placed in a job working there and he’s also living in a guesthouse on their property.”

Alex waited patiently after Henry left, watching Isabel as she prowled around the room and stared at the piece of paper in her hand. She was sorting through the information they had been given and weighing their options. He knew her though, and he knew she was going to want to set up a meeting as soon as possible.
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