Author:Shadowlynxbehr
Disclaimer: Sadly, I don't own Roswell or any thing to do with it's characters, story lines, or actors.
Pairings: Max and Liz. Liz POV.
Rating:Adult, just to be safe.
Summary: Liz comes from an ordinarily 'perfect' family. What happens when she meets a young man who isn't 'perfect'? At least that's the first impression...
Author's Note: This is a story I started writing a couple of years ago, and started to realize how Roswell characters fit, so I went back and redid it with some of them and I like this version better. LOL. I 'borrowed' Serena from the show to use as Liz's sister and her younger brother, Kevin is my own creation. Oh and the Max in this story....looks like Jason from 'ITC' premiere. ~grin~

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Part 1
It wasn’t like I was in a dream or anything. It seemed perfectly natural. I got in the car after work and just kept driving. Where I was headed wasn’t important. I just wanted to get away from the city and my troublesome family life. So many things were swirling inside my head. It wasn’t that I was mad, I was just bored, well depressed is more like it. I don’t know how to explain it. It’s that feeling you get when you don’t know which thing to do because you like them both so much.
I finally drove up onto a bluff overlooking the city. It was my favorite place to go if I wanted to be alone to think. I got out of the car and went to the edge and sat down. Someone had smoothed out the rough stones and built a wooden platform making it look like a balcony of some sort. Whoever did it must be long gone because no one else ever comes up here. At least I never saw anyone else in all the times I’ve been up here.
I sat there looking out over the city. It was a beautiful night. The sky was clear. I took a deep breath, breathing in the cool night air. Sitting there, feeling the breeze against my skin and in my hair, made me feel all right.
I had left the city because I wanted to do something that was out of the ordinary. Something that was more exciting in my life. I mean, I come from a perfect little family.
My father was the owner of the most popular restaurant in town, Horizons. It wasn’t a really expensive place, but it wasn’t a teenage hangout either. People ate there during lunch hours, at least some of the higher paid job workers did. It was the best place to dine out or have get-togethers or business parties. It sounds stuffy, but the food, service, and atmosphere are actually wonderful.
My mother had been working with the telephone company, but she quit to raise a family. Dad was making more that enough money anyway. He made enough money to buy a house in the suburbs. Actually, to be more specific, it is Country Club suburbia. He had enough money to let mom have anything she wanted and he had enough money to buy a black Mercedes for him, a white BMW for mom, and a black Escalade for the family!
I have two brothers, one older and one younger, and I have one sister, who’s the youngest of us four. Alex, the oldest is twenty-two and a future lawyer. The light brown BMW he drives was, in fact, given to him by my father as a graduation present. He lives in an apartment not far from our neighborhood with his wife, Isabel.
Isabel is beautiful. How my brother got her, I will never know. She could have been a successful model, but she got married and quit because Alex didn’t like her to model and he didn’t trust anyone in that business. Isabel is the one I go to if I really need advice. She seems to understand me a lot. I love talking to her because she lets me be myself.
Kevin is sixteen and a pest. He’s spoiled rotten too. He hangs around with the popular ‘in’ crowd at school and drives around in his red Viper that dad got for him, of course. He dresses in the latest stylish fashions and can always be found in either of these five places; the mall, the bowling alley, the movie theater, in his room, or at a friends house watching MTV or any popular movie. He’s a pest because he never stops bugging me. He can’t understand why I’m different, but then no one can.
My sister, Serena, is the quiet one. I mean really quiet. She hardly ever talks, but when she does, no one seems to get what she’s saying. She’s eleven and spends her time reading. She reads everything from the Wall Street Journal to comic books. If you gave her an encyclopedia, she’d read it too! That’s why no one gets her, for an eleven year old, she’s very smart. She seems older than my father at times. She dresses in ‘I-don’t-care’ clothes. You know, the shaggy hair, scruffy jeans, and worn shirts kind. Almost like a slacker, but not quite. She’s absolutely cool though, so don’t let the appearance fool you. I guess you could say I’m closest to her. We’re both outcasts in a way, but she makes it much more obvious than I do.
As for me, my name’s Elizabeth. Yep, the perfect name for the perfect girl, but that’s not the way I really feel. I’m eighteen and a senior in high school. I hang around with the most popular kids because I’m one of them. I never asked for it, but I was voted the prettiest and most popular girl all through high school. I used to spend a lot of time in front of a mirror trying to figure out what makes me so pretty. I never thought I was pretty. Maria Deluca, my best friend, is very pretty. In fact, she’s beautiful like Isabel is. No one would believe me when I used to say that, so I don’t voice my opinion anymore.
I even have a boyfriend, Kyle, he’s on the football team and he’s class president. He’s the handsomest and most popular guy in our senior class, so it’s only natural that we’re a couple. I could have been a cheerleader like all the other popular girls, including Maria, but I didn’t find it fun. I gave up on after school activities and club organizations after my sophomore year. All I did now was work after school and weekends at the Body Shop, an alternative styled clothes store for people who are different, like me. That’s my kind of store. Most of the outfits I own now are from there. Oh, yes, and I have a car too; a black Mustang convertible because it’s the only thing dad and I could agree on. I wanted a simple car, like a Toyota or a Honda, but dad wanted me to get a car like Alex’s or Kevin’s. I finally got him to settle for the Mustang.
Anyway, I was sitting there looking up at the sky wishing for something exciting to happen. I wanted to live in a different way. I wanted to do things that were new, fun, and a little wild. I wanted to forget about all the problems I had, to be free of all the cares of the world.
I got up and walked back to the car. I looked at my watch, it was eleven-fifteen. I had been here an hour and I had to meet Maria at The Sidewalk by eleven-thirty.
The Sidewalk is exactly what its name implies. It is one big sidewalk with stores and clubs on either side. You could see all kinds of people there from all walks of life. There were the preps, the bikers, nerds, punks, alt rockers, and almost anyone else you can think of. I knew Kevin would be with the preps. If I was going out, so was he; that was the rule in our house. He hung out at a different club that I did. His was Planet Pop and I went to Spotlights. Anyone who was in the spotlight, meaning popular, hung out there.
I got there just a few minutes late, but Maria was waiting for me. We went inside to join our crowd where Kyle was saving a seat for me. I sat down next to him and he gave me a kiss. Smiling, he said, “So, how was work today? Make any sales?”
I nodded, “Yes, we sold stuff like we always do.”
Kyle hated my job. I think he hated everything I did because it wasn’t the ‘in’ thing to do. He tried to get me to work at The Gap or Abercrombie and Fitch, but I had refused.
Things were pretty normal that night as usual, so I got bored quickly. It was always the same thing, but I stayed until almost one anyway then said my good-byes. I did have to get up for work anyway. After I said good-bye to Kyle, Maria and I headed for my car. She was spending the night with me.
That’s when I saw him. He had just walked out of the club across the sidewalk and stood for a moment, lighting a cigarette and looking at the passing mass of people. He had shoulder length black hair and hazel eyes that could lure a girl into a swoon. His lips were sultry, his bottom lip a little fuller than the top one. He had a strong jaw line and a long, straight nose that gave his face a chiseled look.
He was wearing comfortable worn out jeans, torn at the knees. He had a tight, black shirt with a black leather jacket over that. His left ear was pierced and a decorated silver hoop dangled there.
Our eyes met for a moment and I saw a half-smile form on his lips. I looked away and started walking to the car. His smile had disarmed me and made me nervous. Maria was asking me what was wrong and I said I just wanted to go home.
Maria didn’t bother me at all when we got home. We got ready for bed because both of us had to work in the morning. She did indeed work at The Gap. When the lights were finally out, I tried sleeping, but I kept thinking of the guy I saw that night. There had been something about him. Something in his eyes, something different, but I couldn’t figure it out.
TBC......if you think I should.....[/b]