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Miss Cris: I imagine some of the people in this story would have no trouble with the idea of animals expressing grief....but they
would have trouble imagining the aliens expressing grief.
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Note: Urza reflects on what happened with Vilandra and Khivar in more detail in Parts 3, 8, 21, and 23 of this story.
PART FORTY-SIX
July 7, 1947, 2255 hours
Eagle Rock Military Base
An awkward silence descended as the nurse pulled the curtain to block their view of the aliens on the other side. Private Spade studied her for a moment in the dim light of the desk lamp. She was a Lieutenant, and quite a pretty one at that, with large brown eyes and beautiful dark hair. Her fragile appearance belied the strength she had just demonstrated.
“So,” he said, eager to fill the silence. “What’s your name?”
The nurse returned his smile. He wasn’t surprised to find she had a nice smile. “Yvonne White. What’s yours?”
“Spade. Private Spade, ma’am.”
“I meant your first name. The one your mama uses.”
A nice smile, and she drove a hard bargain. “No one gets to use that but Mama,” Spade said with mock seriousness. “Call me Stephen.” He glanced toward the closed curtain. “How did you come to be mixed up in all this?”
“The same way you did, most likely,” Yvonne replied. “I was in the wrong place at the wrong time.” She frowned. “Or perhaps I should say the right place at the right time.”
“What do you mean?”
Leaning in toward him, Yvonne whispered, “It’s healing itself. The creature on the stretcher, I mean. It’s been healing itself all day. I’ve been able to keep anyone from learning that because the doctors they called aren’t here yet, but once they get here…….” She bit her lip and glanced toward the curtain. “I just hope they can help it before the doctors get here. It will never survive what they’re going to do to it.” She crossed her arms in front of her and hugged herself as if she were cold. “Why are you helping them?”
“Ladies first. Why are
you helping them?”
Yvonne smiled. “Lady or no, I outrank you, Private.
You first.”
Spade stared at her for a moment before breaking into a smile. He was surrounded by people who wouldn’t give an inch. All kinds of people. Even non-human people.
“Why don’t you have some coffee while you tell me all about it,” Yvonne said, indicating the pot and settling back in her chair. The issue of who was going first had definitely been settled.
“Yes ma’am,” Spade agreed, still smiling. Dealing with grumpy aliens wasn’t so bad if one got to sit and have coffee with a pretty girl. There were worse things in life.
But first, he needed to find the little boy’s room. He’d needed to pee a good hour ago, and his back teeth were nearly floating.
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<Brivari, we should leave
now,> Jaddo argued when they were alone. <The sooner we get the sacs, the sooner we can return for Urza.>
<You should listen to the human,> Urza said weakly from his prone position on the stretcher. <He knows this place better than you do.>
<And what if they move them?> Jaddo asked, ignoring Urza. <Or what if the human is deliberately keeping us here to give them time to move them?>
Brivari shook his head. <He has been with me for almost an hour, and he was incarcerated before that; it’s unlikely he would know about them. I’m guessing the sacs won’t be moved until the scientists they’ve called have arrived. We can wait.> He turned to Urza. <I take it you are now willing to break your promise?>
<At this point, there is some doubt I will be around to fulfill the entire promise,> Urza said wearily. <Someone else might need to handle the situation in my stead. And that someone will need to know what they are dealing with. I am prepared to tell you everything.>
<Wonderful,> grumbled Jaddo. <Here we sit in enemy territory because Urza wants to tell you something. Far be it from me to interrupt.>
<This will interest you too, Jaddo,> Urza said.
<How?> Jaddo retorted. <What could you possibly have to say that would interest me?>
<You want to know how Rath knew Khivar was coming, don’t you?> Urza whispered. <How he knew to reach the gate before they arrived? Isn’t that what keeps you awake at night?>
Jaddo’s face froze. Brivari slowly turned to look at him. <Rath knew?> he asked, in the same, dangerous tone he had used in the stasis chamber on the ship when he and Jaddo had had words. <You never told me that.>
<Of course I didn’t,> Jaddo replied stonily. <I know Rath did not betray Zan. He did not have it in him. He even had the chance, and he turned it down. If I had told you, you would have jumped to conclusions—the wrong conclusions.>
<And where were you, while Rath was busy
not betraying the King?>
Jaddo looked away. <I was upstairs, watching from a window, as he commanded. I had no idea what he was doing. We didn’t yet know what was happening. But Rath did. Somehow, he did.>
Brivari took a moment to digest this new information. He had known that Rath had fought, of course, with whatever soldiers he could muster on such short notice. But he’d had no idea that Rath had known ahead of time that the Argilians were coming.
<Urza, here, assures me that Rath was no traitor, but he refuses to say how he came by that information,> Jaddo went on irritably. <I take it you’re ready to share now?>
Brivari leaned in closer to Urza. He knew he shouldn’t be pressuring him now, when he was wounded and exhausted, but the desire to know, to finally learn what had destroyed that which he had worked so hard to build was too powerful. <Who did it, Urza? Who was the traitor?>
Urza looked away and was silent for a long moment, as though gathering strength to answer the question.
He’s going to say it’s him, Brivari thought with shock.
But how could it be? How could Urza possibly have betrayed Zan?
Finally, Urza turned back to Brivari, a look of resignation on his face. He spoke only one word, the one Brivari least expected to hear.
<Vilandra.>
<
What?!> Jaddo erupted. <Honestly, Urza, this is no time for games! Do you really expect us to believe Vilandra did this?> He looked to Brivari for support, but Brivari was speechless, staring. Remembering.
“I should have watched her, stopped her, long before it came to this.”
“She was young and foolish, and she thought she was in love. She didn’t realize what she was dealing with.”
“Why should her brother get to choose his mate while she did not?”
Urza’s words, so incomprehensible when spoken in his quarters last night, suddenly came into horrible focus. Here he’d been mentally running down lists of soldiers, servants, dissidents like Orlon, anyone he could think of. And all along, the answer was right under his nose. Not to mention the answer to the identity of the one the rogue Covari had spoken of.
“She will live again, and the others will be treated to a glorious public execution.”
<Oh, my God……> Brivari whispered.
Jaddo was looking at him with alarm. <Brivari, you can’t possibly believe this. She wasn’t capable of it! Vilandra was just too stupid to pull off anything like …….>
He never finished. Jaddo flew into the air, arcing gracefully backwards until he hit the wall with a thump and slid down to the floor.
Brivari looked at Urza, who had struggled to one elbow, the other arm raised, palm extended, eyes blazing with energy he couldn’t afford to expend. <Don’t you
ever talk about my Ward that way again, or I swear I’ll kill you!> Urza said angrily. <With my dying breath, if need be!>
<Enough!> snapped Brivari. Jaddo was struggling to stand up, but Urza’s mental grip still held him firm. <Urza, release him!
Now!>
Slowly, Urza dropped his hand and sank back onto the stretcher. Jaddo pulled himself to his feet, managing to look surprised, embarrassed, and downright furious all at once.
<You’re very fond of referring to Vilandra as ‘stupid’, aren’t you?> Urza said flatly to Jaddo. <What I’m about to tell you should convince you otherwise. And when I’m finished, you’ll wish she really had been as stupid as you thought she was.>
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“That’s awful,” Yvonne said sympathetically, tracing her finger around the rim of her coffee cup. “But you do realize that it wasn’t your fault, don’t you? You didn’t shoot him—your friend did.”
“It was my responsibility,” Spade said tightly, leaning back in his chair with his coffee cup on his lap. “You saw that thing—West filled it so full of holes it looks like alien Swiss cheese. I couldn’t look at it at the time, but when I saw it just now, laying there, I….” He paused, swallowing. “The safety of prisoners rests with those who capture them. He surrendered to
me; I captured him. This one’s on my tab.”
Yvonne shook her head vigorously. “We can’t control what others do, Stephen. We can try, but the only actions we have any real control over are our own. You’re only responsible for
your behavior, not anyone else’s. You can’t atone for something you didn’t do.”
“It’s not just that thing getting shot,” Spade said, leaning his head against the wall and closing his eyes. God, he was tired. He could really use a nap right about now. “It’s the whole ‘lie about it’ business. They want me to say it attacked, but it didn’t. And they want me to say it
didn’t attack earlier, but it did. Talk about screwed up.” He sighed. “The thing is, if you’d asked me yesterday if my CO’s would ever ask me to lie like this, I’d have said no, no way. I just can’t believe this.”
“They’re scared,” Yvonne murmured, with a glance at the closed curtain. “Everyone is scared. Even them. Everyone is reacting out of fear. That’s never a good thing.”
“If you ask me, it’s not all about fear, at least not on this side of the canyon,” Spade said darkly. “I think it’s more about power.” He followed her gaze toward the other side of the room. “Why do you suppose it’s so quiet?” he asked, eyeing the curtain. “I thought they had lots to talk about.”
“Perhaps they have another way of communicating,” Yvonne said. “A more private way.”
Both of them jumped as a sudden
thump shook the room. Looking at the curtain, Spade was astonished to see the shadow of what looked like a body flat against the wall. It slid to the floor, then struggled to get up, as if pushing against some invisible force.
Spade whistled softly through his teeth. “It appears they do have another means of communication,” he said to Yvonne, “but it doesn’t look very private. And I must admit, it’s nice to know they do that to each other too.”
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<She was in love with him, wasn’t she?> Brivari said in a toneless voice.
Urza gave a half nod, and turned his head away from Brivari. That meant he had to look in Jaddo’s direction, but for once, that was preferable. Jaddo would be angry and disdainful, as usual, but that would be easier to take than Brivari’s inevitable crushing disappointment. Besides, he cared what Brivari thought of him; he was beyond caring what Jaddo thought. Jaddo could never abide either him or his Ward, and was no doubt about to feel vindicated.
<She thought she was, at least,> Urza said.
<She was in love with
whom?> Jaddo demanded impatiently.
<Khivar,> Urza sighed, and shuddered a little. Finally saying that out loud made him cold. <Vilandra was in love with Khivar.>
Jaddo opened his mouth as if to begin another rant, then closed it as the implications of that statement began to sink in. For once in his life, he apparently could think of nothing to say.
<I had heard reports that she was having an affair, but not who with. How? When?> Brivari asked, still in that toneless voice. He wasn’t looking at Urza, and his expression was blank.
<I caught them meeting each other in secret in the palace. I sent him packing and went immediately to the King.>
<Of course you did,> Jaddo said with uncharacteristic approval.
Urza shook his head. <That was a mistake. Zan and Vilandra had a huge fight. I did not like the look in her eyes. She was wild, panicky. I tried to tell him that—I knew his sister better than he did. But Zan tried to remedy the situation by forcing the issue. The next morning he announced her betrothal to Rath, and Vilandra locked herself in her room.>
<What do you know of this?> Jaddo asked Brivari.
Brivari was still looking away, with that disturbing blank expression. <I knew about the fight, of course; you can’t hide something like that in a palace,> he answered. <But Zan and Vilandra fighting was not uncommon, nor was Vilandra flouncing off to pout. I asked Zan what this latest upheaval was about, and he brushed me off, saying he’d already dealt with it. He wouldn’t tell me,> Brivari said in a low voice, <and I didn’t press him. If I had known……> His voice trailed off.
<Vilandra stayed in her room for days,> Urza went on, <insisting she would not come out until she was afforded the same privilege as her brother—the right to choose her own mate. Then she abruptly changed. She announced to Zan that she had decided he was right and proceeded to immerse herself in wedding plans. She acted completely transformed.>
<And she was lying,> Jaddo said flatly.
<Yes,> Urza sighed, nodding weakly. <She continued to meet Khivar at the palace and communicate with him via courier. I didn’t realize this for quite some time. Months went by, and she seemed happy. But something had always bothered me. It was not like her to change her mind so quickly, to acquiesce so completely.>
<I didn’t press him,> Brivari repeated distantly. <I assumed it was some dispute or other about the wedding.> He looked at Urza. <When did you find out?>
<The night before it happened,> Urza said. He paused and swallowed. Remembering was almost physically painful. He was still horribly weak, and the effort expended to attack Jaddo had only made things worse. <She was sometimes not where she had said she would be, and I became suspicious. I started following her. I discovered her hiding a letter in the garden, down by the water, and I waited for the one who would retrieve it—an Argilian servant, as it turned out. I confiscated the letter, and the servant. He was most informative. With the right persuasion,> he added, with a grim smile.
Brivari and Jaddo exchanged glances. Urza was a gentle soul except where his Ward was concerned. No doubt that hapless servant had died a painful death.
<And the letter?> Brivari prodded.
<Full of nonsense about how much he loved her,> Urza said angrily. <I spent the night extracting what I could from the servant. He never mentioned the impending invasion—I doubt he knew. By the time I was finished, it was almost dawn and I went to find her. I couldn’t. She was gone.>
<Dawn,> Jaddo murmured. <That’s when it started. Right before dawn.>
<I finally found her sitting on the front balcony, waiting,> Urza went on. <She smiled when she saw me, and said it would all soon be over, and that I was too late. ‘Too late for what?’ I asked. ‘Too late to stop it,’ she said.>
Jaddo moved to stand beside Urza, opposite Brivari. <Do you mean to tell me that she sat, smiling and gloating, while her own people were invaded?>
<No!> Urza protested. <That’s not the story he told her! She had arranged to lower our defenses. Supposedly Khivar was coming with an entourage that would normally never have been allowed in the palace. He was to demand her hand in marriage, and she planned to appear and publicly accept, placing Zan in an awkward position before both his own and Khivar’s people. Khivar had convinced her that their marriage would benefit everyone, that only by uniting the races in their marriage would true peace be obtained.>
<Rubbish,> Jaddo snapped.
<Yes, rubbish,> Urza agreed. <But she did not see it. Not until I insisted we contact those on the perimeter of the city. They reported that Khivar had arrived with an army and was slaughtering indiscriminately. That was when she realized she’d been used.>
<So who went to Rath?> Brivari asked.
<Urza did,> said Jaddo bitterly. <Do you really think
she would have shown her face to Rath after what she did?>
<You’re wrong,> Urza said firmly. <Rath was the easy one to approach. He would fight first, ask questions later. Zan was another matter. We both knew he would be furious. I offered to go to Zan, but she refused. She said it was her duty to face her brother herself.>
<I’m glad to hear she suffered a brief moment of maturity,> Jaddo said dryly. <Imagine that.>
<She never reached him,> Urza whispered. <Zan and Ava were dead when she found them.>
<But....Khivar had not yet arrived,> Jaddo said. <How could they have been dead then?>
<Let me finish,> Urza insisted. <I went to Rath and told him what was happening. I—I told him everything.>
<So he knows Vilandra betrayed him?> Jaddo said flatly.
Urza swallowed again. <Yes. Then I headed for the King. On the way there I found Vilandra. She had found the King and Queen dead, and was trying to reach Rath when she herself was attacked.>
<By whom?>
<An Argilian. Someone she didn’t recognize. She begged me not to tell anyone what she’d done. I told her we would bring her back, and then we could go to Zan and explain.> Urza’s voice caught. <She died in my arms. I held her for a long time. I should have gone with her. I could have protected her, that was my
job……> He broke off and looked away, clearly awash in grief. No one pressed him to continue. Jaddo waited, obviously grateful to have confirmation that Rath was not responsible as he had feared. Brivari looked empty, stricken.
After a minute or two, Urza continued. <Shortly after that I heard the Argilians entering the palace. I moved her body to what I thought was a secluded place and left to find you,> he said, looking at Brivari. <But when we returned, they’d found her anyway. Not that I let them live to tell of it,> he added grimly, remembering with satisfaction how he had savagely disposed of all in the vicinity of Vilandra’s body. <The rest, you know.>
<So. Khivar sent assassins ahead of his army,> Jaddo said.
<No,> Urza replied, shaking his head. <I don’t think that was Khivar’s doing. The one thing that servant I captured kept repeating was how Khivar was going to enjoy the look on Zan’s face when he married his sister. And Khivar was just like that. He would have wanted them alive to gloat. He would have wanted
her alive, if for no other reason than to give him validity. Her death, at least, was someone else’s doing. I don’t know whose.>
< ‘She will live again,’> Brivari whispered. <I thought she had misheard…I had no idea…..>
<You thought who had misheard what?> Jaddo asked curiously.
Brivari looked up, wearing an expression like he had just come out of a trance. <This is bad. Very bad,> he said, ignoring Jaddo’s question. <Orlon said they would follow us; they might have a way to do that. And now Khivar has an even more compelling reason for pursuit. If he was counting on having Zan’s sister as his mate to cement his position…….>
Jaddo looked down at Urza. <Did the servant you captured say anything about following us?>
<Not specifically,> Urza said, remembering the triumphant expression he had been so pleased to wipe off the man’s face. <But he did indirectly. He kept going on about the superiority of their race, and claimed they had found a way to use the project for themselves. And there’s something else.>
<More bad news? Do tell,> Jaddo grumbled.
<The servant also claimed that they had Covari spies planted in the palace whom we would never find. That must mean Covari were taking the shape of other Covari. If they had taken anyone else’s shape, we would have noticed.>
Jaddo cast a skeptical look at Brivari. <Balor?>
But Brivari had lapsed back into silence, and Urza answered. <It’s possible that ‘Balor’ may not really have been Balor for some time now. Taking each other’s forms is something we never do. We would not have known to be suspicious.>
Silence ensued, a long, uncomfortable silence. The clock ticked. The humans could be heard talking quietly on the other side of the curtain. Urza waited for the firestorm he knew was coming, knew he deserved. When several minutes had passed, he decided to force the issue.
<Say something,> he demanded to Brivari. <
Anything.>
Brivari slowly turned to look at him, as though he had forgotten Urza was there. <What would you have me say, Urza? That after mentally going through a list of every soldier, servant, and courtier I could think of, the traitor turned out to be right under my nose? That the person whom I deemed the most trustworthy turned out to be the
least trustworthy? Zan’s own sister was the traitor that brought him down. What did she want? Did she want to be Queen at Khivar’s side? Is that what this was all about?>
<She was no traitor, Brivari,> Urza objected. He had known Brivari would not, indeed
could not, understand. <She had no idea this would happen. She believed Khivar. She thought she was in love. She wanted to choose her own path. She was chafing at the restrictions of royalty. She felt hemmed in, trapped…..she was so unhappy….>
<Oh, she was 'unhappy', was she?> Brivari interrupted sharply. <
She was unhappy.
She was chafing at the restrictions of her station. Did she realize that the world Riall and I built was the reason she even
had a station to chafe at? Did she have any idea how much more unhappy she would likely have been had Riall not taken the throne and ruled as he did? She was
unhappy, was she? I would gladly have shown her ‘unhappy’! She had no idea what real ‘unhappiness’ means!>
Brivari abruptly rose to his feet and started pacing, eyes flashing dangerously. <But I can’t tell her that, can I? I can’t tell her a thing, because she single handedly brought down the civilization her father and I built. Not Khivar, nor any of the other factions. No generals did this, or disgruntled servants. No,> Brivari finished, coming to a halt beside Urza, <our world is gone because a silly girl had a
crush!>
Brivari angrily started pacing again and Urza looked away, his eyes locking with Jaddo’s. Instead of the expected triumphant vindication, he was surprised to see there something that looked vaguely like…..sympathy?
<And where were
you during all of this?> Brivari began again, leaning on the stretcher. <You knew her—you knew how stubborn she could be. You didn’t suspect her when she had that sudden reversal? You didn’t think to question her honesty? Why did months go by before you thought to do your duty? If you had caught this earlier, this would
never have happened!>
Urza didn’t answer. Brivari was right, of course. He should have suspected Vilandra’s motives. But even he had not thought her capable of such folly. And she had played the part of the bride-to-be so well, had seemed so happy, and……..and he was so glad to see her happy that he had not questioned it until it was too late.
<Leave him be, Brivari,> Jaddo said suddenly.
Brivari whirled on him. <Why?>
<Thinking one’s Ward a liar is not a pleasant thought,> Jaddo replied quietly. <I have been in that position of late.> He paused, while Urza contemplated the extraordinary turn of events that had Jaddo actually defending him for the first time in memory. <I know I would have resisted—and did resist—learning the truth if it were Rath in question. Vilandra is responsible for her own actions.>
<He should have been watching,> Brivari said coldly.
<Yes, he should have been,> Jaddo responded evenly. <But how do we know that would have worked? She could have pulled the same thing, pretending to cooperate while still continuing to see Khivar. She’s obviously more devious than I ever gave her credit for,> he added, with grudging admiration. <I can be grateful, at least, that she and Rath never married. As I said earlier, she did not love him. Obviously I was right.>
<She was confused,> Urza protested. <She didn’t realize what Khivar was. She rejected Rath because she had not chosen him herself—Zan chose him for her. But I know how fond she was of Rath; had she been given the opportunity to choose for herself, I believe she would have chosen him. She sent me to Rath when disaster struck; she knew she could rely on him. I believe she could have loved him. And I know that he loved her.>
<Of course he did,> Jaddo said bitterly. <The sun rose and set on Vilandra as far as Rath was concerned. He loved her so much he made an absolute fool of himself. For the life of me, I cannot figure out why someone like Rath would have been the least bit interested in such a vain, foolish woman!>
<She was much more than that, Jaddo,> Urza protested, shaking his head weakly. <I knew that. Rath knew that. You never figured that out. You never managed to see past the exterior.>
<I would argue there wasn’t anything ‘past the exterior’ to see,> Jaddo groused.
<Enough!> Brivari barked. He looked severely at Urza. <You failed,> he announced. <You failed in your duties, and because of you, we find ourselves in this marvelous situation.>
<I believe I have already pointed that out,> Urza said. <And I have suffered for my lack of vigilance right along with the rest of you.>
<Not enough,> Brivari said flatly. He raised his hand. <The punishment for treason is death.>
Urza lay impassive at this announcement. He had expected this, and he was nearly dead anyway. He had only hoped to live long enough to help rectify his mistake, but it appeared he had done all he would be able to. He closed his eyes and waited for the end.
<Stop!> commanded Jaddo.
Urza opened his eyes to find Jaddo standing across from Brivari, hand raised, with a look of determination on his face.
<How dare you?> Brivari breathed.
<You have
no right,> Jaddo stated firmly.
<He’s a traitor!> Brivari argued, his voice rising. <His Ward is a traitor! You know what that means!>
<Urza is no traitor,> Jaddo protested. <And neither was Vilandra. She was plotting to run away with her lover, not bring down her brother’s throne. She was stupid and thoughtless, as usual, and Urza was not as careful he should have been, but that does not make them traitors. Nor does that give you the right to carry out an execution only the King can order.>
<The King is not here,> Brivari said tightly, hand still raised.
<Then we will wait until he returns, and he may deal with them as he sees fit. Think,> Jaddo added hurriedly, as Brivari took another step closer to Urza. <There are only three of us left. Would you further endanger our Wards by reducing our number to two? Urza should live, if for no other reason than to redeem himself.>
Brivari took another step closer, and Jaddo matched it. Their hands were only a few inches apart, suspended over Urza.
<I mean it, Brivari,> Jaddo said softly. <I
will stop you if I have to.>
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Next week......
Brivari and Jaddo square off over what's to be done about (to?) Urza, and....
....Private Spade has the dubious pleasure of leading two sparring aliens on a rescue mission.
I'll post Part 47 next Sunday.

ISABEL: And what is home, anyway? Half of me is from there, half of me is from here. What makes one half more important than the other?