Roswell Fanatics

~Tess~ "Bye Isabel," I call after ehr as she heads over to Michael's bike. She was upset, but well not as bad as Maria, or as Michael seems to be. I cringe inwardly at all the discord one small action between Max and I ahs caused. Maybe if I hadn't been so hell bent on it in the first plac...

~Tess~ My heart plummets when Max says that he figures we should go and tell the Sherrif before the others do. I nod slowly. I never really thought about having to tell him. I mean it should ahve crossed my mind, but it didn't. And now the nervousness is kicking in all over again. Jim's like a fathe...

~Tess~ When I hear his response I sigh deeply. He has got to be dying on the inside. Despite how strong he's being in his silence, he's got to be falling apart. I know he's falling apart. I pull him closer to me, offering support. "I'm sorry," I whisper to him softly. I'm sorry to see him ...

Sorry the post has been so long in coming. The short of it is that I had a really rocky patch....some things sparked memories and everything spiraled downhill from there, doing the whole depressed not crawling out of bed thing. I'm still pretty screwed up, so I'm sorry if this is too short, or reall...

~Tess~ I nod to Kyle. I'm not okay though, but I can't for the life of me tell him I'm not okay. It would just be wrong on so many levels. I'd ruin what small semblence of normal I had worked so ahrd to get. And I couldn't do that. Selfishly. or maybe unselfishly, I don't even know anymore ebcuase I...

Okay, so I had to think long and hard about how to reply and eventhough I'm pretty sure we agree that tehy aren't going to be together yet, I couldn't resist giving them a slightly awkward, tortured moment...or the possibility for one anyway, lol. If Pheebs were reading she'd proclaim I was evil for...

Oh wow, Fallen Magic, your Kyle part made me have to really think on my response, lol ~Tess~ I still stare up at Kyle in complete disbelief. He wants to know if I'm happy? And what's he gonna do if I say no? It's not like he can rescue me from my life, right? I try to get my thoughts straight becaus...

I ended up with internet access out ehre after all. For a little while anyway. ~Mollie ~Tess~ I'm amazed at how quickly Kyle can change gears. How one second he seems to be so angry and then the next he's appologizing. He asked so many questions. There are so many words to say. But I don't even know...

~Tess~ I hear Kyle ask me what is going on and I regret that the monet is indeed here. That I ahve to tell him. becuase now that I'm standing here with Kyle about to tell him that I'm prgnant my view on things is different. A litte skewed. I'm nervous. I'm nervous at what he'll do. What judgement he...

~Tess~ I cringe inwardly at Liz's act of being calm. I don't want to be involved in telling ehr, unless max is going to make another group announcement. And he's making no move to do that. And honestly, Tess and Michael deserve more. I look up to Max and give him a small smile,"Why don't you te...