DSOT (White Room Chapter) AU TEEN {COMPLETE}

[BeccaBehr]

Title: DSOT White Room Chapter
Author: BeccaBehr
Disclaimer: I own nothing, sadly!
Summary: I know I was going to leave it a while but what the hell! This is set a year after Liz's mindwarp. Here's the link for the Mindwarp Chapter...http://www.roswellfanatics.net/viewtopic.php?t=4571

I can't believe that life's so complex
When I just want to sit here and watch you undress
I can't believe that life's so complex
When I just want to sit here and watch you undress

Dear Journal
It's been a year since I was mindwarped and I am remembering more and more each day thank god. I am deeply in love with Max Evans and after graduation we are going to get married. I've never wanted to be with anyone else like this before. My powers are getting stronger and stronger and I am in constant need of the granilith because of it.
Things have been dull round here and I just wish something would happen to break the cycle. I know I shouldnt wish such things and I should have learned my lesson after last time but I need the excitement whatever it is. It's what I'm used to and if another alien comes along then so be it! Max and I spent the night together last night and the most horrible and scary thing about it was my mom felt it because I'm sort of her clone. The eww factor on that is through the roof

"Liz honey it's time for school!" mom called and I stopped writing. I was getting a little carried away with myself. I put my journal away behind the brick and went downstairs and found mom waiting with my backpack.
"I can't believe you slept with the king of Antar!" she was not going to let that go!
"I can't believe you felt it and anyway we're in love. You know that you felt that too"
"Yes I did but still. My daughter slept with a man, a king for that matter!" she snapped. I am never going to live this down!
I waited on the corner for Maria to pull up but she was late as usual. I opened the little brown lunch bag mom had given me and saw that she had put a note in it saying to stay away from Max. It was just a little OTT humor I knew she would never keep me away from Max after something like that... would she?
I heard a car coming to a stop and I looked up with a grin but it disappeared when I came face to face with three men in suits leaning out of a black people carrier. They grabbed me and pulled me inside and slammed the door. I was paralysed with fear as they held me down and stuck a needle in my arm. I screamed but then blanked out.

This is love, this is love
That I'm feeling
This is love, this is love
That I'm feeling
This is love
That I'm feeling

I pulled up near the corner and she wasnt there. Something wasnt right Liz was never late, I was the late one. I looked down and saw a brown paper bag on the floor. I opened the door and picked it up I looked round but I couldnt see anything. I saw the little note inside and it read "Stay Away From The King" this was Liz's alright. I looked round and couldnt see her. I slammed my car door shut, school would have to wait. I ran back to the Cafe and I saw Jeff working the dinner
"Maria what's wrong?" I handed him the lunch bag and he looked confused
"When I went to pick up Liz she wasnt there" I stated and he dropped the bag and rushed to the back. Nancy was on the floor breathing hard
"Nancy!" he cried "What's wrong?"
"They took her!" she cried as he tried to help her up.

Does it have to be a life full of dread
I wanna chase you round the table, I wanna touch your head
Does it have to be a life full of dread
I wanna chase you round the table, I wanna touch your head

It was something out of the Matrix. The way I collapsed. I was there and I was tidying up my mess that I had made when I was doing Liz's lunch when I felt it. The wave of fear and panic I stumbled forward into the back room and then the needle went into her arm. I could feel it then it just went black. My vision went blurry and I just fell down as if someone had took the plug from my head. I saw what she saw and I could feel that my powers were being drained from me. Hers were gone, it had made her weak and I had to take something important of hers to the granilith so I could have a constant connection to her as I passed her the energy and strength. I couldnt get up off the floor to do so though. I couldnt move.
"Nancy!" I blinked and I was back as myself "What's wrong?"
"They took her!" the FBI had taken my little girl!

This is love, this is love
That I'm feeling
This is love, this is love
That I'm feeling
This is love
That I'm feeling

TBC...

[BeccaBehr]

Title: Different Strand Of Time Part II
Author: BeccaBehr
Disclaimer: I own nothing, sadly!
Summary: Liz in the White Room. Some of this will lead to Part III.

I can't believe that the axis turns on suffering
When you taste so good
I can't believe that the axis turns on suffering
When my head burns

"We shall begin with the preliminary samples. Saliva, skin, blood, tissue, hair and urine then we shall observate for a month and see how it reacts to certain stimuli" announced the man in white scrubs. I sat up and my head was swimming
"Hello. I under stand you can talk" he smirked down at me
"Get the hell away from me!" I roared
"Where the hell am I? What am I doing here?" I snapped
"My aren't you the live wire" he chuckled
"Why did you take me?" I demanded
"Because you're an alien freak trying to take over my planet!"
"I was born on this planet I'm not an alien you're crazy!"
"Well the tests shall prove theres more to my crazy theory. Oh we have a little play mate for you" he announced and with a wave of his hand some guards carried in a thin and frial being. It was Tess.
"She was very helpful. She told us all about you and we learnt a lot from her, we can collect the others once we have the right opportunity. Have fun" he turned on his heel and left. I looked at Tess on the other bed, she looked so weak
"Liz" she croaked "I'm sorry"
"I bet you loved telling them everything. You just had to ruin my life didnt you"
"Liz" she winced her lips were cracked and parched. I moved closer to her and knelt down by her side "They tortured me. I am so sorry, they tortured me and I'm sorry" she lifted her shirt and I saw the scars and fresh wounds caused by god knows what!
"Tess we're going to get out of here okay?" I promised her. I felt so sorry for her, she was in here because of me. Enemy or not I was still in charge of her protection it was my duty as Mitosta.
"I'm sorry for what you went through"
"Max loves you" she whispered
"Tess..."
"He loves you and he always has done. I deserved this" she waved her thin arm around before loosing the energy and it fell back down
"No. No Tess no one deserves this"
"You should have been queen"
"Actually my mom should have if you follow that order" I laughed feebly "She's the real Mitosta, she was on Antar and I'm just a copy"
"Like me" she chuckled but that turned into a cough
"I'm going to get you out of here I promise"
"No you're going to get out of here. I'm not, I dont deserve it. Max will come for you he loves you too much to leave you here"
"Listen to me I'm not letting you go. This is a weird time in a place like this and past or not you're my friend now and I'm keeping you safe"
"I hate myself" she whispered "You are the most perfect person and I can only hate you more. Max loves you, everyone loves you and you're so kind to me even after I've done to you"
"You're a person Tess. I can understand your reasons, jealousy and everything. But we'll get out and there will be a person waiting for you. He will love you more than Max loves me, trust me just hold on"
"I will for you. For you and that boy waiting for me" she whispered "I have to sleep now" she announced and passed out.

Love, love, love
That I'm feeling
This is love, this is love
That I'm feeling
This is love, love, love
That I'm feeling

They helped me up and I stumbled up to Liz's room and pulled out her journal. Jeff had followed me up the stairs and was stood there staring at me.
"We have to go to the Granilith. Liz could die if we dont" he helped me back down the stairs and out the back to Maria's car. He slammed the door shut then turned to Maria
"Maria closed the cafe up. You dont mind us borrowing your car do you?"
"No just make sure Liz is okay. Should I tell the others? They will want to know"
"Yes tell them but dont be on your own as a group. Stay in public, there might be more of them out there looking to take you guys as well. I'll see you tonight" he got into the car and we drove off toward the granilith.
I held onto her journal for dear life, it was her life sourse and nothing was going to make me let go.
We arrived at the crashdown and I was still weak, Jeff helped me inside and I could sense the granilith coming alive as I neared. I slid the book into the back of my jeans as we entered the chamber. I was held up as I reached out then Jeff moved away. He'd seen me do this a few times before and he knew that he couldnt touch me or he would be sucked in too and he wasnt known to it he could be killed as a foriegn toxin.
My skin turned purple before changing to light as I was sucked in, my clothes were left behind as I moved through the skin but the book stayed with me. This was the first time any kind of book had come into the granilith.
I wrapped both arms around it and curled into a foetal positition as the energy passed through me. I could sense Liz, she was in a White Room with no windows and the door was hard to tell she wasnt alone. Tess was with her and that wasnt all... she was pregnant?

Even in the summer
Even in the spring
You can never get too much of
A wonderful thing
You're the only story that I never told
You're my dirty little secret, wanna keep you so
You're the only story that never been told
You're my dirty little secret, wanna keep you so

TBC...

[BeccaBehr]

Title: Different Strand Of Time Part II
Author: BeccaBehr
Disclaimer: I own nothing, sadly!

Come on out, come on over, help me forget
Keep the walls from falling as they're tumbling in
Come on out, come on over, help me forget
Keep the walls from falling on me, tumbling in
Keep the walls from falling as they're tumbling in

Maria had been running. She had run all the way just to tell us, by the time she got here she was so out of breath that she could barely speak let alone rant about what was wrong. Today had been a strange day, I sensed something was off if only I had known.
"Maria what is it?" demanded Michael finally having enough of her panting. The mind reacts funny when bad news is presented, I remember what I did when she told me. I laughed, it was so stupid of me and it scared her a little. I laughed then I burst out crying,
"Where are her parents? Do they know?" asked Isabel. Maria was crying now and she pulled me into a hug. I moved away from her
"I have to go get her" I whispered
"Max" said Isabel
"I have to go get her back!"
"Max we don’t even know where they took her!" she cried. Michael held me and I shoved at him to let me go
"Michael let me go I have to go to her and make it better!" he wouldn’t let go and I just carried on crying.
"What's the matter Evans? Liz dump you?" Kyle sneered and I just lost it. Liz could be dead for all I knew and he didn’t give a damn, he was her ex boyfriend for god sake!
"I'm gonna kill you!" I roared and he jumped. Michael had loosened his grip and he lost hold of me as I moved, I dived at Kyle knocking him to the floor and began punching him in the head.
"Max!" cried Maria as Michael and Kyle's buddies began to pull me off
"Liz is missing you dick!" I snapped and his angry expression changed
"Max man I'm sorry I didn’t know" he apologised. He truly was sorry
"Max?" I heard Isabel call my name but I ignored her
"You don’t care do you? You're a sick dick!" I snapped
"Hey I loved her once. Don’t tell me I don’t care!"
"Max?"
"Yeah right the minute she dumped you, you were off with Vicki Delaney!"
"Max?"
"What?" I turned and saw Isabel shaking, there was a purplish glow to her skin Michael's was the same. He was just stood there with his eyes closed. I had to get them out of here
"Come on!" I snapped and shook Michael to open his eyes. I practically pulled them out of the hall to the jeep. Maria was sat in the front with me and we were leaning back staring at Michael and Isabel
"We can feel her"
"Liz? Is she okay?"
"Yeah she's okay. Nancy is in the granilith, she's trying to connect to you but after you went off on one in there it was difficult. Focus Max" urged Isabel and I closed my eyes.

This is love, this is love
That I'm feeling
This is love, this is love
That I'm feeling
This is love, this is love
That I'm feeling
This is love, love, love
That I'm feeling

The glow was there clear as purple crystal. It was steady and all of them had a purple hue to their skin. They could connect to Liz, sure they were the same species as her but I was her best friend and I needed to know too. I reached out and braced myself and then put my hand down on Max's arm. It was like electricity shooting through my veins and all the hairs stood up on end. I could see Liz and then suddenly everything went bright and I had to pull away. My skin was burnt and it hurt so much, my hair was singed and I was just a chargrilled bit of flesh.
"Arrgghh!" I screamed and Max woke up the others did as well and they saw me.
"MARIA!" cried Michael "Heal her Maxwell!" I moved back and fell out the jeep and landed on the hard gravel. It dug into my burnt skin and I cried out in pain. Max was above me and he put a hand on my stomach and began to heal.
"What the hell are you doing!" I arched my back in pain and saw Kyle Valenti standing there. The pain went away after a while and he fell down scared. I was sweating once I was all healed, there was a large handprint on my stomach and Michael pulled me up into a hug
"Don’t ever do that again!" he whispered as I wrapped my arms around his neck
"WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU?" snapped Kyle as we looked at him. He was a new member in the Pod Squad.

Don't know what to do by myself
Cause all of my time was with you
I just don't know what to do on my own
All of my thoughts are of you
All of my thoughts are of you

It was very difficult trying to hide the fact that you’re an alien when you turn purple. I know mom was sending me energy and as long as she kept eating and kept it up then I would be fine. They would feed me and I would give the food to Tess, I would survive. They took the samples by force. They carried me out wriggling and struggling and I was strapped to a table. They cut up my clothes and cut samples of my hair and held my jaws while they took the saliva sample. It was degrading and I didn’t deserve it, thank god that this was all they were doing. They were going to leave the cutting up for later.
“Take it back to the observation room”
“Hey! I have a name!” I shouted as I was unstrapped “My name is Ava!” I shouted “I’m Ava!” I roared but they ignored me as I was carried back kicking and screaming to the Obs room. They threw me down on the bed and hurried out, I jumped up quickly and banged on the door. I heard her cough and I turned around
“Are you okay?”
“Yeah they just took some samples. Are you hungry?”
“I’m starving. They brought food in here but I was too weak to reach it” she pointed to the small table and I went over and brought the tray over and sat down next to her bed. I put the tray on the floor and lifted her up slightly so I could sit her up against me. I picked up the tray and began to feed her the carrots.
“Are you thirsty or anything?”
“No I’m fine thank you” she whispered
“I’m going to give you some energy. My mom is sending me energy through the granilith, I could send you some to heal up a bit if you want”
“No save your energy” she protested but as I kept feeding her I had my hand on her back and I was healing her up. Sending her energy.
She gathered enough energy to eat and she was on that first step to getting better. I however was worn out, I had used up all my energy for my powers in healing Tess and I had to sleep.
“Tess I need to sleep”
“Are you okay?” she asked sitting up. She was still rather thin but she had the strength “Do you need anything? You gave me your food is there anything I can do?”
“Just make sure they don't take me. You should have some powers back so do what you can, just don't let them take me” I lay down on my bed and fell asleep.

Don't know how to sleep on my own
Cause all of my dreams are of you
I just don't know what to do on my own
All of my thoughts are of you
All of my thoughts are of you

I came out and I was on the cold metal. I stood up and found out that it was later I had been in there all day and now Jeff and the other kids were here as well as Kyle Valenti. Maria was radiating alien energy and I raised an eyebrow at her, she had entered the connection before and then the trouble happened good job I wasn’t sending them energy. It was draining on a person, I stood there and then Jeff picked up my clothes
“Is she okay?” he asked handing me my bra
“She’s fine. They have suppressed her powers with something but in a few days she should be back to normal. I still don't know where she is exactly but if I keep up with this then she should be able to contact us or send a signal or something. As far as I know they’re just going to observe for the time being. That gives us time to keep her strength up”
“We have to get her out! We can’t just leave her there!” snapped Max angrily
“Max she’s my daughter you think I don't want her out as well?” he calmed down
“Right now we need to go home and keep our strength up. I have to eat and sleep; I have to keep my strength up if I want to keep the connection to her. I’m a little worn out” Jeff wrapped his arms around me and we all headed back to the CrashDown.
“So Kyle you know too now”
“Yes Mrs Parker I can’t believe Liz is an alien. I mean I thought I knew her”
“You do now her, just because she’s different doesn’t mean a thing. You knew her the whole time she was an alien. She was born half human”
“I didn’t know”
“No that’s how we wanted it”
“So you and Mr Parker are…”
“Nope just me and Liz. He’s all-human, my mom Claudia Parker adopted me and she never told anyone that I was adopted. She knew and she knew Liz would be different as well. I fell for Jeff and Liz was born she’s sort of like my copy only she doesn’t look like me. It’s a long story and I don't have to tell it. Max can I talk to you for a moment?” I asked taking to the side
“What is it Mrs Parker?”
“When I was connected to Liz there was something new about her. She’s fine don't worry it’s just I know you spent the night together last night and well I think she’s pregnant”
“What?” I could feel the shock rolling off him. He wasn’t sure whether to be angry or happy poor boy. Isabel and Michael looked over when he shouted and they came over
“Is anything all right?” asked Michael “Coz we don't need any more bad news”
“It’s nothing” they weren’t ready to know not yet not when I didn’t know for sure.

Don't know what to do by myself
Cause all of my time was with you
I just don't know what to do on my own
All of my thoughts are of you
All of my thoughts are of you

I tossed and turned after I woke up. I had slept for a few hours but there was no way of knowing for sure. They took my watch and left me in scrubs. Tess was watching me avidly; she had her legs against the chest and she leaning on her arms that rested on top of her knees.
“Morning”
“Is it really morning?”
“No but it’s what comes after sleep so what the hell…” she trailed off and I nodded
“You feeling better?”
“I’ll live. What about you? I owe you a lot for that”
“It was nothing. I’m just glad you’re okay”
“Yeah” she mumbled softly then moved and stood up “I can stand up again it’s been a month since I last stood up and I owe it to you”
“Yeah” this time it was my turn to mumble
“Sit down” I sat down following her direct order and she did the same. The door opened in walked the man
“Hello ladies. Nice to see you this morning”
“What time is it?” I demanded
“Quiet Ava! Or is it Liz? Is doesn’t really matter, you’re one of them things the tests proved my crazy theory right. You are going to be observed for the next month and we’ll put you in certain situations to see how you react just like Tess here. We don't need her any more now we have you” he sneered, “Begin the embryo fertilisation on subject B”
“Subject B? Am I subject C? Please I’ll tell you things if you tell me”
“A deal? Very well you are subject C”
“Was there a subject A?”
“Yes there was”
“What happened to subject A?”
“Escaped”
“Was it a female?” I whispered hoping against hope that it wasn’t my mom they had had in here in this place.
“No it was a male. He had a name too he was called Nasedo, know you tell me your things”
“My things… you’re a dumb god damn stupid idiot! I’ll never tell you about who I am!” I spat. Good trick! Like I would really tell him. He grabbed hold of my face in his hand and pulled me inches from his face
“Begin embryo fertilisation on both subjects!” he shoved me back and I landed against the wall. I gasped in pain and he just walked out
“Liz!” cried Tess the second the door was shut. She came over and knelt down next to me “Are you okay?”
“I’ll live” I winced as a pain shot through my stomach and Tess gasped
“Look” she whispered as she moved my paper shirt aside to reveal a little glowing handprint against my stomach “You’re pregnant” I was pregnant and it was Max’s baby. I had to get out of here!
"I'll get you out" said Tess and I belied her. She was the one who was going to get me out. Not Max not anyone else but her my enemy.

You got a whole lot of love
Won’t you give some to me
If you send some my way
I will take good care of it
For the love that you send
Will come back to you someday
And the good time you bring
I will bring to you someday

TBC...

[BeccaBehr]

Title: Different Strand Of Time Part II
Author: BeccaBehr
Disclaimer: I own nothing, sadly!

Sweet lord I know
I hate this lonely life so
Lord I know
Time goes slow
I feel so alone
Sweet lord

I'm pregnant and I have a baby. Tess is treating me like a china doll and I am terrified. One at being here and two the thought of having a baby. I dont want my child to be born in this place and what if they find out that we can have children? He might get the others in and Isabel, they would make her pregnant! Tess was taken away half an hour ago and she came back a few minutes ago crying. The stuck a needle into her stomach not caring that it hurt her and I held her and we both cried. I just hope that we got out of here before our children were born.
Pierce walked in so proud with a smug smirk on his face as he stared down at us.
"I think that was a success!" he said calmly and Tess jumped up and hit him in the face.
"YOU'RE A SICK..."
"Quiet Tess" I whispered and she backed down
"Is there something you're not telling me? I'd like to know what it is, are you in charge Liz? Is that it?"
"No I'm in charge of her" said Tess
"Ah yes the whole queen theory"
"How much did you tell them Tess?" I asked
"I'm sorry. I told him about Antar and Zan and the others"
"You didnt" I whispered
"Yes she did but what I can't understand is you Liz. She told me about Antar and the Royal Four but where do you fit in? What is your purpose here on my planet"
"It's my planet too dick. I was born here"
"I dont believe you!"
"Fine then dont. But I have birth records and everything that are legal and above board"
"Take subject C to exam one. I think she should have a talk with our resident therapist. Maybe then you'll feel like talking" Tess whimpered at the mention of therapist and Pierce walked out.
"What's the therapist?"
"She's the one who tortured me. Liz what about you? The baby? You wont be able to take that kind of pain"
"I have no choice"
"Let me connect with you so I can take some of it"
"No you've had enough"
"But it could kill you and your baby"
"Yes but you have a baby of your own now and I will not risk it. After all you're the queen and well I'm not"
"No Liz you're more the queen than I'll ever be! You're carrying the kings child!" she protested.

Sweet lord is this my fate
To live my life in this state
Lord I pray
I long for a change
But it still remains
Sweet lord

I was working the cafe and my mind was on her. I couldnt think and I could tell something was wrong. Max hadnt left the cafe since he found out that Liz was pregnant. I was eating twice as much now because she wasnt. I was still in a connection to the granilith and I could sense all of them. Tess was still alive and we were still formulating a plan on getting Liz out. Things were hazy, Max had slept on the couch last night and he had just come into the cafe in sweats and a baggy shirt. He looked terrible
"Morning Max" I whispered as he made his way to the coffee pot
"I've been thinking about a plan. I doubt they took her to groom lake so she must be in one of the Air Force Bases. I say we check out any underground facilities and see if they've had any new arrivals of cargo or something like that?"
"Yes but for that we would need a really good computer geek" said Maria as she walked past me and settled at the end of the counter. I moved round and sat on a stool
"Who do you know whose good at that?" I asked her and then she looked at me and grinned. I think we said it together
"Alex Whitman"
"I'll go give him a call" she disappeared into the back and I looked up at Jeff working the grill. I smiled and then thought back to Liz and her being in the white room. I felt so weak not being able to help my own daughter!
I was reaching over the counter when it happened. It was a searing whip to my back and it cut me and I cried out.
"Nancy?" whispered Max and Jeff came running. Another lash across my back and I cried out again frightening the customers. For a second I was there watching as they tortured my baby girl.
"NO! STOP IT!" I cried but another lash was laid into my back. I had gone numb and I couldnt feel it any more. I could just her the snap of the whip and the air rushing past it as it lashed against me.
"God Nancy you're bleading!" cried Jeff and I opened my eyes and found myself staring up at the lights in the cafe.
"What are they doing to her? Nancy? What are they doing to her and my baby?" Max demanded and Jeff looked at him with surprise. They managed to pick me up and take me into the back.
My shirt was torn and there were streaks of blood running in perfect straight lines across my back.
"I'll heal it for you"
"NO!" I protested "I've blocked healing from the granilith to me and Liz, if you heal me you heal her"
"So that's a good thing"
"No it's not. They would do more and see if that healed too, she could loose the baby if they carry on. The baby isnt connected to the granilith and could still die!" I whimpered as Jeff pulled off the last few strips from the back of my shirt. I lay on the couch in pain as they put bandages over my wounds.

Sweet lord its a sin
To live this life sufferin'
I feel so sad
Sweet lord

TBC...

[BeccaBehr]

Title: Different Strand Of Time Part II
Author: BeccaBehr
Disclaimer: I own nothing, sadly!

I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real

They carried me back in and laid me down on my front. The blood was still fresh and the wounds stung. Tess was by my side in seconds and the held me hand and let me squeeze some of the pain out.
Pierce came in and she began to shake but I kept me grip on her and she didnt let go.
"This is unbelievable. I dont think we need to worry about fertilising you Liz, it seems that you're already pregnant. Now we know that you freaks can get pregnant without aid of science. Sorry for your little beating but you were out of line. So this child you're carrying? It belongs to the alien king? We have leverage now"
"He doesnt know he has a child and he would never believe you!"
"He might come for the child. He could have a happy life with his son or daugther. Without you"
"What are you talking about? He's going to come and get me and my baby! He'll kill you for even laying a hand on me!"
"It's been three days Liz, I dont see him. He isnt coming for you, he would have by now if he really cared"
"Dont listen to him Liz!" whispered Tess
"I guess he only cared about one thing"
"No ignore him"
"Getting a good lay!" he turned on his heel and walked out. Doubt was already in my mind. Max was coming for me wasnt he? I began crying and Tess held me.
"You shouldnt listen to him. Max loves you and he'll come for you"
"But it's been three days Tess, he said so himself!"
"And you believed him? The guy beat you, he's willing to go to any length to break you. Dont let him!" she let go and went over to her bed. She began to pull it out from the wall and slid it over so it was next to mine.
"I'm sorry I can't heal Liz" she whispered as she carefully put the blanket over my back. She lay down next to me and helped me sleep.

The needle tears a hold
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything

Things have been so strange lately. Liz is missing and Alex arrived this morning, he came as soon as he heard Liz was missing. We dont know how to tell him but that's not the only thing that's been on my mind.
Last night after Nancy's whipping I had dreams of Tess and Liz together sleeping. Not love of anything but companionship in dark times. I havent mentioned it to anyone and I had green sparks on my arms when I woke up. They went after my shower and I tried to ignore it but it's still there in my head.
"Hey Maria what's up" I opened the laptop and the others crowded round him.
"Alex we need you to do something"
"What? What's going on?" the cafe was shut and Nancy turned and showed him the whipped marks. Max gritted his teeth and I could see he was trying not to break something.
"Who did that to you?"
"Not me, they did it to Liz. Alex we need you to hack into the government"
"What? What's going on? I'm not hacking into anything unless I have good reason to!" he snapped feeling a little angry. Max moved forward
"You'll do it now!" he roared and the light exploded
"Zan please" said Nancy then she turned to Alex
"How did the light pop? What's going on?"
"We're aliens" I blurted out and he looked at me then laughed "It's no laughing matter Alex! The government has my daughter and they're torturing her!"
"I want to know the truth. Are you really aliens?" Max nodded
"Liz is one too. She's known for a year that she was, she became active last year after the shooting. Nancy is part of a machine called the granilith, she fell for Jeff and had Liz. Liz was human until she got shot, she has the same DNA as Nancy she's almost a clone but she has Jeff's DNA as well. We have to get her back Alex, I love her and she's carrying my child" I saw Alex do a double take. I could picture Liz asleep then suddenly I was there and I was in the room.
"Liz?" I whispered she didnt move but Tess did. She rolled over and put her hand up at me.
"How are you here?"
"I'm not sure" I whispered
"Is Liz okay?" I asked
"She's broke, he broke her. She was whipped and she's feeling so alone at the moment. He told her that Max would never come for her"
"Thats bull and she's daft to believe it!" I cried
"I know but after all this it's got her down. Max is coming for her isnt he?"
"Of course he is! He loves her! Is her baby okay?"
"Yes she's fine. Tell Max that the baby is half and half"
"How do you know?"
"The little red glowing handprint through Liz's stomach yesterday morning. I read things from my guardian and alien pregnancies take about a month. You have to get her out before that time"
"Tell me something. What's his name? Do you know the name of the base?"
"His name is Pierce and I'm not sure exactly what the base is called. I think it's Eagle something"
"Thanks I think I'm going back now" I began to fade and for a moment I panicked till I found myself back in the back room of the Crashdown with everyone around me.
"Maria are you okay? What happened?"
"I saw them" I told everyone "Liz was sleeping and I spoke to Tess"
"What did she say?" demanded Max with hope in his eyes
"She said Liz is broken. Your daughter's fine at the moment Max but Liz doesnt think you're coming for her. Tess told me that the guy who's in charge is called Pierce and she was in a place called Eagle something"
"Eagle Rock?"
"That could be it!"
"I have to call the others. We have to go get her!"
"No we need a plan first Max. I have to go to the granilith to get her strength up. Maria are you okay?"
"I'm sure I'll live. I'm going to stay here and help Max with the plan" I pulled my sleeves over my hands that were covered in green electricity. I didnt want them to know about this.

What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away
In the end

TBC...

[BeccaBehr]

Title: Different Strand Of Time(White Room Chapter)
Author: BeccaBehr
Disclaimer: I own nothing, sadly!

Take my hand
Break my stride
Make me smile
For everytime I've cried

It was getting worse. This thing was making me do things and I knew I should have told someone after I astral projected myself into the white room. I had no idea if the bad guys saw me, I was an alien now. How else would I be able to do this?
Alex hacked into the Eagle Rock Base and got a lay out for all building and underground.
I'm sitting here and it's began to tingle in my arms. I feel light headed again and I can feel myself being pulled towards something. I just close my eyes and let it.

Hold my heart
In the palm of your hand
Don't listen to it breakin'
Just listen to the band

"Liz" I whispered shaking her gently "Wake up"
"Huh? Ow what? It hurts" she sobbed and she slowly sat up.
"Maria was here"
"What?" she was sweating because of the pain "Where?"
"She told me that they're coming to get us out"
"How would Maria be here?"
"I dont know but she was and she told me that they got Alex. He's helping you, us"
"Brilliant" she smiled then laid back down on the bed. She was worn out, I just hoped she head enough strength for this. I stroked her hair and prayed that break out would be soon. I lay down on my bed and stared up and the white ceiling till I had black spots running across my vision. I fell asleep.

Do you wanna ride in my car
Its parked out on the street
Or just stay with me a while
Before I fall asleep

This was it. We were about to get out! Joy! I could sense them coming nearer and my head swam at the notion. Maria and Max were in the room and they were reaching out for my hand. But just then Pierce walked in and he had guards with him. He was carrying something and he saw Max and Maria and pulled out his gun and shot at them. They fell down bleading and I couldnt move.
The thing he was carrying was a bundle of blankets, when he pulled out his gun the blanket moved and he was holding a baby. There was a label round it's wrist and it read Subject C Jr. He had my baby! I couldnt move then he turned the gun on me.
"Dont need you anymore!" and bang. I sat up so fast and screamed. He was in the room and had been watching me for some time.
"ARRRGGGH!" I screamed and I screamed again when I saw him standing there.
"Time for a baby check up Liz" he announced.
"You're not getting my baby!" I spat but he stood up and straightened his suit out.
"Just for a check to make sure the baby is healthy and not sick or anything. We can check the sex if you want" he got the guards to come in and pull me away from Tess who was sleeping lightly.
I was taken down the corridor and up some stairs into a another room with a table and a nice looking female doctor was standing there with a smile on her face.
"I'll be outside" announced Pierce and he left shutting the door behind him.
"Hello Liz. I'm doctor Pierce, you're a bit young to be pregnant arent you?" I didnt say anything to her but she just shrugged and pushed me back so I was lying down. She lifted my scrub top and squirted the cold liquid on my stomach and began the ultrasound.
"I didnt really want to be a doctor you know"
"Didnt you?" I replied and she smiled
"No I wanted to have a career in quantum physics can you believe it"
"How did you become a doctor"
"My father was a doctor and he wanted me to be one so... I became one. Unlike my brother who disobeyed him and got the cushy job"
"What does your brother do?"
"He runs this facility"
"Your brother is Pierce"
"Yes you're smart for an alien monster"
"I'm not an alien monster. I'm an american human"
"How can you be human? You're an alien"
"I was born here on earth. My father is American so that makes me a human"
"I thought you were born in space"
"Nope home grown right here"
"I am sick of him lying to me! I bet you're not even an alien at all are you!" she slammed the scanner down and helped me up.
"My big brother thinks he can spin what ever lies he wants. How did he get you?"
"I was waiting for my friend Maria to take me to school and he just drove up and grabbed me from the street"
"I dont believe this! Come on I'll let you go, I can't believe my brother is getting innocent girls off the streets!"
"Thank you for helping me. What's your name?"
"Me oh my name is Serena Pierce"
"Liz Evans" she shook hands with me then helped me off the bed.
"Come this way. It goes straight through to the other side of the corridor" she led me out and then pointed up the stairs to a door.
"That gets you out into the base. All you have to do is take a right then a left then straight on" she told me and I nodded. I hurried up the stairs and opened the door. She was right, I was in a hangar on the base. I walked past an office and followed the directions she gave me. I was out! I was free!

Take these tears
Wash your skin
I'm havin' trouble breathin'
Since you walked in

This was all wrong. It was wrong, Tess was here but where was Liz.
"Tess" I shook her and she woke up
"What?"
"Where's Liz?"
"What?" she looked at the bed next to her and saw Liz was gone.
"Liz!" she cried
"Where is she?"
"I dont know. She was here when I fell asleep! What if they've taken her to another place?"
"You need to find out because they're on their way now!" I told her and she began to panic. She stood and began banging against the door.
"LIZ!" she roared and I began to fade. When I woke up I was on the couch and everyone except for Jeff and Alex were gone.
"Welcome back sleepy head" he smiled
"Liz is gone"
"What? What do you mean gone?"
"Liz isnt in the white room anymore! We have to tell the others!"
"But they're already on their way!"

My hands are tied
My head is reelin'
My eyes have cried
A million tears
From wishin' you were here

Things were chaotic. We had got in and now we were almost at the White Room. Michael had just taken Pierce down and Isabel was breaking the systems. Nancy was here and she was acting as a front shield for us, she was doing this thing which meant she was still connected to the granilith. Her eyes had gone purple and she was the granilith now and she was so strong and powerful.
I opened the door and I saw Tess standing there
"Liz? Did you find her?"
"Tess..."
"Where is Liz?"
"She's not here?"
"Does it look like she's here? I think Pierce took her out to examine the baby. I dont know what he's done if he hasnt done that. He could be torturing her" he pulled her out and looked at Nancy.
"Mitosta is Liz being tortured?"
"No I... Liz is lost"
"Lost? What do you mean lost? She's not dead is she?"
"No I just can't figure out where she is" she replied then gun shots rang out "We're leaving now" Nancy grabbed me and Tess and pushed us out and up the stairs. We saw Michael and Isabel and they were heading out too.
"Where's Liz?" asked Isabel
"We dont know"
"What if she's back in there?"
"She's not. I would have sensed her" we climbed into the jeep and Michael began to drive like a maniac just to get out of this place. Where the hell was Liz?

All my life
I've welcomed pain
I've made up more excuses
To bring it back again

I stumbled round in the dark and I came out into the open air field, there was chaos. Bullets were everywhere and a jeep sped past. I saw Tess sitting in the back of it and I called out but they couldnt hear me.
A guard ran up to me with his gun
"Get on the floor now!" he yelled and I put my arms up and laid down. All this time when I trusted Tess. I bet she and Max were together, Pierce was right. He didnt care about me or my baby, he had just left without me! My closest friend and my boyfriend. I began crying as more guards came over and picked me up. I was carried back down the steps into the white room past dead people. Pierce was dead, he was on the floor with a small handgun in his hand. His eyes empty, as when he was alive, were focused on the ceiling. The white room door was open and she was put back inside on the bed. They walked backwards with their guns trained on me till they were outside and they shut the door. I was back in the white room. I was never going to leave...

Now I'm here
And I'll drink to the shame
I'll drink to the madness
That made me this way

TBC...

[BeccaBehr]

Title: Different Strand Of Time(White Room Chapter)
Author: BeccaBehr
Disclaimer: I own nothing, sadly!

Everytime my tears
Have ever fallen
I keep 'em in my pocket
For a rainy day

I walked into the Crashdown and Maria came over and actually hugged me. Really hugged me!
"Where's Liz?" she asked the others when she didnt see her best friend.
"We dont know where she is?"
"Didnt she come back?"
"No I wish I had never fallen asleep"
"Dont blame yourself. I should have passed out sooner, maybe I would have known where she was"
"Maria what are you talking about?" asked Michael and she turned and pulled her sleeves up showing the green electricity
"You've changed"
"Max healed me. I touched his arm when they were all connected and I got burnt all over. My skin was gone and he healed me and there was a silver print on my stomach"
"That would explain it. Actually that would explain a lot"
"Explain what?" asked Max looking guilty
"Max its not your fault. I guess it happens, when you healed Maria you put a little bit of your life force into her. She's alien now"
"So I'm in Maria?" I gave him a look then his eyes went wide and he blushed.
"I didnt mean it like that!" he said and I shook my head.
"I dont remember much but Liz was pregnant and after she was whipped she fell asleep. I fell asleep a little while longer and Maria woke me up"
"Is that when she passed out?"
"Yeah I think she astral projected herself to me or well Liz. When I woke up she was gone"
"I can sense Liz but it's not clear where she is. She could be anywhere but I think she's back in the white room"
"What makes you say that?"
"She's so afraid and angry and sad. She hates us" I watched Mrs Parker sob "Oh my baby hates me" Maria went over and rubbed her back
"She hates all of you. Because you didnt get her out, you left her behind"
"We didnt mean to"
"I know but I can't tell her that!"
"Is she back?" I turned and saw a boy standing there with a lettermans jacket on. He looked worried and I couldnt help but think he was the most perfect thing I had seen in my entire life.
"Who are you? Are you another alien?"
"Yeah who are you?"
"I'm Kyle"
"Tess and no Liz isnt back. So you know then?" I slowly moved over to him but then suddenly I felt dizzy and heat wound in my belly. I went down on my knees and he joined me to make sure I was okay.
"Are you okay?" he whispered and I reached out for his hand and laid it over my belly. He connected with my son
"Oh..."
"What is it?"
"Her son, I can see her son!"
"You're pregnant?"
"White Room induced" I gasped and I leaned forward and pressed my forhead to his. He never looked so amazing!

So when it's pouring
I take them outside
I let the rain start washin'
My tears away

I've never cried so much in my entire life. These tears are all I have and I have nothing left except the clothes I'm sat in and the unborn baby in my belly.
They left me behind, they drove right past me and left me behind. My mother, my boyfriend and my best friend. Why did I ever put any trust in them? I trusted them and look where it got me! The door opened and I stood up.
"Hello Liz" said the new agent
"Hello" I replied without emotion. I couldnt care anymore as long as they didnt break me anymore or hurt my baby.
"I'm Agent Burns" he announced and I nodded like a puppet "I cannot believe you're an alien. You look so human"
"Yeah I know" I couldnt hide it or deny anymore. Not when I felt like this
"Pierce was a fool. I bet he didnt even know how strong or powerful you were. I've seen all that you've done and I can't believe we have someone like you"
"You're treating me as a person?"
"He might not have believed it but it's been proven that you were born on earth. You couldnt help it and you deserve as much respect as he did"
"That's not a lot of respect if you consider it"
"Yeah I'm sure" he chuckled
"Will things be different?"
"Yes. We're going to find out all your powers, you can get some practice in" he stood up and moved to the door "I'll see you later okay Liz?"
"Sure" I smiled. Maybe if I let him get to know me and I could gather my energy I could get out of this place and go to New York and raise my child there? I just know that I can't trust a soul in Roswell anymore.

But on a bad day
When hearts are breaking
There's not enough rain to carry
All the tears away

Everyone's so sad. After Nancy told them that Liz hated us all you can imagine every one's reaction. Tess really cares for her now and she hasnt left Kyle's side since we all found out she was pregnant. She's asleep at the moment, Max healed her and now she's sleeping it off on Kyle's shoulder.
Max has holed himself up in a corner and he hasnt moved, he has hold of a picture of Liz and he's trying to connect to her but I dont think she'll let him. I even caught Michael in the bathroom with a picture of her, poor guy I know he misses her too.
"Michael"
"It's nothing" he lied
"You're not the only one trying to reach her..." I said that as I touched his arm that he was holding the picture with. I felt energy surge through me and my eyes fluttered shut.
I was back in the White Room and Liz was sat there with her hand on her stomach.
"Liz" she opened her eyes and looked at me
"What are you doing here Maria? And how are you here?" she asked and I smiled lightly
"I came to tell you that we love you. Even though you hate us, we couldnt find you when they came to get you. You werent in here and Tess was. We didnt know where you were and they had to leave as for why I'm here I'm still not sure. Tess said that it's astral projection so I guess that means I can't touch anything. I would love to hug you right now, you and the baby" I smiled
"I miss you Maria" she said and I went over and did the impossible I hugged my best friend.
"I'm going to get you out. I swear we'll get you out"
"The guy his name is Agent Burns, Pierce is dead"
"I know Michael blasted him" I told her "Next run to get you out I'll come with them. I have powers now it's to do with a healing thing. I love having then and it means I can contact you. Let Max in, he needs you he loves you"
"Not Tess?"
"Honey, Tess met Kyle and she hasnt moved more than two feet from him since they met. I think someone's smitten"
"I was right. She did meet a guy who would love her" she smiled. I couldnt wait to get my friend back. She began crying and I let her because she needed those tears.

Everytime I'm blue
I take my feeling
I hold it tighter
And I don't let go

TBC...

[BeccaBehr]

Title: Different Strand (White Room Chapter)
Author: BeccaBehr
Disclaimer: I own nothing, sadly!

When the sky gets whiter
And the air is colder
I throw my feeling
To the falling snow

They were going to come for me. No matter what happened they were coming and it was something to hold on for. Agent Burns was going to let me practice my powers. Great I wasnt going to have any more power halting injections and that meant break out. I could help when they came, I could break down the door or something. I looked up at Maria and stopped crying.
"When?" I asked
"Soon. We're still coming up with a plan and your mom is spending time in the Granilith. She's told practically everyone that she's going away for a while so she can keep you boosted with strength"
"How soon is soon because the baby" I looked down
"Soon I promise... uh oh they're waking me up now. I think I have to go I'll see you I promise!" she faded and I stood up and wiped away my tears with my sleeve and smiled.
I looked down at my belly, I was pretty big now and well I was huge! I wondered how long I was in here. It had to be about a week or so but I couldnt really tell. It was time and I had no way to measure it.

Everytime my heart
My heart starts breaking
I take this pain
And I hold it down

She's been talking to thin air for the last ten minutes. If she werent an alien I would really think of her a some crazy loon who'd drank to much at the local.
But that wasnt what she was, she was a pregnant alien who was born here on earth. I knew of the complications of that, an alien born on earth wouldnt go down too well with the general once they found this out. Not only that aliens were on earth but they could and have breeded. She and the growing thing inside her was clear proof of that and she alone was proof of an alien/human conception. He was going to string her up and find out what made her tick as soon as the baby was born. He could observe the baby to adulthood and he could make it believe anything he wanted.

And I wait for the wailing
When the wind is comin'
And my pain is blowin'
Through another town

TBC...
I know this was short but I havent got a lot of feed back for this fic so I'm going to cool it for a while and focus on the others.
Hugs
Becca
x

[BeccaBehr]

Title: Different Strand (White Room Chapter)
Author: BeccaBehr
Disclaimer: I own nothing, sadly!
A/N: I'll hold ya to that MLover25!

Take my hand
Break my stride
Make me smile
For everytime I've cried

I looked down and oh. It's happening! It's really happening! Oh my god I'm having my baby.
"Max!" I called but he can't hear me. He's not here! Who else should I call for? Oh man I have to push!
"Tess?" Kyle's there and he's coming to help me. Oh thank god!
"Kyle I'm having my baby!" I think for a second to Liz who was pregnant for a few days before me. She should have had it by now and...
"OMG!" I screamed and a few minutes later I hear my son being born. Kyle takes his shirt of and wraps my son up in it. My son
"Look our sons just be born" he whispered to me
"Our?"
"I meant..."
"Yeah our son was born"

Hold my heart
In the palm of your hand
Don't listen to it breakin'
Just listen to the band

I can't die. He took my baby off me and then began poking me with a taser. I should have known I couldnt trust him, I narrowed my eyes at him and thought well if you want to play. He zapped me then I zapped him and took my baby back. I sat back down on the cot as they dragged his body out. They can't get near to me to kill me or stick me with a needle. Everytime they try to enter the room I throw up a shield and that's that. I dont need to sleep because I have alien blood flowing throw my veins and having my little Kira has made me more alien in a sense. I want to protect my daughter because that's maternal instinct. I could break out of here but I'm waiting for them to do it so I know I can trust them. If they're not here by tonight after almost a month of waiting then I'll go so far away they can never find me. I'll take my daughter and we'll live a normal and happy life. I swear I'll do it and they'll never ever find us. My baby is staring up at me and she has the most beautiful eyes I've ever seen. Tick tock Max.

Do you wanna ride in my car
Its parked out on the street
Or just stay with me a while
Before I fall asleep

[BeccaBehr]

Title: Different Strand (White Room Chapter)
Author: BeccaBehr
Disclaimer: I own nothing, sadly!

Take these tears
Wash your skin
I'm havin' trouble breathin'
Since you walked in

Too late. I waited and I waited now it's time to go. I gathered up my baby and focused my energy. I concentrated for a while then sent it out. It blasted the entire room and I still had enough to take any one who stood in my way. I walked out and put myself up in a shield. Kira is wriggling and laughing like it's funny but I move as quick as I can. Can't stay here much longer. I feel sick.
I climbed the stairs numbly and I turned and blasted the place. I had never seen so much strength from my part and I was glad they wouldnt be coming to break me.
I walked along the desert berathing harsh agianst the cold night air and I was waiting for a car to come along. I finally heard an engine roaring and I stuck my thumb out keeping hold of Kira with my other arm. I was going to go to New York and loose myself there. Where better?

My hands are tied
My head is reelin'
My eyes have cried
A million tears
From wishin' you were here

I watched it burn. I was very morbid and goth in that moment, I didnt cry because it was my fault. I sensed the others fear and sadness and I knew that it was all my fault. We were never going to see Liz again nor would I ever have a chance to see my child. I didnt even know what my child was! I was glad it was gone and that everything was burning.
I was glad that I was never going to be taken away to that place but I tried to not feel guilty that Liz was gone too. We were too late and it was burning down. No one could have survived that, Nancy sat apprehensively in the back sobbing with Maria.
That was how we knew. Nancy couldnt feel any connection any more like it was just gone. What a horrible way to know your daughter is dead. I'll never know that or feel it. There is no other woman I want to be with now that she's gone. I guess we'll have a funeral and hold a memorial ceremony at school for her. She's really gone... somehow I can't believe it. I still expect to see her around a corner but no I wont ever again.
"Max" whispered Isabel finally "We should get going now" she had an edge to her voice and she was going to show it. That was her way of dealing. But a person can only keep so much bottled up inside, alien or not.
"Yeah there's nothing here for us now Max. Come on lets go" said Michael solemly. All too quiet without her and her words and laughter.

All my life
I've welcomed pain
I've made up more excuses
To bring it back again

Why did she have to die? I thought she couldnt die until all the others did. Or is that some slip because she's not really Mitosta. She was my friend dammit! We could have gotten her out any time, I hate Max. He was afraid that he would end up in that place. With all his careful planning he forgot what was really important and was reminded in the most horriblest way. I wish I could hold her and hug her and tell her how much I miss her and how silly she was in going away. I wanted to scream and as Max slid into the car seat I climbed out.
I ran round and faced the fire and screamed. I wanted it out I wanted to let it out. I screamed till I was hoarse, I screamed till there was nothing left but the sadness and pain and I screamed till Michael wrapped his arms around me and held me. Then I cried I cried so hard it was unreal.

Now I'm here
And I'll drink to the shame
I'll drink to the madness
That made me this way

I climbed into the cab of the car and the man smiled at me. Well leered would be a better word. I didnt care if he tried anything on, I felt monstrous and if he got in my way then why not?
"Where ya heading, love?"
"New York"
"Right" he said "I can take you as far as Colorado but then you're on ya own girly girl" he said as he started the engine and put the car into gear. I was leaving my hometown and I wouldnt see any of my friends anymore. I laughed mentally, they werent my real friends. Real friends dont leave you behind. I thought I could trust them but I was wrong. This just proved it.
I have to leave and never come back. I want to keep my daughter safe and I have to stay sane. I dont want to go crazy because I know I will if I stay here like this. How could I rebuild my life after the White Room? I broke the connection with my mom a hour ago and I've never felt more exhausted. I dont trust myself to sleep with that guy there so I sit away and try and focus. But I'm so tired and I have to sleep if only just for a little while. I closed my eyes and was out like a light.
I saw Maria and everything was black. She was so sad and she was sat in darkness briefly illuminated by green sparks like wild currents. She was sat there looking lost and alone on her bed in the darkness. She had hold a picture of me, her and Alex before he moved away. She was crying then she looked up at me.
"Hello Liz" she said rather sadly
"Hey" I replied as I sat down on the bed next to her
"My best friend died tonight. I miss her so much and I wish I could join her. I want to die too if only I can be with my best friend again"
"You dont mean that Maria"
"I do. She was almost my sister and I loved her! I loved my sister so much"
"Maria?"
"Yes?"
"Look at me" she looked up into my eyes and gasped
"Liz?"
"I'll come back someday dont cry. Dry your tears and be happy for me. Make sure that you and Michael fight about everything because that's what we used to do. You're going to need him, he loves you you know. I sensed it a long time ago. Just like Max loved me"
"Max still loves you"
"If Max loved me things wouldnt be like this. I'll be seeing you Maria" I smiled as I walked away and exited the dream plane.

Open up your tired eyes
And force yourself to smile
Yesterday was yesterday
It's gone, it's tomorrow now
It's here, it's tomorrow now
Now I must go
But I'll see you again

TBC...