
<center>The Vanished</center>
Rating: Mature[/color] ; Angsty sort of.
Genre: Michael/Maria w/ Max/Liz;of course

Disclaimer: I don't own any of the Roswell characters.
Summary: Michael takes his sister, Liz, and his best friend, Max, to a carnival hidden in the dark desert of Roswell called Carnival of Souls, where he meets a mysterious woman...could she be the soul he was unknowingly searching for? Read and find out.
Banner: By Crashdown_51
Author's Notes: This is my first ever Candy fic. Please leave feedback and let me know what you think. And of course there are going to be lots of Max and Liz scenes...I am a Dreamer, lol. Just writing this for all my Candy readers who've read my Dreamer fics.
Special thanks to Icequeen and LovinGuerin2Much, who stayed up late in anticipation to read this.

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Song: Chop Suey by System Of A Down
Song: St. Anger by Metallica
Song: Going Under by Evanescence
<center>Chapter 1: Introduction of Lost Souls
Trio's Home</center>
“Is he ready yet?” Max question Liz in irritation as he glanced at his silver wrist watch and sulked on the time.
”Michael! You ready?” Liz called out from the foot of the stairs, knowing for a fact that he was killing time in order not to go.
“Alright!” Michael yelled, storming out of his room as he grabbed his Corduroy Sherpa jacket that hung on the door knob and brushed past Liz to give Max an aggravated glare. “It’s a stupid carnival, Maxwell. Not a Metallica concert.” Michael voiced strongly, not seeing what was so alluring about going to a carnival that no one went to in the first place...well, no one he knew anyway.
“Don’t be a jerk.” Liz warned, tilting her head to rest on her shoulder as she held on to the stairs rail. “Can we go now?”
“Whatever.” Michael shrugged and took a step back to allow Liz passage first.
Once he made it down, along side Max, the two commenced play-punching each other to the short distance of the front door, where their playful spar ended with Michael shoving Max out the door lightly.
As soon as the door was securely locked, Michael jogged the rest of the way to his Convertible and climbed into the driver's side as Max held open the passenger side door for Liz before he hopped into the back seat.
<center>1965 Convertible</center>
“This thing’s in the frickin’ middle of nowhere.” Michael cursed, talking with one hand while the other controlled the direction of the steering wheel.
“Everything here is in the middle of nowhere.” Max sneered with his arm spread out on the top of the back seats.
“Hey, I didn’t make you come here. You came on your own.” Michael reminded, continuing to talk with his hand in a pointing motion as he glanced quickly at him from the rear view mirror.
“Michael. Stop-being-a-jerk.” Liz ordered, pronouncing each word.
“Why are you always defending him?” Michael asked offensively.
“Why are you always a jerk with him?” Liz retaliated.
Instead of answering, he simply eyed her skeptically, not understanding why she would get defensive when it came to Max Evans. He had small suspicion of Liz feeling something towards Max, other than friendship. He prayed it was just a figment of his imagination because he didn’t want to have to murder his best and only friend since kindergarten, and hide Liz away in a tower.
He admitted he was over protective of her, but he couldn’t help it, she was his baby sister and he was just as over protective over his friendship with Max. He had been the only family he ever had, aside from Liz, that didn’t make him feel worthless and knew no matter what that he could always depend on him.
Both he and Liz endured a very abusive childhood while living under Hank Guerin’s roof, just like Max endured in the trailer next door to them. Screams and insults were their lullaby’s and smacks and kicks was what they considered as a display of affection.
When Michael turned 20, he got a well paying job as a garbage man and started to save money to get him and Liz out of the hell hole they called home.
His goal, was to gather enough money so he and Liz could have a fresh start...but tragically, things didn’t go as planned.
<center>~Flashback~</center>
“You staying over?” Michael questioned with his hands shoved in his pockets as he and Max approached the Guerin trailer home.
“Phil’s cars not here.” Max answered as a form of a ‘yes’.
“Yeah, don’t see Hank’s either.” Michael shrugged indifferently when he didn’t see his father’s station wagon either.
Hopping up the three wooden steps, he opened the screen and tin doors of his trailer and entered the invisible line that separated the small living room from the even smaller kitchen, that was vibrating with the loud sounds of Serj Tarkan’s occult voice.
Wake up (wake up)
Grab a brush and put a little makeup
Hide the scars to fade away the shake up
Why'd you leave the keys up on the table?
Here you go create another fable
(You wanted to)
Grab a brush and put on a little makeup
(You wanted to)
Hide the scars to fade away the shake up
(You wanted to)
Why'd you leave the keys up on the table?
(You wanted to)
“Ahh!” Liz screamed when she came out from her room in her bathrobe. “Jesus, Michael. You nearly gave me a heart attack.” Liz proclaimed as she held her hand over her heart.
“Why’s the door unlocked?” Michael questioned, ignoring the fact that he just scared her.
“I forgot.” Liz answered as she stepped out of the tight hallway and made her way up to stand infront of the small bathroom to the left of her.
“Real smart.”
“Don’t patronize me Michael. I don’t have time for your condescending speeches, okay.” Liz warned with her hand on her hip and then realized Max was standing behind him nervously. “Max!” She exclaimed trying to cover herself and rushed into the bathroom. “You could have told me Max was here.” Liz yelled from behind the bathroom door.
“Why? He’s no one special.” Michael answered with an amused laugh and looked over to Max who was mocking him. “Come on.” Michael directed, heading to his room and closing it behind him.
<center>Michael's Room</center>
“Why do you talk to her like that?” Max question as he removed his jacket while Michael poked the power button to his stereo that had Metallica already cued up, mixing with the faint sounds of System of a Down that Liz was playing from her stereo.
I don't think you trust in my
Self-righteous suicide,
I cry, when angels deserve to die
In my self-righteous suicide,
I cry, when angels deserve to die
Fuck it all and no regrets
I hit the lights on these dark sets
I need a voice to let myself
To let myself go free
Fuck it all and fuck regrets
I hit the lights on these dark sets
Medallion noose I hang myself
St. Anger round my neck
“Like what?” Michael questioned holding out his hands and then grabbing the remotes to his N64 and handed one to Max.
“Like down to her.” Max added as he accepted his control and sat on the bed, while Michael set up the game.
‘Killer Instinct...Golden’ A growling man announced from the game.
“She gets enough crap from Hank. She doesn’t need to hear it from you.” Max advised as he selected his player.
‘Saber Wolf.’ The man announced again.
“What are you my conscience?” Michael questioned as he scrolled to the right of all the players faces and highlighted Jago.
‘Jago.’ The voice broad casted. ‘Go. Fight.’
“Just saying. Treat her better.” Max suggested as his Saber Wolf did a back flip, hitting Jago and making him fall.
“What’s it to you? You messin’ with my sister?” Michael question with rage and his Jago upper cut Max’s Saberwolf and made it whimper like a hurt dog.
“She’s 16 Michael.” Max reminded him, instead of answering 'yes' or 'no'. “The only reason I mentioned it was because I saw her crying when she left to go to school yesterday.” Max informed him and blocked Jago’s maneuver with a spinning wolf-arm with sharp claws.
‘Ca-Ca-Ca-Com-bo Break-er!’ The voice advertised.
“Bastard.” Michael cursed, vexed that he was loosing. “You saw her crying?”
“Yeah. I gave her a ride to school and she told me Hank hit her.” Max confided in him and continued to do back flips holding Michael’s Jago in the air.
“Shit.” Michael cursed when he tried to break out of the corner Max had him in, seeing the hit counter display the number of times Max’s Saber Wolf had hit him in sequence without interruption ’96...97...98...99’
‘Uh-u..uh-u...Jago...Jago’ The character announce when it was knocked off the side of the castle and shown spiraling downward.
“Yes!” Max cheered with his hand in the air, imitating a referees sign for ‘touchdown’.
‘Supreme Victory.’ The man announced, showing Max’s Saber Wolf standing in victory as his moves were being scored and then howled before returning to the main screen.
“Rematch.” Michael declared, unsatisfied with his performance, but then recalled what they were talking about. “But go get my sister. Tell her I want to talk to her.”
“Michael. I promised I wouldn’t tell.”
“Yeah, well, you did. Your fault.” Michael shrugged and shooed Max out to go get Liz while he set up the game to play against the CPU.
Max opened Michael’s doors and both rock sounds collided, Heavy metal versus Goth/Funk Alternative. Leaving Michael’s door slightly open, he made his way towards Liz’s room and froze when he heard a muffled cry coming from the bathroom along with what he assumed to be the sounds of heavy bottles falling in the tub.
Father into your hands, I commend my spirit
Father into your hands, why have you forsaken me?
In your eyes, forsaken me
In your thoughts, forsaken me
In your heart, forsaken me
Oh, trust in my, self-righteous suicide
I cry when angels deserve to die
In my self-righteous suicide
I cry when angels deserve to die
I feel my world shake
I can't look away
Hard to see clear
Is it me
Or is it fear?
I'm madly in anger with you
I'm madly in anger with you
“No.” He hears Liz whimper and walks cautiously to the bathroom.
“Liz?” Max calls out and opens the door slowly. When he sees Liz struggling to get Hank Guerin off her and him tugging on her robe, exposing her in her underwear and bra, as he covered her mouth with the other. “Liz! Get the fuck off her!” Max commanded, feeling his vocals strain as he yelled as loud as he could, grabbing onto Hanks shirt with both hands and then pulled him off Liz with all his strength, tossing him into the kitchen. “Fucking...sick...fuck!” Max yelled in disgust as he punched Hank in the face.
“Michael. Michael.” Liz cried as she ran to his room in tears. “Michael!”
“Liz? What the hell happened?” Michael question in fear as he jumped to his feet and held on to her arms, seeing her hysterically crying.
“Max. Help him.” Liz pleaded and pointed out his room.
Michael ran out on her word and saw Max and Hank scrimmaging on the floor of the living room. Hank flipped Max over with his foot and then threw himself on him and punched Max across the face.
“Max.” Michael said to himself and then speared Hank off him, making Hank fall back into the vintage couch while Michael scrabbled to get his balance back. “What the hell is going on?” Michael questioned, feeling the adrenaline pump through his veins while Liz quickly rushed to pull Max out of harms way.
“He was trying to rape Liz.” Max coughed as he rested on his elbows, feeling Liz's arm across his chest as she sat behind him.
“I’ll fucking kill you!” Michael declared as he lunged to Hank.
Hank quickly pulled his rifle out that was propped up on the side of the couch and pointed it to Michael, making Michael stop dead on his tracks.
“Hold it!” Hank threatened, slurring through the blood that filled his mouth.
“No!” Liz yelled frightened.
“Lizzy. Lizzy. Lizzy. Never knew you fucked the Evans boy. Who else has your brother passed you around to?”
“Son of a bitch!” Max yelled, struggling to get on his feet but couldn’t with Liz pulling him back.
“Get out! And take your whore with you.” Hank muttered, clearly intoxicated.
“Hank!” Michael yelled, getting Hanks attention. “There aren’t any bullets in the rifle.” Michael said with a smirk. Hank eyes widened and when he saw Michael stalk to him, he squeezed the trigger and heard an empty click, panicking, he repeated the pressure on the trigger but then Michael yanked the rifle from his shaky hands, flipped it to hold it from the long barrel, and swung it like a baseball bat, smacking Hank across the face and rendering him unconscious.
“Uh.” Liz gasped in shock. Max crawled to Hanks side and checked his pulse, relieved to feel Michael didn’t kill him by the unexpected blow, and then looked stunned to the blood that splattered on the wall.
“Liz. Go get your things.” Michael ordered in a swallow as he stood frozen, watching Hanks fallen body on the floor. He looked to Liz from the corner of his eye and saw she was just as stunned as he was, he turned his head to look at her with her mouth opened and her eye starting to puff up with a hint of redness. “Liz. Go!” Michael ordered louder, seeing her get startled by his tone before she ran to her room.
“He’s still alive.” Max informed him, not seeing a reason for them to run.
“Yeah, well, we won’t be if we stay here.” Michael answered spiritless, looking at Max for a moment, and then moved to his room and began tossing necessary items in his bag. As he began disconnecting his N64, he heard the front door open and footsteps in the gravel leading to the trailer next door, assuming Max had left, he continued to pack. He managed to get a duffel bag and a generic trash bag full of random necessities, clothes, his Metallica CD’s, his stereo, his pillow and cover, and kicked open the screen door and tossed both bags in his back seat, and then returned to help Liz with her stuff.
When he entered her room. Liz was sitting on her bed, she had changed into a pare of jeans, an Orgy t-shirt with a jacket on top and some black Converse gym shoes, and was hugging a blue Bed Time Care Bear that Michael had given to her on her 13th birthday, rocking back and forth in shock.
“Liz?” Michael called out. Liz turned her head slowly in his direction, swallowed her pain and blinked, releasing a stream of tears before speaking.
“Everything I own fits in one bag.” Liz whimpered low.
“Let’s go Liz.” Michael answered softly. Liz nodded and followed him out when he grabbed her bag, hugging the Care Bear close to her. When they get to the front door, they see Max standing by the car with a bag of his own. “What the hell are you doing, Maxwell?”
“Being a friend.”
<center>~End Flashback~
1965 Cadillac Convertible</center>
After that, the three had become inseparable. They left Las Cruses and headed towards Roswell, New Mexico to commence their new life. That night, Michael took Polaroids of Liz’s wounds and used them as evidence to get custody of his little sister. Both he and Max ended up getting jobs as security guards at a genetics company, to rent a 3 bedroom house, to rid themselves of living in trailers, which they’ve done for the majority of their lives and finish putting Liz through school, while she worked part-time at a local hang-out restaurant called The Crashdown.
Now, Max and Michael were 22. Liz was going to turn 18 in a day. Two years of freedom.
“Michael?” Liz called out when she saw he was thinking hard.
“Huh? What?” Michael questioned, looking around realizing he was still driving. He thanked the hidden carnival was straight into the desert or he would have caused them to crash by thinking of their past.
“Look. There it is.” Liz pointed enthusiastically to the lighted up corner of the desert. The ferris wheel was the first noticeable feature. The spinning lights, the giggles and cheesy carnival music all came after. “Ooo, thank you. Thank you. Thank you.” Liz thanked happily, as she smothered Michael’s cheeks with kisses. The carnival occurred one week each year and this was the first time they every attended, which the only reason they were was because Liz asked to go as a birthday present. Unable to deny a birthday wish, Michael moodily agreed, but seeing Liz's glow of innocence return for the first time in two years made it worth the agonizing torture he was sure he was about to experience when they would get there...not to mention the amount of money he woould spend.
“Alright. Alright. Knock it off or I’ll turn the car around.” Michael threatened playfully. Liz coughed to maintain her anxiousness and settled down in her seat, hearing Max laugh behind her. “You know I’m only doing this because of you.”
“Aww.” Max teased on Michael’s brotherly love.
“Bite me.” Michael answered, flicking Max off from the rear view mirror.
“Thanks Michael.” Liz spoke softly, expressing it really meant a lot to her in a look and then flashed him a emotional smile and got a ‘no problem’ smile from him before he returned his focus on the dirt road and pulled into the carnivals unofficial lot of parked cars and turned off his car.
“Let’s go.” Max proclaimed as he hopped out of his seat and rushed to open Liz’s door.
“Thank you.” Liz thanked sheepishly and moved to Michael who was staring in irk.
<center>Carnival</center>
“Carnival of Souls.” Michael read the entrance sign sarcastically. “Ooooo.” He taunted as he wiggled his fingers trying to spook Liz but getting a shove from her instead.
“Shut up.” Liz giggled and then hopped in fascination not knowing what to do first.
“Stay here.” Michael ordered pointing down to the cracked desert ground. “I’m gonna get tickets.” Michael informed them and then moved to the little information like booth that had a big sign that spelled the word ‘tickets’ written in scarlet and gold, the main colors of the carnival tents and game stands. When he returned with the tickets, he couldn’t help but get the chills from the small crowd and staff that were scattered about. It seemed like they were cameos in a Marylin Manson video. Everything was so...grotesque. He shrugged the thought and then put his arm around Liz. “What do you want to do first?”
“Um.....” Liz thought hard, making Max smile on how adorable she looked when she looked pensive, but then looked away before Michael noticed the way he was looking at her. “Oh, I know. Can I go on the ferris wheel?” Liz asked, holding her hands together in prayer, seeing Michael squint his eyes in an ‘I don’t know’ manner. “Please. Oh, please. Oh, please.” Liz begged, shaking her joined hands on his chest.
“Whatever.” Michael answered and pointed the way he wanted her to walk.
<center>Ferris Wheel</center>
“You two go ahead.” Michael suggested, stepping back when the ride attendant held up the safety bar and guided them to sit.
“You’re not coming?” Max questioned surprised, he thought that Michael would never leave Liz alone, not with him that is.
“I’ll just watch.” Michael answered as he shook his head ‘no’.
“Hee, hee.” Liz giggled, when she stood beside Max. “He’s afraid of heights.” Liz informed Max and then pulled him to take their seat.
“I’m afraid of falling!” Michael shouted to correct her comment as the attendant hit the starting button, making the wheel start to turn, and watched Liz wave good-bye to him as they went higher.
Watching a wheel turn 1 mile an hour wasn’t Michael’s idea of fun. He began scanning the attractions that were nearby, hearing people laughing and an annoying clown laughing evilly.
‘Ha. Ha. Ha. Ha.’ ‘Ha. Ha. Ha. Ha.’
Then he suddenly heard a bewitching voice under the clowns laugh, feeling an electric tingle in the tips of his ears when he heard the voice again.
Screaming,
Deceiving,
And bleeding for you
And you still won’t hear me
Michael began walking in the direction of the alluring voice, making out it belonged to a singing woman, and when he reached the suspected sound, he could make out the tunes.
Don’t want your hand this time
I’ll save myself
Maybe I’ll wake up for once (wake up for once)
Not tormented daily defeated by you
Just when I thought I’d reach the bottom
He walked slowly to the tent, entering and seeing about a handful of people watching a mysterious blond singing acoustic beside a man on a stool next to hers , who was playing the guitar.
I dive again
I’m going under (going under)
Drowning with you (drowning with you)
I’m falling forever (falling forever)
I’ve got to break through
I’m, going under
He stood and watched her sing in blues curiously from the entrance of the tent. By the second verse, he was drawn into her dark inviting voice and soon not hearing her at all, just seeing her in a unaccounted for dim light, that caused a light silhouette on the shadows around her and focused with fascination on her glossy full lips, reading every word that spilled from her lips.
Blurring and stirring the truth that comes out
(so I don’t know what’s real and what’s not)
Always confusing the thoughts is my head
So I can’t trust myself anymore
She was wearing a basic wife beater with a fluffy scarf wrapped around her neck and a pair of dark blue jeans that hid her chocolate scuffed up boots. She had dirty blond hair which was in a wild bun, with perfectly wavy tendrels of strands dangling from each side.
I dive again
I’m going under (going under)
Drowning with you (drowning with you)
I’m falling forever (falling forever)
I’ve got to break through,
I’m, going under (going under)
Going under (drowning with you)
I’m going under
“Thank you.” She bowed as the small crowd began to clap, making Michael snap out of his trans, realizing she glanced at him and then he took off when he remembered about Liz.
<center>Ferris Wheel</center>
When he returned to the ferris wheel, he saw that there were new people in the wheel, but Max and Liz still in their original seats, only making him assume that they were going around for the second time.
‘Aliens! Aliens! Shoot down an alien. Bag yourself a prize!’
Michael turned to hear a promoters pitch and walked over curiously to the game.
“3 tickets.” The attendant charged. Michael dug in his pocket and pulled out the chain of tickets he had and ripped off three tickets and hand them to the attendant as he shoved the rest back in his pocket. “Good luck, kid.” The attendant commented as he took a step back away from the game and handed Michael a rifle that was decorated to appear as if it were a futuristic gun with a suction cupped arrow in the end of the barrel.
Michael aimed the rifle to the moving flying saucer and waited until the right moment to fire, nailing the UFO right dab in the middle of the dome-like cover.
“Nice shot, Space Boy.”
Michael turned around quickly and stood bewildered when he saw the blond haired mystery woman from the tent walking towards him.
“So aside from music critic, you’re an alien hunter too, huh?” She said pointing to the plastic alien with the suction arrow stuck on it.
“What?” Michael question confused by her comment.
“Back at the tent.” She added but saw he was still confused and decided to explain further. “Most people take it offensively when someone leaves without feed backing to the singer.”
“I was just looking.” Michael shrugged.
“'Looking', ended up being 'staying' for the whole song. Most people take that as a compliment.” She adds.
“So what do most people say to complete strangers?” Michael asked sarcastically and then picks his prize.
“They say, ‘hi, my name’s Maria'.” She greets and extends her hand.
“Michael.” He replies and shakes her hand.
“So, now we’re not strangers.” She acknowledges.
“Oh, yeah? So what are we?” Michael questioned irritated by the conversation.
“Don’t know...let’s go find out.” Maria declares as she pulls him away.