Howdy everyone~
Thank you for all the feedback. I am glad that everyone is enjoying this story.
And what about that sister... I have a feeling it has something to do with Liz.
Yup... Liz is Serena's sister. It's just the how part that the question right now.
Also, thank you for your comments about the FM part. I was really worried about it because Liz doesn't actually come out and say that it was Max who came back from the future. While this Max has come to that conclusion... everyone else (except Maria) is still in the dark about it. It was all kinda confusing, and I just wasn't sure it came out right... so thank you for letting me know it did.
Well, without much more ado, I've got a new part with me. Just a little warning... this part kinda reaches into
ADULT territory here. It hadn't been planned when I started the story, but when I came to this part, it needed to be written. Granted, we are talking tippy toes dipping lightly into the water here... but it's there... Be forewarned.
Annie:)
Part Five:
I’m not alone, I sense it, I sense it
All that I said, I meant it, I meant it
And I can’t believe
How much I’ve wasted my time
December 3, 2000 - 12:10 pm (12 hours: 50 minutes)
He watched them from the backdoor, amused to see them scrambling around like mice. Amused because that was the emotion he decided to give into rather then the slight irritation he initially felt. After all, it was disappointing to learn that those who served you were slightly more evolved than vermin.
His eyes lingered momentarily as the occupants of the house tried to set a disheveled room to rights. Tess, the beautiful little queen, looked particularly tense. Sweat trickled down her brow, matting the curls that escaped from her ponytail against her cheeks. And it seemed like every little sound startled her. This, of course, only enticed Lonnie, the room’s other occupant, to make as much noise a possible.
It was sad to see his once feisty Vilondra reduced to gutter trash trapped in a human shell, even if that shell was interestingly display in tight jean shorts and a tank. It was still pitiful. In his timeline, Lonnie had been nothing more than a tool... a thing to be used and discarded when needed. Kivar remembered he had done soon not long after he emerged. He could do so now, impatient with the her petty display, but decided it was best to wait on that occasion. He hadn’t come for Lonnie, but Serena. She was his current goal, making it a lucky day for the others.
Kivar decided it was magnanimous to let the lighter feeling to take over, knowing full well that his second would pay for all annoyances the moment he returned to his own time. Once upon a time, Nicholas had lauded the months of preparation that went into this particular operation. Seeing first hand how unprepared and unaware they actually had been told Kivar that had been a lie. It was particularly disconcerting to find he could get this close without being noticed.
Hands, which had been relaxed, tightened into fists as his amusement slid past annoyance and into anger. The last thing Kivar would tolerate was his second lying to him.
There was an ever grown sensation of a presence behind him.
Great, Kivar thought.
Someone finally managed to discover a fox in the hen house. His body tensed the tiniest bit, but he remained where he was, until a hand dropped roughly onto his shoulder. “Yo fool…”
That was all Kivar allowed the other man to say before his elbow rammed into the man’s gut. At the same time, he reached up with his free hand, grabbing his attacker’s wrist. With a little forward momentum, Kivar sent the man flying over his shoulders, where he skidded across the room and slammed into the far wall.
Tess gasped as she jumped around to face him, while Lonnie simply turned as she let out a string of curses. Kivar ignored them both as he crossed the room. He grabbed the man… well, boy that he identified as Rath by neck, hauling him to his feet. “I am to be treated with respect,” he growled, his hand squeezing tightly. “Blink if you understand.”
It took a moment for that to register, but eventually Rath blinked. “Good,” Kivar said, easing his grip.
As he drew in air, Rath coughed and collapsed to the floor. “Fuck the what, dude...”
Kivar eyes narrowed. “Respect.”
The word had Rath scrambling on his hands and knees towards Lonnie. With the most vulgar language possible, she informed him of her disapproval even as she helped him to his feet. That is when his second decided to make his grand entrance.
“Who the hell is making all the noise?”
Still in the body of an adolescent child, Nicholas stalked into the room, a vile in one hand, syringe in the other. “I did,” Kivar said calmly.
Nicholas’s head whipped around, his eyes widening with surprise when they landed on Kivar. “My... my lord, how is it possible. You weren’t suppose... the pod was scheduled to open...”
“Next year,” Kivar completed for him. “And it will. I am not from this time. Instead, I’ve come back from mine to help you eliminate a small problem." His eyes focused on the vial. “So that was how you managed to sustain the warp. You kept giving him injections of resistance inhibitors.”
Nicholas stiffened. “Tess has to keep up her appearance with the others, my lord. Have her disappear for weeks would make that kind of hard. This way, his brain is more susceptible to the warp. All she has to do is plant the warp, and his brain will keep it going for at least a week.”
“You imbecile. You took that serum from the labs, knowing full well that it was still in it’s experimental stages.” Kivar stalked over to his second and grabbed the vile. Examining it for a moment, he felt his anger grow to explosive proportions. With a flick of his wrist, he sent the tiny container flying across the room. The bottle smashed against the wall just above Tess’s head. She gave a short shriek, quickly shuffling towards the other wall.
“Because you used that serum over and over again for weeks, his resistance not only lower, but disappeared completely. The warps added more fuel to that particular fire, until his brain couldn’t take anymore and shut down, effectively killing him.”
He reached down, grabbed Nicholas by the collar and tossed him across the room, much like he had the vile. “You’ve disappointed me greatly, Niko.”
Struggling to his feet, Nicholas searched for an excuse to placate Kivar. Understanding that was how his second’s mind worked, Kivar cut him off before the words could come pouring out. “I don’t want excuses. From this point on, I am in charge of this little mission. Assuming that Mr. Whitman is properly contained for the moment, I have a job for you all to focus on. One that takes priority for the moment.”
He met each on of their gazes as they stared at him. Already his mind was formulating a plan... the perfect surprise for his Serena. “We have company coming.”
December 3, 2000 - 12:34 pm (12 hours: 26 minutes)
Nightmares plagued her as Serena struggled to wake. Old and familiar, she fought against them. Yet, they overtook her as they always had.
She dreamt of his hands, slightly rough from manual labor, skimming over her body, causing wave after wave of pleasure to rise within her. Gently, lovingly, they stroked as she sighed and found contentment like she’d never known before. Only there in the darkened room, under his tender attention, did it exist. Then, it all changed. The hands that touched her now no longer hardened from work, but pampered.
She knew that the pampered ones bruised her flesh as they took what they wanted. Tenderness shifted to possession, and Serena no longer sighed but screamed.
I loved you. It was Kyle voice, his face she saw when she turned her gaze at the far corner of the room. He stood there watching as Kivar took her.
I gave you everything I had. Loved and accepted you with every part of my being, and you betrayed me like this.
Even has she shook her head, Kivar thrust into her deeply, his hand moving up her torso until it closed around her throat.
Tell him the truth, lover. You’re mine, have been since the moment I laid eyes on you.
No, Serena tried to scream. The word barely eeked out against the pressure on her throat. Her eyes shot straight to Kyle’s, pleading for him to believe her.
Never, I swear. You’d died before...
That’s right, Kyle shouted.
I died, for you... for a cause that took everything I ever cared about away from me. Besides, does it matter if I was dead when you went to him. My body was barely in the ground before you gave him yours.
It was the only way to get intel. She was practically begging him now.
I wanted him to pay for what he did...
So you fucked him.
Serena flinched against the bitterness in his voice.
It wasn’t like that, she insisted.
Please believe me. Please, Kyle...
Please Kyle, he mimicked. The light in the room changed, washed over him from a different direction. Now, Serena saw the scorch marks along his skin, sections were flesh had burned away to the bone just as it had been when she discovered his body in the wreck of the explosion.
Go to hell.
Kivar groan in triumph as he reached completion. He leaned closer to her, his breath tickling along her cheek.
She’s already there.
Serena struggled against him.
No, she cried.
No...
She ripped herself away from the nightmare and into consciousness. With a soft cry, Serena pressed her face into the fabric of the seat, and prayed for the images to go away. But they didn’t. Instead, behind closed eyes, they played like a horror movie she couldn’t escape from.
Tears escaped out the corners of her eyes, trickling down her cheeks. Serena didn’t hear the sound of gravel crunching under footsteps, or the crinkle of a paperbag as it was shifted. Too caught up in her grief, she didn’t even register the passenger door opening.
“Hey,” Kyle said, falsely cheerful. “You’re awake. I’ve got some...”
Serena jerked in the seat at the sound of his voice. Shooting up in the seat, her hands instantly went to her face to wipe away the residue of her crying jag, but it was too late. Kyle trailed off when he saw the tears, honed in on them directly. He was crouching down beside her instantly, the bag he’d been carrying dropped and forgotten beside the car.
“What’s the matter?” he demanded. Lightly, his hands ran over her face, gently searching for the origin of her pain. “Are you going to be sick again? Is there something I can do?”
All Serena could do was stare at his face. Little did he know that his words shot directly to source, allowing it to heal the tiniest bit. Needing to show him, to thank him, Serena pressed her hands together, testing for the burn. When she only felt the slightest bit of heat, she part them, brought them to his face, and cupped it between them. “Kyle...”
His eyes went wide for a second, than deepened. He drew in a breath, exhaled it on her name, then leaned in.
Their lips met in a soft kiss. Emotions lingering close to the surface opened up and poured from her to him. The hands that had been resting on his face drifted down along side of his throat to curved around his neck. Serena drew him closer, sighed against his mouth when he deepened the kiss.
Love me, her heart cried out to him.
Forgive me.
Her Kyle had died before either of them had the chance to offer forgiveness. If her gift was the chance to save Alex Whitman, maybe her salvation was this last chance at absolution.
He felt the change in her. She all but melted against him, warm, loving, and open. The ache that had been balling in his stomach since she first appeared, grew. For the first time in his life, Kyle needed beyond comprehension, beyond reason. No one had ever made him felt this way. Not Vicki, or Liz, or even Tess. Just Serena.
When she sighed against his mouth, Kyle had no resistance left. He opened to her completely.
For the second time that day, images emerged from her mind and flew into his. Flashes of them holding each other, kissing, fighting. He saw himself standing beside her as she knelt by the grave of Jeff Parker, tracing the word father etched into the marble marker lightly with her finger. Kyle understood in that moment that Mr. Parker was Serena’s father... which made Liz her sister. Yet, before he could filtrate that any further, more images passed into his mind, growing stronger each time.
He felt her agony when she saw him touching an older version of Tess. Only it wasn’t Tess. Because she knew it at the time, he knew it now. It was Ava. In the next, Ava was touching her stomach, explaining the baby growing inside. His child.
An explosion rocked his mind next. He saw the flames, than his face as he dragged rubble away from Serena, and lifted her into his arms. They struggle to the outside, where he deposited her on the grass.
I have to go back, he explained.
Ava’s still in there... the baby... Then he was gone, disappearing into the emerging flames. Kyle heard Serena’s cry for him...
It all slipped into darkness, but Kyle could still feel. And he felt a needle sliding underneath his skin.
Tearing his mouth from her’s, Kyle gulped at the air. The cool freshness of it rushed into his lungs, but couldn’t purge the sickness welling inside him. Stumbling away from the car and her, Kyle managed to get a few steps before he became violently ill. Yet, as the last of it passed from him, he felt a hand on the small of his back.
Kyle pressed a hand to his mouth, wiped. “How,” he managed to say. “How could you survive that?”
“I didn’t.” Her voice was tight. “And I won’t. But there are things I have to do before I’m gone.”
He glanced over his should at her, saw that new tears had joined the others glistening on her cheeks. “Don’t say that. I know he injected you with something, but we’ll find a cure, or an antidote... whatever it takes.”
A sad smile graced her lips. “It doesn’t work that way. That serum was from my time. It doesn’t exist here. Neither does the cure.”
“Then we’ll get Max,” Kyle countered. “Superevans heals everything. He’s better than a band-aid.”
“It might kill him, Kyle.” Her hand dropped from his back, went to her stomach. She began rubbing it there as if to ease an ache. “And I’d be dead either way. That’s the way the serum works. It’s designed to kill a hybrid by attacking the cells that are alien. It gets worse when powers are used, that increases the burn. I should know. After all, I had a hand in creating it.”
Kyle straightened, stared at her. “You created this?”
“I played my part in it,” Serena told him. “I was just a stupid kid who wanted to prove herself in the world of science. I wanted to find cures that would save people from any kind of sickness, and rushed head first into an agreement with the devil. I ignored the signs, and created my own death in the process.”
Tears were now pouring from her eyes as she stood tall in front of him. He thought about what she said, they way she said it. And he filtered in the visions. This was a challenge. She wanted him to hate her, to strike out at her in someway because that’s what he’d done before. And she thought she deserved it, even as she was desperate for forgiveness.
Swallowing hard, wincing at the taste in his mouth, Kyle moved toward her. She stiffened, but didn’t moved away. He reached out to her, wrapped her in his arms and drew her close. For a moment, she stood stalk still, before her arms banded around him. The first sob escaped as she buried her face against his throat. He felt the warm tears as he ran a hand over her hair. “I’m here,” he said softly.
“I sorry,” she cried against him. “Oh God, I am so sorry.”
“Shhhh.” Kyle pressed his lips to her temple, than her neck. “It’s okay. I know. He knows. We’ll find a way, I promise.”
He felt the shudders as she continued to cry, purging in her own way.
How could anyone be so strong, he wondered.
So strong and stoic that the could survive all this guilt and pain for so long. But, deep down, he knew she’d already told him the answer. She hadn’t survived, and she wouldn’t. He was going to lose her.
His own eyes began to burn with tears that he refused to shed. She’d had enough pain that she didn’t need his own. Running his hand soothingly over her back, Kyle continued to whisper comforts to her until the sobs began to ease.
Still, she clung to him. “I should have never involved you in this,” she sighed. “I should’ve never told you what I have or kissed you or...”
“You needed me.”
His words had her easing back, staring at him. “I always needed you, even when I was too stupid to realize it.”
“Then don’t beat yourself up about it.” He drew back, but took her hand. “How much time do we have?”
Serena knew what he was asking. How much time before the serum killed her. She thought about that, feeling the weight of her own mortality crushing down, and took a deep breath. “Somewhere around twelve hours, give or take a few minutes.” She glanced down at her own wrist, felt silly for it. It would do no good to see the minutes and hours pass. “I don’t have a watch,” she whispered.
He tugged at her hand, and she fell into step beside him. “There’s a clock in the car,” he offered, as if he understood her meaning.
For the first time, Serena glanced at their surrounds and truly noticed them. “Where are we?”
“The first exit outside of Las Cruces. You passed out in the car, so I had to pull over. When I stopped freaking out that you were...” he stopped, decided to rephrase. “Well, I noticed that we were almost out of gas. I also thought that you might need something to eat or drink when you woke up. So, here we are.”
They’d reached the car. Kyle dropped her hand and bent down to retrieve the bag lying on the ground. He pulled out a wrapped sandwich. “I wasn’t sure what you liked, so I got turkey. Almost everyone likes turkey...”
She took the sandwich from him, offered him a smile. “Turkey’s great.”
He nodded. “Good, great. We can eat on the road.”
Unwrapping the sandwich, Serena took a small bite, ignored the fact it tasted like dust in her mouth. The serum had spread far enough in her system that even the most human parts of her makeup were succumbing. Now it was taste, but soon she’d lose her ability to smell or hear. Last would be touch. Anything she touched in the hour before her death would disintegrate.
Serena intended to be gone before that happened. If she didn’t die trying to change the future, the Granolith would absorb her once it had been altered. She could become a intricate part of the connection. As she slipped into the seat beside Kyle, more guilt assaulted her for keeping these details from him, but she felt she had to. After all she’d thrown at him, this last little bit might prove to be too much, and he was right. She needed him.
“Let’s go save the day,” she murmured.