CHAPTER SIXTY
November 20, 2000, 3:00 p.m.
West Roswell High School
Liz Parker hugged her books to her chest as students rushed past out the front door of the school. The final bell had rung, always eagerly awaited, but especially so on Mondays, even more so than Fridays. You could be a bit more patient on Fridays because you knew that two days of glorious freedom awaited. On Mondays you just tried to get through before sheer exhaustion took over, borne of weekend merriment, homework cramming, and staying up much too late the night before. The Monday bell meant you could stagger home and faceplant before tackling homework and falling into bed, preferably at a more hospitable hour. Which was exactly what she'd been planning to do until her day had been upended in sixth period, dashing more than just her dream of a quick nap. Now she pushed herself into the corner by the door and watched the sea of passing students. The sooner she got this over with, the better.
"Liz?"
It was a concerned-looking Kyle, the second last person she wanted to see. "You okay?" he asked.
"Yeah! Yeah, I'm fine," Liz lied.
Kyle gave her a skeptical look. "Catch up with you later," he told his friends waiting nearby, who shot each other knowing glances before leaving.
"No, really, I'm fine," Liz protested. "You don't have to stay."
"Right, you're fine," Kyle said. "Because people who are fine always try to melt into a handy nearby wall."
"I'm just waiting for...someone," Liz finished. "And there's always a big stampede out of school, so I was just staying out of the way."
"You don't look like you're 'just staying out of the way'," Kyle noted. "You look like you're trying to disappear."
Disappear. Liz's breath caught in her throat at Kyle's inadvertently poor choice of words. "What's wrong?" Kyle pressed. "Did someone say something? You know, about...us?"
"What? No!" Liz said, that being the one bright spot in an otherwise crappy day. "No, I didn't hear a thing."
"Good," Kyle said. "Because I made it really clear to Tess that I wanted her to keep her mouth shut, and she said she would...because talking about it would hurt Max."
"Yeah," Liz agreed quickly, trying to shake the feeling that she'd just been slapped. "Yeah, it would. I'm glad she sees that."
"So why are you hanging here?" Kyle said. "I'd think you'd want to get as far away from Max as you could."
"Love to," Liz said sadly, "but I can't. Something's come up."
"Something...wait," Kyle said warily. "Are you waiting for Max?"
"I kind of have to," Liz said.
"No," Kyle said firmly, "no, you don't have to, 'kind of' or otherwise. What, is this a Q&A? Some kind of 'why did you do this to me'? Because, as I recall, he came to you, and after you told him not to. He saw what he deserved to see."
"No, no, it's…" Liz pulled Kyle further into the corner. "Remember the night of Isabel's party, when Tess was kidnapped and they had to rescue her?"
"Hard to forget," Kyle said. "What about it?"
Liz glanced around, but no one was close enough to hear. "Did your dad tell you about Congresswoman Whitaker?"
"Are you kidding?" Kyle said. "I'm still having nightmares. Not that I didn't already know that politicians weren't human. I just didn't expect one of mine to be a Martian."
"I've been saying she's on vacation these past few weeks because we didn't know what else to do," Liz went on. "But all of a sudden the news is reporting her death. They say she died in a car accident...yesterday."
"But she died weeks ago," Kyle said.
"Right. So someone's lying, and they want to find out who."
"With 'they' being our resident Martians. Who aren't Martians," Kyle added hastily when she gave him a beady stare. "Okay, so, what does this have to do with you?"
"I worked for her," Liz said. "So Isabel came to me today and asked for my help. We're going to meet at Whitaker's office after school."
" 'We'? You mean you and Isabel?"
"I mean all of them," Liz said. "I was hoping to stay away from Max for at least a little while, but I guess not."
"Why not?" Kyle demanded. "I don't see how this is your problem."
"I'm pretty much the only one who knew her, and knows about them," Liz said. "No one else can do this. And you know what they're up against. Look what happened at Isabel's party. Or what happened to Max last spring."
"Okay," Kyle sighed, "so you feel stuck. But if you're gonna do this, do it on your own terms."
"What do you mean?" Liz asked.
"Well, for starters, stop acting like you did something wrong," Kyle said. "Because you didn't. You were straight with Max, even straighter than you were with me, and he didn't listen."
"You didn't either," Liz reminded him.
"Not at first, but I got there," Kyle said. "Max never did. If he'd listened, he would never have shown up with those tickets and would never have seen what he saw. That's on him."
"He's had a rough time," Liz protested.
"So have you," Kyle said firmly. "And having a rough time doesn't mean he owns you. You did nothing wrong."
"Especially because we didn't...I mean, not really," Liz finished awkwardly.
"Doesn't matter," Kyle said. "Even if we had 'really', you still didn't do anything wrong."
"Then why do I feel like I did?" Liz said.
Kyle's expression softened. "Because you're a good person. Because you don't enjoy hurting people. Hell, I thought it would be fun to knock Evans off his high horse, but I didn't enjoy it as much as I thought I would. But don't read too much into that," he warned. "I still enjoyed it. And when I heard he'd told Tess, I was pissed. You should be too."
I was, Liz admitted silently, although some of that indignation had evaporated over the weekend as she'd mused on how Max must have felt, and how it helped to tell someone else. Isabel would have been sympathetic but largely uninterested, Michael openly hostile. Only Tess would have cared, even if her being the first one he spilled to did rankle. But what about how she felt? What about the rough time she'd been through? Granted, Max didn't know about that, but the fact remained that she hadn't been trying to be mean—she'd done what she'd done to save the world. Didn't that count for something? And what if she really had wanted to end it with Max? Is this how he would react, ignoring her and pushing on even as she was telling him not to? End of the world or no end of the world, he had refused to respect her wishes.
"Look, if you want to get mixed up in this, go ahead, but do it your way," Kyle was saying. "Like, why cower in the corner? Why wait for them at all? You're not their servant. Go to the office, but let them come to you. And don't take any guff when they get there. You're doing them a favor. Don't let them forget that."
The world became brighter as a weight lifted from Liz's shoulders. "You know...you're right," she said slowly. "You're absolutely right."
" 'Course I am!" Kyle said. "Wait—I am?"
"Yeah!" Liz said. "Going to the office is a great idea. I can look around without Max hanging over me, and...it's a great idea. Thanks, Kyle."
"Wow," Kyle said dryly. "I don't get to be right much. Want me to walk you to Whitaker's office?"
"No, that's okay," Liz said. "Whether or not this is my problem, it's definitely not yours."
"Oh, I wasn't coming in," Kyle said. "I'll just dump you outside and let you fend for yourself. What'dya say?"
Liz smiled in spite of herself. "I say I'd love to have you dump me."
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Proctor Residence
"You're certain?" Courtney said "You're absolutely certain he threw his hat in the ring?"
"I heard him," Nathaniel said, "and so did several others. Would you like to talk to them?"
"No, no, I didn't mean it that way," Courtney sighed. "I'm just finding it hard to believe he actually went through with it."
"He spoke directly to Larak and confirmed that he supported the negotiations," Nathaniel said. "I'd call that 'going through with it'."
"Just the negotiations?" Courtney said hopefully. "Not the treaty itself?"
Nathaniel raised an eyebrow. "Grasping at straws, aren't we? At the moment, we really don't have a treaty to support. What we have is a draft, and all the arguments surrounding it, a.k.a. negotiations. He supported the negotiations, ergo he supports the treaty."
"You've really improved your Earth idioms," Courtney said darkly. "And your Latin."
"We've passed our 50th anniversary on this planet," Nathaniel said, "which means I've had plenty of time. And you're still on the hook."
Don't I know it, Courtney thought as the hologram of her faintly exasperated Second hovered over her trithium generator in Dee's guest room. Human telephones were safer, but she'd deemed it worth the risk of using a communicator; she'd wanted to see Nathaniel's expressions and body language as well as hear his voice when she asked if Brivari had truly gone on record as supporting the treaty. They only had a few more minutes before they'd have to hang up, or Nicholas would be able to track them.
"What I don't get is why you agreed to it in the first place," Nathaniel was saying. "If you didn't want to do it, why not just let it go? The negotiations were proceeding without him."
"Believe me, I've asked myself that a hundred times," Courtney said. "He's been the original immovable object on this subject, so the odds I'd have to deliver were small."
"Can't say I blame him," Nathaniel said. "A peace treaty from Vanessa and Jaddo? That sounds like some kind of joke, the bad kind. It's hard to believe no matter where you're coming from. It certainly gave me pause, gave all of us pause."
"But you came around," Courtney said. "Brivari never did. Even then, I didn't think he'd really go through with it."
"I didn't believe he'd really make us a safe house either," Nathaniel admitted. "But he's not only building one, he's building a back-up, and adding all sorts of extra stuff so we don't go stir crazy, and acting as our liaison with the outside. It's like the guy's got religion."
He did, Courtney thought sadly, in the form of a king from the future, something she had no intention of even trying to explain to Nathaniel. That was probably the real reason Brivari was supporting the treaty, because Zan from the future had wanted him to, with the threat she'd dangled just a convenient excuse. Either way, it got the job done, but put her in difficult position. Now she had to pony up.
"I just realized I referred to a Covari as a 'guy'," Nathaniel was saying. "And not just any Covari, but a Royal Warder. We've definitely been here too long. But seriously, he's been...cordial. Efficient. Relatively unobjectionable."
"High praise," Courtney said dryly. "This is the first time you've had to deal with him without me there. Maybe he's on his best behavior, whatever that is."
"If it's any consolation, he didn't sound happy about it," Nathaniel noted. "His support for the negotiations was grudging, and that was very clear, even to Larak."
"Doesn't matter," Courtney said. "An official endorsement from the King's Warder is gold, even if it is grudging. Everyone knows that."
"It immediately changed the tone of the talks," Nathaniel admitted. "It was really bothering some of the delegates that there was no official word from Zan or his Warder." He paused. "Which brings me to the next order of business. Khivar is pushing a summit to discuss the treaty."
"Oh, right," Courtney said scornfully. "He'll propose his own 'treaty', which will be something like 'crown me king, or I'll kill you'."
"Most likely," Nathaniel agreed. "They're proposing to hold the summit on Earth."
Courtney blinked. "What? How? Is everyone seriously going to hop a plane and come here?"
"No. They want to transfer like Larak did," Nathaniel said. "Except Khivar, of course. He has Nicholas there to speak for him."
Courtney's jaw dropped. "You've got to be joking! Do they have any idea how dangerous that is? He'll assassinate all of them!"
"No, he won't," Nathaniel said. "He's already got all of Antar mad at him, even his supporters. If he murders the leaders of our sister planets, he'll have a grand total of five planets mad at him. Those are odds even Khivar can understand."
"I don't believe this," Courtney muttered.
"There's more," Nathaniel said. "Khivar agreed to the summit on the condition that Zan attend."
"You mean his representative," Courtney said. "As in Brivari."
"No, I mean Zan," Nathaniel said. "Zan himself has to attend, or no summit."
"Then there's no summit," Courtney declared.
"Not so fast," Nathaniel said. "If there's no summit, that could scuttle the talks."
"The King's Warder just climbed aboard that train," Courtney said crossly. "Isn't that good enough?"
"It should have been," Nathaniel admitted, "and it might have been except that Khivar also knows how much weight Brivari's endorsement brings to the party. So he raised the stakes by demanding Zan's personal involvement."
"Zan is in no condition to attend a summit!" Courtney exclaimed. "He barely even knows who he is!"
"That's not what it looks like from Antar," Nathaniel said. "It's common knowledge that Zan has emerged and accessed the message left by the Queen Mother. In their minds, that means he's back."
"Back?" Courtney repeated incredulously. "Back? He's a child! I mean, yeah, he just—just—learned he's a king, but he has no memory of being one…" She stopped, raising both hands to her head in a kind of silent scream. "He knows," she said breathlessly. "Khivar knows. That's why he's insisting that Zan attend. One look at Zan now, and the rest of them won't give him the time of day. Shit! Shit, shit, shit! Okay," she said, panic rising as she paced in front of her placid Second's hologram, "we have to get out of this. Can we postpone the summit for, say, another year? Or two, or three?"
"Maybe," Nathaniel said doubtfully, "but it wouldn't look good. Relax," he added soothingly as she made a strangled sound of despair. "Zan just has to put in an appearance, prove his birthright, and look credible. Then he can excuse himself and let Brivari take over. Is he up to that, at least?"
"I'm not sure," Courtney said in dismay. "Maybe. Maybe not."
"It's that bad?" Nathaniel said.
"He's a kid!" Courtney exclaimed. "A human kid! He doesn't remember who he was, he knows nothing of the politics of our world or any other, and doing a handoff with Brivari means Brivari will have to reveal himself. Which he hasn't done because Zan has the power to compel him, and with Zan's current lack of maturity, that's a very, very bad idea."
"He could compel Jaddo too, but he revealed himself," Nathaniel said.
"And that was the plan," Courtney said, "that one would step out and the other remain hidden so one would be free."
"Which is why there's a new plan," Nathaniel said. "And a good thing, too, because if Zan declines or postpones for too long, he risks destroying the talks altogether."
"We're screwed," Courtney groaned.
"Of course we're not," Nathaniel said. His image leaned in closer. "You can get Zan ready."
"Holy shit," Courtney whispered.
"You promised," Nathaniel said firmly. "Jaddo was their guide, but now he's gone. Someone must take his place, and you promised Brivari that would be you. That was the deal you made, that Brivari support the treaty in exchange for you becoming his liaison with the Royal Four. He's upheld his end; now it's your turn. Get Zan ready for the summit. It's coming whether you like it or not."
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Parker Residence
Liz Parker stared at her nearly empty suitcase in consternation, her mind a blank. She was supposed to be packing, but she couldn't concentrate. Every time she tried to make a list, either in her head or on paper, her mind kept returning to the afternoon at Whitaker's office, which had started so well and ended so badly. She'd actually been okay by the time Kyle had dropped her off, in a much better mood than the one he'd found her in because she'd decided he was right—she'd done nothing wrong, and she'd help them, but on her own terms. It had taken a good hour for them to arrive, but she'd been glad for the time alone to get her head together and deal with the flood of calls pouring in in the wake of the media coverage. Whitaker's assistant, Rose, who had long since returned to Washington during her boss's "personal leave", had left a message which sounded like she was in a state of shock, which she probably was. One had to wonder how much more shocked she would have been had she known her employer wasn't human, assuming she didn't already—for all they knew, Rose was also a Skin. Rose had told Liz to forward all calls and correspondence, which she'd been been doing anyway, albeit on a part-time basis, and that someone would be by to empty the office within days. If they wanted access to Whitaker's papers, they needed to move fast.
And then Max and company had arrived, puzzled that she hadn't waited for them. Isabel, Michael, and Tess quickly got over that when she'd pointed out that she'd never been asked or agreed to wait for them, but Max's frown said otherwise. They'd rifled through the office in relative silence, everyone missing the looks Max was throwing her way. By the time the shit had hit the fan, she'd been thoroughly annoyed.
Well, somehow the Skins know that she's dead. None of us has said anything...unless it came from here.
You mean from me.
Even now, standing in her bedroom, the sting of that accusation made her want to throw something. How dare he? How dare Max insinuate that she'd put all of them in danger just because she'd refused to get back together? Whatever he thought of her refusal, however angry he was about Kyle, he had no business accusing her of leaking Whitaker's death to the press. Why would she even do that? What purpose would it serve? Did he really think her capable of something like that? The only saving grace was that Tess had rescued her by pointing out the letter from the "Universal Friendship League". She'd avoided eye contact with Tess, but Tess hadn't batted an eyelash; she'd been all business, ignoring Max's smoldering looks and accusations, and acting like she had no idea Max had caught her and Kyle in bed together. An interesting and aborted phone call with the League had followed, along with Max's subsequent decision to go to Arizona, which she had silently cheered because that meant a few more days when she wouldn't have to contemplate strangling him...and then he'd insisted she go with them. Great. Just great.
"Knock, knock?" a voice called. "Liz, you in there?"
Liz opened her bedroom door. "I thought you'd be checking out Courtney's place," Liz said.
"Tonight," Maria said, surveying the meager contents of her suitcase, "under cover of darkness. So it's true. You're really going with them?"
"What choice do I have?" Liz said sourly. "I'm the only one with a 'legitimate connection' to Whitaker. How about I 'legitimately' sneak a little booze into Max's lunch? I didn't mean that," she added quickly when Maria's eyebrows rose. "I…I didn't."
"Yeah, I think you did," Maria said. "What brought this on?"
"Didn't Michael tell you?" Liz said bitterly. "Max accused me of leaking the news of Whitaker's death to the press."
Maria's eyes grew round. "He said that?"
"In so many words," Liz said. "Everyone heard it. Everyone looked at me like I'd just blown them in. Didn't Michael mention it?"
Maria shook her head. "Nope. But he did say Max had asked you to come with them, and that you didn't look too happy about it."
"Why should I be?" Liz said crossly. "I've been trying to make Max understand that we can't be together, that we don't work together, and now we'll be stuck together. It's bad timing."
"Very bad," Maria agreed, taking her hands. "Don't go."
"I have to," Liz said. "He's right—I'm the only connection."
"Then send a sympathy card with them," Maria said, "or flowers, or cookies, or something. They can deliver it. You stay here."
"You have no idea how tempting that is," Liz said.
"So give in to temptation!" Maria said. "Stay home, and stay sane."
"I can't," Liz sighed. "I mean, I'm pissed at Max, but this isn't just about Max, it's about Michael and Isabel and Tess too. It's not fair to put them in danger just because I'm mad at Max. That's exactly what he accused me of. No sense proving him right."
"If he really thinks you blew them in, why would he want you to come in the first place?" Maria said.
"He doesn't," Liz said. "He's just...angry. He's lashing out because he's angry."
"Because you turned him down," Maria said.
Because I was trying to save the world, Liz amended sadly. Which Max didn't know about, couldn't know about, but still… It didn't make the sacrifices she had to make any easier. She just hoped they really had managed to avert disaster in the future, that this was all worth it. It would be a real kick in the pants if everything turned to crap anyway.
"Help me out here," she said to Maria. "I need to pack, and I can't think."
"Well...for starters, I don't think you'll be needing a bathing suit," Maria said, plucking her bikini out of her suitcase. "I'm guessing this isn't a 'lounge-by-the-pool' type of trip."
"Good Lord, what made me grab that?" Liz groaned.
"Your last trip was to Florida," Maria reminded her. "Big difference. Where's your hairdryer? Toothbrush? Make-up?"
"I told you, I can't think!" Liz exclaimed. "Every time I try to be logical and pull stuff together, my mind just goes blank."
"Okay, walk-through," Maria said briskly, pulling her off the bed and into the bathroom. "What's the first thing you do in here when you go to bed at night?"
"Brush my teeth," Liz answered.
"So grab your toothbrush and toothpaste. Second thing?"
Twenty minutes later, they had methodically gathered a workable suitcase. "You need one more thing," Maria said, plopping down beside her on the bed. "An excuse. How are you going to explain a trip to Arizona to your parents?"
"Tess said she'd take care of that," Liz said, "and I'm happy to make it her problem. I've got enough of my own."
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Valenti Residence
There, Tess thought with satisfaction, zipping her duffle bag closed. Packing was second nature to her, packing quickly even more so. She and Nasedo had moved a lot, and almost every time had been sudden, a mad dash away from whoever had discovered them or whoever was about to. The last time she'd packed was to come here on the night her house had been broken into, and the time before that, it was to come to Roswell…
Tess brushed a wistful hand across her bag. Every other time they'd run, they'd been running from something and toward God only knew what, their landing place a mystery. Their move to Roswell had been the first time she'd not only known exactly where she was going, but had actually looked forward to it. It seemed so far away now, like it had happened years ago instead of just a few months. Now Nasedo was dead, and she was a refugee in a house which didn't want her, among others like herself for the first time in her life who also didn't want her. She'd found the Others, but it hadn't been the joyous homecoming she'd dreamed of, and it had come at a price. Maybe now that Liz had officially stepped aside, she and Max could find their way back to where they'd been in that other life. If he could get over the fact that Liz had stepped aside, that is, which he clearly wasn't, judging by his behavior at Whitaker's office this afternoon.
Her phone rang. "Can you be ready in a hour?" Max's clipped voice asked without preamble.
"I'm ready now," Tess answered.
There came a pause. "You are?"
"Yeah. We moved a lot, remember? And not just moved, but ran, for our lives most of the time. I learned to pack fast."
"Right," Max said. "I'm...used to Isabel. She takes forever to pack."
"She's never had to run," Tess said. "Lucky her. Come over whenever you're ready. I'm good to go." She paused. "Max, are you...are you okay? Because you know you can talk to me if—"
"I'm fine," Max broke in. "Be over shortly."
Tess rung off with a sigh. Liz may have stepped aside, but that didn't mean Max was automatically hers. She'd thought of Liz as an obstacle which, once removed, would put everything right again, but it wasn't that simple. She would still have to win him, and it was much too soon to even begin trying. She would have to be patient and supportive so that when Max was ready to move on, she was the one he moved on to.
Her phone battery was low. Patience wouldn't do for this as there was no time to charge it the old-fashioned way. Holding the phone in her hand, she concentrated, watching the bars light up one after another on the battery symbol…
"What the hell?"
It was Kyle, standing in her—his?—bedroom doorway and eyeing her bag with alarm. "Are you leaving?" he demanded. "Just because we had an argument? You're just packing up and leaving?'
Tess smiled faintly. "No, Kyle, I'm not that fragile. Sorry if you had your hopes up."
"Oh," Kyle said, taken aback. "Okay. The only hopes I had were that we could fight some more. I, uh...kind of like fighting with you."
"Gee, thanks," Tess said dryly. "You're not so bad yourself. We're just going to Arizona to check something out."
"Whitaker's fake funeral?" Kyle said.
"How did you know about that?" Tess asked sharply. "Did Liz tell you?"
"Whoa! Paranoia alert," Kyle chuckled. "It's all over the news."
Of course, Tess thought, chagrined. She shouldn't be so quick to jump on Liz; Max had that angle more than covered. "Right. I...didn't realize you watched the news."
"You neither," Kyle said. "There's so much we don't know about each other."
"Maybe it's best we keep it that way," Tess said.
"Maybe," Kyle shrugged. "So how are you pulling this off in the middle of the week? My dad will be pissed if you skip school."
"Your dad is the one helping us do it," Tess said.
"No shit!" Kyle exclaimed.
"Yes, really," Tess translated. "He's not happy about it, but he realizes we have to go. We're officially attending some kind of youth panel on law enforcement in Santa Fe. He was really nervous about lying to Max's dad, but I guess Mr. Evans liked the idea, being a lawyer and all."
"Huh," Kyle said. "My dad, the liar. Guess I'm not surprised he'd be good at it. He got you all squared with the school, and everything. So many perks to being a Martian."
"Yeah, tons!" Tess agreed. "You get to be abducted, and have people try to kill you, and everything. It's great!"
"Nah, those aren't perks," Kyle said. "That happened to Liz and me, and we're not Martians."
"What a coincidence," Tess said tartly. "Neither are we."
The doorbell rang. "I'll get it," Kyle said, scooting away before she could stop him.
"No, wait...Kyle?" Tess called. "Kyle! I'll get it! It's probably for me anyway—"
She pulled up short behind him as he threw the front door open. Max stood on the other side, his face a thundercloud.
"Max!" Kyle exclaimed. "Buddy! Haven't seen you for...well, not for at least a couple of days. How's the peeking in girls' windows going for you?"
Ouch. Tess bit her lip as Max's expression darkened, if that was possible. "I wasn't 'peeking'," Max said stiffly. "I was bringing over concert tickets."
"For a concert Liz had already told you she wasn't going to," Kyle nodded. "How thoughtful of you to ignore her completely."
"I'm not having this discussion with you," Max said stonily.
"No, you're not," Kyle agreed. "You're having it with Tess. Took you, what, all of five minutes to blather what you'd seen to her?"
Shit. Tess squirmed inwardly as Max's eyes fastened on hers. There would be a reckoning for this, she was certain. "Are you ready?" he asked her coldly.
"Completely," Tess said, pushing past Kyle. "Let's go."
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I'll post Chapter 61 on Sunday, February 26.
