Posted: Sat Sep 30, 2006 3:24 am
Alex
Walking up the stairs to my appartement, I can feel nervous energy pulsing in my veins. Nervous because I might spot Isabel Evans, one of the people who lives in this house and who works with me, when I move past her appartement. If I meet her, I'm going to be dumbstruck for a moment, like I always am when seeing her, but that will pass after a few moments and I am able to talk coherently again and make jokes.
Acting like the perfect, love sick, friend that I am. Yes, I'm in love with her, I'm not even denying it anymore. Sadly, Isabel doesn't know that. Well, luckily actually because I really woulnd't want to ruin the friendship between the two of us because of my feelings. Which is also why I constantly think of asking her out but always chicken when the moment comes. I couldn't take the rejection and her being uncomfortable around me because of that.
Luckily for me, she hasn't dated lately. At least as far as I know but ... what do I know. She never mentioned dates lately so ... I guess I don't have to worry about stumbling on her and a guy making out in the hallway.
Okay, I'm passing the corner to her door and ... no, she's not around. I'm both relieved and sad about that. Relieved cause this way, I can't make a fool out of myself and sad because I can't see her. That is crazy though since I last saw her about two hours ago at work but love makes you do crazy things, I guess.
Walking up the stairs to my appartement, I can feel nervous energy pulsing in my veins. Nervous because I might spot Isabel Evans, one of the people who lives in this house and who works with me, when I move past her appartement. If I meet her, I'm going to be dumbstruck for a moment, like I always am when seeing her, but that will pass after a few moments and I am able to talk coherently again and make jokes.
Acting like the perfect, love sick, friend that I am. Yes, I'm in love with her, I'm not even denying it anymore. Sadly, Isabel doesn't know that. Well, luckily actually because I really woulnd't want to ruin the friendship between the two of us because of my feelings. Which is also why I constantly think of asking her out but always chicken when the moment comes. I couldn't take the rejection and her being uncomfortable around me because of that.
Luckily for me, she hasn't dated lately. At least as far as I know but ... what do I know. She never mentioned dates lately so ... I guess I don't have to worry about stumbling on her and a guy making out in the hallway.
Okay, I'm passing the corner to her door and ... no, she's not around. I'm both relieved and sad about that. Relieved cause this way, I can't make a fool out of myself and sad because I can't see her. That is crazy though since I last saw her about two hours ago at work but love makes you do crazy things, I guess.
