Re: Pieces of My Heart (AU,M/L,Adult) chpt 11 11/21/09
Posted: Sat Nov 21, 2009 6:16 am
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chapter 11.
Liz pov
I can’t help staring at him, as he lies sleeping beside me. How did this happen, how did I get so lucky.
I wish we could just stay in this bed forever. I wish we could just forget about his family and Kyle.
Kyle.
I promised I would talk about the attack today, but he doesn’t understand, between his father and the things Kyle could bring up about me I am so afraid.
If I can’t talk him out of going to the police I’m going to have to tell him the truth before he finds out from someone else.
How am I going to do this? How could he ever understand?
Very carefully I slip out of bed without waking him. I need coffee; I need to figure out how I’m going to handle this.
As I put the filter in the machine I feel his incredible hands around my waist.
“Mmm you look good in my tee shirt.”
I sigh as his hands reach around to caress my breasts. He’s not making this easy.
“But you know what would look better? You out of my tee shirt.”
Taking me by surprise he lifts me up and sits me on the counter. His fingers play with the hem of my shirt as he begins to kiss my neck.
His lips move across stomach as he lifts the offending material out of his way.
Removing the shirt and throwing it aside he falls to his knees and begins to gently kiss the inside of my thigh.
I start shaking, all of a sudden I feel like a liar.
I can’t put this off any longer.
“Max wait…we need to talk.”
Immediately he stops and cradles my face I n his hands. His eyes are full of concern.
“Did I do something wrong last night?”
He glances quickly over my body with worry.
God could he be any sweeter, how am I going to do this?
“No max this has nothing to do with you.”
Jumping off the counter I reach for his shirt and quickly pull it over my head already ashamed by what I’m about to say.
After pouring us some coffee I sit nervously at the kitchen table and begin to rip a napkin up in pieces.
Suddenly I feel his hand on my arm.
“Liz whatever it is you can talk to me about it. There is nothing that can change the way I feel about you…nothing.”
Max’s pov
“I know this is about what we have to do today. I know you’re scared but I’m going to be there with you through everything. “
“Max there is a reason I’m so afraid to do this, you see if I go down there and press charges… Kyle is going to bring up things, things that happened in our past.”
She’s starting to cry, the pain in her face is more than I can take.
“Liz its ok-
“Max there were times after the separation when Kyle would …come over in the middle of the night. You have to understand max…
Her voice is cracking she’s about to cry, god what did he do to her.
“He made me feel worthless like no one would or could ever love me again.
Everyday of our marriage would put me down find a way to make me feel …less…like I was trash.”
“Liz I am so sorry”
“No, please let me finish, when he told me that it was over. I was lost; I just kept thinking I was going to be alone forever. I believed everything he told me. There wasn’t a night that went by that I didn’t cry myself to sleep.”
She’s shaking now, god I want to kill him how could he do this to her?
“It got to the point where I wasn’t sleeping or eating. I used to get this horrible feeling in my stomach in the morning. Just the thought of another day starting …another day I had to face was just too much to bear. That’s when he started coming over.”
I feel a horrible pit in my gut just imagining what she’s going to say next.
“He would come over usually when he girlfriend was out of town or they were in a fight. He would show up unannounced and usually drunk, he would start out nice. Telling me how sorry he was and how …pretty I looked….how much he missed me. I know it sounds insane and pathetic but I was so lonely, I was in so much pain. I just needed it to stop. I just wanted for a few hours not to feel that emptiness…max I’m so embarrassed.”
“Liz please stop, you don’t have to say anymore.”
“No, you have to know because…because I think he’s going to use all this against me. If I let him sleep with me before we were separated how are they going to believe me that I didn’t let him this time? Max it was horrible. Sometimes he would…hurt me…
Oh my god…I’m going to end him.
“After it was over he would …say something terrible like…’you’re still a lousy fuck’ or ‘thanks for reminding me why I left you’…I-I know your probably thinking why would I keep letting it happen. But see that’s why he hit me that night, that’s why he wouldn’t take no for an answer…he was used to getting what he wanted. And I’m just afraid that…that he’s going to bring all this up …and …and-
That’s it I can’t hear anymore.
Within seconds I take her in my arms and carry her to the bedroom.
Passionately I kiss her as I wipe her tears away.
Carefully I lay her on the bed and continue to kiss her until she is no longer crying, till I feel her body begin to relax.
“Liz he is a monster and everything he said was a lie and nothing that happened was your fault…nothing.”
“But-
“I understand why you’re so scared, please just trust me. I will handle everything, I don’t want you to ever worry about this again.”
“But-
“Liz do you trust me?”
“Of course I do.”
“Liz l promise you, I will take care of this.”
I watch as she nods, still her eyes are filled with tears.
I whisper against her neck how much I love her.
Right now I’m going to make love to her until all her fears have subsided.
But this is far from over.
I’m going to make sure that bastard never hurts her again.
Tonight I’m going to be paying Kyle a little visit.
chapter 11.
Liz pov
I can’t help staring at him, as he lies sleeping beside me. How did this happen, how did I get so lucky.
I wish we could just stay in this bed forever. I wish we could just forget about his family and Kyle.
Kyle.
I promised I would talk about the attack today, but he doesn’t understand, between his father and the things Kyle could bring up about me I am so afraid.
If I can’t talk him out of going to the police I’m going to have to tell him the truth before he finds out from someone else.
How am I going to do this? How could he ever understand?
Very carefully I slip out of bed without waking him. I need coffee; I need to figure out how I’m going to handle this.
As I put the filter in the machine I feel his incredible hands around my waist.
“Mmm you look good in my tee shirt.”
I sigh as his hands reach around to caress my breasts. He’s not making this easy.
“But you know what would look better? You out of my tee shirt.”
Taking me by surprise he lifts me up and sits me on the counter. His fingers play with the hem of my shirt as he begins to kiss my neck.
His lips move across stomach as he lifts the offending material out of his way.
Removing the shirt and throwing it aside he falls to his knees and begins to gently kiss the inside of my thigh.
I start shaking, all of a sudden I feel like a liar.
I can’t put this off any longer.
“Max wait…we need to talk.”
Immediately he stops and cradles my face I n his hands. His eyes are full of concern.
“Did I do something wrong last night?”
He glances quickly over my body with worry.
God could he be any sweeter, how am I going to do this?
“No max this has nothing to do with you.”
Jumping off the counter I reach for his shirt and quickly pull it over my head already ashamed by what I’m about to say.
After pouring us some coffee I sit nervously at the kitchen table and begin to rip a napkin up in pieces.
Suddenly I feel his hand on my arm.
“Liz whatever it is you can talk to me about it. There is nothing that can change the way I feel about you…nothing.”
Max’s pov
“I know this is about what we have to do today. I know you’re scared but I’m going to be there with you through everything. “
“Max there is a reason I’m so afraid to do this, you see if I go down there and press charges… Kyle is going to bring up things, things that happened in our past.”
She’s starting to cry, the pain in her face is more than I can take.
“Liz its ok-
“Max there were times after the separation when Kyle would …come over in the middle of the night. You have to understand max…
Her voice is cracking she’s about to cry, god what did he do to her.
“He made me feel worthless like no one would or could ever love me again.
Everyday of our marriage would put me down find a way to make me feel …less…like I was trash.”
“Liz I am so sorry”
“No, please let me finish, when he told me that it was over. I was lost; I just kept thinking I was going to be alone forever. I believed everything he told me. There wasn’t a night that went by that I didn’t cry myself to sleep.”
She’s shaking now, god I want to kill him how could he do this to her?
“It got to the point where I wasn’t sleeping or eating. I used to get this horrible feeling in my stomach in the morning. Just the thought of another day starting …another day I had to face was just too much to bear. That’s when he started coming over.”
I feel a horrible pit in my gut just imagining what she’s going to say next.
“He would come over usually when he girlfriend was out of town or they were in a fight. He would show up unannounced and usually drunk, he would start out nice. Telling me how sorry he was and how …pretty I looked….how much he missed me. I know it sounds insane and pathetic but I was so lonely, I was in so much pain. I just needed it to stop. I just wanted for a few hours not to feel that emptiness…max I’m so embarrassed.”
“Liz please stop, you don’t have to say anymore.”
“No, you have to know because…because I think he’s going to use all this against me. If I let him sleep with me before we were separated how are they going to believe me that I didn’t let him this time? Max it was horrible. Sometimes he would…hurt me…
Oh my god…I’m going to end him.
“After it was over he would …say something terrible like…’you’re still a lousy fuck’ or ‘thanks for reminding me why I left you’…I-I know your probably thinking why would I keep letting it happen. But see that’s why he hit me that night, that’s why he wouldn’t take no for an answer…he was used to getting what he wanted. And I’m just afraid that…that he’s going to bring all this up …and …and-
That’s it I can’t hear anymore.
Within seconds I take her in my arms and carry her to the bedroom.
Passionately I kiss her as I wipe her tears away.
Carefully I lay her on the bed and continue to kiss her until she is no longer crying, till I feel her body begin to relax.
“Liz he is a monster and everything he said was a lie and nothing that happened was your fault…nothing.”
“But-
“I understand why you’re so scared, please just trust me. I will handle everything, I don’t want you to ever worry about this again.”
“But-
“Liz do you trust me?”
“Of course I do.”
“Liz l promise you, I will take care of this.”
I watch as she nods, still her eyes are filled with tears.
I whisper against her neck how much I love her.
Right now I’m going to make love to her until all her fears have subsided.
But this is far from over.
I’m going to make sure that bastard never hurts her again.
Tonight I’m going to be paying Kyle a little visit.