Barbara - Yes it is part of his charm, a frustrating part of his charm and we do get to see his POV more in this next one and he does begin to redeem himself. And yes, Michael has always had a bit of a jealous streak, so I can see Rath pushing him over the edge.
Kiara - LOL...I'm not happy with Michael right now either. He's been pretty obtuse up to this point, but maybe he'll redeem himself in this one. And yes, it would have been very easy to give into both of those oh so sexy and tempting men, but to do so, would have been hurtful for all of them. And they're already hurt enough right now. As for Rath...how about I send him to you and Whims for comforting?
AN: Tag to
Covet,
Inevitable,
Temptation and
Decisions.
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Impasse
Going to run again?” he challenged quietly, walking up and standing toe-to-toe with the petite brunette who had his mind roiling with so many conflicting emotions, that it took every ounce of his willpower to get through the day without dragging her up to their apartment. He’d tried desperately to avoid her for the past few weeks because frankly, the way she affected him, how much she made him feel, completely and utterly terrified him. He’d never felt this way about anyone. “Or are we finally going to deal with this?”
Flicking contemplative eyes over flushed cheeks, he reached up and ran his fingers over a strand of her hair, unable to resist touching her in some small way, his heart beating rapidly as he mulled over hers and Rath’s words, his stomach fluttering at her unintentional confession. He really didn’t deserve her and the fact that Rath had actually been the bigger man in this instance irked and made him feel ashamed at the same time.
And yet, she loved him still. Loved
him, when God knows, she’d be better off telling him to go to hell and following his twin out the door. He didn’t know what to think.
What was it about her that made him act the bumbling idiot? Why was it that he never knew how to handle this woman? She ripped through all his defenses, destroyed his walls and wormed herself so deep into his heart, he knew there was no chance of ever being free. And the thing that scared him the most? Was that he didn’t want to break free of the ties she had effortlessly, unknowingly wrapped around his heart with every smile, every touch and those too few, brief kisses that tipped his world on its axis.
“Are
we going to deal with this?” she scoffed and he barely quelled the ghost of a smile that threatened to flit across his face at the fire in her tone. He fully deserved her attitude after everything he’d done, especially his fumbled attempt of trying to tell her how he felt the other day. Boy, had he fucked that one up. Wincing in remembrance of his boorish words, he rubbed the back of his neck uneasily, meeting fiery ebony eyes unflinchingly as he waited for her to continue. “Last I looked, I wasn’t the one running.”
“What do you call the other afternoon then?” he challenged, wincing internally at his accusatory tone and braced himself for the storm that little slip was going to create. He really needed a filter on his mouth, it seemed to get him into far more trouble than good. And people wondered why he rarely divulged his thoughts. Squaring his shoulders, his breath stuttered when fury sparked in dark, chocolate depths, lighting them with a bronze fire that stole his breath away and sent a ripple of desire coursing through his body. Hey, he was only human…well part human…and she was damned sexy when riled.
“Self-preservation,” she spat, arching a brow at him, her lips compressing as the hot flush of temper rouged her cheeks and her eyes practically spat fire at him as she stepped forward, invading his space until they were mere centimeters apart, tipping her head defiantly. And damned if he couldn’t help but stare at her in stunned appreciation, the wonder of her striking him dumb of all thought. She was magnificent. “What nothing smart ass to add, Michael?”
Licking his lips, his heart hammered, beating out a staccato rhythm as their eyes clashed and held, their breath mingling in harsh, rasping pants as he unconsciously dipped his head to hers, his hands unthinkingly gripping her hips to steady her. Watching her quietly, his body thrummed as soft curves brushed enticingly against his and he was having a hell of a time focusing, snapping to only when her pained voice ripped through the sensual haze that subsumed him every time she was near.
“Just as I thought,” she whispered, her eyes flaring briefly before they averted and she looked down at her twisting hands, her lip clenched between her teeth. His heart constricted at hurt in her eyes as she brushed by and clenched his hands tightly, cursing that his absorption in her had led to this place again, led to her fleeing, pain clearly etched in her eyes. Jesus, when would he learn? He couldn’t stand this Liz. Angry Liz he got; he could fight her, push her and she’d fight, push back. Hurt Liz…Hurt Liz made him want to hit his knees and crawl after her, begging for her forgiveness.
“If you’ll excuse me,” she continued, her voice strangled with suppressed emotion, then walked to the stairs wearily, her shoulders slightly slumped and looked back as she mounted, her bitter and sad tone finally breaking the dam inside him as she tossed over her shoulder. “I’ve had a long day and I’m not up to being rejected again by a man, who apparently only wants me when someone else does.”
“To hell with that,” he growled, his heart in his throat as she retreated, shutting him out once more. Deserved or not, there was no way in hell that he was going to let her walk away without hearing him out. She had effectively cut him off the other day, but this time, she was going to damn well listen, because, if he had spend another night without her, he really was going to go insane.
“Not want you?” he roared quietly, frustration lacing his voice as her head snapped to him in surprise, halting her ascent as she turned wide, dark eyes toward the aggravated, alpha male stalking up the stairs, her pulse jumping at the fiery, passionate, almost feral gleam shining in whiskey depths. Smirking as her throat convulsed, he halted in front of her, dipping his head until they were inches apart, continuing in a low, dangerous tone. “I can barely function because you’re all I think about.”
“Every night, I dream of you,” he whispered huskily, leaning into the pretty brunette tauntingly, the predator inside gurgling with glee as her eyes flared in response and he placed his hands on the rails, pressing their bodies together, forcing her to retreat onto the next step to escape as he rasped. “And when I’m not dreaming of you, I fantasize about you. You have me so tied up in knots I can’t get loose. And more, I don’t want to.”
Filling the step she had just vacated, his lips quirked wickedly as he noted her chest heaving with short, shallow breaths and the soft, wet glisten of her lips as she licked them nervously, her body trembling softly as he loomed over her once more. Holding her gaze, he leaned in and demanded quietly, “Is that enough? Or do you want more?”
Swallowing thickly, Liz scuttled up three more steps, torn between wanting to turn tail and run full out to her room, slipping into the cool, soothing confines, away from the seductive, electric spell the man in front of her was weaving or staying right where she was, the focus of all that pent up passion and fire he so rarely displayed. Breath hitched, she watched his slow, stealthy advance with rapt attention, her blood rushing in her head and bit her lip, desperately wishing he didn’t affect her so deeply.
“Your
scent drives me insane,” he rasped heatedly, as he came to a standstill in front of her once more, sinking a hand into the thick, silky, espresso locks framing her face and wrapping them around his fingers. Drawing the strawberry-scented strands to his nose, he inhaled deeply and groaned heartily, letting them slide through his fingers as he dropped them, fixing her with smoldering brandy-tinted irises. “It’s everywhere, in the house, on my clothes, on my sheets; I can’t escape it.”
“Your
taste turns me inside out,” he declared as he crowded her, biting back a moan when sweat-kissed curves molded against him, and dipped his head, brushing his lips over pink, trembling flesh teasingly, his tongue flitting briefly over her lips as he pulled away. Smirking at her sharp gasp, he deliberately licked his lips as he slowly walked her up the last step and into the waiting door to their apartment. “Drives me to the point that all I want to do is to sink into you and never leave.”
Invading her space, Michael slid his fingers over her arms, molding the soft, subtle curves in his hands as they traced their way down to cup her hips, pressing her into the cool wood at her back and pressed his lips to her temple, nuzzling the damp skin softly. Inhaling sharply as their bodies flowed together, fitting together like matching puzzle pieces he trailed soft, moist kisses along her cheek to her ear, his voice deep and rasping against the tender shell.
“I want you, need you so badly, I can taste it,” he growled, loving the way she shivered when his breath wafted over her skin and his breath caught as her head tipped, molten chocolate irises studying him silently, her body shifting temptingly against him as she splayed her hands against his chest. Meeting her assessing stare, he lifted a hand and brushed the back of fingers over the curve of her cheek, cupping her jaw as he confessed. “I crave you like no other, can’t seem live without you. What more do you want from me,
Elizabeth?”
Liz stared at him quietly, her heart pounding against her breast, knees weak and jellylike at his confession, her lungs burning from holding her breath through his last words. Well damn, he did make it difficult to stay mad at him. Inhaling deeply, she licked parched lips and replied soberly, trying to bring the conversation back around to a serious note. “Want, need, crave…those are all well and good, Michael.”
“But it’s not enough,” she pointed out, trying desperately not to get so caught up in the smell and feel of him, the impact of his sweet, passionate words chiseling away at the ice wall she had built to keep her heart safe. At one time, she would have accepted those words and accepted the unspoken ‘I love you’ behind them, but he’d been running so hot and cold the past few weeks, that she wasn’t ready to set her shields aside just yet. She wanted, needed more. “Not once have you mentioned love. And I need that from you.”
“Isn’t that what I’ve been saying?” he bit out impatiently, cringing when her expression cooled and growled deep in the back of his throat, slamming his hand against the door in frustration. Pressing his brow to hers, his heart hammered, his skin and lungs tightening as he drew an unsteady breath, panic rushing through his veins as he clenched his eyes before meeting her eyes pleadingly, swallowing thickly as she deliberately waited him out.
Shaking her head at his stubbornness, Liz scoffed, her brow winging with exasperation as she fixed him with a pointed look before rolling her eyes and spinning on her heel, reaching for the doorknob to head into the apartment. Grunting when a large hand closed over hers, she shot an irritated glance over her shoulder, her breath hitching as she noticed just how close his face was to hers and met fiery amber eyes, her heart thrumming at the heat flickering in them.
Their eyes clashed and held, battling silently as he took her hand and turned her back around to face him, her lips compressing as he threaded their fingers together. Heart in his throat, he swallowed, pushing through the lump that had formed there and inhaled deeply as he broke their gaze first, fixing on an unseen point as he gathered his courage before meeting hers once more and blurted out shakily, “I love you.”
“I have loved you for as long as I can remember,” he confessed after a beat, growing more confident as she looked at him in surprise and a touch of wariness, the acceptance and admission of his feelings breaking something inside himself, making it easier for him to express those all too difficult words. Pressing his hands against the door on either side of her head, almost daring her to deny him this time, he asserted much more firmly. “I love you and I don’t care what our friends think about it.”
Liz eyed him warily, inhaling sharply at the conflicting mix of irritation, uncertainty and love shimmering in his sherry-favored orbs, her own darting over his face apprehensively as she crossed her arms over her chest in a slightly defensive gesture, still intent on protecting her heart after the past few weeks. Tearing her gaze from his, she closed her eyes, her mind whirling as she tried to process everything he said; it would be so easy to give in and forgive him, but was he serious this time?
Was he really ready?