Re: After the End (CC ALL, FF, Mature) Part 9 -03/05/11
Posted: Fri Mar 25, 2011 11:17 pm
Thanks again to everyone following alone. Sorry for the pause. A big thank you to Mt. Gazer for her beta help in this part as well.
Mary mary- Thanks. Some answers will be gotten faster than others.
Natalie36- Thanks.
Keepsmiling7- Thanks. The baby scene was one that just grew organically. I am glad you liked it.
Ellie- Thanks. And you would be right about those babies. (And it IS twins, btw.) They are Alex. But how? That is the question now. Among others.
Timelord31- Thanks.
Mt. Gazer- Thanks. Glad you liked the babies. I certainly had fun writing that scene.
Xmag- Thanks. I am happy you liked that weird little interlude. Their children will start making a larger and larger impact on them as they grow.
Disclaimer- Roswell is not mine and no infringement is intended.
After the End part 10
Tess-
Tess looked over at the still sleeping Alex. Getting Alex up and into the car this morning had been a chore. He had spent a long night talking with Diane and Amy, getting all the information that those two mothers wanted to share with their daughters.
No one had really been comfortable with her there. Which in truth was understandable. Valenti had tried, he really had. But even he had trouble with her.
Kal had never called. He had never sent any messages to the email drops she had set up. But then there had been no activity shutting down her transfer of funds.
He was alive. She knew that. Although from the few reports she had gotten he had become somewhat reclusive. Wasn’t really out directing or producing anything at the moment. The few Hollywood blogs she had checked assumed he had either had some sort of major health issue or had suffered a nervous breakdown.
Tess blinked back a tear. She really would have liked to talk to that cranky old man. He had loved her in his distant way. Making sure she had everything she needed. Not to mention a lot of what she had simply wanted, while making sure she hadn’t been completely spoiled.
This other Tess. The one who had lived here. Tess shuddered. That could have been her. If Nasedo had gotten to her first.
Not spoiled perhaps, but ruthless and manipulative. She had been fed so full of lies which she wanted to believe, that she had betrayed her own family.
Tess shuddered. Just like Ava on Antar.
None of their predecessors had truly been covered in glory. Zan had been too indecisive, too willing to wait and see. Vilandra had been in love. Too willing to let herself overlook some very worrisome aspects in her lover. Rath, too much of a hot head to rationally deal with the fact that Vilandra loved another, no matter what the Families might have wanted.
Ava had been so sure of herself. So certain that she was on top of it all. That her manipulations of everyone in Court would be for the best for herself and her husband.
Such a fool. She had made everything worse. Had caused it all to build up to explosive levels, so sure she could contain it. So certain that she could direct the coming revolution, to channel the coming storm.
Ava had failed utterly. Just as Tess had.
Tess gripped the wheel tightly. But she was not that Tess. She was not the madwoman who had been determined to make the same mistakes all over again. Kal had made sure of that.
But how could she convince the people they were rapidly approaching of this? That she wasn’t the Tess they had known?
That they could trust her. That they didn’t have to fear her meddling with their lives. That she was their friend.
And that they could love her.
Another tear slipped by. She missed her family. The one she had gained when she had come to Roswell. But she was afraid that this time it would not be so simple.
That instead of their love she would have their hate.
And worse. That Kyle would hate her. Losing the girls would hurt. Losing gruff Michael, who she had spent so much time training that awkward summer. All so that he could safely be with Maria. Or Max, who had treated her as a true confidant as she had healed the wounds he had suffered at Pierce’s hands.
So many changes between this world and that. Alex, she knew, would fit right in. She expected that they would be so very happy to have him again.
Every flash she had managed to procure during her quiet scavenging around Roswell had pointed that out. She had even left a flower at this Alex’s grave and apologized for her alternate.
Would asking for forgiveness from the others be as simple?
Tess drove on.
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Maria
Maria hopped out of the car to follow Max. She paused for a moment as a wave of nausea washed over her. She looked down at her stomach, “Calm down there baby. Nothing to worry about. Mommy will get some sleep later today. I will even get something to eat, assuming you let me keep it down.”
Max looked back, “Are you alright Maria?”
“I am fine. The little one is annoyed I think, that mommy is still up, but for Isabel…. Come on let’s go.”
Max scanned the line of dark motel rooms. “I swear I am going to have a long talk with Kyle about all this.”
“They are both adults, Max. If I am right, and they are having an affair, what exactly do you plan on doing about it? Seriously Max, is it really fair for us to come down on them like this when they're the only couple not paired up? Shouldn’t we be happy for them?
Max sighed as they walked towards Isabel and Kyle’s room, “It’s not that. It is the secrecy of it all. And if you are wrong… If Khivar is truly involved….”
Maria looked away, “Yeah. And Isabel did sound so sure of it. But I still say the girl is pregnant, and that’s not something that can just happen in a dream.” She laughed a little, “Plus, they look cute together. And they got the best friends thing down.”
Max nodded.
They walked in silence for a few moments longer before both of them were standing right in front of the door. Max stared at it, and licked his lips.
Maria just rolled her eyes and knocked.
“Come in,” came Kyle’s calm voice.
Maria frowned. He hadn’t been calm at all when he had called. She looked up at Max.
Max nodded and lifted his hand. Maria could feel a sense of force building up in that palm, ready to shield or blast as needed.
Maria opened the door. The bathroom lights were on, but the bedroom was mostly dark. On one bed, Kyle was seated in what looked like an almost painful position. His eyes were closed.
But she knew Kyle. He was aware, and even from that position could move pretty damn quickly.
It still rankled that he was better at yoga than she was. That just wasn’t fair!
She caught her breath and saw Max hurry over to the other bed. For the glow in the bedroom came from Isabel’s lower abdomen.
Isabel twisted a bit, arching her back. Her bare breasts seemed flushed under the golden light from her belly. Her whole body seemed covered in a sheen of sweat.
Maria glared at Kyle, stalked past a stunned Max, and went to cover up her friend.
Kyle’s eyes flitted open, “Maria. No!”
Max just blinked, uncertain of what to do.
Maybe his alien senses allowed him to see something Maria couldn’t. Because Maria only wanted to help her friend maintain a little dignity. So she raised the sheet, resting over Isabel’s lower half, to cover her
As she placed the sheet on the sweaty hybrid woman, she was flung across the room. She could feel as her body buzzed with energy. She was shivering and shuddering as she came to a full stop. Slamming hard into the corner of the dresser.
So much pain. Her mind was filled with it. That and the desire to make sure that this never happened again. Because she was going to kill Michael for doing this to her.
“Maria keep it up, I can see the baby’s head. One more push.”
Maria pushed.
She heard two high-pitched voices give a gurgling coo as they welcomed their friend into the world…
Maria hurt.
“Maria, look into my eyes. Come on, damn it. Michael will kill me for letting you get hurt as it is. If you die....”
A mischievous teenage girl looked down at her. “Wakey, wakey, Mom. Uncle Max has something important to give you.”
Maria muttered, “Can’t you see how tired I am. Just let me sleep in peace.” She closed her eyes and felt as the pain began to drift away.
“Sorry, Mom. I want to be born, and let’s face it, Dad would be lost without you. So open your eyes.”
Maria grumbled. The things she did for her oldest….
Maria opened her eyes and felt the pain from her shattered body. She so wanted to close them again, to regain that peace.
But a pair of golden tinged brown eyes kept her there. She could feel as a force rushed into her and the pain began to fade. She looked up in wonder as Max healed her.
Kyle’s voice was soft, “I had already tried, Maria.”
Maria didn’t care. She reached up and grabbed Max’s collar. “Like mirrors, Max. They will be like polished golden mirrors.” And she closed her eyes and slept.
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Kyle
Kyle lifted and placed Maria on the other bed. He looked over at a seemingly emotionless Max. “I did try to warn her.”
Max nodded and waved him over to the other side of the room. “What exactly is going on here?”
Kyle wiped his face wearily, “I wish I knew. Isabel has been having some intense dreams lately….”
“Maria mentioned she had overheard Isabel mentioning Khivar...”
Kyle glanced over at Maria. “I suppose we were acting strangely enough for her to start spying on us. Just her nature.” He looked over at Max.
It took a while to read the man. It always did. Max tried to hold in his own emotional reactions to a degree that made Michael look soft. Always tried to remain calm and in control.
But Max Evans had a temper. A fairly wicked one if you got on the wrong side of him. The man was too controlled to let himself lash out. But it was there.
Max closed his eyes for just a moment and sighed, “Kyle, just tell me everything.”
Kyle nodded, “A bit more than a week ago, Isabel and I suddenly felt different.”
“This is when Liz had her vision?”
Kyle shook his head, “A little before it. The same day, but a bit earlier.” Kyle looked away for a moment. “It felt like a switch was being turned on. Like I suddenly felt connected with someone.” Kyle chuckled ruefully, “For a split second we thought it might be each other. But that wasn’t so.”
“So you are not the father then?”
“Father?”
Max looked sternly at Kyle, “Isabel is pregnant. Twins. Do you know who the father might be?”
Kyle shook his head, “It isn’t me, Chief. Both of us were on a bit of a dry spell when those Bonds opened up. And I think I know who holds the other ends, even if that doesn’t help us with Isabel.”
Max nodded. “Tess for you I presume?”
Kyle looked over at Maria again, “Yeah. But not our Tess. A different one.”
“That is convenient for her. Given what she has done to us.”
“Yeah, but when she dream walked me last night, I could tell. It is not the same girl. It isn’t Ava either. But really and truly a different Tess.” Kyle held his breath for a moment. “And she said it wasn’t Khivar on the other end for Isabel either.”
“Who then?”
Kyle sighed, “Alex. Their world’s Alex. And he was linked tightly to your sister in that other world. Very tightly. It is why her dreams have been so intense.”
Max sighed and looked at his sister. “Why now? Right when we have finally found a place to catch our breath.”
Kyle sat there a moment. "We are in trouble, aren't we Max?" He nodded worriedly, "With both Maria and Isabel pregnant at the same time...."
Max nodded thoughtfully, “Yes. All three of them at the same time. It makes you wonder. Is this an alien thing, or are we being set up?”
Kyle’s eyes grew wider, “Liz too?”
Max nodded.
“Congratulations, man.”
“Thanks. I just wish I knew that we were safe.”
Kyle coughed. “About that Max. The alternate Alex and Tess. They are coming to find us.”
“How?”
Kyle’s voice was soft, “Could you truly hide from Liz if she wanted to find you?”
Max was silent. But Kyle already knew the answer.
Because he could feel Tess growing steadily closer to them as they spoke.
He closed his eyes. Not much longer now.
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Isabel-
Isabel took a sip of her orange juice and smiled at her grim looking brother. Isabel had demanded they stop for something to eat. She was simply famished.
An IHOP more than sufficed. Better than fast food anyway.
She still didn’t believe she was pregnant, although she was certain that something was happening to her. But pregnant? Tess, their real Tess had assured her that getting pregnant in a dream was impossible. And outside of some really good dream sex, Isabel hadn’t had any for a while.
Sad really.
Max pushed the remaining scrambled eggs on his plate around with a piece of toast. Kyle was looking at his plate as if contemplating ordering more. As was Maria.
Isabel asked, “Are you okay?”
Maria’s voice was happy, “I don’t feel nauseous at all. Whatever your brother did, it seems like it made Mikayla a little less picky.”
Isabel looked down at her plate. She really had blasted Maria. “I’m so sorry, Maria. You know I didn’t mean to hurt you.”
Maria chuckled, “I just got hit at the wrong angle. Probably just would have wounded my pride if I hadn’t hit that dresser.”
Isabel winced. Her chest was still sore. But Maria had given her a cream that had helped immensely.
Max was quiet, “You will need to be careful. Tess said that her powers were harder to control when she had Zan. It could be that your pregnancy won’t diminish them like it did hers, just make them… uncoordinated.”
Isabel glared at her brother. “I am NOT pregnant. DO you hear me, brother mine?” She couldn’t help a tear begin to slide down her cheeks.
Kyle’s voice was friendly, but more than a little sarcastic, “Let’s see. Rapid mood swings. Breast tenderness.”
“Impossible. As for my mood swings, my period is due any day now. Maybe it is just a little PMS.”
Kyle shook his head, “Uh, no. I spend lots of time with you, Isabel. Trust me. You are a lot less weepy and hell of lot more scary during that time of the month.”
Max just nodded.
Maria glared at both of them. “Men.”
Isabel stood up. Her voice started low, almost conversational. But at the end she was biting back words in a harsh stage whisper, “I don’t care what any of you think. It simply isn’t possible. I haven’t had sex. Therefore I cannot be pregnant. Simple biology.” She looked over at Kyle, “And yes, there are those dreams. But the man is dead. I wish he were here. I would screw the man until he couldn’t walk. Then we could talk pregnancy.”
Kyle sighed and tried to place his hand on hers to calm her.
Isabel recoiled at his touch; she only wanted to feel one man right now.
Kyle said softly, trying to get her back into control. “Its true Iz. Tess is with him, and she dreamwalked me last night. They are on the way. It’s just a matter of time.”
She stared at him, the venom nearly dripping from her lips, as her hand subconsciously rested on her belly.
Isabel was in full rage mode, her voice still controlled but uncaring that she was easily becoming the focus of the entire restaurant.. “D-E-A-D. DEAD. And no dream no matter how fucking awesome is going to make me pregnant. SO I don’t care what you think or what you see. It is NOT true.” Isabel burst into tears.
Max stood up.
Isabel waved him off and got away from the table. “Don’t come near me. Any of you. I just need to go outside and think okay. Leave me alone!”
Isabel fled the scene, angrily brushing away the tears that would not stop. There was an odd sense of elation and electricity that filled her and fed the odd emotional extremes.
A few other people tried to come up and offer aid or assistance. She simply glared at them until they left her alone.
It was simply impossible. All of it.
She ran out the main door, determined to finish the tears, and smacked right into another person.
Out of the corner of her eye she saw a petite blonde woman speak with the person she had just hit.
No it was impossible. Simply impossible
Until he said her name with such a mixture of longing and despair, "Isabel?"
Which meant that everything she had just learned was true. EVERYTHING.
She tittered lightly.
Could it truly be...
Alexander Charles Whitman was alive and well and holding her steady. She could feel her heart begin to pound. Her stomach was fluttering with the sensations she had felt only through her dreams. She pulled away from his arms a bit. And stared at the man before her.
This was real.
She opened her mouth to say something. To say anything.
But she couldn’t.
Alex’s eyes were a mix of lust and guilt and shame. She could see instantly that he wanted her. This close she imagined she could almost feel his heart race. Could almost feel his pulse pound.
Closer. She needed to be closer.
She reached out to touch him.
Alex grasped her hands. “We can’t. I can’t. Not now. Not in the real world. I can’t betray her...”
“I don’t want to hurt you. I hurt my Alex too much." Her heart locked in a mix of lust and joy. She did not move. Could not pull away.
Isabel could feel a prickling sensation course down her body from those tiny touches. She moved one of her fingers in his grasp and placed it lightly on a pressure point. To feel his heart race. She couldn’t help a tiny giggle of happiness escape. “You are here. A second chance to do it right....” She felt as her stomach did a few flip-flops. She moved closer.
More. She needed more.
Isabel bit her lip and tried to control herself. This was insane. Even if he was Alex, there was no saying what the man, this man was like. Just looking at him, you could see he wasn’t quite the same sweet guy she had hurt so badly in high school.
But those differences intrigued her. How much would she have groomed Alex if she had not been so frightened of him? What would the man have been like?
Certainly much of the fear and self-doubt seem burned out of him. Confident. No longer the gangly teen.
Interesting.
One of his hands caressed her cheek. “You seem so different. So less hard. Almost kind.”
Her voice was full of emotion as she said, “I’ve always been kind.”
Alex nodded, “To those in need. Noblesse oblige. But hard and ruthless toward others. Willing to use people when you have to. Like you used Jesse.”
Isabel winced. But it was true. She could see it now, reflected in Alex’s hazel eyes. Eyes that always saw through her. A quick glance inside of him could see changes. This Alex had been asked to give up so much more than she had ever asked of her Alex.
And he had given it. He had given up his dreams to support hers. And now she was gone and dead and he was completely adrift. More alone in many ways than she had been when her own Alex had died.
How long they stood there, communing with each other. Living each other’s lives as flash after flash poured into them. They did not know. Only that to them it was an eternity that would bind them forever
Finally, Isabel said, “She would forgive you. She would understand. I should know. Sometimes it is just time to move on. No matter how painful.”
Alex’s voice was as soft, “You did not forget me. You just needed someone to bury the pain.
They were very close now. She was privately wishing she had time to brush her teeth, or at least pop a few mints. “This is completely and totally insane Alex.”
Alex kissed her and the worries faded. He pulled a little away, stared at the parking lot. “I want you. But not here.”
“You are mine, Alex. A second chance for both of us.” She glanced at the parking lot in return, “I don’t suppose your car has a heavy tint?”
Alex arched his brow, "Tinted windows in my car? My dear, I can give you the whole world!" Alex swept an arm across the parking lot. His mouth slipped into a lopsided grin, "The question is, do you trust me?"
She looked up at him. This was insane. She didn’t even really know this man. Except that in some ways she knew him better than anyone she had ever known. Biting her lip she answered with a nod. “Yes.”
Alex kissed her. And she felt as her entire body began to warm. As it began to feel like warmed honey on a hot summer day.
Hotter and hotter.
Too hot for her clothing. So she consciously left it behind.
She felt herself burst. And the world went away.
And there was only Alex and his warm skin against hers. She pulled him closer and they began to explore.
The real world came back into focus. A different place. A bed underneath them. That liquid honey feeling still filling her, magnifying every touch.
And they made love, uncaring of the occasional changes in scenery and lighting.
Concerned only with the other.
And in each other’s arms they found bliss.
Mary mary- Thanks. Some answers will be gotten faster than others.
Natalie36- Thanks.
Keepsmiling7- Thanks. The baby scene was one that just grew organically. I am glad you liked it.
Ellie- Thanks. And you would be right about those babies. (And it IS twins, btw.) They are Alex. But how? That is the question now. Among others.
Timelord31- Thanks.
Mt. Gazer- Thanks. Glad you liked the babies. I certainly had fun writing that scene.
Xmag- Thanks. I am happy you liked that weird little interlude. Their children will start making a larger and larger impact on them as they grow.
Disclaimer- Roswell is not mine and no infringement is intended.
After the End part 10
Tess-
Tess looked over at the still sleeping Alex. Getting Alex up and into the car this morning had been a chore. He had spent a long night talking with Diane and Amy, getting all the information that those two mothers wanted to share with their daughters.
No one had really been comfortable with her there. Which in truth was understandable. Valenti had tried, he really had. But even he had trouble with her.
Kal had never called. He had never sent any messages to the email drops she had set up. But then there had been no activity shutting down her transfer of funds.
He was alive. She knew that. Although from the few reports she had gotten he had become somewhat reclusive. Wasn’t really out directing or producing anything at the moment. The few Hollywood blogs she had checked assumed he had either had some sort of major health issue or had suffered a nervous breakdown.
Tess blinked back a tear. She really would have liked to talk to that cranky old man. He had loved her in his distant way. Making sure she had everything she needed. Not to mention a lot of what she had simply wanted, while making sure she hadn’t been completely spoiled.
This other Tess. The one who had lived here. Tess shuddered. That could have been her. If Nasedo had gotten to her first.
Not spoiled perhaps, but ruthless and manipulative. She had been fed so full of lies which she wanted to believe, that she had betrayed her own family.
Tess shuddered. Just like Ava on Antar.
None of their predecessors had truly been covered in glory. Zan had been too indecisive, too willing to wait and see. Vilandra had been in love. Too willing to let herself overlook some very worrisome aspects in her lover. Rath, too much of a hot head to rationally deal with the fact that Vilandra loved another, no matter what the Families might have wanted.
Ava had been so sure of herself. So certain that she was on top of it all. That her manipulations of everyone in Court would be for the best for herself and her husband.
Such a fool. She had made everything worse. Had caused it all to build up to explosive levels, so sure she could contain it. So certain that she could direct the coming revolution, to channel the coming storm.
Ava had failed utterly. Just as Tess had.
Tess gripped the wheel tightly. But she was not that Tess. She was not the madwoman who had been determined to make the same mistakes all over again. Kal had made sure of that.
But how could she convince the people they were rapidly approaching of this? That she wasn’t the Tess they had known?
That they could trust her. That they didn’t have to fear her meddling with their lives. That she was their friend.
And that they could love her.
Another tear slipped by. She missed her family. The one she had gained when she had come to Roswell. But she was afraid that this time it would not be so simple.
That instead of their love she would have their hate.
And worse. That Kyle would hate her. Losing the girls would hurt. Losing gruff Michael, who she had spent so much time training that awkward summer. All so that he could safely be with Maria. Or Max, who had treated her as a true confidant as she had healed the wounds he had suffered at Pierce’s hands.
So many changes between this world and that. Alex, she knew, would fit right in. She expected that they would be so very happy to have him again.
Every flash she had managed to procure during her quiet scavenging around Roswell had pointed that out. She had even left a flower at this Alex’s grave and apologized for her alternate.
Would asking for forgiveness from the others be as simple?
Tess drove on.
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Maria
Maria hopped out of the car to follow Max. She paused for a moment as a wave of nausea washed over her. She looked down at her stomach, “Calm down there baby. Nothing to worry about. Mommy will get some sleep later today. I will even get something to eat, assuming you let me keep it down.”
Max looked back, “Are you alright Maria?”
“I am fine. The little one is annoyed I think, that mommy is still up, but for Isabel…. Come on let’s go.”
Max scanned the line of dark motel rooms. “I swear I am going to have a long talk with Kyle about all this.”
“They are both adults, Max. If I am right, and they are having an affair, what exactly do you plan on doing about it? Seriously Max, is it really fair for us to come down on them like this when they're the only couple not paired up? Shouldn’t we be happy for them?
Max sighed as they walked towards Isabel and Kyle’s room, “It’s not that. It is the secrecy of it all. And if you are wrong… If Khivar is truly involved….”
Maria looked away, “Yeah. And Isabel did sound so sure of it. But I still say the girl is pregnant, and that’s not something that can just happen in a dream.” She laughed a little, “Plus, they look cute together. And they got the best friends thing down.”
Max nodded.
They walked in silence for a few moments longer before both of them were standing right in front of the door. Max stared at it, and licked his lips.
Maria just rolled her eyes and knocked.
“Come in,” came Kyle’s calm voice.
Maria frowned. He hadn’t been calm at all when he had called. She looked up at Max.
Max nodded and lifted his hand. Maria could feel a sense of force building up in that palm, ready to shield or blast as needed.
Maria opened the door. The bathroom lights were on, but the bedroom was mostly dark. On one bed, Kyle was seated in what looked like an almost painful position. His eyes were closed.
But she knew Kyle. He was aware, and even from that position could move pretty damn quickly.
It still rankled that he was better at yoga than she was. That just wasn’t fair!
She caught her breath and saw Max hurry over to the other bed. For the glow in the bedroom came from Isabel’s lower abdomen.
Isabel twisted a bit, arching her back. Her bare breasts seemed flushed under the golden light from her belly. Her whole body seemed covered in a sheen of sweat.
Maria glared at Kyle, stalked past a stunned Max, and went to cover up her friend.
Kyle’s eyes flitted open, “Maria. No!”
Max just blinked, uncertain of what to do.
Maybe his alien senses allowed him to see something Maria couldn’t. Because Maria only wanted to help her friend maintain a little dignity. So she raised the sheet, resting over Isabel’s lower half, to cover her
As she placed the sheet on the sweaty hybrid woman, she was flung across the room. She could feel as her body buzzed with energy. She was shivering and shuddering as she came to a full stop. Slamming hard into the corner of the dresser.
So much pain. Her mind was filled with it. That and the desire to make sure that this never happened again. Because she was going to kill Michael for doing this to her.
“Maria keep it up, I can see the baby’s head. One more push.”
Maria pushed.
She heard two high-pitched voices give a gurgling coo as they welcomed their friend into the world…
Maria hurt.
“Maria, look into my eyes. Come on, damn it. Michael will kill me for letting you get hurt as it is. If you die....”
A mischievous teenage girl looked down at her. “Wakey, wakey, Mom. Uncle Max has something important to give you.”
Maria muttered, “Can’t you see how tired I am. Just let me sleep in peace.” She closed her eyes and felt as the pain began to drift away.
“Sorry, Mom. I want to be born, and let’s face it, Dad would be lost without you. So open your eyes.”
Maria grumbled. The things she did for her oldest….
Maria opened her eyes and felt the pain from her shattered body. She so wanted to close them again, to regain that peace.
But a pair of golden tinged brown eyes kept her there. She could feel as a force rushed into her and the pain began to fade. She looked up in wonder as Max healed her.
Kyle’s voice was soft, “I had already tried, Maria.”
Maria didn’t care. She reached up and grabbed Max’s collar. “Like mirrors, Max. They will be like polished golden mirrors.” And she closed her eyes and slept.
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Kyle
Kyle lifted and placed Maria on the other bed. He looked over at a seemingly emotionless Max. “I did try to warn her.”
Max nodded and waved him over to the other side of the room. “What exactly is going on here?”
Kyle wiped his face wearily, “I wish I knew. Isabel has been having some intense dreams lately….”
“Maria mentioned she had overheard Isabel mentioning Khivar...”
Kyle glanced over at Maria. “I suppose we were acting strangely enough for her to start spying on us. Just her nature.” He looked over at Max.
It took a while to read the man. It always did. Max tried to hold in his own emotional reactions to a degree that made Michael look soft. Always tried to remain calm and in control.
But Max Evans had a temper. A fairly wicked one if you got on the wrong side of him. The man was too controlled to let himself lash out. But it was there.
Max closed his eyes for just a moment and sighed, “Kyle, just tell me everything.”
Kyle nodded, “A bit more than a week ago, Isabel and I suddenly felt different.”
“This is when Liz had her vision?”
Kyle shook his head, “A little before it. The same day, but a bit earlier.” Kyle looked away for a moment. “It felt like a switch was being turned on. Like I suddenly felt connected with someone.” Kyle chuckled ruefully, “For a split second we thought it might be each other. But that wasn’t so.”
“So you are not the father then?”
“Father?”
Max looked sternly at Kyle, “Isabel is pregnant. Twins. Do you know who the father might be?”
Kyle shook his head, “It isn’t me, Chief. Both of us were on a bit of a dry spell when those Bonds opened up. And I think I know who holds the other ends, even if that doesn’t help us with Isabel.”
Max nodded. “Tess for you I presume?”
Kyle looked over at Maria again, “Yeah. But not our Tess. A different one.”
“That is convenient for her. Given what she has done to us.”
“Yeah, but when she dream walked me last night, I could tell. It is not the same girl. It isn’t Ava either. But really and truly a different Tess.” Kyle held his breath for a moment. “And she said it wasn’t Khivar on the other end for Isabel either.”
“Who then?”
Kyle sighed, “Alex. Their world’s Alex. And he was linked tightly to your sister in that other world. Very tightly. It is why her dreams have been so intense.”
Max sighed and looked at his sister. “Why now? Right when we have finally found a place to catch our breath.”
Kyle sat there a moment. "We are in trouble, aren't we Max?" He nodded worriedly, "With both Maria and Isabel pregnant at the same time...."
Max nodded thoughtfully, “Yes. All three of them at the same time. It makes you wonder. Is this an alien thing, or are we being set up?”
Kyle’s eyes grew wider, “Liz too?”
Max nodded.
“Congratulations, man.”
“Thanks. I just wish I knew that we were safe.”
Kyle coughed. “About that Max. The alternate Alex and Tess. They are coming to find us.”
“How?”
Kyle’s voice was soft, “Could you truly hide from Liz if she wanted to find you?”
Max was silent. But Kyle already knew the answer.
Because he could feel Tess growing steadily closer to them as they spoke.
He closed his eyes. Not much longer now.
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Isabel-
Isabel took a sip of her orange juice and smiled at her grim looking brother. Isabel had demanded they stop for something to eat. She was simply famished.
An IHOP more than sufficed. Better than fast food anyway.
She still didn’t believe she was pregnant, although she was certain that something was happening to her. But pregnant? Tess, their real Tess had assured her that getting pregnant in a dream was impossible. And outside of some really good dream sex, Isabel hadn’t had any for a while.
Sad really.
Max pushed the remaining scrambled eggs on his plate around with a piece of toast. Kyle was looking at his plate as if contemplating ordering more. As was Maria.
Isabel asked, “Are you okay?”
Maria’s voice was happy, “I don’t feel nauseous at all. Whatever your brother did, it seems like it made Mikayla a little less picky.”
Isabel looked down at her plate. She really had blasted Maria. “I’m so sorry, Maria. You know I didn’t mean to hurt you.”
Maria chuckled, “I just got hit at the wrong angle. Probably just would have wounded my pride if I hadn’t hit that dresser.”
Isabel winced. Her chest was still sore. But Maria had given her a cream that had helped immensely.
Max was quiet, “You will need to be careful. Tess said that her powers were harder to control when she had Zan. It could be that your pregnancy won’t diminish them like it did hers, just make them… uncoordinated.”
Isabel glared at her brother. “I am NOT pregnant. DO you hear me, brother mine?” She couldn’t help a tear begin to slide down her cheeks.
Kyle’s voice was friendly, but more than a little sarcastic, “Let’s see. Rapid mood swings. Breast tenderness.”
“Impossible. As for my mood swings, my period is due any day now. Maybe it is just a little PMS.”
Kyle shook his head, “Uh, no. I spend lots of time with you, Isabel. Trust me. You are a lot less weepy and hell of lot more scary during that time of the month.”
Max just nodded.
Maria glared at both of them. “Men.”
Isabel stood up. Her voice started low, almost conversational. But at the end she was biting back words in a harsh stage whisper, “I don’t care what any of you think. It simply isn’t possible. I haven’t had sex. Therefore I cannot be pregnant. Simple biology.” She looked over at Kyle, “And yes, there are those dreams. But the man is dead. I wish he were here. I would screw the man until he couldn’t walk. Then we could talk pregnancy.”
Kyle sighed and tried to place his hand on hers to calm her.
Isabel recoiled at his touch; she only wanted to feel one man right now.
Kyle said softly, trying to get her back into control. “Its true Iz. Tess is with him, and she dreamwalked me last night. They are on the way. It’s just a matter of time.”
She stared at him, the venom nearly dripping from her lips, as her hand subconsciously rested on her belly.
Isabel was in full rage mode, her voice still controlled but uncaring that she was easily becoming the focus of the entire restaurant.. “D-E-A-D. DEAD. And no dream no matter how fucking awesome is going to make me pregnant. SO I don’t care what you think or what you see. It is NOT true.” Isabel burst into tears.
Max stood up.
Isabel waved him off and got away from the table. “Don’t come near me. Any of you. I just need to go outside and think okay. Leave me alone!”
Isabel fled the scene, angrily brushing away the tears that would not stop. There was an odd sense of elation and electricity that filled her and fed the odd emotional extremes.
A few other people tried to come up and offer aid or assistance. She simply glared at them until they left her alone.
It was simply impossible. All of it.
She ran out the main door, determined to finish the tears, and smacked right into another person.
Out of the corner of her eye she saw a petite blonde woman speak with the person she had just hit.
No it was impossible. Simply impossible
Until he said her name with such a mixture of longing and despair, "Isabel?"
Which meant that everything she had just learned was true. EVERYTHING.
She tittered lightly.
Could it truly be...
Alexander Charles Whitman was alive and well and holding her steady. She could feel her heart begin to pound. Her stomach was fluttering with the sensations she had felt only through her dreams. She pulled away from his arms a bit. And stared at the man before her.
This was real.
She opened her mouth to say something. To say anything.
But she couldn’t.
Alex’s eyes were a mix of lust and guilt and shame. She could see instantly that he wanted her. This close she imagined she could almost feel his heart race. Could almost feel his pulse pound.
Closer. She needed to be closer.
She reached out to touch him.
Alex grasped her hands. “We can’t. I can’t. Not now. Not in the real world. I can’t betray her...”
“I don’t want to hurt you. I hurt my Alex too much." Her heart locked in a mix of lust and joy. She did not move. Could not pull away.
Isabel could feel a prickling sensation course down her body from those tiny touches. She moved one of her fingers in his grasp and placed it lightly on a pressure point. To feel his heart race. She couldn’t help a tiny giggle of happiness escape. “You are here. A second chance to do it right....” She felt as her stomach did a few flip-flops. She moved closer.
More. She needed more.
Isabel bit her lip and tried to control herself. This was insane. Even if he was Alex, there was no saying what the man, this man was like. Just looking at him, you could see he wasn’t quite the same sweet guy she had hurt so badly in high school.
But those differences intrigued her. How much would she have groomed Alex if she had not been so frightened of him? What would the man have been like?
Certainly much of the fear and self-doubt seem burned out of him. Confident. No longer the gangly teen.
Interesting.
One of his hands caressed her cheek. “You seem so different. So less hard. Almost kind.”
Her voice was full of emotion as she said, “I’ve always been kind.”
Alex nodded, “To those in need. Noblesse oblige. But hard and ruthless toward others. Willing to use people when you have to. Like you used Jesse.”
Isabel winced. But it was true. She could see it now, reflected in Alex’s hazel eyes. Eyes that always saw through her. A quick glance inside of him could see changes. This Alex had been asked to give up so much more than she had ever asked of her Alex.
And he had given it. He had given up his dreams to support hers. And now she was gone and dead and he was completely adrift. More alone in many ways than she had been when her own Alex had died.
How long they stood there, communing with each other. Living each other’s lives as flash after flash poured into them. They did not know. Only that to them it was an eternity that would bind them forever
Finally, Isabel said, “She would forgive you. She would understand. I should know. Sometimes it is just time to move on. No matter how painful.”
Alex’s voice was as soft, “You did not forget me. You just needed someone to bury the pain.
They were very close now. She was privately wishing she had time to brush her teeth, or at least pop a few mints. “This is completely and totally insane Alex.”
Alex kissed her and the worries faded. He pulled a little away, stared at the parking lot. “I want you. But not here.”
“You are mine, Alex. A second chance for both of us.” She glanced at the parking lot in return, “I don’t suppose your car has a heavy tint?”
Alex arched his brow, "Tinted windows in my car? My dear, I can give you the whole world!" Alex swept an arm across the parking lot. His mouth slipped into a lopsided grin, "The question is, do you trust me?"
She looked up at him. This was insane. She didn’t even really know this man. Except that in some ways she knew him better than anyone she had ever known. Biting her lip she answered with a nod. “Yes.”
Alex kissed her. And she felt as her entire body began to warm. As it began to feel like warmed honey on a hot summer day.
Hotter and hotter.
Too hot for her clothing. So she consciously left it behind.
She felt herself burst. And the world went away.
And there was only Alex and his warm skin against hers. She pulled him closer and they began to explore.
The real world came back into focus. A different place. A bed underneath them. That liquid honey feeling still filling her, magnifying every touch.
And they made love, uncaring of the occasional changes in scenery and lighting.
Concerned only with the other.
And in each other’s arms they found bliss.