Roswell Fanatics

Title: Different Strand Of Time
Author: BeccaBehr
Disclaimer: I own nothing, sadly!
A/N: Its New Year and I'm definitely in a funny mood so beware this may contain some elements of fun!!!

I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you

How do I feel? Did anyone care? I doubt it. I've just been throw backwards up a flight of cement stairs. I have a headache and I am rather angry at that slut. I am going to go after and I'm going to have my fun. I'll throw her about a bit for that and that stupid blonde bimbo... wait... I'm blonde! Damnit! Oh well she can pay twice for that! I clambered to my feet and continued down the steps. By the time I reached the bottom they were gone. Damn my luck damn it to hell! I was going to get her and her little friend too!

I'm living for the only thing i know
I'm running and not quite sure where to go
I don't know what i'm diving into
Just hanging by a moment here with you

Who am I? What am I? Why am I? So many questions spinning through my head. Its all in pieces and muddled and it hurts so, knowing that I could never have those memories back again. Leanna hasnt said a word since we left the building. She helped me along even though she knew I wasnt hurt anymore. This silence was driving me crazy
"So" I began
"What have you gotten me into?" I heard her whisper her words not intended for me
"I dont know myself. I'm sorry Leanna, Jenny,"
"Why did you call me Jenny?"
"Well I have practically gone and ruined your life so I guess we're not friends any more and you only let your friends call you Leanna"
"Listen Elizabeth um Rei... Liz?" she got confused over my name "Whatever" she shook her head "You will always be my friend. I'm sorry I reacted to you like that but I just found out that one of my closest friends is a... and the other ones dead killed by some pyschotic blonde white trash ho from god knows where!"
"Antar"
"Huh?" she glanced at me for a moment then turned back to the road
"She's from Antar. I'm remembering something here"
"About who you are?"
"No" my brows knitted and I tried to focus "About my life before. Before the crash when we were all on Antar and we were children and we were playing... they went away when it gone dark and I had to go back to..."
"Back to where?"
"I dont know" I sighed and she looked disappointed
"Try get some rest Liz and we'll be there soon" she nodded and I snuggled down and fell asleep.

Just hanging by a moment
Hanging by a moment...
Hanging by a moment...
Hanging by a moment here with you...

Something was definitely going on. I couldnt find anything about our school doing a foreign exchange programme so it wasnt anything to do with school. Michael was freaking out, he really cared for like a sister and I was glad he was finally showing some emotion even if it was fear or anger. It made him more human not that looking him didnt prove it for me woo!
I shook my head and tried to focus no more Michael sex thoughts I concentrated as we walked into the Crashdown, Mr P grinned at us and I just prayed that it was about Liz.
"Guess what?"
"Liz came back and is upstairs tied to the bed so we can beat her up for scaring us like this?"
"No she just called. She was in Las Cruces"
"What was she doing in Las Cruces? I thought she was in Sweden"
"So did I" added Michael "Something's not right. We need to gather the troups, it could be alien" Jeff's face fell at the thought of that.
"Dont worry Mr Parker she's invincible while we're still alive" he still didnt seem happy about it but a tiny shred of worry had crawled off.
"Pixie Chick why dont you call Isabel and I'll get Max and Tess in here" he tossed me his phone and I flicked through it till I found 'Iz' lazy swot can't even right her full name into his phone! I scrolled down to my number and saw '#$%£^&' in the name slot. Oh he was so going to get it for that!
"Hey it's Maria"
"Why are you on Michael's phone?"
"We finally decided to give into our human urges and we wanted to ask you to join us..."
"......."
"I was kidding. Look just come down to the Crashdown Michael things there's something going on because Liz isnt in Sweden she's in Las Cruces" I hung up before she could answer and handed him the phone.
"What do you mean she's not there? Then where is she? Really? Furniture, ahuh I thought she lived in Phoenix... never mind Maxs get your ass down here now" he slammed the phone down and came over and sat down with me.
"Swap the 411" I ordered
"Well Max said Tess went to Lac Cruces to get her old furniture for her new apartment but I pointed out she moved from Phoenix and Max is on the way"
"I just hope Liz is safe"
"So do I" he replied truthfully "So do I..."

How many times in your life have you ever had the feeling
That the way you live is crazy and there must be something else.
When you look at the sky does it ever cross your mind
There could be something you’ve forgotten that won’t ever go away

My mind was racked with words and pictures that made no sense in reality. Dreams were always strange to me, it was something I couldnt explain but it just happened. Things happen for a reason and somewhere in this mass of earth sea and space someone planned it.
I hate the fact that I cannot change it that it will always be out of my hands. I guess fate it seems has a really bad sense of humor.
Here I am standing in front of the Crashdown with a very bad sense of de ja vu.
"Rei are you okay?" asked Leanna and I turned and smiled at her then pulled open the door. I recognised the place immediately but it was like something out of a dream...
"Liz!" that was him. He was my dad wasnt he? I was sure, he came rushing over and pulled me into a hug. A group of kids stood up and came over
"Liz! Oh thank god you're safe!" a blonde girl pulled me into a hug but I couldnt quite remember her. Was she my sister? Did I have any sisters or brothers for that matter? I was pulled into a hard and crushing hug from a tall scary looking boy and I felt safe it was so strange. It was like I already knew him and he was important to me. He was like a brother... was he my brother?
"Glad you're back Parker" he pulled back and patted my head. Then a mysterious boy stepped in front of me. My heart swelled and I felt as if I should fall at his knees and feel honoured in his presences.
"Max" I whispered as his name came to my mind
"Liz..." he leaned forward and pulled me into a hug and I closed my eyes and felt like I was home. He pulled back and kissed me but I pulled away rather surprised.
I noticed that I was getting strange looks and I wondered why
"I have a lot of questions for you. I can't really remember things, I hardly remember you at all" they all looked hurt
"Then how did you find your way back?" asked a mean looking girl who could knock my measly self down in a second
"Leanna she helped me" I turned and saw Leanna standing there feeling left out.
"Thank you for helping her Leanna" my dad shook her hand
"Yeah is there somewhere private to talk about things... the stuff that's happened?" we all headed back and I sat down and the tall safe boy sat down next to me and I snuggled in feeling sleepy.
"There was this girl" began Leanna "Rei said she was called Ava"
"Ava... you mean Tess?" snapped little blondie who seemed really angry "Man I knew she was bad news hanging round with your boy all the time! I can't believe she got away with it! Whose Rei by the way?"
"Oh Rei... Liz. I met her outside the Litvac building on Campus, I helped her she seems really worried and agitated. We became friends and one night she called me Maria and they she told me she couldnt quite rememeber who she was"
"I can't believe it was my name that helped her!" said little blondie Maria. Her name was Maria!
"What about Tess... Ava how did she come into it?" asked Max
"She was Chloe"
"Chloe?" asked the older blondie
"Leanna's room mate. She was standing there one minute then she shapeshifted into Ava. She tried to kill me!" I gasped
"Try? What do you mean by try?" asked scary safe boy I lifted my shirt and showed him the torn shirt soaked in blood, my blood.
"She stabbed me with a kitchen knife"
"Do you want me to heal it?"
"No there's nothing there to heal. Its gone" I lifted my shirt and showed him. It was true there wasnt anything there
"How is that possible?" asked Leanna "I have never seen anything quite like it or the way Rei threw that Ava girl up the stairs without touching her"
"Liz is an alien"
"What? I'm an alien... does that mean dad" he shook his head
"I'm not an alien. It's something to do with a DNA strand or something. They know more about it than I do"
"There was a planet called Antar..."
"And I was queen!" we all turned and saw Ava standing there "Tell her the story. I want her to know before she dies"
"You can't kill her Tess! If you do then you must die too. She's our protect her"
"Yes and we own her! I can order her to die!"
"NO!" cried dad
"Liz is the most powerfullest one of us here. She could kill you in an instant! Liz I order you to kill her!"
"It's not good Michael I told her never to listen to an order from us ever again"
"But I dont remember" I whispered and stood up and blasted her. She went through the swing door, I followed her into the diner and she looked up at me.
"I'll kill you!" she roared and lifted her hand and a loud static noise went off in my head.
"Stop!" I wailed in agony. It stopped suddenly and I looked up and saw my mom with the frying pan in her hand. She had just hit Tess!

Like the sun in the night,
Like the sun in the night,
You’ll always be with me baby,
Be in my soul,
You’ll always be with me
Wherever I go.

TBC...

Title: Different Strand Of Time(Epilogue)
Author: BeccaBehr
Disclaimer: I own nothing, sadly!
Summary: I am looking for more feedback. My story can't be that bad can it? Am I choosing the right songs for this fic?

Gets too much after a while trying to always hide your feelings
When the world is going crazy and you keep it to yourself
How much it hurts; though you try, try to get on with your life
And tell yourself that worse things happen and just hope it goes away.

My mom had just hit the queen of Antar with a frying pan! My mom had just hit the queen with a frying pan!
"I've called the sheriff I've told him what she is and he's coming. The FBI are too so we better disappear for a while" she told me and put the pan down on the counter and she and dad began clearing out the cafe then closed it. Tess just stayed on the floor unconscious.
"I think we should go to the pod chamber for a talk" said mom. Scary boy stepped forward and grabbed her arm
"You know about the pod chamber?"
"Yes Rath I do that's why I told suggested we talk there. I have a lot to tell you" she announced and dad too looked confused. Didnt he know? I heard the car pull up first and I made my way into the back. The others followed and I watched from the window. I heard everything
"Yes I hit her with the pan. She used her powers, she's an alien isnt she. She blasted me but she missed, the pan deflected the blast and she was after money"
"I'm sure the proper authorities would love to get their hands on her"
"It's not a person Sheriff, it can't be classed by male or female. It's a monster and I would be glad to never see it again" she said as she moved into dad's arms.
The Sheriff picked her up and carried her out. A black car pulled next to his cruiser and two men in dark suits took her from him. That was the last I ever saw of Tess Harding.

Like the sun in the night,
Like the sun in the night,
You’ll always be with me baby,
Be in my soul,
You’ll always be with me
Wherever I go.

We got out of our cars and walked along to the Pod Chamber. Mom was leading the way and I was rather surprised. How did she know about all this alien stuff? I couldnt quite remember it all but she could perfectly.
It was crowded inside the pod chamber so we went into the granilith chamber and sat along the wall.
"I have a lot to tell you but I guess I should begin with this" she smiled "I feel more at home here than anywhere else. My name is Mitosta" that name had purpose for me and I narrowed my eyes trying to think
"But I thought Liz was Mitosta" said scary boy Rath
"She is well in a way. She carries the strand sure enough but there's a deeper meaning going on here. Back on Antar I was Mitosta I lived with the Royal Four before they died before I almost died. Their life essences was still there and they werent completely gone. I hid myself in the granilith and for a time I was able to live. When the ship crashed I began to wake up.
I came out and I was adopted by Claudia Parker, she worked on the set of they are among us and she knows my secret. I met up with Jeff Johnson and we fell in love. I snuck out at nights because I couldnt survive without the energy of the granilith. I found out that I was pregnant with Liz. She wouldnt have lived if I had gone to the granilith and recieved energy. She was taken from me and grown in the granilith, she was given my memories and when it was time to be born I went and got her. I pretended to never know that I was pregnant, I went to my mother's contacts. She knows a few doctors who are more than happy to overlook the alien factor. Liz is like my clone in a way, she got all the memories and abilities I did"
"Then how come she doesnt look like you?" asked Leanna
"Jeff. Since he was part of the union well she was mixed with him. I am the original Mitosta and I have a very detailed memory of life back on Antar. I know Zan and I had a thing when we were young" she smiled at Max "And I can say that you havent changed a bit"
"I hope you're not getting any ideas!" said Jeff jumping up and pulling her into a hug
"Nope no ideas except for you. I think Liz loves him more than I do, it was just a fling for me and anyway I've found my soulmate and it's you" she kissed him and I groaned
"Yep I'm definitely their daughter" I announced "What other kid would find them kissing sick and embarrasing?" I asked and we all laughed
"So you remember now?" asked Maria but I shook my head
"Liz there is a way, you shall always be apart of the granilith so maybe it can hold your memories?"
"I'll do it" I stood up and reached out but Max jumped up and stopped me
"Wait!" he whispered
"If you get your memory back and you dont feel the same as I do will you let me have this one moment?" he whispered and I nodded. He learned forward and kissed me. I could sense everyone staring but I couldnt care less. My hand was still reaching out and it came in contact with the skin of the granilith. Both of us were sucked in and it was a totally hippie mind healing. I was still kissing him and getting my memories back. The kiss deepened and I knew I was home. This was where I belonged! This is me and my soul!

Like the sun in the night,
Like the sun in the night,
You’ll always be with me baby,
Be in my soul,
You’ll always be with me
Wherever I go.

The End...