Posted: Fri Feb 27, 2004 2:04 pm
CHAPTER SIXTEEN
The apartment was dark and quiet. Maria had finally succeeded in persuading Michael to take a nice long moonlit walk with her. They so obviously had things to discuss.
He had disappeared in to take a shower, and she lit a few candles in the living room and opened a bottle of sparkling wine. Taking out the two new crystal glasses that had been only part of her surprise for him. She poured herself a glass and then poured cold grape juice into his glass. She had set everything up on the coffee table and then turned to find some mood music on the portable radio. Finding the slow jazz station, she stepped back to have a look at her transformation of the small living room and smiled to herself. She heard the water shut off in the shower, and she quickly headed into the bedroom to change into the other part of her surprise for him, the black two-piece teddy that she had picked up days before. Every night had been an adventure with him, but she wanted tonight to be even more special. She had convinced herself that she wasn't going to worry about anything for the next few hours.
She knew how wrong she had been now. She never should have kept anything from him. They were in this together, whatever it turned out to be. They had always been in everything together since they were very small children. They had gone through fire and brimstone and come out again...here, so far from their home, so far from the people they used to be. They both had promised there would be no secrets, and all she wanted to do now was to make things up to him.
She positioned herself on the couch facing the bathroom door. First trying her most seductive pose, but then feeling slightly ridiculous she finally settled for looking as passionate as she was feeling. She closed her eyes and pictured him stepping out of the shower the water glistening on his near perfect body. All the running he had inflicted on himself was certainly paying off, she thought. She saw him standing in front of the mirror, carefully drying the droplets of water from his tanned skin. Come to me, she sent her thoughts to him. Just as suddenly her mind raced again, ...Zan, my beautiful Zan.... She was the happiest woman in the world ...in any world, now that he was by her side again.
The bathroom door opened, and he stood there for a moment surprised, adjusting his eyes to the faint candlelight of the room. As his eyes focused on the most perfect vision before him, his breath came short. God, she was amazing...as always. There still were times when he found it hard to speak around her; she had that effect on him still. He had known her forever, it seemed he had loved her forever, in two worlds. This beauty was part of his life, here and now; part of his heart and soul, for now and forever. As their eyes locked, he walked slowly toward her. "Liz?"
She stood, as words totally escaped her. 'Surprise', her thoughts rang out, although the word never formed on her lips. 'You are the most beautiful woman I have ever known', he thought to her.
She saw her reflection in the light of his eyes, as his face came alive with desire. 'Come here', she motioned to him. He reached for her, and he felt her anticipation through the soft folds of silk that barely covered her body. "This can go now," he said to her in a whisper, as he caressed the soft shiny fabric. His hands ran firmly up over her hips to her tiny waist as he raised the only thing between his naked body and hers.
Then aloud he spoke to her. "It's all that I can take just to know what lies under this and not be able to see it with my eyes, or feel it's softness with my bare hands...or taste it's sweetness on my lips. I want you so, mon jumeau 'ame. I belong to you, and you to me. Whatever is to happen, we will always be. My Ava...my Liz."
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Sunday morning came quickly. They had both fallen asleep in each other's arms on the living room floor a trusted army blanket binding their bodies together. Liz was first to open her eyes. Seeing Max's sleeping face so close to hers, then feeling his arm still heavy over her waist, she took a moment to be sure...then she remembered vaguely slipping the top of the teddy set back on, after Max had drifted off to sleep. She had known that Maria and Michael would be coming back home, and she also knew that neither she nor Max had the energy at that point to retreat back into their own bedroom.
She twisted slightly to see the clock on the TV, and then a little more to see that Maria and Michael's bedroom door was now closed. Staring at the ceiling for a few minutes, her mind traced backward. Flashes of Max's eyes and Zan's smile from the night before ran through her head and she still felt their hands on her body a sweet mixture of them both. Liz had felt a difference within herself, as well. This hadn't been the first time… that would have been three months ago, back in the pod chamber; and several times since including their wedding night. She also knew that it would never be the last time. At this point they had each been so beautifully blended with the spirit of their former selves, that even Liz couldn't think of her and Ava as being two different entities, as she once had after she had learned the truth back on that fateful night. Then she chuckled, quickly covering her mouth so as not to be heard in the still quiet apartment, as the thought came to her. There was only one thing better than making love to Max all night, that would be those occasions when they both experienced the passion from the very soul of Zan and Ava.
She suddenly smelled fresh coffee. What the…? she thought. Carefully she released herself from Max's grip and quickly grabbed the panty addition to the teddy set, which was lost in the depths of the blanket, pulling them on in one motion. Quietly taking the few steps into the kitchen, she saw that the coffee pot was indeed on, and now filled with freshly brewed coffee. Looking closer, she read the note next to her favorite cup. "Liz, I woke and watched you sleeping for the longest while this morning. My dreams have come true, and it's all because you love me. I wanted to do something for you, something small, something unexpected, and I figured the one thing you might appreciate from me this morning would be...this. Good morning, mon 'ame. I love you. signed, Max."
She folded the note placing it up on top of the refrigerator, and poured herself a cup of hot vanilla flavored coffee. "Good morning. And is there any special reason that you're suddenly now speaking French to me, Max?" she asked softly to the still unmoving figure on the living room floor.
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It was close to ten before Liz got her self together, showering, dressing and straightening up the apartment. Max had woke up not long before and headed out for a quick run. Before he left, he thanked her for the wonderful surprise the night before. "You were great,” his face couldn't hide the grin. "I know I never heard them come back home," he remarked, nodding to the still closed bedroom door. "Did you?"
"No, I don't remember hearing anything... only us." She blushed and pecked him on the cheek. "By the way, the vanilla coffee was perfect." They both smiled.
A rare blush filled his face. "I would give you the moon and the stars, and heaven itself if I could, vanilla coffee is only a jumping off place,” his lips brushed her forehead. "I won't be long."
"Oh, listen Max," she called out to him as he was about to close the door behind him. "I'm going to call Nicole in a little while to see if she'll come and visit later this afternoon. Maybe we could throw some hamburgers on the hibachi, or something?"
He nodded before bounding down the stairs, whistling. "I'm anxious to meet these three."
No sooner had the front door closed, than Maria came quietly sneaking out of the bedroom. "Morn'n," she gave a little wave in Liz's direction.
"How'd it go?" Liz pushed the wet mop across the kitchen floor.
"We're good. It took a lot of doin', but we worked things out...across the street...in the park," she blushed, quickly turning her back to Liz.
"Maria!" Liz exclaimed and then relented. "Well, good, I'm glad. The park, huh?" she nodded her head, thinking of the possibilities.
Maria sighed, "Yep, outside, under the stars. Ahh.."
"Sounds strangely romantic. We had a very good night too." Liz laughed slightly, as if to hide some big secret.
"Yes, it would seem so. By the way, thanks for covering up before we got back. You two!" Maria laughed out loud. "Well, at least you didn't have to fight off the nasty hungry mosquitoes!"
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The air conditioning was blasting inside the First Union Bank of New York, as Isabel stood at the teller window, withdrawal slip in hand. One quick wave, and she produced her mother's signature on the paper in front of her as the teller returned.
"How can I help you today?" Isabel handed her the withdrawal slip, adding one more zero at the last minute to the amount she had already written there, before doing so. "Mrs. Diane Evans? How are you today?"
"I'd like to withdrawal $3000 from my savings account please," she looked the woman right in the eye.
"Certainly, I'll need to see some ID, please?" Opening her purse, Isabel slid her drivers license out of her wallet, passing her hand over it's front in doing so. Looking at the picture and checking the name and address, the teller asked with a plastic smile, "How would you like that, Mrs. Evans. Would hundreds and fifties be okay?"
Vilondra smiled, pushing her hair back. "That will be perfect, thank you."
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Liz had tried twice so far, and was having no luck getting through to the number that Nicole had given her. It was Sunday, and it was a beautiful day, she thought. Nicole probably had the girls at the park or maybe the library. It didn't matter she would try again. The library, she thought. Yes, she was certain they were at the library; her mind's eye flashed a scene of two little red heads sitting at a small table, under a blue and red sign that read, Story Hour. Then the flash faded.
"Liz, we really should go pick up some things at the market. We keep saying we’re going and nobodys gotten there yet. We're out of milk, cereal...and strawberries..." Maria threw Liz a cocky smile.
"Don't look at me, Michael's been eating them like candy," answered Liz, without looking up from her now wet and shiny kitchen floor. "But you're right, we do need to go. We'll pick up some ready-made hamburgers and maybe some soda and chips, in case we end up with company later."
Maria was silent for a moment or two, and then asked, "Just what do you think’s going to happen to them? I mean, just how are we supposed to protect them? We're supposed to be keeping a low profile, aren't we?"
"I know Maria, but they are linked to us. Now that we know that, we just can't pretend now that they don't exist. We have to help them, we will help them. I want John to meet with them. He'll know the right questions to ask Nicole. He'll find out everything else that we need to know. Maria...they're both so small, and so scared...well Emily is, not Sierra. She's somethin' else… so innocent, and trusting, she needs protecting even more than overly cautious Emily. Nicole is a woman on the edge, she's ready to crack...I'm worried about all three of them."
Maria was staring off into space, thinking. "Like I said, it's almost as though we were meant to find them, that's the weird part. Like it's a small part of a bigger plan."
"Exactly," Liz nodded. "Another piece of the puzzle. There's a reason for all of this Maria, there just has to be."
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Serena and John sat on the big front porch looking out over the incredible view before them. They had worked very hard to have all of this, to keep all of this. Years and years of sweat and tears, never knowing if their plans would work out. Trying so hard to build a life together. Hoping that John's secret would remain that way, and yet needing to somehow plan for the day when possibly it wouldn't.
Both were very proud of not only themselves, but each other for having the perseverance to overcome all the uncertainties. Their love kept them bound, kept them determined. And as it turned out, John was a damn good cattle rancher. He had in fact just finished branding the new shipment of fifty head of cattle. Serena couldn't help but smile, remembering back to the beginning, and his first attempts at branding the ten small calves that they had started out with. He was in tears because of the pain that he felt he was inflicting on each and everyone of them. She looked over at him now, lost in thought. He was a very sensitive man, and yes a man is what he had come to be. She couldn't remember ever thinking of him as anything else. John Brown was who he was now, who he had been for fifty-five years. She chuckled to herself, admitting that it had bothered her that he still basically looked the same as he had twenty years earlier. She had always hoped that he might end up remembering some potion, some miracle Antarian spell that would give her the opportunity to grow old just a little slower, and with a little more grace. Kal used to joke with her that just being intimate with John was keeping her looking younger and fitter; and over the years, looking into the mirror, she had to agree with him. And agreeing wasn't something that Kal and Serena ever did much.
They had never officially married, even though Serena was well aware of the seven year common law marriage that made them man and wife in the eyes of the New Mexico legislature. But they had had their very own ceremony. They had combined both native indian wedding rights, along with some beautiful philosophy from Antarian nuptial ceremonies; and to Serena, it was better than any church could have sanctioned. They had knelt just outside of the pod chamber, with three occupied pods just inside the door, seeming to serve as their own family witnesses.
Thinking back she remembered the feeling that had come over her at the first sight of the granolith chamber weeks before that night. He had taken her to see the child, as he referred to her. Inside laid the most beautiful, tiniest of infants. She looked so very small and fragile, and Serena remembered how much she had worried for her.
Ava was wrapped tightly in a beautiful blue silklike cloth that seemed to shimmer all around her. She was protected by what appeared to be a small glass dome. Of course now Serena knew that the womb wasn't at all made of glass. It was lakani, like glass but without the silicon, and hundreds of times stronger. Lakani was an amazing substance that gave off healing properties, accompanied by a low pitched pleasant humming noise. This was only one of the incredible abilities within the granolith, just a scratch on the top of a huge iceberg, she thought.
"..This iceberg of yours, Serena," John answered her thoughts. "How's it going?"
She reached to squeeze his hand. She loved it when he got inside her head. There were times like these that it made things so much simpler. "If we can just get through all of this new information, which has given us alot of text...there's much of the last page in these pictures from the manuscript. It's written in a totally different language than the rest of the book. Coby believes that it's also coded, because of the series of repeated symbols and numbers. We thought maybe you'd come out sometime tomorrow, and see if you might recognize it as anything from the old dialects. Whoever it was, where ever it came from, the people who wrote this book were very extraordinary people, very wise people. They knew what they had." She continued to speak what she was aware he already knew. "It's potential boggles the mind. It could be wondrous, John, absolutely wondrous...or, it could be catastrophic. And the key is all in the last page."
She stood and walked to the rail, "What do we do with this information then John?" She turned facing him, and their eyes shared the same worried look. "Right now, it's interesting beyond description. This would change the world as we know it. The knowledge of the machine and it's origin...whether it started or has only ended here, will change everything that mankind has come to know and believe in. I don't have to tell you, that in my obsession and my desire to understand and document all that I've learned...I've never let myself see beyond the point of succeeding. What happens after that? Let's say that we succeed. Do you realize what we will have?"
He was silent for the longest while. "Something that maybe we shouldn't have at all?" he answered with a question in his voice. She couldn't look away from his face. "Serena, I don't know what we're supposed to do with it. We were to hide it here on this world. Hide it." He laughed, but it was a sad confused laugh that Serena heard. She knelt by his side. He caressed her face, looking deep into her eyes. "I've known from the beginning what it's meant to you. You have had this driving need to dissect this unearthly time machine, but," his face grew dark, "maybe we were given this responsibility for another reason. Maybe we're here only to stop it from falling into the wrong hands."
"And whose hands are the wrong hands, John? We know.. Kivar, and now Jared. But what about my world, the government? How can we be sure what the safe thing is to do?" She covered her face with her hands, as he stood and walked away from her, staring out over the mountains. "You've obviously thought that this would one day be presented to someone..you had to be thinking eventually the government."
"I don't know anymore. I don't care about the glory, I never did. It's the science of it that has driven me and Pete and Coby," Serena walked to his side, and he pulled her close to him. Neither spoke outloud their third concern. Kal was very sure of it's purpose. He always had been. They knew that he believed that the quad was one day to return to their point of origin. They were to return to finish a war that had started long ago, long before they were born. John couldn't help thinking what had occured to him over and over again for the last ten years. Maybe the answer at this point in the journey was simple. Destroy it, before it destroyed all of them.
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The apartment was dark and quiet. Maria had finally succeeded in persuading Michael to take a nice long moonlit walk with her. They so obviously had things to discuss.
He had disappeared in to take a shower, and she lit a few candles in the living room and opened a bottle of sparkling wine. Taking out the two new crystal glasses that had been only part of her surprise for him. She poured herself a glass and then poured cold grape juice into his glass. She had set everything up on the coffee table and then turned to find some mood music on the portable radio. Finding the slow jazz station, she stepped back to have a look at her transformation of the small living room and smiled to herself. She heard the water shut off in the shower, and she quickly headed into the bedroom to change into the other part of her surprise for him, the black two-piece teddy that she had picked up days before. Every night had been an adventure with him, but she wanted tonight to be even more special. She had convinced herself that she wasn't going to worry about anything for the next few hours.
She knew how wrong she had been now. She never should have kept anything from him. They were in this together, whatever it turned out to be. They had always been in everything together since they were very small children. They had gone through fire and brimstone and come out again...here, so far from their home, so far from the people they used to be. They both had promised there would be no secrets, and all she wanted to do now was to make things up to him.
She positioned herself on the couch facing the bathroom door. First trying her most seductive pose, but then feeling slightly ridiculous she finally settled for looking as passionate as she was feeling. She closed her eyes and pictured him stepping out of the shower the water glistening on his near perfect body. All the running he had inflicted on himself was certainly paying off, she thought. She saw him standing in front of the mirror, carefully drying the droplets of water from his tanned skin. Come to me, she sent her thoughts to him. Just as suddenly her mind raced again, ...Zan, my beautiful Zan.... She was the happiest woman in the world ...in any world, now that he was by her side again.
The bathroom door opened, and he stood there for a moment surprised, adjusting his eyes to the faint candlelight of the room. As his eyes focused on the most perfect vision before him, his breath came short. God, she was amazing...as always. There still were times when he found it hard to speak around her; she had that effect on him still. He had known her forever, it seemed he had loved her forever, in two worlds. This beauty was part of his life, here and now; part of his heart and soul, for now and forever. As their eyes locked, he walked slowly toward her. "Liz?"
She stood, as words totally escaped her. 'Surprise', her thoughts rang out, although the word never formed on her lips. 'You are the most beautiful woman I have ever known', he thought to her.
She saw her reflection in the light of his eyes, as his face came alive with desire. 'Come here', she motioned to him. He reached for her, and he felt her anticipation through the soft folds of silk that barely covered her body. "This can go now," he said to her in a whisper, as he caressed the soft shiny fabric. His hands ran firmly up over her hips to her tiny waist as he raised the only thing between his naked body and hers.
Then aloud he spoke to her. "It's all that I can take just to know what lies under this and not be able to see it with my eyes, or feel it's softness with my bare hands...or taste it's sweetness on my lips. I want you so, mon jumeau 'ame. I belong to you, and you to me. Whatever is to happen, we will always be. My Ava...my Liz."
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Sunday morning came quickly. They had both fallen asleep in each other's arms on the living room floor a trusted army blanket binding their bodies together. Liz was first to open her eyes. Seeing Max's sleeping face so close to hers, then feeling his arm still heavy over her waist, she took a moment to be sure...then she remembered vaguely slipping the top of the teddy set back on, after Max had drifted off to sleep. She had known that Maria and Michael would be coming back home, and she also knew that neither she nor Max had the energy at that point to retreat back into their own bedroom.
She twisted slightly to see the clock on the TV, and then a little more to see that Maria and Michael's bedroom door was now closed. Staring at the ceiling for a few minutes, her mind traced backward. Flashes of Max's eyes and Zan's smile from the night before ran through her head and she still felt their hands on her body a sweet mixture of them both. Liz had felt a difference within herself, as well. This hadn't been the first time… that would have been three months ago, back in the pod chamber; and several times since including their wedding night. She also knew that it would never be the last time. At this point they had each been so beautifully blended with the spirit of their former selves, that even Liz couldn't think of her and Ava as being two different entities, as she once had after she had learned the truth back on that fateful night. Then she chuckled, quickly covering her mouth so as not to be heard in the still quiet apartment, as the thought came to her. There was only one thing better than making love to Max all night, that would be those occasions when they both experienced the passion from the very soul of Zan and Ava.
She suddenly smelled fresh coffee. What the…? she thought. Carefully she released herself from Max's grip and quickly grabbed the panty addition to the teddy set, which was lost in the depths of the blanket, pulling them on in one motion. Quietly taking the few steps into the kitchen, she saw that the coffee pot was indeed on, and now filled with freshly brewed coffee. Looking closer, she read the note next to her favorite cup. "Liz, I woke and watched you sleeping for the longest while this morning. My dreams have come true, and it's all because you love me. I wanted to do something for you, something small, something unexpected, and I figured the one thing you might appreciate from me this morning would be...this. Good morning, mon 'ame. I love you. signed, Max."
She folded the note placing it up on top of the refrigerator, and poured herself a cup of hot vanilla flavored coffee. "Good morning. And is there any special reason that you're suddenly now speaking French to me, Max?" she asked softly to the still unmoving figure on the living room floor.
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It was close to ten before Liz got her self together, showering, dressing and straightening up the apartment. Max had woke up not long before and headed out for a quick run. Before he left, he thanked her for the wonderful surprise the night before. "You were great,” his face couldn't hide the grin. "I know I never heard them come back home," he remarked, nodding to the still closed bedroom door. "Did you?"
"No, I don't remember hearing anything... only us." She blushed and pecked him on the cheek. "By the way, the vanilla coffee was perfect." They both smiled.
A rare blush filled his face. "I would give you the moon and the stars, and heaven itself if I could, vanilla coffee is only a jumping off place,” his lips brushed her forehead. "I won't be long."
"Oh, listen Max," she called out to him as he was about to close the door behind him. "I'm going to call Nicole in a little while to see if she'll come and visit later this afternoon. Maybe we could throw some hamburgers on the hibachi, or something?"
He nodded before bounding down the stairs, whistling. "I'm anxious to meet these three."
No sooner had the front door closed, than Maria came quietly sneaking out of the bedroom. "Morn'n," she gave a little wave in Liz's direction.
"How'd it go?" Liz pushed the wet mop across the kitchen floor.
"We're good. It took a lot of doin', but we worked things out...across the street...in the park," she blushed, quickly turning her back to Liz.
"Maria!" Liz exclaimed and then relented. "Well, good, I'm glad. The park, huh?" she nodded her head, thinking of the possibilities.
Maria sighed, "Yep, outside, under the stars. Ahh.."
"Sounds strangely romantic. We had a very good night too." Liz laughed slightly, as if to hide some big secret.
"Yes, it would seem so. By the way, thanks for covering up before we got back. You two!" Maria laughed out loud. "Well, at least you didn't have to fight off the nasty hungry mosquitoes!"
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The air conditioning was blasting inside the First Union Bank of New York, as Isabel stood at the teller window, withdrawal slip in hand. One quick wave, and she produced her mother's signature on the paper in front of her as the teller returned.
"How can I help you today?" Isabel handed her the withdrawal slip, adding one more zero at the last minute to the amount she had already written there, before doing so. "Mrs. Diane Evans? How are you today?"
"I'd like to withdrawal $3000 from my savings account please," she looked the woman right in the eye.
"Certainly, I'll need to see some ID, please?" Opening her purse, Isabel slid her drivers license out of her wallet, passing her hand over it's front in doing so. Looking at the picture and checking the name and address, the teller asked with a plastic smile, "How would you like that, Mrs. Evans. Would hundreds and fifties be okay?"
Vilondra smiled, pushing her hair back. "That will be perfect, thank you."
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Liz had tried twice so far, and was having no luck getting through to the number that Nicole had given her. It was Sunday, and it was a beautiful day, she thought. Nicole probably had the girls at the park or maybe the library. It didn't matter she would try again. The library, she thought. Yes, she was certain they were at the library; her mind's eye flashed a scene of two little red heads sitting at a small table, under a blue and red sign that read, Story Hour. Then the flash faded.
"Liz, we really should go pick up some things at the market. We keep saying we’re going and nobodys gotten there yet. We're out of milk, cereal...and strawberries..." Maria threw Liz a cocky smile.
"Don't look at me, Michael's been eating them like candy," answered Liz, without looking up from her now wet and shiny kitchen floor. "But you're right, we do need to go. We'll pick up some ready-made hamburgers and maybe some soda and chips, in case we end up with company later."
Maria was silent for a moment or two, and then asked, "Just what do you think’s going to happen to them? I mean, just how are we supposed to protect them? We're supposed to be keeping a low profile, aren't we?"
"I know Maria, but they are linked to us. Now that we know that, we just can't pretend now that they don't exist. We have to help them, we will help them. I want John to meet with them. He'll know the right questions to ask Nicole. He'll find out everything else that we need to know. Maria...they're both so small, and so scared...well Emily is, not Sierra. She's somethin' else… so innocent, and trusting, she needs protecting even more than overly cautious Emily. Nicole is a woman on the edge, she's ready to crack...I'm worried about all three of them."
Maria was staring off into space, thinking. "Like I said, it's almost as though we were meant to find them, that's the weird part. Like it's a small part of a bigger plan."
"Exactly," Liz nodded. "Another piece of the puzzle. There's a reason for all of this Maria, there just has to be."
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Serena and John sat on the big front porch looking out over the incredible view before them. They had worked very hard to have all of this, to keep all of this. Years and years of sweat and tears, never knowing if their plans would work out. Trying so hard to build a life together. Hoping that John's secret would remain that way, and yet needing to somehow plan for the day when possibly it wouldn't.
Both were very proud of not only themselves, but each other for having the perseverance to overcome all the uncertainties. Their love kept them bound, kept them determined. And as it turned out, John was a damn good cattle rancher. He had in fact just finished branding the new shipment of fifty head of cattle. Serena couldn't help but smile, remembering back to the beginning, and his first attempts at branding the ten small calves that they had started out with. He was in tears because of the pain that he felt he was inflicting on each and everyone of them. She looked over at him now, lost in thought. He was a very sensitive man, and yes a man is what he had come to be. She couldn't remember ever thinking of him as anything else. John Brown was who he was now, who he had been for fifty-five years. She chuckled to herself, admitting that it had bothered her that he still basically looked the same as he had twenty years earlier. She had always hoped that he might end up remembering some potion, some miracle Antarian spell that would give her the opportunity to grow old just a little slower, and with a little more grace. Kal used to joke with her that just being intimate with John was keeping her looking younger and fitter; and over the years, looking into the mirror, she had to agree with him. And agreeing wasn't something that Kal and Serena ever did much.
They had never officially married, even though Serena was well aware of the seven year common law marriage that made them man and wife in the eyes of the New Mexico legislature. But they had had their very own ceremony. They had combined both native indian wedding rights, along with some beautiful philosophy from Antarian nuptial ceremonies; and to Serena, it was better than any church could have sanctioned. They had knelt just outside of the pod chamber, with three occupied pods just inside the door, seeming to serve as their own family witnesses.
Thinking back she remembered the feeling that had come over her at the first sight of the granolith chamber weeks before that night. He had taken her to see the child, as he referred to her. Inside laid the most beautiful, tiniest of infants. She looked so very small and fragile, and Serena remembered how much she had worried for her.
Ava was wrapped tightly in a beautiful blue silklike cloth that seemed to shimmer all around her. She was protected by what appeared to be a small glass dome. Of course now Serena knew that the womb wasn't at all made of glass. It was lakani, like glass but without the silicon, and hundreds of times stronger. Lakani was an amazing substance that gave off healing properties, accompanied by a low pitched pleasant humming noise. This was only one of the incredible abilities within the granolith, just a scratch on the top of a huge iceberg, she thought.
"..This iceberg of yours, Serena," John answered her thoughts. "How's it going?"
She reached to squeeze his hand. She loved it when he got inside her head. There were times like these that it made things so much simpler. "If we can just get through all of this new information, which has given us alot of text...there's much of the last page in these pictures from the manuscript. It's written in a totally different language than the rest of the book. Coby believes that it's also coded, because of the series of repeated symbols and numbers. We thought maybe you'd come out sometime tomorrow, and see if you might recognize it as anything from the old dialects. Whoever it was, where ever it came from, the people who wrote this book were very extraordinary people, very wise people. They knew what they had." She continued to speak what she was aware he already knew. "It's potential boggles the mind. It could be wondrous, John, absolutely wondrous...or, it could be catastrophic. And the key is all in the last page."
She stood and walked to the rail, "What do we do with this information then John?" She turned facing him, and their eyes shared the same worried look. "Right now, it's interesting beyond description. This would change the world as we know it. The knowledge of the machine and it's origin...whether it started or has only ended here, will change everything that mankind has come to know and believe in. I don't have to tell you, that in my obsession and my desire to understand and document all that I've learned...I've never let myself see beyond the point of succeeding. What happens after that? Let's say that we succeed. Do you realize what we will have?"
He was silent for the longest while. "Something that maybe we shouldn't have at all?" he answered with a question in his voice. She couldn't look away from his face. "Serena, I don't know what we're supposed to do with it. We were to hide it here on this world. Hide it." He laughed, but it was a sad confused laugh that Serena heard. She knelt by his side. He caressed her face, looking deep into her eyes. "I've known from the beginning what it's meant to you. You have had this driving need to dissect this unearthly time machine, but," his face grew dark, "maybe we were given this responsibility for another reason. Maybe we're here only to stop it from falling into the wrong hands."
"And whose hands are the wrong hands, John? We know.. Kivar, and now Jared. But what about my world, the government? How can we be sure what the safe thing is to do?" She covered her face with her hands, as he stood and walked away from her, staring out over the mountains. "You've obviously thought that this would one day be presented to someone..you had to be thinking eventually the government."
"I don't know anymore. I don't care about the glory, I never did. It's the science of it that has driven me and Pete and Coby," Serena walked to his side, and he pulled her close to him. Neither spoke outloud their third concern. Kal was very sure of it's purpose. He always had been. They knew that he believed that the quad was one day to return to their point of origin. They were to return to finish a war that had started long ago, long before they were born. John couldn't help thinking what had occured to him over and over again for the last ten years. Maybe the answer at this point in the journey was simple. Destroy it, before it destroyed all of them.
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