Posted: Fri Feb 04, 2005 9:05 pm
A/N: Okay everyone i know your all sad over Max's death, believe me i hated writing it. Okay after this part i have another two parts left and then an epilogue. I will then begin the third installment of this story which i wont go into right now because i dont want to give anything away. PM me if you have to know.
Thank you for the wonderful feedback..
kay_b
begonia9508
FSUMSW94
Eliz
Sweet Liz
su-lyn
BehrObsession
Jason's Lover
g7silvers
LoveIsForever
roswellian504 - yes they sensed Liz's distress and they were calling for the connection with Max
Asabetha
Part 11
Why was it you I don’t understand
And nothing shows me why
Maybe some day I’ll see you again
And tell you how much I‘ve missed you
Things happen and know one knows why
If I don’t erase this moment in time
If I had known I would be by your side
If I had known I would have said goodbye
Groups of people surrounded Liz and the twins as they stood at Roswell cemetery almost a week later, but Liz Parker had never felt so alone. Even when she had fled Roswell from Max ten years earlier she was always comforted by their connection and the fact that he was out there somewhere and safe. Now the connection had been turned off so suddenly and abruptly and Liz felt like a half a person with a gaping whole in her heart.
You were always there
Even though it seems your far away
I miss you more than words
I’m missing you more everyday
Where are you in my life
Where’s the song in my heart
Where’s the piece of my mind
And strength for me to carry on
Next to Liz was Isabel who had suffered silently at the loss of her brother, the brother who promised he would never leave her behind because she was his family. She had put everything of herself into being there for Liz and the twins over the past week knowing that would be where Max would want her. But deep down Liz knew she would never forgive her brother for leaving without her.
We will all move on
And you will always stay in out hearts
And any minute that passes by
We wont let the memory fade away
Time will heal a little every day
You were always there
Even though it seems your far away
I miss you more than words
I’m missing you more everyday
Liz sobbed quietly as groups of people that Max had worked with or gone to school with during the course of his education walked forward and placed roses on his coffin. They all believed that his death had been the result of his psycho ex-wife who after realising she had killer her ex-husband turned the gun on herself, if only they knew the truth she thought.
Maria stood behind her, a comforting hand on Liz’s shoulder the other safely entwined in her husbands who had been the pillar of strength for everyone. Through his loss he had no time to grieve instead he had accepted the weight of everyone’s loss and pain on his own shoulders and Maria was watching him crumble beside her as his best friend was being prepared to be lowered to the ground.
Where are you in my life?
Where’s the song in my heart
Where’s the piece of my mind
And strength for me to carry on
There was something
Fate did nothing
There’s a reason
Life must go on
Days will pass by
Tears will find happy memories
Alex stood behind Isabel, hands on her shoulders as he cried his own silent tears and watched as his wife and his mother in-law who sat next to her held each other’s hands like they were each others life lines. The Evan’s had been distraught at the news that Michael and Alex had been forced to deliver, Isabel being to upset and refusing to leave Liz’s side.
You were always there
Even though it seems your far away
I miss you more than words
I’m missing you more everyday
The Parkers stood back slightly with Jim Valenti and Amy Deluca. The birth of their grandchildren overshadowed by this sad moment for everyone involved, including the twins who had cried all week for their father, leaving Liz upset and clueless at how she could explain to her day old children that Daddy had to go away.
Where are you in my life?
Where’s the song in my heart
Where’s the piece of my mind
And strength for me to carry on
Liz stood as the last of the people waiting to lay a flower on his coffin walked off. She picked up the box of things that she had and made her way slowly towards the coffin everyone else standing back and waiting, knowing that if Liz could say goodbye that it was possible for the rest of them.
She knelt down and placed her hand on the dark wood ‘Hi baby’ she whispered.
‘I know you didn’t really believe in God but it helps that I do right now because I know that your looking at me from heaven and your smiling’ she reached into the box then and pulled out a pile of photos.
‘Alexander Maxwell Evans was born first 7 pound 3 and 52cm long at 10.23pm and Claudia Isabella Evans was born 7 pound 1 and 52 cm long at 10.30pm on the same night you left us. Thank you so much for keeping them safe.’ She cried
‘We miss you and love you’ she whispered leaving a photo of his son and daughter and the most recent taken of the two of them.
The group watched in tears then as she pulled out a small teddy bear most of them recognising it as the bear Max had first bought when they found out about the twins
‘They wanted you to have this’ she whispered.
‘I love you so much. I don’t know how I’m supposed to keep going without you. This wasn’t the way it was supposed to be. We were just stating out’ she cried ‘we were going to raise the twins together and be a family’ she sat silently for a moment before reaching up and wiping away the tears.
‘Be happy’ she whispered then before pulling out a final white rose before her small voice started to sing.
Sorry I never told you
All I wanted to say
And now it's too late to hold you
'Cause you've flown away
So far away
Never had I imagined
Living without your smile
Feeling and knowing you hear me
It keeps me alive
Alive
Maria and Alex were the first to step forward then, placing their final goodbyes on the coffin before allowing their voices to join Liz’s.
And I know you're shining down on me from Heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
And I know eventually we'll be together
One sweet day
Holding her hand out to Michael, Isabel waited for him to take it before they walked hand in hand towards their brother. They were the next to join their voices with Liz.
Darling, I never showed you
Assumed you'd always be there
I took your presence for granted
But I always cared
And I miss the love we shared
The Evan’s and Jim Valenti were the last to join the group. Amy Deluca and the Parkers standing back with the twins watching the close nit group mourn their loss.
And I know you're shining down on me from Heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
And I know eventually we'll be together
One sweet day
Although the sun will never shine the same
I'll always look to a brighter day
Lord I know when I lay me down to sleep
You will always listen as I pray
Liz looked up at the bright sunny sky. God was looking down on them and she knew without a doubt so was Max.
And I know you're shining down on me from Heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
And I know eventually we'll be together
One sweet day
And I know you're shining down on me from Heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
And I know eventually we'll be together
One sweet day
Sorry I never told you
All I wanted to say
TBC… Song - Kate Alexa – Always there & Boyz ll Men & Mariah Carey – One Sweet Day
Thank you for the wonderful feedback..
kay_b
begonia9508
FSUMSW94
Eliz
Sweet Liz
su-lyn
BehrObsession
Jason's Lover
g7silvers
LoveIsForever
roswellian504 - yes they sensed Liz's distress and they were calling for the connection with Max
Asabetha
Part 11
Why was it you I don’t understand
And nothing shows me why
Maybe some day I’ll see you again
And tell you how much I‘ve missed you
Things happen and know one knows why
If I don’t erase this moment in time
If I had known I would be by your side
If I had known I would have said goodbye
Groups of people surrounded Liz and the twins as they stood at Roswell cemetery almost a week later, but Liz Parker had never felt so alone. Even when she had fled Roswell from Max ten years earlier she was always comforted by their connection and the fact that he was out there somewhere and safe. Now the connection had been turned off so suddenly and abruptly and Liz felt like a half a person with a gaping whole in her heart.
You were always there
Even though it seems your far away
I miss you more than words
I’m missing you more everyday
Where are you in my life
Where’s the song in my heart
Where’s the piece of my mind
And strength for me to carry on
Next to Liz was Isabel who had suffered silently at the loss of her brother, the brother who promised he would never leave her behind because she was his family. She had put everything of herself into being there for Liz and the twins over the past week knowing that would be where Max would want her. But deep down Liz knew she would never forgive her brother for leaving without her.
We will all move on
And you will always stay in out hearts
And any minute that passes by
We wont let the memory fade away
Time will heal a little every day
You were always there
Even though it seems your far away
I miss you more than words
I’m missing you more everyday
Liz sobbed quietly as groups of people that Max had worked with or gone to school with during the course of his education walked forward and placed roses on his coffin. They all believed that his death had been the result of his psycho ex-wife who after realising she had killer her ex-husband turned the gun on herself, if only they knew the truth she thought.
Maria stood behind her, a comforting hand on Liz’s shoulder the other safely entwined in her husbands who had been the pillar of strength for everyone. Through his loss he had no time to grieve instead he had accepted the weight of everyone’s loss and pain on his own shoulders and Maria was watching him crumble beside her as his best friend was being prepared to be lowered to the ground.
Where are you in my life?
Where’s the song in my heart
Where’s the piece of my mind
And strength for me to carry on
There was something
Fate did nothing
There’s a reason
Life must go on
Days will pass by
Tears will find happy memories
Alex stood behind Isabel, hands on her shoulders as he cried his own silent tears and watched as his wife and his mother in-law who sat next to her held each other’s hands like they were each others life lines. The Evan’s had been distraught at the news that Michael and Alex had been forced to deliver, Isabel being to upset and refusing to leave Liz’s side.
You were always there
Even though it seems your far away
I miss you more than words
I’m missing you more everyday
The Parkers stood back slightly with Jim Valenti and Amy Deluca. The birth of their grandchildren overshadowed by this sad moment for everyone involved, including the twins who had cried all week for their father, leaving Liz upset and clueless at how she could explain to her day old children that Daddy had to go away.
Where are you in my life?
Where’s the song in my heart
Where’s the piece of my mind
And strength for me to carry on
Liz stood as the last of the people waiting to lay a flower on his coffin walked off. She picked up the box of things that she had and made her way slowly towards the coffin everyone else standing back and waiting, knowing that if Liz could say goodbye that it was possible for the rest of them.
She knelt down and placed her hand on the dark wood ‘Hi baby’ she whispered.
‘I know you didn’t really believe in God but it helps that I do right now because I know that your looking at me from heaven and your smiling’ she reached into the box then and pulled out a pile of photos.
‘Alexander Maxwell Evans was born first 7 pound 3 and 52cm long at 10.23pm and Claudia Isabella Evans was born 7 pound 1 and 52 cm long at 10.30pm on the same night you left us. Thank you so much for keeping them safe.’ She cried
‘We miss you and love you’ she whispered leaving a photo of his son and daughter and the most recent taken of the two of them.
The group watched in tears then as she pulled out a small teddy bear most of them recognising it as the bear Max had first bought when they found out about the twins
‘They wanted you to have this’ she whispered.
‘I love you so much. I don’t know how I’m supposed to keep going without you. This wasn’t the way it was supposed to be. We were just stating out’ she cried ‘we were going to raise the twins together and be a family’ she sat silently for a moment before reaching up and wiping away the tears.
‘Be happy’ she whispered then before pulling out a final white rose before her small voice started to sing.
Sorry I never told you
All I wanted to say
And now it's too late to hold you
'Cause you've flown away
So far away
Never had I imagined
Living without your smile
Feeling and knowing you hear me
It keeps me alive
Alive
Maria and Alex were the first to step forward then, placing their final goodbyes on the coffin before allowing their voices to join Liz’s.
And I know you're shining down on me from Heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
And I know eventually we'll be together
One sweet day
Holding her hand out to Michael, Isabel waited for him to take it before they walked hand in hand towards their brother. They were the next to join their voices with Liz.
Darling, I never showed you
Assumed you'd always be there
I took your presence for granted
But I always cared
And I miss the love we shared
The Evan’s and Jim Valenti were the last to join the group. Amy Deluca and the Parkers standing back with the twins watching the close nit group mourn their loss.
And I know you're shining down on me from Heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
And I know eventually we'll be together
One sweet day
Although the sun will never shine the same
I'll always look to a brighter day
Lord I know when I lay me down to sleep
You will always listen as I pray
Liz looked up at the bright sunny sky. God was looking down on them and she knew without a doubt so was Max.
And I know you're shining down on me from Heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
And I know eventually we'll be together
One sweet day
And I know you're shining down on me from Heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
And I know eventually we'll be together
One sweet day
Sorry I never told you
All I wanted to say
TBC… Song - Kate Alexa – Always there & Boyz ll Men & Mariah Carey – One Sweet Day