
Chapter 4:
A Few Days Later
Tossing and turning in the late hours of the night, Liz sighed in her sleep. Contentment falling over her as she dreamed: Liz stood in her old bedroom watching herself through the mirror. She was dressed in a beautiful wedding gown. It was as if she were watching a movie and she couldn’t control the events that were taking place or her emotions. She was happy, excited, and nervous as she had never been before. Fingering the straps on her shoulders, Liz examined the gown. It was an exquisite white satin embossed with lace. The top was fitted…as the bottom flared out before her. It was if the gown were made just for her.
Looking up to meet her eyes in the mirror, Liz felt herself smile before whispering to herself that this was it. She felt magnificent…beautiful. Her dark hair was pulled back while falling softly down her shoulders. Two pieces were fastened into a lace and pearl comb, which was then attached to a veil. Her face looked soft, stress free, and her eyes were glowing with happiness. At that moment the door opened to reveal a grinning Maria in a lilac spaghetti-strapped bridesmaid’s gown. “It’s time, Chica. How do you feel?” Liz shook her head for a moment, speechless, before saying.
“I guess I had finally given up hope that this would ever happen…and now it’s happening! I’m finally marrying Max Evans!” Liz smiled turning to meet Maria’s eyes with tears. “I’m so happy…yet so afraid!” She whispered with a small chuckle of delight and fear. “As the bride’s maid and best friend…I should say that there is nothing to fear but then I would be lying to you. There is everything to fear in love…especially when you’re in-love. You just have to take that leap and hope that someone will catch you…and I have no doubt anymore that Max will.” Maria stated with a clear certainty in her eyes as she held Liz’s hands. “Max loves you and you will never love anyone the way you love Max…So basically what I’m trying to say is that you’re doing the right thing…you’re following your heart!”
Moments later, she was walking down the steps, into the break room, as Maria held her train. The room was empty except for Sheriff Valenti…as everyone stood in the Crash Down waiting. Taking a deep breath, Liz met the Sheriff’s smile with a smile of her own. “Okay babe, gotta go make an appearance before Max has a complete nervous breakdown!” Maria laughed, while giving Liz a little hug. Nodding in answer, she watched Maria step out into the ceremony. “Thank you, Sheriff!” She whispered, looking straight ahead. “No…thank you, Liz, for giving me this honor!” Jim Valenti smiled, tears filling his eyes.
‘I Shall Believe’ came on at that moment…signaling the bride’s turn to walk down the aisle. Taking a deep breath to calm her nerves, Liz took the first step into a new future. As she walked, she briefly met the eyes of those she loved…before meeting Max’s. Tears leaked from the corners of his eyes as he watched her walk towards him. He wore a black tux that accentuated his broad shoulders and tall form. His hair was cut short…making him look more masculine than usual. But his hazel-brown eyes remained the same…filled with love and happiness.
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Liz moaned in her sleep as her dreamed changed to that of a hotel room…a luxurious hotel room. She lay in the king size bed waiting for him. The room was dark… illuminated with scented candles. Liz’s breath caught as the bathroom door opened and her husband stepped into the room in nothing but a towel. Under the silk sheets, Liz lay bare…her lingerie scattered on the floor. Her heart accelerated as their gazes met across the distance. The temperature in the room rose as he took the necessary steps towards the bed...towards her. His hard muscles gleamed in the candle light making Liz shiver and squirm in anticipation.
Kneeling on the bed as he stood in front of her, Liz stroked his abdomen, chest, and shoulders…delighting in his short, choppy gasps. “Liz…” “Touch me, Max!” She whispered applying her mouth to where her hands had been. He was so hard, she thought, so hot. Moaning in pleasure, he obeyed. His large hands…gentle yet filled with fever roamed her body. Licking his Adam’s apple, Liz sighed…running her hands over his smooth broad shoulders. Max shuddered at Liz’s boldness before taking her mouth. The kiss was long, sweet, and erotic.... as they stroked each other into a heated passion.
Breaking the kiss, she stroked her hands down to the towel hanging from Max’s hips. Liz met his eyes then as she loosened the towel and let it go. It felt like their first time all over again…the only difference being that this time they were together. Max’s eyes were dazed with pleasure and desire, his mouth swollen from their heated kisses. Liz swallowed as she stared into his eyes as she hesitantly took his hard jutting penis into her palm. It jumped…he jumped…as she touched him…stroked him. He was so big…larger than before. Liz wondered for a brief second about how he was going to fit…until she met his heated gaze once again.
Stroking him…squeezing him…memorizing him, she grew extremely hot. She ached with the intense need to have him inside of her. “Liz-Liz….Oh god!” Max gasped out, in pain and pleasure. “I need you, Max!” Liz breathed, watching as he grew harder… as the head of his penis was laced with pronounced bluish veins in his need for her. Nodding, he replied gruffly. “I need you too!” Lying back on the bed, Liz watched as Max mounted her, opening her legs wide for his large body. She felt as if she were about to implode at the anticipation. Holding himself over her by the strength of his arms, he kissed her with tenderness. Wrapping his tongue around hers in love play, Max’s turgid shaft met her entrance in permission. Wrapping her arms around his neck, Liz wiggled in answer
Looking deeply into each others’ eyes, they shared a deep breath as Max thrust slowly into her tight wet passage way. She laid there as pain warred with pleasure, but in the end pleasure won out as Max started to move. It was like their first time…but more intense. Thrusting slowly into her, Max sucked in a breath as Liz tightened her muscles around him. Moments passed as he thrust slowly into her but after a while they needed more. Sitting up while breathing erratically, Max held Liz’s legs open for more access. She cried out at the new position, in a fever, as he moved quicker…pumping into her. “Oh yes! Right there!” Liz cried, on the verge of climaxing.
Gritting his teeth, he held her by the cleft of her bottom as his thrusts grew frenzied. “Oh god, Liz! You feel so…!” Max grunted out, unable to finish as she started pulsing around him…grabbing him…caressing him in the mist of her climax. Arching, Liz cried out Max’s name…shuddering at the intensity of their lovemaking. Growing harder inside of her, she watched as he trembled and groaned at the force of his climax taking him over before collapsing onto of her. There bodies slick were with perspiration as they lay together.
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Liz awakened, gasping, with tears in her eyes as she still felt the after shocks of her climax run through her. Glancing around, she realized that she was back in her bedroom, her bed was empty except for her, it was 4 am in the morning, and she needed a cold shower. Slowly pushing back her tangled sheets, Liz climbed from the bed. Breathing in a deep breath, she made her way into the bathroom. That dream had been plaguing her for the past three nights. Her brain was jumbled with confusion as she thought about it. Was it just a dream or premonition?
Stepping into the cold spray, Liz stood there for what felt like an eternity…until she started trembling. After quickly cleaning herself up, she stepped from the shower with a clearer mind. It was premonition, she realized. Liz remembered stepping into the Crash Down…walking down the aisle…meeting Amelia, Alex, and even Zan’s gaze. Shaking her wet hair in dismay, Liz dried herself. That couldn’t be possible Zan didn’t even like her…so how could it be possible that she married Max and he was okay with it?
Quickly drying herself and stepping into clean clothes, she checked on Amelia and Alex before making her way to into her bedroom. She had seen or talked to Max since Annabelle’s birthday party where they had dance. Liz had tried to avoid him after that dance as much as possible. Coming into work early, avoiding her classroom until the very second the bell rang… She knew that she was running…that she was being a coward in refusing to face him. But she couldn’t help it…what they had scared her…what they could have terrified her.
Being held in his arms that day…smelling his scent that could only be his…made her yearn for him all over again. These past few days her mind, if not busy, was filled with Max. Just as Liz had been terrified of the day she had known she would lose Alex…she was petrified of the day that she would let Max in again. And it would happen because her premonitions never lied. Snuggling into bed, she glanced over to other side of her queen sized bed. It was empty…just as she felt at that moment as she stared into empty space.
The words Maria had uttered to her…haunted her. I’m afraid Chica that you will never find someone who loves you the way Max loves you. And that you will never love anyone the way you love Max. To state it simply Girlfriend… I’m afraid that you’ll end up alone. She was afraid as well…once she admitted it but she more afraid of what could happen if Max ever hurt her again. Liz had survived once without him…she didn’t think that she could survive again. Too many blows had been taken to her heart…to ever trust Max the same way again.
Liz knew that she was as much to blame as he was for their problems and that’s why, she realized, she owed him at least a chance. Picking up the cordless and dialing his number before changing her mind…she waited as the other line rang. Two rings later, a gruff voiced answered. “Hello?” “Hey Max, were you asleep?” “Liz?” Max asked, his voice filled with puzzlement and alarm. “Yeah…” “Is everything okay?” “Yeah umm I was just wondering if you still wanted to go to the movies this weekend?” There was a brief pause. “You wondering about this 4:30 in the morning?” Liz froze in embarrassment at his question.
“Umm yeah…I’m sorry. I know woke you…umm just forget about this whole conversation! Bye Max.” Moving to hang up the phone, Liz heard Max’s panicked filled voice calling out her name. Giving a brief pause, Liz pulled the phone back to ear…swallowing hard. “Yeah, Max?” “Do you really want to go to the movies this weekend? With me?” Looking towards the empty spot next to her, Liz answered. “Yes. I do!” “And dinner too?” “You’re pushing your luck Max…let’s just take this slow okay?” “Okay!” “Night, Max.” “Night, Liz.”
Hanging up his beside phone, Max lay on his back…folding his arms underneath his head. Baby steps he thought at the thought of Liz agreeing to going out with him. They were taking baby steps and for that Max was half grateful. At least they were making some progress. Every since that day they had danced…Liz had avoided him. Max knew that he deserved it but it still hurt nevertheless. It had shocked him upon recognition to hear that the very woman that had avoided him would call him 4:30 in the morning. Not that Max was complaining, he was just momentarily shocked and pleased at the turn of events. She was finally giving him a chance.
Max knew that Zan was not pleased at the idea of he and Liz together and he even understand why. But what Max would not do was sacrifice one love for another. He had made that mistake once before and was still paying for it. Max would not do it again, that’s another reason he had agreed to going slow with Liz. Zan needed to adjust to the fact that if Max had any say in the events that took place…he and Liz would be together. He knew he sounded cocky to the extreme but Max had faith in what he and Liz had shared so long ago…and still shared now. They had the kind of love that you only experienced once in a life time…something he had never had with Tess or with anyone else for that matter.
He had loved Tess…but just as he loved Maria. Guiltily he admitted that in all this he had led her on…used her as a safety net. So that he could never hurt again…could never be disappointed again…could never feel the pain again that he had felt at losing Liz. Sighing, he realized that that was another mark against his soul. Shame filled him at his methods at dealing with everything. He needed Liz…he was nothing without her. Thinking about the night where he could finally spend sometime with her, Max waited in anticipation. Staring determinedly up at his ceiling, he thought about Liz and why she suddenly changed her mind.
*A.N: Here's the first Pt. to Chapter 4. Thanks for the feedback...it's dully appreciated. Look forward to the next Pt. to Chapter 4
