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So, last time Michael went cave diving, finding both questions and answers about his origins, while Max continued to have visions (and seizures) of an attack on Liz. We'll now return to Max and Liz.
CHAPTER 20
Max
They needed someone to watch Liz tonight. Isabel had managed to stay around Liz for the majority of the ‘outside of work’-time, rendering it impossible for Liz to end up in any danger. But Isabel had a feeling that Liz might find her a bit clingy if Liz’s new friend continued to invite herself over to Liz’s place to ‘hang out’.
So Max’s sister had suggested that Max ask Liz out for a date. That would mean that, at least for
that evening, Liz would be safe. And hopefully Max would make such a good impression that Liz would be up to meeting up again. And again.
What Max didn’t like about the whole thing was that it had become a project. Instead of him liking Liz and
wanting to ask her out, the reason for him to ask her out was just to create a repertoire so that he could more easily watch over her.
Seen from another perspective, this could also be called ‘stalking’.
The truth was, Max really liked Liz and he really wanted to take her out on a date and get to know her better, which made this whole arrangement even harder. He was afraid that, when he finally told Liz about him and Isabel following her (which he had firmly informed Isabel that he would), it would sound as if he had only dated her to save her life.
The best thing would have been to tell her the truth from the start. Max scrubbed his hands down his face. Right. And how would that conversation go?
Hey Liz, I’ve been having visions of you getting raped and murdered so now I just want to stalk you for awhile to make sure that doesn’t happen.
The risk of her taking that the wrong way (well, several wrong ways) was pretty big.
Which was why he found himself standing outside of Liz’s apartment door building up the courage to ring the bell. He raised his hand to press the door bell and was interrupted by his phone, vibrating in his back pocket. Fishing it out and glancing at the caller id, he pressed ‘Deny’ and put the phone back.
“Sorry, Michael,” he murmured. “Not a good time.”
He took a deep breath and rang the bell. His hands felt clammy and he was nervous. Really nervous. He brushed his palms against his jeans, trying to make them less sweaty.
Then the door opened and there she was. In a simple yellow dress (like the sun) and her dark hair in a pony tail with lose tendrils framing her face.
“Hi,” she smiled and her whole face lit up.
Her beauty caused his heart to miss a beat. It wasn’t just her outward appearance, there was something honest and open in her face, brightening her eyes, that made his whole body burn. Hence, his reply was more of a croak than a greeting, but Max hoped that she had gotten the general idea anyway.
“Let me just get a jacket,” she said and he nodded mutely.
She was back before he’d had time to recuperate. There had been something missing about her the first time he had met her at that office party. He had noticed it then in the translucency of her skin, in the circles under her eyes. But today was different. Her cheeks were rosy, there was life in her chocolate brown eyes and there was a confident straightening of her spine, of her body.
She was in a word: exquisite.
“You look beautiful,” Max said softly in the quiet moment as Liz pushed the key into the key-hole to lock her front door. She was very close to him then, standing just a feet away, her back to him, and he could smell strawberries around her.
He imagined that he could feel the heat rise on her cheeks as well as see it, as she answered, her eyes on the key, “Thank you,” equally softly.
They were the only words to be exchanged in the total 6 minutes and 42 seconds it took for them to get out of the building and into Max’s car. But somehow words weren’t needed. This was not the interaction of awkward silences or embarrassing second-guessing. This was similar to the synergy of two individuals who had known each other for years, where words no longer were needed. And in a way they had known each other for years. In a way they even shared the same life force. But Max had only started to suspect this, whereas Liz was still unaware.
Liz had no idea that the man driving her to a restaurant in downtown Boston right now was the same person that had brought her back to life on a February morning about twenty years prior. Liz didn’t even know that she had been dead once and brought back by the will of a 5-year-old boy.
“So where are you taking me?” Liz asked as she fastened her seatbelt.
“‘Meritage’,” Max replied, giving the name of a popular restaurant overlooking Boston inner harbor.
“Nice,” Liz approved.
Max could feel her eyes watching him as he drove. After awhile, his curiosity took the best of him and he glanced over at her with a smile, “What?”
He could feel her body temperature rise again (or so he envisioned) as she dropped her gaze guiltily. Her voice was soft as she said, “I’m just happy to be here.”
Max had a feeling that it wasn’t the whole truth, but was flattered nonetheless. Especially since, “The night hasn’t even started yet.”
She shook her head, looking over at him through those long dark lashes. “I just have a good feeling about this one.”
He laughed. “Fair enough.”
*****
He took her hand as they walked up to the entrance, the same pleasant thrill moving through him as when they had first shook hands. He looked at her out of the corner of his eye, wondering if she could feel it too. Wondering if she also believed that this was the start of something big.
He marveled at the smallness of her hand, which had him thinking of her slight figure and her small height. He hadn’t thought about it before, that she was more than a head smaller than him, but it was something in how she carried herself that made him forget. Forget how vulnerable she looked in her yellow dress and low-heeled shoes.
His breath caught as she rearranged her grip on his fingers (his heart faltering some in disappointment, thinking that she wanted to let go of his hand) to interlace their fingers instead. A lovers’ hold. When he turned expectant and surprised eyes on her profile, she bit her bottom lip in a small smile instead of meeting his eyes. He pulled on her hand so that her body got closer to his, hip to hip.
And so they flowed through the movements, like dancers doing a well-known dance, taking their seats with the view of the boats in the harbor, ordering wine, sharing small secretive glances between topics and ever so subtly letting their fingers brush against each other above the surface of the table. The conversation ranged from ‘What did you want to be when you were little?’ (Liz: a dancer, Max: an astronaut) to ‘What’s your deepest fear?’ (Liz: losing her father, Max: being exposed) as the small lights outside in the harbor grew stronger in the darkening evening sky.
It was over a piece of chocolate cake that Liz, with a small spoon of cake poised in front of her mouth, said, “I feel like I’ve met you before.”
Placing the spoon with cake in her mouth and feeling the taste ignite her taste buds, Liz missed Max’s initial paleness. But as he remained silent, the cake was left to melt on its own in her mouth as she placed her hand over his. “Are you okay?”
“Um,” Max tried and cleared his throat. “Yeah, um. Yeah, it does feel like that, doesn’t it?”
Max felt his heart beat hard in his chest, trying to get out (Liz was feeling it too, but couldn’t understand why) and balled his hand into a fist beneath Liz’s, before pulling it away. He used it to thread fingers through his hair. Why was he reacting like this? He was usually the master of avoiding questions, of sidestepping suspicions. His whole survival relied on it. But Liz put him off balance. He would say that it was generally a good thing, but not when it came to protecting his past.
“Yeah,” Liz said quietly and Max felt her eyes follow his every movement with a furrow between her beautiful eyes. She knew something was off.
“Liz,” Max said and inhaled, bracing himself. “Isabel told me that you lost your mother.”
Max felt a piece of himself die as Liz pulled her own hand back, which had been left waiting in the center of the table as Max had withdrawn, and lowered her eyes to the table. He knew it was a low blow, but he needed something to really distract her from her previous statement and his behavior.
Maybe it had only been a rhetorical question; people often said that it had felt like they had met before to innocently point out that they felt an instant kinship to someone. But his over-the-top reaction had messed it up and Liz was an intelligent woman; she could easily figure out that there was something in that presumed honest statement that had made Max nervous.
Very nervous.
“I’m sorry,” Max said softly. Both to offer his condolence, but mostly to apologize for bringing it up.
“It was a car accident,” Liz supplied, fingering the napkin across her knee. “She was killed instantaneously.”
“You were there?”
Liz nodded. “I was thrown out of the car. Apparently, that saved me.”
Or not, Max thought, knowing another truth.
“That’s horrible,” Max said, his feelings matching his words. It had been horrible. “What happened?”
“It was a truck that was loaded with some industrial metal pipes. I don’t know if he lost control of the truck or the cargo wasn’t properly fastened… There was a big investigation about it. Insurance companies and the truck company, for instance, needed proper answers. One of the metal pipes went…” Liz shivered “…straight through my mom.”
Max did of course already know this, but it was a completely different experience to hear about it in Liz’s shaken voice. “I can’t even imagine…” He shook his head. “I’m so sorry for bringing it up.”
“It’s okay,” she smiled at him faintly. “I would’ve told you eventually. And since Isabel already knew…”
As her voice trailed off, Max asked softly, “Do you remember your mom?”
Liz shook her head slowly. “You know, I have an almost photographic memory, but no, I can’t remember her. There are faint memory glimpses whenever I see a photo of her, but I can’t remember what she smelled like, what her laughter sounded like…”
“We don’t have to talk about this,” Max mumbled.
Tears were shimmering in her eyes, she looked as if she was barely hanging on.
“Yeah,” she nodded, looking down at the napkin she was fiddling with in her lap. “Maybe we should talk about something else.”
“Like, what’s your favorite ice-cream flavor?”
That pulled at the corners of her mouth and she shot him a grateful look (a look Max didn’t feel that he deserved after having pulled up the your-mother-died-in-a-horrific-car-accident topic), before answering, “Strawberry.”
“You know,” Max said, “I thought you would say that.”
“How come?” she asked lightly, looking forward to hearing his answer.
“Because you smell like strawberries,” Max answered and watched Liz blush.
“I do not.”
He laughed lightly. “Yeah, you do. It’s a very pleasant smell. Very sweet, very you.”
She bit her bottom lip. “That’s odd, since I don’t really use any strawberry products. Except consume massive amounts of strawberry ice-cream of course.”
“Maybe that’s it then,” Max said, picking up a spoonful of his own piece of chocolate cake. “There’s strawberries coming out through your pores because of that ice-cream.”
Having regained some of her appetite, Liz mimicked his motion and put another piece of cake in her mouth. In response to his reply, she just angled her face and gave him a secretive smile.
Max could feel himself falling for her. With every gesture, every laugh, every smile, he found himself getting deeper and deeper.
Oh, I’m in trouble.
*****
Liz
There was something that Max Evans wasn’t telling her. She was sure of it.
It was in how he elaborately avoided some questions, like the most skilled politician, and how she would at times catch him looking at her with a knowing look. As if he knew something about her that she didn’t.
Which is why she had brought up the fact that it felt as if they had met before. Even though he had been good at sidestepping her other questions, this one had fallen flat. This one had made him act a bit out of character.
It was not until they were seated in his car, on the way back to her apartment, that she realized that he had never given her a proper answer to that statement. Instead, he had (seemingly out of the blue) brought up her mother’s death.
It was bound to happen sooner or later. It always had a way of sneaking its way into the conversation, especially on dates, because at some point the guy would usually ask about your parents, your childhood or siblings or something similar.
But Max had jumped straight from her statement about them possibly having met before to the death of her mother.
For some reason, she didn’t think that was a coincidence. Liz Parker had a feeling that it was an easy connection for Max Evans to make, further confirming her inexplicable feelings for this person that she was not supposed to know too well. At least not after having met twice.
She wanted to confront him, but should that be sooner rather than later? Would it be better to do it early so that they had a chance to pull out of this thing they were starting without causing too much havoc to their lives? Or would it be better to wait, letting the information seep out on its own while they got to know each other better?
Liz’s nature was too curious to wait, so in the end, “When was the first time you met me?”
He did a pretty good job at hiding his surprise, but Liz felt the car slightly drift to the side before he steered it back on track.
“Um… Is this a trick question?” He smiled cautiously, keeping his eyes on the road.
“Maybe,” Liz answered.
She watched his profile turn hard, saw the muscles around his jaw ripple as he clenched his teeth together. His voice was as tight as his stance as he replied, “My sister’s office party, last weekend.”
“Is that the truth?” Liz questioned, barely blinking, not wanting to miss a second of his reaction. Because his body language was not as good at lying as his spoken language was. He seemed to be holding his breath, his hands tight on the steering wheel, as if debating with himself.
“Max,” Liz said slowly, her voice devoid of any accusations. She just wanted to know. “When did you first meet me?”
“1996.”
Liz’s forgot to breathe, her thoughts running wild in her mind. It didn’t have to mean anything. He could have met her at a birthday party or through his parents.
My mother died in 1996.
“How?” she whispered and Max glanced at her white face before switching on the indicator and pulling to a stop at the side of the road. He turned off the ignition and grew still, his hands still on the steering wheel, looking blankly out on the road in front of him.
“Max?” Liz whispered, scared.
It probably doesn’t mean anything, why are you making such a big deal out of this? But why could she feel his nervousness right now, amplifying her own? Why could she feel the hard pressure of the steering wheel against the palms of her hands which were folded in her lap?
“I was there,” Max said softly, still not looking at her. “At the night of the accident.”
“When my mom…”
Max nodded and turned slightly, connecting his glistening sad eyes with hers. “My family… My mom, my dad, Isabel and I were in the car behind yours.”
Liz breathed deeply, purposefully.
Don’t pass out. Don’t pass out. “What else?”
He hesitated before continuing, his voice haunted, “My parents didn’t know about you at first. They only saw your mom because she was still in the car. I was sitting in the front seat so I saw you.”
“Okay…” she whispered.
Max shifted restlessly in his seat, “I thought you were clothes or a bag or something at first, so I left the car to see and discovered that you were a person. You were bleeding-“
Liz nodded. “My mom’s blood…”
He hesitated again and his voice was unconvincing as he agreed, “Yeah, your mom’s blood was all over you.”
A clear picture of a blonde woman with a worried and kind face flashed in front of Liz’s eyes. “Your mom…”
Max nodded. “My mom joined us not too long after and she was the one holding you when you woke up.”
“I remember your mom,” Liz said and the first tears of many rolled down her cheek. “I remember your mom, but I don’t remember
my mom.” A sob broke through her and she could see Max’s lost expression through the sheen of her tears. “But you were there too.”
“My mom told me to get a blanket as you woke up. You must’ve seen me when I returned. I saw you watching me.”
She wiped at the tears with the back of her hand. “But how… How do you remember me?”
He shook his head sadly. “It’s not a thing you forget. That day…”
“No,” she whispered. “No, I mean. How do you remember me? You
recognized me that night at the party, but how would you know what I looked like as an adult?”
He shook his head slowly. “I don’t know.”
She felt as if his reply was partly true, but there was something in it that didn’t make sense. “If it was a simple case of just recognizing me, then why didn’t you tell me?”
He looked at her incredulously. “Would you have believed me? If I told you that I thought you were the girl at this car accident I had witnessed when I was just five years old and that I now recognized you as an adult?”
She frowned. “But I can feel it too. The recognition. Like I
know you. This is not normal. This is something else. There’s something more to this.”
“Maybe,” he said weakly, looking away. A telltale sign of a lie, by the book.
Liz appraised the stiffness of his profile, felt the distance between them, and swallowed back a sob. “Sometimes I even imagine that I can feel what you’re feeling.” She felt herself grow cold as he grew stiff. “Just like I can feel you closing off right now.”
He shook his head, not meeting her eyes, and she bit her bottom lip, hard.
“I…I’m sorry, Liz,” he said weakly. “I don’t know what you’re talking about.”
There were suddenly too many emotions inside of her chest, pushing to break out. She knew that she sounded ridiculous, a bit nuts even, by suggesting that they had some telepathic bond. But his dismissive reaction to her vulnerable submission had crushed her heart with betrayal. She felt hurt and exposed. A freezing cold emotion was chilling her inside and out.
She let her eyes drop to her lap as she mumbled, “Would you take me home now?”, tears still running down her face.
“Yes,” he said solemnly, started the car and drove Liz to her apartment in silence.
TBC...