Choices (Thread#2) Mature, CC, spots open

Buffsteraddict · Post by **Buffsteraddict** » Sun Feb 26, 2006 2:26 pm

~Liz~

"See. My fault. Don't tell me its not Liz, because we both know it is. Everything that happened....its all on my shoulders. And theres nothing you can say that will make me think differently"

"I'm sorry." I say softly. "I'm sorry that you feel that way. I just wish you didn't..."

madroswellfan · Post by **madroswellfan** » Sun Feb 26, 2006 2:34 pm

~~~~~MAX~~~~~
"I'm sorry. I'm sorry that you feel that way. I just wish you didn't..."

I look down. "Well I do. And I can't help it" I say looking down. "So don't...don't like me, because I couldn't stand it if I hurt you again. You deserve the best. And your guy back in Roswell or me isn't him"

Buffsteraddict · Post by **Buffsteraddict** » Sun Feb 26, 2006 7:11 pm

~Liz~

"Well I do. And I can't help it. So don't...don't like me, because I couldn't stand it if I hurt you again. You deserve the best. And your guy back in Roswell or me isn't him"

"Hey, don't say that." I say gently. How could he think that??? "It's not like you ever intentionally meant to hurt me. I mean, I was the one to walk away from you that summer. I was the one who pretended to sleep with Kyle. I was the one who pushed you towards Tess. If I never would of done any of those things we would of stayed together and we would of been happy. But I was the one who ruined it all."

madroswellfan · Post by **madroswellfan** » Mon Feb 27, 2006 3:21 am

~~~~~MAX~~~~~
"Hey, don't say that. It's not like you ever intentionally meant to hurt me. I mean, I was the one to walk away from you that summer. I was the one who pretended to sleep with Kyle. I was the one who pushed you towards Tess. If I never would of done any of those things we would of stayed together and we would of been happy. But I was the one who ruined it all."

I look at her and gently say "But you wouldn't have done if future me hadn't of come back. So yet again it boils down to my stupid decisions" I tell her.

I look away and continue "And its not as if I've stopped is it. I made us drive all the way out here when there fine, Isabel keeps going on at me for being so gung ho on being attacked. But I knew that was happening and no one would listen. And everyone keeps telling me that I'm different. Changed."

I sigh. "Maybe its cos I really I have the weight of the world on my shoulders and no one can help me. Im meant to be alone."

Buffsteraddict · Post by **Buffsteraddict** » Mon Feb 27, 2006 7:22 pm

OCC~ Hey guy's, sadly, Dreamer393 has left us

, which means that we need a new Serena.

~Liz~

"But you wouldn't have done if future me hadn't of come back. So yet again it boils down to my stupid decisions. And its not as if I've stopped is it. I made us drive all the way out here when there fine, Isabel keeps going on at me for being so gung ho on being attacked. But I knew that was happening and no one would listen. And everyone keeps telling me that I'm different. Changed. Maybe its cos I really I have the weight of the world on my shoulders and no one can help me. Im meant to be alone."

"Don't say that." I say softly. "I don't beleive that. I don't beleive that your meant to be alone." I pause and turn my head to he side. There, walking towards us are Mr. and Mrs.Evans along with Zan. They just spotted us and are now heading our way. I quickly put on a smile on my face.

"Hey Mr. and Mrs. Evans." I say brightly. "Hey there Zan."

madroswellfan · Post by **madroswellfan** » Tue Feb 28, 2006 3:17 am

~~~~~~MAX~~~~~~
"Don't say that." I say softly. "I don't beleive that. I don't beleive that your meant to be alone."

She pauses and looks away. I follow her eyes to see my parent and Zan. I plaster my smile on my face...the one my family always sees these days....the one thats not real.

"Hey Mr. and Mrs. Evans. Hey there Zan."

Zan runs over and jumps on my lap. "Hey...say hello to Liz Zan"
He smiles sweetly and gives a quiet. "Hi"

I know this is....so bad of me to say but...I think...that other than when Liz was in my life...Zan is probably the best thing that ever happened to me. Because he's so dependant on me. And although its another perso to worry about...I don't have to explain everything. I don't have to explain my heart.
And sometimes thats a hell of a lot easier to do.

I look down at Zan. "Have you been a good boy for Grandad and Granny?"

"I wish you'd stop calling us that...it makes me feel so old!" Mymother complains. I give a small laugh.

I look over at Liz, "We should probably eat and get going"

Buffsteraddict · Post by **Buffsteraddict** » Tue Feb 28, 2006 11:01 am

~Liz~

I watch as Zan hops onto his father's laps and gives me a shy quiet Hi as I smile back. This little guy is so adorable.

"We should probably eat and get going." Max tells me.

"Good idea." I answer with a small sigh.

So we ordered and we ate and then about half an hour later we were finally done and we all got up to leave. As we all stood up, I gently grabbed Max's arm and sort of pulled him aside.

"Max, what about your parents and Zan?" I ask, "Are you letting them come back to Roswell or do you think they're safer staying out here for a while?"

If Max told his parents to stay out here with Zan, Max wouldn't be able to protect them from Roswell if Khivar decided to attack them. But if Max told them to come back to Roswell, Khivar was sure to attack only Max would be able to protect them.

madroswellfan · Post by **madroswellfan** » Mon Mar 06, 2006 5:01 pm

~~~~~MAX~~~~~
"Good idea."

We order and eat in silence. I don't know what to say. I keep thinking I poured my heart out to her and I sound like such a wimpy idiot.
When we finish Liz pulls me aside.

"Max, what about your parents and Zan? Are you letting them come back to Roswell or do you think they're safer staying out here for a while?"

I sigh. "I really want them to stay here...but the only way I know for sure they'll be protected is if they come back" I say quietly. I look at the floor. "I think they have to come back"

Buffsteraddict · Post by **Buffsteraddict** » Mon Mar 06, 2006 6:18 pm

~Liz~

"I think they have to come back"

"Alright," I tell him. "They'll be safer with you there to protect them. It's the right decision." I pause slightly. "I better go get my stuff from upstairs and go tell Kyle that we're leaving."

I leave him there and head to my room, grabbing all of my thing's in a hurry. Then I head next door and find Kyle in there, holding Max's phone up.

"Here," He says handing me the phone. "I think a friend of Max's just called. You better call back and see what that person wants."

I nod, taking the phone from him. "I'll give this to Max." I tell Kyle, "We're heading back to Roswell by the way." I say, forcing a smile on my face. I hate seeing Kyle this way. No memory of who he really is.

I turn around and find Max in the doorway, holding his son in his arms.

"Hey," I say, handing him the phone. "Kyle says someone tried to phone you. You should probably check out who it is."

madroswellfan · Post by **madroswellfan** » Tue Mar 07, 2006 3:22 am

~~~~~MAX~~~~~
"Alright, They'll be safer with you there to protect them. It's the right decision. better go get my stuff from upstairs and go tell Kyle that we're leaving."

I sigh and turn to my parents as Liz goes upstairs. "I thinks its best yiu came back, so I can protect you as necessary"
"Max..."
"Mom please...just...get ready to go and I'll meet you back in Roswell ok?" I turn to Zan "Be good Zan ok. Ill see you later"
He gives me a sad look so I pick him up and hold him.

I hear someone coming so I turn to see Liz, and of course my heart goes mad at the sight of her. You would have thought I'd gotten use to but no....
"Hey, Kyle says someone tried to phone you. You should probably check out who it is." she says handing me my phone. I put Zan down and look. "It was Isabel" I state.

This can't be good. Quickly I redial her number and it starts to ring.