Posted: Fri Feb 17, 2006 6:49 pm
*Liz*
“Hmmm……Aha!" Maria said when she finally put on her shoes. She goes to one of the closet and pulls out a uniform that should fit me, “This one should fit." She said, it was green, it looks just like the one she was wearing when serving Michael, Alex and I. "Don't worry." She said. I look at her. Should I worry? I mean at first I wasn’t worry about me working on the same day I ask for this job, but when she said those words it just click. Why do I care so much? I mean it just a job, right?
“It's Green. All can be seen." She said, green is not my color. But I guess not so bad, right? “Look, I know he's your brother and with your special circumstances it's hard for you to get close to people, but I really care about him. He's a really extraordinary man and I would never do anything to hurt him. I promise." She assures me. Of course I have to worry about Michael. It kind of the siblings’ code, if one goes out or get involve with someone the others has look out for them.
I guess that what Michael was trying to do with Max. I guess just doing his job and I the one was too blind to see that. “My intentions for him are entirely honorable." Maria said. Why does she care what I think anyways? I’m just some freak that hurt everyone and now trying to fix her mistakes. I’m no-one special.
"Well, maybe not entirely, but pretty close." Ok that I didn’t want to know. Now I have images of her and Michael doing……..oh my god ewe, gross.
“I know there's always going to be this apprehension between us, but I assure you I would never try to take him away from you. The question is would you try to take him away from me? I'd like to be your friend. Liz, I know what it's like to hide. I'm just now getting a glimpse of what it's like to live in the light. Whenever you think you can trust me enough to let me in just come talk to me. We are more alike then you think." She said to walked out of the locker room.
I don’t know I never really let anyone really see who I really am. I wish not the way I am or if I wasn’t in the situation I am in. But there is really nothing I can do. I just have live with it. But it does make me wonder does Maria and I could relate to each other? Does she know how it not easy living in your own shoes? The question is, am I too stubborn to actually let someone in and have a friend.
There was a time I told Michael I had no-one but Max in the world. I didn’t turn to anyone but him. But now that I broke up with him so he can have a normal life. Does that mean Maria could be that friend I been long for?
I sigh. I really don’t know, I guess I’ll never know. I took the uniform Maria lay out for me. I hang it on the locker. I looked at myself as I start undress myself. I put shirt and pant in the locker as I split in the uniform. I zip myself up and put the ears on. I put shoes back on as look myself in the mirror.
What have I got myself into? I mean am I betraying my race just because I need closure and some kind of normalize by dressing up in an alien uniform? How does Alex do it, betray his own race by wearing these garments? I sigh.
But it isn’t like people know that there are real aliens among them. I look at myself , nope I don't see myself getting use to this. No way in hell.
“Hmmm……Aha!" Maria said when she finally put on her shoes. She goes to one of the closet and pulls out a uniform that should fit me, “This one should fit." She said, it was green, it looks just like the one she was wearing when serving Michael, Alex and I. "Don't worry." She said. I look at her. Should I worry? I mean at first I wasn’t worry about me working on the same day I ask for this job, but when she said those words it just click. Why do I care so much? I mean it just a job, right?
“It's Green. All can be seen." She said, green is not my color. But I guess not so bad, right? “Look, I know he's your brother and with your special circumstances it's hard for you to get close to people, but I really care about him. He's a really extraordinary man and I would never do anything to hurt him. I promise." She assures me. Of course I have to worry about Michael. It kind of the siblings’ code, if one goes out or get involve with someone the others has look out for them.
I guess that what Michael was trying to do with Max. I guess just doing his job and I the one was too blind to see that. “My intentions for him are entirely honorable." Maria said. Why does she care what I think anyways? I’m just some freak that hurt everyone and now trying to fix her mistakes. I’m no-one special.
"Well, maybe not entirely, but pretty close." Ok that I didn’t want to know. Now I have images of her and Michael doing……..oh my god ewe, gross.
“I know there's always going to be this apprehension between us, but I assure you I would never try to take him away from you. The question is would you try to take him away from me? I'd like to be your friend. Liz, I know what it's like to hide. I'm just now getting a glimpse of what it's like to live in the light. Whenever you think you can trust me enough to let me in just come talk to me. We are more alike then you think." She said to walked out of the locker room.
I don’t know I never really let anyone really see who I really am. I wish not the way I am or if I wasn’t in the situation I am in. But there is really nothing I can do. I just have live with it. But it does make me wonder does Maria and I could relate to each other? Does she know how it not easy living in your own shoes? The question is, am I too stubborn to actually let someone in and have a friend.
There was a time I told Michael I had no-one but Max in the world. I didn’t turn to anyone but him. But now that I broke up with him so he can have a normal life. Does that mean Maria could be that friend I been long for?
I sigh. I really don’t know, I guess I’ll never know. I took the uniform Maria lay out for me. I hang it on the locker. I looked at myself as I start undress myself. I put shirt and pant in the locker as I split in the uniform. I zip myself up and put the ears on. I put shoes back on as look myself in the mirror.
What have I got myself into? I mean am I betraying my race just because I need closure and some kind of normalize by dressing up in an alien uniform? How does Alex do it, betray his own race by wearing these garments? I sigh.
But it isn’t like people know that there are real aliens among them. I look at myself , nope I don't see myself getting use to this. No way in hell.