Roswell Revisited (AU/CC Mature) Thread #3

madroswellfan · Post by **madroswellfan** » Sat Feb 11, 2006 1:42 pm

~~~~~MAX~~~~~
As I reach the outside of the apartment I see Liz heading this way. I quickly duck out of sight, watching her. She won't be able to see me where I am.

The question is...whats she doing here? Is she about to go inside and see that Ive gone and take off shrugging? Is she gonna com running after me?
Or is she just going to walk on past completely ignoring my apartments existance.

Well Ex-Apartment. Im leaving. I have to. New start.

And she goes in.

Shoot! Now I have to run for it!

As quick as a flash I bolt running to the bus stop. I run as fast as I can. I have to get there before her. I need to leave NOW.

I run to the bus stop...
I just missed the bus.
"NO!" I shout.
"Come on!!!" I yell hoping the bus will come quicker that way.

Fehr'sBear · Post by **Fehr'sBear** » Sat Feb 11, 2006 1:43 pm

Michael

"Um, okay," I say, but Liz is already out the door. I don't want to push her or anything, after last night, so I just watch her leave and then turn back to everyone, trying to act as though that was completely normal.

Alex gives me a weird look, but I ignore it and look up at Isabel and Maria.

"So, when do you get off work?" I ask Maria, changing the subject. At the same time, Alex blurts out nonsense.

Alex

I give Michael a look again, watching Liz retreat from the restaurant, but he ignores it, so I drop the subject.

Looking at Isabel, I try to find something to say to break the silence. She turns to go, so I open my mouth, blurting out the first thing that comes to mind.

"So, Isabel, I was going to ask you this the other day, but I was wondering if you could help me with Math..." I ask, and then mentally smack myself.

Math? Did I seriously just ask Isabel to tutor me? Where on earth did that come from?

"I know you're getting a good grade and I need some help. But if you don't have time at all..." I shut my mouth and stop talking, taking a huge gulp of my soda so I can't say anything else idiotic.

Dreamer_Dreaming · Post by **Dreamer_Dreaming** » Sat Feb 11, 2006 1:51 pm

*Liz*

I ran to the bus sation and saw Max yelling at the bus. I stood there watching him. He really wants to leave me? 'Liz maybe he better off without you?' I hurted him as well. What kind of person was I? Why did I do this? WHY?!

I watch him sadly as my tears fall down my face. I wipe them quickly. I deserve this. I deserver all this hurt. All of it.

I sigh. I am truely a bad person.

DaisyMae24 · Post by **DaisyMae24** » Sat Feb 11, 2006 1:57 pm

*Isabel*

As soon as I turned away from the table Alex blurted something out. "So, Isabel, I was going to ask you this the other day, but I was wondering if you could help me with Math..." He said.

I stopped in my tracks and turned back around to look at him. "I know you're getting a good grade and I need some help. But if you don't have time at all..." He continues and then takes a huge gulp of soda looking embarrassed.

I'd never expected Alex to ask for help and especially from me. "Alex I'd love to help you. Just tell me when." I said softly.

madroswellfan · Post by **madroswellfan** » Sat Feb 11, 2006 1:57 pm

~~~~~MAX~~~~~
I curse and look around annoyed, hoping the bus was here.
And then I see her. I look at her.
She's crying. Why the hell is she crying?! She left me!!!
I just stand there looking at her.
Oh God. I have no idea what to do. So I stand there.

Dreamer_Dreaming · Post by **Dreamer_Dreaming** » Sat Feb 11, 2006 2:02 pm

*Liz*

I stared at him, I didn't know what to do. But I know what I should do and I know it won't make for anything. But it's the right thing to do. "I'm sorry." I said. I walk away. He deserves to leave. I'm a bad person. I don't dersever any love or happiness. I should just died. But then again I tried killing myself so many times, so dieing would just sound to happy.

I lower my head down. I was crying like a little girl. I never cry, I hardly ever. And here I was crying about the man I love. The man I risk everything to tell him who I am. But then again I crush him heart. I crushed everyone heart.

madroswellfan · Post by **madroswellfan** » Sat Feb 11, 2006 2:05 pm

~~~~~MAX~~~~~
"I'm sorry."
And then she starts to walk away.
"WAIT!"
What the hell am I doing! This is your chance to get away from everything...
"Why are you sorry Liz?" I shout so she can hear me. "What does sorry mean? What do you want me to do? Or say? You dumped me Liz! What are you saying?"

Fehr'sBear · Post by **Fehr'sBear** » Sat Feb 11, 2006 2:05 pm

Alex

"Alex I'd love to help you. Just tell me when." Isabel says, and I look up surprised.

"Oh, really? Well, um, it's up to you, since you're helping me, I guess," I say with a smile, shutting my mouth again before I say something else stupid.

DaisyMae24 · Post by **DaisyMae24** » Sat Feb 11, 2006 2:08 pm

*Isabel*

Alex looks up at me and he looks surprised. "Oh, really? Well, um, it's up to you, since you're helping me, I guess," He says.

I smile reasurringly at him. "How does today after work sound?" I ask.

Dreamer_Dreaming · Post by **Dreamer_Dreaming** » Sat Feb 11, 2006 2:11 pm

*Liz*

"WAIT!" Max yell out to me, stopping in my tracks.
"Why are you sorry Liz What does sorry mean? What do you want me to do? Or say? You dumped me Liz! What are you saying" He said asking me more questions.

I turn away. I look at him. "Forever thing." I said, sadness in my voice. I didn't want cry in front of him. I never cried in front of him, but tears kept falling. I turn my face away so he won't see the tears. I'm sure he did already, but I'm hoping he didn't.

Max does deserve someone better. Someone not a freak as me. Someone to give him normalist. Someone not like me. I'm so damn mess up that I can't even save myself.