CHAPTER 25
MAX P.O.V
“What did you want to talk to me about?” I ask seriously.
I am dieing to know …
I absolutely hate secrets…
I see her struggle and then she looks into my eyes and smiles.
Please god let her be ok…
“Max I haven’t told anyone this … the only person that knows is my mother and my cousin Tara...” she says as she looks down at her hands that are resting in her lap.
“I was in a car accident when I was 16 years old” she says and I look at her shocked.
“What happened?” I ask wanting to know more.
“My cousin Tara was driving and she crashed… she didn’t get injured but I did” she says and I nod.
“That’s why I hate her so much … because she keeps shoving it in my face” she adds and I nod in understanding.
“Max I can’t have children” she blurts out and I freeze.
“What?” I say…
How can that be …???
She’s pregnant with my child…???
“The doctor that took care of me … he said that it would be impossible to have children, that’s why I didn’t think that it was possible… why I really want to have this baby” she says and I see the tears in her eyes.
“I was really, really hurt and … and every thing I had wanted my whole life I couldn’t have” she add and I hold her closer to me.
“This baby is a miracle and this may be the only one I have” she says and I feel the tears run down my cheeks.
“Baby…” I start to say but she cuts me off.
“No, let me finish” she says as she looks into my eyes and I nod.
“If you don’t want to be with me… because that’s all I can offer… I understand” she says and my eyes grow wide…
“Sweetheart, what are you talking about?” I ask and she starts shaking.
“There’s a chance that something could go wrong…something bad and I don’t want that to happen” she says and I hold her closer to me.
I feel a sudden wave of protectness come over me and I hold her as close as I can.
“Nothing is going to happen… I promise” I say and she smiles up at me.
“Don’t make promises you can’t keep” she says and I shake my head.
“I can keep this one” I say and she smiles slightly.
“Every time I see Tara with her children I think of what I’m missing out on…” she says and I have no idea how hard that must be for her.
“That’s why you didn’t go to the family reunion” I say and she nods.
“Max … I have been feeling dizzy and sometimes I have no energy…I’m scared” she says and I spin her in my arms so that we are face to face.
“We’ll go to the doctors first thing tomorrow…ok?” I ask and she smiles and she nods.
“Ok” she says and she places her head into the crook of my neck.
“I love you Lizzie … so much” I say and she looks up at me…
“You have no idea how much I love you” she replies and I smile at her.
“I think I do” I say and she giggles and laughs.
“How about we get you to bed?” I say as I pick her up in my arms.
I see her pout and I honestly think it’s the cutest thing in the world.
“But it’s only like 6 o’clock” she says and I grin sexily down at her.
“I didn’t say anything about sleeping or you being the only one in that bed … did I?” I ask and she smiles up at me, before hitting my shoulder playfully.
“Max I don’t believe you” she says as she continues to look at me in the eye and I just continue to grim…
“No more talking … more actions” I say as I kiss a trail down her neck before carrying her into our bedroom.
TBC…
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