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Jason's Lover
FSU/MSW-94
tequathisy
RosyLady
LairaBehr4
nibbles2
Alien614
Chapter 19
“Did you and Maria get any sleep at all, last night?” asked Nancy Parker as she watched her daughter tiredly walk through the apartment door. She still wore the large sweatshirt Max had dressed her in the night before but she’d changed into a pair of jeans and piled her chestnut hair into a haphazard bun on top of her head.
Along with the casual attire, her face was devoid of all make up and her eyes were still puffy from all the crying she had done out in the desert.
“I got a little” Liz replied while stifling a yawn behind her hand.
“Well Jose called in sick Agnes just didn’t show up at all” Nancy informed while rolling her eyes heavenward. “So your dad’s downstairs at the grill and you and Maria can draw straws to see who gets to take Agnes’ shift” she said and offered her daughter a sympathetic smile. Even though Liz wanted nothing more than to crawl into bed and sleep all day, she hauled herself into her bedroom to get cleaned up because she was too afraid of calling Maria.
Liz knew from her experience with Max that the best thing to do was to give Maria some space.
She hadn’t just heard the truth but she’d witnessed Liz’s angry light display against the boulders near the outcropping. Added to that was the fact that Maria learned the four people closest to her had all been keeping one huge secret. It wasn’t about a crush or a bit of gossip but a life changing truth that the four had always tried to protect in their own ways. It wasn’t something she could share with anyone outside their small circle and it was something she would always have to hold onto.
“Hey” greeted Kyle as Liz opened her bedroom door. She wasn’t surprised to find him or Michael there but she did wish they would have waited.
“Hey” she quietly returned and set her overnight bag down on the floor. “How long have you guys been here?”
“About ten minutes” Michael answered and set the magazine he’d been flipping through down on her desk top. Kyle, who was lounging on her bed, stood up and buried his hands in his front pockets. Both looked like they had so much to say but had no idea where to begin. Liz didn’t blame them. She was the one with all the memories and she still had her fair share of questions.
“Well I know you guys probably have a lot you want to know but I have a shift starting in a half hour” Liz stated tiredly. With everything that had happened, she was both physically and emotionally exhausted, something that she saw getting worse long before it got better. “So can we just talk about a few things now and maybe talk some more later?” It wasn’t that she wanted to hide anything from them, Liz just wasn’t sure if she could handle another emotional pow-wow.
“Okay” Kyle agreed and looked to Michael questioningly before both turned back to Liz. “How do the Whitmans and Mr. Seligman fit into this?”
While they tried to decide what to ask first, Liz had begun digging in her closet for a uniform but as Kyle’s voice drifted to her ears, she looked down uncertainly. She felt guilty for so many secrets that had been kept despite the fact that it had been her former self’s idea and not her own.
“One of the guards that was meant to be a protector ended up betraying our former selves” she quietly responded, finally turning back to face them. “His name was Nasedo and it turned out that he worked for the leader of the rebellion, Khivar.” Speaking both names left a bitter taste in Liz’s mouth as more and more of her past memories continued to resurface. “By the time we found out, Kal was the only protector left so we used the granolith to send for more help. Cero, Larek and Sarina.”
“Wait, what exactly is the granolith?” Kyle questioned. “I know I saw something about it in the flashes but I can’t remember what it was” he admitted.
“Officially it was a religious icon. It was believed to hold a higher power that tied all our people together” Liz stated, knowing that that description alone didn’t do it justice. “It was an oracle, a weapon, a time machine… a ship. No one knows when or how it was created… few have ever been in its presence and even fewer have ever understood how it works.” Her two friends remained silent, listening and taking in all the new information. Liz only wished she could explain it all better but despite having the knowledge, she felt like she didn’t have the words.
“So that’s how you found them? Through the granolith” Michael ventured but even after Liz nodded, he still had another question. “How’d they get here? Was it also through the granolith?”
“No, they flew” Liz shook her head. “Just like we all did but they weren’t as lucky. The rebellion tried to shoot them down on their way out of the atmosphere” she informed, pausing for a moment as she searched her mind for the rest of the story. “They barely made it here before their ship crashed out the desert… near where we were last night.”
“Wait, you mean the crash of ’47… the one this town celebrates every year… actually involved our people?” Kyle quickly interrupted.
“Yes” Liz agreed with a solemn nod.
“So how’d they end up as my foster parents?” Michael was next to ask.
“I don’t know” Liz admitted truthfully. “I mean, Larek and Sarina were a married couple on Antar but as far as them getting custody of you… I have no clue.”
“Actually, I think I do” Kyle added, thinking of his brief conversation with Alex the night before. “Supposedly Alex overheard us talking about healing… well, healing you” he reluctantly informed, loathsome to even bring that particular topic up. “So he told his parents and they got you out of there as soon as they found out.”
Michael had gone through so many different feelings since finding out the truth but one of the most prominent ones had been betrayal. It stung to know what his foster family had kept from him for so many years. From flashes he learned that they had vowed to Liz’s former self not to say anything to any of them until the right time but he’d still been angry. Now learning that in spite of the secrets, they still did their best to protect him, he found that anger lessening a little bit at a time.
“So what about that seal thing?” Michael added. “How’d it activate before you were ready for it to?”
“I’m not sure” Liz lied and turned away from his inquisitive gaze because she hated to do it. She never lied to her friends but this was one instance where she wasn’t willing to admit the truth. Max had already felt guilty and responsible for what happened. The last thing she wanted was for either of her friends to explode about it and make a big deal about something that was going on with her body.
Kyle, on the other hand, was able to guess but chose to remain quiet. He figured it was Liz’s truth to tell, not his.
“Now I really need for the two of you to go so I can take a shower and get ready for my shift” Liz stated when both boys remained quiet.
“Why don’t we feel it?” Michael asked just as Liz had turned towards her bathroom door.
“Feel what?” she asked, confused.
“Last night Alex said that his parents began to feel it… the change or the activation or whatever…” he stated and cleared his throat uncomfortably before continuing. “Its because they’re your protectors, right? But if we were too… how come we didn’t feel the change?”
Because you died.
It was on the tip of her tongue but Liz couldn’t bring herself to say it. “Because you and Kyle have always tried to protect me. So last night didn’t change anything for you” she murmured instead while her hand hovered just above the door knob. “I’ll see you guys later” she quietly uttered and stepped across the threshold before they had a chance to say anything else.
Breathlessly, she leaned against the door and listened for the sounds of them climbing through the window.
It was only after she sensed they were gone did she finally move but rather than step towards the shower, she slid down to the floor and buried her face in her hands instead.
In one day, she’d already lied to her best friends twice.
~&~&~&~&~&
“You look like you could use an orange soda.” At the sound of her voice, Alex quickly looked up from where he’d been staring at a menu and met the concerned gaze of Isabel Evans. Without waiting for his response, she slid into the booth across from him and reached for her own menu. “Or maybe a Blood of Alien smoothie. That worked for me last night.”
“Did it?” Alex queried once he recovered from the surprise of seeing her again.
“It was either that or the company” she shrugged with a hint of shyness.
He hadn’t wanted to leave her but after receiving a call from his parents, Alex had had no choice but to go out to the desert in their place. “So then… maybe I’ll try that smoothie” Alex responded just as shyly, missing the way Isabel smiled as he turned to find the closest waitress.
~&~&~&~&~&
Did I do this to you?”
“No” I shake my head. “I was always meant to remember, I just… you helped me open up. My heart… my mind…” I whisper. “My body… it all added up. My soul. This isn’t your fault. You made me whole” I say through the tears that continue to fall. “I love you.”
Several tears fall from the corners of Max’s closed eyes but he makes no move to wipe them away. “You made me whole too” he murmurs and takes my lips in an urgent kiss.
Without hesitation, I kiss him back… pouring all the love I feel for him into that single kiss.
I want him to know… to feel how much he means to me. I need him to know that my past doesn’t matter anymore. Khivar and everything that happened between us is nothing more than a memory. Something I wish I could take back and its something I hope I can one day forget.
“I don’t want to lose you either” he says against my lips.
“You have me” I whisper and reach for the hem of my sweatshirt.
Gone is the shy timidity I had earlier tonight. All my inhibitions have fallen away because I know this is what I want. I have no doubt in my mind that I want to be with Max. “What if something happens to you again” he asks, stilling my hands.
“Nothing’s going to happen to me, Max” I assure and press another kiss to his lips. “I promise.”
Instead of releasing my hands, he helps me lift the obtrusive material away and gently sets it aside. Even with the moon and stars providing the only light, I can still see the way his eyes darken as he silently peruses my body. “So beautiful” he whispers before pulling me close and taking my lips again in another kiss that leaves us both breathless and desperate for more.
“Liz…Liz!”
The voice startled her back to the present as she jerked away from the counter. In her haste, Liz’s elbow made contact with a stack of plastic cups and sent them flying onto the floor around her. “Damn it” she muttered under her breath and bent down to begin picking them up as everyone turned towards the sound, curious to see what had happened.
“Where were you just then?” Alex queried as he walked around the counter to help.
“Not here, that’s for sure” Liz replied and smiled her thanks for his help. “So what’d you need?” she asked, realizing that he had been the one trying to get her attention.
“Two Blood of Alien Smoothies” he stated after clearing his throat nervously.
Clearly hearing the strangeness in his tone, Liz narrowed her eyes at him playfully before flicking her gaze over at his table. Oblivious to the exchange sat Isabel Evans, toying a straw and its wrapper. “Two smoothies coming right up” she grinned, happy for her friend.
Without another word, Liz whirled around and began filling the order. Only slightly embarrassed, Alex sauntered back to the booth and slid into his seat. “Liz is making them now” he said and nervously wrung his hands together beneath the table top. He’d always had his own shyness to contend with but the night before reminding him just how different he was from most guys. He didn’t actually believe that Isabel Evans could be interested in more than a friendship but if by some chance, she was… Alex wondered if she could accept him for who he really was.
Sure Max had but the jury was still out on Maria. Even then, those were different circumstances. Maria had been a part of the group for years and Max’s life had been saved. Both were things that tied each human to the aliens but Isabel had no ties to them. She didn’t have to accept anything.
“So how’d everything work out last night?” Isabel inquired, causing Alex’s eyes to momentarily widen.
“What?” he quickly asked and couldn’t help the way his gaze darted back at Liz before returning to Isabel.
“Your parents” she slowly elaborated. “When they called… you said they were having car trouble somewhere” Isabel reminded. “Did you have any problem finding them out in the desert?”
“Oh that… yeah… no, I mean…no, I didn’t have any trouble finding them” Alex replied uneasily.
“Here we go. Two Blood of Alien smoothies” Liz said as she appeared and set the two glasses down in front of each occupant. “Can I get either of you anything else?” she politely asked and looked at Isabel first, then Alex.
Both shook their heads, allowing Liz to move on to the next table of customers.
“So…”
“So…” Isabel repeated and nervously pulled her glass to the edge of the table. “Thanks” she added and took a quick sip of the sweet confection.
“It’s no problem” Alex waved it away. “So um… are you into movies? Because, see there’s this… uh… a Fellini retrospective at um… at the art house theater on… on Friday and maybe you wanted to go” he stuttered and quickly hurried forward before Isabel had the opportunity to say anything either way. “I mean you don’t have to but if… you know, if you wanted to… maybe we could…”
“Actually I’m not really into that” Isabel stated and noticed the way Alex’s face instantly fell.
“Oh. Right… yeah. I understand.”
“How about we just see a regular movie instead” she suggested and barely held in her smile when Alex’s expression turned into one of pleasant surprise.
“Yeah, that would… that’d be great” he agreed and began to drink from his smoothie, feeling considerably more upbeat than he had been when he first walked into the café.
~&~&~&~&~&
“Do you believe in destiny?”
“Define destiny?” Liz queried and snuggled deeper into Max’s embrace.
With a blanket wrapped around the pair, Max and Liz sat cuddled up on Liz’s lawn chair, staring up at the sky. The sounds from the street were almost distant, giving them a much needed break from the rest of the world. “I guess I’m asking whether or not you believe our lives are already predetermined. Do you think there are certain people were supposed to meet in life… certain things we’re meant to go through before it’s all over?”
“I’m not sure what I believe anymore” she quietly admitted. “I feel like there are two people inside of me. Two sets of ideas and beliefs… two different opinions. I’m not sure which set are mine and which set are hers.” Her eyes closed as she felt Max tighten his hold around her body, making her feel safe and comforted with that single, simple gesture.
“I remember seeing you for the first time on the school playground but I don’t even remember when it was or what you were doing” Max said and in a soft voice while his lips rested just against her ear. Liz felt herself shiver from the deep timber of his voice. “I don’t even think I remembered that again until we were in junior high and we got assigned to work together in science class.” There was amusement in his tone and Liz couldn’t help but smile as she thought back on that day. “I remember thinking that you were the smartest person I knew. Then I remember thinking how pretty you were.”
“Look” she softly interrupted and pointed to the sky as a star fell from the heavens above. “Make a wish” she murmured.
“I don’t need to” Max whispered back. “I’m holding everything I want right here in my arms.”
“No wonder you’ve had so many girlfriends” Liz lightly teased. “Such a smooth talker.”
“No, I mean it Liz” Max stated and shifted Liz around so that she could face him. “I’ve had other relationship but you’re the only girl I’ve ever loved. The only one I feel I can be myself around… the real me… the person no one really ever gets to see. You see him… you help me to be him.” He brushed her lips with his and for a brief moment, everything was simple again.
She was just a girl who loved a boy. No alien entanglements to contend with. No worries, no interruptions. He gave that to her and she desperately wanted to give him something back but she felt like she had nothing to give… so she gave him herself.
Uninhibited… unadulterated.
Jason's Lover
FSU/MSW-94
tequathisy
RosyLady
LairaBehr4
nibbles2
Alien614
Chapter 19
“Did you and Maria get any sleep at all, last night?” asked Nancy Parker as she watched her daughter tiredly walk through the apartment door. She still wore the large sweatshirt Max had dressed her in the night before but she’d changed into a pair of jeans and piled her chestnut hair into a haphazard bun on top of her head.
Along with the casual attire, her face was devoid of all make up and her eyes were still puffy from all the crying she had done out in the desert.
“I got a little” Liz replied while stifling a yawn behind her hand.
“Well Jose called in sick Agnes just didn’t show up at all” Nancy informed while rolling her eyes heavenward. “So your dad’s downstairs at the grill and you and Maria can draw straws to see who gets to take Agnes’ shift” she said and offered her daughter a sympathetic smile. Even though Liz wanted nothing more than to crawl into bed and sleep all day, she hauled herself into her bedroom to get cleaned up because she was too afraid of calling Maria.
Liz knew from her experience with Max that the best thing to do was to give Maria some space.
She hadn’t just heard the truth but she’d witnessed Liz’s angry light display against the boulders near the outcropping. Added to that was the fact that Maria learned the four people closest to her had all been keeping one huge secret. It wasn’t about a crush or a bit of gossip but a life changing truth that the four had always tried to protect in their own ways. It wasn’t something she could share with anyone outside their small circle and it was something she would always have to hold onto.
“Hey” greeted Kyle as Liz opened her bedroom door. She wasn’t surprised to find him or Michael there but she did wish they would have waited.
“Hey” she quietly returned and set her overnight bag down on the floor. “How long have you guys been here?”
“About ten minutes” Michael answered and set the magazine he’d been flipping through down on her desk top. Kyle, who was lounging on her bed, stood up and buried his hands in his front pockets. Both looked like they had so much to say but had no idea where to begin. Liz didn’t blame them. She was the one with all the memories and she still had her fair share of questions.
“Well I know you guys probably have a lot you want to know but I have a shift starting in a half hour” Liz stated tiredly. With everything that had happened, she was both physically and emotionally exhausted, something that she saw getting worse long before it got better. “So can we just talk about a few things now and maybe talk some more later?” It wasn’t that she wanted to hide anything from them, Liz just wasn’t sure if she could handle another emotional pow-wow.
“Okay” Kyle agreed and looked to Michael questioningly before both turned back to Liz. “How do the Whitmans and Mr. Seligman fit into this?”
While they tried to decide what to ask first, Liz had begun digging in her closet for a uniform but as Kyle’s voice drifted to her ears, she looked down uncertainly. She felt guilty for so many secrets that had been kept despite the fact that it had been her former self’s idea and not her own.
“One of the guards that was meant to be a protector ended up betraying our former selves” she quietly responded, finally turning back to face them. “His name was Nasedo and it turned out that he worked for the leader of the rebellion, Khivar.” Speaking both names left a bitter taste in Liz’s mouth as more and more of her past memories continued to resurface. “By the time we found out, Kal was the only protector left so we used the granolith to send for more help. Cero, Larek and Sarina.”
“Wait, what exactly is the granolith?” Kyle questioned. “I know I saw something about it in the flashes but I can’t remember what it was” he admitted.
“Officially it was a religious icon. It was believed to hold a higher power that tied all our people together” Liz stated, knowing that that description alone didn’t do it justice. “It was an oracle, a weapon, a time machine… a ship. No one knows when or how it was created… few have ever been in its presence and even fewer have ever understood how it works.” Her two friends remained silent, listening and taking in all the new information. Liz only wished she could explain it all better but despite having the knowledge, she felt like she didn’t have the words.
“So that’s how you found them? Through the granolith” Michael ventured but even after Liz nodded, he still had another question. “How’d they get here? Was it also through the granolith?”
“No, they flew” Liz shook her head. “Just like we all did but they weren’t as lucky. The rebellion tried to shoot them down on their way out of the atmosphere” she informed, pausing for a moment as she searched her mind for the rest of the story. “They barely made it here before their ship crashed out the desert… near where we were last night.”
“Wait, you mean the crash of ’47… the one this town celebrates every year… actually involved our people?” Kyle quickly interrupted.
“Yes” Liz agreed with a solemn nod.
“So how’d they end up as my foster parents?” Michael was next to ask.
“I don’t know” Liz admitted truthfully. “I mean, Larek and Sarina were a married couple on Antar but as far as them getting custody of you… I have no clue.”
“Actually, I think I do” Kyle added, thinking of his brief conversation with Alex the night before. “Supposedly Alex overheard us talking about healing… well, healing you” he reluctantly informed, loathsome to even bring that particular topic up. “So he told his parents and they got you out of there as soon as they found out.”
Michael had gone through so many different feelings since finding out the truth but one of the most prominent ones had been betrayal. It stung to know what his foster family had kept from him for so many years. From flashes he learned that they had vowed to Liz’s former self not to say anything to any of them until the right time but he’d still been angry. Now learning that in spite of the secrets, they still did their best to protect him, he found that anger lessening a little bit at a time.
“So what about that seal thing?” Michael added. “How’d it activate before you were ready for it to?”
“I’m not sure” Liz lied and turned away from his inquisitive gaze because she hated to do it. She never lied to her friends but this was one instance where she wasn’t willing to admit the truth. Max had already felt guilty and responsible for what happened. The last thing she wanted was for either of her friends to explode about it and make a big deal about something that was going on with her body.
Kyle, on the other hand, was able to guess but chose to remain quiet. He figured it was Liz’s truth to tell, not his.
“Now I really need for the two of you to go so I can take a shower and get ready for my shift” Liz stated when both boys remained quiet.
“Why don’t we feel it?” Michael asked just as Liz had turned towards her bathroom door.
“Feel what?” she asked, confused.
“Last night Alex said that his parents began to feel it… the change or the activation or whatever…” he stated and cleared his throat uncomfortably before continuing. “Its because they’re your protectors, right? But if we were too… how come we didn’t feel the change?”
Because you died.
It was on the tip of her tongue but Liz couldn’t bring herself to say it. “Because you and Kyle have always tried to protect me. So last night didn’t change anything for you” she murmured instead while her hand hovered just above the door knob. “I’ll see you guys later” she quietly uttered and stepped across the threshold before they had a chance to say anything else.
Breathlessly, she leaned against the door and listened for the sounds of them climbing through the window.
It was only after she sensed they were gone did she finally move but rather than step towards the shower, she slid down to the floor and buried her face in her hands instead.
In one day, she’d already lied to her best friends twice.
~&~&~&~&~&
“You look like you could use an orange soda.” At the sound of her voice, Alex quickly looked up from where he’d been staring at a menu and met the concerned gaze of Isabel Evans. Without waiting for his response, she slid into the booth across from him and reached for her own menu. “Or maybe a Blood of Alien smoothie. That worked for me last night.”
“Did it?” Alex queried once he recovered from the surprise of seeing her again.
“It was either that or the company” she shrugged with a hint of shyness.
He hadn’t wanted to leave her but after receiving a call from his parents, Alex had had no choice but to go out to the desert in their place. “So then… maybe I’ll try that smoothie” Alex responded just as shyly, missing the way Isabel smiled as he turned to find the closest waitress.
~&~&~&~&~&
Did I do this to you?”
“No” I shake my head. “I was always meant to remember, I just… you helped me open up. My heart… my mind…” I whisper. “My body… it all added up. My soul. This isn’t your fault. You made me whole” I say through the tears that continue to fall. “I love you.”
Several tears fall from the corners of Max’s closed eyes but he makes no move to wipe them away. “You made me whole too” he murmurs and takes my lips in an urgent kiss.
Without hesitation, I kiss him back… pouring all the love I feel for him into that single kiss.
I want him to know… to feel how much he means to me. I need him to know that my past doesn’t matter anymore. Khivar and everything that happened between us is nothing more than a memory. Something I wish I could take back and its something I hope I can one day forget.
“I don’t want to lose you either” he says against my lips.
“You have me” I whisper and reach for the hem of my sweatshirt.
Gone is the shy timidity I had earlier tonight. All my inhibitions have fallen away because I know this is what I want. I have no doubt in my mind that I want to be with Max. “What if something happens to you again” he asks, stilling my hands.
“Nothing’s going to happen to me, Max” I assure and press another kiss to his lips. “I promise.”
Instead of releasing my hands, he helps me lift the obtrusive material away and gently sets it aside. Even with the moon and stars providing the only light, I can still see the way his eyes darken as he silently peruses my body. “So beautiful” he whispers before pulling me close and taking my lips again in another kiss that leaves us both breathless and desperate for more.
“Liz…Liz!”
The voice startled her back to the present as she jerked away from the counter. In her haste, Liz’s elbow made contact with a stack of plastic cups and sent them flying onto the floor around her. “Damn it” she muttered under her breath and bent down to begin picking them up as everyone turned towards the sound, curious to see what had happened.
“Where were you just then?” Alex queried as he walked around the counter to help.
“Not here, that’s for sure” Liz replied and smiled her thanks for his help. “So what’d you need?” she asked, realizing that he had been the one trying to get her attention.
“Two Blood of Alien Smoothies” he stated after clearing his throat nervously.
Clearly hearing the strangeness in his tone, Liz narrowed her eyes at him playfully before flicking her gaze over at his table. Oblivious to the exchange sat Isabel Evans, toying a straw and its wrapper. “Two smoothies coming right up” she grinned, happy for her friend.
Without another word, Liz whirled around and began filling the order. Only slightly embarrassed, Alex sauntered back to the booth and slid into his seat. “Liz is making them now” he said and nervously wrung his hands together beneath the table top. He’d always had his own shyness to contend with but the night before reminding him just how different he was from most guys. He didn’t actually believe that Isabel Evans could be interested in more than a friendship but if by some chance, she was… Alex wondered if she could accept him for who he really was.
Sure Max had but the jury was still out on Maria. Even then, those were different circumstances. Maria had been a part of the group for years and Max’s life had been saved. Both were things that tied each human to the aliens but Isabel had no ties to them. She didn’t have to accept anything.
“So how’d everything work out last night?” Isabel inquired, causing Alex’s eyes to momentarily widen.
“What?” he quickly asked and couldn’t help the way his gaze darted back at Liz before returning to Isabel.
“Your parents” she slowly elaborated. “When they called… you said they were having car trouble somewhere” Isabel reminded. “Did you have any problem finding them out in the desert?”
“Oh that… yeah… no, I mean…no, I didn’t have any trouble finding them” Alex replied uneasily.
“Here we go. Two Blood of Alien smoothies” Liz said as she appeared and set the two glasses down in front of each occupant. “Can I get either of you anything else?” she politely asked and looked at Isabel first, then Alex.
Both shook their heads, allowing Liz to move on to the next table of customers.
“So…”
“So…” Isabel repeated and nervously pulled her glass to the edge of the table. “Thanks” she added and took a quick sip of the sweet confection.
“It’s no problem” Alex waved it away. “So um… are you into movies? Because, see there’s this… uh… a Fellini retrospective at um… at the art house theater on… on Friday and maybe you wanted to go” he stuttered and quickly hurried forward before Isabel had the opportunity to say anything either way. “I mean you don’t have to but if… you know, if you wanted to… maybe we could…”
“Actually I’m not really into that” Isabel stated and noticed the way Alex’s face instantly fell.
“Oh. Right… yeah. I understand.”
“How about we just see a regular movie instead” she suggested and barely held in her smile when Alex’s expression turned into one of pleasant surprise.
“Yeah, that would… that’d be great” he agreed and began to drink from his smoothie, feeling considerably more upbeat than he had been when he first walked into the café.
~&~&~&~&~&
“Do you believe in destiny?”
“Define destiny?” Liz queried and snuggled deeper into Max’s embrace.
With a blanket wrapped around the pair, Max and Liz sat cuddled up on Liz’s lawn chair, staring up at the sky. The sounds from the street were almost distant, giving them a much needed break from the rest of the world. “I guess I’m asking whether or not you believe our lives are already predetermined. Do you think there are certain people were supposed to meet in life… certain things we’re meant to go through before it’s all over?”
“I’m not sure what I believe anymore” she quietly admitted. “I feel like there are two people inside of me. Two sets of ideas and beliefs… two different opinions. I’m not sure which set are mine and which set are hers.” Her eyes closed as she felt Max tighten his hold around her body, making her feel safe and comforted with that single, simple gesture.
“I remember seeing you for the first time on the school playground but I don’t even remember when it was or what you were doing” Max said and in a soft voice while his lips rested just against her ear. Liz felt herself shiver from the deep timber of his voice. “I don’t even think I remembered that again until we were in junior high and we got assigned to work together in science class.” There was amusement in his tone and Liz couldn’t help but smile as she thought back on that day. “I remember thinking that you were the smartest person I knew. Then I remember thinking how pretty you were.”
“Look” she softly interrupted and pointed to the sky as a star fell from the heavens above. “Make a wish” she murmured.
“I don’t need to” Max whispered back. “I’m holding everything I want right here in my arms.”
“No wonder you’ve had so many girlfriends” Liz lightly teased. “Such a smooth talker.”
“No, I mean it Liz” Max stated and shifted Liz around so that she could face him. “I’ve had other relationship but you’re the only girl I’ve ever loved. The only one I feel I can be myself around… the real me… the person no one really ever gets to see. You see him… you help me to be him.” He brushed her lips with his and for a brief moment, everything was simple again.
She was just a girl who loved a boy. No alien entanglements to contend with. No worries, no interruptions. He gave that to her and she desperately wanted to give him something back but she felt like she had nothing to give… so she gave him herself.
Uninhibited… unadulterated.