A/N: Okay, I’m back with an update! * stands back with open arms and smile at the cheers and applause *
I hope you all enjoy this little bit here, just a warning, this chapter is mature to adult, so if you aren’t old enough, go away! This is also going to be the last chapter I'll post on this for a little while yet, since I have to update my other stories, and I'm trying to focus on them. Please don't be mad!
The good news to that means that instead of the only five -or less- chapters to go before I finish this, there will be a few more than that so, there!
As always, Roswell does not belong to me but to Jason Katims, Melinda Metz, and a whole lot of other people who do not include me amongst their ranks.
Damn.
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Chapter 22
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Zan awoke as soon as his body registered the absence of the living warmth that had been curled about him for most of the night. The sheets were already cooling, giving testament to the fact that his bed partner had fled, but that didn’t stop his searching hand from basking in that fading heat.
Stretching and tangling his hands in the chains on the headboard, Zan arched his back, reveling in the all the aches and pains and soreness of his body. The aches didn’t take away from the deep satisfied feel in either his body or his spirit. Muscles tightened and lengthened, twisted and moved back into place as Zan finished his stretches, and he lay back against the pillows and headboard, stroking the imprint his lover had left upon his sheets, knowing a deeper imprint of her was branded on his soul.
He listened intently to the sound of a shower, but it wasn’t his shower running, it was Liz’s and Liz was no where to be found in his bedroom. A little fact that had his brow crease in a frown as he concentrated.
Liz’s mental barriers were up once more, yet despite not being able to ‘hear’ the actual thought, he was able to get impressions and feelings of those thoughts. The pulses of those thoughts were agitated and fearful, guilty and almost afraid, panicked.
Zan shot straight up in bed, covers bunching around his waist, and his frown was now a scowl.
“Back ta square one agains,” he sighed, running one hand through his tangled locks and the other rubbing the sleep out of his eye.
Zan’s fingers hit a particular snarl in his hair, and Zan had a sudden visual of just how it got tangled and snarled in the first place. Liz had been fascinated with his tresses, or better yet, she had been fascinated with his reaction as she ran her soft fingers through, gently massaging the scalp underneath, tickling and playing with the fine hairs at the nape of his neck.
Shuddering, Zan shook his head to clear his mind of the vision, but his body that ached for its mate had been aroused and it was now painfully obvious to Zan that he couldn’t just go back to how things had been. Not if he was going to be in a state of arousal just by remembering what they had done last night and early that morning.
“Damn it, Iz not gonna let’s her hide. Iz didn’t do anything wrong.”
Mind made up, Zan clenched his jaw firmly and tossed the covers off. He strode through the doorway into the adjoining room – Liz’s room – and marched purposefully through to open the bathroom door.
A wave of steam billowed out and Zan took a deep breath. Despite the heady humidity he could scent Liz’s taste in the air and his stomach clenched in desire. The ‘ice cubed’ glass blocks at end of the room that separated the shower from the rest of the bathroom blurred her form slightly, which left it up to his imagination to fill in what he already knew was there.
He had to close his eyes and count very slowly in his head to calm himself and pray to whatever deity looked after hybrid punks for the strength and will to do what needed to be done.
Bolstered and resolved, Zan stepped around the glass and laid eyes on his mate, his
katelau, for the first time that morning.
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When Liz had first awakened, she had come to with a smile on her face and a feeling of such contentment, such peace. Never had she had such peaceful slumber in so long…and then she had started to ache softly, but persistently, and her sleep addled mind had struggled to recall why exactly she felt so satisfied and pleased with the aching and soreness. She felt as if she had taken an extended gym class and been worked over by a Mack truck.
Then the arm around her waist had tightened and the body spooning against her back rubbed his nose along the curve of her spine and snuggled into her hair. That same arm had a hand that spanned across her stomach –her naked stomach – and trailed further down her body –her naked body. And speaking of naked bodies…that body spooning her that was connected to the arm that was connected to the hand stroking her naked body was in fact, naked as well.
What scared her was the fact that she wasn’t scared and wanted to stay where she was.
Without turning around, she knew whose body, knew whose hand was around her. She didn’t even have to see the ink on his wrists or the feel of hard metal of his piercing pressing into her back to know that it was Zan who held her so tenderly, so protectively, so intimately.
Her heart beating faster, carefully she inched her way around so that she wasn’t pressed against him so hard. Even in sleep he was reluctant to part with her, but holding her breath and being patient, Liz worked her hair and her body out of his grasp and nearly gasped when Zan shifted.
Stilling her tripping heart, she waited breathlessly as he settled down and her eyes widened again as she carefully sat up, staring at the sight before her. Zan’s bronzed figure was a stark contrast to the red and black pillows, his long hair mussed and in such disarray that her fingers were already reaching out and almost touched them in a soft caress before Liz caught herself.
He looked so cute lying there on his back, hair mussed, and his head tilted to one side. The covers bunched at his waist, leaving his chest behr to her searching eyes, drinking in their fill. There was no ounce of fat on his form, a lean and supple tone that came from nights of no food in his belly and fights both physical and mental to stay alive. Liz’s eyes were drawn to the nearest dull sparkle of the omega shaped metal piercing that had held her so captivated last night and she blushed in remembrance.
His chest rose and fell in a steady rhythm and his tattoos only accentuated the curve of muscle. She couldn’t see the Seal of the King on his forehead anymore, yet somehow she knew it was there, she could
feel it was still there, hidden, waiting. All she had to do was reach over and with the hand that hovered still over his locks, she passed it over his face.
A brilliant golden light flashed as the Seal flared to life by her own power and Liz did squeak then. She’d felt the pull of power and knew that
she herself had Called up the Seal. Memories, images, thoughts and knowledge flashed through her mind’s eye too quick to follow and with a soundless cry she shut down the connection as she seemed to plunge back into her own skin.
Quickly she passed her hand over him again and the light faded, as did the rush of power, but the fear and adrenaline of discovery had her scrambling for the familiar safety of her room. Running on that fear she had jumped for the shower, not bothering to grab any clothes, just needing to feel safe.
So here she stood now, the almost searing hot water pulsing around her, and still could she taste her heartbeat in her throat, pounding out a drumbeat to the fear that wouldn’t
fade.
Already she had shampooed and conditioned her hair, but still didn’t feel alright. She just stared at her open bottle of body wash and jumped at the husky voice breathing on her neck, “Ya left me.”
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Liz jumped and spun around, the bottle held out in front of her, and only Zan’s arms shooting out to grasp her around her waist kept her from crashing in a wet heap on the floor.
Liz found herself pressed securely against a firm chest only slightly cooler than her own, the bottle squeezed between their bodies, as Zan steadied them. Even when he was sure that her feet were once again steady, he didn’t release his grip on her waist. Idly, his fingers started to wander, gently kneading and massaging the silken skin underneath.
Liz shuddered again, this time not in fear, but in desire, and she kept her place, staring up at Zan in some shock.
Zan’s eyes were concerned as he saw that Liz was not just shocked at his presence but she seemed spooked about something. Instinctively he knew it wasn’t him she was scared of per se, but perhaps something similar in thought.
“Hey,” he whispered, leaning forward to press his forehead against hers, bracing her against the cool tile on the opposing side to the glass and Liz relaxed at the contact.
“Hey,” she whispered hoarsely in a voice she didn’t recognize. Immediately her mental barriers seemed to not so much collapse as recognize and allow him access.
She still held part of herself in check but Zan wasn’t worried about that, as the rest of his soul felt it was finally whole, and allowed her essence to mingle with and merge with his own. He just held her there against him and the wall as they both sighed at the feeling of completion.
“Missed ya,” he finally broke the silence, looking into her dark eyes that had started to lose their panicked look.
“You did?” Surprise and pleasure flitted across her face and across their bond before she schooled her features –and her mind- into feigned neutrality.
A wicked curving of his lips slunk into his eyes in time with his smile and Zan shifted his hold, so more of him was pressed more fully against her own.
“You doubt?” he ground his hips slightly into hers, purposefully leaving his link to her open and projecting his thoughts and feelings into it.
“N-n no,” Liz’s eyes widened and her mouth dropped open in a small ‘o’ as she realized that he did in fact miss her. There was physical proof to go along with that amazing feeling of ‘Zan’ in her brain. Zan was sure she was blushing and it wasn’t just steam from the water and shower that made her cheeks flush red.
Zan chuckled at her answer and Liz flushed harder. She used her hands, still gripping the bottle of body wash, to try and push him away, but he wasn’t budging. He lifted his head off hers and fixed her with a tender but purely too pleased with himself look as his hands started to get bolder on her waist and hips.
“Zan,” she protested. “I’m trying to take a shower.”
“Really?” the studded eyebrow quirked upward and his eyes took on a dangerous, hungered look.
“Really,” she stuttered, mouth suddenly dry as she fixed her eyes upon the steadily darkening ones holding her captive.
Zan leaned forward again, and nothing Liz could do was stopping him, and she was pinned against the wall anyway. His chest filled her line of vision and she blinked water out of her eyes so she wouldn’t have to see the wet metal taunting her.
“I wanna help,” she could barely hear him purr over the rush of water before he nibbled her earlobe and his tongue flicked out to lick at some of the moisture directly underneath.
Liz’s shriek wasn’t from fright this time and Zan laughed, pulling away suddenly leaving her blinking at the sudden breathing space as well as the lack of his clever fingers upon her waist.
“Wha-?” she blurted before his hands plucked the bottle out of her own.
Staring stupidly at her now empty hands, she looked up to watch Zan soak a washrag in the still hot spray and then pour some of strawberry vanilla scented wash onto it. She could only stand mute as he made a rich lather and then came toward her again purposefully.
“C’mere,” he tugged her away from the wall and into the spray, her body shuddering as it was hit with warmth instead of the cooler temperature she’d become used to. When Zan was satisfied she was slick enough he brought her out of direct water and started to wash her.
No protesting, love, Zan’s sinfully wicked voice slithered through her consciousness as she was about to do just that and Liz groaned. It was bad enough to hear him speak aloud, but did she have to ‘hear’ him in her mind like that too?
“Only when ya’s won’t listen otherwise,” Zan answered her unspoken question, smirking down at the woman in his arms. Tenderly, he used his washcloth to gently scrub her down, taking his time and just enjoying having an excuse to touch every part of her. It helped and it didn’t that Liz had gradually relaxed into his ministrations and the way she was purring as he swiped the slightly roughened cloth over her skin had him heating up in a way that had nothing to do with the hot water.
Liz was standing with her back against Zan’s chest, her head lolled back onto his shoulder so he could have better access to her front. One of his strong hands gripped her hip in a firm grasp while the other went about cleaning his mate. The hand holding the washcloth dipped lower across her stomach and Liz couldn’t stop the hiss and moan of pleasure that ripped from her mouth as Zan just barely touched her down there.
Her hips jerked of their own accord and Zan’s grip on her hips brought her body back to grind her rear against his front, eliciting a gasp from Zan’s self at the contact. Both stilled, hearts beating fast in time to each other, and Liz tilted her head just that much and Zan’s lips were just as suddenly there.
Both of his hands had stopped and just pressed her against him tighter. His right hand released its grip on her hip to travel upward, caressing her breast on the way so eventually it was cupped in the curve of his forearm while he gripped her chin and just held her there while his mouth plundered what she freely offered.
“Zan,” she breathed his name out as her own arm reached up to grip the back of his head and encourage him closer, deepening the kiss.
“Liz,” he growled, hissing as she arched against him, and he couldn’t stop the quick thrust of his hips in response.
Reluctantly, he pulled away, smiling at her pleading mewls, and he shook his head.
“Shower first, play later,” he admonished and then stepped back into the spray, dragging her along with him to rinse her off.
Satisfied with his work, Zan raised a hand and flicked his wrist in the general direction of the knobs, and the water shut off at once. Liz giggled and Zan turned her around fully in his arms and kissed her as he had wanted to do the moment he woke up.
His tongue licked and suckled permission into her mouth and then plunged inward to meet and tangle with Liz’s own.
Groaning, Liz fairly melted into Zan’s chest, and yipped into his mouth when he suddenly picked her up, never breaking the kiss and started moving them out. She felt the tingling warmth as he used his powers to dry her hair but snagged a spare towel on their way out.
“You dry my hair with alien magic but use a towel on the rest?” Liz tilted her head in askance when she could finally breathe, barely registering as they passed from the bathroom into the bedroom proper.
“Iz has my reasons,” he grinned and she couldn’t ask any more questions, because she felt him suddenly tense and then they were airborne. She gasped and squealed as she felt her mattress at her back and realized that Zan landed on her bed, still made up from the previous morning.
“What on Earth?” she looked up at him with wide eyes and he laughed, head ducking and his tongue flicking out to lick and suck the moisture beaded upon her skin.
“Hmmm…” he purred against her skin and Liz’s eyes nearly rolled back into her head.
“Zan…” she gasped and then he was there seeking her out once more, and then the tang of hot metal, Tabasco, and Zan filled her mouth and she was in heaven.
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TBC……….