Chasing the Son (CC-ALL,Mature) AN,pg 24 5/15/07 [WIP]

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Part Twenty One

It was someone else’s apartment. Some other Max had once lived here, a long time ago, before the world had gone to hell.

Max hovered near the doorway as he watched Liz move about the small space turning on lights, taking off her coat, stashing her purse under the kitchen counter like she always did. The apartment smelled familiar – a mixture of the homey touches Liz had instilled and the scent of old water pipes – but it felt entirely foreign to Max.

It had been nearly eight months since he’d left this place, off to his menial tour guide job. He tried really hard to remember that morning, what he was wearing, the route he’d taken to work. It had been hot, the end of July, and the morning air had felt a little oppressive. Of course, he’d been wearing clothes suitable for the museum, clothes that had long since been cast aside, in some country Max didn’t remember. And then he’d driven to work.

Where was his car? Where had the Chevelle gone after they’d left the cabin and Liz behind to embark on their journey to China? Max’s brow furrowed. He’d loved that heap of metal and only now, many months later, did he realize that it was missing. The thing that troubled him was that he had no memory of where he’d left it.

“I can make some coffee,” Liz was saying as she moved about the kitchen.

Max remained near the door, his hands shoved in the pockets of his jeans. Why did he feel so uncomfortable here?

“Max?” Liz called, leaning around the kitchen door. “Would you like coffee?”

He shook his head.

She paused a moment, studied him silently, then crossed the small living room and put her arms around him.

And then Max felt like he was home again. They had been too rushed to get to Cape Cod to save Isabel’s baby to say hello properly. Until now, until he had Liz in his arms again, the world had seemed a little off. Now things seemed a little brighter as he wrapped his arms around her and buried his face in her hair. She smelled like roses and he nearly moaned in happiness.

“I didn’t get to wish you happy birthday,” she whispered against his ear, lingering, placing a questioning kiss against his cheek.

Max turned his head to capture her lips with his, but he held back a bit. After all, he still wasn’t sure what had catapulted him back to the past, back to the airport, in order to save little Jeremy – opening a connection with Liz might give her flashes of things he couldn’t explain.

“I missed you on your birthday,” she said against his throat, her hands falling to the snap of his jeans.

“I missed you, too,” he agreed, running one hand through her hair while gently stopping her from dropping his zipper with the other.

She looked up at him questioningly, but before he could devise an excuse for not hopping into bed with her, realization showed in her eyes. Realization and…something else. Victory? Why did it always seem like she was one step ahead of him?

“I’m very selfish,” she said with a giggle. “You’re exhausted, aren’t you?”

Yes, he was. The harried flight from Florida had been strenuous to say the least. Then having time reverse or whatever had happened hadn’t been a pleasant experience. On top of that, it had taken a very strong dose of his powers to heal the baby and his body was still feeling the effects of that.

Liz’s eyes softened and she reached up to touch his cheek. “You’re my hero,” she said. “Did you know that?”

He smiled in return, covered her hand with his.

“You are,” she confirmed, giving a nod of her head. “A man who can do what you can do and who can still remain humble, who will come from far away to help out those he loves. You’re a hero, Max.”

Max’s cheeks flushed. Though he enjoyed being complimented by the only woman he would ever love, sometimes too much attention still made him want to crawl behind the tree.

Liz slid her hand away from his face, down his chest, then down his arm until she clasped his hand in hers. “Come with me,” she said softly, giving him a little tug.

She led him to the bathroom, where she made him wait while she started to fill the tub with water. When she reached for her scented bath oil, he raised an eyebrow and resisted the urge to protest. She popped off the cap and dumped some into the water. The scent of orange blossoms filled the air but was quickly gone as Liz waved her hand over the tub, leaving behind the oil but removing the girly aroma.

Turning toward him, she bit her bottom lip, then started working the buttons on his shirt. “It’s been a long time since I got to be with you without an alien posse around,” she said. “Let me pamper you tonight. Let things be what they used to be.”

At her words, Max felt a lump in his throat. The way they used to be. Because whether either of them wanted to admit it or not, their lives had changed irreversibly. The assassin had been caught and Agent Darmon was off doing whatever it was he did when not on active duty, but even without the alien presence, there was a definite feeling of change in the air.

Max’s shirt fell to the floor and Liz took a moment to touch his skin, but no so long as to send the message that she wanted anything more than to admire him. Then her hands worked the fly of his jeans and he helped her push them to the floor. With a smile, she took him by the hand and led him to the tub, where she turned off the water and gestured for him to climb in.

Sinking into the tub was close to the best feeling Max had ever had. The water was the perfect temperature and the oil caressed his aching muscles. He closed his eyes to enjoy the feeling, not having realized how tired he truly was.

Liz dropped to her knees beside the tub and picked up the yellow bath sponge. Max watched her dip the sponge into the water and then gently caress his chest with it.

“Sometimes at night,” she said, “I would remember doing this with you. Do you remember?”

He gave a small smile and nodded.

“Remember that time we were in the tub at three in the morning and the old bitty downstairs complained because she could hear the water filling?” Liz asked with a giggle.

Max’s smile broadened at the thought.

Liz dipped the sponge and trailed it down his arm. “I would think about this, remembering every inch of you. And it would help.”

Max’s smile faded as he felt the loneliness in her voice. He understood that. After all, he’d spent the last eight months trying to remember every inch of her as well.

“Sit up,” she commanded gently and he did as he was told.

Behind him, he heard the sponge dip into the water, then felt the warmth slid across his shoulders, down his back.

“I didn’t forget anything,” she said, her voice barely above a whisper. “Not one freckle.”

Max looked over his shoulder, a thousand year’s worth of apologies in his eyes. “It’s over now, Liz. I’m home. We can be together.”

She stopped stroking his back and met his eyes. In hers, he saw doubt that cut him to the core. She didn’t pursue the subject, however, as she took his shoulder and eased him back against the tub. Before he was settled into his spot, however, he took her hand in his and offered her a smile of invitation. Her eyes softened and she stood to remove her clothes.

Soon she was sinking into the other end of the tub, his legs parting to allow her room. Once she’d settled, he used his toes to caress the smooth skin of her outer thigh.

“I miss this,” he said contentedly. “I missed you.”

“Me too,” she agreed, reclining against the tub, the ends of her dark hair trailing in the water.

Max watched her silently, then beneath the water waved his hand. Soon the smell of oranges filled the air and Liz lifted her head with a wry smile.

“For you,” he said, causing her to smile wider.

They fell into silence, two exhausted people, safe at home again. Max reheated the water a couple of times, took his time bathing Liz as she had bathed him, then climbed out of the tub when his fingertips became too wrinkled to function properly.

He toweled himself first, wrapping the towel around his waist. Then he reached into the tub and helped her to her feet. He was in no hurry as he went about drying her soft skin, allowing himself time to enjoy every inch of her. Using a little blast of his powers, he dried the ends of her hair, then wrapped her in a fluffy blue robe.

Together, they retreated to the bedroom, their bodies relaxed and tired, and climbed into bed together. Max rolled Liz onto her side and cradled her close to him, spooning her against his body. He squeezed her tightly, laid a grateful kiss against her neck.

“She’s so happy,” Liz said, her voice tired, her words slow.

Max settled against his pillow. “Isabel?”

Liz nodded.

“I know,” he replied. “He’s a beautiful baby.” One like they might have some day. He wanted to say that, but it seemed selfish to talk about their future babies while Isabel was still celebrating hers.

“She wouldn’t have him without you,” Liz continued.

Max remained silent, feeling a sudden shift in the conversation coming.

“She didn’t have him, did she?”

He couldn’t stop his bodily reaction to her comment –he jerked slightly, his body tightening as a little flare of panic started in his gut. In the dark, Liz pulled away from him and rolled over so that they were face to face. He saw no malice in her eyes, but he was sure she saw the fear in his.

“Why did you leave your bags at the airport?” she asked, no accusation in her tone.

“There wasn’t – there wasn’t time,” he stammered, wishing he was back in a nice tranquil bath instead of confronting the terrifying events of a few hours ago.

“How did you know that?”

Max swallowed, looked away, his heart starting to beat a little harder. But Liz touched his face and immediately he felt a slightly calmer.

“Can I tell you what I think?” she asked, her tone gentle. Max nodded. “I think you knew you didn’t have fifteen minutes to wait for your bags. I think you knew that because you’d already been to Cape Cod, hadn’t you?”

He swallowed a little harder, his panic flaring a little warmer.

“I don’t know how you did it,” she said in wonder. “But I have to warn you of this, Max. When you time travel, we all time travel. That’s the only explanation I can put to it, because I seem to have two memories of going to Isabel’s house today.”

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In case you missed it, I posted part 21 yesterday


Part Twenty Two

Morning brought renewed energy and strength. When the sun slid through the window and into Max’s eyes, he blinked against it, tried to remember where he was, then felt a rush of relief as he recognized the standard rental unit eggshell white walls of his and Liz’s bedroom. Turning his head to the side, a smile tugged at the corners of his lips as he found her sleeping beside him, her face beautiful and peaceful in sleep.

A short time later, she was lying on her stomach, pinned beneath him, sheathed in sweat. She’d told him one time that she liked the panic/pleasure of being trapped under his weight and even though he was apprehensive in making love to her this way, he had to admit that feeling the emotions racing through her was intoxicating. The thrill of danger, an overcast of peril. It wasn’t unlike being tied up and unable to defend oneself…not that Max understood how that felt or anything.

Liz’ breath was a muffled rasping and more than once Max laid his hand against her side to make sure she was okay. It didn’t take long before she drew in as deep a breath as she could and shuddered beneath him; he followed soon afterward, immediately rolling off her and onto his back.

The world was buzzing in his ears as he stared up at the ceiling, panting. He was completely soaked in sweat, his hair damp against his forehead, and he knew that soon the chill would overtake them. Beside him, Liz shifted so that she was facing him, her cheeks flushed a healthy pink, her eyes glazed, her smile a mile wide. Unable to stop himself, he kissed her deeply between ragged breaths, then pulled a sheet over their bodies. Liz inched closer, laid her head against his chest, her own heaving against his side as she fought to regain her breath.

“I really, really missed you,” she said, then let out a laugh.

Max laughed, too, and squeezed her tighter to his body.

“And I really, really missed waking up that way.” She trailed kisses along his chest, his neck and finally his lips.

Max smiled down at her, brushed her damp hair from her forehead. “You’re beautiful,” he murmured. “The most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen.”

She smiled widely and kissed him again, deeper this time. When they parted, they settled into the pillows, recuperating after their morning exertion.

They were content to lay in silence, watching the room brighten as the sun rose higher in the sky outside of their window. Even though he was extremely happy to be back in his own bed with Liz by his side, Max couldn’t help his thoughts from wandering back to her revelation from the night before – she’d experienced his first trip to Cape Cod, she knew that little Jeremy Ramirez had perished before Max had somehow traveled back in time.

After a long discussion, they’d come to a decision that that’s what had happened. There had been no hallucination of the baby’s death on Max’s part; if had been a hallucination, then Liz wouldn’t have been able to remember it as well. Somehow, without the aid of the granilith, Max had managed to jump back to a point in time when he’d messed up, the only point at which he’d been able to manipulate his own destiny.

The troubling part was that he didn’t know how he’d managed it. Was it just the stress of the situation that had allowed him to leap? Or was it divine intervention? Better yet – how did he prevent it from happening again? Or, if he needed to, could he make it happen?

There were too many questions. Too many things unanswered. And no one to ask for guidance.

“I didn’t think it was possible,” Liz murmured against his skin.

“What’s that?” he asked, grateful for the pardon from his thoughts.

“I actually love you more than I did yesterday.”

Max felt her smile against his chest and tightened his grip around her. “And I love you ten times that much.”

Playfully, she tweaked his side, making him jerk and then laugh. “Always so competitive.” She sat up on one elbow, her dark hair falling to one side and tickling his bare skin. She studied his face, her eyes falling serious. Silently, she touched him, traced the contours of his cheekbones.

Max captured her hand in his and laid a kiss against her knuckles. A devilish twinkle shined in his eyes as he drew her hand beneath the sheets. Liz’s eyes grew around.

“Already?” she laughed.

He gave her an eager nod.

“The families are coming today,” she reminded him, but he silenced her momentarily with a kiss. “They’ll be here in four hours!”

“Plenty of time,” he said against her lips as he pulled her astride him.

“Yeah, but I might not be able to walk by then.”

A few hours and three more passionate encounters later, Max sat behind the wheel of Liz’s car as they drove out to Cape Cod. Once again, he wished he had his Chevelle, wondered where it had ended up. It was like an unclosed chapter in his life.

Liz had the sun visor down and was applying lip gloss, occasionally stopping to fluff her hair. Max smiled at her and wished silently that they could have stayed home together. It wasn’t that he didn’t want to see the families because he definitely did – he hadn’t seen any of them since last July. It was that while they’d been at the apartment, they’d been in a world of their own, a little protective bubble that no one else could penetrate. Now they were out in the harsh world, back to reality.

“Are you sore?” he asked in concern.

Liz glanced at him and blushed a little. “I’ll live,” she laughed.

Max frowned. “Are you sore?” he repeated. He couldn’t bare the thought that he’d hurt her.

She flipped the visor back into place and looked at him with a mix of concern and confusion. “I’m fine, Max.”

“I could take care of it,” he said, glancing at her from behind the wheel. “I don’t want you walking around hurting, you know…”

Liz smiled softly at him and took his hand in hers. “Some aches are worth keeping.”

He looked at her again, one eyebrow raised in surprise.

“I want to remember,” she said dreamily.

He knew what she meant. After all, he’d carried her nail marks down his back for a week and a half after their meeting in Maine, simply because he wanted to remember.

As they pulled into the drive before the Ramirez estate, Max drew in a weary breath. A couple of rental cars already sat in the drive and he sort of dreaded what awaited him. His mother, no doubt, was going to squish him within an inch of his life. And Michael was probably going to be less than happy to see him.

Hand in hand, they walked to the door and before they could ring the bell, the door flew open and as predicted Diane Evans began mercilessly squeezing her son. On top of it, she was crying tears of loss, of gratitude, of reunion. Over her shoulder, Max cast Liz a silent plea for help, but she only stood with one hand covering her grin.

There was a bevy of activity inside the house, many voices and a sea of people churning from room to room. Max recognized Maria’s voice and heard that of a child and his spirits brightened a little – it had been too long since he’d seen baby Alyssa. He shrugged out of his coat as he only half-listened to Diane carrying on at his side, craned his neck trying to get a glimpse of the little girl.

“Max,” came Isabel’s voice, sounding much calmer than it had the day before.

Max stopped his search for the baby and met his sister’s eyes. Gone was the housecoat from the day before and her disheveled appearance in general. Today she was dressed and groomed, tired but polished nonetheless. He could read a thousand emotions in her eyes, things she was having trouble saying. Finally, she resorted to putting her arms around him and hugging him so tightly that he felt like he would pass out.

“Thank you,” she whispered against his ear; he could tell she was crying silently. “I didn’t thank you yesterday.”

He hugged her back, then said, “You didn’t need to.”

When she pulled away, she gave him a grateful smile and took him by the hand. In the family room, he found Michael crashed out in an easy chair, his lips pursed in an expression of annoyance. On the couch, Jesse sat holding the new baby, Philip at his side. The older man rose and shook his son’s hand, didn’t make as much of a scene as Diane had.

“Here,” Jesse said, offering his infant son to Max. “You deserve to hold him.”

Max glanced at Liz, who gave him a smile and a nod. He sat down beside his brother-in-law and took the sleeping baby into his arms. Unlike yesterday, the child wasn’t struggling to breathe and his skin wasn’t an unhealthy hue of blue. Instead, he was perfectly pink, his tiny lips and eyes closed in slumber. Even though he was a healthy eight pounds, Max thought he’d never held anything smaller.

Because his own son had already been months old by the time he’d gotten to hold him. He’d never experienced the first days of Zan’s life – those had been selfishly hoarded by his mother. Max frowned. He didn’t want to think of Tess today and thinking of his son would only put a damper on his mood. He looked up to see if Liz was thinking of the same things he was, only to find that she’d disappeared from the doorway.

“Da,” came a little voice.

Max looked down and found a very beautiful little girl standing at his knee. She had a round face and loosely curled blonde hair that barely reached her shoulders. Her eyes were as dark as Isabel’s and seemed to hold wisdom beyond her years. Max glanced around, trying to figure out what “Da” was.

“Da,” she repeated, pointing a chubby finger nowhere in particular.

“I’m sorry, sweetie, I don’t know what you need,” he said.

“Da da” she said, pointing directly at him.

Max’s eyebrows shot up in surprise and he quickly looked at Michael, who cocked one corner of his lip.

“Something you want to share, Maxwell?” Michael deadpanned.

Jesse snorted, then laughed and Max got his first inkling that the new father may have been visiting the wine cellar.

At that moment, Maria entered the room and gave a roll of her eyes. “Funny, Michael.” Her voice lacked any sense of humor.

“Just checking,” he shot back, a victory smirk on his lips.

“Everything is ‘da’ to her these days,” Maria explained to Max, bending at the waist to give him a kiss on the cheek. “You’re skinny.”

He was? He was about to deny that when Alyssa screamed another “Da!” and stomped her foot in anger. Max withdrew slightly, taken off guard at her sudden shift of temper.

“She gets that from you,” Michael gloated, his comment directed at his wife.

“And she gets her fat belly from you,” she shot back maliciously, then turned back to a stunned Max. “She just wants to sit on your lap.”

Max nodded silently and leaned forward to sweep her up with his free arm. Immediately, the V-shaped dent between her eyes disappeared and she grinned from ear to ear. As she squirmed into a comfortable spot, Max tried really hard to ignore the hostile undercurrent in the room. Obviously Michael’s self-imposed exile to Boston a few months ago had not mended their relationship much.

“I got a wonderful new chardonnay from the Vineyard,” Jesse said to Philip to alleviate the discomfort in the room. “Care to share a glass?”

“I’d like that,” the lawyer said. “And maybe we could fire up those cigars you bought.”

“Sounds good to me.”

The two councilors exited the room, followed shortly by Maria after she’d been called away to help in the kitchen. Max suddenly felt very cornered, with Michael having no one else to look at but him. He concentrated his attention on the children in his arms, a niece by name only and a new nephew. A boy and a girl. He could get used to this – maybe someday he and Liz could have a son and a daughter of their own.

“So,” Michael began from the other side of the room, interrupting Max’s thoughts of starting a family. “The hero returns home.”

Max let out a sigh and looked up to meet Michael’s eyes. “Michael, not now. Not here.”

Michael shrugged. “Then when? Now’s as good a time as any.”

Max shook his head in protest. “No it’s not. Today is Isabel’s day. We’re here to celebrate her son.”

Michael’s eyes shifted to the baby. “Yep. Once again you were the hero, weren’t you?” He scratched his eyebrow as Max set his jaw in irritation. “Just tell me this, Max. Where the fuck have you been for the last eight months?”

Internally, Max sighed in resignation. He’d forgotten that being home not only meant getting to be with his wife, it also meant dealing with Michael’s feelings of inadequacy.

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Part Twenty Three

A Canadian maple leaf. A Georgia peach. A Florida gator.

Max finished clasping the last charm to Liz’s bracelet, then held it up for inspection; the trinket was becoming heavy, a fact that made Max frown. He’d spent too much time away from his wife, away from his life and each tiny object on the bracelet was testimony to that fact. It had been meant as a gift, but it was quickly becoming akin to Ebenezer Scrooge’s chain of transgressions.

A clink from the kitchen broke Max from his musing and he glanced that way. From his position on the couch, he could see the occasional flash of Liz’s dark hair as she moved about the small space, making something for them to drink. He was clad in his pajamas – a T-shirt and a pair of flannel pants; bedtime loomed.

Max looked down at the bracelet again. A Florida gator, bought only a few hours before his assassin had been slain in the streets of Fort Lauderdale. That’s where the fuck I’ve been, Michael, he thought. I’ve been running from my enemy only to find out he was human.

Liz rounded the kitchen door holding two mugs in her hands. Her hair, freshly brushed, was long and loose around her shoulders and she too was dressed for bed. Max smiled at her – he couldn’t not – and reached for the warm cup she handed to him.

“Careful,” she warned as he took it. “It’s hot.”

He took the cup and held it beneath his nose. “Mmmm, chocolate mint,” he observed, breathing in the sweet sent of the hot chocolate.

“With just a touch of Tabasco, just like you like it,” she said, setting her cup on the coffee table and sitting down beside him, drawing her legs beneath her.

“Thank you, sweetheart,” he said, using his powers to cool the drink a bit before he took a satisfying sip. The liquid warmed him immediately and his taste buds sat up and took notice of the spicy aftertaste – Liz had become a master at remembering just how he liked his foods flavored.

“I’m exhausted,” she laughed lightly.

Max nodded. “Me, too. It was a long day.”

“But I’m glad we went. He’s a beautiful baby.”

“He is.” Max’s mind drifted for a moment, thinking that little Jeremy seemed rather unfussy for a newborn. The child barely cried while they were there.

“What are you thinking?” Liz asked cautiously.

Max glanced at her, nabbed, and tried to play innocent. “Me? I wasn’t thinking anything, really.”

“Sure you were. I know that look on your face.”

He started to protest, but she raised an eyebrow and he let out a sheepish laugh. “Okay, okay. I was just thinking that he didn’t seem what I thought he would be.”

Liz looked like she was struggling to come up with an appropriate response to that. “I’m sorry, Max. I don’t know that you mean,” she finally said. “How did you think he was supposed to be?”

“Well, louder than he is.” After all, during the week he’d cared for his own son, tiny Zan had had no trouble voicing his discontent.

Liz gave a little laugh. “And that’s worrying you?”

Max shrugged, suddenly feeling a little silly. “Well, yeah. I mean, what if I didn’t fix him entirely? What if there’s still something wrong with him?”

She leaned toward him and kissed him on the cheek. “What if he’s just happy?”

Max blinked. Was it possible for an infant only a few days old to be “happy”?

“Let it go,” Liz said soothingly, caressing his arm lightly. “You do good work. I’m living testimony to that. He’s fine. And if he’s quiet, that’s a bonus.”

Max smiled at her, then opened his arms. “Come here.”

Liz climbed into his lap and he put his arms around her as she laid her head against his shoulder.

“Look,” he said, holding out the bracelet to her.

She grinned and took it from him, turned it over in her hand until she came to a tiny buffalo Max had purchased somewhere in North Dakota.

“I like this one the best,” she said.

Max squeezed her and kissed her on the temple. “And I like you the best.”

They sat silently for a while, both weary from a long day. Max’s eyes fell on his suitcase, which had appeared inside of their apartment door while they’d been visiting the Ramirezes. At first, the sight of the bag had alarmed him, but he’d reached out with his mind to try to detect any alien life forms in the vicinity and had been unable to do so. His only conclusion was that Agent Darmon had retrieved the bag and had dropped it quietly at the door before vanishing once again.

“I need to get a job,” Max said out of nowhere. “I suppose my job at the museum is gone.”

In his head, he imagined his old boss calling the apartment repeatedly, looking for his absent tour guide and then Liz having to lie for him. Max frowned. He hated that she’d been put in that position. Then another thought occurred to him – how had she survived financially while he was away?

“Liz,” he said, his voice serious enough that she raised her head. “How did you pay the rent while I was gone?” Never in any of their conversations had she mentioned money woes – had she been hiding something so as not to add stress to an already stressful life on the road?

“I didn’t,” she answered simply.

Well, that didn’t make sense. She should have been evicted months ago.

“Someone had already paid it,” she said, brushing her hair out of her face.

“Who?” Max asked, confused.

“I don’t know. Every time I went to pay it, I was told it was already taken care of. Same with the utilities.”

Max looked into the distance, then recalled a conversation he’d had the first night he’d met Agent Darmon.

“I’m not going to China.”

“You must.”

“I can’t just pick up and leave. I have a wife to support. She’s going to school – she can’t work too.”

“She will be taken care of.”


So, the alien hadn’t meant that she’d not only be protected, he’d meant that Liz would be cared for financially as well. While he was grateful for that, he had an odd feeling in his gut that he’d just accepted a favor from the mob.

“What is it?” Liz asked.

“Nothing,” he said, gently pushing her head back to his shoulder. “I’m just glad that everything worked out okay. But I’m home now. I’ll get a job. I’ll support us.”

Liz remained silent, a silence that Max had a very hard time interpreting.

“Did you talk with Michael today?” she finally asked, a very unsubtle shifting of the subject.

Max sighed, the glow of being at home holding his wife dissolving quickly. “There is no talking to him, Liz.”

She sat up and met his eyes, hers filled with compassion and understanding, if not a bit of disagreement. “He’s just hurt, Max,” she offered.

“Hurt? What did I do to hurt him?”

“You know how Michael is. He doesn’t like to be left behind. He doesn’t like to be second best.”

“Who ever said he was second best?” Even though he tried to stop it, the bitterness still found its way to his tone. “I have never treated him that way. As far as I can remember, no one has ever treated him that way.”

“Okay, truce,” Liz said patiently, making the time-out sign with her hands.

“I’m sorry,” Max said, looking away, angry with himself for the outburst.

“Hey,” she said softly, touching his face to draw his attention back to her. “I didn’t say you treated him that way. I’ve only ever seen you treat him with respect. But he feels that way nonetheless. That’s all I was trying to say.”

“I know,” Max agreed. “It’s just that I really can’t deal with him right now, Liz. I didn’t want to be away from you and everyone else for eight months. I didn’t want to be away at all. I think somehow he thinks I was on some grand adventure when all I was doing was running for my life scared shitless half the time.”

“Then tell him that.”

Max looked at her in surprise.

“Quit bottling things up. Be blunt with him. You don’t need to carry the burden of the world on your shoulders all the time.” She smiled softly at him. “I love you for trying, but it’s going to ruin you if you keep it up.”

He supposed she was right. Wordlessly, he pushed her head back to his shoulder again and tightened his arms around her. “I’ll talk to him tomorrow,” he promised quietly.

Liz nodded against his shoulder, then they fell into silence again.

Having her in his arms, warm, in their home, was comforting to the point that Max started to drift to sleep right there on the couch. Until Liz spoke and ruined his bliss.

“Kyle is coming tomorrow.”

Max looked down at her head but didn’t say anything.

“He’s escorting Mrs. Ramirez. She doesn’t like to fly, so Kyle agreed to take the train with her so she wouldn’t have to travel across the country alone. Wasn’t that nice of him?”

Max grunted.

“I told him he could stay with us.”

“What?” What happened to the loft apartment? He’d lived there for months before returning to Roswell.

“Well, with the new baby and all, I figured Isabel and Jesse could do without the hassle.”

“But, sweetheart, they have the space…”

Liz rubbed his chest in comfort or in a coy attempt at persuasion, Max wasn’t sure. “But so do we, honey. I told him we wouldn’t mind.”

Inside, Max deflated. He’d been home all of two days and already his happiness was being intruded upon. By a panty-peeking human nonetheless.

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Part Twenty Four

It was possible that Alyssa Guerin had the darkest eyes Max had ever seen. He was getting a look at them up close and personal as she was standing on the couch beside him, waving a book in his direction, her face a foot from his.

“Da,” she said, her eyes never leaving his. Even at such a young age, she seemed expectant, just waiting for him to make the right move. “Da?”

Max took the book from her hand and immediately her little face lit up. Without preamble, she scrambled onto his lap and settled in like she belonged there. He blinked at her boldness, then marveled at the fact that she was too young to understand what inhibitions were. It seemed he’d been inhibited all of his life and he had no idea what it was like to be so free.

Accepting his fate and his apparent duty, he put his arm around the little girl and flipped open the well-worn children’s book. Alyssa pointed to a dog on the first page and made some sort of jabbering noise that Max figured was her word for “puppy”.

“Once upon a time,” he began, reading the words printed in a huge font.

Out of the corner of his eye, he could see Liz in the adjacent room holding tiny Jeremy Ramirez over her shoulder. With his enhanced hearing, he could hear Isabel laughing – a sound that was heart-breakingly welcome to his ears – as she explained to Liz how to properly burp the baby. Inside, Max smiled. Liz hadn’t had any siblings or nieces and nephews to practice her mothering skills on but she seemed to be catching on quickly. Isabel, on the other hand, seemed to have been born to nurture.

“She adores you, you know,” Diane said from beside Max. He turned to face his mother, who glanced at Alyssa.

“I don’t know why,” he replied. “I haven’t seen her since she was a baby. She doesn’t even know who I am.”

“Oh, I think she knows,” Diane replied with a smile.

The little girl looked up from the book, blinked at him, then squirmed and burst into giggles. Max laughed back at her.

“She called me Dada yesterday,” he told his mother with a touch of embarrassment.

Diane raised an eyebrow, then laughed. He knew that she understood only Liz would ever hold his heart. “I’m sure everyone is Dada to her right now.”

“Probably, but it didn’t make me real popular with Michael.” Max frowned slightly. “Not that I needed help in that area.”

Diane tipped her head to the side compassionately, then placed a warm hand on her son’s arm. “Michael’s a tough nut to crack,” she finally said, rubbing Max’s arm in comfort. “I really don’t think he means half of the things he says.”

Max nodded, not wanting to continue the conversation, and returned his attention to Alyssa’s story book. Within a few minutes, the child rubbed her eyes, yawned, then fell asleep against his chest. He looked down at her curly head in surprise, then looked helplessly at his mother.

Diane shrugged. “I told you she likes you. Just go with it.”

He settled into the couch and tucked an arm under Alyssa’s butt to keep her from sliding to the floor.

Diane was smiling gently at him. “You’ll make a good father someday, Max.”

He met her eyes, his touched with regret. “I don’t know, Mom. I want that more than anything, but…”

“Is this about Zan?”

Max’s eyes drifted through the doorway, to where Liz was lightly patting Jeremy’s back in an attempt to make him belch. His heart ached, just seeing her holding a baby that wasn’t hers, knowing that deep down they might never get what they wanted.

“No,” he finally answered. “It’s not about Zan. It’s about me.”

Diane’s eyebrows drew together in concern. “Are you okay, Max?”

“I’m fine,” he said, giving her a small smile of reassurance. “I should have said that it’s about what I am, not necessarily me. I want this to all be over. I want to be home for good.”

“Aren’t you?”

He shook his head slightly. “I want to believe that I am. But what I saw while I was away…Mom, it’s just hard to believe that that’s all there was to it.”

They were silent for a long moment. Uncertainty hung in the air between them until Diane patted Max’s leg.

“Someday, Max, you’re going to make a good father.”

He smiled at her appreciatively. Somehow she always understood him, always knew the right thing to say. She didn’t try to placate him by assuring him the madness was over when they both knew it probably wasn’t. She simply gave him hope that someday it would be over, and then he could have what he wanted.

“Jesus, Alyssa,” Maria sighed under her breath as she came to a halt in the family room doorway, her hands on her hips.

“She’s okay,” Max assured her. “We were reading a book and – ”

Abruptly, Maria snatched the child from Max’s lap, her expression anything but happy. Alyssa whimpered, but didn’t wake up entirely. Max withdrew in surprise.

“I’ll go put her down,” Maria said. “She knows she’s supposed to sleep in her bed. It took me months to break the bad habits Michael gave her.” With that, she turned and retreated to the other end of the house.

Max looked questioningly at his mother, who was always willing to give someone the benefit of the doubt.

“You can spoil a child if you hold them while they sleep,” she said in a detached manner that told Max she didn’t want to judge Maria’s actions.

Max felt a little stab of unease inside. It was blatantly obvious that the Guerin household was not a peaceful one. He’d wanted to attribute the hostilities from the previous day to travel stress, but that didn’t explain the actions of today. Michael and Maria weren’t getting along, and it seemed poor Alyssa was going to be stuck in the middle.

Before Max could contemplate the ramifications of that, the doorbell rang, a deep, hearty chime that was befitting of the luxurious home. Shortly, he could hear a happy reunion taking place at the front door, Jesse’s voice in Spanish, an older woman answering in the same dialect, and of course the dreaded Valenti.

“We should go say hello,” he said to his mother, who looked slightly confused and he realized that she couldn’t hear the conversation at the door. “Kyle and Mrs. Ramirez just got here.”

Together, they walked out to the foyer, where Isabel and Jesse were taking turns hugging Jesse’s mother. Behind them, Kyle stood holding a couple of suitcases, his smile a mile wide. As Liz appeared at Max’s side, he had the nearly-uncontrollable urge to shove her behind him so that Kyle couldn’t see her panties. Once that paranoia was pushed aside, he realized that Kyle’s hair was extremely short, buzzed down almost to his scalp; Max had never seen him style his hair that way.

“What’s with his hair?” Max whispered to Liz.

“He went into the police academy,” she answered.

“You’d know that if you were around every once in awhile,” Michael said from behind Max.

Max turned, his eyes hard, his temper near the boiling point. How dare Michael ruin this moment for Isabel and Jesse? Michael’s eyes were equally as hard.

“May I speak to you outside?” Max said, ignoring Liz’s pleading gaze beside him.

Michael pursed his lips but made no move to comply.

“Now,” Max said in a heated whisper.

Without waiting for Michael’s response, Max pushed past him and walked through the house to the kitchen, then out the sliding glass doors that led to the large brick patio behind the home. Before him was an unobstructed view of the Atlantic Ocean, but Max couldn’t appreciate the scenery; every muscle in his body was tense.

A short time later, Michael quietly slid the glass door closed behind him – it was obvious he had strolled casually rather than hurry in his king’s footsteps.

“I’m here,” he shrugged, shoving his hands in his pockets. “What do you want?”

“I want to know what your problem is,” Max answered, more anger in his tone than he’d expected.

“I don’t have any problems.”

“Yes, you do.”

“Of course. You know everything, don’t you?”

Max took a step closer to his friend. “It’s comments like that one, Michael, that lead me to believe you do have a problem. I can’t help it that I wasn’t around for eight months. Why do you insist on blaming me for that?”

“I’m not blaming you.” Michael remained cool and collected.

“You could have fooled me!”

“I mean, after all,” he continued as if Max hadn’t even spoken. “It’s your kingly duty to save the world, right? If someone’s going to go charging into battle, might as well be the king, huh? And if someone is going to command the troops, the king can do that, too. Who does the king need but himself?”

Max wanted to lash out, to spill every frustration he’d carried with him during his flight from the assassin. Before he could vent, however, Liz’s words of reason came back to him –

“You know how Michael is. He doesn’t like to be left behind. He doesn’t like to be second best.”

Max blew out a sigh and ran his hand through his hair. In order to calm his anger, he took a couple paces around the patio, then stopped to face Michael again.

“I’m not sure what you think I was doing for all of that time,” he began carefully, measuring his words, “so I’m going to tell you. I wasn’t out saving the world. There were no battles. I wasn’t commanding any troops. I was running, Michael, running for my life. We couldn’t stay in more than one place for more than a couple of days. Do you know what that’s like?”

“I’d like to find out.”

“No, you wouldn’t. It wasn’t some joyride. It was fear and desperation and constant worry that an assassin was going to find me getting out of a cab somewhere and put a bullet in my head. It’s not something I ever wanted to do and don’t want to do again.”

“But you got to go to a summit. You got to meet your protector, whatever that is. You got to be involved in the real cause, Max. You got to understand who we are.”

Max paused, realizing that it had always been Michael’s dream to find out more about where they came from and who they were. But when it had come time to find out for sure, he’d balked, following his heart to stay on earth with Maria instead. Had his feelings somehow changed?

“I did go to a summit,” Max agreed. “Where everyone hated me and wanted me dead. I did meet my protector, but although he’s a good man he’s hardly good company for that length of time. I wasn’t involved in the cause at all – I’m not even sure what the cause is. All I understood in the end was that people want me dead. And you know the worst part – it’s not just alien races, Michael. My assassin was human. They can come at us from any side. So, you might want to romanticize what I did, but I think in the end you wouldn’t have been happy if our roles were reversed.”

“I guess we’ll never know.” Michael turned to re-enter the house, but Max grabbed him by the arm to stop him.

“Do you know what it’s like to wake up alone every day?” he asked. “Do you know what it’s like to ache for your wife every night and have absolutely no clue when you might see her again? Do you know what it’s like to be separated from everyone you love? And not even be able to call them? Do you know what kind of hell that is, Michael?”

Michael gave a shrug. “It sounds like peace and quiet to me.”

Max withdrew, his hand dropping to his side. So, things were really that bad between Michael and Maria, bad enough that Michael would rather abandon everything he knew and run for his life than stay home with his family. Max didn’t understand that, since all he really wanted to do was wake up in Liz’s arms every morning.

“I just want a chance,” Michael said, an ounce of defeat in his tone. “I want to be involved. You’ve never wanted this, but I always have.”

Max rubbed his forehead, knowing that what he was about to say was going to make Maria hate him for life. But maybe Liz was right, maybe Michael just needed to feel included and maybe once he saw that life on the run wasn’t all he cracked it up to be, it would be the end of the conflict between them.

“Okay, Michael,” Max relented. “The next time some mysterious aliens abduct me and send me on the run, I’ll make sure they abduct you too.”

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Part Twenty Five

Kyle and Mrs. Ramirez stayed in Boston for a week. Max was surprised to find that having the officer-in-training camping on his couch wasn’t as annoying as first anticipated. Kyle was gone a lot of the time – visiting the new baby or taking in the sights of the city – and when he was there he was the perfect house guest.

Except for a couple of times when Max heard him giggling to himself and saying something along the line of, “I see London, I see France, I see someone’s underpants.” Which, of course, would immediately put Max on the defensive, wondering if his guest was checking out Liz in some way. With resignation, Max realized that he might one day respect Kyle, but he’d never trust him fully where Liz was concerned.

As Max drove along I-95 on his was back home from dropping Kyle and Mrs. Ramirez at the train station, he recalled a conversation he and Kyle had had a couple of days prior. Max had remembered that while they’d been in high school, Kyle had wanted nothing less than to follow in this father’s footsteps. And yet he was doing that very thing. So why the change of heart?

Kyle’s answer had been simple – he’d been given a gift, he could see through things. It would be very rare that someone could conceal a weapon and he wouldn’t see it. He could see through walls to see if a suspect was waiting behind a door to ambush them. He could look into basements and through dumpsters to find people dealing or making drugs to sell. In short, he had a chance to do something good with his new power and he wasn’t about to sit by and waste it.

Max admired the hell out of the sheriff’s son for making the decision he had, another emotion that surprised him.

Max turned on his blinker and got off at the exit that would take him to the apartment. He hadn’t expected Kyle to embrace the changes so well. After all, who wanted to wake up one morning and be so different from what they were when they last went to bed? Most people would be in therapy if they’d gone through was he had. In truth, he’d handled his transformation better than Liz had dealt with her own. Granted, Kyle was older and therefore more mature than Liz had been, but still.

Pulling Liz’s car into its designated parking spot behind their building, Max put it into park and quieted the engine. He took the stairs two at a time, happy to be home and have the apartment to themselves. He used his key to opened the door, grinned when he saw Liz seated at the tiny kitchen table, studying. Her hair was shielding her face from him, but he could see her scribbling on the tablet before her and mentally conjured an image of her scowling in concentration, a trait of hers that he simply adored.

Knowing he would interrupt her and sort of not caring, he slid his arms around her shoulders from behind, gave her a tight squeeze and kissed the side of her head. She barely stopped writing long enough to give his arm a pat before she went back to her work. He understood fully, so he disengaged and went to the refrigerator to get something to drink.

On the counter, he noticed a plate of chocolate chip cookies and snagged one on his way back to the table. He sat in silence, sipping his cherry Coke, eating his cookie, watching her flip pages in a very thick text book.

“Good cookies,” he complimented, his voice an intrusion in the small space.

“Thanks,” Liz replied, her voice detached.

Max sipped his Coke and studied her. Yes, she was trying to get her homework done, but something just seemed…off. “You okay?”

The pen paused over the paper, hovered for a moment, then dropped horizontally. For the first time, she turned to look at him and he was taken aback by her sad expression.

“What is it?” he asked, afraid of what was to come.

Liz drew in a breath, sighed, looked away for a moment, then met his eyes again. “I’m not pregnant.”

Max’s eyebrows shot straight up. Was she supposed to be pregnant? Had they discussed being pregnant? Had he missed something? All he could come up with in way of reply was, “Oh?”

“It’s stupid, I know,” she said, the words suddenly pouring out of her. “I was only a couple of days late and we’ve been together a lot since you’ve been back – a lot – and I thought maybe…”

He nodded in understanding while she talked.

“I mean, it’s bad timing – really bad timing. We said we’d wait until I was out of school and I’ve been thinking about continuing on to grad school-”

She had?

“-and it just would have been totally wrong. But I saw Jeremy and how happy Isabel is and I kind of started to look forward to it…” Her voice trailed off and her gaze fell to the tabletop.

Max reached out and put a hand over hers, gave it a gentle squeeze. When she met his eyes, he smiled at her and wound their fingers together.

“It’s okay,” he said. “There’s time. I’m home now. It will happen eventually.”

“I know,” she agreed, looking a little sheepish. “I just found myself really wanting that, Max.”

He raised her fingers to his lips and placed a kiss on the back of her hand. “I know. And we’re going to have that someday. I promise.”

She smiled lightly at him and he was surprised to find that even the most frugal bit of affection from her could still make his stomach tumble.

“Let’s do this,” he said, rubbing her hand between his. “How about I let you study and I’ll make dinner?”

Liz grimaced. “I haven’t shopped. Having Kyle here wiped us out.”

“I’ll go,” Max volunteered. “You stay here and work and I’ll make myself scarce for awhile, okay?”

She nodded and he rose, but didn’t leave without kissing her lovingly first.

“I mean it,” he whispered against her ear. “One day we will have that.”

At the grocery store, Max grabbed a basket and made his way to the produce department. Liz loved fresh vegetables and he would make her a salad she would never forget. He picked out green lettuce, red lettuce, romaine lettuce and a package of radishes before moving to the next aisle. A bunch of carrots, some tomatoes and a cucumber joined the lettuce bed in the basket.

Croutons. Where were the croutons? Max looked up at the signs suspended from the ceiling, trying to decide which row would hold the croutons. He was considering the bread aisle when the hairs on the back of his neck stood up.

Eyes round, his head swiveled first to his left and then to his right. There were unseen beings here, things he’d only started feeling while he and Darmon had been in China. Protectors. But he hadn’t felt them since the assassin had been caught and he’d returned home to Boston.

So why was he feeling them now?

His heart tapping his ribcage persistently, he tried to swallow back his fear that danger was lurking nearby. An old woman was thumping the melons two aisles over – could she be an enemy in disguise? A couple of teenage boys were making obscene gestures with the cucumbers – they were obviously too preoccupied to be a threat to anything but their own dignity.

One by one, Max took in the patrons of the grocery store, then felt dread when he realized that the enemy might not be in close proximity – they could be lurking at the meat counter, for example, waiting to spring a trap.

Then, just as fast as it had come, the creeping sensation was gone.

“Sir, can I help you find anything?”

Max’s gaze dropped to a stubby man standing before him, a blue apron covered with produce grime wrapped around his body.

“Croutons?” Max managed.

“Right over there,” the man said, pointing to a rack a few yards away. “Any kind you might have a hankerin’ for.”

“Thanks,” Max mumbled as he watched the man walk away, pushing a cart of potatoes.

Still trying to shake off the willies, Max walked over the croutons and absently picked up a box of seasoned ones. Liz liked those.

The creeps dissipated as he made his way through the store, picking out steaks, rolls, mushrooms, and various items to finish off his salad. To avoid thinking about invisible baddies, he thought about Liz’s earlier announcement instead.

She’d really seemed heartbroken that she hadn’t been pregnant, more so than he’d thought she would be. Yes, the timing was bad, but he also knew that money was bad too. Just as he was thinking he needed to get a job, he saw a “Help Wanted” sign taped to the front of the customer service counter. Quickly, he scanned the wording – stockers and baggers. He could stock, he could bag.

He would do either to keep Liz in school and someday give her the life she wanted.

Approaching the counter, Max smiled at the woman tending the store and asked for an application. She handed one to him, laughed lightly when he had to sheepishly ask for a pen. Setting his basket on the floor, he started filling out the boxes on the form.

Work history might be an issue, he thought as he chewed on the end of the pen. He’d been gone for nine months, pretty much bailed on his last job – there’s no way they’d give him a reference. What to say if the grocery store asked why he hadn’t been employed for nine months?

Crisis at home. That would work, wouldn’t it?

Max sighed, figured he’d deal with it when the time came. He continued to the end of the application and was about to sign it when the creepy feeling washed over him again. It took him so off-guard that he nearly jumped out of his skin.

Before him stood a tall, slender woman. She was beautiful in every way, but he had no doubt that she was capable of kicking his ass if she so desired. When he looked into her eyes, he saw something that nearly scared the life out of him – she wasn’t a woman at all, at least not in human terms. Her cold, humorless eyes fell to the application in his hand and one eyebrow cocked upward.

“Well, well,” she said. “Has the king of Antar stooped to bagging groceries?”


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