Shadows -- Part 21
Posted: Fri Jun 27, 2003 4:23 am
Part 21
“You ready for this?” Serena asked Alex. Alex licked his lips nervously and nodded.
“As ready as I’ll ever be.” He answered. He reached out to hold Serena’s hands on the table. Both their hands rested on the photograph that Serena had managed to take from his house when she went to Roswell last night.
The picture taken at the prom. Alex glanced at Liz who was also sitting next to Serena, tugging her hair nervously.
“You sure this will work?” she asked.
“To be honest, I’m not sure. But since Alex appears to be so sensitive to your presence, I’m hoping that will help him reach the others.” Serena told her.
“I’ll reach them.” Alex said confidently, more confident than he felt.
“Now remember, even if you reach them in their wakened state, you might not be able to contact them. They might never even notice or feel you. You also have very little time. I can’t control it for too long. So you have to be quick.” Serena cautioned.
Alex nodded. “Let’s do it.”
Serena nodded and closed her eyes, Alex did the same. At first he didn’t feel anything but then he felt himself being pulled down, lights flashed before his eyes and finally there was darkness. In the centre of the darkness stood the door of the Crash Down. It looked awkward, just the door standing on nothing but blackness but Alex moved towards it, hoping that this would work.
~~ Dream walk ~~
The door to the Crash Down opened in front of him as if by an invisible hand. He walked in and looked around. They were all there. Michael, Maria, Kyle, Max, Isabel and Tess. They all looked so sad, each in their own thoughts. He walked over to the table where Kyle, Tess and Max were sitting. He waited for them to look up at him but they just stared glumly at each other, not even noticing that he was there.
“A month today…” Tess whispered quietly.
“I remember…how could we not.” Isabel answered quietly from where she was sitting next to Maria on the stools.
“Isabel?” Alex said, trying to get her attention but Isabel didn’t even glance at him as she looked at Max.
“You okay Max?” she asked.
Max looked up from the napkin he was shredding. “Hmm?” he asked distractedly. Alex noticed the far off look in his eyes and knew instantly that he could only be thinking about Liz. “Yeah, I’m okay.”
Alex tried to point out that he looked far from okay but again no one heard him.
“It’s time we let them go.” Tess said. She paused, as if anticipating a sharp comment. When no one said anything she went on. “We don’t have a choice, not if we want to stay alive.”
Everyone looked at her quietly but unresistingly. They knew she was right. They weren’t sure how to let go.
Alex looked about him and ached to be with them again. He didn’t want to live so far away from them. He wanted to be a part of it all; he wanted to be a part of Isabel’s life.
“Alex…you don’t have much time…” Serena’s voice floated through the café.
Alex nodded to it, forgetting that Serena, though helping him do this, couldn’t see him here. He looked at the people sitting and wondered who to tell. He glanced at Isabel, pondering whether it would be wise. But then he shook his head, he knew she wouldn’t be able to handle this. He needed someone who was strong enough to do this. Instantly his eyes fell on Maria.
Maria! She may not have believed Liz’s theory but he knew that if she had enough to go on she would come through for them. He went to her quickly and touched her hand lightly.
“Maria?” he said softly, trying to make her listen to him, to make her aware of his presence. There was no response from Maria as she played with her apron. “’Ria?”
Still there was no reaction from her. Alex looked disappointed. He had hoped this would work. He and Liz and both had been hoping like crazy that it would work.
“I miss you Maria.” He whispered to her, dejected.
Maria jerked her head up suddenly and looked about confused. Alex started when he saw her looking a bit unsure. “Maria?” he asked again, this time he knew that she had heard him.
“Alex?” Maria whispered quietly. Her eyes glimmered with puzzlement but also joy. “I miss you, Alex.”
Alex grinned happily as he hurried on to give his message. He knew that the connection could break any time.
“Maria, listen to me.” Alex said hurriedly. “You have to believe! You have to! Find out what happened!”
But by now Maria’s face had gone blank again. She shook her head slightly, clearing her head.
“No, no, no!” Alex ranted, trying to keep her connection. “Dammit!”
He grabbed her hand but wasn’t quiet able to hold it since he didn’t have a form. “Listen to me ‘Ria. We need your help! You’re the only one who can do it!” He thought desperately of something that would give her a hint should she remember. He wasn’t sure what to tell her. He didn’t understand half of what he remembered. Then he remembered what had given Liz the clue.
“Hope you remember this.” He said to himself before talking to Maria.
“The woods are lovely, dark and deep.
But I have promises to keep,
And miles to go before I sleep,
And miles to go before I sleep.”
Alex moved back. “Hope you got that.” He said sadly. Then he turned to Isabel and gave her a light kiss. He felt Isabel shiver. He smiled as he headed to the door. Then with a final look at the gang he headed back out.
~~ end dream walk~~
Alex opened his eyes slowly. He saw Serena looking at him cautiously.
“You okay?” she asked. “I felt something when you pulled out.”
“I’m fine.” Alex assured her.
“Did it work?” Liz asked anxiously.
Alex looked at her and smiled a little. “I’m pretty sure it did.”
Liz nodded relieved but still a bit apprehensively.
“It’s all in there hands now.” Serena said. “Let’s hope they can figure it out.”
TBC......
“You ready for this?” Serena asked Alex. Alex licked his lips nervously and nodded.
“As ready as I’ll ever be.” He answered. He reached out to hold Serena’s hands on the table. Both their hands rested on the photograph that Serena had managed to take from his house when she went to Roswell last night.
The picture taken at the prom. Alex glanced at Liz who was also sitting next to Serena, tugging her hair nervously.
“You sure this will work?” she asked.
“To be honest, I’m not sure. But since Alex appears to be so sensitive to your presence, I’m hoping that will help him reach the others.” Serena told her.
“I’ll reach them.” Alex said confidently, more confident than he felt.
“Now remember, even if you reach them in their wakened state, you might not be able to contact them. They might never even notice or feel you. You also have very little time. I can’t control it for too long. So you have to be quick.” Serena cautioned.
Alex nodded. “Let’s do it.”
Serena nodded and closed her eyes, Alex did the same. At first he didn’t feel anything but then he felt himself being pulled down, lights flashed before his eyes and finally there was darkness. In the centre of the darkness stood the door of the Crash Down. It looked awkward, just the door standing on nothing but blackness but Alex moved towards it, hoping that this would work.
~~ Dream walk ~~
The door to the Crash Down opened in front of him as if by an invisible hand. He walked in and looked around. They were all there. Michael, Maria, Kyle, Max, Isabel and Tess. They all looked so sad, each in their own thoughts. He walked over to the table where Kyle, Tess and Max were sitting. He waited for them to look up at him but they just stared glumly at each other, not even noticing that he was there.
“A month today…” Tess whispered quietly.
“I remember…how could we not.” Isabel answered quietly from where she was sitting next to Maria on the stools.
“Isabel?” Alex said, trying to get her attention but Isabel didn’t even glance at him as she looked at Max.
“You okay Max?” she asked.
Max looked up from the napkin he was shredding. “Hmm?” he asked distractedly. Alex noticed the far off look in his eyes and knew instantly that he could only be thinking about Liz. “Yeah, I’m okay.”
Alex tried to point out that he looked far from okay but again no one heard him.
“It’s time we let them go.” Tess said. She paused, as if anticipating a sharp comment. When no one said anything she went on. “We don’t have a choice, not if we want to stay alive.”
Everyone looked at her quietly but unresistingly. They knew she was right. They weren’t sure how to let go.
Alex looked about him and ached to be with them again. He didn’t want to live so far away from them. He wanted to be a part of it all; he wanted to be a part of Isabel’s life.
“Alex…you don’t have much time…” Serena’s voice floated through the café.
Alex nodded to it, forgetting that Serena, though helping him do this, couldn’t see him here. He looked at the people sitting and wondered who to tell. He glanced at Isabel, pondering whether it would be wise. But then he shook his head, he knew she wouldn’t be able to handle this. He needed someone who was strong enough to do this. Instantly his eyes fell on Maria.
Maria! She may not have believed Liz’s theory but he knew that if she had enough to go on she would come through for them. He went to her quickly and touched her hand lightly.
“Maria?” he said softly, trying to make her listen to him, to make her aware of his presence. There was no response from Maria as she played with her apron. “’Ria?”
Still there was no reaction from her. Alex looked disappointed. He had hoped this would work. He and Liz and both had been hoping like crazy that it would work.
“I miss you Maria.” He whispered to her, dejected.
Maria jerked her head up suddenly and looked about confused. Alex started when he saw her looking a bit unsure. “Maria?” he asked again, this time he knew that she had heard him.
“Alex?” Maria whispered quietly. Her eyes glimmered with puzzlement but also joy. “I miss you, Alex.”
Alex grinned happily as he hurried on to give his message. He knew that the connection could break any time.
“Maria, listen to me.” Alex said hurriedly. “You have to believe! You have to! Find out what happened!”
But by now Maria’s face had gone blank again. She shook her head slightly, clearing her head.
“No, no, no!” Alex ranted, trying to keep her connection. “Dammit!”
He grabbed her hand but wasn’t quiet able to hold it since he didn’t have a form. “Listen to me ‘Ria. We need your help! You’re the only one who can do it!” He thought desperately of something that would give her a hint should she remember. He wasn’t sure what to tell her. He didn’t understand half of what he remembered. Then he remembered what had given Liz the clue.
“Hope you remember this.” He said to himself before talking to Maria.
“The woods are lovely, dark and deep.
But I have promises to keep,
And miles to go before I sleep,
And miles to go before I sleep.”
Alex moved back. “Hope you got that.” He said sadly. Then he turned to Isabel and gave her a light kiss. He felt Isabel shiver. He smiled as he headed to the door. Then with a final look at the gang he headed back out.
~~ end dream walk~~
Alex opened his eyes slowly. He saw Serena looking at him cautiously.
“You okay?” she asked. “I felt something when you pulled out.”
“I’m fine.” Alex assured her.
“Did it work?” Liz asked anxiously.
Alex looked at her and smiled a little. “I’m pretty sure it did.”
Liz nodded relieved but still a bit apprehensively.
“It’s all in there hands now.” Serena said. “Let’s hope they can figure it out.”
TBC......