Re: Uninstall (XO Roswell/PMMM, ML, MM / Mature) P 20 - 08/1
Posted: Fri Aug 17, 2012 11:44 pm
This part was quite large for what I am used to. Hope this answers some questions and that you all enjoy! Note the song lyrics.
ken_r- Thanks. This is one of the reasons why I like Scifi and Fantasy so much. Where else can you discuss the nature of the Three laws of Thermodynamic and then segue into the nature of the Soul? Or discuss the nature of mankind and our place in it. As for the tree huggers, they want to manipulate the the world into something it never truly was. All species manipulate the environment for their advantage, humans are merely better at it. And it took us countless millenia to get here. Sometimes I wonder if they truly wish to live in a world without human tech. To experience just WHY we developed it all in the first place! Doesnt mean they are all wrong, mind. One needs to be careful with one's biosphere, particularly since it is the only one we have at the moment!
keepsmiling7- Thanks. Yep, useful trait for Zan. Remember that the hybrids were designed to be humanoid vehicles for the actual Antarans. Didn't work as they planned, their hybrids are fully ensouled humans.
Uninstall part 21
UNINSTALL (first verse and chorus)
Chiaki Ishikawa
It came from beyond the extreme reaches of our reality,
It came to laugh at our naive existences.
I am puzzled by the truth that slips through my hands even as I cover my ears.
Where in this thin body do I find the strength to stand?
Uninstall, uninstall.
I was told that I am just one of the countless specks of dust on this planet,
But that is something I cannot yet comprehend.
Uninstall, uninstall.
I have no choice but to pretend that
I am a warrior who knows no fear. Uninstall.
Maria-
Maria watched in horror as everything fell apart. As Michael fell and was weakening by the minute from blood loss. As Isabel was fighting and failing against the Robot Witch form of Liz.
The real Liz could only stand there. No hope of being saved by her friend this time.
It was all up to her. And Maria was broken. Ever since she had witnessed Emily’s descent into darkness, as she had seen her own true fate. Death or madness. And soon.
Magical girls were born from wishes and powered from hope, but when the hope failed…. She would become a Witch born of curses and powered from the despair of others. And every Witch she had ever slain, every single one had once been JUST. LIKE. HER.
It had broken Maria. Liz had kept her from falling into despair, just as she had saved Liz on countless times. What they would do without the other, Maria didn’t know.
But now her weakness and her fears were going to kill them all. Damn Isabel and Liz and herself to a fate worse than death, and the new Witch of Time would ravage the world.
Liz had described herself well, what she would become. She would feed off normal people, but they would not be her targets. She would target other Magical Girls. And ‘Save’ them. Lock their souls in permanent stasis
There was one target that Liz would kill or capture in the future that should not be captured or killed. Why Liz felt that way Maria didn’t know. Only that Liz would smile and say it was their salvation.
That was why Liz always claimed she wanted to die. It was to avoid damning all of her sisters to permanent stasis, and whatever odd salvation Liz had seen.
Maria didn’t really believe it. That Liz could see the future was a given, but even Liz said that she was uncertain past fifteen minutes. That things were too chaotic to project too far.
So how did she think that Maria would believe something supposed to happen in a far off country in nine or ten years? It didn’t make any sense, and she had always argued with Liz about it.
But it wouldn’t matter. They would all be dead.
Unless the girl who could no longer kill her fallen peers could summon the strength to kill her fallen friend. Someone she loved. Her sister and comrade of so many years.
There was the loud chuffing of one of the constructs behind her firing another of its ubiquitous steel spikes.
‘I have one chance. One chance only. While Witch Liz is still distracted.’
Maria dodged one and then another of the spikes. An idea popped in her head. She didn’t have time to form the Gatling. It was too slow. She didn’t have any other true missile weapon. Her songs took too long to kill or weaken something enough.
She could use a chunk of her magical power and blast it at the robot. But it wasn’t something she or Liz typically did. It was wasteful for one, and it was only moderately powerful.
No, if she was going to do this, it would have to be with a powerful attack. One that hit a critical spot.
A third spike flew through the air. This time Maria caught it. But not to stop it.
To redirect it at the false Liz.
She would never learn why the robotic Liz paused, Isabel’s Soul Gem on her tongue about to be confused. Why a flash of fear went across the robotic face.
Maria didn’t really care. She redirected the spike from attacking her, to flying at full speed at the robotic Liz. Into her third eye. Into the camera that granted her true sight.
For a moment Maria was entirely vulnerable. But it didn’t matter, the Witch had been slain, and the Barrier fell. A White Soul Gem rolled from Isabel’s hands. It rolled and rested next to a Golden Soul Gem that gleamed fitfully.
And a Grief Seed as black as night.
Exhausted, Maria fell to her knees and cried.
--
Zan
Zan surveyed the scene. Isabel’s dead body lay not far from him. There had been significant adjustments to it.
That was to be expected. She had become a Magical Girl after all. ‘Vilandra must be gone or subsumed,” Zan mused. He could see both Liz’s and Isabel’s Soul Gems resting together.
Maria on the other hand was alive and well, although apparently distraught over something. An emotional meltdown of some kind. He would need her assistance to bring back Liz and Isabel. But for the moment both of the other two were safe. And he wasn’t sure if he could deal with rampant human insanity at the moment.
Max was sleeping after all. Poor Zan would have no filter, and Maria was… exuberantly human with all its plusses and minuses. He really wasn’t sure he could deal with a distraught woman. Understanding Isabel when Max was awake was a chore as it was. Maria without a filter….
He would heal Michael first. Michael could act as a filter for him. Michael could comfort the human woman. He would never understood why his Second was interested in someone so… vibrantly insane. Sure Liz had her moments, but she was at least rational most of the time.
Zan made a plan. He knew Max tended to do things on the fly, that he was good at it. Zan had been too. But he was also a meticulous planner.
It was one the aspects of Liz’s character that Zan liked. One of several actually. Too bad she was insane like all the other humans he had met.
Well. He liked her anyway. He set about his plan.
--
Isabel-
Isabel could remember herself being dissolved. Could remember as her carefully wish bought serenity was stolen from her as her soul was scrubbed of personality and prepared to be the first collection of soul flavored rocks.
And then it stopped.
In a voice of compressed rage, the likes of which she would never have expected Liz to utter, “Return to me my property, puppet.”
“What? You are nothing but a projection. Nothing more than an image.” The robot girl said awkwardly, Isabel’s Gem still on her tongue. “Besides we are one and the same. I was born from you….”
Liz’s voice became richer, fuller. Regal. “I am the Witch of Time. You are merely a copy.”
“But…”
Liz’s voice continued. “And now you die.”
There was a sound of metal hitting metal. And she could feel herself falling. For just a moment she saw her Soul Gem from her ravaged body. But she was too tired and weak.
She could feel her eyelids flutter.
Liz’s image, the one she was projecting from her Soul Gem, looked down upon her, “Sleep my friend. Both of us need some healing rest.”
Isabel said nothing. Could say nothing.
Liz looked around, “I do not need this yet. I do not need this comfort yet. I am still Liz Parker. I am still me, still sane.” In a sorrowful voice she finished, “But I am more than half a Witch now. The time that I MUST die is nearly here. Poor Max.”
And Isabel’s eyes fluttered shut.
--
When they reopened she was in her body. And it was fully healed. She still didn’t feel so good, tired and a bit disgruntled. But healthy. She sat up.
She was seated in a hotel room somewhere. Liz was sitting on a chair nearby watching her.
Isabel asked, “Where am I?”
Liz smiled, “This is a hotel room I have rented out. It’s much easier to deal with things here rather than at home. Oh, Maria spends time here too.” Liz held up a key. “Here is your key if you want. Trust me you will want some alone time. Particularly after a very nasty fight. We can selfheal any wound that doesn’t kill us, but it can get hard to explain to the parents all the blood.”
Isabel placed her hand on her breast and looked down. There had been a hole driven through her entire body and her Soul Gem had been ripped from between her breasts.
Smooth white skin.
Liz said quietly, “Max helped. Or rather I should say Zan. It took a bit of work to wake Max back up. He got hit with a Witch’s Kiss.” Liz shook her head, “Nasty things. Part of the reason our fighting Witches is so important. We keep the murder and suicide rate down. We can’t stop the premeditated stuff, but we can limit the crimes of passion.” She looked away in thought, “Of course, some of those premeditated acts are precipitated by sudden loss of hope, so I guess we help there too.”
“So this is the new life I can expect?”
Liz looked at her pityingly, “Kiss your old social life goodbye. You might be able to hit the parties from time to time, but this will chew up more time than you think.”
Isabel nodded, “Well considering what I wished for, I doubt I could stand to keep the same schedule.”
Liz looked at her oddly.
“I was good at pretending. I suppose I still am. But to put up with some of the annoying people I used to, simply to keep up appearances. I simply don’t have time. It will take me some time as it is to truly get used to the changes.” She shook her head, “All the changes. That wish wasn’t the only thing I need to get used to.”
“This is private, but I am curious, what did you wish for?”
Isabel nodded, “I wished for my personalities to be integrated with a weight on my human half. I am more Isabel than Vilandra, but Vilandra is still there. Only she is part of me and I of her. There is no separation, although I will admit I don’t understand some of my new memories.” She paused and looked away, “And I suppose I never will. I am human after all. Much of it I can sort of understand, but some… Too Alien, even if it is part of me.”
Liz nodded, “That explains it. Your internal conflicts are gone. Or rather the old ones.” Liz changed her ring into a Soul Gem. “I need you to transform your Gem. It will be instinctual.”
Isabel looked down and saw a ring on her hand. Silver with a small golden gem in it. She focused her mind and a large egg like Soul Gem rested in her palm. “Um why is mine so large?”
Liz nodded, “You have a larger magical capacity. Not surprising considering you had access to some of it before you transformed. Later we will be doing some tests to see if your old tricks tap into the Soul Gem for power, or if you can still use it without consequence.”
Isabel’s eyes opened widely at that. She might not be able to use her powers as casually as before? Ouch. They had made her life so convenient at times.
Liz continued, “The first thing, and yes I am repeating myself, your Soul Gem has to be protected at all costs.” She focused her eyes on her own, “Not even the ability to see the future can protect it if you let yourself be distracted. Trust me on that.” She looked up at Isabel with a smile.
Isabel winced, “I said I was sorry.”
Liz’s smile faded, “You nearly killed me. Or rather I nearly turned into a Witch because of it. So please don’t do it again.”
“Is that what would happen to me?”
Liz shook her head, “Probably not. Given what you wished for, calmness and peace of mind, you likely would have been just fine. Your emotions will likely be sheltered and less volatile than most Magical Girls. And trust me, once all the implications of your current situation settle in, you will have angst.”
Isabel rolled the Soul Gem around her palm. “Why is it so cloudy? And it doesn’t look as bright.”
Liz smiled softly, “How do you feel?”
“I don’t know. Okay I guess. Maybe a little tired.” Isabel smoothed her hair back. She looked down where she had been wounded. “I am just glad all the pain is gone.”
Liz nodded, “I hate it when I get hurt. Good thing we can heal, huh?”
Isabel nodded.
Liz smiled, “What you probably don’t realize is that you aren’t really tired. You could probably run a marathon or two, hop up the side of the roof of this hotel, Probably do feats of Le Parkour that you don’t even consider possible.”
Isabel’s eyes widened, “What?”
“Your body is your best tool. Taking care of it is important. But you are not your body. Not anymore. You are your Soul Gem. It’s condition is paramount.” Liz shook her head slowly, “There have been tales of strong Magical Girls recovering from massive injuries, up to and including near total destruction of their bodies. You are not your body. But if your Soul Gem gets damaged.”
“I die. Didn’t we have this conversation already?”
Liz nodded, “Yes, but it bears repeating. You are practically invincible to many common threats. But someone with a hammer and a grudge could kill you instantly.”
Isabel’s fingers instinctively protected the Soul Gem, in a small voice, “That would crush my soul, wouldn’t it.”
Liz said softly, “I don’t know. I don’t know if our eternity is locked in these Gems, or if we can escape our fate when we die.”
Isabel looked at her Gem in a different light. She wasn’t very religious, being a half human hybrid had always made her wonder if she counted in human religions. But she did attend church with her parents on a regular basis. “Or if by making a Contract we are eternally damned.”
Liz nodded, “Don’t share that thought with Maria, okay? Our lives are depressing enough as it is.”
Isabel nodded, contemplating her Soul Gem. Contemplating her soul.
Liz sighed, “That brings us to another point. Maintaining Soul Gem hygiene.”
Isabel’s eyes shot up. “What do you mean by that?”
“Basically what I said. Keeping your Soul Gem clean and bright. Right now, I told you that you could run marathons. And you did not disagree. You know it to be true, andyet you said you feel tired. The reason is that your Soul Gem is polluted. Magic use and dark emotions slowly eat away at you. If your Soul Gem turns dark….”
“I die?”
Liz shook her head, “No Isabel. You don’t die. You become a Witch. Keeping your Soul Gem clean is critical.”
Isabel was shaking slightly. It was true that she still had memories of Alex that told her this, even some mild conversational ones with Maria and Liz about it. But it hadn’t really sunk in.
That Barrier she had been fighting in, those monsters that had nearly killed her? They could be hers someday. Different probably. But hers.
She would do to others what had been done to Max. Have every positive emotion and feeling sucked from him, leaving only total despair. Max had been very close to committing power based suicide before Zan stopped him.
Isabel’s voice was shaking, “How do I protect myself from that?”
Liz held up a dark spiny thing. “This is a Grief Seed. They fall from full scale Witches. Familiars are just as dangerous, but sometimes you can’t engage them if it will cost you too much power to fight them. If you don’t have Grief Seeds to take away the darkness, then only fight Witches. It will be dangerous, but at least you might survive. Or the Witch might kill you. Either way, it’s a better fate than saving a few people only to turn into a Witch right after.”
Isabel looked up at her. “This seems to be painful, why? Have you let a Familiar kill someone when you couldn’t fight it.”
Liz looked away, “Yes. I have gotten better, more careful in stocking away Grief Seeds for a rainy day. More efficient with my magic.” She looked over at Isabel, “As effective as that Mech was, don’t do it again unless you have to. It was impressive but it took too much out of you. That is why you feel so tired.”
Isabel looked at her Soul Gem. Suddenly the cloudiness and dimness worried her. “Am I in danger now?”
Liz shook her head. “No, but if you can, you want your Soul Gem to be as bright as possible. The darker you get, the shorter your patience, the easier it is to slip into a depressive moment. Remember your power, your very LIFE is now powered by your hope. Using magic burns though the hope that sustains you. And when it is gone….”
“Witch.”
“Exactly.”
Isabel was shivering, “Why doesn’t Kyubey tell anyone this?”
Liz smiled, “Did you ask him?”
“No, why would I. Shouldn’t he tell me what the cost was?”
Liz shook her head, “Isabel, your parents are lawyers. You just signed a Contract involving your soul. And you didn’t get all the details.”
Isabel’s mouth opened once. Twice. Seriously what could she say at that point? “Did you?”
Liz smiled again, “Of course not! I was twelve! My house was about to burn down. I thought I would lose my parents, I thought I would lose everything. He said he could save me, said I could turn it around. That I could protect them. Not one word he said was a lie.”
“But he didn’t tell you what you would be paying.”
“He told me that I would have to fight against the Witches that were threatening Mankind. Also true, by the way. That I would be a Magical Girl and that I could protect the ones I loved.”
Isabel stared off into space, “It was all true. Even what he said to me. And mind you I was about to be turned into a machine and you into a science experiment.”
Liz just laughed. “Had they taken me, I would have ended up destroying their civilization.”
Isabel looked at her in shock, “Why would you say that?”
Liz primly answered, “I would have become a Witch. And Antarans can’t comprehend Barriers. I would feed off of them, probably feed off their lives rather than hopes and dreams. And yes Witches CAN do that. Sometimes they lure people into their Barriers for just that purpose. Sometimes to feed off of them personally, and sometimes to make them into a toy for their amusement. It never ends well unless a Magical Girl gets there in time. They just go missing.”
Isabel looked back at her Soul Gem. Was it getting cloudier? Was the shine slightly less? “How do I stop it from going dark.”
Liz held up the Grief Seed and held it next to Isabel’s Soul Gem.
Isabel watched in fascination as the darkness moved from her Gem to the Grief Seed. She felt as her soul became lighter and happier. Her tiredness faded and she felt good. “How, how do you get more of those?” The Grief Seed seemed like it was warping under the weight of the darkness.
Liz looked at it. “This one is pretty much finished. If I wait too much longer it will hatch back into the Witch it originally spawned.”
“That is where Witches come from?”
Liz’s voice was short and annoyed, “Yes. God, I hate him. I hate him SO much.” She looked over at Isabel. “There is only one way to safely dispose of these once you are done.” Kyubey, I have a Grief Seed that is about finished. Mind dropping by
Isabel smiled again. I have to say this telepathy is cool. She paused for a moment, “Does it use up magic?”
Liz said, “Probably, but we use more simply keeping our bodies alive. Don’t worry about the telepathy. It is a great way to talk about this stuff in mixed company.”
There was a slight rap at the door. Kyubey strolled in. He looked like the cross between a weasel and a cat. Two large golden hoops surrounded his hears and floated with no connection to them.
Liz threw the Grief Seed at Kyubey.
Kyubey said Ah, in one of your moods today, Elizabeth?
“I will feel much better when you are not here. So why don’t you find someone else to bug.”
Kyubey said, A pity. Typically, you are much more rational than this. Turning to face Isabel, he ran smoothly on the ground and jumped into her lap. How are you today Isabel? Adjusting well? Do you have any questions?
Isabel said softly, “I am sure I will. But I was talking with Liz at the moment. She was going over the basics.” Absently she rubbed its ears. It felt oddly comforting. She rubbed the spot on its back that the Grief Seed had disappeared into.
Yes. Elizabeth is quite formidable. You are lucky to have her as a mentor.
Her mind started to click as to why Liz would be so annoyed at the moment. This morning she had been pleasant to Kyubey. What had changed?
The fight?
No that wasn’t it.
Isabel’s new situation?
No, Liz seemed calm about it. Of course the woman could see the future, it could be that she had been expecting this. Liz didn’t seem happy that she was a Magical Girl, more resigned, but not unhappy about it either. She had been pleasant all the time that they had been talking.
Even when she had produced the Grief Seed, Liz had been calm. Only when Liz had realized that the Grief Seed was almost finished had she….
Isabel felt herself pause as her mind raced. What was a Grief Seed. Yes it fell from Witches. But what was it?
Witches had once been Magical Girls and….
Magical Girls had Soul Gems. Liz had said that when Emily died her Soul Gem had broken apart and…
Isabel rapidly moved her hands from Kyubey’s back. She would never look at the creature the same again, “If you don’t mind, we would like some privacy.”
Very well. Call me if you have any questions. Elizabeth doesn’t like me, but she will attest that I do not lie.
Liz’s glare at Kyubey was poisonous, “And you don’t understand us at all. Why we feel the way we do. Leave now or I will kill you. You have your Grief Seed, now go.” She closed her eyes, “And yes, Kyubey when I calm down, we will talk. But right now….”
You know you can’t kill me, it is simply wasteful. Spare bodies are expensive.
The room RIPPLED as Liz stood and stomped her foot on the floor, “Do not tempt me creature. I value your counsel despite what you are. But right now….”
Mourning your comrade. I will talk to you later when you are more rational. Good bye.
Isabel looked around at the world, “What the hell was that?”
Liz looked up at her with tired eyes, “I am more than half a Witch, Isabel. Half of the lives I see, half of what I am…. Lives in worlds I have already fallen in. It takes… effort to keep my mindset human. To keep myself… sane.” She closed her eyes, “My Soul Gem still gleams, I don’t feel the need to hide from the world in a Barrier, but in many ways, Isabel, I am a Witch even as we speak.”
Isabel moved over to hold and comfort the crying girl. “I won’t let you fall, Liz. I will drag you back if I have to. Damn it, we just became friends! I am not going to let anything bad happen to you okay?”
Liz just cried for a long moment. But after a few minutes Liz said in a thick voce, “But it will. No matter what timeline I see, I cannot last another ten years like this. And if I fall, I trust that you and Maria will put me down. No one will have nearly as good a chance.”
Isabel gently thumped her hand on her friend’s back, “Don’t say that, like it has already happened. What happened to the girl who always has a plan?”
Liz pushed herself away gently, “I do indeed have a plan. It involves my death next November.”
Isabel looked down at the smaller girl, “Liz…”
Liz shook her head, “I don’t want to talk about it now. Maybe later. After some ice cream maybe.” Liz walked over to the mini fridge. “So do you have any questions?”
Isabel looked down at her Soul Gem. To imagine that all the important parts of her were inside of that Gem. It was hard. She had always known she was different. But this was insane.
Liz asked, “So, Chocolate, Vanilla, or Strawberry?”
Isabel asked her question, “Liz, Magical Girls become Witches, right?”
“Yes.”
“What do Soul Gems become?”
“I think you know.”
Isabel shot a glance at Liz.
Liz sighed one arm draped over the mini-fridge, “I saw your hand move off of Kyubey’s back, Isabel. You already know the truth. You just don’t want to admit it. But it is true. Grief Seeds are corrupted Soul Gems. And Kyubey just ate the Grief Seed of a fallen Magical Girl. HE ATE HER SOUL. So, tell me, how does that think that makes me feel at the moment?”
“But, but…”
“So Chocolate, Vanilla, or Strawberry?”
“You know all of this…. Why did you, why did you let me give away my soul? Being a lifeless machine would.” Isabel paused, “Be much the same thing. But Maria, how could you do that to your friend?”
“I wasn’t there Isabel. Someone had stolen my Soul Gem. Alex knew the details. So do you. It was the most horrific experience of my life.” Her eyes began to flicker with a White fire. “Earlier today you did the same thing to me. You threatened me with death and worse. Do you want to push me girl? I am the Witch of TIME! I couldn’t save her any more than I could save you. I hate this more than anything! I hate it.” Reality began to become distorted.
Liz’s Soul Gem was still a bright White, gleaming like fire brightening the whole room with its light. Colors began to bleed into one another. Isabel’s natural senses, the ones she had from her hybrid nature began to go wild.
It wasn’t quite a Barrier, but it felt similar.
“Liz, calm DOWN!”
Liz blinked and it all went back to normal, the room seeming dark after the blinding light. “Sorry about that. Now you know why I have a separate room. Sometimes I just need to be alone.”
Isabel asked softly, “Is this one of them? I could come back later?”
Liz’s voice was soft, “No. I don’t want to be alone at the moment. Can you, can you stay with me until Max gets back?”
“Sure,” Isabel said with a smile.
Liz just smiled back wanly. She waved her hand at the mini fridge.
“Chocolate please. Although maybe, I should pass.”
Liz carried a quart of chocolate ice cream and a quart of vanilla, “Isabel there are few perks to being a Magical Girl, one of them is not needing to diet.” She passed the chocolate to Isabel, “Oh, and I will show you how to deal with your periods.”
“We still have periods. Maria said we were dead and….”
“We heal ourselves. I suppose you can stop them permanently but I mean, do you want hot flashes? Your body still has its hormones. It is still growing, although you can alter that too, apparently, although I don’t want to have the body of a child forever, thank you.”
“Okay. So there is a lot more of this than I expected.”
“Yep, this affects everything Isabel. Mind you most Magical Girls slam into the truth without a lot of help, or maybe they have a mentor. But I know more than most. Me and Maria will help you through the first shocks. And in the end, I will need you to help Maria carry on after I am gone. It will be hard for her.”
Isabel just ate some of her ice cream for a moment. “You said you had a plan? If all you wanted to do was die, you are just a hammer blow away.”
Liz nodded, “There is a Witch that is spoke of in hushed voices, a rumor so to speak. Walpurgis Nacht.”
Isabel said, “Cute, so you are going to go out with a bang when it hits us?”
Liz took a few moments to enjoy her own vanilla ice cream. Isabel just shook her head. What kind of person liked plain old vanilla by itself?
Liz apparently.
Liz spoke up, “My plan is a little more complicated, but if done right should change the chance of our kind’s salvation from around seventy to ninety percent.”
Isabel said, “Okay, you just spent the last few minutes scarring the crap out of me, and there is a way out?”
Liz waved her spoon, “Oh, being a Magical Girl will still suck. And there is a good chance you will still end up being one. You can thank Vilandra for that.”
Isabel nodded.
Liz continued, “Right now there are a few very special girls who have a great deal of potential playing in tiny town in Japan. They don’t know each other yet, but they will. And in ten years, if things go right, one of them will save us. Sort of.”
“Tell me everything.”
Liz just smiled and said, “Okay, sit back and enjoy your ice cream. Cause everything is going to take some time.”
And through two quarts of ice cream, a couple of ordered pizzas and some take out they talked through the afternoon.
--
Max
Max walked into Alex’s hospital room. It had taken some time to convince them, but outside of some tests, Alex was in stable condition. They let Max through.
He wasn’t really comfortable here. But Liz had asked him to do this.
Max didn’t even really know Alex all that well. For a moment it looked like Alex was sleeping.
Saved!
Alex looked over at him, “So, they sent you. Is everyone okay?”
“It was touch and go, but yes. Everyone is fine.”
Alex looked away, “She made the Contract, didn’t she?”
Max simply said, “Yes.”
Alex was quiet for a moment, a tear slipping down his cheek.
Max was about to leave, when Alex called out to him.
“No. We need to talk.”
“Okay?”
“Pull up a chair and I will tell you all you need to know about Magical Girls. They are more delicate than they think they are. They will need our support. I know you care for Liz, but I will do my best to stop you if I think you are bad for her.”
Max looked at the prostrate teen. There wasn’t really much Alex could do to him. Certainly not now, and even if he were healthy, Alex was a normal kid. But Max sat anyway. Maybe Alex knew something that would help him save Liz.
“You are underestimating me. That is okay. If I were in your shoes, I would to. NO matter. Sit down and I will give you Alex’s list of do’s and don’ts for friends, boyfriends, and brothers.”
Max rolled his eyes. But he kept his seat. Liz had asked him to.
An hour later, he was chuckling with his new friend. Alex had an odd sense of humor, but he knew so much about the trials and tribulations of what Liz and Maria and now Isabel.
Through the Bond Max sent his love and a thank you.
And he received one back.
Truly he was a lucky man.
--
Michael
Michael had expected more of a reaction from Amy when he got to Maria’s house. She was known for her good cooking, her wacky ideas, and her short temper. Here he was with her teen age daughter, in the middle of a school day, and she was fine with this?
Maria tugged at his shoulder, “What is wrong?”
“What is wrong with your mother?”
Maria hid her face, “One of the first times I stayed out late, she yelled at me. Screamed, called me names and told me what a horrible daughter I was.” She began to shake, “It wasn’t like I could tell her I was out saving Roswell by killing Witches was it?”
Michael watched as Amy entered the room and put down some drinks and some snacks. “Call me if you need anything. Oh, and Maria, there are condoms in the top left drawer of my dresser. Please be safe.” She gave Maria a quick peck, “I am going out for a while. Give you two some privacy.”
Michael’s jaw dropped. “Okay?”
Amy grabbed her purse and left.
Maria was sobbing into his shirt.
Michael wasn’t really familiar with crying girls. But he pulled Maria close. He ran his hand along her back. What had happened to Amy Deluca?
A few minutes later, Maria pulled away. “I used my Voice on her Michael. She called me all these horrible things, and I fought back. With Magic. And, and, I, I can’t take it back. Nothing I do can undo what I did.”
Michael held the sobbing girl, “I will be her for you. I promise.”
From her buried head, she said in an emotional voice, “How do I know I won’t drive you away during some fight, or hurt you or, or…”
Michael kissed her forehead. “You won’t. I have magic too.” He rubbed her back again and sent little waves of energy into her, “I will protect you, Maria. You take away my fear, and so I will do my best to take away yours, okay?”
Maria peeked herself out from his shoulder, “Can I trust you?”
Michael could feel himself shake. In this life no one really trusted him. He was always too quick to fly off the handle, always too emotional. Too unreliable. But there was a part of him, a solid central part of him that he knew would never fold. That as long as he had her in his heart and in his arms he would never falter. “Yes.” He laughed self mockingly, “I don’t know how reliable I will be, but you can trust me.”
She looked up as if she were reading something in his eyes. Could she see him as well as he could see her? Did it matter?
She must have come to some conclusion as she broke away and reached for her purse. What had he done to cause her to pull away?
Maria popped a couple of breath mints into her mouth and offered some for Michael.
“No, I am fine.”
Maria glared at her oblivious boyfriend, “You will if you want me to kiss you. It has been a long day. So take two.”
Michael laughed and took three. He loved this little manic girl.
And they spent the afternoon quite pleasantly, thank you.
ken_r- Thanks. This is one of the reasons why I like Scifi and Fantasy so much. Where else can you discuss the nature of the Three laws of Thermodynamic and then segue into the nature of the Soul? Or discuss the nature of mankind and our place in it. As for the tree huggers, they want to manipulate the the world into something it never truly was. All species manipulate the environment for their advantage, humans are merely better at it. And it took us countless millenia to get here. Sometimes I wonder if they truly wish to live in a world without human tech. To experience just WHY we developed it all in the first place! Doesnt mean they are all wrong, mind. One needs to be careful with one's biosphere, particularly since it is the only one we have at the moment!
keepsmiling7- Thanks. Yep, useful trait for Zan. Remember that the hybrids were designed to be humanoid vehicles for the actual Antarans. Didn't work as they planned, their hybrids are fully ensouled humans.
Uninstall part 21
UNINSTALL (first verse and chorus)
Chiaki Ishikawa
It came from beyond the extreme reaches of our reality,
It came to laugh at our naive existences.
I am puzzled by the truth that slips through my hands even as I cover my ears.
Where in this thin body do I find the strength to stand?
Uninstall, uninstall.
I was told that I am just one of the countless specks of dust on this planet,
But that is something I cannot yet comprehend.
Uninstall, uninstall.
I have no choice but to pretend that
I am a warrior who knows no fear. Uninstall.
Maria-
Maria watched in horror as everything fell apart. As Michael fell and was weakening by the minute from blood loss. As Isabel was fighting and failing against the Robot Witch form of Liz.
The real Liz could only stand there. No hope of being saved by her friend this time.
It was all up to her. And Maria was broken. Ever since she had witnessed Emily’s descent into darkness, as she had seen her own true fate. Death or madness. And soon.
Magical girls were born from wishes and powered from hope, but when the hope failed…. She would become a Witch born of curses and powered from the despair of others. And every Witch she had ever slain, every single one had once been JUST. LIKE. HER.
It had broken Maria. Liz had kept her from falling into despair, just as she had saved Liz on countless times. What they would do without the other, Maria didn’t know.
But now her weakness and her fears were going to kill them all. Damn Isabel and Liz and herself to a fate worse than death, and the new Witch of Time would ravage the world.
Liz had described herself well, what she would become. She would feed off normal people, but they would not be her targets. She would target other Magical Girls. And ‘Save’ them. Lock their souls in permanent stasis
There was one target that Liz would kill or capture in the future that should not be captured or killed. Why Liz felt that way Maria didn’t know. Only that Liz would smile and say it was their salvation.
That was why Liz always claimed she wanted to die. It was to avoid damning all of her sisters to permanent stasis, and whatever odd salvation Liz had seen.
Maria didn’t really believe it. That Liz could see the future was a given, but even Liz said that she was uncertain past fifteen minutes. That things were too chaotic to project too far.
So how did she think that Maria would believe something supposed to happen in a far off country in nine or ten years? It didn’t make any sense, and she had always argued with Liz about it.
But it wouldn’t matter. They would all be dead.
Unless the girl who could no longer kill her fallen peers could summon the strength to kill her fallen friend. Someone she loved. Her sister and comrade of so many years.
There was the loud chuffing of one of the constructs behind her firing another of its ubiquitous steel spikes.
‘I have one chance. One chance only. While Witch Liz is still distracted.’
Maria dodged one and then another of the spikes. An idea popped in her head. She didn’t have time to form the Gatling. It was too slow. She didn’t have any other true missile weapon. Her songs took too long to kill or weaken something enough.
She could use a chunk of her magical power and blast it at the robot. But it wasn’t something she or Liz typically did. It was wasteful for one, and it was only moderately powerful.
No, if she was going to do this, it would have to be with a powerful attack. One that hit a critical spot.
A third spike flew through the air. This time Maria caught it. But not to stop it.
To redirect it at the false Liz.
She would never learn why the robotic Liz paused, Isabel’s Soul Gem on her tongue about to be confused. Why a flash of fear went across the robotic face.
Maria didn’t really care. She redirected the spike from attacking her, to flying at full speed at the robotic Liz. Into her third eye. Into the camera that granted her true sight.
For a moment Maria was entirely vulnerable. But it didn’t matter, the Witch had been slain, and the Barrier fell. A White Soul Gem rolled from Isabel’s hands. It rolled and rested next to a Golden Soul Gem that gleamed fitfully.
And a Grief Seed as black as night.
Exhausted, Maria fell to her knees and cried.
--
Zan
Zan surveyed the scene. Isabel’s dead body lay not far from him. There had been significant adjustments to it.
That was to be expected. She had become a Magical Girl after all. ‘Vilandra must be gone or subsumed,” Zan mused. He could see both Liz’s and Isabel’s Soul Gems resting together.
Maria on the other hand was alive and well, although apparently distraught over something. An emotional meltdown of some kind. He would need her assistance to bring back Liz and Isabel. But for the moment both of the other two were safe. And he wasn’t sure if he could deal with rampant human insanity at the moment.
Max was sleeping after all. Poor Zan would have no filter, and Maria was… exuberantly human with all its plusses and minuses. He really wasn’t sure he could deal with a distraught woman. Understanding Isabel when Max was awake was a chore as it was. Maria without a filter….
He would heal Michael first. Michael could act as a filter for him. Michael could comfort the human woman. He would never understood why his Second was interested in someone so… vibrantly insane. Sure Liz had her moments, but she was at least rational most of the time.
Zan made a plan. He knew Max tended to do things on the fly, that he was good at it. Zan had been too. But he was also a meticulous planner.
It was one the aspects of Liz’s character that Zan liked. One of several actually. Too bad she was insane like all the other humans he had met.
Well. He liked her anyway. He set about his plan.
--
Isabel-
Isabel could remember herself being dissolved. Could remember as her carefully wish bought serenity was stolen from her as her soul was scrubbed of personality and prepared to be the first collection of soul flavored rocks.
And then it stopped.
In a voice of compressed rage, the likes of which she would never have expected Liz to utter, “Return to me my property, puppet.”
“What? You are nothing but a projection. Nothing more than an image.” The robot girl said awkwardly, Isabel’s Gem still on her tongue. “Besides we are one and the same. I was born from you….”
Liz’s voice became richer, fuller. Regal. “I am the Witch of Time. You are merely a copy.”
“But…”
Liz’s voice continued. “And now you die.”
There was a sound of metal hitting metal. And she could feel herself falling. For just a moment she saw her Soul Gem from her ravaged body. But she was too tired and weak.
She could feel her eyelids flutter.
Liz’s image, the one she was projecting from her Soul Gem, looked down upon her, “Sleep my friend. Both of us need some healing rest.”
Isabel said nothing. Could say nothing.
Liz looked around, “I do not need this yet. I do not need this comfort yet. I am still Liz Parker. I am still me, still sane.” In a sorrowful voice she finished, “But I am more than half a Witch now. The time that I MUST die is nearly here. Poor Max.”
And Isabel’s eyes fluttered shut.
--
When they reopened she was in her body. And it was fully healed. She still didn’t feel so good, tired and a bit disgruntled. But healthy. She sat up.
She was seated in a hotel room somewhere. Liz was sitting on a chair nearby watching her.
Isabel asked, “Where am I?”
Liz smiled, “This is a hotel room I have rented out. It’s much easier to deal with things here rather than at home. Oh, Maria spends time here too.” Liz held up a key. “Here is your key if you want. Trust me you will want some alone time. Particularly after a very nasty fight. We can selfheal any wound that doesn’t kill us, but it can get hard to explain to the parents all the blood.”
Isabel placed her hand on her breast and looked down. There had been a hole driven through her entire body and her Soul Gem had been ripped from between her breasts.
Smooth white skin.
Liz said quietly, “Max helped. Or rather I should say Zan. It took a bit of work to wake Max back up. He got hit with a Witch’s Kiss.” Liz shook her head, “Nasty things. Part of the reason our fighting Witches is so important. We keep the murder and suicide rate down. We can’t stop the premeditated stuff, but we can limit the crimes of passion.” She looked away in thought, “Of course, some of those premeditated acts are precipitated by sudden loss of hope, so I guess we help there too.”
“So this is the new life I can expect?”
Liz looked at her pityingly, “Kiss your old social life goodbye. You might be able to hit the parties from time to time, but this will chew up more time than you think.”
Isabel nodded, “Well considering what I wished for, I doubt I could stand to keep the same schedule.”
Liz looked at her oddly.
“I was good at pretending. I suppose I still am. But to put up with some of the annoying people I used to, simply to keep up appearances. I simply don’t have time. It will take me some time as it is to truly get used to the changes.” She shook her head, “All the changes. That wish wasn’t the only thing I need to get used to.”
“This is private, but I am curious, what did you wish for?”
Isabel nodded, “I wished for my personalities to be integrated with a weight on my human half. I am more Isabel than Vilandra, but Vilandra is still there. Only she is part of me and I of her. There is no separation, although I will admit I don’t understand some of my new memories.” She paused and looked away, “And I suppose I never will. I am human after all. Much of it I can sort of understand, but some… Too Alien, even if it is part of me.”
Liz nodded, “That explains it. Your internal conflicts are gone. Or rather the old ones.” Liz changed her ring into a Soul Gem. “I need you to transform your Gem. It will be instinctual.”
Isabel looked down and saw a ring on her hand. Silver with a small golden gem in it. She focused her mind and a large egg like Soul Gem rested in her palm. “Um why is mine so large?”
Liz nodded, “You have a larger magical capacity. Not surprising considering you had access to some of it before you transformed. Later we will be doing some tests to see if your old tricks tap into the Soul Gem for power, or if you can still use it without consequence.”
Isabel’s eyes opened widely at that. She might not be able to use her powers as casually as before? Ouch. They had made her life so convenient at times.
Liz continued, “The first thing, and yes I am repeating myself, your Soul Gem has to be protected at all costs.” She focused her eyes on her own, “Not even the ability to see the future can protect it if you let yourself be distracted. Trust me on that.” She looked up at Isabel with a smile.
Isabel winced, “I said I was sorry.”
Liz’s smile faded, “You nearly killed me. Or rather I nearly turned into a Witch because of it. So please don’t do it again.”
“Is that what would happen to me?”
Liz shook her head, “Probably not. Given what you wished for, calmness and peace of mind, you likely would have been just fine. Your emotions will likely be sheltered and less volatile than most Magical Girls. And trust me, once all the implications of your current situation settle in, you will have angst.”
Isabel rolled the Soul Gem around her palm. “Why is it so cloudy? And it doesn’t look as bright.”
Liz smiled softly, “How do you feel?”
“I don’t know. Okay I guess. Maybe a little tired.” Isabel smoothed her hair back. She looked down where she had been wounded. “I am just glad all the pain is gone.”
Liz nodded, “I hate it when I get hurt. Good thing we can heal, huh?”
Isabel nodded.
Liz smiled, “What you probably don’t realize is that you aren’t really tired. You could probably run a marathon or two, hop up the side of the roof of this hotel, Probably do feats of Le Parkour that you don’t even consider possible.”
Isabel’s eyes widened, “What?”
“Your body is your best tool. Taking care of it is important. But you are not your body. Not anymore. You are your Soul Gem. It’s condition is paramount.” Liz shook her head slowly, “There have been tales of strong Magical Girls recovering from massive injuries, up to and including near total destruction of their bodies. You are not your body. But if your Soul Gem gets damaged.”
“I die. Didn’t we have this conversation already?”
Liz nodded, “Yes, but it bears repeating. You are practically invincible to many common threats. But someone with a hammer and a grudge could kill you instantly.”
Isabel’s fingers instinctively protected the Soul Gem, in a small voice, “That would crush my soul, wouldn’t it.”
Liz said softly, “I don’t know. I don’t know if our eternity is locked in these Gems, or if we can escape our fate when we die.”
Isabel looked at her Gem in a different light. She wasn’t very religious, being a half human hybrid had always made her wonder if she counted in human religions. But she did attend church with her parents on a regular basis. “Or if by making a Contract we are eternally damned.”
Liz nodded, “Don’t share that thought with Maria, okay? Our lives are depressing enough as it is.”
Isabel nodded, contemplating her Soul Gem. Contemplating her soul.
Liz sighed, “That brings us to another point. Maintaining Soul Gem hygiene.”
Isabel’s eyes shot up. “What do you mean by that?”
“Basically what I said. Keeping your Soul Gem clean and bright. Right now, I told you that you could run marathons. And you did not disagree. You know it to be true, andyet you said you feel tired. The reason is that your Soul Gem is polluted. Magic use and dark emotions slowly eat away at you. If your Soul Gem turns dark….”
“I die?”
Liz shook her head, “No Isabel. You don’t die. You become a Witch. Keeping your Soul Gem clean is critical.”
Isabel was shaking slightly. It was true that she still had memories of Alex that told her this, even some mild conversational ones with Maria and Liz about it. But it hadn’t really sunk in.
That Barrier she had been fighting in, those monsters that had nearly killed her? They could be hers someday. Different probably. But hers.
She would do to others what had been done to Max. Have every positive emotion and feeling sucked from him, leaving only total despair. Max had been very close to committing power based suicide before Zan stopped him.
Isabel’s voice was shaking, “How do I protect myself from that?”
Liz held up a dark spiny thing. “This is a Grief Seed. They fall from full scale Witches. Familiars are just as dangerous, but sometimes you can’t engage them if it will cost you too much power to fight them. If you don’t have Grief Seeds to take away the darkness, then only fight Witches. It will be dangerous, but at least you might survive. Or the Witch might kill you. Either way, it’s a better fate than saving a few people only to turn into a Witch right after.”
Isabel looked up at her. “This seems to be painful, why? Have you let a Familiar kill someone when you couldn’t fight it.”
Liz looked away, “Yes. I have gotten better, more careful in stocking away Grief Seeds for a rainy day. More efficient with my magic.” She looked over at Isabel, “As effective as that Mech was, don’t do it again unless you have to. It was impressive but it took too much out of you. That is why you feel so tired.”
Isabel looked at her Soul Gem. Suddenly the cloudiness and dimness worried her. “Am I in danger now?”
Liz shook her head. “No, but if you can, you want your Soul Gem to be as bright as possible. The darker you get, the shorter your patience, the easier it is to slip into a depressive moment. Remember your power, your very LIFE is now powered by your hope. Using magic burns though the hope that sustains you. And when it is gone….”
“Witch.”
“Exactly.”
Isabel was shivering, “Why doesn’t Kyubey tell anyone this?”
Liz smiled, “Did you ask him?”
“No, why would I. Shouldn’t he tell me what the cost was?”
Liz shook her head, “Isabel, your parents are lawyers. You just signed a Contract involving your soul. And you didn’t get all the details.”
Isabel’s mouth opened once. Twice. Seriously what could she say at that point? “Did you?”
Liz smiled again, “Of course not! I was twelve! My house was about to burn down. I thought I would lose my parents, I thought I would lose everything. He said he could save me, said I could turn it around. That I could protect them. Not one word he said was a lie.”
“But he didn’t tell you what you would be paying.”
“He told me that I would have to fight against the Witches that were threatening Mankind. Also true, by the way. That I would be a Magical Girl and that I could protect the ones I loved.”
Isabel stared off into space, “It was all true. Even what he said to me. And mind you I was about to be turned into a machine and you into a science experiment.”
Liz just laughed. “Had they taken me, I would have ended up destroying their civilization.”
Isabel looked at her in shock, “Why would you say that?”
Liz primly answered, “I would have become a Witch. And Antarans can’t comprehend Barriers. I would feed off of them, probably feed off their lives rather than hopes and dreams. And yes Witches CAN do that. Sometimes they lure people into their Barriers for just that purpose. Sometimes to feed off of them personally, and sometimes to make them into a toy for their amusement. It never ends well unless a Magical Girl gets there in time. They just go missing.”
Isabel looked back at her Soul Gem. Was it getting cloudier? Was the shine slightly less? “How do I stop it from going dark.”
Liz held up the Grief Seed and held it next to Isabel’s Soul Gem.
Isabel watched in fascination as the darkness moved from her Gem to the Grief Seed. She felt as her soul became lighter and happier. Her tiredness faded and she felt good. “How, how do you get more of those?” The Grief Seed seemed like it was warping under the weight of the darkness.
Liz looked at it. “This one is pretty much finished. If I wait too much longer it will hatch back into the Witch it originally spawned.”
“That is where Witches come from?”
Liz’s voice was short and annoyed, “Yes. God, I hate him. I hate him SO much.” She looked over at Isabel. “There is only one way to safely dispose of these once you are done.” Kyubey, I have a Grief Seed that is about finished. Mind dropping by
Isabel smiled again. I have to say this telepathy is cool. She paused for a moment, “Does it use up magic?”
Liz said, “Probably, but we use more simply keeping our bodies alive. Don’t worry about the telepathy. It is a great way to talk about this stuff in mixed company.”
There was a slight rap at the door. Kyubey strolled in. He looked like the cross between a weasel and a cat. Two large golden hoops surrounded his hears and floated with no connection to them.
Liz threw the Grief Seed at Kyubey.
Kyubey said Ah, in one of your moods today, Elizabeth?
“I will feel much better when you are not here. So why don’t you find someone else to bug.”
Kyubey said, A pity. Typically, you are much more rational than this. Turning to face Isabel, he ran smoothly on the ground and jumped into her lap. How are you today Isabel? Adjusting well? Do you have any questions?
Isabel said softly, “I am sure I will. But I was talking with Liz at the moment. She was going over the basics.” Absently she rubbed its ears. It felt oddly comforting. She rubbed the spot on its back that the Grief Seed had disappeared into.
Yes. Elizabeth is quite formidable. You are lucky to have her as a mentor.
Her mind started to click as to why Liz would be so annoyed at the moment. This morning she had been pleasant to Kyubey. What had changed?
The fight?
No that wasn’t it.
Isabel’s new situation?
No, Liz seemed calm about it. Of course the woman could see the future, it could be that she had been expecting this. Liz didn’t seem happy that she was a Magical Girl, more resigned, but not unhappy about it either. She had been pleasant all the time that they had been talking.
Even when she had produced the Grief Seed, Liz had been calm. Only when Liz had realized that the Grief Seed was almost finished had she….
Isabel felt herself pause as her mind raced. What was a Grief Seed. Yes it fell from Witches. But what was it?
Witches had once been Magical Girls and….
Magical Girls had Soul Gems. Liz had said that when Emily died her Soul Gem had broken apart and…
Isabel rapidly moved her hands from Kyubey’s back. She would never look at the creature the same again, “If you don’t mind, we would like some privacy.”
Very well. Call me if you have any questions. Elizabeth doesn’t like me, but she will attest that I do not lie.
Liz’s glare at Kyubey was poisonous, “And you don’t understand us at all. Why we feel the way we do. Leave now or I will kill you. You have your Grief Seed, now go.” She closed her eyes, “And yes, Kyubey when I calm down, we will talk. But right now….”
You know you can’t kill me, it is simply wasteful. Spare bodies are expensive.
The room RIPPLED as Liz stood and stomped her foot on the floor, “Do not tempt me creature. I value your counsel despite what you are. But right now….”
Mourning your comrade. I will talk to you later when you are more rational. Good bye.
Isabel looked around at the world, “What the hell was that?”
Liz looked up at her with tired eyes, “I am more than half a Witch, Isabel. Half of the lives I see, half of what I am…. Lives in worlds I have already fallen in. It takes… effort to keep my mindset human. To keep myself… sane.” She closed her eyes, “My Soul Gem still gleams, I don’t feel the need to hide from the world in a Barrier, but in many ways, Isabel, I am a Witch even as we speak.”
Isabel moved over to hold and comfort the crying girl. “I won’t let you fall, Liz. I will drag you back if I have to. Damn it, we just became friends! I am not going to let anything bad happen to you okay?”
Liz just cried for a long moment. But after a few minutes Liz said in a thick voce, “But it will. No matter what timeline I see, I cannot last another ten years like this. And if I fall, I trust that you and Maria will put me down. No one will have nearly as good a chance.”
Isabel gently thumped her hand on her friend’s back, “Don’t say that, like it has already happened. What happened to the girl who always has a plan?”
Liz pushed herself away gently, “I do indeed have a plan. It involves my death next November.”
Isabel looked down at the smaller girl, “Liz…”
Liz shook her head, “I don’t want to talk about it now. Maybe later. After some ice cream maybe.” Liz walked over to the mini fridge. “So do you have any questions?”
Isabel looked down at her Soul Gem. To imagine that all the important parts of her were inside of that Gem. It was hard. She had always known she was different. But this was insane.
Liz asked, “So, Chocolate, Vanilla, or Strawberry?”
Isabel asked her question, “Liz, Magical Girls become Witches, right?”
“Yes.”
“What do Soul Gems become?”
“I think you know.”
Isabel shot a glance at Liz.
Liz sighed one arm draped over the mini-fridge, “I saw your hand move off of Kyubey’s back, Isabel. You already know the truth. You just don’t want to admit it. But it is true. Grief Seeds are corrupted Soul Gems. And Kyubey just ate the Grief Seed of a fallen Magical Girl. HE ATE HER SOUL. So, tell me, how does that think that makes me feel at the moment?”
“But, but…”
“So Chocolate, Vanilla, or Strawberry?”
“You know all of this…. Why did you, why did you let me give away my soul? Being a lifeless machine would.” Isabel paused, “Be much the same thing. But Maria, how could you do that to your friend?”
“I wasn’t there Isabel. Someone had stolen my Soul Gem. Alex knew the details. So do you. It was the most horrific experience of my life.” Her eyes began to flicker with a White fire. “Earlier today you did the same thing to me. You threatened me with death and worse. Do you want to push me girl? I am the Witch of TIME! I couldn’t save her any more than I could save you. I hate this more than anything! I hate it.” Reality began to become distorted.
Liz’s Soul Gem was still a bright White, gleaming like fire brightening the whole room with its light. Colors began to bleed into one another. Isabel’s natural senses, the ones she had from her hybrid nature began to go wild.
It wasn’t quite a Barrier, but it felt similar.
“Liz, calm DOWN!”
Liz blinked and it all went back to normal, the room seeming dark after the blinding light. “Sorry about that. Now you know why I have a separate room. Sometimes I just need to be alone.”
Isabel asked softly, “Is this one of them? I could come back later?”
Liz’s voice was soft, “No. I don’t want to be alone at the moment. Can you, can you stay with me until Max gets back?”
“Sure,” Isabel said with a smile.
Liz just smiled back wanly. She waved her hand at the mini fridge.
“Chocolate please. Although maybe, I should pass.”
Liz carried a quart of chocolate ice cream and a quart of vanilla, “Isabel there are few perks to being a Magical Girl, one of them is not needing to diet.” She passed the chocolate to Isabel, “Oh, and I will show you how to deal with your periods.”
“We still have periods. Maria said we were dead and….”
“We heal ourselves. I suppose you can stop them permanently but I mean, do you want hot flashes? Your body still has its hormones. It is still growing, although you can alter that too, apparently, although I don’t want to have the body of a child forever, thank you.”
“Okay. So there is a lot more of this than I expected.”
“Yep, this affects everything Isabel. Mind you most Magical Girls slam into the truth without a lot of help, or maybe they have a mentor. But I know more than most. Me and Maria will help you through the first shocks. And in the end, I will need you to help Maria carry on after I am gone. It will be hard for her.”
Isabel just ate some of her ice cream for a moment. “You said you had a plan? If all you wanted to do was die, you are just a hammer blow away.”
Liz nodded, “There is a Witch that is spoke of in hushed voices, a rumor so to speak. Walpurgis Nacht.”
Isabel said, “Cute, so you are going to go out with a bang when it hits us?”
Liz took a few moments to enjoy her own vanilla ice cream. Isabel just shook her head. What kind of person liked plain old vanilla by itself?
Liz apparently.
Liz spoke up, “My plan is a little more complicated, but if done right should change the chance of our kind’s salvation from around seventy to ninety percent.”
Isabel said, “Okay, you just spent the last few minutes scarring the crap out of me, and there is a way out?”
Liz waved her spoon, “Oh, being a Magical Girl will still suck. And there is a good chance you will still end up being one. You can thank Vilandra for that.”
Isabel nodded.
Liz continued, “Right now there are a few very special girls who have a great deal of potential playing in tiny town in Japan. They don’t know each other yet, but they will. And in ten years, if things go right, one of them will save us. Sort of.”
“Tell me everything.”
Liz just smiled and said, “Okay, sit back and enjoy your ice cream. Cause everything is going to take some time.”
And through two quarts of ice cream, a couple of ordered pizzas and some take out they talked through the afternoon.
--
Max
Max walked into Alex’s hospital room. It had taken some time to convince them, but outside of some tests, Alex was in stable condition. They let Max through.
He wasn’t really comfortable here. But Liz had asked him to do this.
Max didn’t even really know Alex all that well. For a moment it looked like Alex was sleeping.
Saved!
Alex looked over at him, “So, they sent you. Is everyone okay?”
“It was touch and go, but yes. Everyone is fine.”
Alex looked away, “She made the Contract, didn’t she?”
Max simply said, “Yes.”
Alex was quiet for a moment, a tear slipping down his cheek.
Max was about to leave, when Alex called out to him.
“No. We need to talk.”
“Okay?”
“Pull up a chair and I will tell you all you need to know about Magical Girls. They are more delicate than they think they are. They will need our support. I know you care for Liz, but I will do my best to stop you if I think you are bad for her.”
Max looked at the prostrate teen. There wasn’t really much Alex could do to him. Certainly not now, and even if he were healthy, Alex was a normal kid. But Max sat anyway. Maybe Alex knew something that would help him save Liz.
“You are underestimating me. That is okay. If I were in your shoes, I would to. NO matter. Sit down and I will give you Alex’s list of do’s and don’ts for friends, boyfriends, and brothers.”
Max rolled his eyes. But he kept his seat. Liz had asked him to.
An hour later, he was chuckling with his new friend. Alex had an odd sense of humor, but he knew so much about the trials and tribulations of what Liz and Maria and now Isabel.
Through the Bond Max sent his love and a thank you.
And he received one back.
Truly he was a lucky man.
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Michael
Michael had expected more of a reaction from Amy when he got to Maria’s house. She was known for her good cooking, her wacky ideas, and her short temper. Here he was with her teen age daughter, in the middle of a school day, and she was fine with this?
Maria tugged at his shoulder, “What is wrong?”
“What is wrong with your mother?”
Maria hid her face, “One of the first times I stayed out late, she yelled at me. Screamed, called me names and told me what a horrible daughter I was.” She began to shake, “It wasn’t like I could tell her I was out saving Roswell by killing Witches was it?”
Michael watched as Amy entered the room and put down some drinks and some snacks. “Call me if you need anything. Oh, and Maria, there are condoms in the top left drawer of my dresser. Please be safe.” She gave Maria a quick peck, “I am going out for a while. Give you two some privacy.”
Michael’s jaw dropped. “Okay?”
Amy grabbed her purse and left.
Maria was sobbing into his shirt.
Michael wasn’t really familiar with crying girls. But he pulled Maria close. He ran his hand along her back. What had happened to Amy Deluca?
A few minutes later, Maria pulled away. “I used my Voice on her Michael. She called me all these horrible things, and I fought back. With Magic. And, and, I, I can’t take it back. Nothing I do can undo what I did.”
Michael held the sobbing girl, “I will be her for you. I promise.”
From her buried head, she said in an emotional voice, “How do I know I won’t drive you away during some fight, or hurt you or, or…”
Michael kissed her forehead. “You won’t. I have magic too.” He rubbed her back again and sent little waves of energy into her, “I will protect you, Maria. You take away my fear, and so I will do my best to take away yours, okay?”
Maria peeked herself out from his shoulder, “Can I trust you?”
Michael could feel himself shake. In this life no one really trusted him. He was always too quick to fly off the handle, always too emotional. Too unreliable. But there was a part of him, a solid central part of him that he knew would never fold. That as long as he had her in his heart and in his arms he would never falter. “Yes.” He laughed self mockingly, “I don’t know how reliable I will be, but you can trust me.”
She looked up as if she were reading something in his eyes. Could she see him as well as he could see her? Did it matter?
She must have come to some conclusion as she broke away and reached for her purse. What had he done to cause her to pull away?
Maria popped a couple of breath mints into her mouth and offered some for Michael.
“No, I am fine.”
Maria glared at her oblivious boyfriend, “You will if you want me to kiss you. It has been a long day. So take two.”
Michael laughed and took three. He loved this little manic girl.
And they spent the afternoon quite pleasantly, thank you.