Posted: Wed Nov 12, 2003 8:15 pm
Part Nineteen
By the time Max returned to the pod chamber, the sun had already set and he had to use his flashlight to find a clean path on which to walk. Ducking through the opening of the cave, his eyes settled first on Isabel. He smiled and was about to greet her when she quickly put a finger to her lips. Max’s attention shifted to the sleeping bag, where Liz was lying on her side, her hands folded beneath her cheek, her eyes closed in sleep. Concern marred his handsome face as he looked back to his sister for explanation.
Rising and stretching at the same time, Isabel closed the magazine she’d been reading and silently pointed to the cave entrance, indicating he should go outside. Max obeyed, but as soon as they were in the open he turned to her.
“What happened? Is she okay?”
Isabel smiled. “She’s fine. I think I wore her out.”
Max’s eyebrows rose quickly. “Wore her out?”
She nodded, yawning. “Lots of catcuses met their deaths today.” She stopped for a moment, looking to the sky. “Is that the plural of cactus? It isn’t, is it?”
“Cacti,” Max corrected, rather impatiently, shifting his weight from one foot to the other.
Isabel grinned. “Yeah, that’s it.”
“What about them? What do you mean they met their deaths?”
“Well, it seems that Miss Parker was willing to test out the new powers a bit.”
Max’s face broke into a grin – he could hardly believe it. “Yeah? How did she do?”
“All right, all things considered. I think it’s a good sign that she can more or less control the urge to burn now. Before she went away, things just sort of blew up on her. If that were still the case, Michael would be toast.”
Max sighed, remembering that terrible debacle and nodded. “Yeah, you’re right.”
Isabel eyed him curiously. “Exactly what happened, Max? I’ve never seen Michael come home with his tail between his legs before.”
Max gave her a surprised look.
“Oh, yeah. He came in the door, mumbled something and then went to sit on the couch without another word. He was still there when I left. He looked like someone stole his ice cream money.”
Max ran a hand through his hair. “He said some pretty horrible things, Iz. He apologized and said that he didn’t mean any of them. I told him it wasn’t a problem.”
“Not so sure he let himself off the hook, even if you did say it was okay. He doesn’t let everyone see it, Max, but he’s a lot more sensitive than he’d have people believe.”
Max reflected on Michael’s sullen behavior that morning and could picture in his mind everything his sister was telling him. “Okay, Iz. When we get back, I’ll make sure I talk to him. And Liz, too.”
She stretched, pulling her arms high over her head. “Let’s sit down, okay? I’m pooped and I want to tell you what happened today.”
Max agreed and raised his hand to the fire pit he and Michael had constructed the night before. In moments, the dried brush he’d put in the pit earlier burst into flames, eerie shadows projecting across the sand and rock. He picked up his sleeping bag and shook the dirt from it, then laid it back down for them to sit on.
They sat Indian-style, facing one another, two alien life forms reflected in the flickering flames.
“So, what happened?” Max asked, anxious to hear the details.
“Well, I picked Liz up and took her to lunch. And then we talked about what was going on with her and how she could learn to accept what it was and try to deal with it.” She grinned. “I appealed to her sense of curiosity.”
“Good move.”
Isabel nodded. “So, then we came back here and spent the afternoon toasting cactuses – cacti. She’s actually a pretty good shot.”
Max felt a twinge of envy that he hadn’t been the one to help Liz. “Did she exhibit any other powers?”
“Exhibit?” Isabel laughed. “She’s not a lab rat, Max.” Before he could guiltily correct himself, she touched his arm in a gesture of truce. “The answer is – not yet. But who knows what will happen now that she’s stopped struggling against it?”
Yes, Max thought. Who knows?
Isabel yawned again and looked at her watch. “It’s late – I should go.”
“You could stay here,” Max offered.
She looked around at the sand and ashes and her brow furrowed. “You’re joking, right? Dear brother, I will stay in any seedy motel you want, but this is out of the question.”
He snorted a laugh, then reached over and hugged her. “Thank you, Isabel.”
She smiled and gave him a kiss on the cheek. “Anytime.”
Max watched her leave, then looked into the flames, their dancing having a hypnotic effect on him. It felt good to sit here, soaking in the warmth of the fire, watching the flames licking the darkness. Mentally, he agreed to give Liz some time and space; he’d spend another night under the stars.
“You're my dream girl, Liz.”
“And what if I believe you tonight?”
“Then we live happily ever after.”
“And then what about tomorrow...when you go back to realizing who you really are, and all of your fantasies go away.”
“I'll still have you.”
“This can never be normal, Max.”
“What's so great about normal?”
Max awoke to the sensation of something soft slowly tracing the contours of his face. He cracked open his eyes and blinked a couple of times. The fire had gone out and above him he could see a million stars. Within those stars, he saw Liz’s smiling face. Her smile was one of awe, of discovery.
“It’s cold,” he said, lifting open his sleeping bag. “Get in.”
She obeyed and slid in beside him, her limbs shivering in the chilly desert air. When she was all of the way inside, she pulled the sleeping bag up over both of their heads, so that they were in total darkness.
“I want to show you something,” she said, her voice tinged with excitement.
“What?” Max asked sleepily.
He felt her hand on his arm and suddenly he could see her face, almost as though she had flicked on a flashlight under the blanket. Quickly, he looked to his arm as she moved her hand down it, a faint white glow following her trail.
“I can do it to you,” she said, a hint of pride in her voice, and Max was propelled back in time when once he’d made her skin glow and she’d sullenly pointed out that she couldn’t do it to him.
“You can,” he said in awe as her fingers trailed off his arm and the glow dissipated.
“What does it feel like?” she asked eagerly, and he had to keep from laughing at her scientific questioning.
“Um, kind of like static electricity, only better,” he said. “It tingles. It’s kind of warm and cool all at once.” He offered a little smile. “It’s kind of sensual.”
Liz returned his smile briefly, but then her expression fell serious as she reached out to touch his face. “I think you’re beautiful, Max,” she said softly.
Wordlessly, he took her hand in his and moved it away from his face, held it against his chest instead. His eyes were cautious, masking a pain deep within.
“I wish things could have been different,” he confided. “I wish that I could have saved you without this consequence.”
She gave him a bittersweet smile. “Everything has a consequence, Max. And I’m glad that you saved me, because if you hadn’t, I wouldn’t have you. And if I didn’t have this life, I’m not sure I’d want one at all.” She looked down at their hands bound together against his chest, his body warm against the back of hers. “I’ve hurt you,” she confessed.
“Liz, it doesn’t-“
She put a finger softly against his lips. “Shh, please let me speak. All of this time I’ve been struggling to deny what I’m becoming and pushing all of that away. And then today, after talking with Isabel, I realized that I was pushing away everything that you are, and that you’ve had to stand by and watch me reject everything you’re made of.”
Max turned his gaze downward, not wanting her to see in his eyes that she was speaking the truth.
“I didn’t consider that and I’m truly sorry,” she apologized, lifting his chin so he would look at her. “I’m sorry if I made you feel like there was something wrong with you. I just wanted so badly to be what I was before – I don’t think it would have mattered what the changes were. I think I would have reacted the same way about anything.”
“I understand,” he reassured her. “The things you’re going through are scary.”
One corner of her mouth lifted into a smile, remembering Isabel’s tale of Max’s powers gone awry. “You know because you’ve been there?”
He nodded. “Yeah, in a sense. It’s frightening to have something happen and know you did it but not know how. But I can tell you this – once you get a handle on it, sometimes it can be unbelievably fun.”
She gave a little laugh. “Tell me,” she prodded.
Max rolled his eyes upward. “Well, we have to lose the roof first.” He pulled the sleeping bag down so that their faces were exposed to the night air again. Squirming, he freed a hand, then pointed to the sky. “Do you know where Orion is?”
Liz looked at the millions of stars in the sky, trying to locate the constellation, then finally shook her head.
“Then I’ll draw it for you.” A fine beam of red light illuminated from the end of Max’s forefinger and he traced the outline of Orion.
Liz let out a delighted gasp. “It’s like a built-in laser pointer!”
Max smiled, retracted the light. “That one gets you in trouble in movie theaters, though.”
Liz laughed.
Chilly, he pulled his arm inside and tugged the sleeping bag over their heads again. “One time, Isabel and I were at the rock quarry when we were about twelve, I guess, and she was just feeling bummed out about everything. So, she reached into the water and turned it to ice.”
Liz’s eyes grew round. “Really?”
He nodded eagerly. “And then she and I spent what seemed like forever skating around on our sneakers, falling down, bruising our elbows and knees. It was ninety degrees that day, and Iz and I were skating.” Max shrugged. “Then Michael came along and wanted to try.”
“How did he do?”
“Well, being the evil creature she was, Isabel waited until he got about halfway across the quarry, then she turned it back to water.”
Liz laughed.
“Sure,” Max teased. “You can laugh – you weren’t the one who had to go haul his ass back to shore because he couldn’t swim.”
Liz’s smile was warm as she took his hand in hers. “I’m terrified, but I want to learn, Max. And I want you to teach me.”
He drew in a breath. “Are you sure? I mean, my methods of ‘helping’ have been anything but helpful so far.”
She nodded. “Yeah, I’m sure. It’s one of the few things I am sure about.”
Max’s brow furrowed slightly. “What do you mean?”
“I don’t know who I am or even what I am anymore. Everything about me has changed – even my appearance. And while I’ve been trying to find myself again, I lost track of one thing.” She turned his hand over and brought it to her lips, placing a soft kiss against his palm. “And that is that I love you, Max. No matter what or who I become, I’ll always love you.”
Max felt the first sting of new tears in his eyes.
“And that’s enough for me,” Liz said, releasing his hand and laying hers against his chest. “It’s enough for me to believe that for some reason this was all meant to be.”
Bridging a gap that had been between them for too long, Max took Liz into his arms and held her tightly, his tears falling silently from beneath his eyelashes. They remained that way until sleep overtook them, two alien life forms entwined together under the stars.
tbc
~~~~~
*Dialogue from "Blind Date"
By the time Max returned to the pod chamber, the sun had already set and he had to use his flashlight to find a clean path on which to walk. Ducking through the opening of the cave, his eyes settled first on Isabel. He smiled and was about to greet her when she quickly put a finger to her lips. Max’s attention shifted to the sleeping bag, where Liz was lying on her side, her hands folded beneath her cheek, her eyes closed in sleep. Concern marred his handsome face as he looked back to his sister for explanation.
Rising and stretching at the same time, Isabel closed the magazine she’d been reading and silently pointed to the cave entrance, indicating he should go outside. Max obeyed, but as soon as they were in the open he turned to her.
“What happened? Is she okay?”
Isabel smiled. “She’s fine. I think I wore her out.”
Max’s eyebrows rose quickly. “Wore her out?”
She nodded, yawning. “Lots of catcuses met their deaths today.” She stopped for a moment, looking to the sky. “Is that the plural of cactus? It isn’t, is it?”
“Cacti,” Max corrected, rather impatiently, shifting his weight from one foot to the other.
Isabel grinned. “Yeah, that’s it.”
“What about them? What do you mean they met their deaths?”
“Well, it seems that Miss Parker was willing to test out the new powers a bit.”
Max’s face broke into a grin – he could hardly believe it. “Yeah? How did she do?”
“All right, all things considered. I think it’s a good sign that she can more or less control the urge to burn now. Before she went away, things just sort of blew up on her. If that were still the case, Michael would be toast.”
Max sighed, remembering that terrible debacle and nodded. “Yeah, you’re right.”
Isabel eyed him curiously. “Exactly what happened, Max? I’ve never seen Michael come home with his tail between his legs before.”
Max gave her a surprised look.
“Oh, yeah. He came in the door, mumbled something and then went to sit on the couch without another word. He was still there when I left. He looked like someone stole his ice cream money.”
Max ran a hand through his hair. “He said some pretty horrible things, Iz. He apologized and said that he didn’t mean any of them. I told him it wasn’t a problem.”
“Not so sure he let himself off the hook, even if you did say it was okay. He doesn’t let everyone see it, Max, but he’s a lot more sensitive than he’d have people believe.”
Max reflected on Michael’s sullen behavior that morning and could picture in his mind everything his sister was telling him. “Okay, Iz. When we get back, I’ll make sure I talk to him. And Liz, too.”
She stretched, pulling her arms high over her head. “Let’s sit down, okay? I’m pooped and I want to tell you what happened today.”
Max agreed and raised his hand to the fire pit he and Michael had constructed the night before. In moments, the dried brush he’d put in the pit earlier burst into flames, eerie shadows projecting across the sand and rock. He picked up his sleeping bag and shook the dirt from it, then laid it back down for them to sit on.
They sat Indian-style, facing one another, two alien life forms reflected in the flickering flames.
“So, what happened?” Max asked, anxious to hear the details.
“Well, I picked Liz up and took her to lunch. And then we talked about what was going on with her and how she could learn to accept what it was and try to deal with it.” She grinned. “I appealed to her sense of curiosity.”
“Good move.”
Isabel nodded. “So, then we came back here and spent the afternoon toasting cactuses – cacti. She’s actually a pretty good shot.”
Max felt a twinge of envy that he hadn’t been the one to help Liz. “Did she exhibit any other powers?”
“Exhibit?” Isabel laughed. “She’s not a lab rat, Max.” Before he could guiltily correct himself, she touched his arm in a gesture of truce. “The answer is – not yet. But who knows what will happen now that she’s stopped struggling against it?”
Yes, Max thought. Who knows?
Isabel yawned again and looked at her watch. “It’s late – I should go.”
“You could stay here,” Max offered.
She looked around at the sand and ashes and her brow furrowed. “You’re joking, right? Dear brother, I will stay in any seedy motel you want, but this is out of the question.”
He snorted a laugh, then reached over and hugged her. “Thank you, Isabel.”
She smiled and gave him a kiss on the cheek. “Anytime.”
Max watched her leave, then looked into the flames, their dancing having a hypnotic effect on him. It felt good to sit here, soaking in the warmth of the fire, watching the flames licking the darkness. Mentally, he agreed to give Liz some time and space; he’d spend another night under the stars.
“You're my dream girl, Liz.”
“And what if I believe you tonight?”
“Then we live happily ever after.”
“And then what about tomorrow...when you go back to realizing who you really are, and all of your fantasies go away.”
“I'll still have you.”
“This can never be normal, Max.”
“What's so great about normal?”
Max awoke to the sensation of something soft slowly tracing the contours of his face. He cracked open his eyes and blinked a couple of times. The fire had gone out and above him he could see a million stars. Within those stars, he saw Liz’s smiling face. Her smile was one of awe, of discovery.
“It’s cold,” he said, lifting open his sleeping bag. “Get in.”
She obeyed and slid in beside him, her limbs shivering in the chilly desert air. When she was all of the way inside, she pulled the sleeping bag up over both of their heads, so that they were in total darkness.
“I want to show you something,” she said, her voice tinged with excitement.
“What?” Max asked sleepily.
He felt her hand on his arm and suddenly he could see her face, almost as though she had flicked on a flashlight under the blanket. Quickly, he looked to his arm as she moved her hand down it, a faint white glow following her trail.
“I can do it to you,” she said, a hint of pride in her voice, and Max was propelled back in time when once he’d made her skin glow and she’d sullenly pointed out that she couldn’t do it to him.
“You can,” he said in awe as her fingers trailed off his arm and the glow dissipated.
“What does it feel like?” she asked eagerly, and he had to keep from laughing at her scientific questioning.
“Um, kind of like static electricity, only better,” he said. “It tingles. It’s kind of warm and cool all at once.” He offered a little smile. “It’s kind of sensual.”
Liz returned his smile briefly, but then her expression fell serious as she reached out to touch his face. “I think you’re beautiful, Max,” she said softly.
Wordlessly, he took her hand in his and moved it away from his face, held it against his chest instead. His eyes were cautious, masking a pain deep within.
“I wish things could have been different,” he confided. “I wish that I could have saved you without this consequence.”
She gave him a bittersweet smile. “Everything has a consequence, Max. And I’m glad that you saved me, because if you hadn’t, I wouldn’t have you. And if I didn’t have this life, I’m not sure I’d want one at all.” She looked down at their hands bound together against his chest, his body warm against the back of hers. “I’ve hurt you,” she confessed.
“Liz, it doesn’t-“
She put a finger softly against his lips. “Shh, please let me speak. All of this time I’ve been struggling to deny what I’m becoming and pushing all of that away. And then today, after talking with Isabel, I realized that I was pushing away everything that you are, and that you’ve had to stand by and watch me reject everything you’re made of.”
Max turned his gaze downward, not wanting her to see in his eyes that she was speaking the truth.
“I didn’t consider that and I’m truly sorry,” she apologized, lifting his chin so he would look at her. “I’m sorry if I made you feel like there was something wrong with you. I just wanted so badly to be what I was before – I don’t think it would have mattered what the changes were. I think I would have reacted the same way about anything.”
“I understand,” he reassured her. “The things you’re going through are scary.”
One corner of her mouth lifted into a smile, remembering Isabel’s tale of Max’s powers gone awry. “You know because you’ve been there?”
He nodded. “Yeah, in a sense. It’s frightening to have something happen and know you did it but not know how. But I can tell you this – once you get a handle on it, sometimes it can be unbelievably fun.”
She gave a little laugh. “Tell me,” she prodded.
Max rolled his eyes upward. “Well, we have to lose the roof first.” He pulled the sleeping bag down so that their faces were exposed to the night air again. Squirming, he freed a hand, then pointed to the sky. “Do you know where Orion is?”
Liz looked at the millions of stars in the sky, trying to locate the constellation, then finally shook her head.
“Then I’ll draw it for you.” A fine beam of red light illuminated from the end of Max’s forefinger and he traced the outline of Orion.
Liz let out a delighted gasp. “It’s like a built-in laser pointer!”
Max smiled, retracted the light. “That one gets you in trouble in movie theaters, though.”
Liz laughed.
Chilly, he pulled his arm inside and tugged the sleeping bag over their heads again. “One time, Isabel and I were at the rock quarry when we were about twelve, I guess, and she was just feeling bummed out about everything. So, she reached into the water and turned it to ice.”
Liz’s eyes grew round. “Really?”
He nodded eagerly. “And then she and I spent what seemed like forever skating around on our sneakers, falling down, bruising our elbows and knees. It was ninety degrees that day, and Iz and I were skating.” Max shrugged. “Then Michael came along and wanted to try.”
“How did he do?”
“Well, being the evil creature she was, Isabel waited until he got about halfway across the quarry, then she turned it back to water.”
Liz laughed.
“Sure,” Max teased. “You can laugh – you weren’t the one who had to go haul his ass back to shore because he couldn’t swim.”
Liz’s smile was warm as she took his hand in hers. “I’m terrified, but I want to learn, Max. And I want you to teach me.”
He drew in a breath. “Are you sure? I mean, my methods of ‘helping’ have been anything but helpful so far.”
She nodded. “Yeah, I’m sure. It’s one of the few things I am sure about.”
Max’s brow furrowed slightly. “What do you mean?”
“I don’t know who I am or even what I am anymore. Everything about me has changed – even my appearance. And while I’ve been trying to find myself again, I lost track of one thing.” She turned his hand over and brought it to her lips, placing a soft kiss against his palm. “And that is that I love you, Max. No matter what or who I become, I’ll always love you.”
Max felt the first sting of new tears in his eyes.
“And that’s enough for me,” Liz said, releasing his hand and laying hers against his chest. “It’s enough for me to believe that for some reason this was all meant to be.”
Bridging a gap that had been between them for too long, Max took Liz into his arms and held her tightly, his tears falling silently from beneath his eyelashes. They remained that way until sleep overtook them, two alien life forms entwined together under the stars.
tbc
~~~~~
*Dialogue from "Blind Date"