Roswell Fanatics

Michael

" I don't want your pitty." She says, and I just nod.

"Fine."

"I do...God knows I do, but I know you. I know your reaction. I sometimes wonder what happen to me either." She continues in reply to my question, again wiping away her tears.

"You know, I only react the way I do because I love you Liz," I say, knowing how cheesy and brotherly that sounds. "And I know I have a shitty temper, but I can't control it. I try."

Liz

"Ok..." I said biting my lips, I'm so nerves, "part of the reson I change and having gottin any sleep lately is..." I don't know what I'm doing, I know going be so piss off when I tell him the reason. I just know he will.

"because I been doing......" I look at his express careful, " I been doing drugs." I said finally. I get ready for shouting and screaming, and him blasting or hiting a wall.

Michael

"Ok...part of the reson I change and having gottin any sleep lately is..." Liz says, and I hold my breath, waiting for her to say something horrible.

"because I been doing.....I been doing drugs." She finishes, and I just look at her, my shock visible. I don't even yell. I'm beyond yelling. Waaaay beyond.

"Why Liz. Why?" I ask, my voice a little stressed as I shut my eyes and press my hand to my forehead, praying that I'm imagining what she just said.

"What in hell got you started on that?" I ask, still quietly, as I stand up, clenching my fist but doing nothing about it. I'm angry, in fact, so angry I could blast the wall of the hallway to bits, but I don't show it. Instead, my face remains passively calm. Why would she resort to that? It's bad for a human, who knows what it does to us? My face blank, I look away for a minute.

"When?"

Liz

"Why Liz. Why?" Michael ask not angry, well his expression doesn't look angry, but I know he is ready to pop. I know Michael, he not the type of person just sit back and watches whatever happens in front of him.

"What in hell got you started on that?" he ask standing up, I see he clent his fist together and I know he trying to hold his cool. "Because....I don't feel good about myself, and partly is because you don't listen to me, you let your emotion get the best of you. Michael do remember last time we ever talk without yelling at each other and just listen?" I said standin up.

"When?" he ask, "since the end of school year of last year." I said honestly. "Michael when I started or whenever reason, I need closure; I wasn't get it here, or any where else, so the only thing that had that was drugs." I said.

"My last drug doing was yesterday." I said adding, I know going to blow up the house. I know because this has to do with the hold, I'm trying kill myself thing.

Michael

"Because....I don't feel good about myself, and partly is because you don't listen to me, you let your emotion get the best of you. Michael do remember last time we ever talk without yelling at each other and just listen?" Liz replies, standing up. I slowly clench and unclench my fist, trying to calm myself.

"I know Liz, but that is no reason to use something that could kill you," I say, trying to reason with her.

"since the end of school year of last year. Michael when I started or whenever reason, I need closure; I wasn't get it here, or any where else, so the only thing that had that was drugs." She says, going on, and I don't think I can take any more of this. The whole summer she was doing them? And I didn't notice? Well, sure, I'd noticed a change, but I hadn't been able to put a finger on why.

"My last drug doing was yesterday." She says, before falling silent again.

"So what made you stop?" I ask, trying to get to the bottom of her reasoning.

Liz

"I know Liz, but that is no reason to use something that could kill you," he said, and I know how mad he is. I wish Michael and I relationship never turn out this way. The way we find and losing each other.

"So what made you stop?" he ask, and I bite my lip down, "Max..." I said looking at his reaction carefully. "he show me how life could be with the drugs and that I just needed to talk about it and not hold it in. He also show me how to trust him, that the reason I told him. Michael I need a friend. You got Alex, but who do I have? If haven't notice I the biggest loser in school, I have no friends, and people kick me around." I said.

"Max is really a good guy if you give him a chance to get to know each other." I said finally.

Michael

"Max...he show me how life could be with the drugs and that I just needed to talk about it and not hold it in. He also show me how to trust him, that the reason I told him. Michael I need a friend. You got Alex, but who do I have? If haven't notice I the biggest loser in school, I have no friends, and people kick me around." Liz says, and it finally dawns on me that she's right.

I never noticed how out of the loop she was at school, because I was too. But then I had Alex, my best friend. She was right. I'd never seen her bring friends home. Of course, Max was still someone I hated outright, but if he'd stopped her from doing drugs, he obviously hadn't introduced her to them, so that was good.

"Max is really a good guy if you give him a chance to get to know each other." She adds, and there's finality in her tone.

"Liz, I can't get to know him if you never let me meet him," I state matter of factly, looking at her carefully. "You've never brought him here."

Liz

"Liz, I can't get to know him if you never let me meet him, You've never brought him here." Michael said. He right, I don't bring him home, because he is my special friend. You know someone you don't have to share to the world.

"I don't know, I guess I was afraid you'll attack him. Or because you hate because he is human. Michael this may be hard to understand, but I'm in love with Max, and he feels the same way. I know this because he told me himself." I said.

Michael

"I don't know, I guess I was afraid you'll attack him. Or because you hate because he is human. Michael this may be hard to understand, but I'm in love with Max, and he feels the same way. I know this because he told me himself." Liz says, and I just look at her.

I know she means it, and to be honest, I just might believe her.

"I want to meet him." I say, looking at her again so she can see I mean it. I do want to meet him, and if I don't like him, it'll be the perfect oppurtunity to tell him to stay away from her. It's a win win situation. I also want to see if he's telling the truth and not just leading her on.

Liz

"I want to meet him." Michael said, and I look at him. I'm kind scary because I don't know how Michael or Max will react. I'm just afraid this will try out badly. I sigh. I guess I won't know if i won't try.

"Ok, when" I ask.