Roswell Fanatics

~Kyle~

When my head stops spinning...and the room I notice that Isabel is standing in front of us talking to Zar or more like chewing her out uh wonder what that’s about.

"Him I know, or know off. So what is your name?" Isabel asks.

“Who I must be famous.” I chuckle which earns me an icy glare.

Well looks like it worked we got our selves a vengeance demon. “So I hope while I was out Zar told you what was going on right? Hey where’s Michael and Remus?” I ask looking around. “And Alex for that matter.” I figured we summon at least one of the three demons and the others would fallow right so why are they not here?

Isabel/Calypso

Before the whitelighter can answer my question Kyle comes around and starts blabbering,“Who I must be famous.”

I roll my eyes in exasperation.He thinks he's a funny man!!!!

Hey where’s Michael and Remus?” he asks looking aorund as if expecting them to appear at any moment

At the mention of Remus' name I feel a tug at my heart.He'd only died an hour ago and yet it seems like ages already.

"Remus...was murdered...by Sebastian." I tell him quietly
"Michael was with Alex and me in our hotel room in Austria before you summoned me.We were trying to come up with a plan of action.I sent a message to Michael so he should be showing up pretty soon."

*Lysander*

“Lysander man go with my sister would you? I really need to go change or I’ll catch my death of the cold." Max commands with a look of uncertainty. Isabel shoots him a look that spells out pure surprise as well as annoyance. She is not going to be happy about this.
"It's not like I need an escort in my own home Maxwell." She all but growls at her well meaning brother. If she only knew he was simply trying to protect her. I know thats all I want to do, but I feel that is all I ever will be to her. A friend on the outside who desperately attempts to watch out for her. Tries and fails apparently.



"But if you want to come Lysander,that's okay." She states before taking off. Oh this is soo nto good. I run after her and almost bump into her back when she mumbles, "I'm fed up of being treated with kid gloves." I've got to do something. Anything to keep her from finding the two of them well... in awkward circumstances. I grab Isabel's shoulder softly and I whirl the enchanting beauty around so thta our eyes meet and our faces are mere inches apart. "Iz... please. I need to speak to you first... privately. Is there somewhere we could talk... alone?" I question hoping to distract her long enough for Max to find my insane brother and hopefully beat the mess out of him.

*Maria*

“Um hi Maria? Or are ya someone else? Anyway it’s me Dustin.” The boy replies with an innocent smile as he looks up at me hopefully. I study is unfamiliar face and our eyes lock and I recognize him instantly. Dustin of course! "Um... Hi Dustin." Pulling him inside the room I shut the door quickly and Scott appears completely baffled by the new revelation. Leaning in close I whisper into my friends ear, "It's me Ria, but here I go by Rosa so just play along." Walking towards my dresser I state, "Come in and make yourself comfortable." I gesture toward Dustin. " Scott was just leaving." I glare angerily at the man who had attempted to seduce me.

Isabel~past

Lysander spins me around and for an instant I think that he's going to kiss me right there because our faces are so close.For whatever reason the idea of him kissing me is quite appealing.

'Stop it Isabel...you're engaged to the man's brother for heaven's sake.'
I reprimand myself but cannot ignore the feeling his touch had aroused

"Iz... please. I need to speak to you first... privately. Is there somewhere we could talk... alone?" he asks me with,there's a look of desperation in his eyes and I can't say no to that

"What's the matter Lysander?Are you okay?Of course we can talk...privately.The library is down the hall,no one will be there at this hour.Come." I beckon him to follow me as I stride down the corridor

Reaching the library I push open the heavy oak doors.The room is in total darkness...no candle or torch is ever allowed to burn in here unattended.The lightening from outside will have to provide the occasional illumination.

*Lysander*

Clearly I've alarmed her for her beautiful face lights up in panic. I never meant to frighten her. That's the last thing I'd ever want. She's the only thing that... I have to stop this ludicrious thinking. She's in love with my brother. In fact she probably only puts up with me for his benefit. I just can't help but love everything about her. The graceful way she moves, the confident yet soft way she speaks to those she cares about. All the little details that make her into the wonderful lady I've fallen for.

"What's the matter Lysander? Are you okay? Of course we can talk...privately.The library is down the hall,no one will be there at this hour.Come." She gestures for me to follow and I do as I'm told trying to rack my brain on how I'm going to keep her away from Rosa's room. I have to do something. Anything to keep her from experiencing that kind of pain. I'm afraid the knowledge of their betrayal would simply break her. She so strong ,but when it comes to those she trusts she's vulnerable. I wish I could wrap my arms around her and protect her from all the evils in the world, but alas I can not. For she is not truly mine. Nor will she ever be. Damn this is depressing.

Reaching the library, she pushes open doors and I see that the place is completely dark. Well if I ever wanted to confess this would be the time. I wouldn't have to see her laugh in my face, or worse withstand a look of pity. Taking her hand in mine I swallow harshly as I desperately try to come up with words to express how I feel about her. Words falter. Nothing could descirbe the completeness I experience when she's near. I must try! "Isabel, I... don't... I don't want you to find Scott." Well, at least I'm not lying to her. "I want you to stay here... with me." Oh god, here we go.

Isabel~past

I wait patiently for Lysander to say what he has to but he looks a little nervous.Do I make him nervous?He takes my hands in his and I don't quite know what to expect...
Isabel, I... don't... I don't want you to find Scott...I want you to stay here... with me." he says in a voice which is so sincere I am stumped for a moment

Not withdrawing my hands from his I stand still for a moment,trying to understand what he really means by saying that he doesn't want me to find Scott and instead stay with him.I rack my brains but can't find a suitable answer or one that I can entertain.

'He can't be in love with me...can he?'

"Lysander...what...what are you trying to say?You're confusing me." I say a little short of breath because my heart is thumping wildly in my chest

*Lysander*

As I have anticipated she has no clue how I feel about her. Boy is she gonna get a laugh out of this. "Lysander...what...what are you trying to say? You're confusing me." she replies breathlessly. Well, it's now or never. I might as well go down in a blaze of glory. Pulling her closer until our bodies touch lightly I search deep into her eyes for any signs of repulsion, and I find none. That's good at least.

"Isabel, he doesn't see you like I do. He doesn't crave the simplest moments with you. He doesn't ache for you deep down in his soul like I do. I.. I want you to be with me. I tried to hide it to keep my feelings in check, but I can't fight it anymore. You deserve to be with someone who appreciates how amazing you are. Your strength. Your compassion. All the things that made me fall in love with you."

I'm unable to keep myself apart from her any longer. Leaning over I capture her lips for a soft kiss. Her mouth feels warm against mine and I explore it greedily taking my time immensing myself in the sensations she is creating within me. Breaking apart my hand gently cups her cheek and I pray to whatever God may exist that she doesn't slap me hard across the face. "I want to be the one you run to." Desperately I search her expression for any signs to what she's feeling.

Isabel~past

It's as if I am in a dream...Lysander pulls me up against him and looks in to my eyes just a for a second before saying all the things I have ever wanted to hear from Scott's mouth...

"Isabel, he doesn't see you like I do. He doesn't crave the simplest moments with you. He doesn't ache for you deep down in his soul like I do. I.. I want you to be with me. I tried to hide it to keep my feelings in check, but I can't fight it anymore. You deserve to be with someone who appreciates how amazing you are. Your strength. Your compassion. All the things that made me fall in love with you."

I can literallly feel my knees turning in to jello and it's a good thing he's holding me up otherwise I would be sitting on the ground right now.My upbringing tells me that I should be offended that my future brother-in-law is taking liberties with me...but my heart is screaming at me...telling me to give in...to listen to him.


And...he kisses me.The only thing that runs through my mind is that I have never been kissed like this before.Scot''s kisses are mostly about himself and what he wants.Lysander is tender and loving and exciting.On some level I am a little shocked and know that I need to put a stop to this madness but...

Before I know it I am kissing him back with equal fervour,bringing my hands up to his neck,parting my lips slightly,wanting him to deepen the kiss.If this is the only time we ever kiss...at least I will know what it's like to have been kissed by a man who can say things like that to a woman.

*Lysander*

Of all the odd things that have occured today. The vision I got from Rosa, Max being MIA, and Scotts almost slip up with Isabel I have to say this has got to be the oddest. She's actually kissing me back. I hold her tightly fearful of letting her go. What if she just goes back to him like nothing ever happened? My heart breaks at the thought of it. I need to knwo how she feels about me. Good, bad, indifferent. It's better than not knowing. Pulling apart from her I try to hide my eagerness for the knowledge only she can give me.

"I... How do you feel about me?" I stutter worriedly. "I understand how this makes me look. I've always been your friend ,and then you become betrowth to my brother and I confess undying love for you ,but I NEEDED to get all this out in the open. I want the feeling to be mutal. If it isn't..." Taking a much needed deep breath I advert my gaze. "I'll walk away and never bother you again. I'll give my brother my blessing and take up guard in the militia. You'll never have to see me again." I whisper looking toward the door.