Re: Being Miss Perfect (UC/CC Mi/L M/L Adult)Chapter 30 25/0
Posted: Fri Aug 30, 2013 10:00 am
Hi all!! Sorry for a late part. You all know what's keeping me occupied at the moment
Here's the next part, thank you to those few who left feed back. Only one more part after this small chapter.
I'm sad to be writing the very last pages of this fic right now whilst baby is sleeping and hope to post the final part in the next couple of days.
Hope you enjoy it
Elle xx
Chapter 31
Liz couldn’t stop the tears from flowing, she couldn’t stop thinking that if she had tried harder with Serena then she wouldn’t be cold and in the ground right now. She heard someone walking towards her and expected Alex and Isabel to sit beside her or try to move her away but what she didn’t expect, when she felt someone sit beside her, was to look up through trails of tears to see Michael.
She froze, sniffling, as she stared at him, expecting him to be a hallucination.
“Michael?” She asked uncertainly and he gave her a small smile.
“Liz.” He said and she wiped a hand across her face.
“What are you doing here?” She asked and he shrugged,
“I’m here for my friend. She needs me.” He said simply and fresh tears started as she realised that he was choosing to be there for her instead of letting Max decide for him. As the fresh tears fell a look of sympathy fell across his face and he reached an arm out to pull her close for a hug. That small gesture opened a dam inside her and she wrapped her arms around him, holding on tight and sobbing into his shoulder as he stroked a hand over the back of her head and held her tight.
Max stood watching the scene unfold before him and once again felt the twist in his chest at the sight of Michael and Liz together. He should be comforting Liz, not Michael, and yet he couldn’t bring himself to go take his place. He still had resentment towards them both for what they had done and he knew his mother and Isabel and Alex were right in what they had been saying to him, but it was hard to make his heart believe it. It was still broken from finding out the girl of his dreams had been sleeping with his brother. Call him crazy but he just couldn’t get over it just yet.
He turned to Isabel and Alex.
“I’ll call and check up on her later.” He said and turned and walked away. He hadn’t gone far when Alex caught up with him.
“One last thing, I may be pissed with you but I’ve never seen Liz care about someone as much as she cared about you.” Alex said quickly and carried on when Max stared at him.
“It may have started out as an act to fool my parents but towards the end, even I could see how deep her feelings were for you. She wouldn’t be dealing with it this hard if she didn’t have feelings for you and whilst I know she made some shitty decisions, put yourself in her shoes, would you have done it differently than she did?” He left that as his parting words and walked back to Isabel and Maria.
Max sighed and carried on walking.
Later that night Liz was feeling restless as she lay on a sun lounger in Alex’s back garden as she stared up at the dark sky. Isabel and Alex were inside cleaning up the dinner plates whilst she had retreated to the cool, dark garden to think. She stared up at the night-sky and watched the millions of stars twinkling in the distance. The sound of her phone ringing in her pocket surprised her. Digging it out she frowned at the withheld number.
“Hello?” She asked as she answered it.
“Liz? It’s Max.” His soothing voice floated down the phone to her ear and she felt a familiar sense of calm drift over her.
“Max? Where are you calling from? Your number’s withheld.” She asked softly and heard a small laugh on the other end.
“I wasn’t sure you’d answer if you saw it was me.”
She didn’t really know what to say to that so she stayed silent and Max spoke again.
“Are you ok?” He asked and before she could answer he snorted,
“That’s a stupid question, of course you aren’t ok.” He rushed out and then paused for a second.
“Liz I’m so sorry about Serena.” He finally said and she nodded even though he couldn’t see her.
“Thanks Max.” She whispered and wiped at a stray tear rolling from her eye. They sat in silence for several seconds before Liz spoke up.
“Max, what are you calling for?” She said boldly and heard his sigh on the other end.
“I don’t know…” He began but then stopped,
“Actually I do, I saw you today…at the cemetery.” He admitted and she wasn’t surprised to hear that, Michael had told her that Max had been with him but when she had looked around he had been gone.
“Why did you come to the cemetery?” She asked quietly.
“I..I wanted to see…no…I couldn’t let you…” He stopped and took a deep breath before continuing.
“I couldn’t stand the thought of you going through today without knowing someone was there that understood how you were feeling. Despite what’s happened lately Liz, you told me things that you haven’t told anyone else and I wanted to show you that I meant what I said before, I am here for you if you need someone.” He said and she smiled at the sentiment. It meant a lot to her that despite dealing with his issues regarding what she had done to him, he was still being the caring, thoughtful Max that she had grown to love over the week they had spent together.
“But you didn’t stay Max.” She said.
“I know and I’m sorry, I saw Michael comforting you and…well…I’m trying Liz, I’m seriously trying to sort through how I feel about you two and it’s just too…” She interrupted him this time.
“I understand Max; you don’t need to explain yourself. I know this hasn’t been easy on you and I don’t think I can ever say how sorry I am that things happened the way they did. I know it’s hard for you to make sense of things and I appreciate the show of support today. I felt better knowing you had been there for a short while, it made the day seem less…hard I guess.” She stopped and sucked in a deep breath. After several seconds Max’s gentle voice whispered four little words that broke through the haze she had been functioning in since returning from the cemetery that day.
“It wasn’t your fault.”
She frowned, briefly wondering which particular event in her life wasn’t her fault, but he carried on.
“You know that don’t you Liz? What Serena did, it wasn’t your fault.”
Liz felt the fresh flow of tears as her hand automatically touched the letter folded in her jacket pocket. The last letter Serena had asked to be passed on to Liz by Sean. When she didn’t respond Max called her name.
“I didn’t mean to upset you. I know what you’re probably thinking about and remembering how she acted towards you when we went to see her but don’t for one second let her put all the blame and guilt on you Liz. She wasn’t well, we know that and she knew saying those things would come back to haunt you.” He said fiercely and she nodded as she wiped tears from her face.
“I know.” She sobbed, “But it still doesn’t make it any easier.”
“It’s not meant to be easy Liz, this will hurt you for a long time but I want you to promise me that you won’t blame yourself for what happened to her. Promise me.” He demanded and she sighed softly.
“I promise. Can you make me a promise Max?”
“Depends what it is.”
“Can you call me once in a while, just to insult me or something, just like old times at school? I miss it strangely enough.” She asked and he laughed softly down the line at her.
“Of all the promises you could ask of me and you want me to call you up just to tell you that you’re bitch?”
Liz laughed for the first time that day and it felt normal.
“Wasn’t it frigid bitch?” She asked playfully and she could almost see Max shrug his broad shoulders.
“That was before I knew you. I’ll have to think up some new insults.” He said and she sighed.
“Thank you for this.”
“For what?”
“For cheering me up and checking up on me, I really appreciate it Max.”
“You’re welcome.”
“I better go; Alex and Isabel will wonder what I’m doing outside by myself.” She sighed as she glanced towards the house where, sure enough, Alex was trying to look like he was inspecting the lock on the window rather than checking up on her.
“Ok goodnight.”
“Goodbye Max.” She said and it felt more final than she wanted it to but somehow she knew she needed to close that part of her life for now so she could start to heal herself. She hung up and stared up at the night sky once more before getting up and walking towards the house.

Here's the next part, thank you to those few who left feed back. Only one more part after this small chapter.

Hope you enjoy it

Chapter 31
Liz couldn’t stop the tears from flowing, she couldn’t stop thinking that if she had tried harder with Serena then she wouldn’t be cold and in the ground right now. She heard someone walking towards her and expected Alex and Isabel to sit beside her or try to move her away but what she didn’t expect, when she felt someone sit beside her, was to look up through trails of tears to see Michael.
She froze, sniffling, as she stared at him, expecting him to be a hallucination.
“Michael?” She asked uncertainly and he gave her a small smile.
“Liz.” He said and she wiped a hand across her face.
“What are you doing here?” She asked and he shrugged,
“I’m here for my friend. She needs me.” He said simply and fresh tears started as she realised that he was choosing to be there for her instead of letting Max decide for him. As the fresh tears fell a look of sympathy fell across his face and he reached an arm out to pull her close for a hug. That small gesture opened a dam inside her and she wrapped her arms around him, holding on tight and sobbing into his shoulder as he stroked a hand over the back of her head and held her tight.
Max stood watching the scene unfold before him and once again felt the twist in his chest at the sight of Michael and Liz together. He should be comforting Liz, not Michael, and yet he couldn’t bring himself to go take his place. He still had resentment towards them both for what they had done and he knew his mother and Isabel and Alex were right in what they had been saying to him, but it was hard to make his heart believe it. It was still broken from finding out the girl of his dreams had been sleeping with his brother. Call him crazy but he just couldn’t get over it just yet.
He turned to Isabel and Alex.
“I’ll call and check up on her later.” He said and turned and walked away. He hadn’t gone far when Alex caught up with him.
“One last thing, I may be pissed with you but I’ve never seen Liz care about someone as much as she cared about you.” Alex said quickly and carried on when Max stared at him.
“It may have started out as an act to fool my parents but towards the end, even I could see how deep her feelings were for you. She wouldn’t be dealing with it this hard if she didn’t have feelings for you and whilst I know she made some shitty decisions, put yourself in her shoes, would you have done it differently than she did?” He left that as his parting words and walked back to Isabel and Maria.
Max sighed and carried on walking.
Later that night Liz was feeling restless as she lay on a sun lounger in Alex’s back garden as she stared up at the dark sky. Isabel and Alex were inside cleaning up the dinner plates whilst she had retreated to the cool, dark garden to think. She stared up at the night-sky and watched the millions of stars twinkling in the distance. The sound of her phone ringing in her pocket surprised her. Digging it out she frowned at the withheld number.
“Hello?” She asked as she answered it.
“Liz? It’s Max.” His soothing voice floated down the phone to her ear and she felt a familiar sense of calm drift over her.
“Max? Where are you calling from? Your number’s withheld.” She asked softly and heard a small laugh on the other end.
“I wasn’t sure you’d answer if you saw it was me.”
She didn’t really know what to say to that so she stayed silent and Max spoke again.
“Are you ok?” He asked and before she could answer he snorted,
“That’s a stupid question, of course you aren’t ok.” He rushed out and then paused for a second.
“Liz I’m so sorry about Serena.” He finally said and she nodded even though he couldn’t see her.
“Thanks Max.” She whispered and wiped at a stray tear rolling from her eye. They sat in silence for several seconds before Liz spoke up.
“Max, what are you calling for?” She said boldly and heard his sigh on the other end.
“I don’t know…” He began but then stopped,
“Actually I do, I saw you today…at the cemetery.” He admitted and she wasn’t surprised to hear that, Michael had told her that Max had been with him but when she had looked around he had been gone.
“Why did you come to the cemetery?” She asked quietly.
“I..I wanted to see…no…I couldn’t let you…” He stopped and took a deep breath before continuing.
“I couldn’t stand the thought of you going through today without knowing someone was there that understood how you were feeling. Despite what’s happened lately Liz, you told me things that you haven’t told anyone else and I wanted to show you that I meant what I said before, I am here for you if you need someone.” He said and she smiled at the sentiment. It meant a lot to her that despite dealing with his issues regarding what she had done to him, he was still being the caring, thoughtful Max that she had grown to love over the week they had spent together.
“But you didn’t stay Max.” She said.
“I know and I’m sorry, I saw Michael comforting you and…well…I’m trying Liz, I’m seriously trying to sort through how I feel about you two and it’s just too…” She interrupted him this time.
“I understand Max; you don’t need to explain yourself. I know this hasn’t been easy on you and I don’t think I can ever say how sorry I am that things happened the way they did. I know it’s hard for you to make sense of things and I appreciate the show of support today. I felt better knowing you had been there for a short while, it made the day seem less…hard I guess.” She stopped and sucked in a deep breath. After several seconds Max’s gentle voice whispered four little words that broke through the haze she had been functioning in since returning from the cemetery that day.
“It wasn’t your fault.”
She frowned, briefly wondering which particular event in her life wasn’t her fault, but he carried on.
“You know that don’t you Liz? What Serena did, it wasn’t your fault.”
Liz felt the fresh flow of tears as her hand automatically touched the letter folded in her jacket pocket. The last letter Serena had asked to be passed on to Liz by Sean. When she didn’t respond Max called her name.
“I didn’t mean to upset you. I know what you’re probably thinking about and remembering how she acted towards you when we went to see her but don’t for one second let her put all the blame and guilt on you Liz. She wasn’t well, we know that and she knew saying those things would come back to haunt you.” He said fiercely and she nodded as she wiped tears from her face.
“I know.” She sobbed, “But it still doesn’t make it any easier.”
“It’s not meant to be easy Liz, this will hurt you for a long time but I want you to promise me that you won’t blame yourself for what happened to her. Promise me.” He demanded and she sighed softly.
“I promise. Can you make me a promise Max?”
“Depends what it is.”
“Can you call me once in a while, just to insult me or something, just like old times at school? I miss it strangely enough.” She asked and he laughed softly down the line at her.
“Of all the promises you could ask of me and you want me to call you up just to tell you that you’re bitch?”
Liz laughed for the first time that day and it felt normal.
“Wasn’t it frigid bitch?” She asked playfully and she could almost see Max shrug his broad shoulders.
“That was before I knew you. I’ll have to think up some new insults.” He said and she sighed.
“Thank you for this.”
“For what?”
“For cheering me up and checking up on me, I really appreciate it Max.”
“You’re welcome.”
“I better go; Alex and Isabel will wonder what I’m doing outside by myself.” She sighed as she glanced towards the house where, sure enough, Alex was trying to look like he was inspecting the lock on the window rather than checking up on her.
“Ok goodnight.”
“Goodbye Max.” She said and it felt more final than she wanted it to but somehow she knew she needed to close that part of her life for now so she could start to heal herself. She hung up and stared up at the night sky once more before getting up and walking towards the house.