Paint Me A Picture (AU,M/L,ADULT) [COMPLETE] 4/6/05

[Itzstacie]

I know Finally here it is, I just wanted to thank everyone that stuck with me thru this and waited patiently while it took me forever with the updates and to the new readers thank for your words it really means alot to me.


Part 30

I think nights are my favorite time, the way the stars shine so brightly and there is something in the air, I don’t know what it is but sometimes it’s an strange eerie feeling while at other times it calms you with its quietness.

After packing some leftovers from the party, Max and I drove out to the desert. That’s what we are doing right now just sitting here staring up the stars and enjoying being in each other’s presence.

It’s taken us a while to get back to his place where we are comfortable being with each other. He sighs deeply and tightens his hold on me; I close my eyes and let his warmth just seep through me.

I know the love we have for each other is everlasting, and there is no doubt in my mind, this is the man I want to spend the rest of my life with. It’s funny how people tell you all the time that you’re young, you should explore your options out there and not jump into something so fast.

I wonder if they realize that when you find ‘the one’ you know your supposed to be with, nothing else matters you should hold onto it with everything you have. After everything I feel God put me through I realize that I’m one of the lucky ones.

Most people spend a lifetime searching for their other half never finding it; I managed to find it the first time I looked how many people can say that?

Max looks down at me smiling shyly catching me looking up at him ‘what’ he asks, I smile and reach up brushing his bangs back ‘just realizing how lucky I am to have you in my life’.

‘I think I’m the lucky one’ he says leaning down softly pressing his lips to mine, I wrap an arm around his neck as the kiss deepens, I start pulling him down until we are laying side by side on the blanket.

Max breaks off the kiss and looks at me questionably ‘Liz’ he breathes out ‘shh’ I tell him placing a finger on his lips ‘I want this…I want you’ I say as I lean up to take his lips again.

He breaks off again this time his lips trailing down my neck and back up to my ear ‘are you sure’ he whispers as his fingers inch under the hem of my shirt. ‘I’m sure’ I tell him as I take his hand and guide it further up giving him the access he wants.

His lips find their way back to mine as his hand inches up to cup me over my bra. I instantly arch into him feeling a new and exciting wave of desire wash over me. His thumb rubs over my nipple making it harder than before and I moan urging him to go further.

He pulls away getting to his knees taking my hand to pull me up along with him, never taking his eyes from me he slowly takes my shirt off. His finger dance lightly over my lips trailing them down my neck and across my collar bone until he reaches the slopes of my breast. I reach up and unclasp my bra letting it slide off my shoulders.

He sucks in a breath as he cups me again causing goosebumps to from on my skin and his softly massages me. I reach out to the hem of his shirt pulling off and mimicking his moves, I feel his muscles jump underneath as I skate my fingers down to his abdomen.

He leans in again his lips attacking mine more viciously as I unsnap his jeans, its then I notice that he’s trembling. I pull back reaching up and taking his hands ‘Max’ I whisper kissing his fingertips ‘we don’t have to do anything’ he shakes his head ‘I want this’ ‘your trembling’.

‘I’m just nervous, I know…I know this isn’t our first time but it feels like it…I wanted things to be special’. “It will be and it kinda of is the first time…were different people now max’. ‘I love you’ he says resting his forehead against mine.

‘I love you’ I whisper bringing my lips to meet his, his mouth opens as my tongue slides in, his hand tangles in my hair at the back of neck lowering me back down to the ground. The remainder of our clothes is shed and we lay there touching and exploring each other’s bodies, something that never happened the first time.

As our bodies become one again I stare up into his eyes seeing every once of love and desire he has for me, I can’t help the tear that escapes. He stills and used the pad of his thumb to wipe it away ‘are you okay’ he asks worriedly.

I nod my head ‘happy tears…I’m extremely happy, I didn’t think I would ever feel this way again’. He brushes a kiss against my eyelash ‘I’ll spend forever and beyond making sure you are happy’ he takes my lips again as his body proceeds to take mine to heaven and beyond.

In the afterglow I lay there trembling from the force of the pleasure he brought to my body ‘your trembling now’ he whispers as he pulls me closer to him. “It’s not the bad kind’ I smile up at him ‘its just wow…I never knew I could feel like that’.

He smiles and nuzzles my nose ‘I know what you mean’ I close my eyes and tuck my head underneath his chin, just soaking in everything and I can’t help but wonder as I look up at him “Max’ I ask ‘hmm’ he says as he opens his eyes.

‘Are you sure about everything…about putting off college and waiting for me to finish school, ‘where is this coming from’ he asks.

“I mean I know for me that you are it…I am never going to love another. But were both young and I guess I am just wondering if later on you might regret not getting out there and experiencing life’ I bite nervously on my bottom lip as I look to see his reaction.

He leans up on his elbow and looks down at me “I’m sure because the minute I laid eyes on you when I was five years old I knew you were the one…I’m sure because when I look into the future all I see is you by my side. I never love anyone else because there is no room in my heart for anyone else; you fill it the fullest and more.

I’m going to marry you Liz Parker and grow old with you and not for one second will I ever regret being with you’.

I can’t help the tears as they fall down my cheeks ‘I love you’ I whisper out.

He takes his hand and cups my cheeks wiping my tears away for the second time tonight ‘I love you…stop worrying and just live Liz, you deserve to be happy and you deserve to have your happily ever after’.

Looking into his eyes I let his words soak in and I believe him. I am going to have my fairy tale ending and I am going to live happily ever after and in the end maybe I will write a book to be shelved with the rest of the great writers out there.

The End.