Roswell Fanatics

chapter 26

“I smell vanilla?”
“Vanilla flavored condom”
“Max when did you buy those?”
He looks a little embarrassed, I don’t want to move
“I got them yesterday with Michael I saw them and I remembered you like vanilla its stupid”
“No its nice Max I’m glad you thought of getting them I would have been too embarrassed! Wait a second you went with Michael????????????”
“ahh yeah well he didn’t know I bought them we were just in the store and messing around about buying them and well I snuck in and..”
“And bought one!!”
“Hell no I bought the whole large packet!”
And I just smirk at him he at least looks a little embarrassed by his outburst. I just laugh kiss his neck. Then he moves off of me and I feel it straight away I already miss the feel of him inside of me.


I can’t move every muscle in my body is tired. We should clean up a little but I will wait till I can feel my toes. Max all sweaty and naked is now my favorite Max! I wish we could be like this forever. But school starts soon summers over and Max goes back to LA!!
Suddenly I’m wide awake and I think he can sense my distress
“What’s wrong baby? Are you sore I’m sorry I had to hurt you?”
“No Max I’m fine just a little achy…”
He looks right in my eyes pulls the hair from my face searches for the answer.
“Max I just I love you”
And I can’t help it I start crying and he just holds me. Now our naked bodies are intertwined again but this isn’t about passion but about comfort love.
“I love you so much beautiful”
And I cry harder because I feel his love and his passion for me but I also know he is going to leave me….




Max is asleep the scent of vanilla and earth like Max with heavy aroma of sex is in the air and it’s perfect. We made love oh god I just had sex!!!! I sooo can’t wait to tell Maria augh what’s Michael going to say? Better not tell him he might beat max up! I love being loved.
Damn it to hell I need to pee but naked max to tired to move aughhhh the bladder wins out.


Woah shakey legs and ouch a little pinch between the legs. Ok slowly not to wake up Max. Ok that burns a little that’s because I JUST HAD SEX! Yes I’m excited about the burning sensation when I pee cause I just had sex wooooooooo.
Walking back to bed I notice an envelope on my dresser??? That’s weird where did that come from?
“I found it on the floor…”
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

“Max you scared the hell out of me”
And I grab my chest my very naked chest and all of a sudden I’m very embarrassed to be standing but naked in front of him.
“Hey don’t cover up I was just admiring the view! Never cover your self up in front of me.”
The teasing tone gone on his last statement and he is serious I just run under the covers and open the envelope. As soon as I’m in bed he puts his arms around me and closes his eyes again. This is weird who wrote me a letter???? It’s addressed to me.
I rip it open and see its only address and phone number with four little words

When you’re ready…..
Mum


I just exhale and lean back and proceed to bump my head on the head board
“owww”
“Ohh baby what ya doing? Oh let me see”
And he kisses it better he looks at me questioningly and I just hand him the letter. He reads it and looks at me.
“Can you put it in my draw and while your there delete that message on the answering machine”


And he gets up and does it even though he looks exhausted he does it for me. Plus I need to see those muscles flex in different ways too. I have her address and my dad isn’t coming home any time soon and Tess can go to hell.
Just need time with Max I kiss him and he just gives me little eskimo kisses mmmmmmmm I love him.
I giggle and t twinges my little ache
“Still sore?”
“A little but its ok just hold me”
“No need to ask love you”
“I love you to Max”
And he does love me I still cant believe it sometimes. My mum lives in California just like Max. Just like Max oh god he lives in California and I live in New Mexico. He is only staying here for the summer the summer that is nearly over. Why I’m I just thinking about this now and not before I started to fall for him.
He is going to leave me, maybe I was avoiding the situation before deluding myself to the fact he is only here for a summer. What I’m I going to do? Im just going to enjoy the moment that’s what I’m going to do. Savor these moments in Max arms and not think about the future just now.




well????? small part more later on tonight thanks everyone for reading if you still are..... love ya ChanniBella

chapter 27


“You leave in a week”

And he looks at me like he hasn’t thought about it at all. I look straight ahead I don’t want to deal with it but I can’t help speak my anxieties. This is the first time since we made love they we have been alone together. We have been going out with the gang more doing stupid things that teenagers do, I guess I have been a little adventures lately.
But now here alone on my balcony after a bbq at Michaels which has become like a regular thing we sit wrapped in each other comfortable enough with each other to enjoy the silence and the stars. Trust me to break it.

“I know”

He is sitting behind me snuggling his nose in to my shoulder. We leave it at that we don’t want to deal agonize over stupid plans. I’m to busy watching the stars and enjoying being loved.
“MAX, LIZ YA HERE”
“Yeah Mickey where on the balcony”
“I hope you guys are decent???”
Maria good timing I was about to drown in my despair but these two will pick me up.
“Max man Alex and I are heading to playerz! The girls are doing a girly thing tonight”
playerz is a bar and by the name you can tell it’s a guys place. Max looks at me asking with his eyes if it’s ok.
“Come on chica girl’s night!!!”
Sounds good and we are off to our respected places.
So while the boys booze it up the girls sit around in there pj and talk men!!!!!


“Well Alex was my first and only I can’t imagine being with anyone else”
“You and Alex AHHHHHHHHHHHHH girl why didn’t you tell me!!! Oh but I could totally see it! You guys are close now like I have seen ya naked close!
“So Maria you and Michael haven’t done the nasty????”
“No not yet I don’t know? I really like Michael I mean im in love with him but its not right yet! I can’t explain it I’m just not ready yet! But soon definitely soon!”
I sit back feeling a little awkward considering I gave my self to Max!
“How can you not be ready for sex it’s just an act that is not all its cracked up to be!”
Shut up Tess who the hell wants you here anyway? I swear I’m going to slap her!
“When you make love it’s a beautiful natural thing it’s not an act but an experience!”
“OHHH MYYYY GGGOOOODD”
Boy Maria’s loud and I think I just gave away the fact I’m not so innocent anymore its just Tess makes me sooooo angry
“Girly did you and Max……”
I think my pink cheeks and Isabel’s exclamation
“ewwww that’s my brother….”
They know and they way Maria runs over to me asking the details gives me away!
“Ok this is all I’m going to say It was amazing Max was a total gentleman and it was one of the most beautiful moments of my life! It was my first time and it was only that one time! Well so far…..”
Maria is grinning and I can see Isabel is happy just a little grossed out about the little brother sex thing!


“So what I had him first”
Don’t tell me the gerbil spoke!!!
“What????”
“ohhhh shut up Tess you always wanted my brother! Don’t lie about him!”
Oh they truly didn’t know!!!!! They thought Tess was just being a bitch and they were giving the girl the glare of a life time
“ahhhh guys she is sort off telling the truth!”
Its happened Maria is stunned to silence; Isabel mouth is so wide I could fit my whole fist in there.
“Yep I took his innocence away at your old place behind the shed in the back garden”
That smug bitch shut the hell up. The girls are silent still, I have dealt with this but if she goes on about it!!!!!
“And like I said Liz he is using you to get to me! Just waiting for me to send him to new heights of passion you’re just something to keep his bed warm!”

And that’s it I lost it there and then I screamed ran across the room and bitch slapped her. I think she is just as shocked as I’ am till she grabs on to my hair and pulls me down
No she didn’t! She didn’t pull me to the ground I grab her ankles and bite her leg, ha she squeals like a pig.
Oh yeah this is a full on bitch fight. She is still squealing and I feel bad now, did I take it too far? Hell no cause the rodent is charging into me. We fall on the ground a mass of arms and legs. Finally Isabel breaks us up from the showdown. Not before I get a good fistful of hair.


“I can’t believe this! You slept with my brother? How long ago? No it doesn’t matter because Max is in love with Liz I see it in his eyes! And judging by that bitch slap I would say she is in love with him.”
Isabel the voice of reason through my haze of anger I still want a piece of her though!
Then the boys come home waling through the door Tess on the ground me all mussed up with hair everywhere and our pjs all pulled the boys look questioningly? Maria being Maria gets up first goes straight to Max and slaps his cheek then walks off in a huff.
Max just looks baffled I just go up to him tell him I will explain later as Isabel and Alex walk in to the other room and Michael runs after Maria.
I go on my tip toes to kiss My boyfriend when I’m just about to meet his lips I close my eye sin anticipation and fall down to the ground with a yank of my hair.
The rat face whore just pulled me away!!!
“TESSS”
OHHH Max looks pissed I’m on the ground and I just pull Max to me and kiss him hard and with all the love and passion I have for him!
Take that gerbil…….


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chapter 28


It’s the next day Tess ran off in a huff and no ones seen her since last night. I’m not worried I’m to busy! Lunch has been a killer plus I been a little angry since Max went to look for the beast! She is fine just sulking in a corner somewhere!


Augh I swear if I have to look at one more greasy meal welcome one more person I am going to scream! Thank the heavens the last customer has just left and I need to sit my ass down
I’m tired I’m sweaty and emotionally frustrated. I can’t help but feel some resentment that Max is worried about Tess. But that is who he is, that’s the man I love so I have to deal just not be happy about it.
“Lizzy girl Michael and I are just going to make out in the break room is that cool?”
One thing I can say about Maria is at least she is honest!
“Sure I will knock if we get customers”
And with a kiss on the cheek she is off for some heavy petting in the break room! And when I turn to wipe down the tables there is that annoying little bell- perfect!
I turn to face our customer and get the shock of my life……


“Tess what do you want?”
“Revenge bitch who do you think you are? Huh little girl? I have slept with pleasured more men then you will have in a lifetime!”
“I only want one man Tess”
“You can’t have him I want him he will be mine!
“Tess this is ridiculous”
And it is! there she is fuming her teeth gritted her fists clenched and she is pissed as all hell. We are all alone and that scares me a little.
“Look Tess Max and I are together now whatever you guys had in the passssstttt”
She walked right up to me and slapped me so hard it knocked the plates out of my hands.
“Tess stop this ok I don’t want to fight with you!”
“To bad”
And she grabs on to my apron and swings me into the table, knocking me hard on my side. I push her off of me but she keeps coming back we struggle for what seems like hours.


“Max is mine I had him first and I will be his last and no stupid little ugly small town hoe is taking that away from me!”
And I just lost it all that anger from my mother leaving my fathers neglect my own insecurities just collapsed and I punched her right in her snotty little turned up nose! It was so hard that the force of the punch sent her flying back and made her nose bleed.
“You punched me you bitch”
“Liz Tess what the hell?”
Max when did he get here no time to think cause the gerbil is charging again and knocking me down I push her off me and we struggle again till Max pulls her off and she runs again.
“What the hell happened?”
“Don’t yell at me Max it’s not my fault your ex charged me?”
“Im sorry baby it’s just I saw you fighting I don’t want you to get hurt?”
“God max I’m not a wilting flower I can defend myself!”
“I know you got her in the nose though, can I just say fighting over me made me all hot”
And that’s it what the hell is this to him? Some sort of entertainment to get him off? Can’t he see the emotional trauma this whole thing has on me?
“What”
And with that laughter in his voice and that cheeky smile all I can do in my present state is hit him right in the nose, hard and walk away.



well??? this is almost finished only a few chapters left thanks for reading luv ya channiBella

hey guys sorry its been a while im a bitch i know.... 1 more part after this and its done.....

chapter 29

I must have hit him hard because his face is all puffy and his nose is all red! He walks up to me cautiously..
“Don’t Max let me say this! What we have is beautiful and you know I love you! But Tess and her attitude plus the fact you are leaving in like 11 days I just it’s too much for me! You can’t take my feeling so lightly. I’m not a violent person you know that you should know that I hate the fact I hit someone just like my father did! Or getting beaten again is not something I planned on happening!”
“Liz I’m sorry I ….”
“Can we just leave it now I don’t want to fight with you Max but just understand me have some compassion…
“Liz I love you I’m sorry I just the fighting over me thing was a stupid thing to say I just was trying to lighten the mood and I didn’t even think of the violence thing I”
“Just hold me know Max I’m sorry I hit you”
“No I’m sorry I hurt you”
I don’t want to fight with him not know but I cant keep my feeling hidden anymore
“Hey Max by the way still not talking to you after all you were I repeat where my girlfriend till you didn’t tell me about your slumming it and getting freaky with that ra…. WHAT the hell happened to your nose?”


Maria with her timing again. Her and Michael look all disheveled and looking wildly at Max’s red face. I answer for him
“It was an accident”
“You did this? Nice one babe I would have aimed lower but…”
“Maria what did I do? Why are you sooo mad at me?”
ohhh this should be good Michael and I both notice the steam coming out of Maria’s ears and with Max’s stubbornness this could take awhile. Michael and I just sit at a booth and wait for the fireworks to start, thank go there are no customers…
“Mad at you mad at you I will tell you why I’m mad at you Max Evans! You are a lying sack of crap that’s why I’m mad at you!
“Maria I don’t know what you’re talking about?”
“Don’t know you don’t know????? I’m talking about sleeping with that rat faced whore and not telling me yeah having sex with Tess it’s like the ickiest sickest things I have ever heard….”
“Maria it was a long long time ago and I didn’t tell you because I was embarrassed about it all! Come on I was 13 and she offered it was all hormonal not at all thought out and you guys hated her! Plus you are a girl and I couldn’t talk to you about it!”


And for what felt like forever there was this still silence no one even breathed when that little annoying bell rang above the door….
“Hey guys are we interrupting something??”
Its just Alex and Isabel
“No guys come in take a seat what can I get ya?”
“You can tell us what’s going on Liz? Is this about the other night with the Tess thing?”
“What Tess thing what’s going on Isabel?
“Shh Alex I will explain later baby!”
“Yes Maria is angry at Max’s about the thing….ok guys you want to order something?”
“Fries and a cherry coke and I want to know what you two girls are talking about? Plus they don’t look mad they look huggy”
I whip around and see they are all huggy. Max walks up to me and grabs me around the middle and I flinch
“What’s wrong babe I thought we talked about this? Are you still mad?”
“A little but no Max it’s not that Tess hit my side and it hurts a little”
“Come on you have had a big day Maria can handle things for awhile! Right Ria?”
“I guess we were making out for a while and it is her restaurant???”
“Plus Tess came in and kicked my ass again!”
“What???? When did this happen are you ok did ya knock her down?”
“If you let me have a break I will give you the quick version”
“Hell yeah take as long as you want!”


I knew she wouldn’t be able to resist
“Tess came in words were exchanged much like last night she pushed me hurt my side and then I hit her in the nose Max came broke it up she ran off again and I punched Max for being a jerk about it!”
She just stands there with her mouth open while I pull max upstairs with me. Augh I need to get away I collapse on my bed and wince with my side.
“Let me have a look….”
He unbuttons my dress it’s nothing sexual just caring he is genuinely concerned about me it fills me with love. I hear his sharp intake of breath.
“Baby”
“What is it Max”
I look down and there is a huge purple bruise forming on my side the bitch got me good. He just looks at me with tenderness and gently kisses my side, this gentle act turns into more- I can feel his breath on my bare skin and the awareness of my exposed body tightness my nipples and makes me shiver.
“Cold?”
“No just the opposite!”
I lean down to kiss him and he wraps his hands around me. His kisses are amazing and I feel him through my body. His hand rests on my cheek up to my hair and he stops and giggles? I look at him amusingly when he pulls me antenna of my head whoops forgot about those!


We don’t take it slow I feel like I need him to consume me his lips are rough against my neck our breathing is erratic but I like it I want it. I keep trying to bring him closer pushing him heavily on top of me. He still has all his clothes on and making fast work of removing my panties.
I reach for the button of his jeans trying to remove them but end up ripping them open and gasping out loud when I feel he is wearing nothing underneath it almost makes me climax right there. In one swift movement he is inside me and I cant move cant breathe we both stop and wonder the absolution we have together in this one moment.
And we begin no time for slow love this is hard need and just need to feel him inside me consume me. It’s quick but feels like hours and we breathe heavily for what seems like days.


He is still dressed with his pants around his knees I still have my dress and bra on it was wild and wanton. A reckless but oh so amazing thing. Max has passed out and I’m still wide awake.
Its been half an hour and Max is till asleep I decide to wake him up feeling a little wicked especially after what just happened I’m feeling a little adventurous…...





ok sorry about the long time.... hope you still read this thanks! will post last part tomorrow night as always tell me what ya think.....ChanniBella

hey everyone i just want to say thanks sooooooooooo much to everyone who read my first attempt at fanfic! its been a struggle and i kinda lead nowhere for a while but alas she has finished and i take the experience with me...
thanks everyone for there kind words and enjoy my stupid ending im not happy with it but its an ending
luv ya
Channibella :puppydogeyes:

Part 30
I slide down the bed and rest just next to his belly button. There is a trail of hair that leads down to his well his member. God I cant believe I just said member after that hot sex we just had.. Well I haven’t actually seen it our touched it….. It’s so much smaller like that I feel his pubic hair and its rough I trail it down till I reach it ok here goes nothing I look at his face sleeping peacefully so gently I wrap my fingers around him and move up and down!
He moans its weird its hard but soft at the same time the skin is kind of loose its really weird huh..
“Liz”
He’s awake I can feel his eyes on me but I can’t look up I will loose my confidence so I quicken the pace. I hear a little moan and a soft thump, which I assume was his head hitting the quilt.
He is getting harder I’m doing this to him I’m making him breathe all funny and making him claw at the bed. Ohhh would you look at that liquid forming at the tip for some strange reason I want to taste it. I have being going by instinct now so I lick the tip just like a lollie pop. And he practically growls my name and lifts me up with my arms and plunges deep inside of me and releases
He looks at me with this feral look and kisses me deeply!
“Was that ok then?”
And he just looks at me with this untamed look and smiles at me
“No one has ever? You are the first to do that to me? It was amazing”
“Really never? Wow maybe I could do it again sometime?”
He just laughs and holds me close I’m going to miss this. The way he smells the way he smiles the way he holds me….



It’s been months since that day. It feels like a life time. We constantly talk on the phone send emails write letters. When he left, that day at the air port I didn’t cry I couldn’t I was just so scared and in love all at the same time. Eventually I got home and drowned my pillows in tears. But as soon as I thought I would never stop he called. I had to stop to listen to his voice.
Everyday I’m amazed at my self the way I have handled this whole thing. I actually go out have fun but still come home for our nightly call. I awake to his emails and come home from school with a letter on my desk.
I was a little worried about Tess in the beginning, going home with him alone but her dad fixed that for me. He found out about some guy form his work she was having an affair with and sent her to an all girl’s boarding school the other side of the country.


Maria and Michael have been great distracting me from drowning in my sorrows. I got accepted to NYU I’m thinking about doing something with my writing. Michael got a trainee ship of sorts working in a rec center for abused kids, I’m so proud of him he is even thinking about taking a few classes in counseling. This is in New York Maria thinks it’s a sign, so she’s packing up and heading out with us to pursue her singing.


Max is very intelligent and got accepted to some great schools but he is deferring for a year. He decided to go on and take his dreams and live it. He wants to see the world experience different places, so crappy jobs look out here comes my man!!. But decided New York has many different sides to it that he will just stick here. He promises he is not staying for me. Not that I don’t want him too I just don’t want to stand in the way of his dream. But who I’m I to complain….


But there is something I need to do. As much as I want to get out of this town and back to Max I can’t. It’s hard to explain I love Max so much but I can’t be with him right now not yet.
I’m going to stay with my mum for awhile two months to be exact I need to find my self again. So much has happened and I need to catch up. I want my life but I need to be ready for it. I know I sound crazy but my life is sorting its self out. I need to work out how to be a daughter to my mother before I become independent.
I know I don’t make sense I told Max and I know he doesn’t understand but he supports me. I have that confidence to be true to myself. I told him as soon as I’m done over the summer I’m coming to NY and never leaving your side
He just told me he would wait for me forever if I needed it
I can’t help but feel proud at how he sees me how much faith he has in me.
“Lizzy bear girl they are calling your name”
Oh crap I was in my head again and missed my name thanks Mrs. Deluca
“Elizabeth Claudia Parker”
I stand up take my certificate and smile into the crowd and meet my friends in a fierce hug
“I know announce that the class of 2004 to be graduated”
its all smiles and hugs photos form Mrs. Deluca whoops I mean Amy in every which way the lights are shining people are smiling people congratulating me telling me they will miss me even though they never spoke to me. The atmospheres electric and I realize my mum wants me I have friends I graduated high school, a boyfriend who would wait for me and Michael is the happiest I have seen him. I Liz Parker I’m happy


“Liz Liz where did ya go shortcake still have that inner dialogue”
I just grin up at him. He is so happy him and Maria both standing together having there photos taken by a gushing Amy. I just look with a wistful smile, he never came back…. My dad that is I don’t know what happened and I don’t care really. I know I’m not here alone Amy has taken enough photos for the whole of Roswell Michael and Maria are here I couldn’t feel more loved then I do right now.
I felt my pocket vibrate….
“Hello”
“Congratulations beautiful”
Max my life my world. There isn’t much to say we spoke all night on the phone and now I m in such a state I cant find the words.
“I love you Elizabeth and I couldn’t be more proud or happier for you”
“I love you to max so much”
“Is that Max ohhhh can I talk to him chica???”
“Sure Ria”
She hugs me and squeals into my phone causing Max to shudder I suspect! Sorry if you expected some big reunion that I would answer the phone and he would be behind me! This is not some cheesy TV movie it my life. It’s not perfect but it’s beautiful and I wouldn’t change any of my experiences for anything.


My trepidation of being alone and my ironic crazy perplexities of being around people! Fearing love and also that I would never be loved. Enough with the psycho babble! My life isn’t perfect but I’m happy I have love friendship, family and goals.
What more could I want……really I’m standing alone in a crowd of people who don’t know me its loud and I could get lost. But I wont I don’t want too.



The end





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