~~~~~MAX~~~~~
Thats it...Im gonna break the door down.
Screw it...Ill have to pay for it anyway...he'll charge me for borrowing his key etc....
With that thought I grab an axe my landlord keeps downstairs on display (God knows why!) off the wall and march upstairs. As I walk upstairs I look up.
"Liz?"
I drop the axe, it making a large noise as it thuds to the ground....thank god my foot wasnt there...
Grabbing it back quickly I look at her odd expression.
"Locked out....gonna break the door down" I mutter.
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*Liz*
"Liz?" I looked up and saw Max, I notice has a axe. Oh my what the hell going on?
"Locked out....gonna break the door down" he muttle.
"Oh here." I looked around to see if anyone was watching me and put my hand over the door knot. I pulled away and open the door. "Here." I said.
He gives me this look that why I was still here. I looked down at my bracelet. "I drop the bracelet you gave me for my birthday." I looked up, "I'm kind of attach to it"
"Liz?" I looked up and saw Max, I notice has a axe. Oh my what the hell going on?
"Locked out....gonna break the door down" he muttle.
"Oh here." I looked around to see if anyone was watching me and put my hand over the door knot. I pulled away and open the door. "Here." I said.
He gives me this look that why I was still here. I looked down at my bracelet. "I drop the bracelet you gave me for my birthday." I looked up, "I'm kind of attach to it"
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Michael
"I'm better than okay." Maria says with a smile, and I'm really, truly relieved.
"Michael, you saved me that day at The Crashdown. Not just from the near fatal gun shot wound, but from the circumstances I was in. I. I. had been slowly dying for the past few years. My resistance had crumbled into nothing. It's really scary ,but my life got so bad that I secretly hoped that Hank would come home plastered and accidently kill me." She continues, and I'm horrified at her words but I keep on listening. I've never known it to be so bad, for the secret to feel like such a heavy weight that I've wanted to die, but with the recent experience with Liz some things are being shown to me.
"It's not that I wanted to die. It just hurt too much to live. So I didn't. I withdrew from everything I cared about. Staying away from my friends was the hardest. We've always been really close ,but I could never really let them in, because I was afraid for their safety. They didn't understand why I was so cold and It hurt them. I hurt them. But you showed me that day that I could be strong. You risked everything on some girl you barely knew, and trusted me with your deepest darkest secret." It pains me to listen to how horrible she must have felt, I mean, sure, I gave her some salvation saving her life, but what she went through, it's just...too much for one person to handle. I have this growing urge to pick her up and stick her someplace where no one can get her, where no one can hurt her. Squeezing her hand, I wait for her to continue.
"I got a second chance at life ,and I fully plan on using it." Maria finally finishes, smiling as she leans forward and kisses me gently.
"Maria...I...I'm sorry that you felt like that, sorry that it was hard for you. But I hope you understand that if you need to talk about it, you've got me," I say, knowing it's a poor response to everything she's just told me. Obviously she thinks she's got me or she wouldn't have said everything. Right now I wish that we didn't have problems anymore. It would make everything so much more interesting.
Leaning forward, I place an equally soft kiss on her lips before sitting back up. "But I'm really glad that you're still here with a second chance at life, cause it would be pretty boring if I was up here alone," I tell her with a wide grin.
"I'm better than okay." Maria says with a smile, and I'm really, truly relieved.
"Michael, you saved me that day at The Crashdown. Not just from the near fatal gun shot wound, but from the circumstances I was in. I. I. had been slowly dying for the past few years. My resistance had crumbled into nothing. It's really scary ,but my life got so bad that I secretly hoped that Hank would come home plastered and accidently kill me." She continues, and I'm horrified at her words but I keep on listening. I've never known it to be so bad, for the secret to feel like such a heavy weight that I've wanted to die, but with the recent experience with Liz some things are being shown to me.
"It's not that I wanted to die. It just hurt too much to live. So I didn't. I withdrew from everything I cared about. Staying away from my friends was the hardest. We've always been really close ,but I could never really let them in, because I was afraid for their safety. They didn't understand why I was so cold and It hurt them. I hurt them. But you showed me that day that I could be strong. You risked everything on some girl you barely knew, and trusted me with your deepest darkest secret." It pains me to listen to how horrible she must have felt, I mean, sure, I gave her some salvation saving her life, but what she went through, it's just...too much for one person to handle. I have this growing urge to pick her up and stick her someplace where no one can get her, where no one can hurt her. Squeezing her hand, I wait for her to continue.
"I got a second chance at life ,and I fully plan on using it." Maria finally finishes, smiling as she leans forward and kisses me gently.
"Maria...I...I'm sorry that you felt like that, sorry that it was hard for you. But I hope you understand that if you need to talk about it, you've got me," I say, knowing it's a poor response to everything she's just told me. Obviously she thinks she's got me or she wouldn't have said everything. Right now I wish that we didn't have problems anymore. It would make everything so much more interesting.
Leaning forward, I place an equally soft kiss on her lips before sitting back up. "But I'm really glad that you're still here with a second chance at life, cause it would be pretty boring if I was up here alone," I tell her with a wide grin.
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~~~~~MAX~~~~~
"Oh here."
I watch as she unlocks the door. Part of me immediately thinks that I dont want her doing that stuff round me when Im keeping her secret and all and yet she dumped me.
"Here."
I try to decide what to say. "I drop the bracelet you gave me for my birthday. I'm kind of attach to it" She looks at me, and immediately my eyes lock on hers. For a moment I cant help but gaze at her before forcing myself to look away. She dumped me. She doesnt want me looking at her.
"Im glad...that you like it" I say quietly.
And that she kept it. I can't believe shes still wearing it. I thought she hated me? Im so confused.
"And thankyou...for opening the door. Will certainly help to...not have to pay for a replacement door as well as rent" I say quietly.
I look at the floor not knowing what to say. Her bag of stuff is by the door. So she wants the bracelet but not pictures of me. Was it all about the money or...or what? Did she ever like me? And what is it I say to my ex that is standing in my doorway.
"Oh here."
I watch as she unlocks the door. Part of me immediately thinks that I dont want her doing that stuff round me when Im keeping her secret and all and yet she dumped me.
"Here."
I try to decide what to say. "I drop the bracelet you gave me for my birthday. I'm kind of attach to it" She looks at me, and immediately my eyes lock on hers. For a moment I cant help but gaze at her before forcing myself to look away. She dumped me. She doesnt want me looking at her.
"Im glad...that you like it" I say quietly.
And that she kept it. I can't believe shes still wearing it. I thought she hated me? Im so confused.
"And thankyou...for opening the door. Will certainly help to...not have to pay for a replacement door as well as rent" I say quietly.
I look at the floor not knowing what to say. Her bag of stuff is by the door. So she wants the bracelet but not pictures of me. Was it all about the money or...or what? Did she ever like me? And what is it I say to my ex that is standing in my doorway.
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~~~~~MAX~~~~~
"Im still in love with you..."
Huh....
Did she really just say that. My head start to raise slowly to look at her, but I force my eyes to continue looking at the wall. How...why can she say that when she dumped twice.
"Liz did you....did you ever...love me?" I ask quietly. Im dreading the answer but I have to ask.
"I don't understand how you can.... not only am I absolutely no good for you but... how you can have...have loved me if you would just let me go like you were dismissing a servant"
"Im still in love with you..."
Huh....
Did she really just say that. My head start to raise slowly to look at her, but I force my eyes to continue looking at the wall. How...why can she say that when she dumped twice.
"Liz did you....did you ever...love me?" I ask quietly. Im dreading the answer but I have to ask.
"I don't understand how you can.... not only am I absolutely no good for you but... how you can have...have loved me if you would just let me go like you were dismissing a servant"
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*Liz*
"Liz did you....did you ever...love me?" he asks me
"I don't understand how you can.... not only am I absolutely no good for you but... how you can have...have loved me if you would just let me go like you were dismissing a servant" he tells me.
I looked at him, "No...no not at all you were never that. I never thought of you that way." I said to him.
"Max...I may not show it and have hard time telling people I love that I love you. But you never that low. In my eyes you are someone special. You person I ever love and ever will love." I said.
I looked down "Why I broke up with the first time I didn't know what I was doing. I couldn't remember anything..." I looked up. "but the second time, I thought ok I fuck up his life. He couldn't ever love me so I did. And you hate me. But when I did it I honestly thought I was doing the right thing, the right thing for you." I said as tears ran down my face.
"I haven't slept since that day....and I so regret ever doing anything I did or said."
"Liz did you....did you ever...love me?" he asks me
"I don't understand how you can.... not only am I absolutely no good for you but... how you can have...have loved me if you would just let me go like you were dismissing a servant" he tells me.
I looked at him, "No...no not at all you were never that. I never thought of you that way." I said to him.
"Max...I may not show it and have hard time telling people I love that I love you. But you never that low. In my eyes you are someone special. You person I ever love and ever will love." I said.
I looked down "Why I broke up with the first time I didn't know what I was doing. I couldn't remember anything..." I looked up. "but the second time, I thought ok I fuck up his life. He couldn't ever love me so I did. And you hate me. But when I did it I honestly thought I was doing the right thing, the right thing for you." I said as tears ran down my face.
"I haven't slept since that day....and I so regret ever doing anything I did or said."
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~~~~~MAX~~~~~
"No...no not at all you were never that. I never thought of you that way. Max...I may not show it and have hard time telling people I love that I love you. But you never that low. In my eyes you are someone special. You person I ever love and ever will love. Why I broke up with the first time I didn't know what I was doing. I couldn't remember anything...but the second time, I thought ok I fuck up his life. He couldn't ever love me so I did. And you hate me. But when I did it I honestly thought I was doing the right thing, the right thing for you."
"I haven't slept since that day....and I so regret ever doing anything I did or said."
I swallow hard. She hurt me so much...I don't know how to get past that. But all I can think of is just holding her in my arms.
I slowly let my eyes look over at her. "What is it you want from me Liz?" I ask quietly. "I don't want to get my hopes up for you to tell me that we can never be"
"No...no not at all you were never that. I never thought of you that way. Max...I may not show it and have hard time telling people I love that I love you. But you never that low. In my eyes you are someone special. You person I ever love and ever will love. Why I broke up with the first time I didn't know what I was doing. I couldn't remember anything...but the second time, I thought ok I fuck up his life. He couldn't ever love me so I did. And you hate me. But when I did it I honestly thought I was doing the right thing, the right thing for you."
"I haven't slept since that day....and I so regret ever doing anything I did or said."
I swallow hard. She hurt me so much...I don't know how to get past that. But all I can think of is just holding her in my arms.
I slowly let my eyes look over at her. "What is it you want from me Liz?" I ask quietly. "I don't want to get my hopes up for you to tell me that we can never be"
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*Liz*
"What is it you want from me Liz?" he said quietly "I don't want to get my hopes up for you to tell me that we can never be" he tells me.
"My hopes up? Max that would'nt make me happy...." I said. "Do want to know why I never got around to giving your sweater? Because every night I sleep in it thinking it's you wrapping your arms around me....if don't want to be with me I understand...but nothing can stop me from loving you. Even how much you hate me. How much you wish me dead. I'll never stop loving you...never..."
"What is it you want from me Liz?" he said quietly "I don't want to get my hopes up for you to tell me that we can never be" he tells me.
"My hopes up? Max that would'nt make me happy...." I said. "Do want to know why I never got around to giving your sweater? Because every night I sleep in it thinking it's you wrapping your arms around me....if don't want to be with me I understand...but nothing can stop me from loving you. Even how much you hate me. How much you wish me dead. I'll never stop loving you...never..."
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~~~~~MAX~~~~~
"My hopes up? Max that would make me happy....Do want to know why I never got around to giving your sweater? Because every night I sleep in it thinking it's you wrapping your arms around me....if don't want to be with me I understand...but nothing can stop me from loving you. Even how much you hate me. How much you wish me dead. I'll never stop loving you...never..."
I try to blink back tears.
"I could never hate you Liz. No matter what. And that partly infuriates me, because I just seem to...to take whatever you throw at me. But I can't help it because no matter what you say or do I cant help loving you." I whisper quietly. "I just...I don't know what I'd do if you were to break up with me again. I don't think my heart could take it"
"My hopes up? Max that would make me happy....Do want to know why I never got around to giving your sweater? Because every night I sleep in it thinking it's you wrapping your arms around me....if don't want to be with me I understand...but nothing can stop me from loving you. Even how much you hate me. How much you wish me dead. I'll never stop loving you...never..."
I try to blink back tears.
"I could never hate you Liz. No matter what. And that partly infuriates me, because I just seem to...to take whatever you throw at me. But I can't help it because no matter what you say or do I cant help loving you." I whisper quietly. "I just...I don't know what I'd do if you were to break up with me again. I don't think my heart could take it"