Part 45
Posted: Sun Feb 14, 2016 4:59 am
Eva: Yes, he is, and it’ll take time for her to reach a place where she can accept that. Alex may just unearth that information.
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Thanks! Yep, it’ll take time, but he’s not the kinda guy who gives up easily.
Well... there’s more of that coming up! There’s just no denying the heat between them.
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Part 45
“You coming in?” she asked stupidly.
He chuckled gruffly and shook his head. “Not unless you’re gonna gimme some room.”
“Oh,” she blushed. “Right.”
He slipped in behind her, his hands braced on the tub on either side of him as he slowly lowered himself into the water. “Not bad.” He rarely bothered with baths unless he needed to soak his bruised and aching body since showers were so much more efficient. There was an ache that needed to be eased, but it had nothing to do with the tub. His arms wrapped around her and he pulled her back against his body.
Maria swallowed her gasp when his hard length pressed against her back. It’s a normal reaction, she told herself and concentrated on relaxing.
“You’re too tense,” he murmured as he nibbled a path along her shoulder and let his right hand drift down to rest on her inner thigh. His thumb ghosted over her, encouraging her to give him room to play.
“I’m doing my best to relax,” she breathed. “You don’t make it easy.”
“We want you to be good an’ relaxed,” he murmured against her skin. No, he had no experience with virgins but it stood to reason that the more relaxed she was the easier her first time would be. His fingers slipped through her folds, teasing her entrance and pressing the heel of his hand against her clit.
She couldn’t suppress the gasp this time. Her head fell back against his shoulder when his touch transformed her brain into a puddle of mush.
He pushed a finger inside her and took his time getting her worked up, making sure she was as wet as possible before he added a second finger. He was careful as he stretched her, knowing that it would still be a shock when he finally got inside of her. He scooped water up in his free hand and let it cascade over her breasts, getting rid of the soap suds so he could look at them.
“Michael,” she breathed out, not meaning to say or request anything because she didn’t know what she was asking for. His fingers felt so good, it was a feeling she couldn’t describe but she finally got a clue about all the excitement Liz seemed to feel when it came to talking about sex.
He palmed her breast, rasping the rough pad of his thumb around the nipple, working it to a stiff peak before rolling it between his fingers. He repeated the move as he provided more friction against that taut bundle of nerves between her legs and he smiled at her panted breaths as she reached for the orgasm at the edge of her grasp.
This was torture and bliss at the same time, she thought with a hint of frustration. Using her hands on his thighs, she tried to move more against his touch, but he wouldn’t give her more.
“Just let go,” he growled as he increased the speed of his movements, giving her what she wanted.
Maria had no clue how to just let go, but his words seem to give her a direction. She bit her bottom lip painfully and concentrated on the feelings inside. A wave seemed to swallow her all of a sudden and she moaned loudly when her muscles seemed to contract without her permission.
“That’s it,” he growled between clenched teeth. She was clamping down hard on his fingers and just the thought of what that was going to feel like around his dick made him impossibly harder.
It took some time to catch her breath, but when she finally did, she tipped her head back and looked at him through heavy eyelids. “That was even better than on the train.”
“I know,” he said smugly. “Lot more room to play when you’re naked.”
Again she blushed at the thought.
“You’ve got nothin’ to be ashamed of.” And to make his point he cupped her breasts and played with her nipples.
Maria gasped in surprise at the arousing feeling. Was it supposed to happen so soon again?
He shifted against her, needing his own release. “You doin’ okay?” he muttered as his hand drifted down again.
“Yeah, what about you?” He had to be uncomfortable, right?
“I’m hard enough to pound nails.”
“You want me to...”
He lifted an eyebrow. “What would you like to do?”
“Uh, I dunno. Something for you? Like... stroking you?” God, it was weird to talk about it.
“Whatever you’re comfortable with.” Getting off was good at this point, however it happened. “Probably be better if you wanted to gimme a hand job first. Take the edge off.”
“Okay,” she frowned a moment and then looked at him. “Should we change positions?”
His lips lifted in a devilish grin. “Unless you’d like to face me.”
Face him? Could she do that?
“There’s somethin’ stimulating about seein’ how your touch affects the other person.” On the other hand it was gonna make it hard as hell to not pull her close and bury himself inside her.
“Would you like it if I faced you?”
“What I’d like is to have you,” he teased her clit, “wrapped around me when I come.” He sank his teeth into her shoulder as he fought for control. “I’m not a patient man in these situations so if you’re not ready for that let’s switch positions.”
“Okay,” she agreed. He meant sex, right? And she doubted she was ready.
He nodded. He wanted her to turn around and face him and then sink down on his dick, but he knew that wasn’t gonna happen just yet. Oh, he had no doubt it would in time. Once she got a real taste of sex she’d want him anywhere and everywhere. He smirked as he took her hand. “You’re gonna have to stand up and give me a good view of your body.”
She swallowed but nodded and slowly lifted herself out of the tub so she could step around him.
His hand tightened around hers, holding her in place for a moment before he released her. His hands on her hips held her in place as he turned her around and he knew the flush on her skin had little to do with the temperature of the water.
“What are you doin’?”
“Just lookin’.” He leaned forward and planted a kiss against her mound. “There’s so much I’m gonna teach you,” he promised.
“And do you like what you see?” She asked as she made her way around and behind him.
“Yeah. My only complaint is that I don’t get enough of a chance to look.”
She snorted at that. “You’ve had more chances than any other guy.”
“Yeah, well, before long you’re gonna be perfectly at ease bein’ naked around me.”
It was hard to imagine but maybe he was right. Sinking down slowly, she felt his strong body in front of her and it was a new kind of arousal all the same.
Michael leaned back into her when her arms came around him and he watched her hands as they moved over his chest and abdomen, tracing over the muscled ridges and scars. Her hand dropped lower, her fingers stretching out, and he chuckled when he wrapped his hand around hers to pin it in place. “Do me a favor, okay?” He tugged on her hand, checking for resistance and dragging it closer to the part of him that was begging for attention when there was none. “Feel free to explore all you want, but let’s deal with him first.” He jerked when the backs of her knuckles brushed against him and he encouraged her to touch him.
“Are you impatient?” Her voice was a combination of humor and arousal.
“Maria,” he growled in warning.
“What?” She lifted her hand slowly and came into contact with his hard length.
“That’s what.”
She smiled against his neck and bit into the skin softly while taking him in her hand completely for the first time.
“Don’t be shy,” he grated out. He covered her hand with his, guiding her movements, letting her know when to tighten her grip, showing her what he liked before releasing her again.
Maria tried to hide her insecurities as good as she could since she expected it to be a turnoff for him. With her face pressed against the side of his neck, she started to stroke him the way he had shown her.
He rested his arms on the sides of the tub, the overhead lighting causing the droplets of water on his muscled body to glisten. His hands wrapped around the porcelain, his grip tight as he let the feelings wash over him. She didn’t have any experience but there was no hesitation in her touch now.
“Does that feel okay?” she rasped into his ear when his breath became a little harder but yet he wasn’t showing all too much affectation.
“S’better than okay,” he growled. He dropped his hand to cover hers again, increasing the rhythm and nudging her thumb over the head. His voice lowered to a whisper as he let her go again, “Just like that.”
She gave the slightest nod to herself and moved her hand the way he had shown her, wondering how tight her grip would be comfortable. His stomach muscles under her arm started to jerk, which she took as a good reaction. It made her a little braver and she started on her own to vary the speed and pressure of her touches.
Now she was getting the idea, he thought. He could feel his muscles tightening in response to her touch and the rush that was closing in on him. He dropped his head back and closed his eyes, letting it happen.
His body was shaking lightly now and although they were under water she could feel him on her hand when he came. She kept stroking him softly for a while since she had read in one of her books that women did that afterwards. With her free hand she went through his semi wet hair while her lips teased his neck.
“First time, huh?” he asked with a gruff chuckle. “Told you you’re gonna be a natural.”
“So it was okay?” she asked when her nerves settled down a bit.
He snorted and turned his head to look at her when he realized she wasn’t making a joke. “It was better than that. Believe me, if it wasn’t I’m not the kinda guy who’s gonna lie about it to make you feel better.”
“Okay,” she grinned.
His hand dropped to her thigh and he gave it a squeeze. “That’s my girl.” The words were out before he could stop them but he was quick to contain his expression and keep it from revealing his shock. “Now, there was somethin’ said about food earlier, wasn’t there?”
“I thought men were tired after sex.”
“I am tired but I’m also hungry. So the way I see it you’ve got two options. One, we get outta this tub and into bed where we’ll go for round two and you can learn firsthand just why it is guys are ready to pass out after sex. Or two, we get outta this tub and you go scrounge somethin’ up for dinner and that lesson will keep until later. Your choice.”
“Uh...” she felt the heat in her cheeks once more. “Maybe food for now.”
He snickered and nodded. “For now,” he agreed.
“Well, then,” she gave him a little shove. “Move.”
He shifted around to give her room and then held a hand up to help her to her feet.
“Thanks,” she accepted his offer and shivered slightly at the tight, secure grip.
He watched her as she stepped out of the tub carefully, his gaze taking in every inch of her without apology.
His gaze was piercing, but she tried to act normal and not nervous. More than once he had told her that he liked her body, so why not believe him? He was right: He wouldn’t make compliments if he didn’t mean them.
He liked it when she didn’t shrink away from his appreciative observation. “I’ll be right behind you,” he said as he got to his feet.
“Take your time. Dinner won’t be ready in a heartbeat.”
He shrugged. “Not like I’ve gotta do my nails, hair or makeup like a chick. Dry off and get dressed, that’s about all there is to it and I’m ready.”
“Yeah, I know.” She wrapped a big towel around herself and went to the mirror, giving it a swipe with her hand to clear it of the fog.
He pulled the plug to let the water drain and he grabbed a towel, giving himself a quick rubdown before dropping it on the floor and going in search of something to wear.
“Do they have some clothes here?” Tess was a tad shorter, but some of her clothes should fit.
“Unless they run around bare ass naked while they’re here,” he called back. Kyle was great but the guy was a gnome so there was no way he was gonna try to wear any of his jeans. He shook his head and pawed through the drawers until he found a pair of shorts that would do until his jeans could be run through the wash.
After giving herself a onceover and noticing the blush on her cheeks, she went after him and looked for some clothes as well. She stopped in the doorway and watched him when he ran his fingers through his hair to rearrange it.
“What?” He shot a glance at her when he felt her watching him.
“Nothing,” she said quickly.
“Change your mind?”
“About what?” She frowned but when he felt his eyes on her body she got a clue. “Oh.”
He turned to look at her fully. “Keep lookin’ at me like that and I’m gonna take you straight to bed.”
Although her nerves were doing a flip flop, she found herself smiling. “It can’t be forbidden to look.” Passing him, she opened the other closet, where she found like TONS of clothes to choose from. Thank you, Tess.
He huffed under his breath. “I’m gonna go grab a beer.” Before the need for a cold shower became imminent.
“Do that and it would be nice if ya found one for me too.”
“A beer?” he clarified.
“Uh.. yes?”
“Okay. Two beers comin’ up.” He smiled to himself as he left the room and wandered down the hall to the kitchen. He had no problem laying his hands on a couple of cold ones and he popped the caps off, taking a long drink from one and setting the other on the counter for her.
She joined him a few minutes after she had found some jeans and a shirt that fit well enough. “So, let’s see what we have.” She grabbed the beer and went to the refrigerator.
He leaned back against the counter and crossed his arms over his chest so he could watch her, tipping his head to one side with a grin when she bent over to dig around. He had no idea if her hips were swaying on purpose or not but he was enjoying the view. “So what’s on the menu?”
“I think we could do something with spaghetti.”
“Spaghetti’s good,” he mumbled agreeably.
“Can you get them? I saw them on the top shelf next to you.”
“Huh?” He frowned at her a moment before she repeated the question and he turned to pull the box down. “Here.”
She looked over her shoulder, noticing his gaze was locked on her ass. “Well, thanks. I guess.”
“Uh-huh, what else?” His tone was lazy as he slouched down against the counter again.
“Nothing, everything else I got.” She pulled a few things out of the refrigerator. “Well, maybe you can find a pan and a pot.”
“Yeah, okay.” He rummaged around, making enough noise to raise the dead before he pulled out what she’d asked for and placed them on the stove.
“Water in the pot. Make it boil.”
He made a face. “You didn’t say anything about me doin’ any of this crap.” But he filled the pot and put it on the burner, turning it on and resuming his position.
“See, that wasn’t too much to ask, was it?” She glanced over her shoulder and grinned at him while washing some tomatoes.
“Depends on who you ask.” His gaze moved over her, watching her every move.
“I was asking you.”
He shrugged carelessly. “It was okay, I guess.”
“You’re dismissed of kitchen duty, no worries.”
“Good.” He grabbed one of the barstools situated around the center island and pulled it out, taking a seat and making himself comfortable.
“Should we contact someone to let them know that we arrived?”
“In the mornin’ will be soon enough.”
“Okay, if you say so. This place seems nice.”
“Yeah, it’s comfortable.” He glanced around without really paying much attention to the furnishings or the decorations. It was secure, that was the most important thing.
“You’re just checking security,” she said knowingly with an eye roll.
“It could make the difference between livin’ an’ dyin’,” he muttered with a shrug.
“I know. Believe me, after the last days I know it more than I like.”
He nodded and didn’t take it any further. “So you any good at cookin’?”
“I’m not bad I guess. My uncle was hardly around so I cooked for myself a lot.”
She had cooked at the last place they had stayed but there were a lot more options here. “You didn’t really spend much time with him, did you?”
“No, he was away most of the time and if he was home, he was in his office.”
“Was he around much when you were little? He was your dad’s brother, right? Were they close?”
“I think they had some things they disagreed on, but I never thought there was hostility between them.” She shrugged. “My uncle always told everyone how good care he took of me, but I was with caretakers more than I was with him.”
“That doesn’t really surprise me. He was the type who liked to put on a show for the public.”
“Yeah,” she said shortly.
“Sorry,” he grunted. “He’s the one who lost out.” Her uncle was a douche and she shouldn’t feel like she wasn’t worth the man’s time.
“Well, he was the only family I had after that day.”
“It’s not so bad not havin’ ties like that,” he said with a shrug. “You get used to it after a while.”
“You think families are ties?” Maria snorted.
“Aren’t they? They can be used as a weapon against you.”
“Maybe yes, but that doesn’t mean they’re ties.”
“If you have a family you’re tied down, that’s just a reality. There are responsibilities, jobs that have to be done, things that have to be looked after. What would you call it?”
“Well, what else do you do in life? Be alone all the time? Without any feelings and stuff?”
He didn’t really have an answer to that. “It’s safer that way. If you have ties it gives people a hold over you.”
“Well, not everyone is on the wanted list like we are.”
“No, but I guess that’s what gives most people the luxury of havin’ ties like that.”
So he would never even consider being with someone, she thought while cutting the vegetables into halves.
He watched her, taking in the slow methodical way she was slicing the vegetables. “Can you understand what I’m sayin’?”
“I understand why you’re saying it. I don’t feel the same way though.”
“That’s your prerogative.”
She stopped and looked up for a second then nodded before she went back to preparing the food. What should she say to counter anyway? There was nothing that would convince him different.
“What would you be doin’ if you weren’t here?”
“If I had my old life back?”
He shrugged. “Yeah. I guess I just mean if you’d been able to go on with your life.”
“I don’t know. Finish college and then get a hell of a good job and an’ my own life I guess. Be independent.”
“So you would’ve gotten away from Halverson?”
“After college? Yes, definitely.”
He nodded. “That would’ve been a good choice.”
“It would’ve been necessary if I wanted a real life where I could make my own decisions and mistakes.”
“You have to have that freedom if you’re ever gonna know who you are.”
“Yeah, my uncle just never realized that. Or he just didn’t want it to happen.”
He bit the inside of his cheek to keep from telling her what he thought. Her uncle hadn’t cared. She’d been a photo opportunity, a chance to increase his standing in the polls and nothing more.
“I guess it doesn’t matter anymore,” she shrugged without looking up. “Nothing’s every going to be the same again anyway.”
“Maybe it’s better that way.”
“If things were different maybe... but the current alternative version of my life doesn’t look very promising either.”
“You’re not down for the count yet.”
Maria smirked to herself at the picture he had drawn. “Guess I’m not, no.”
“We’ve got a fighting chance with this situation.”
Yeah, but she couldn’t stop wondering what would be left afterwards? What if they won? What if they somehow miraculously defeated the Circle? What would happen then? Where to start? And with whom?
He watched her, seeing the questions but not knowing what they were. He could probably guess and be pretty close to the mark considering the conversation.
Lol, yeah, what could go wrong?
Candyfifi: You’re very welcome!
Thanks! Yep, it’ll take time, but he’s not the kinda guy who gives up easily.
Well... there’s more of that coming up! There’s just no denying the heat between them.
sarammlover: LOL! They sure keep the heat up! Alex is confident and he’s not afraid to go after what he wants... no matter how unattainable it may seem to be. Seriously... we agree with you!
keepsmiling7: Thanks for reading!
Part 45
“You coming in?” she asked stupidly.
He chuckled gruffly and shook his head. “Not unless you’re gonna gimme some room.”
“Oh,” she blushed. “Right.”
He slipped in behind her, his hands braced on the tub on either side of him as he slowly lowered himself into the water. “Not bad.” He rarely bothered with baths unless he needed to soak his bruised and aching body since showers were so much more efficient. There was an ache that needed to be eased, but it had nothing to do with the tub. His arms wrapped around her and he pulled her back against his body.
Maria swallowed her gasp when his hard length pressed against her back. It’s a normal reaction, she told herself and concentrated on relaxing.
“You’re too tense,” he murmured as he nibbled a path along her shoulder and let his right hand drift down to rest on her inner thigh. His thumb ghosted over her, encouraging her to give him room to play.
“I’m doing my best to relax,” she breathed. “You don’t make it easy.”
“We want you to be good an’ relaxed,” he murmured against her skin. No, he had no experience with virgins but it stood to reason that the more relaxed she was the easier her first time would be. His fingers slipped through her folds, teasing her entrance and pressing the heel of his hand against her clit.
She couldn’t suppress the gasp this time. Her head fell back against his shoulder when his touch transformed her brain into a puddle of mush.
He pushed a finger inside her and took his time getting her worked up, making sure she was as wet as possible before he added a second finger. He was careful as he stretched her, knowing that it would still be a shock when he finally got inside of her. He scooped water up in his free hand and let it cascade over her breasts, getting rid of the soap suds so he could look at them.
“Michael,” she breathed out, not meaning to say or request anything because she didn’t know what she was asking for. His fingers felt so good, it was a feeling she couldn’t describe but she finally got a clue about all the excitement Liz seemed to feel when it came to talking about sex.
He palmed her breast, rasping the rough pad of his thumb around the nipple, working it to a stiff peak before rolling it between his fingers. He repeated the move as he provided more friction against that taut bundle of nerves between her legs and he smiled at her panted breaths as she reached for the orgasm at the edge of her grasp.
This was torture and bliss at the same time, she thought with a hint of frustration. Using her hands on his thighs, she tried to move more against his touch, but he wouldn’t give her more.
“Just let go,” he growled as he increased the speed of his movements, giving her what she wanted.
Maria had no clue how to just let go, but his words seem to give her a direction. She bit her bottom lip painfully and concentrated on the feelings inside. A wave seemed to swallow her all of a sudden and she moaned loudly when her muscles seemed to contract without her permission.
“That’s it,” he growled between clenched teeth. She was clamping down hard on his fingers and just the thought of what that was going to feel like around his dick made him impossibly harder.
It took some time to catch her breath, but when she finally did, she tipped her head back and looked at him through heavy eyelids. “That was even better than on the train.”
“I know,” he said smugly. “Lot more room to play when you’re naked.”
Again she blushed at the thought.
“You’ve got nothin’ to be ashamed of.” And to make his point he cupped her breasts and played with her nipples.
Maria gasped in surprise at the arousing feeling. Was it supposed to happen so soon again?
He shifted against her, needing his own release. “You doin’ okay?” he muttered as his hand drifted down again.
“Yeah, what about you?” He had to be uncomfortable, right?
“I’m hard enough to pound nails.”
“You want me to...”
He lifted an eyebrow. “What would you like to do?”
“Uh, I dunno. Something for you? Like... stroking you?” God, it was weird to talk about it.
“Whatever you’re comfortable with.” Getting off was good at this point, however it happened. “Probably be better if you wanted to gimme a hand job first. Take the edge off.”
“Okay,” she frowned a moment and then looked at him. “Should we change positions?”
His lips lifted in a devilish grin. “Unless you’d like to face me.”
Face him? Could she do that?
“There’s somethin’ stimulating about seein’ how your touch affects the other person.” On the other hand it was gonna make it hard as hell to not pull her close and bury himself inside her.
“Would you like it if I faced you?”
“What I’d like is to have you,” he teased her clit, “wrapped around me when I come.” He sank his teeth into her shoulder as he fought for control. “I’m not a patient man in these situations so if you’re not ready for that let’s switch positions.”
“Okay,” she agreed. He meant sex, right? And she doubted she was ready.
He nodded. He wanted her to turn around and face him and then sink down on his dick, but he knew that wasn’t gonna happen just yet. Oh, he had no doubt it would in time. Once she got a real taste of sex she’d want him anywhere and everywhere. He smirked as he took her hand. “You’re gonna have to stand up and give me a good view of your body.”
She swallowed but nodded and slowly lifted herself out of the tub so she could step around him.
His hand tightened around hers, holding her in place for a moment before he released her. His hands on her hips held her in place as he turned her around and he knew the flush on her skin had little to do with the temperature of the water.
“What are you doin’?”
“Just lookin’.” He leaned forward and planted a kiss against her mound. “There’s so much I’m gonna teach you,” he promised.
“And do you like what you see?” She asked as she made her way around and behind him.
“Yeah. My only complaint is that I don’t get enough of a chance to look.”
She snorted at that. “You’ve had more chances than any other guy.”
“Yeah, well, before long you’re gonna be perfectly at ease bein’ naked around me.”
It was hard to imagine but maybe he was right. Sinking down slowly, she felt his strong body in front of her and it was a new kind of arousal all the same.
Michael leaned back into her when her arms came around him and he watched her hands as they moved over his chest and abdomen, tracing over the muscled ridges and scars. Her hand dropped lower, her fingers stretching out, and he chuckled when he wrapped his hand around hers to pin it in place. “Do me a favor, okay?” He tugged on her hand, checking for resistance and dragging it closer to the part of him that was begging for attention when there was none. “Feel free to explore all you want, but let’s deal with him first.” He jerked when the backs of her knuckles brushed against him and he encouraged her to touch him.
“Are you impatient?” Her voice was a combination of humor and arousal.
“Maria,” he growled in warning.
“What?” She lifted her hand slowly and came into contact with his hard length.
“That’s what.”
She smiled against his neck and bit into the skin softly while taking him in her hand completely for the first time.
“Don’t be shy,” he grated out. He covered her hand with his, guiding her movements, letting her know when to tighten her grip, showing her what he liked before releasing her again.
Maria tried to hide her insecurities as good as she could since she expected it to be a turnoff for him. With her face pressed against the side of his neck, she started to stroke him the way he had shown her.
He rested his arms on the sides of the tub, the overhead lighting causing the droplets of water on his muscled body to glisten. His hands wrapped around the porcelain, his grip tight as he let the feelings wash over him. She didn’t have any experience but there was no hesitation in her touch now.
“Does that feel okay?” she rasped into his ear when his breath became a little harder but yet he wasn’t showing all too much affectation.
“S’better than okay,” he growled. He dropped his hand to cover hers again, increasing the rhythm and nudging her thumb over the head. His voice lowered to a whisper as he let her go again, “Just like that.”
She gave the slightest nod to herself and moved her hand the way he had shown her, wondering how tight her grip would be comfortable. His stomach muscles under her arm started to jerk, which she took as a good reaction. It made her a little braver and she started on her own to vary the speed and pressure of her touches.
Now she was getting the idea, he thought. He could feel his muscles tightening in response to her touch and the rush that was closing in on him. He dropped his head back and closed his eyes, letting it happen.
His body was shaking lightly now and although they were under water she could feel him on her hand when he came. She kept stroking him softly for a while since she had read in one of her books that women did that afterwards. With her free hand she went through his semi wet hair while her lips teased his neck.
“First time, huh?” he asked with a gruff chuckle. “Told you you’re gonna be a natural.”
“So it was okay?” she asked when her nerves settled down a bit.
He snorted and turned his head to look at her when he realized she wasn’t making a joke. “It was better than that. Believe me, if it wasn’t I’m not the kinda guy who’s gonna lie about it to make you feel better.”
“Okay,” she grinned.
His hand dropped to her thigh and he gave it a squeeze. “That’s my girl.” The words were out before he could stop them but he was quick to contain his expression and keep it from revealing his shock. “Now, there was somethin’ said about food earlier, wasn’t there?”
“I thought men were tired after sex.”
“I am tired but I’m also hungry. So the way I see it you’ve got two options. One, we get outta this tub and into bed where we’ll go for round two and you can learn firsthand just why it is guys are ready to pass out after sex. Or two, we get outta this tub and you go scrounge somethin’ up for dinner and that lesson will keep until later. Your choice.”
“Uh...” she felt the heat in her cheeks once more. “Maybe food for now.”
He snickered and nodded. “For now,” he agreed.
“Well, then,” she gave him a little shove. “Move.”
He shifted around to give her room and then held a hand up to help her to her feet.
“Thanks,” she accepted his offer and shivered slightly at the tight, secure grip.
He watched her as she stepped out of the tub carefully, his gaze taking in every inch of her without apology.
His gaze was piercing, but she tried to act normal and not nervous. More than once he had told her that he liked her body, so why not believe him? He was right: He wouldn’t make compliments if he didn’t mean them.
He liked it when she didn’t shrink away from his appreciative observation. “I’ll be right behind you,” he said as he got to his feet.
“Take your time. Dinner won’t be ready in a heartbeat.”
He shrugged. “Not like I’ve gotta do my nails, hair or makeup like a chick. Dry off and get dressed, that’s about all there is to it and I’m ready.”
“Yeah, I know.” She wrapped a big towel around herself and went to the mirror, giving it a swipe with her hand to clear it of the fog.
He pulled the plug to let the water drain and he grabbed a towel, giving himself a quick rubdown before dropping it on the floor and going in search of something to wear.
“Do they have some clothes here?” Tess was a tad shorter, but some of her clothes should fit.
“Unless they run around bare ass naked while they’re here,” he called back. Kyle was great but the guy was a gnome so there was no way he was gonna try to wear any of his jeans. He shook his head and pawed through the drawers until he found a pair of shorts that would do until his jeans could be run through the wash.
After giving herself a onceover and noticing the blush on her cheeks, she went after him and looked for some clothes as well. She stopped in the doorway and watched him when he ran his fingers through his hair to rearrange it.
“What?” He shot a glance at her when he felt her watching him.
“Nothing,” she said quickly.
“Change your mind?”
“About what?” She frowned but when he felt his eyes on her body she got a clue. “Oh.”
He turned to look at her fully. “Keep lookin’ at me like that and I’m gonna take you straight to bed.”
Although her nerves were doing a flip flop, she found herself smiling. “It can’t be forbidden to look.” Passing him, she opened the other closet, where she found like TONS of clothes to choose from. Thank you, Tess.
He huffed under his breath. “I’m gonna go grab a beer.” Before the need for a cold shower became imminent.
“Do that and it would be nice if ya found one for me too.”
“A beer?” he clarified.
“Uh.. yes?”
“Okay. Two beers comin’ up.” He smiled to himself as he left the room and wandered down the hall to the kitchen. He had no problem laying his hands on a couple of cold ones and he popped the caps off, taking a long drink from one and setting the other on the counter for her.
She joined him a few minutes after she had found some jeans and a shirt that fit well enough. “So, let’s see what we have.” She grabbed the beer and went to the refrigerator.
He leaned back against the counter and crossed his arms over his chest so he could watch her, tipping his head to one side with a grin when she bent over to dig around. He had no idea if her hips were swaying on purpose or not but he was enjoying the view. “So what’s on the menu?”
“I think we could do something with spaghetti.”
“Spaghetti’s good,” he mumbled agreeably.
“Can you get them? I saw them on the top shelf next to you.”
“Huh?” He frowned at her a moment before she repeated the question and he turned to pull the box down. “Here.”
She looked over her shoulder, noticing his gaze was locked on her ass. “Well, thanks. I guess.”
“Uh-huh, what else?” His tone was lazy as he slouched down against the counter again.
“Nothing, everything else I got.” She pulled a few things out of the refrigerator. “Well, maybe you can find a pan and a pot.”
“Yeah, okay.” He rummaged around, making enough noise to raise the dead before he pulled out what she’d asked for and placed them on the stove.
“Water in the pot. Make it boil.”
He made a face. “You didn’t say anything about me doin’ any of this crap.” But he filled the pot and put it on the burner, turning it on and resuming his position.
“See, that wasn’t too much to ask, was it?” She glanced over her shoulder and grinned at him while washing some tomatoes.
“Depends on who you ask.” His gaze moved over her, watching her every move.
“I was asking you.”
He shrugged carelessly. “It was okay, I guess.”
“You’re dismissed of kitchen duty, no worries.”
“Good.” He grabbed one of the barstools situated around the center island and pulled it out, taking a seat and making himself comfortable.
“Should we contact someone to let them know that we arrived?”
“In the mornin’ will be soon enough.”
“Okay, if you say so. This place seems nice.”
“Yeah, it’s comfortable.” He glanced around without really paying much attention to the furnishings or the decorations. It was secure, that was the most important thing.
“You’re just checking security,” she said knowingly with an eye roll.
“It could make the difference between livin’ an’ dyin’,” he muttered with a shrug.
“I know. Believe me, after the last days I know it more than I like.”
He nodded and didn’t take it any further. “So you any good at cookin’?”
“I’m not bad I guess. My uncle was hardly around so I cooked for myself a lot.”
She had cooked at the last place they had stayed but there were a lot more options here. “You didn’t really spend much time with him, did you?”
“No, he was away most of the time and if he was home, he was in his office.”
“Was he around much when you were little? He was your dad’s brother, right? Were they close?”
“I think they had some things they disagreed on, but I never thought there was hostility between them.” She shrugged. “My uncle always told everyone how good care he took of me, but I was with caretakers more than I was with him.”
“That doesn’t really surprise me. He was the type who liked to put on a show for the public.”
“Yeah,” she said shortly.
“Sorry,” he grunted. “He’s the one who lost out.” Her uncle was a douche and she shouldn’t feel like she wasn’t worth the man’s time.
“Well, he was the only family I had after that day.”
“It’s not so bad not havin’ ties like that,” he said with a shrug. “You get used to it after a while.”
“You think families are ties?” Maria snorted.
“Aren’t they? They can be used as a weapon against you.”
“Maybe yes, but that doesn’t mean they’re ties.”
“If you have a family you’re tied down, that’s just a reality. There are responsibilities, jobs that have to be done, things that have to be looked after. What would you call it?”
“Well, what else do you do in life? Be alone all the time? Without any feelings and stuff?”
He didn’t really have an answer to that. “It’s safer that way. If you have ties it gives people a hold over you.”
“Well, not everyone is on the wanted list like we are.”
“No, but I guess that’s what gives most people the luxury of havin’ ties like that.”
So he would never even consider being with someone, she thought while cutting the vegetables into halves.
He watched her, taking in the slow methodical way she was slicing the vegetables. “Can you understand what I’m sayin’?”
“I understand why you’re saying it. I don’t feel the same way though.”
“That’s your prerogative.”
She stopped and looked up for a second then nodded before she went back to preparing the food. What should she say to counter anyway? There was nothing that would convince him different.
“What would you be doin’ if you weren’t here?”
“If I had my old life back?”
He shrugged. “Yeah. I guess I just mean if you’d been able to go on with your life.”
“I don’t know. Finish college and then get a hell of a good job and an’ my own life I guess. Be independent.”
“So you would’ve gotten away from Halverson?”
“After college? Yes, definitely.”
He nodded. “That would’ve been a good choice.”
“It would’ve been necessary if I wanted a real life where I could make my own decisions and mistakes.”
“You have to have that freedom if you’re ever gonna know who you are.”
“Yeah, my uncle just never realized that. Or he just didn’t want it to happen.”
He bit the inside of his cheek to keep from telling her what he thought. Her uncle hadn’t cared. She’d been a photo opportunity, a chance to increase his standing in the polls and nothing more.
“I guess it doesn’t matter anymore,” she shrugged without looking up. “Nothing’s every going to be the same again anyway.”
“Maybe it’s better that way.”
“If things were different maybe... but the current alternative version of my life doesn’t look very promising either.”
“You’re not down for the count yet.”
Maria smirked to herself at the picture he had drawn. “Guess I’m not, no.”
“We’ve got a fighting chance with this situation.”
Yeah, but she couldn’t stop wondering what would be left afterwards? What if they won? What if they somehow miraculously defeated the Circle? What would happen then? Where to start? And with whom?
He watched her, seeing the questions but not knowing what they were. He could probably guess and be pretty close to the mark considering the conversation.