Roswell Fanatics

liz:

"not really...I had hoped we could kinda reply our little action after the fight...except for the dance.." I told him. My foot made it's way in between his legs and he jumped...he looked at me, and I just smiled.

~~~~~ZAN~~~~~
I raised my eyebrow at her. "You saying you didn't like my dance!" I said pretending to be horrorfied and heartbroken. I then got up as if pretending Im about to storm out of the room before grabbing Liz and slinging her over my shoulder. "There is no way that is going to be permitted little missy. For that you're going to have to be punished." I took her to my room where I plonked her on the bed. I quickly turned two of her bracelets into handcuffs and locked her the bedposts.
"Now Miss Parker what would be a suitable punishment?"

Liz:

"What are you going to do Mr. Evans?" I asked--then suddenly a rush of images...flashes came running to my mind--of me..when i was younger...I was tied up...there was something covering my mouth...I had no clothes on...I couldn't be more than seven years old. I saw the old brute...and I was discusted. once I come back to reality...I flipped out.. "No...Zan..let me go..Please LET me GO!! " I shouted. once he did...I wrapped my arms around him, and i just cried.

~~~~~ZAN~~~~~
I quickly untied her. "Liz! Im so sorry! Please tell me what's wrong!" I said terrified.

Liz:

I didn't say anything for a long time...I just cried...and cried..and then suddenly I found my voice, and pulled away from him. I sighed deeply. "That...brought back something I didn't remember..I don't think I can tell you--but I can show you... I touched his face..and sent him all those images of me...how I felt..and how I wished it would be over..how I was tormented--and decieved by my own Uncle. I pulled away.."I looks like I've been raped by that monster more than once..." I started to cry again. "Why...Zan...Why...." I tried to aske but I couldn't find me voice.

~~~~~ZAN~~~~~
"You idiot" I thought to myself. I had just completely ruined Liz's coronation day. "Liz" I said trying to get nearer to her but she backed away.
"Liz Im so sorry. You know I didn't mean to don't you? I love you. I don't know why that sick bastard ever did what he did to you, but I can tell you if I ever meet him I will kill him. Liz please, im so sorry." I went into the bathroom and sat in there thinking how Im a plank and just ruined everything.

Liz:

I knock on the door, and opened the door--"Zan?" I saw him sitting there...
"Zan..please...don't feel bad...it's a part of my past." i told him..I didn't even know until right now...I took his face in my hands--Please Zan don't feel bad, Zan please...I pleaded to him. "Who cares what that monster did to me... Zan..." I pleaded with him.

~~~~~ZAN~~~~~
I looked up at her. "Im so sorry Liz. You know I didn't mean to don't you? I was just trying to.....yeah well you know what I was trying to do. Im so sorry Liz." I said managing just about to fight back tears.

Liz:

"Zan..I know..I know..." I held him in my arms... "Don't worry about it...it's just something I've had to live with all these years...no matter how much I try and hide it--it's a part of me..." I pulled away and cupped his face in my hands.. "Zan, if I knew you did that on purpose then I would be upset...but you DIDN"T and I understand that....I love you too much to be mad at you! C'mon lets just go back to bed." I told him as i gently kissed him.

~~~~~ZAN~~~~~
I let Liz pull me back to the bed. But I didnt feel right now. "Im sorry if Im too....love driven. I just wanted to make you happy. Im a jerk. Im sorry. Maybe you shouldn't be marrying someone as careless as me."