Roswell Fanatics

~Liz~

"If I remember correctly you had your tongue shoved down your ex's throat."

"So that's it, huh?" I say, staring her down. "You see Max kissing me and so you decide to hop in bed with my boyfriend? I admit it I did kiss him. It was an accident and it shouldn't of happened. You didn't see me screwing with him back there though did you?"

I shake my head in disgust as I throw Nathan a look.

"You know what?" I say, "I really don't need this right now. I'm outta here, you guy's have fun or whatever."

I turn on my heels and exit the room, slamming the door behind me.

Serena

"You see Max kissing me and so you decide to hop in bed with my boyfriend? I admit it I did kiss him. It was an accident and it shouldn't of happened. You didn't see me screwing with him back there though did you?"

"You know what?"

"I really don't need this right now. I'm outta here, you guy's have fun or whatever."

I reach for my jeans and pull them on. I feel ashamed and almost like a slut. I almost slept with someone else's boyfriend. I button the two buttons of my shirt that Nathan managed to undo before Liz walked in.

~Liz~

I rush out of the hotel and hurry inside my dad's SUV. Once I'm inside I take a deep breath, which doesn't help at all.

My god, I'm gonna lose it. How the hell could he do this to me? How could they do this to me??? My own boyfriend and my best friend!

I burry my hands in face as tear's fall down my face.

Once I'm finally done crying I start the ingnition and slowly head home to the Crashdown Cafe.

About 15 minutes later, I finally get there. I step out of the car and burst into the Crashdown, my face blotchy from all the crying i've just done.

Serena

Once fully clothed I mutter "I have to use the bathroom" before practically running into the small restroom, locking the door behind me.

I look into the mirror trying my best to fix my hair by running my fingers through it.

Grabbing the bag full of make-up provided by the hotel I search for some type of cover-up. Once I find some I do my best to cover the hickey on the side of my neck.

I press my back against the door and allow my body to slide down it until my bottom hits the hard tile. A dull pain shoots through my back but I ignore it.

Pressing the palms of my hands firmy to my forehead I allow my tear to fall down my cheek followed by another...and then another.

~~~~~NATHAN~~~~~
I sit in stunned silence.
What did I do....

God I...I can't believe I....

I knew it...I knew I was a bad person...this was why Serena broke up with me...this is why Liz lied to me...kissed Max....

Im a terrible person.
And I don't know what to do...
I think I just blew things with Liz and Serena...for good.


~~~~~MAX~~~~~
I strom into the Crashdown and walk over to Kyle. "You son of a bitch" I say quietly. "I can't believe you! You never told me...never told me that you didn't do it....you made me believe...God everything is my fault...all of it...and you never even told me... You never told me!"
My voice is starting to raise, attracting some peoples attention.

"Outside Valenti" I say quietly, in a threatning tone.

~Liz~

I walk into the Crashdown. All of a sudden I feel tears stinging my eyes again as I rethink of everything that just happened back at the motel.

How could I have been so stupid?? I should of known that soomething was going on between Nathan and Serena! Why didn't I see it before???

I walk inside when suddenly I hear a someone shouting at someone else. I turn my head and look to find Max shouting at Kyle.

"You son of a bitch. I can't believe you! You never told me...never told me that you didn't do it....you made me believe...God everything is my fault...all of it...and you never even told me... You never told me!"

I swallow hard. I can see that people are turning around in there booths to have a look at what's going on.

"Outside Valenti," I hear him say angrily to kill, who looks completed taken aback at everything that's going on.

Poor Kyle. None of this is his fault, he's completely clueless about all of this and I know it. I have to stop Max before he hurts Kyle.

I see Kyle slide out of the booth as Max glares down at him. You can see that he's mad. Really mad.

I take a step in their direction.

"Max, what are you doing?" I say loudly. He turns around and faces me.

~~~~~MAX~~~~~
"Max, what are you doing?"
I look round and see Liz. "Giving Mr "Im your friend but not going to tell you that I didn't actually sleep with your girlfriend" a little treat"

Serena

I let out a loud laugh. This is pathetic. Quickly, I stand up and do my best to wipe away the running mascara before applying fresh make up.

Taking a deap breath I open the bathroom door. I do my best to ignore Nathan and heard straight for the phone and dial the "Roswell Airport"

"Hello the is Marrisa from Roswell Airport. How may I be of service?" I askes a super sweet voice and I almost cringe.

"I need one ticket to Las Angles. If possilbe for the first flight."

"Sorry mam but all the seats are taken. The next flight to Las Vegas isn't until a couple days."

Not bothering to say goodbye I slam the phone down on the receiver and mutter "shit"

I could always rent a car and drive...stupid i know buts it better than staying here with him. Not that what happened earlier was Nathan's fault...it was mostly mine..it's just that I feel uncomfortable around him now.

I just need to get out of here...I don't care how. I feel like the four walls are slowly closing in on me ready to crush me at any moment.

I don't know anyone here so I can't seek comfort in one of my friends like I normally would. Normally I would go to Liz and we would eat ice cream and spend all night discussing the issue. But since Liz seems to be part of the reason for my stress i can't go to her. And Nathan isn't exactly welcoming me with open arms at the moment.

With one last glance at Nathan I run out of the hotel room and outside and sit down on the bench.

What the hell am I supposed to do? Thats one question I can't seem to answer no matter how long I think about it. But deep down I already know the answer but the question is...'do i have the courage to go through with it?'.

~~~~~~NATHAN~~~~~~
I watch silently as she rings the airport...
She wants to leave....
I don't want her to leave.
The realisation of that hits me like ice.
I don't want her to leave.
I watch as she walks outside. I sit there for a moment before going after her. She's sitting on the bench. I go and sit down next to her.
"I don't want you to leave" I say quietly.

Serena

"I don't want you to leave"

"Nathan..." I sigh and run my hand through my hair. How am I supposed to explain this to him.

"I have to."