Roswell Fanatics

Liz:

"What is that attitude..." I aske him..I forced him to look at me, "I can't change my past...but I can change the future...if I leave here..where am I suppose to go...back to my uncles..so he can rape me again...I'm sorry BUT NO!! " I shouted.. I calmed down.. and took his hands in mind... "If we give into this..that means he wins..I never want that...for us...we are strong..we can live through this...I promise you...you are the only one I will ever love, ever care about, every cherish..every make love to...you are it for me.. if you don't want to marry me, I'd rather die..but I'm not going anywhere, I'm going to be Queen today! OKAY!!" I demanded an answer from him.

~~~~~ZAN~~~~~
I looked at Liz seeing Serena in my mind.
"She said something like that to me. She demanded to be Queen. Later she told me how she wantedto be Queen so that she could then kill me and marry Kivar. Because all she wanted was power and glory."
I ignored everything that Liz had just said to me and went into overdrive. "You want to be Queen so badly Liz? Fine be Queen! Im done being King. Screw Antar and everyone who hates me and hurts me. Screw it all!"
I ran out of the room. I dashed along corridors and headed to the one place I could be alone. The one place which no one knew about except the King. The secret room. When a King was crowned he was told about the secret room and forbiden to reveal its secrets to anyone else.
Liz would and could never find me here. Alex was the only one who could contact me now, through our brother link....but there was no way I would ever answer him now. I sat on the floor and cried. The room was sound proof. No one could hear me bang my hands on the floor and screaming.

Liz:

I stood there amazed...what just happened...i felt a rush a pain in my stomach..I cried out for help...but no one came...the pain was horrible..what was happening...what..was wrong...I didn't know...I fell off the bed on slammed onto the ground. "SOMEBODY HELP ME..PLEASE..SOMEONE..." I shouted as loud as I could. I started to hypervenatle..oh no..something is wrong...something is extremely wrong..I didn't mean any of what I said...he was just so stubborn--it just came out...I didn't want to be Queen if I couldn't be with him...screw the ceremony...I didn't want it...I just wanted Zan-- SOMEONE" I shouted.

Alex:

I stopped talking to Rath..."Man do you hear something?" I listened more closely...

Rath:

"Yeah I do..." I ran out of the room, and followed the voice... and there was Liz on the floor gasping for air... "OMG...Alex..go get your brother.." I told him.

Liz:

"Rath..we got into this huge fight...he ..he..um..stormed off...I..I--" I screamed in pain...the...omg..Rath..something is wrong..with the kids...Rath you need to find Zan.." Everything started to go black.

Rath:

"No..Liz..c'mon stay with me...Liz..."

Liz:

I weakly said..."Tell, Zan...I'm sorry...for everything..." My breathing was rash--an harsh...I held my stomach again...

Rath:

"Liz..c'mon...stay with me...LIZ!!" I shouted.. "Alex hurry up..she dosen't look good.

Alex:

I knew the one place he would be...that secret room, he always went there to clear his head. I didn't bother to knock or be patient... I used my powers to blast open the door, I found him lieing on the floor... "Zan...Listen to me... It's Liz...something is wrong...with the babies...she's in a lot of pain...she's asking for you..." but he didn't get up... "Zan!! She is going to die..if you don't do something right now!! ' I shouted at him.

~~~~~ZAN~~~~~
I looked at Alex. I was still feeling like shit. And I knew now Liz never really cared.
But I still loved her. And unfortunitely for me, no matter what I couldn't let her or my children die.
I rushed back to my bedroom.
"Liz?" I said concerned but only there in kindness for Liz, not for reconcilliation.

Liz:

"Zan..Zan...I'm sorry...I didn't mean what I said...Please Zan...Please...I tried to touch his face..but he didn't look at me...I flet my world crummble on top of me. "what did I do..." I asked as I grabbed my stomach and screamed in pain..."Zan, I don't care about the crown...please Zan..I --I--need you..w--what can I do say to make you believe me.." tears where streaming down my face..I started to cough..and blood started to come out. with a rush of images...and a flash of light... I jumped up...and there was Zan asleep next to me...it was all a nightmare... gasping for air...I couldn't breath---it was the middle of the night...I got up to catch my breath...I couldn't walk when I did try to walk to the restroom and i fell to the ground. "Zan.." I called out.. he turned on the light and rushed to my side.

~~~~~ZAN~~~~~
I awoke to hear Liz calling for me. She had collapsed to the floor.
"Liz? Liz!" I said rushing over to her. "Liz whats wrong?"

Liz:

I started off into the darkness and that is until Zan came and turned on the light and nealt down next to me...when I saw his face infront of mine...that's when I woke up...I gasped for air and I wrapped my arms around him..."Zan..I thought I lost you!!" I couldn't catch my breath--" I dreamt you hated me...and I died...there was blood..and if felt so real..." I grabbed him tighter...I didn't want to let go of him.

~~~~~ZAN~~~~~
"Liz, it's okay. Im here! I'll always be here Liz. I love you, and nothing could ever change that" I said holding her in my arms and stroking her cheek. "It's okay sweety."

Liz:

I held him tighter as he picked me up off the floor and took me back to bed..I didn't want to let go..."Zan keep me safe...Zan..." I sobbed into his shoulder.

~~~~~ZAN~~~~~
"Shhh, sweety! Of course I will. You know that. Im always here for you. It's ok. I love you Liz. Im not going anywhere." I said brushing away her tears.