Posted: Tue Sep 28, 2004 6:58 pm
Chapter 39
Kailyn sat quietly playing under the table with Holden. Liz sat at the table flipping through forms of a case she was working on. She only had two cases that she was responsible for at the moment. She had to pay visits to them on Thursday. Hannah was busy at junior high, and Caleb was asleep in his swing.
The doorbell rang and Liz went to answer it. Kailyn watched nervously from the kitchen.
“Kailyn, come here.” It was her therapist. It was a surprise visit and Kailyn wasn’t prepared for it.
Kailyn went to Liz and stared up at the other woman.
“This is Mrs. Jenkins, what she’s going to do is test you to see what grade you’ll be in for school.” Liz said quietly to Kailyn.
Kailyn nodded as she studied the woman.
“Come in, Mrs. Jenkins.” Liz stood out of the doorway. “Let me move these things out of your way and you can use the kitchen table.”
“Actually the living room would be better, Kailyn would probably be more comfortable there and I wouldn’t want to move your little ones.”
“Are you sure?”
“Yes.”
“You’ll be alright, Kailyn, I’ll be right in the kitchen.” She told her.
Kailyn nodded and went to the living room.
****
“Can you spell your name?” Mrs. Perkins asked softly.
Kailyn nodded and wrote her name on a piece of paper. It was messy and crooked but it was her name.
“Can you read this word?” She asked.
Kailyn squinted at the word, and brought it closer. She couldn’t pick out any of the letters. She had never gone to school before and Camilla had only taken the time to teach her to spell her name. They had never stayed in a place long enough for Kailyn to go to a proper school.
“Do you need glasses, sweetheart?” Mrs. Perkins asked.
Kailyn shrugged.
“Have you ever had your eyes checked?”
Kailyn shrugged again and looked towards the kitchen. Liz was nursing Caleb while helping Holden color something in. She wanted to go be with them. This woman knew too much. If she didn’t leave soon everyone would know that she couldn’t read and then Max and Liz would make her go away.
“Alright, sweetheart. How about this one?”
Kailyn looked at the word again. She couldn’t pick out any of the letters. She squinted, pulled the card closer then shook her head.
“I’m going to go talk with Mrs. Evans for a moment, alright.”
Kailyn looked at the woman through wary eyes then nodded.
“Mrs. Evans, can I speak with you for a second?” She asked.
“Yes, of course, let me just finish up here and lay him down.” Liz said and went to lay Caleb down in the playpen. He let out a grunt of disapproval but got over it soon enough.
“Do you know if Kailyn’s eyes have ever been tested?”
“No, I don’t.” Liz shook her head. “I highly doubt it.”
“Ok. Let me show you something, come here, Kailyn.” She said. “Read this word, please.”
Kailyn was ready to cry. She couldn’t pick out any of the letters except for the ‘A’. So she squinted and shook her head.
“We’ll have them checked.” She realized Kailyn was getting ready to cry. “Don’t cry, sweetheart, it’s not your fault, we’ll fix it.”
“That would be best, and then we can test her and not have her anymore behind in school than she already is.”
****
Liz had dropped Hannah, Holden and Caleb off at Amy’s so she could take Kailyn to the doctor without interference from her sons.
“Evans?” The assistant called and Liz took her back.
“Alright, Miss Hamilton, it looks like you’re here to get your eyes checked, correct?” The doctor asked kindly a few minutes later
Kailyn nodded hesitantly, her hand searching for Liz’s.
“I’m going to need you to sit right here, if you will?” He pointed to a chair in front of a funny looking machine. “Now put your eyes here, and tell me if you can see that. Tell me what letter it is.”
“A.” She knew that one. This wasn’t so bad.
“Was that blurry?”
She shook her head.
“Ok, here’s this one.” He showed her a smaller letter.
She couldn’t name it. She shook her head.
“Let’s try this one.” It was bigger than the ‘A’ but she couldn’t name it. She didn’t know what it was called. She shook her head.
This went on.
Liz’s eyebrows creased none of this was making sense. “Doctor could I speak to you for a second?” She asked.
“Yes.” The doctor was just as flustered, he had switched the numbers multiple times but she wasn’t consistent.
They stepped outside leaving Kailyn in the room.
“What’s going on?” Liz asked.
“I don’t know. She seems to know only a few letters. I don’t really think she’s having problems at all.” The doctor says. “Why does she say some and not others?” He asked.
“I don’t know.” Liz said puzzled. What was wrong with Kailyn? “What letters does she say?”
“She said, ‘A’ at any size, ‘N’ at any size, and the ‘K’. Anything else she just shrugs.” He says. I’ve never seen this happen before. I think maybe we can refer her to my partner after he’s done with this patient.”
Liz thought for a second. “Let me speak with her for a second.”
Liz went back into the room and pulled out a piece of paper. “Kailyn write your name.”
She did so. “What’s wrong?” They would know now and then they’d find out she’s stupid.
“What’s your last name, Kailyn?”
“Hamilton.” She said.
“Can you write it?”
Kailyn’s heart hammered. She couldn’t. She didn’t know the letters. “I don’t know how.”
“Here, sweetheart, what’s this letter?”
“K”.
“And this one.”
“A.” Kailyn answered. Liz asked her all the letters of her name.
“Are those the only letters you know?”
“Yeah.” She said truthfully and she started to cry.
“Don’t cry, Kailyn.” Liz comforted. “It’s alright, it’s not your fault.” She took her into her arms. “Can you see the letters OK? You just can’t read them, yes?”
“Yeah.” She nodded.
“Ok, I’m gonna go get the doctor, and he’ll make sure that’s correct.”
“Ok.” She nodded and wiped her eyes.
“We’ll use pictures.” The doctor said when he came back into the room, relieved.
Kailyn tested perfectly after that.
****
Liz lay under the tree, Caleb asleep cradled in her arms. He had fallen asleep quietly and without protest. Holden, Hannah, and Kailyn, were playing in the yard and Liz was considering sleeping herself.
Checking once more on the kids, making sure Hannah was with them, she let her eyes drift shut.
Liz jerked awake in what seemed to be only a few minutes later. Someone was trying to tug Caleb from her. Her arms tightened and she opened her eyes.
“Max, don’t do that!” She said. “I wake up and someone’s trying to take my baby.”
“Sorry.” He smiled, a wide grin. “Didn’t want you to burn.”
“What are you smiling about?” She said, “And where are the kids?”
“Hannah took them inside and made them lunch.” Max explained.
“What are you smiling about?” She asked as she sat up.
“They’re going to hand over custody to us.” He said smiling. “The trial isn’t anywhere near finished, but the judge has ruled him unfit for parenting after her trial. Now it’s just a matter of time before the adoption goes through.”
****
“Natalie, where did you say it was?” Hannah shouted from the front room. She was at Natalie’s house and Natalie had sent her downstairs to get something from her backpack.
“In the kitchen.” She shouted back.
“Hi, Conner.” Hannah greeted the fifth grader as he entered through the back door. He gagged at her and turned back to his friend. The two families regarded each other closely since Natalie and Hannah were such close friends. Hannah was just as comfortable in Natalie’s house as she was at home, the same with Natalie.
Francesca was in the kitchen as well she was trying to reach something. “Can you help me please?”
“I can’t be of much help, Frannie, I’m not much taller.” Hannah said apologetically. She had hit a growth spurt at eleven and grew to be five feet. At twelve the doctor said this was probably her limit, she had the genes to be short, since her mother stood at five two and because of her heart she didn’t have enough oxygen to support limbs that were too long.
Just then, Natalie’s older brother, Ben, walked in. “Ben, can you help?” Francesca appealed to him.
Ben grinned down at his little sister with affection and lifted her up so she could reach it herself. “Thank you.” She said and scampered off.
Hannah remembered a time when she was half in love with Ethan, the oldest of the Barclay clan. She had followed him around with stars in her eyes for months, now, though, she liked Ben. She hadn’t even told Natalie about this one. It was something more private that she wanted to keep to herself.
“Did you need something, Hannah?” He asked.
She flushed pink and shook her head. At thirteen and a freshman in high school he seemed larger than life.
She really was a pretty girl, he thought to himself. Her hair was down today and he couldn’t see her little ears poking out. “Are you sure?”
She nodded.
“Hannah.”
She looked up at him. “What?” She said, trying to not let her voice squeak.
“You’re really pretty, you know that?” He asked, shocking himself.
Her eyes widened and her cheeks burned so bad she thought she was going to blow up. “T-thank you.” She stuttered.
“Do you have a boyfriend?”
She eyes widened. “I’m only eleven.” She said then added quickly, “I’ll be twelve next month.”
“You didn’t answer my question.”
“No, Daddy wouldn’t allow that.” She said.
“Good.” He smirked at her.
She just stared up at him; he was currently at five eight and was still actively growing.
“I-I have to give this to Natalie, then I have to go home.” She turned on her heel.
“You walking?” He called.
“Yeah.” She nodded.
“You still live in the same place?” He asked.
“Yeah.” She said.
“I’ll walk you.” She turns back around and stares at him.
“I’ll be fine, it’s just around the corner, and it’s broad daylight.”
“I’ll walk you, go give that to Nat and then I’ll walk you.”
She nodded and ran upstairs to deliver the bag. Natalie raised an eyebrow at her flushed face. “You breathing alright?” Ever since she had learned of Hannah’s heart she had always been protective of her best friend.
“Perfectly.” She picked up her own backpack and headed out the door.
“Hey, Hannah banana, what’s the rush?” Natalie studied her best friend.
“My mom wanted me home early and I forgot.” Hannah said in a rush.
Hannah never forgot anything her parents told her, but Natalie let it slide. “You’d tell me if something was wrong, right, Hannah?” She asked.
“Yes, Nat, you’re my very best friend.” She said honestly. She wasn’t lying per say, because nothing was wrong at the moment, everything was great.
“Okay, I’ll see you tomorrow.” Natalie hugged her.
“Do you like Junior High?” He asked as he walked her home. He swung her backpack over his shoulder.
“Yes.” She said. She liked having the different teachers, and she had access to a real science lab. “The drama class is really cool.”
“Is Mrs. Smyth still teaching that?” He asked.
”Yes.”
“Dude, that woman’s like a hundred years old.”
“I know.” Hannah laughed. “But she’s really into it.”
“You want to be an actress right?”
“Yeah, I’m going to win an Oscar some day.” She said with meaning. She really meant to do it.
“Sounds good, I get a guest ticket right?” He asked. “I want to meet Julia Roberts.”
“Maybe.” She smiled at him. “I have to think about it.”
“Here you are.” He walked her to the door.
“Merci.” She said quietly.
“Your welcome. How do you say goodbye?”
“Au Revoir” She told him.
“Au Revoir” He repeated. “Be safe. Go for that Oscar.”
****
Hannah hurried into the house and shut the door. She leaned against it with a smile on her face.
“What was that about?” Liz asked, her arms folded.
“ Rien.” Nothing. She smiled and walked upstairs to her bedroom and shut the door firmly behind her.
Kailyn sat quietly playing under the table with Holden. Liz sat at the table flipping through forms of a case she was working on. She only had two cases that she was responsible for at the moment. She had to pay visits to them on Thursday. Hannah was busy at junior high, and Caleb was asleep in his swing.
The doorbell rang and Liz went to answer it. Kailyn watched nervously from the kitchen.
“Kailyn, come here.” It was her therapist. It was a surprise visit and Kailyn wasn’t prepared for it.
Kailyn went to Liz and stared up at the other woman.
“This is Mrs. Jenkins, what she’s going to do is test you to see what grade you’ll be in for school.” Liz said quietly to Kailyn.
Kailyn nodded as she studied the woman.
“Come in, Mrs. Jenkins.” Liz stood out of the doorway. “Let me move these things out of your way and you can use the kitchen table.”
“Actually the living room would be better, Kailyn would probably be more comfortable there and I wouldn’t want to move your little ones.”
“Are you sure?”
“Yes.”
“You’ll be alright, Kailyn, I’ll be right in the kitchen.” She told her.
Kailyn nodded and went to the living room.
****
“Can you spell your name?” Mrs. Perkins asked softly.
Kailyn nodded and wrote her name on a piece of paper. It was messy and crooked but it was her name.
“Can you read this word?” She asked.
Kailyn squinted at the word, and brought it closer. She couldn’t pick out any of the letters. She had never gone to school before and Camilla had only taken the time to teach her to spell her name. They had never stayed in a place long enough for Kailyn to go to a proper school.
“Do you need glasses, sweetheart?” Mrs. Perkins asked.
Kailyn shrugged.
“Have you ever had your eyes checked?”
Kailyn shrugged again and looked towards the kitchen. Liz was nursing Caleb while helping Holden color something in. She wanted to go be with them. This woman knew too much. If she didn’t leave soon everyone would know that she couldn’t read and then Max and Liz would make her go away.
“Alright, sweetheart. How about this one?”
Kailyn looked at the word again. She couldn’t pick out any of the letters. She squinted, pulled the card closer then shook her head.
“I’m going to go talk with Mrs. Evans for a moment, alright.”
Kailyn looked at the woman through wary eyes then nodded.
“Mrs. Evans, can I speak with you for a second?” She asked.
“Yes, of course, let me just finish up here and lay him down.” Liz said and went to lay Caleb down in the playpen. He let out a grunt of disapproval but got over it soon enough.
“Do you know if Kailyn’s eyes have ever been tested?”
“No, I don’t.” Liz shook her head. “I highly doubt it.”
“Ok. Let me show you something, come here, Kailyn.” She said. “Read this word, please.”
Kailyn was ready to cry. She couldn’t pick out any of the letters except for the ‘A’. So she squinted and shook her head.
“We’ll have them checked.” She realized Kailyn was getting ready to cry. “Don’t cry, sweetheart, it’s not your fault, we’ll fix it.”
“That would be best, and then we can test her and not have her anymore behind in school than she already is.”
****
Liz had dropped Hannah, Holden and Caleb off at Amy’s so she could take Kailyn to the doctor without interference from her sons.
“Evans?” The assistant called and Liz took her back.
“Alright, Miss Hamilton, it looks like you’re here to get your eyes checked, correct?” The doctor asked kindly a few minutes later
Kailyn nodded hesitantly, her hand searching for Liz’s.
“I’m going to need you to sit right here, if you will?” He pointed to a chair in front of a funny looking machine. “Now put your eyes here, and tell me if you can see that. Tell me what letter it is.”
“A.” She knew that one. This wasn’t so bad.
“Was that blurry?”
She shook her head.
“Ok, here’s this one.” He showed her a smaller letter.
She couldn’t name it. She shook her head.
“Let’s try this one.” It was bigger than the ‘A’ but she couldn’t name it. She didn’t know what it was called. She shook her head.
This went on.
Liz’s eyebrows creased none of this was making sense. “Doctor could I speak to you for a second?” She asked.
“Yes.” The doctor was just as flustered, he had switched the numbers multiple times but she wasn’t consistent.
They stepped outside leaving Kailyn in the room.
“What’s going on?” Liz asked.
“I don’t know. She seems to know only a few letters. I don’t really think she’s having problems at all.” The doctor says. “Why does she say some and not others?” He asked.
“I don’t know.” Liz said puzzled. What was wrong with Kailyn? “What letters does she say?”
“She said, ‘A’ at any size, ‘N’ at any size, and the ‘K’. Anything else she just shrugs.” He says. I’ve never seen this happen before. I think maybe we can refer her to my partner after he’s done with this patient.”
Liz thought for a second. “Let me speak with her for a second.”
Liz went back into the room and pulled out a piece of paper. “Kailyn write your name.”
She did so. “What’s wrong?” They would know now and then they’d find out she’s stupid.
“What’s your last name, Kailyn?”
“Hamilton.” She said.
“Can you write it?”
Kailyn’s heart hammered. She couldn’t. She didn’t know the letters. “I don’t know how.”
“Here, sweetheart, what’s this letter?”
“K”.
“And this one.”
“A.” Kailyn answered. Liz asked her all the letters of her name.
“Are those the only letters you know?”
“Yeah.” She said truthfully and she started to cry.
“Don’t cry, Kailyn.” Liz comforted. “It’s alright, it’s not your fault.” She took her into her arms. “Can you see the letters OK? You just can’t read them, yes?”
“Yeah.” She nodded.
“Ok, I’m gonna go get the doctor, and he’ll make sure that’s correct.”
“Ok.” She nodded and wiped her eyes.
“We’ll use pictures.” The doctor said when he came back into the room, relieved.
Kailyn tested perfectly after that.
****
Liz lay under the tree, Caleb asleep cradled in her arms. He had fallen asleep quietly and without protest. Holden, Hannah, and Kailyn, were playing in the yard and Liz was considering sleeping herself.
Checking once more on the kids, making sure Hannah was with them, she let her eyes drift shut.
Liz jerked awake in what seemed to be only a few minutes later. Someone was trying to tug Caleb from her. Her arms tightened and she opened her eyes.
“Max, don’t do that!” She said. “I wake up and someone’s trying to take my baby.”
“Sorry.” He smiled, a wide grin. “Didn’t want you to burn.”
“What are you smiling about?” She said, “And where are the kids?”
“Hannah took them inside and made them lunch.” Max explained.
“What are you smiling about?” She asked as she sat up.
“They’re going to hand over custody to us.” He said smiling. “The trial isn’t anywhere near finished, but the judge has ruled him unfit for parenting after her trial. Now it’s just a matter of time before the adoption goes through.”
****
“Natalie, where did you say it was?” Hannah shouted from the front room. She was at Natalie’s house and Natalie had sent her downstairs to get something from her backpack.
“In the kitchen.” She shouted back.
“Hi, Conner.” Hannah greeted the fifth grader as he entered through the back door. He gagged at her and turned back to his friend. The two families regarded each other closely since Natalie and Hannah were such close friends. Hannah was just as comfortable in Natalie’s house as she was at home, the same with Natalie.
Francesca was in the kitchen as well she was trying to reach something. “Can you help me please?”
“I can’t be of much help, Frannie, I’m not much taller.” Hannah said apologetically. She had hit a growth spurt at eleven and grew to be five feet. At twelve the doctor said this was probably her limit, she had the genes to be short, since her mother stood at five two and because of her heart she didn’t have enough oxygen to support limbs that were too long.
Just then, Natalie’s older brother, Ben, walked in. “Ben, can you help?” Francesca appealed to him.
Ben grinned down at his little sister with affection and lifted her up so she could reach it herself. “Thank you.” She said and scampered off.
Hannah remembered a time when she was half in love with Ethan, the oldest of the Barclay clan. She had followed him around with stars in her eyes for months, now, though, she liked Ben. She hadn’t even told Natalie about this one. It was something more private that she wanted to keep to herself.
“Did you need something, Hannah?” He asked.
She flushed pink and shook her head. At thirteen and a freshman in high school he seemed larger than life.
She really was a pretty girl, he thought to himself. Her hair was down today and he couldn’t see her little ears poking out. “Are you sure?”
She nodded.
“Hannah.”
She looked up at him. “What?” She said, trying to not let her voice squeak.
“You’re really pretty, you know that?” He asked, shocking himself.
Her eyes widened and her cheeks burned so bad she thought she was going to blow up. “T-thank you.” She stuttered.
“Do you have a boyfriend?”
She eyes widened. “I’m only eleven.” She said then added quickly, “I’ll be twelve next month.”
“You didn’t answer my question.”
“No, Daddy wouldn’t allow that.” She said.
“Good.” He smirked at her.
She just stared up at him; he was currently at five eight and was still actively growing.
“I-I have to give this to Natalie, then I have to go home.” She turned on her heel.
“You walking?” He called.
“Yeah.” She nodded.
“You still live in the same place?” He asked.
“Yeah.” She said.
“I’ll walk you.” She turns back around and stares at him.
“I’ll be fine, it’s just around the corner, and it’s broad daylight.”
“I’ll walk you, go give that to Nat and then I’ll walk you.”
She nodded and ran upstairs to deliver the bag. Natalie raised an eyebrow at her flushed face. “You breathing alright?” Ever since she had learned of Hannah’s heart she had always been protective of her best friend.
“Perfectly.” She picked up her own backpack and headed out the door.
“Hey, Hannah banana, what’s the rush?” Natalie studied her best friend.
“My mom wanted me home early and I forgot.” Hannah said in a rush.
Hannah never forgot anything her parents told her, but Natalie let it slide. “You’d tell me if something was wrong, right, Hannah?” She asked.
“Yes, Nat, you’re my very best friend.” She said honestly. She wasn’t lying per say, because nothing was wrong at the moment, everything was great.
“Okay, I’ll see you tomorrow.” Natalie hugged her.
“Do you like Junior High?” He asked as he walked her home. He swung her backpack over his shoulder.
“Yes.” She said. She liked having the different teachers, and she had access to a real science lab. “The drama class is really cool.”
“Is Mrs. Smyth still teaching that?” He asked.
”Yes.”
“Dude, that woman’s like a hundred years old.”
“I know.” Hannah laughed. “But she’s really into it.”
“You want to be an actress right?”
“Yeah, I’m going to win an Oscar some day.” She said with meaning. She really meant to do it.
“Sounds good, I get a guest ticket right?” He asked. “I want to meet Julia Roberts.”
“Maybe.” She smiled at him. “I have to think about it.”
“Here you are.” He walked her to the door.
“Merci.” She said quietly.
“Your welcome. How do you say goodbye?”
“Au Revoir” She told him.
“Au Revoir” He repeated. “Be safe. Go for that Oscar.”
****
Hannah hurried into the house and shut the door. She leaned against it with a smile on her face.
“What was that about?” Liz asked, her arms folded.
“ Rien.” Nothing. She smiled and walked upstairs to her bedroom and shut the door firmly behind her.