Re: All Too Human *Series* (AU, TEEN), Chapter 38, 8/10
Posted: Fri Aug 29, 2008 8:26 pm
Replacing the lost chapters!
CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
August 18, 1959, 6:30 p.m.
FBI field office, Santa Fe
"What is that?" Agent Lewis demanded as the swirling symbol carved into the surface of the alien device continued to shine, pulsing from a dim glow to a brilliant glare. "What's it doing?"
"No idea," Agent Feldman said, bewildered. "It's never done this before, never done anything before—"
"Then what did you do to it?"
"I didn't so anything to it, sir. I was just sitting here talking to you, and it started glowing. You saw it."
"But why is it glowing?" Lewis demanded.
"Hell if I know!" Feldman exclaimed. "Sir," he added hastily when Lewis' eyebrows rose. "I don't even know how it's glowing. This thing doesn't have any battery door that I can see, or a light bulb."
"Do you think it's dangerous?" Agent Del Bianco asked worriedly. "Maybe it's not a communicator at all; maybe it's some kind of bomb, or grenade."
"And maybe that's why the prisoner told us they only work in pairs," Lewis added, his eyes widening. "Maybe it wanted to increase the level of damage. Agent Feldman, you have spent more time with this than anyone. In your professional opinion, what is happening?"
" 'Professional opinion'?" Feldman echoed incredulously. "How can any of us have a 'professional opinion' about something none of us has ever.....seen before," he trailed off as Lewis looked daggers at him.
The device abruptly stopped glowing. "Why did it stop?" Lewis demanded. "Make it start again! We need to know what this thing is!"
"Sir, I don't know how to!" Feldman said in frustration. "I don't know why it started in the first place, so I certainly can't make it happen again."
"At least you have something to take to the Director," Del Bianco said. "We know it's in working order, at least to a certain extent."
"But we still don't know what it is," Lewis said irritably, pacing around the office. "What if it is an explosive device?"
"I doubt that, sir," Feldman said. "If it were meant to explode, why didn't it?"
"A minute ago you claimed you couldn't be expected to know anything about a device you've been working on for a month, and now you have an opinion?" Lewis said acidly. "Make up your mind, agent."
"Sir, I just—"
The device flared to life again. Feldman's hand, which he had been moving as he spoke, passed over the glowing symbol, and as it did, the symbol beamed more brilliantly than ever, fading back to a soft, pulsing glow when Feldman jerked his hand away.
"Do that again," Lewis commanded. "Hold your hand over it."
"But—"
"Do it!" Lewis ordered.
Del Bianco shot Feldman a sympathetic glance as the latter held a shaky hand over the glowing symbol. It flared again; when Feldman withdrew his hand, it softened. He repeated the same movement three more times with the same result.
"Analysis," Lewis demanded.
"Well.....it doesn't appear to be a weapon," Del Bianco said hesitantly. "It's not behaving like a weapon."
"No, it's behaving like exactly what we were told it was," Feldman said. "A communication device."
"Explain," Lewis ordered.
"If this is a communication device, there must be some way to let whoever has it know that a message is coming in," Feldman said. "Perhaps the glow is like a telephone ring, or the blinking line light on an office phone."
"And holding your hand over it could be like answering that phone," Del Bianco suggested. "Maybe that's why it glows more brightly when your hand passes over it, because it senses someone there."
"It's a thought," Lewis agreed. "Agent Feldman—answer the phone."
Feldman blinked. "Sir?"
"Hold your hand over it," Lewis said impatiently. "I want to see what happens."
Feldman and Del Bianco exchanged startled glances. "But....sir, we don't know what would happen."
"Of course we don't know what would happen!" Lewis exclaimed. "Isn't that why you'd do it, to find out what would happen? Isn't that the point? Yes, that is the point," he added, answering his own question. "Hold your hand over it, and keep it there. That's an order."
Feldman shot a pleading look at Del Bianco, who shrugged helplessly. Slowly, he moved a shaking hand over the glowing symbol, stiffening when it flared brilliantly again. Ten long seconds passed.
"Nothing's happening, sir," Feldman whispered.
"Don't move," Lewis ordered.
"But sir—"
"It's still glowing more brightly than before, so whatever has started is continuing," Lewis said. "Don't move."
"But—"
"I said don't move!"
Feldman reluctantly remained still. The symbol continued to flare. "It's been a full minute, sir," Del Bianco said uncomfortably after what seemed like a lot longer than a full minute later. "Maybe it doesn't work with humans."
"Maybe not," Feldman agreed, beads of perspiration breaking out on his forehead as his hand began to wobble unsteadily.
"Or maybe my agents give up too easily," Lewis said severely. "If—"
Suddenly a beam of light shot from the symbol on the device, rising toward the ceiling as Feldman snatched his hand away. A moment later, an image formed within the beam, a three dimensional image of a face. A man's face.
A human face.
"Who are you?" the face demanded, its voice as clear as if its owner were right there in front of them.
"I.....I.....," Feldman stuttered.
"Where did you get this communicator? Where is the operative who owns it?"
Lewis, who was behind the image and had been walking from side to side, studying it carefully, suddenly stopped. "Answer him," he whispered.
"How?" Feldman asked desperately.
"Make something up!" Lewis hissed. "Think on your feet!"
"Where did you get this communicator?" the face demanded again, showing no sign of having heard Lewis.
"I......we....found it," Feldman stammered. "We didn't know what it was. We were just......curious." He paused, visibly pulling himself together. "Who are you?"
The image was silent for a moment, glaring at him. "Sir, you need to see this," it said, apparently talking to someone else the agents couldn't see.
Another voice answered, the speaker unseen. "Well, well," it drawled, heavy with sarcasm. "Someone's where they shouldn't be."
Lewis began to back up; Del Bianco tore his eyes away from the communicator and looked at him in amazement.
"You know what they say about curiosity, don't you?" the voice continued. "They say it killed the cat." It paused as all three agents held their breath. "Guess you're not a cat, but you still should have thought of that before you messed with something you shouldn't have."
Del Bianco felt himself jerked backwards as Lewis grabbed his arm and all but hauled him out of the room, slamming the door behind them only seconds after an immensely bright light flared in the office, followed by a scream.
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Ruth Bruce's boarding house
"Daddy?" Philip asked.
"Daddy will be home soon, sweetheart," Emily Proctor said as her grandson looked hopefully at the door. "Mama too. Would you like a snack before dinner?"
Philip nodded eagerly and clambered into a kitchen chair, perching on his knees and happily diving into the pile of sliced grapes Emily laid on the table. Dee was working tonight, which meant that dinner would be late. That usually entailed a snack for Philip so he could last until the later dinner time, and Dee had hit upon the brilliant strategy of making that "snack" a fruit or vegetable, which looked more inviting all by itself instead of surrounded by other, more interesting foods. In Emily's day, giving a child a snack right before dinner was considered a cardinal sin; Dee had turned it into an advantage. Having meals on a variable schedule had also been considered verboten, but Philip never seemed to mind. Perhaps we were too stuck on schedules, Emily thought. To think of all the times she'd adhered to her "schedule" even when she hadn't wanted to just because the experts told her she should have.
"Good?" Emily asked her grandson.
"Good," Philip replied, a fistful of grapes in one hand as he pointed with the other. "Go bye-bye?"
Emily's expression softened as she glanced toward the suitcases lined up along the nearby wall. "Yes, sweetheart, you and Mama and Daddy are going bye-bye soon. Back to school."
"School," Philip nodded, as though he already knew that.
"Grandma will miss you," Emily said. "All of you."
"Um," Philip answered, munching on grapes.
And I'm glad I didn't have to miss you sooner, Emily added privately. If not for the verbal slap her son-in-law had given her, she might have spent a summer with no children or grandchildren. Thank God Anthony had knocked some sense into her, or she wouldn't have had all these wonderful afternoons with her only grandchild to enjoy. And thank God for Courtney, if only in a twisted way. Courtney's presence had made Dee long for Emily's experience and counsel, something Emily had been all too happy to provide when it had just been Courtney. Recent revelations that more of her people were in town, however, had made Emily glad that Dee and her family were going back to Albuquerque. She had been in the middle of an alien war before, and although this hadn't reached that level and never may, there was always the possibility that it would. And if it did, she wanted her daughter and her family as far away from here as they could get.
A knock sounded on the door. "Daddy!" Philip exclaimed.
"Daddy doesn't knock," Emily reminded him, hesitating before she reached for the doorknob, it having occurred to her who it might be. She'd heard nothing from Valenti since their last conversation, and she wasn't eager to see him again. Not that she'd tell him anything, of course, but she did feel bad keeping him in the dark. Then again, maybe the dark was the best place to be under the circumstances. The deeper one delved into alien territory, the more dangerous life became.
Emily opened the door......and blinked. Not Valenti, but someone else she hadn't seen lately, someone else she'd been keeping things from. "Well," she said in surprise. "I didn't expect to see you here, despite the fact that you live downstairs. Sort of."
"It is good to see you, Emily Proctor," Brivari said. "It has been awhile, has it not?"
"It has," Emily agreed, stepping back. "Would you like to come in? Anthony should be home shortly, and Dee a little after that."
"Thank you," Brivari replied, stepping inside.
"Iced tea?"
"Do you have coffee?"
"In this heat? You're crazy," Emily said good naturedly, pouring two glasses of tea. "Stir a bunch of sugar into this, and you'll never know the difference."
"I gather you have—what is the expression?—'mended fences' with your daughter," Brivari said, taking a seat across from her as she set two glasses on the table.
"For the moment," Emily said. "You know how it is with Dee. And me," she added ruefully. "We're both stubborn as oxen. Fortunately, Anthony got through to me. And I must admit Dee handled this particular fight differently than I would have expected. She was much calmer this time, much more in control. That got my attention."
"I told her as much," Brivari said.
Emily's eyebrows rose. "You were coaching her?"
Brivari smiled faintly. "I merely noted the finer points of power struggles, something I have a great deal of experience with."
"So I hear," Emily said. "I gather you're the big man on the movie set now, advising Hollywood bigwigs and getting them to behave."
"An exaggeration," Brivari said. "And the movie will soon end."
"And then what?"
"I am not sure," Brivari admitted. "Jaddo feels my time has been wasted, and my attention needlessly diverted."
"He would," Emily chuckled. "But diverted from what?"
"Activity at the base," Brivari answered. "The formation of a new unit within your 'FBI' tasked with hunting us down."
Emily dropped her eyes to her glass, hopefully concealing that she already knew about that. "That doesn't sound good," she said.
"There will always be attempts to locate us," Brivari said, sounding completely unperturbed. "They should be monitored, but other than that, ignoring them is our best option." His gaze fell on Philip, who regarded him briefly before returning to his grapes. "Your grandson has grown."
"Yes, he has," Emily said fondly.
"I was not aware that human children grew so quickly," Brivari said, a touch of wistfulness in his voice.
Emily was quiet for a moment, recalling what Dee had said about the hybrids not growing as fast as they should be. Brivari had never raised that subject with her, so it would be indiscreet to bring it up now. "We don't live as long as your people do, so I guess we have to get our growing done faster," she said lightly.
Brivari's eyes clouded. "Believe me, I am more aware than ever that humans have shorter lifespans."
"If you're referring to your friend that died, that was an illness," Emily said gently. "Anyone can get sick."
"Indeed," Brivari murmured. "And I could have stopped it."
"Had you known," Emily added. "But you didn't. You couldn't have."
"You're not going to tell me there's some divine reason why Quanah had to die, are you?" Brivari said, a touch of irritation in his voice. "His people believe his death holds a purpose in their deity's plan."
"Maybe it does," Emily allowed. "But since I have no way of knowing that, no, I wasn't going to say that. I am going to say that blaming yourself doesn't help. David and I blamed ourselves for years after his brother killed himself. We knew James was depressed, and we tried to get help for him, but in the end he took his own life. We berated ourselves for not trying harder, for not being with him to prevent it, until we realized that we couldn't have been with him every minute. There's only so much you can do."
"But what does one do when one knows one has not done as much as one could have?" Brivari asked, staring into his tea.
Emily closed her eyes briefly, that familiar ache stirring again. "You realize that when you're dealing with the death of someone you were close to, nothing you did will ever seem like enough. The fact that they died makes any effort feel inadequate."
"Perhaps," Brivari agreed quietly. "But that will not stop me from wishing I had made a greater effort."
"Same here," Emily sighed. "How is Quanah's family doing?"
"I have not returned since his death," Brivari admitted.
"Too hard to go back?" Emily asked sympathetically.
Brivari was silent for a long time. "I would appreciate it if you would not repeat this," he said at length, "but I am considering leaving this area, for a time at least."
" 'Leaving'?" Emily repeated blankly. "Where would you go?"
"I don't know. I do know this place holds painful memories for me for a variety of reasons. I believe I might dwell less on the past if I spent less time here."
"How is Jaddo going to feel about that?"
"He will loathe the idea, of course," Brivari answered. "But if he wishes to stay here and fret over every possible developing threat, he is welcome to. Those threats are hardly confined to this place, and could safely be monitored from a distance."
"But won't you miss him?" Emily asked. "Wherever you go, you'd be the only one of your kind unless one of the other two went with you."
"I believe Jaddo and I might actually benefit from a period of separation," Brivari replied. "We were always only colleagues, thrown closer together by tragedy. We work well together in a crisis, but seem to tolerate each other less in the absence of a threat. The only real threat to our safety lies not with your people, but with mine, the king's enemies, who have never shown themselves and may not ever have arrived."
"Down," Philip announced, having finished his snack.
But they did, Emily thought, more conflicted now than ever as she wiped the sticky grape juice from her grandson's hands and picked up his plate. The "king's enemies" had found them here, albeit a rebel subset, making this a very bad time for Brivari to be taking off for parts unknown. Should she tell him? Was it ethical to withhold that information in light of what she knew? And if she did tell him, what would happen to the girl across the hall? Stupid question; she knew exactly what would happen to her....and she would be responsible for it.
"So have you definitely decided to leave, or are you just mulling it over?" Emily asked.
"I am....'mulling', as you put it," Brivari answered. "I imagine things will come into sharper focus after the movie is completed and my employment has ended."
Then I have that much time to figure this out, Emily thought heavily. Because whatever might happen to Courtney, she couldn't in good conscience let Brivari leave town without telling him what he would be leaving behind.
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Copper Summit, Arizona
"What the hell was that?" Nicholas demanded.
Michael shot a sympathetic glance at the trembling operative trapped in front of Nicholas. "It....it appears a human came into possession of Crist's communicator," the operative answered.
"Did you get a trace?"
"Yes. Whoever has it is in Santa Fe, New Mexico, hundreds of miles north of where it should be."
Not Roswell, Michael thought with relief. Thank God.
"And where does Crist live?"
"A little town called Dexter, just south of Roswell."
"Then what was his communicator doing in Santa Fe?" Nicholas exclaimed in frustration. "And how did a human get a hold of it? Start from the beginning," he ordered.
The operative's terrified gaze swept the multitude of eyes boring into his own as everyone leaned in closer, not wanting to miss any details. "Well....I was following up with anyone who hadn't checked in on schedule," he said. "The first time I signaled Crist, no one answered, so I sent a second signal, intending to leave a message. But then I got an answer....sort of. It was intermittent, never quite connecting. I thought Crist was messing with me, and I was all ready to chew him out when the signal suddenly steadied, and that human appeared in the hologram."
"How do we know it wasn't a Warder pretending to be a human?" Greer asked.
"Because a Warder wouldn't have bothered to pretend," Nicholas said impatiently. "What exactly did the human say?"
"That they'd found it, and they didn't know what it was. That they were just curious. You heard that part."
" 'Found it'?" Nicholas grumbled. "They're supposed to hide these things, for Christ's sake, not leave them lying around for humans to pick up."
"The bigger question," Greer said, "is what happened to Crist? Why hasn't he reported in?"
Michael shifted uneasily as a heavy silence permeated the room in the hidden chamber beneath Nicholas' house. While he agreed with Greer that the human in the hologram was not a Warder in disguise, he still felt Covari had something to do with this. It was too coincidental that his daughter would locate the Warders, their allies, and the one rogue Covari left only to have an operative go missing and his communicator fall into human hands. Nicholas was a cruel master, but he was also no fool; he may very well discern that there was more to this than met the eye, and the results would not be good for either Courtney or their mission despite the fact that the errant communicator wasn't in Roswell. It was time to intervene.
"We can't afford to leave that communicator in human hands," Michael said.
"We didn't," Nicholas said with a nasty smile. "Every communicator is equipped with a little gift from that rogue Covari who blew me in; give it the right code, and I can kill whoever's on the other end. A neat trick, even if it did come from a Covari."
Michael paled. "You mean every communicator can do that? Even the trithium generators?"
"You bet," Nicholas said. "With everyone scattered the way they are, I have to have a way to dispose of undesirables from a distance."
"Of course," Michael said faintly. So much for the notion that Courtney was safely out of Nicholas' reach. "Whether or not the thief survived, someone still has to find out who acquired the communicator and how, and what happened to Crist. Someone needs to go up there. I volunteer."
"No," Nicholas said. "I need you here. Greer will go. Take a team."
"With all due respect, Greer is far more important to you than I am," Michael said quickly when Greer looked distinctly unhappy.
"He's right," Greer agreed readily. "He should go."
"I would suggest taking just one operative with me," Michael ploughed on before Nicholas could reply. "Two can move more quickly than a full team, and are less likely to attract suspicion. We can always send more later if the situation warrants."
There was a long pause while Nicholas considered, both Michael and Greer uneasy, albeit for different reasons—Greer didn't want to go, and Michael was terrified a full team would go charging into the Roswell area and ruin any chance of contacting the Warders, not to mention put his daughter's life in danger. At least if he were with the team, he could monitor and hopefully affect its movements; even better would be if he was allowed to go with an operative of his choosing. That was probably too much to ask for, so he mentally prepared arguments that would at least get him on the team.
"All right," Nicholas said suddenly. "Michael, you go. Take one man, someone you trust implicitly. Find out what happened to Crist, and who had that communicator. And while you're up there, stop in and see Courtney. Maybe she knows something. Crist was temporarily assigned to the Roswell sheriff's station this summer."
"I.....thank you, Nicholas," Michael stammered, flabbergasted to have gotten everything he wanted, and more. "I'll begin preparations at once."
"Don't screw up," Nicholas said casually. "I can always do to you what I did to that stupid human. Kidding," he added when Michael's eyes widened. "Just kidding. Get going."
Fifteen minutes later, Michael was back in his house with the telephone pressed impatiently to his ear. It took several tries and more than an hour before Courtney picked up.
"Where have you been?" Michael demanded. "Did Mark get his message?"
"Did....what?" Courtney stammered. "Uh.....no. He's not home."
"Why is he never home?" Michael wondered. "But then perhaps I should be grateful for that. Everything will be easier if he's gone a lot."
"What will be easier?" Courtney asked warily.
"There's been an incident in Santa Fe," Michael replied. "Nicholas has ordered me to investigate, and I'm to stop in Roswell on the way there. We have much to talk about, Courtney, and we'll have to be careful to avoid Mark."
There was a very long pause before Courtney spoke again. "That's okay, Papa," she said faintly. "I don't think avoiding Mark will be a problem."
CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
August 18, 1959, 6:30 p.m.
FBI field office, Santa Fe
"What is that?" Agent Lewis demanded as the swirling symbol carved into the surface of the alien device continued to shine, pulsing from a dim glow to a brilliant glare. "What's it doing?"
"No idea," Agent Feldman said, bewildered. "It's never done this before, never done anything before—"
"Then what did you do to it?"
"I didn't so anything to it, sir. I was just sitting here talking to you, and it started glowing. You saw it."
"But why is it glowing?" Lewis demanded.
"Hell if I know!" Feldman exclaimed. "Sir," he added hastily when Lewis' eyebrows rose. "I don't even know how it's glowing. This thing doesn't have any battery door that I can see, or a light bulb."
"Do you think it's dangerous?" Agent Del Bianco asked worriedly. "Maybe it's not a communicator at all; maybe it's some kind of bomb, or grenade."
"And maybe that's why the prisoner told us they only work in pairs," Lewis added, his eyes widening. "Maybe it wanted to increase the level of damage. Agent Feldman, you have spent more time with this than anyone. In your professional opinion, what is happening?"
" 'Professional opinion'?" Feldman echoed incredulously. "How can any of us have a 'professional opinion' about something none of us has ever.....seen before," he trailed off as Lewis looked daggers at him.
The device abruptly stopped glowing. "Why did it stop?" Lewis demanded. "Make it start again! We need to know what this thing is!"
"Sir, I don't know how to!" Feldman said in frustration. "I don't know why it started in the first place, so I certainly can't make it happen again."
"At least you have something to take to the Director," Del Bianco said. "We know it's in working order, at least to a certain extent."
"But we still don't know what it is," Lewis said irritably, pacing around the office. "What if it is an explosive device?"
"I doubt that, sir," Feldman said. "If it were meant to explode, why didn't it?"
"A minute ago you claimed you couldn't be expected to know anything about a device you've been working on for a month, and now you have an opinion?" Lewis said acidly. "Make up your mind, agent."
"Sir, I just—"
The device flared to life again. Feldman's hand, which he had been moving as he spoke, passed over the glowing symbol, and as it did, the symbol beamed more brilliantly than ever, fading back to a soft, pulsing glow when Feldman jerked his hand away.
"Do that again," Lewis commanded. "Hold your hand over it."
"But—"
"Do it!" Lewis ordered.
Del Bianco shot Feldman a sympathetic glance as the latter held a shaky hand over the glowing symbol. It flared again; when Feldman withdrew his hand, it softened. He repeated the same movement three more times with the same result.
"Analysis," Lewis demanded.
"Well.....it doesn't appear to be a weapon," Del Bianco said hesitantly. "It's not behaving like a weapon."
"No, it's behaving like exactly what we were told it was," Feldman said. "A communication device."
"Explain," Lewis ordered.
"If this is a communication device, there must be some way to let whoever has it know that a message is coming in," Feldman said. "Perhaps the glow is like a telephone ring, or the blinking line light on an office phone."
"And holding your hand over it could be like answering that phone," Del Bianco suggested. "Maybe that's why it glows more brightly when your hand passes over it, because it senses someone there."
"It's a thought," Lewis agreed. "Agent Feldman—answer the phone."
Feldman blinked. "Sir?"
"Hold your hand over it," Lewis said impatiently. "I want to see what happens."
Feldman and Del Bianco exchanged startled glances. "But....sir, we don't know what would happen."
"Of course we don't know what would happen!" Lewis exclaimed. "Isn't that why you'd do it, to find out what would happen? Isn't that the point? Yes, that is the point," he added, answering his own question. "Hold your hand over it, and keep it there. That's an order."
Feldman shot a pleading look at Del Bianco, who shrugged helplessly. Slowly, he moved a shaking hand over the glowing symbol, stiffening when it flared brilliantly again. Ten long seconds passed.
"Nothing's happening, sir," Feldman whispered.
"Don't move," Lewis ordered.
"But sir—"
"It's still glowing more brightly than before, so whatever has started is continuing," Lewis said. "Don't move."
"But—"
"I said don't move!"
Feldman reluctantly remained still. The symbol continued to flare. "It's been a full minute, sir," Del Bianco said uncomfortably after what seemed like a lot longer than a full minute later. "Maybe it doesn't work with humans."
"Maybe not," Feldman agreed, beads of perspiration breaking out on his forehead as his hand began to wobble unsteadily.
"Or maybe my agents give up too easily," Lewis said severely. "If—"
Suddenly a beam of light shot from the symbol on the device, rising toward the ceiling as Feldman snatched his hand away. A moment later, an image formed within the beam, a three dimensional image of a face. A man's face.
A human face.
"Who are you?" the face demanded, its voice as clear as if its owner were right there in front of them.
"I.....I.....," Feldman stuttered.
"Where did you get this communicator? Where is the operative who owns it?"
Lewis, who was behind the image and had been walking from side to side, studying it carefully, suddenly stopped. "Answer him," he whispered.
"How?" Feldman asked desperately.
"Make something up!" Lewis hissed. "Think on your feet!"
"Where did you get this communicator?" the face demanded again, showing no sign of having heard Lewis.
"I......we....found it," Feldman stammered. "We didn't know what it was. We were just......curious." He paused, visibly pulling himself together. "Who are you?"
The image was silent for a moment, glaring at him. "Sir, you need to see this," it said, apparently talking to someone else the agents couldn't see.
Another voice answered, the speaker unseen. "Well, well," it drawled, heavy with sarcasm. "Someone's where they shouldn't be."
Lewis began to back up; Del Bianco tore his eyes away from the communicator and looked at him in amazement.
"You know what they say about curiosity, don't you?" the voice continued. "They say it killed the cat." It paused as all three agents held their breath. "Guess you're not a cat, but you still should have thought of that before you messed with something you shouldn't have."
Del Bianco felt himself jerked backwards as Lewis grabbed his arm and all but hauled him out of the room, slamming the door behind them only seconds after an immensely bright light flared in the office, followed by a scream.
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Ruth Bruce's boarding house
"Daddy?" Philip asked.
"Daddy will be home soon, sweetheart," Emily Proctor said as her grandson looked hopefully at the door. "Mama too. Would you like a snack before dinner?"
Philip nodded eagerly and clambered into a kitchen chair, perching on his knees and happily diving into the pile of sliced grapes Emily laid on the table. Dee was working tonight, which meant that dinner would be late. That usually entailed a snack for Philip so he could last until the later dinner time, and Dee had hit upon the brilliant strategy of making that "snack" a fruit or vegetable, which looked more inviting all by itself instead of surrounded by other, more interesting foods. In Emily's day, giving a child a snack right before dinner was considered a cardinal sin; Dee had turned it into an advantage. Having meals on a variable schedule had also been considered verboten, but Philip never seemed to mind. Perhaps we were too stuck on schedules, Emily thought. To think of all the times she'd adhered to her "schedule" even when she hadn't wanted to just because the experts told her she should have.
"Good?" Emily asked her grandson.
"Good," Philip replied, a fistful of grapes in one hand as he pointed with the other. "Go bye-bye?"
Emily's expression softened as she glanced toward the suitcases lined up along the nearby wall. "Yes, sweetheart, you and Mama and Daddy are going bye-bye soon. Back to school."
"School," Philip nodded, as though he already knew that.
"Grandma will miss you," Emily said. "All of you."
"Um," Philip answered, munching on grapes.
And I'm glad I didn't have to miss you sooner, Emily added privately. If not for the verbal slap her son-in-law had given her, she might have spent a summer with no children or grandchildren. Thank God Anthony had knocked some sense into her, or she wouldn't have had all these wonderful afternoons with her only grandchild to enjoy. And thank God for Courtney, if only in a twisted way. Courtney's presence had made Dee long for Emily's experience and counsel, something Emily had been all too happy to provide when it had just been Courtney. Recent revelations that more of her people were in town, however, had made Emily glad that Dee and her family were going back to Albuquerque. She had been in the middle of an alien war before, and although this hadn't reached that level and never may, there was always the possibility that it would. And if it did, she wanted her daughter and her family as far away from here as they could get.
A knock sounded on the door. "Daddy!" Philip exclaimed.
"Daddy doesn't knock," Emily reminded him, hesitating before she reached for the doorknob, it having occurred to her who it might be. She'd heard nothing from Valenti since their last conversation, and she wasn't eager to see him again. Not that she'd tell him anything, of course, but she did feel bad keeping him in the dark. Then again, maybe the dark was the best place to be under the circumstances. The deeper one delved into alien territory, the more dangerous life became.
Emily opened the door......and blinked. Not Valenti, but someone else she hadn't seen lately, someone else she'd been keeping things from. "Well," she said in surprise. "I didn't expect to see you here, despite the fact that you live downstairs. Sort of."
"It is good to see you, Emily Proctor," Brivari said. "It has been awhile, has it not?"
"It has," Emily agreed, stepping back. "Would you like to come in? Anthony should be home shortly, and Dee a little after that."
"Thank you," Brivari replied, stepping inside.
"Iced tea?"
"Do you have coffee?"
"In this heat? You're crazy," Emily said good naturedly, pouring two glasses of tea. "Stir a bunch of sugar into this, and you'll never know the difference."
"I gather you have—what is the expression?—'mended fences' with your daughter," Brivari said, taking a seat across from her as she set two glasses on the table.
"For the moment," Emily said. "You know how it is with Dee. And me," she added ruefully. "We're both stubborn as oxen. Fortunately, Anthony got through to me. And I must admit Dee handled this particular fight differently than I would have expected. She was much calmer this time, much more in control. That got my attention."
"I told her as much," Brivari said.
Emily's eyebrows rose. "You were coaching her?"
Brivari smiled faintly. "I merely noted the finer points of power struggles, something I have a great deal of experience with."
"So I hear," Emily said. "I gather you're the big man on the movie set now, advising Hollywood bigwigs and getting them to behave."
"An exaggeration," Brivari said. "And the movie will soon end."
"And then what?"
"I am not sure," Brivari admitted. "Jaddo feels my time has been wasted, and my attention needlessly diverted."
"He would," Emily chuckled. "But diverted from what?"
"Activity at the base," Brivari answered. "The formation of a new unit within your 'FBI' tasked with hunting us down."
Emily dropped her eyes to her glass, hopefully concealing that she already knew about that. "That doesn't sound good," she said.
"There will always be attempts to locate us," Brivari said, sounding completely unperturbed. "They should be monitored, but other than that, ignoring them is our best option." His gaze fell on Philip, who regarded him briefly before returning to his grapes. "Your grandson has grown."
"Yes, he has," Emily said fondly.
"I was not aware that human children grew so quickly," Brivari said, a touch of wistfulness in his voice.
Emily was quiet for a moment, recalling what Dee had said about the hybrids not growing as fast as they should be. Brivari had never raised that subject with her, so it would be indiscreet to bring it up now. "We don't live as long as your people do, so I guess we have to get our growing done faster," she said lightly.
Brivari's eyes clouded. "Believe me, I am more aware than ever that humans have shorter lifespans."
"If you're referring to your friend that died, that was an illness," Emily said gently. "Anyone can get sick."
"Indeed," Brivari murmured. "And I could have stopped it."
"Had you known," Emily added. "But you didn't. You couldn't have."
"You're not going to tell me there's some divine reason why Quanah had to die, are you?" Brivari said, a touch of irritation in his voice. "His people believe his death holds a purpose in their deity's plan."
"Maybe it does," Emily allowed. "But since I have no way of knowing that, no, I wasn't going to say that. I am going to say that blaming yourself doesn't help. David and I blamed ourselves for years after his brother killed himself. We knew James was depressed, and we tried to get help for him, but in the end he took his own life. We berated ourselves for not trying harder, for not being with him to prevent it, until we realized that we couldn't have been with him every minute. There's only so much you can do."
"But what does one do when one knows one has not done as much as one could have?" Brivari asked, staring into his tea.
Emily closed her eyes briefly, that familiar ache stirring again. "You realize that when you're dealing with the death of someone you were close to, nothing you did will ever seem like enough. The fact that they died makes any effort feel inadequate."
"Perhaps," Brivari agreed quietly. "But that will not stop me from wishing I had made a greater effort."
"Same here," Emily sighed. "How is Quanah's family doing?"
"I have not returned since his death," Brivari admitted.
"Too hard to go back?" Emily asked sympathetically.
Brivari was silent for a long time. "I would appreciate it if you would not repeat this," he said at length, "but I am considering leaving this area, for a time at least."
" 'Leaving'?" Emily repeated blankly. "Where would you go?"
"I don't know. I do know this place holds painful memories for me for a variety of reasons. I believe I might dwell less on the past if I spent less time here."
"How is Jaddo going to feel about that?"
"He will loathe the idea, of course," Brivari answered. "But if he wishes to stay here and fret over every possible developing threat, he is welcome to. Those threats are hardly confined to this place, and could safely be monitored from a distance."
"But won't you miss him?" Emily asked. "Wherever you go, you'd be the only one of your kind unless one of the other two went with you."
"I believe Jaddo and I might actually benefit from a period of separation," Brivari replied. "We were always only colleagues, thrown closer together by tragedy. We work well together in a crisis, but seem to tolerate each other less in the absence of a threat. The only real threat to our safety lies not with your people, but with mine, the king's enemies, who have never shown themselves and may not ever have arrived."
"Down," Philip announced, having finished his snack.
But they did, Emily thought, more conflicted now than ever as she wiped the sticky grape juice from her grandson's hands and picked up his plate. The "king's enemies" had found them here, albeit a rebel subset, making this a very bad time for Brivari to be taking off for parts unknown. Should she tell him? Was it ethical to withhold that information in light of what she knew? And if she did tell him, what would happen to the girl across the hall? Stupid question; she knew exactly what would happen to her....and she would be responsible for it.
"So have you definitely decided to leave, or are you just mulling it over?" Emily asked.
"I am....'mulling', as you put it," Brivari answered. "I imagine things will come into sharper focus after the movie is completed and my employment has ended."
Then I have that much time to figure this out, Emily thought heavily. Because whatever might happen to Courtney, she couldn't in good conscience let Brivari leave town without telling him what he would be leaving behind.
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Copper Summit, Arizona
"What the hell was that?" Nicholas demanded.
Michael shot a sympathetic glance at the trembling operative trapped in front of Nicholas. "It....it appears a human came into possession of Crist's communicator," the operative answered.
"Did you get a trace?"
"Yes. Whoever has it is in Santa Fe, New Mexico, hundreds of miles north of where it should be."
Not Roswell, Michael thought with relief. Thank God.
"And where does Crist live?"
"A little town called Dexter, just south of Roswell."
"Then what was his communicator doing in Santa Fe?" Nicholas exclaimed in frustration. "And how did a human get a hold of it? Start from the beginning," he ordered.
The operative's terrified gaze swept the multitude of eyes boring into his own as everyone leaned in closer, not wanting to miss any details. "Well....I was following up with anyone who hadn't checked in on schedule," he said. "The first time I signaled Crist, no one answered, so I sent a second signal, intending to leave a message. But then I got an answer....sort of. It was intermittent, never quite connecting. I thought Crist was messing with me, and I was all ready to chew him out when the signal suddenly steadied, and that human appeared in the hologram."
"How do we know it wasn't a Warder pretending to be a human?" Greer asked.
"Because a Warder wouldn't have bothered to pretend," Nicholas said impatiently. "What exactly did the human say?"
"That they'd found it, and they didn't know what it was. That they were just curious. You heard that part."
" 'Found it'?" Nicholas grumbled. "They're supposed to hide these things, for Christ's sake, not leave them lying around for humans to pick up."
"The bigger question," Greer said, "is what happened to Crist? Why hasn't he reported in?"
Michael shifted uneasily as a heavy silence permeated the room in the hidden chamber beneath Nicholas' house. While he agreed with Greer that the human in the hologram was not a Warder in disguise, he still felt Covari had something to do with this. It was too coincidental that his daughter would locate the Warders, their allies, and the one rogue Covari left only to have an operative go missing and his communicator fall into human hands. Nicholas was a cruel master, but he was also no fool; he may very well discern that there was more to this than met the eye, and the results would not be good for either Courtney or their mission despite the fact that the errant communicator wasn't in Roswell. It was time to intervene.
"We can't afford to leave that communicator in human hands," Michael said.
"We didn't," Nicholas said with a nasty smile. "Every communicator is equipped with a little gift from that rogue Covari who blew me in; give it the right code, and I can kill whoever's on the other end. A neat trick, even if it did come from a Covari."
Michael paled. "You mean every communicator can do that? Even the trithium generators?"
"You bet," Nicholas said. "With everyone scattered the way they are, I have to have a way to dispose of undesirables from a distance."
"Of course," Michael said faintly. So much for the notion that Courtney was safely out of Nicholas' reach. "Whether or not the thief survived, someone still has to find out who acquired the communicator and how, and what happened to Crist. Someone needs to go up there. I volunteer."
"No," Nicholas said. "I need you here. Greer will go. Take a team."
"With all due respect, Greer is far more important to you than I am," Michael said quickly when Greer looked distinctly unhappy.
"He's right," Greer agreed readily. "He should go."
"I would suggest taking just one operative with me," Michael ploughed on before Nicholas could reply. "Two can move more quickly than a full team, and are less likely to attract suspicion. We can always send more later if the situation warrants."
There was a long pause while Nicholas considered, both Michael and Greer uneasy, albeit for different reasons—Greer didn't want to go, and Michael was terrified a full team would go charging into the Roswell area and ruin any chance of contacting the Warders, not to mention put his daughter's life in danger. At least if he were with the team, he could monitor and hopefully affect its movements; even better would be if he was allowed to go with an operative of his choosing. That was probably too much to ask for, so he mentally prepared arguments that would at least get him on the team.
"All right," Nicholas said suddenly. "Michael, you go. Take one man, someone you trust implicitly. Find out what happened to Crist, and who had that communicator. And while you're up there, stop in and see Courtney. Maybe she knows something. Crist was temporarily assigned to the Roswell sheriff's station this summer."
"I.....thank you, Nicholas," Michael stammered, flabbergasted to have gotten everything he wanted, and more. "I'll begin preparations at once."
"Don't screw up," Nicholas said casually. "I can always do to you what I did to that stupid human. Kidding," he added when Michael's eyes widened. "Just kidding. Get going."
Fifteen minutes later, Michael was back in his house with the telephone pressed impatiently to his ear. It took several tries and more than an hour before Courtney picked up.
"Where have you been?" Michael demanded. "Did Mark get his message?"
"Did....what?" Courtney stammered. "Uh.....no. He's not home."
"Why is he never home?" Michael wondered. "But then perhaps I should be grateful for that. Everything will be easier if he's gone a lot."
"What will be easier?" Courtney asked warily.
"There's been an incident in Santa Fe," Michael replied. "Nicholas has ordered me to investigate, and I'm to stop in Roswell on the way there. We have much to talk about, Courtney, and we'll have to be careful to avoid Mark."
There was a very long pause before Courtney spoke again. "That's okay, Papa," she said faintly. "I don't think avoiding Mark will be a problem."