Posted: Mon Mar 05, 2007 5:20 pm
Okay guys, I'm back 
Thanks for all the wonderful feedback
Zanity - Yay, so glad you enjoyed it. And the story's not drying up or disappearing, I promise... I know updates have been a little thin on the ground lately, and I hate that as much as you guys honest, but I am trying...
Timelord31 - Poor Maria indeed, but I'm sure she knows that easy isn't always the best... Michael wouldn't be Michael without some difficulty surely, and when all's said and done, Maria does her fair share of being difficult too I'm sure...
tequathisy - I don't think that they avoided the question on purpose... In all honestly I hadn't realised they had... They tried to explain, just it slid on into other things quickly I guess. Glad you liked the part though, and yeah, I guess you're right, Michael's appearance can't do any harm lol
Redrumm - Glad you liked it. Maria and Micheal aren't a couple I find it easy to write about, but I do honestly try... As for Alex and Maria finding out about Michael and Isabel. I'll bear that in mind and see what I can do about supplying the answer in a future chapter.
Flamehair - Thanks hun, glad to know you're still enjoying it.
Behrsgurl*87 - Cute but serious too...they haven't had it easy, but at least they had one another - you do know by now I'm a dreamer right? hehe
nibbles2 - I'll refrain from answering since I'm considering how to write it into the story, but as for Maria and Michael, I'm sure he does try to be romantic sometimes...and I have no doubt that he does love her, but showing it, well, that's another matter I guess. Thanks for reading.
ken_r - Thanks for reading
Alien_Friend - Well I'm glad you managed to finish reading it, thanks for taking the time and happy to know you enjoyed it. Things with Michael, Liz and Max are going to go slow I'm sure, but at least they're going in the right direction now.
Tharos - Thank you for the compliment, as for Michael, I know he can be bad sometimes, but he is trying...
I'm delighted to see so many of you are still enjoying this story. I know when I have the ideas flowing, I still love reading it and I have no intention on abandoning it, of that you can be sure. I must admit that recently I've been really busy though, and inspiration has been lacking. My muse has been less than cooperative, and I'm far from certain a lot of the time about what I'm writing. I'm trying though, promise...
This chapter is one of those which I've known I was going to put in for a while, but I'm not completely sure about the placement... Part of me thinks I should have another chapter between the last and this, but then another part of me says it would just be a filler, and since I haven't got that written, and I do have this, I've decided to go with the latter feeling, trust that it will be okay and hope I'm not going to be jumping too much. Basically, this one is set about two weeks after the last one, and that's about all I can say without giving it away...I really hope it doesn't disappoint though.
And one last thing, I really wanted to post this today for a friend - Happy Birthday Isabelle
Thanks to everyone who's reading, hope you're enjoying the story. Thanks again for all the feedback and a big hello to any lurkers out there.
~Kat~
Chapter 41
"Hey Liz, wait up!" Maria yelled as she chased after her friend at the end of class.
As the other girl's voice finally penetrated her senses, the younger girl slowed reluctantly, coming to a stop as she turned to look around at her friend. "Oh Maria, sorry, I didn't see you..." She apologised softly, shifting uncomfortably on the spot it seemed.
Maria raised an eyebrow. "No, I'd never have guessed that..." She teased playfully, shaking her head. "Did someone light a fire under you, because you just shot off after class..."
The brunette made no response, and it didn't take much for the older of the two girls to realise that this was no laughing matter. There was something seriously wrong...the only question was what...? Reaching out to catch her friend's arm, she looked into her eyes questioningly, "Liz...what's wrong chica...?"
Biting down on her lip, she shook her head awkwardly. "I-It's nothing..." She responded. Or I'm hoping it is anyway... The young brunette added silently.
"Or yeah, and it sure looks like nothing..." Her friend made no secret of her scepticism as she noted the wide eyed look of her friend. She looked so young, and so...scared... "Chica please...you can tell me..." She attempted to coax the younger girl gently, squeezing her arm as she continued to look into her eyes. Considering for a moment, she frowned as a thought occurred to her. "Is this because of Michael, has he said something?"
"What, oh no, nothing like that!" The young brunette was quick to rebuff this suggestion, hating the thought of Michael being blamed. The two of them were still in the beginning stages of a friendship, they weren't very close, but she knew that Michael had been trying, and she appreciated that... It was her that was limiting the progress they were making now actually because, much as she wanted to get to know her cousin, he had hurt her and she didn't want that to happen again. Taking it slow, they had agreed, was the best way to go for both of them...
They wanted to get to know one another of course, but the two of them needed time, and it wasn't going to happen overnight... It was the same as with Isabel and Max, they had to build a friendship first, and then, with time, maybe something more would come...
This had nothing to do with Michael though, and she couldn't let him take the blame. She knew that Maria and Michael had their problems, and the last thing that she wanted was to make things worse... Swallowing, she looked back at her friend, shaking her head repeatedly. "Honestly Maria, this has nothing to do with him..."
"Alright, so it has nothing to do with him, but you've just admitted there's something, so what's wrong...?" Maria's tone was gentle yet probing; she was clearly determined to get to the bottom of this!
Again the younger of the two girls declined to answer, biting down on her lip and shaking her head again. "I-I just..." She trailed off, the beginnings of tears glistening in the corners of her eyes.
"Oh Chica, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to press too much..." Immediately Maria felt bad for having pushed as her attitude switched in an instant. "I'm sorry sweetheart, you don't have to tell me if you don't want, but I was only asking because I care, I didn't mean to be nosy and act like a busy body, I know maybe I should mind my own business a-"
"It's okay Maria..." Liz held up a hand to stop her friend as she started to rant, even managing a tiny glimmer of a smile as she looked back at the other girl. "I was just..." She trailed off again and bit her lip, falling silent for a moment as she tried to work up the courage to say more. "I-I..uh...just need to go in here..." Finally she spoke again, gesturing towards the door in front of which she had stopped.
"What, oh yeah, of course...sorry, I didn't think!" Maria flushed slightly as she realised where her friend had been heading and nodded, gesturing for Liz to go in front and then following the brunette as she disappeared through the door into the restroom.
Closing her eyes, Liz slumped against the wall in relief once inside. All the tears she had been holding back came streaming out now, unable to hold them any further as her knees became weak, suddenly no longer able to support her it seemed and she slid down to the ground, burying her face in her hands. "Oh Maria, w-what am I g-going to do...?"
"About what? Chica, what's wrong...?" Maria's eyes were wide with concern as she dropped down next to her friend, drawing the younger girl into her arms and pulling her against her chest, rubbing her back in a comforting manner.
The brunette gave no indication of even having heard her friend as she continued sobbing, her whole body shaking now as she curled up almost as though trying to hide.
"Liz, should I get Max..?" The older girl suggested, grasping onto the only thing which she could think of as she sat there, feeling completely unable to do anything...
"N-No...please, don't, I can't face him, I just-" After a couple of minutes Liz broke down again without finishing, simply shaking her head, repeating no, no...over and over...
If she had been worried before, Maria was now getting completely frantic. She had been known to overreact about things of course and maybe this was just another occasion on which she was doing just that, but somehow she didn't think so... But what could it be that Liz wouldn't want Max to come...? She swallowed, looking again at her friend, nodding as she pulled back for a moment. "Okay Chica, I won't call him, I promise, I won’t call him, it's okay..." She responded in a soothing tone, resitsting the urge on this occasion to ask once more about what was wrong...
At this reassurance, the younger girl's sobs seemed to soften slightly.
"It's okay Chica, it'll be okay..."
"How can you say that, you don't know, you can't!" She pulled back sharply, swallowing and biting down on her lips again as she continued to shake her head.
"So tell me...whatever it is Chica, you can tell me, don't you know that...?" Maria reached again for her arm, prompting the younger girl to look back at her again and meeting her gaze as she did so.
Her words caused another sob from her friend, her shoulders shuddering as she leant back against the wall, wrapping her arms around herself in a protective manner.
"Liz, what's wrong...?" Maria asked again, her tone softening even further. A part of her wasn't even sure she wanted to know since it had to be bad, but a greater part of her hated seeing her friend like this, and only by knowing what was going on could she really do anything about it she was sure...
"I-I" Liz broke off as she forced herself to sit up, rising back into a standing position and then very deliberately studying her face in the mirror. Red eyes, tear stained cheeks, a pale, sallow complexion and lank hair - she knew looked a real state.
"Liz..."
Holding up a hand to silence her friend, the younger of the two girls looked around, checking for any sign of cameras or other presence in the room before moving her hand up and over her face, putting right what she could, although even alien powers couldn't hide the look of fear which lingered in her eyes as she finally whispered, "I-I'm late...".
What followed initially was a stunned silence... Of everything that Maria had thought of, this just hadn't featured... It was just so...human... "You mean..."
"I'm late..." She repeated, nodding silently as the other girl broke off, neither of them willing to voice the rest just yet.
What should she say...? What could she say...? For once Maria found herself completely at a loss for words, it was just...
"I'm late..." Again Liz whispered the words which scared her so much... Reincarnated alien Queen or no, she was also a fifteen year old girl, and as such, she was terrified... She could blast rocks to smithereens, form a shield that was hard as iron, but what help was that right now? They didn't change the reality, they didn't put the little red cross on her calendar that she had realised was missing earlier when she looked in her locker...
"Are we still on for this weekend?" Maria questioned as the group headed down the corridor towards their next set of classes.
There were a couple of enthusiastic confirmations, and then the conversation moved on. "When's Mr Seiglman's assignment due in Liz, can you remember...?" Isabel turned to the younger girl as they reached an apparent lull in the conversation, a look of frustration on her face as she failed to remember herself.
The brunette thought for a moment and then shook her head apologetically..."Sorry no, but give me a moment and I can tell you..." She told her friend, realising they were just passing their lockers. A quick check at the time confirmed they had a few minutes to spare, and accordingly, she moved to one side, releasing her padlock with a discrete pass of her hand before allowing the metal door to swing open and scanning the small calendar she had pinned inside. "It's a week next Friday, the twenty-f...twenty first..." She stumbled slightly but recovered herself quickly, hoping no one had noticed as another date burned in the back of her mind...
Why hadn't she realised sooner...? How could she have forgotten...? She couldn't help asking herself the questions as she stood there, staring into the mirror.
"Liz...?"
The young brunette blinked, giving the impression of having forgotten the other girl was there. "O-oh Maria...sorry, I just..."
"It's okay..." The other girl made no attempt to say anything else for the moment, understanding that it probably wasn't what she needed right now...
Another silence followed, before finally the younger of the two girls spoke again. "I didn't realise until I saw the date, I never even thought, there's been so much going on you know, and everything has been so busy, I guess I lost track of the days somehow or something like that..."
Maria nodded. "Happens to me all the time - that I loose track of the dates you know..." She responded, trying her best to sound reassuring. "And you're right, there's been a lot happening recently, you've been through some pretty major stuff, moving here, finding Isabel and Michael..." She hesitated a moment, unsure whether to go on but then continued softly, "...maybe it's just that, there are other reasons why you might skip you know..."
"Thank you..." Liz swallowed and bit down on her lip, unable to say anything else. She was right of course, she knew exactly what Maria was trying to do, and she was more than grateful to her for it, but she couldn't help but think the worse it seemed, and even the thought of it, it was just...terrifying... Closing her eyes, she ran her hand through her head and leant back against the wall once more. "I just keep thinking what if it's not another reason, what if I-I-I'm..."
"...pregnant...?" Maria finished the word she knew had to be faced, reached out to take her friend's hand once more and squeezing it gently. "If you are, I'm sure you'll find a way to make things work out..." She offered the younger girl a reassuring smile although she knew she likely couldn't imagine half of what she was going through right now... It wasn't even a case of a normal teenage pregnancy if what she feared was true - this was something so much more...
There was the alien side of it - although of course at least they presumably knew something of what to expect... But not only that, there was the very real human side of being on their own... Liz and Max lived alone and supported themselves, and she knew that wasn't easy....what would all the things a baby needs add to that...?
Liz wanted to believe that, of course she did, but at the moment, she just didn't know how... All through the last lesson, she had thought about this, ever since she had realised that she had been due at the beginning of the week, and all it made her do was want to cry. It was a miracle that Max hadn't already picked up on her emotions, although of course they were partnered separately on this occasion and perhaps for once that had been a good thing.
"What am I going to do Maria, I don't know if I can do this, I just-" The burnette bit down hard as her lip began to tremble again, trying desperately not to loose the little composure she had reattained.... Despite everything, it was strange she supposed - for all her alien powers, special abilities, for everything she could do, right at this moment in time she was sure she was no more scared than any other teenager who found herself in this position. "I'm not ready...we're not ready..."
"Have you told Max yet...?"
Closing her eyes at the mention of her husband, Liz shook her head, a silent tear falling from her eye. "N-no...I only just realised, and as you say, maybe it's just a false alarm you know...?" She gave a hopeful smile, although the effect was rather spoilt as her lip trembled, further tears spilling from the young girl's eyes. She wanted to be strong, she did, but this was just...too much...
"Of course..." Maria nodded, although she wasn't sure she agreed with the other girl's thinking... Even if it was a false alarm, she couldn't help thinking that Liz should tell Max, he would want to be there for her she was sure, and she had a feeling he would do a whole lot better job of comforting than she was at that moment in time... "H-how late are you...?" The older of the two girls now asked. "I mean, only if you want to tell me of course, if you don't that's fine, it's completely your choice!" She assured the young brunette, squeezing her hand again as a way of showing she was there for her...
Taking a moment to try and dry her eyes, dabbing at the corners as she bit down on her lip, Liz forced another weak smile of thanks as she spoke again. "N-no..it's okay..." She broke off for a moment but soon resumed. "I-it's only a couple of days, I was due to come on the beginning of this week...but I've always been regular, even when Nacedo..."
Over the time she had known the couple, Maria had heard several vague mentions to Nacedo, and some more detailed mentions. She herself couldn't help thinking that he sounded like pretty much a creep, but she understood that to Liz and Max he had been the closest thing to a father, and their feelings were therefore somewhat complicated... Where he was now had been something that to this point hadn't been mentioned, but now, she had a feeling she had her answer as the younger girl broke off, wracked with emotion. Instead of saying anything this time, she simply opened her arms to her friend, who entered them gladly, tears falling freely once more.
"It's okay, we're all here for you Liz, whatever happens, you're not alone...you're not alone..." She continued to whisper softly as they stood there without moving...
After what seemed like an age, Liz finally pulled back from her friend, studying her appearance in the mirror again, but this time making no attempt to rectify the mess which had resulted from her tears. She just didn’t have the energy and couldn’t help thinking it would do no good – it didn’t erase the problem… “We always promised ourselves that we wouldn’t let this happen you know…” She commented softly, almost as though she was speaking more to herself as opposed to the young woman with her. “We told everyone we would finish school, that we would make this work, that we wouldn’t give up on things because we were getting married…”
“And there’s nothing to say that won’t still happen…” Maria responded softly, nodding as she reached out again to her friend. “You don’t even know if you are at the moment, but if you are pregnant, there are schemes which are designed to help… You won’t be alone in this, you have Max, and me, Isabel and Michael…” She paused a moment, trying to work out how to say what she wanted… “Chica, other than Isabel, you and Max are two of the strongest people I know, and you’re great together… If anyone can make this work, it’s you…I believe in you guys, and if you are pregnant, I know you’re going to be wonderful parents…
Turning around, Liz shook her head as she backed up against the counter and boosted herself up, swinging her legs below as she sat in silence without speaking. Closing her eyes, she drew in a deep breath as she buried her head in her hands, her eyes filling with tears once more. “I-I I don’t think I can do this Maria… I love Max, I do, of course I do, and I-I’d love any child of ours, I couldn’t not…” The young brunette shook her head again, biting down on her lip and pausing before continuing. “I-I’m just not ready for this though… Our term is so much shorter, I’d never even finish the year, I wouldn’t graduate, I’d have to drop out of school and I-I just can’t… I’m not ready to be a mother at sixteen…”
Her speech could have come from any young girl faced with the same situation, and it was something which both girls were painfully aware of. This was a situation which neither of them had any experience of, and in which both were uncomfortable and unprepared… Alien or human, it made no difference because the worries were the same… The future…and what it would hold…
And Maria just didn’t know how to respond… How could she respond, what could she say… A baby would bring with it huge changes and responsibilies, she had listened to her mother telling her all about how hard it had been for her ever since she had started going out with Michael – a way to discourage her from becoming intimate she was sure – and it was only likely to be tougher for Max and Liz she was sure. And yet, she knew the younger girl needed her encouragement and slowly, as she moved forward to pull her down into her arms once more, she looked up at her friend. “I know this isn’t going to be easy if it’s true, but either way, real or not, just remember you’re not alone, and one way or another, things will work out…"

Thanks for all the wonderful feedback
Zanity - Yay, so glad you enjoyed it. And the story's not drying up or disappearing, I promise... I know updates have been a little thin on the ground lately, and I hate that as much as you guys honest, but I am trying...
Timelord31 - Poor Maria indeed, but I'm sure she knows that easy isn't always the best... Michael wouldn't be Michael without some difficulty surely, and when all's said and done, Maria does her fair share of being difficult too I'm sure...
tequathisy - I don't think that they avoided the question on purpose... In all honestly I hadn't realised they had... They tried to explain, just it slid on into other things quickly I guess. Glad you liked the part though, and yeah, I guess you're right, Michael's appearance can't do any harm lol
Redrumm - Glad you liked it. Maria and Micheal aren't a couple I find it easy to write about, but I do honestly try... As for Alex and Maria finding out about Michael and Isabel. I'll bear that in mind and see what I can do about supplying the answer in a future chapter.
Flamehair - Thanks hun, glad to know you're still enjoying it.
Behrsgurl*87 - Cute but serious too...they haven't had it easy, but at least they had one another - you do know by now I'm a dreamer right? hehe
nibbles2 - I'll refrain from answering since I'm considering how to write it into the story, but as for Maria and Michael, I'm sure he does try to be romantic sometimes...and I have no doubt that he does love her, but showing it, well, that's another matter I guess. Thanks for reading.
ken_r - Thanks for reading
Alien_Friend - Well I'm glad you managed to finish reading it, thanks for taking the time and happy to know you enjoyed it. Things with Michael, Liz and Max are going to go slow I'm sure, but at least they're going in the right direction now.
Tharos - Thank you for the compliment, as for Michael, I know he can be bad sometimes, but he is trying...
I'm delighted to see so many of you are still enjoying this story. I know when I have the ideas flowing, I still love reading it and I have no intention on abandoning it, of that you can be sure. I must admit that recently I've been really busy though, and inspiration has been lacking. My muse has been less than cooperative, and I'm far from certain a lot of the time about what I'm writing. I'm trying though, promise...
This chapter is one of those which I've known I was going to put in for a while, but I'm not completely sure about the placement... Part of me thinks I should have another chapter between the last and this, but then another part of me says it would just be a filler, and since I haven't got that written, and I do have this, I've decided to go with the latter feeling, trust that it will be okay and hope I'm not going to be jumping too much. Basically, this one is set about two weeks after the last one, and that's about all I can say without giving it away...I really hope it doesn't disappoint though.
And one last thing, I really wanted to post this today for a friend - Happy Birthday Isabelle

Thanks to everyone who's reading, hope you're enjoying the story. Thanks again for all the feedback and a big hello to any lurkers out there.
~Kat~
Chapter 41
"Hey Liz, wait up!" Maria yelled as she chased after her friend at the end of class.
As the other girl's voice finally penetrated her senses, the younger girl slowed reluctantly, coming to a stop as she turned to look around at her friend. "Oh Maria, sorry, I didn't see you..." She apologised softly, shifting uncomfortably on the spot it seemed.
Maria raised an eyebrow. "No, I'd never have guessed that..." She teased playfully, shaking her head. "Did someone light a fire under you, because you just shot off after class..."
The brunette made no response, and it didn't take much for the older of the two girls to realise that this was no laughing matter. There was something seriously wrong...the only question was what...? Reaching out to catch her friend's arm, she looked into her eyes questioningly, "Liz...what's wrong chica...?"
Biting down on her lip, she shook her head awkwardly. "I-It's nothing..." She responded. Or I'm hoping it is anyway... The young brunette added silently.
"Or yeah, and it sure looks like nothing..." Her friend made no secret of her scepticism as she noted the wide eyed look of her friend. She looked so young, and so...scared... "Chica please...you can tell me..." She attempted to coax the younger girl gently, squeezing her arm as she continued to look into her eyes. Considering for a moment, she frowned as a thought occurred to her. "Is this because of Michael, has he said something?"
"What, oh no, nothing like that!" The young brunette was quick to rebuff this suggestion, hating the thought of Michael being blamed. The two of them were still in the beginning stages of a friendship, they weren't very close, but she knew that Michael had been trying, and she appreciated that... It was her that was limiting the progress they were making now actually because, much as she wanted to get to know her cousin, he had hurt her and she didn't want that to happen again. Taking it slow, they had agreed, was the best way to go for both of them...
They wanted to get to know one another of course, but the two of them needed time, and it wasn't going to happen overnight... It was the same as with Isabel and Max, they had to build a friendship first, and then, with time, maybe something more would come...
This had nothing to do with Michael though, and she couldn't let him take the blame. She knew that Maria and Michael had their problems, and the last thing that she wanted was to make things worse... Swallowing, she looked back at her friend, shaking her head repeatedly. "Honestly Maria, this has nothing to do with him..."
"Alright, so it has nothing to do with him, but you've just admitted there's something, so what's wrong...?" Maria's tone was gentle yet probing; she was clearly determined to get to the bottom of this!
Again the younger of the two girls declined to answer, biting down on her lip and shaking her head again. "I-I just..." She trailed off, the beginnings of tears glistening in the corners of her eyes.
"Oh Chica, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to press too much..." Immediately Maria felt bad for having pushed as her attitude switched in an instant. "I'm sorry sweetheart, you don't have to tell me if you don't want, but I was only asking because I care, I didn't mean to be nosy and act like a busy body, I know maybe I should mind my own business a-"
"It's okay Maria..." Liz held up a hand to stop her friend as she started to rant, even managing a tiny glimmer of a smile as she looked back at the other girl. "I was just..." She trailed off again and bit her lip, falling silent for a moment as she tried to work up the courage to say more. "I-I..uh...just need to go in here..." Finally she spoke again, gesturing towards the door in front of which she had stopped.
"What, oh yeah, of course...sorry, I didn't think!" Maria flushed slightly as she realised where her friend had been heading and nodded, gesturing for Liz to go in front and then following the brunette as she disappeared through the door into the restroom.
Closing her eyes, Liz slumped against the wall in relief once inside. All the tears she had been holding back came streaming out now, unable to hold them any further as her knees became weak, suddenly no longer able to support her it seemed and she slid down to the ground, burying her face in her hands. "Oh Maria, w-what am I g-going to do...?"
"About what? Chica, what's wrong...?" Maria's eyes were wide with concern as she dropped down next to her friend, drawing the younger girl into her arms and pulling her against her chest, rubbing her back in a comforting manner.
The brunette gave no indication of even having heard her friend as she continued sobbing, her whole body shaking now as she curled up almost as though trying to hide.
"Liz, should I get Max..?" The older girl suggested, grasping onto the only thing which she could think of as she sat there, feeling completely unable to do anything...
"N-No...please, don't, I can't face him, I just-" After a couple of minutes Liz broke down again without finishing, simply shaking her head, repeating no, no...over and over...
If she had been worried before, Maria was now getting completely frantic. She had been known to overreact about things of course and maybe this was just another occasion on which she was doing just that, but somehow she didn't think so... But what could it be that Liz wouldn't want Max to come...? She swallowed, looking again at her friend, nodding as she pulled back for a moment. "Okay Chica, I won't call him, I promise, I won’t call him, it's okay..." She responded in a soothing tone, resitsting the urge on this occasion to ask once more about what was wrong...
At this reassurance, the younger girl's sobs seemed to soften slightly.
"It's okay Chica, it'll be okay..."
"How can you say that, you don't know, you can't!" She pulled back sharply, swallowing and biting down on her lips again as she continued to shake her head.
"So tell me...whatever it is Chica, you can tell me, don't you know that...?" Maria reached again for her arm, prompting the younger girl to look back at her again and meeting her gaze as she did so.
Her words caused another sob from her friend, her shoulders shuddering as she leant back against the wall, wrapping her arms around herself in a protective manner.
"Liz, what's wrong...?" Maria asked again, her tone softening even further. A part of her wasn't even sure she wanted to know since it had to be bad, but a greater part of her hated seeing her friend like this, and only by knowing what was going on could she really do anything about it she was sure...
"I-I" Liz broke off as she forced herself to sit up, rising back into a standing position and then very deliberately studying her face in the mirror. Red eyes, tear stained cheeks, a pale, sallow complexion and lank hair - she knew looked a real state.
"Liz..."
Holding up a hand to silence her friend, the younger of the two girls looked around, checking for any sign of cameras or other presence in the room before moving her hand up and over her face, putting right what she could, although even alien powers couldn't hide the look of fear which lingered in her eyes as she finally whispered, "I-I'm late...".
What followed initially was a stunned silence... Of everything that Maria had thought of, this just hadn't featured... It was just so...human... "You mean..."
"I'm late..." She repeated, nodding silently as the other girl broke off, neither of them willing to voice the rest just yet.
What should she say...? What could she say...? For once Maria found herself completely at a loss for words, it was just...
"I'm late..." Again Liz whispered the words which scared her so much... Reincarnated alien Queen or no, she was also a fifteen year old girl, and as such, she was terrified... She could blast rocks to smithereens, form a shield that was hard as iron, but what help was that right now? They didn't change the reality, they didn't put the little red cross on her calendar that she had realised was missing earlier when she looked in her locker...
"Are we still on for this weekend?" Maria questioned as the group headed down the corridor towards their next set of classes.
There were a couple of enthusiastic confirmations, and then the conversation moved on. "When's Mr Seiglman's assignment due in Liz, can you remember...?" Isabel turned to the younger girl as they reached an apparent lull in the conversation, a look of frustration on her face as she failed to remember herself.
The brunette thought for a moment and then shook her head apologetically..."Sorry no, but give me a moment and I can tell you..." She told her friend, realising they were just passing their lockers. A quick check at the time confirmed they had a few minutes to spare, and accordingly, she moved to one side, releasing her padlock with a discrete pass of her hand before allowing the metal door to swing open and scanning the small calendar she had pinned inside. "It's a week next Friday, the twenty-f...twenty first..." She stumbled slightly but recovered herself quickly, hoping no one had noticed as another date burned in the back of her mind...
Why hadn't she realised sooner...? How could she have forgotten...? She couldn't help asking herself the questions as she stood there, staring into the mirror.
"Liz...?"
The young brunette blinked, giving the impression of having forgotten the other girl was there. "O-oh Maria...sorry, I just..."
"It's okay..." The other girl made no attempt to say anything else for the moment, understanding that it probably wasn't what she needed right now...
Another silence followed, before finally the younger of the two girls spoke again. "I didn't realise until I saw the date, I never even thought, there's been so much going on you know, and everything has been so busy, I guess I lost track of the days somehow or something like that..."
Maria nodded. "Happens to me all the time - that I loose track of the dates you know..." She responded, trying her best to sound reassuring. "And you're right, there's been a lot happening recently, you've been through some pretty major stuff, moving here, finding Isabel and Michael..." She hesitated a moment, unsure whether to go on but then continued softly, "...maybe it's just that, there are other reasons why you might skip you know..."
"Thank you..." Liz swallowed and bit down on her lip, unable to say anything else. She was right of course, she knew exactly what Maria was trying to do, and she was more than grateful to her for it, but she couldn't help but think the worse it seemed, and even the thought of it, it was just...terrifying... Closing her eyes, she ran her hand through her head and leant back against the wall once more. "I just keep thinking what if it's not another reason, what if I-I-I'm..."
"...pregnant...?" Maria finished the word she knew had to be faced, reached out to take her friend's hand once more and squeezing it gently. "If you are, I'm sure you'll find a way to make things work out..." She offered the younger girl a reassuring smile although she knew she likely couldn't imagine half of what she was going through right now... It wasn't even a case of a normal teenage pregnancy if what she feared was true - this was something so much more...
There was the alien side of it - although of course at least they presumably knew something of what to expect... But not only that, there was the very real human side of being on their own... Liz and Max lived alone and supported themselves, and she knew that wasn't easy....what would all the things a baby needs add to that...?
Liz wanted to believe that, of course she did, but at the moment, she just didn't know how... All through the last lesson, she had thought about this, ever since she had realised that she had been due at the beginning of the week, and all it made her do was want to cry. It was a miracle that Max hadn't already picked up on her emotions, although of course they were partnered separately on this occasion and perhaps for once that had been a good thing.
"What am I going to do Maria, I don't know if I can do this, I just-" The burnette bit down hard as her lip began to tremble again, trying desperately not to loose the little composure she had reattained.... Despite everything, it was strange she supposed - for all her alien powers, special abilities, for everything she could do, right at this moment in time she was sure she was no more scared than any other teenager who found herself in this position. "I'm not ready...we're not ready..."
"Have you told Max yet...?"
Closing her eyes at the mention of her husband, Liz shook her head, a silent tear falling from her eye. "N-no...I only just realised, and as you say, maybe it's just a false alarm you know...?" She gave a hopeful smile, although the effect was rather spoilt as her lip trembled, further tears spilling from the young girl's eyes. She wanted to be strong, she did, but this was just...too much...
"Of course..." Maria nodded, although she wasn't sure she agreed with the other girl's thinking... Even if it was a false alarm, she couldn't help thinking that Liz should tell Max, he would want to be there for her she was sure, and she had a feeling he would do a whole lot better job of comforting than she was at that moment in time... "H-how late are you...?" The older of the two girls now asked. "I mean, only if you want to tell me of course, if you don't that's fine, it's completely your choice!" She assured the young brunette, squeezing her hand again as a way of showing she was there for her...
Taking a moment to try and dry her eyes, dabbing at the corners as she bit down on her lip, Liz forced another weak smile of thanks as she spoke again. "N-no..it's okay..." She broke off for a moment but soon resumed. "I-it's only a couple of days, I was due to come on the beginning of this week...but I've always been regular, even when Nacedo..."
Over the time she had known the couple, Maria had heard several vague mentions to Nacedo, and some more detailed mentions. She herself couldn't help thinking that he sounded like pretty much a creep, but she understood that to Liz and Max he had been the closest thing to a father, and their feelings were therefore somewhat complicated... Where he was now had been something that to this point hadn't been mentioned, but now, she had a feeling she had her answer as the younger girl broke off, wracked with emotion. Instead of saying anything this time, she simply opened her arms to her friend, who entered them gladly, tears falling freely once more.
"It's okay, we're all here for you Liz, whatever happens, you're not alone...you're not alone..." She continued to whisper softly as they stood there without moving...
After what seemed like an age, Liz finally pulled back from her friend, studying her appearance in the mirror again, but this time making no attempt to rectify the mess which had resulted from her tears. She just didn’t have the energy and couldn’t help thinking it would do no good – it didn’t erase the problem… “We always promised ourselves that we wouldn’t let this happen you know…” She commented softly, almost as though she was speaking more to herself as opposed to the young woman with her. “We told everyone we would finish school, that we would make this work, that we wouldn’t give up on things because we were getting married…”
“And there’s nothing to say that won’t still happen…” Maria responded softly, nodding as she reached out again to her friend. “You don’t even know if you are at the moment, but if you are pregnant, there are schemes which are designed to help… You won’t be alone in this, you have Max, and me, Isabel and Michael…” She paused a moment, trying to work out how to say what she wanted… “Chica, other than Isabel, you and Max are two of the strongest people I know, and you’re great together… If anyone can make this work, it’s you…I believe in you guys, and if you are pregnant, I know you’re going to be wonderful parents…
Turning around, Liz shook her head as she backed up against the counter and boosted herself up, swinging her legs below as she sat in silence without speaking. Closing her eyes, she drew in a deep breath as she buried her head in her hands, her eyes filling with tears once more. “I-I I don’t think I can do this Maria… I love Max, I do, of course I do, and I-I’d love any child of ours, I couldn’t not…” The young brunette shook her head again, biting down on her lip and pausing before continuing. “I-I’m just not ready for this though… Our term is so much shorter, I’d never even finish the year, I wouldn’t graduate, I’d have to drop out of school and I-I just can’t… I’m not ready to be a mother at sixteen…”
Her speech could have come from any young girl faced with the same situation, and it was something which both girls were painfully aware of. This was a situation which neither of them had any experience of, and in which both were uncomfortable and unprepared… Alien or human, it made no difference because the worries were the same… The future…and what it would hold…
And Maria just didn’t know how to respond… How could she respond, what could she say… A baby would bring with it huge changes and responsibilies, she had listened to her mother telling her all about how hard it had been for her ever since she had started going out with Michael – a way to discourage her from becoming intimate she was sure – and it was only likely to be tougher for Max and Liz she was sure. And yet, she knew the younger girl needed her encouragement and slowly, as she moved forward to pull her down into her arms once more, she looked up at her friend. “I know this isn’t going to be easy if it’s true, but either way, real or not, just remember you’re not alone, and one way or another, things will work out…"