Posted: Fri Nov 25, 2005 8:44 am
*Max*
"What do you think is going to happen now Max...I mean how long are we likely to be staying here...?" Liz asks. The question makes my stomach twist, because it's all just so complicated. I want to go home to my parents and my life on Earth but I have responsibilities here. Much bigger responsibilities than anything I have on Earth.
"I don't know, Liz," I say, running a curved finger along her cheek. "It's possible we could all leave together this afternoon, but I might have to stay a lot longer."
I drop my hand, holding hers on her lap. "You know I can't give Xadalyn the seal, like she wants. She and Xan aren't ready," I frown as I remember how close we came to losing both of them the first night we were here and they didn't even have the seal yet. I was so proud of Alexander then. He hadn't had any powers at all for his whole life, but he still managed to find control.
"I could give her authority to act as Queen, without the seal, but I hardly know her. And what I do see doesn't always make me comfortable," I bite my lip on that admission. I'm trying very hard to see her as herself, not a reflection of Tess, but so often there's some way she holds her head or an inflection in her voice, that seems just like her mother. The alternative would be to stay here and be King, myself. It really is my job, afterall, and I know Larak expects me to. The council favors Xadalyn, but it really isn't their choice and I'm sure I can change that. Or maybe I can put Adayla in charge? I wish I knew. I wonder if Michael and Isabel will be coming, or not.
"It might take a while. Maybe you and the kids can go home with Justin while I sort it out," I suggest. I don't really want them to go, but I don't want them to have to suffer because of it. After all, Liz and the kids have school and other obligations.
"What do you think is going to happen now Max...I mean how long are we likely to be staying here...?" Liz asks. The question makes my stomach twist, because it's all just so complicated. I want to go home to my parents and my life on Earth but I have responsibilities here. Much bigger responsibilities than anything I have on Earth.
"I don't know, Liz," I say, running a curved finger along her cheek. "It's possible we could all leave together this afternoon, but I might have to stay a lot longer."
I drop my hand, holding hers on her lap. "You know I can't give Xadalyn the seal, like she wants. She and Xan aren't ready," I frown as I remember how close we came to losing both of them the first night we were here and they didn't even have the seal yet. I was so proud of Alexander then. He hadn't had any powers at all for his whole life, but he still managed to find control.
"I could give her authority to act as Queen, without the seal, but I hardly know her. And what I do see doesn't always make me comfortable," I bite my lip on that admission. I'm trying very hard to see her as herself, not a reflection of Tess, but so often there's some way she holds her head or an inflection in her voice, that seems just like her mother. The alternative would be to stay here and be King, myself. It really is my job, afterall, and I know Larak expects me to. The council favors Xadalyn, but it really isn't their choice and I'm sure I can change that. Or maybe I can put Adayla in charge? I wish I knew. I wonder if Michael and Isabel will be coming, or not.
"It might take a while. Maybe you and the kids can go home with Justin while I sort it out," I suggest. I don't really want them to go, but I don't want them to have to suffer because of it. After all, Liz and the kids have school and other obligations.