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Part 51

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Carolyn:
Interesting.......should Michael feel obligated?? I wonder!
You can make the argument that Isabel's downward spiral is partly his fault, in which case it would make sense for him to feel obligated to go try to talk some sense into her. But then you can also make the argument that she makes her own choices and that he shouldn't feel obligated.

Eva:
The mom-son conversation was funny and serious at the same time. It's always awkward to discuss your sexlife with you mom. But his mom sees Michael changing, and it makes her happy.
Yeah, even though Krista isn't exactly happy to know that her son's going to be very sexually active under her roof, she's happy that he's happy and that he's starting to grow up now.
Oh, Isabel! It's hard to get a grip on your life again but girl, you're very lucky to have some friends like that!
She is really lucky Tess and Kyle got her out of that situation.

Sara:
And I am SO glad Tess intervened and called Kyle. It was completely the right thing to do and I think it takes a smart and strong man to NOT engage in a pushing and shoving match.
I agree. Kyle is a very smart, strong guy. He was totally the right person to call in a crisis.
And it seems that Isabel really did grasp how badly things could have turned out.
Oh yeah, she knows. As emotional as she is right now, she's not stupid enough to be blind to what the consequences of her actions could have been that night.


Thank you for the feedback! I appreciate it a lot!








Part 51








Michael couldn’t recall a day when he’d been more eager to go to school. Deep down, he still hated the place and couldn’t wait to graduate, but something about the fact that graduation was the beginning now instead of the end was energizing him.

“Kyle!” he called out to his friend as he walked past his locker. “I’m goin’ to college!”

“What?” Kyle spat in disbelief. “Dude . . . Roll Tide?”

Michael stopped in the middle of the hallway and turned around, grinning proudly. “Yeah.”

Kyle’s mouth dropped open, and then he did such an excited fist-pump that it almost made him lose his balance. “Yes!”

Michael spun around again and continued on his way. He was on a mission this morning. It was very rare for him to feel determined to get anything accomplished, so he couldn’t let this momentary motivation pass him by.

He barged into Topolsky’s office and found her on the phone. “I’ll be down in a minute,” she was saying. “Okay. Thanks.” When she hung up the phone, she looked stressed, but somehow managed to greet him cheerily. “Michael. What’re you doing here?”

“I wanna talk,” he replied simply. Wasn’t that why everyone came to see her?

She cringed. “Ooh, I’m actually supposed to be in a meeting right now. I kind of forgot about it.”

“Please,” he tried. “Can’t it wait?” Surely if she told the principal or the other teachers or whoever was conducting that meeting that she was meeting with a student as troublesome as him, that’d get her off the hook.

She relaxed a bit, smiling pleasantly. “What do you need?”

He shut the door, pacing back and forth in front of her desk. “I just wanna tell you somethin’.”

“Okay, sit down.”

“No, I don’t wanna sit. I’m too . . . excited.” What the hell is this? he wondered. I’m excited about my future? First time for everything.

“Well, what’s going on?” she asked.

“I’m goin’ to college. That’s what’s goin’ on,” he blurted.

Her smile got even wider. “Michael . . . congratulations. I’m so glad.”

“Yeah, I knew you would be.” She’d been trying to urge him in this direction all school year. First counselor ever to actually give a damn.

“Which school did you decide on?” she asked.

“Alabama.”

Her eyebrows shot up. “Really?”

“Yeah.”

“That’s great. That’s where Kyle’s going, isn’t it?”

“Yep.” The prospect of getting to spend the next four years with not only his girlfriend but also his best friend was thrilling in its own right. Kyle was more like a brother to him than a friend. Getting to go to college with him was part of what would hopefully make it worth it.

“Well, this is great news,” Topolsky agreed. “I’m really proud of you.”

“Thanks.” He wasn’t even sure he deserved it. Honestly, if it weren’t for his standardized test scores, he wouldn’t have made it. But he had, and it was weird to feel glad about it. “Guess what else?”

“What?”

He pulled out the chair across from her desk and finally sat down. “My girlfriend’s gonna come with me. Her and her son.”

Once again, Topolsky’s eyebrows arched. “Really?

“Yeah.” Why did she sound so surprised?

“Wow.” She nodded slowly. “And how long has she been your girlfriend?”

“Well . . . not long,” he confessed, “but she’s been my girl a lot longer. You know what I mean?” Time didn’t even feel like a factor; he didn’t care. He knew what he was feeling and what she was feeling, and it didn’t matter how long they’d been feeling it. It mattered how intensely.

“And she’s just gonna . . . pack up her entire life and move to another state with you?”

“Yeah.” If Topolsky knew Maria, maybe it’d be easier for her to understand: She didn’t have much of a life to pack up here. No close family members she couldn’t live without, no amazing job.

“Well, that’s . . . a big commitment,” she said.

“I know, but . . . it’s what we want.”

“As long as you’re sure.”

“I am.” He sensed that she was skeptical, and he supposed she had every reason to be. He was an eighteen year old guy known around town more for his sexual conquests than for anything else. People didn’t picture him as the devoted type. “What, do you want me to say she’s my soul mate or something?” Lowering his voice, he mumbled, “ ‘cause I’m pretty sure she is.”

Topolsky cupped her hand against the side of her face, staring at him and shaking her head in surprise. “Wow,” she remarked. “You’ve come a long way.”

He nodded in agreement, knowing that was true. The guy he’d been at the beginning of the year . . . he just didn’t wanna be that guy again. He wasn’t looking to completely transform or change who he was at his core, but . . . the guy that he was right now? He liked this guy.

“Anyway,” he said, leaning forward, “I was kinda wondering if you could help me. I don’t even know where to start with all this college stuff, and neither of my parents went, so they’re no help.”

“Sure,” Topolsky offered. “What do you wanna know?”

“Well, I don’t even know what to do about housing,” he admitted.

“I’m sure all that information’s on the website,” she said, spinning her chair to face the computer. She typed in the web address quickly and brought up the homepage. “Let’s just look around . . .”

“I gotta look into, like, family housing,” he reminded her, “ ‘cause of Maria and Dylan.”

“Of course,” Topolsky agreed. “And maybe while we’re at it, we can just look into some regular dorm rooms, too.”

“No,” he dismissed, shaking his head, “just the family housing’s fine.”

Topolsky gave him a look. “Are you sure?

Yes.” He wasn’t going to change his mind.

She sighed and said, “Okay,” as she typed family housing into the website’s search engine.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Even though work at the Crashdown was still boring and endless, it was better than it used to be. Maybe the fact that she had something to look forward to when she went home was motivation for Maria. Or maybe having a better boss helped. Ever since he’d fired Derek, Jeff Parker hadn’t handed over the reins on the place, and it seemed to be working out just fine for everyone.

But still . . . the clock kept ticking ever so slowly.

Maria leaned against the counter at the kitchen window watching as Jose put all the toppings on a Bionic Burger for a regular customer who always found something to complain about. His body language alone was a clear indicator that he would have rather smashed the burger in the guy’s face.

“You know,” he said with his thick Mexican accent, “I used to love hamburgers. Now? I can’t eat ‘em no more. I make too many.”

“Yeah,” Maria agreed, empathizing with this restaurant’s inherent ability to destroy any longing for fast food. “Do you ever wonder why they call it a hamburger? I mean, it’s not made of ham.”

Jose opened his mouth to respond, then closed it again and frowned contemplatively. “That’s a good question.”

She laughed a little. Yes, she got so bored there that these were the deep, philosophical thoughts that raced through her head all day. Why is a hamburger called a hamburger? Why put the ‘dog’ in hot dog? Why can’t sundae be spelled just like the day of the week?

“Customer,” Jose mentioned, pointing behind her.

She turned around, hoping that Michael had come to distract her. But it wasn’t him. Not by a long-shot.

It was, however, his ex-girlfriend.

Oh, crap, she thought, her throat immediately feeling dry. Was it catfight time? Because she was severely out of practice, and this wasn’t exactly the ideal venue for it.

Isabel took a seat at the counter, looking at Maria expectantly, and since she felt like there was no escape, Maria shuffled forward slowly. “Hey, Isabel,” she greeted unsurely. Oh, god. That sounded lame. But what was she supposed to the girl whose boyfriend she had snatched up?

“Hey,” Isabel returned, giving her . . . a look. Not a smile. Not a glare. Somewhere in between. Which was sort of creepy, because Maria knew she was only being polite because they were in public. She was holding back, and if she didn’t have to, she probably would have glared at her as if she were an insect.

With no idea what to say, Maria simply asked, “Can I get you something?”

“Oh, no, I’m not hungry,” Isabel replied.

Maria wrinkled her forehead in confusion. Then why was she in a restaurant?

“I just had to come by to ask you something,” Isabel elaborated. “See, there’s this crazy story floating around school today that Michael’s actually going to college. Happen to know anything about that?”

“Um . . .” If people in school knew, then he was probably publicizing it at this point. Besides, she didn’t want to lie to Isabel . . . any more than she already had. “Yeah.”

“Yeah?” Isabel echoed. “So he’s going?”

“Mmm-hmm.”

“Huh.” Isabel put both her arms down on the counter, looking mildly surprised to hear that. “Wonders never cease, right?”

“I guess.” Clearly she didn’t know that college had been on Michael’s mind for quite some time now, ever since he’d gotten that first acceptance letter. Clearly, even when they had still been together, they hadn’t communicated about that at all.

“So where’s he going?” Isabel kept on questioning.

“Alabama,” she answered.

“Out-of-state? Really? I wouldn’t have pictured that. But I guess with Kyle going there . . . makes sense. Are they recruiting him for football or what?”

“Um . . .” Maria reached behind herself and grabbed an already-spotless glass and a towel, just to have something to do to keep herself busy during this conversation. It wasn’t that it was particularly hostile or anything; it just seemed . . . passive-aggressive. “Well, they haven’t really recruited him, but he wants to try to play there.”

“He’s probably good enough,” Isabel acknowledged. “And Kyle could put in a good word for him.”

Maria nodded, still trying to figure out what exactly this was. It couldn’t be a friendly talk, because they weren’t friends. But it wasn’t exactly a conversation, either. What was the point of this? Just to get under her skin?

Suddenly, Isabel inquired brazenly, “So are you going with him?”

Maria nearly dropped the glass, but she caught it before it slipped out of her hand completely. “Probably.” She was happy about that decision, sure, but letting Isabel know about it made her feel . . . guilty.

“Are you taking Dylan?” she asked. “Or does my brother finally have to take a stab at the parenting thing?”

Maria narrowed her eyes at her momentarily, sort of hating the fact that she would even mention Max. “Of course we’re taking Dylan.”

“So you guys will be like . . . going to college as a family or something?”

“Isabel . . .” She was starting to feel like the passive-aggressiveness was becoming more aggressive.

“I’m just trying to picture it,” Isabel assured her. “And it’s . . . it’s good. It’s good for him. To be there, to do something with his life. You know, I always thought he had a lot of potential.” Her eyes started to glaze over, like she was remembering some conversation or some event that had sparked her interest in him in the first place. “I always told him that, but I don’t think he ever listened.”

Maria set the glass back down, tugging on the towel subtly to relieve some of the stress this little talk was inducing on her. “He might’ve.”

Isabel shook her head decidedly. “No, he didn’t. I think he only listens to that stuff when you say it.”

“He made the decision on his own,” Maria informed her.

“But I’m sure you persuaded him.”

“I don’t know if I did or didn’t.”

“But still . . . you’re gonna get all the credit for getting him there. I’m not gonna get any.” Isabel shrugged, an angry, frustrated shrug. “Whatever, right? It doesn’t matter.”

“It doesn’t,” Maria agreed. “All that matters is that he’s going, not who got him there.” Truthfully, Isabel probably wasn’t giving herself enough credit. She was the one who had convinced Michael to take the ACT, after all, and his ACT score was ultimately what had gotten him accepted. But she was too upset to see that, and she probably would be for a long time.

“Right,” Isabel agreed quietly, her mouth drawn together tensely, her brow furrowing. Almost as if she was losing the ability to be polite and civil, she hopped down off her seat and scurried out of the restaurant.

Maria sighed heavily, glad that awkward little encounter was over. It was going to be so nice to head to college with Michael, to a place where not everyone knew their business, to a place where a fake-nooner picture didn’t make high school headlines. To a place where no one had to know that their little love story had technically started out as an affair.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Kyle had Michael, Maria, and Dylan over for dinner that evening. He really wanted to just hang out and celebrate Michael’s decision to go to college, because after so many years of reluctance, it really was cause for celebration. It was a nice night, too, perfect for grilling. His dad would have done it for them, but he was meeting up with Diane Evans. Or maybe it was a different Diane. Really hard to keep track with him. So that left Kyle and Michael outside on the grill, trying not to blow anything up, because they weren’t as good at grilling as Jim was.

“Dude, this is gonna be so awesome,” Kyle raved as he flipped one of the burger patties. “You, me . . . the whole college experience.”

“The whole thing,” Michael agreed, adjusting the heat level. “Did you ever think I’d actually decide to go?”

Kyle shrugged. “Kinda figured you might. Or at least I hoped you would.”

“Yeah, the out-of-state tuition’s gonna kick my ass, but . . .” Michael shrugged. “Figure somethin’ out, I guess.”

“Just take out loans,” Kyle advised. “That’s what everyone does.”

“Unless they got a full-ride football scholarship, like you.”

“Well . . .” Kyle shrugged, well aware how lucky he was. “Ah, man, I can just picture it now. You and me, move-in day, carrying in the futon for our dorm room. ‘cause we’re gonna have a futon.”

Michael chuckled, closing the grill again. “Well . . . I mean, I kinda . . . I’ll probably live with Maria, you know. Like in an apartment. She’s gonna come with me.”

Kyle nodded, feeling like an idiot for not thinking of that. “Oh, yeah.” Of course. Hell, when Tess came—because she’d already made it clear that she would be following him to Tuscaloosa once she graduated—he was going to do the same thing. Love the girl, live with the girl. It made sense. It kind of sucked, but it made sense. “Well, my random roommate and I will have a futon.”

“And I’ll come hang out all the time,” Michael promised. “I’ll lay on the futon.”

“And I’ll haul your ass to class, and to football practice.”

“It’ll be just like it is now. Only better.”

“Yes,” Kyle agreed. Really, he was just glad that Michael was going to college at all. The roommate thing didn’t matter that much. “Alright, I’m gonna go get somethin’ to drink. You good out here?”

“Got it.”

Kyle slipped back inside, unused to seeing a girl besides Tess or one of his dad’s conquests in his living room. But Maria was camped out there, trying to calm Dylan down. The kid had been bouncing off the walls ever since he’d gotten there. Probably just the thrill of being somewhere new. He couldn’t get enough of all the football memorabilia in Kyle’s room, so they’d had to lock it for fear that he might break a trophy or something.

“Has he calmed down at all?” Kyle asked as he opened up the refrigerator and pulled out a bottle of water.

“Kind of.” Maria shrugged hopelessly as he did jumping jacks near the TV. “He hasn’t broken anything, so . . .”

“It’s all good.” Kyle grabbed a water for her, too, and tossed it at her. She didn’t catch it. Good thing her boyfriend was a better receiver than she was.

“You have a really nice house,” she told him, looking around.

He shrugged. “It’s alright.”

“Kind of has a bachelor pad feel to it.”

“Well, that’s my dad’s influence.” He sat down on the arm of the couch, unscrewing the lid to his bottle so he could take a drink. He would have loved to have Tess over there. It would have been good for the girls to spend some time together, get to know each other and maybe realize that they weren’t so bad. But he understood why Tess would be against that, at least for a while. Maybe once Isabel headed off to Princeton, things would be different. Not that he was trying to exclude Isabel from the group or anything, but . . . well, she really wasn’t part of it anymore, and she wouldn’t be when she left.

“Hey, so can I ask you something?” she said, laughing at Dylan as he plopped down on the floor, looking tired now.

“Sure.” He slid down onto the cushion, taking another swig of water.

“This whole football thing . . . I don’t really know how it works. And Michael keeps talking about playing, but . . . I mean, realistically, does he even have a chance? As a walk-on, I mean.”

“Oh, yeah, he stands a chance,” Kyle assured her. “Some of the best players in the NFL were college walk-ons. Like Clay Matthews.”

Maria made a confused face.

“J.J. Watt?” he tried.

“Kyle, I don’t know football.”

“Well, just trust me, they’re big-name guys. And when they started out, they didn’t have scholarships.”

“But if Michael’s not even being recruited . . . does that play a factor?”

Kyle sighed, not wanting to think about playing on a football team without his best friend on it. “It could. I mean, listen, he’s gonna have to prove himself. But he’s got the talent. He can do it. I mean, he’s probably not gonna be playing wide receiver, at least not the first year. But he could make his mark on special teams.”

“Special?” she echoed.

“It’s, like, punt returns and kickoffs and stuff,” he explained. “Man, you really don’t know football.”

She laughed a little. “Yeah. And I don’t know . . . college, either. I mean, I didn’t even graduate high school.”

“Ah, you’ll be fine,” Kyle assured her. “And so will Michael. But listen, he’s gonna have to work hard, alright?”

“What should he be doing?”

“Talking to the coaching staff, gettin’ his name out there, letting them know he’s interested.”

She nodded, taking that in. “Okay.”

“And probably sending in a highlight reel. My dad made one for him already, so that’s no big deal. And then . . . well, obviously he should be workin’ out a lot. Weights, cardio, everything.”

“He works out with you after school, right?”

“Well, sometimes.” Kyle had been around football long enough and knew enough about it, though, to know that Michael was going to have to commit to an everyday routine if he was really serious about moving on to the next level. “But he’s gotta be in the best shape of his life, ‘cause he’s gonna have to impress the coaches at training camp.”

“Training camp,” she echoed. “Right. This . . . sounds like a process.”

“It is,” he agreed. “He’s gotta get his grades up, too.”

“I think he’s only failing one class right now.”

“Yeah, but . . . I mean, he’s gotta get all of ‘em up. Coaches are gonna wanna see good transcripts. If Michael’s football ability is right on par with someone else’s, but he can’t measure up in the classroom . . . they’re gonna go with that someone else.”

Maria sighed shakily. “Okay,” she said. “I guess I should help him . . . study or something. Again, high school dropout. I don’t know if I’m exactly the best resource.”

“Nah, you’re pretty good for him,” Kyle told her. And he meant it. Michael had changed a lot for Maria, not because she’d demanded it or even expected it, but just because she deserved it. She had an effortless pull over him and probably didn’t even realize it.

“You might be the only person who thinks that,” she mumbled. “I don’t think his mom’s too happy we’re together.”

“Ah, she is. She just doesn’t wanna see history repeating itself.”

Maria frowned. “History repeating?”

Oh, crap, he thought. I said too much. Undoubtedly, Maria knew all about Michael’s parents having him at a young age. He didn’t mean to insinuate that she and Michael were going to go down the same path, though. All he meant was that Krista and Andy were probably worried about that. “You know what? You’re probably the best thing that’s ever happened to him,” he told her. “And I include myself in that assessment.”

She laughed lightly. “Thanks, Kyle.”

“You’re welcome.” He had to admit, sitting here talking to Maria like this . . . he kind of liked her. Not in the way Michael liked her, obviously, but . . . he liked that she was dating his best friend. He could see himself being friends with her, even.

“Are the burgers almost done?” she asked.

“Yeah, I think.”

“Mommy,” Dylan cooed, lifting his head up as his energy started coming back to him. “Why do they call it a hamburger? Is it ham?”

“Oh my god,” Kyle said, musing on it now, wondering how he’d never questioned it before. “He’s right. That makes no sense.”

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Michael’s hands . . . oh god, his hands. They were, like, superhuman. Or at least they had superhuman ability, because the way Maria felt when they were all over her . . . it couldn’t be normal. It felt way too good to be normal.

Even just lying underneath him on the couch, every piece of clothing still on, he was able to drive her crazy, just by sliding his hands up her legs, grabbing at her sides, and brushing against her breasts. He was a multitasker, this Michael Guerin, because in addition to doing all that, he was still able to concentrate on kissing her senseless.

“Mmm,” she moaned, holding onto his sides, as his whole body undulated atop hers. He was obviously starting to feel friskier. “We’re supposed to be studying.” When they’d gotten home, she’d had every intention of cracking open that chemistry book and quizzing him for the test he had next week. But somehow . . . they’d just ended up here. Doing this.

It was technically chemistry.

“We are,” he asserted. “I’m learning so much.”

She couldn’t help but smile at how insatiable he was as he lowered his head to suck on her neck. It was amazing knowing he wanted her so much. “I’m serious,” she protested weakly.

“So am I,” he murmured against her skin, lapping at her hungrily. “I’m learning all about where you like to be kissed.”

She smoothed her arms around his back, massaging gently. “When you’re the one doing the kissing, I pretty much like to be kissed anywhere.”

He picked up his head, grinning mischievously. “Anywhere?”

She blushed, smiling coyly.

“I can kiss you anywhere?”

“Maybe we should take this upstairs,” she suggested, not wanting to get out of control on the downstairs couch, right in that living room where anyone could walk in on them. Especially Dylan. He was asleep now, but there was no guarantee he’d stay that way.

“We probably should,” he agreed, but instead of getting up, he just kissed her again. And really, when he did that, she was just powerless to resist, and she had to kiss him back. And she wanted to keep kissing, and maybe kiss him anywhere, too, because kissing Michael was just as incredible as having his hands all over her, maybe even more so.

Again, she moaned as he kissed his way back down to her neck. She tossed her head back, over the arm of the couch, and when she finally opened her eyes again, she saw that they weren’t alone.

“Oh, Tina!” she gasped, quickly sitting up and straightening out her clothes.

Michael sat up with her, looking more . . . disappointed than anything else. Like he was disappointed they’d been interrupted. “Teenie, hey.”

Oh, crap, Maria thought. Well, at least it wasn’t Krista catching them this time. But this was kind of worse. Because poor little Tina probably didn’t know what to think about what she’d just seen her big brother doing.

“What’re you doin’?” Michael asked her.

Mouth opened slightly in surprise, she squeaked out, “I just needed a glass of water.”

“Oh.” Michael nodded dumbly and gestured to the kitchen.

Tina shuddered as if trying to rid herself of the images and then scampered into the kitchen.

The part that was far worse, of course, was having to confess to Michael’s mom that Tina had caught them. It would be worse if they didn’t say anything, though, and then Tina mentioned something to her about it. Maria accompanied her boyfriend up to his mom’s room, but she was more than happy to let him do most of the talking.

Krista obviously wasn’t happy. “Oh, Michael!” she yelled. “This is exactly what I didn’t wanna have happen!”

“Mom, relax.”

“I told you, I don’t wanna see it, I don’t wanna hear it.”

“You didn’t.” Looking down at his feet, he mumbled, “This time.”

“No, Tina did, which is even worse!”

“Relax, don’t freak out,” Michael reiterated. “Look, she got her water, and it was fine.”

“We explained to her that we’re dating now,” Maria added in quietly, “and then . . .”

“And then she started talkin’ about her boyfriend, forgot all about the two of us,” Michael finished.

Krista pressed her hands together in agitation and held them over her mouth. “I don’t want her and her boyfriend—What? Tina has a boyfriend?

“Yeah,” Michael confirmed. “Gorgeous, apparently.”

“She said his name’s Todd,” Maria put in.

“Oh, great. This is just great,” Krista muttered sarcastically. “You know what? I don’t want her thinking that she can do with her boyfriend what the two of you are doing together.”

“She won’t,” Michael assured her, not sounding concerned about it at all. “She’s eleven.”

“And how old were you the first time you sex?” Krista immediately cringed. “Don’t answer that.”

“Mom . . .” He gave her a long, hard look. “Tina’s not me.”

Krista sighed heavily, running her hands through her hair. “I just wanna go to bed,” she said, peeling back her covers. It was hard not to notice . . . she didn’t bother peeling back both sides. One side was still made and would probably be unslept in tonight, or at least until her husband stumbled home from the bar.

“We’ll go,” Maria said, heading to the door. “We’re really sorry.”

“Wait,” Michael said, walking over to his mom. “Alright, look, I know you’re pissed at me, but . . .”

“Honey, you just need to think and be more responsible.”

“I’m goin’ to college.”

The second she heard that, it was as if Krista forgot all about the whole Tina incident. Her eyes lit up, and her frown transformed into a gigantic, incredulous smile. “What?”

Maria stood back and smiled, loving that she could witness this moment.

“Yeah. Alabama,” he informed her.

“Alabama,” she echoed. “You’re going to college?”

“I’m goin’ to college.”

She squealed with delight, threw her arms around him, and hugged him so hard that they both fell down on the bed. She started saying something, but she was too worked up and emotional to be understood. Didn’t matter, though. Her excitement was obvious, especially when she started to cry tears of joy.








TBC . . .

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Part 52

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Rod:
Wow....with the exception of Isabel everything seems to be going great for everyone. .....and knowing April this is when the s*$t hits to ruin it all
:lol: Well, you know me, I am a big fan of the drama in stories.

Carolyn:
Going off to college is such an exciting time, however I must admit most of us don't start off in "family housing".
Yes, Michael's college experience is shaping up to be a bit . . . unconventional.

Eva:
Everyone's mouth is falling open when Michael declares his big news! But Kyle is right: the news is just the beginning! Now he's going to have to work for it too!
Yeah, there are a lot of people who are very shocked, but also very thrilled, for Michael. This was a big and important decision for him to make. If he's willing to put in the work, it's something that he can be successful with.

Ines:
Between this Michael and 521/522 Michael, I can't get enough and am genuinely sad I can't have a piece of that hot tamale in real life! I love how you write Michael in all your fics no matter how different they are, because I can never seem to hate him
:D He's my favorite character to write, any version of him. And he was my favorite character on the show.
AND you always make him great sexually which is clearly appealing 8)
:lol: Yes, clearly. You know, in this particular story, Michael's sexuality is really a defining characteristic for him. He's incredibly passionate, wild, intense, and impulsive, and all those traits manifest themselves in the bedroom as well as in life.

Sara:
How do you get to be like Kyle when your dad is his dad?
Kyle is a good person. That just is who he is. It's who he's always been. His dad is a jerk, sure, (although not to the extent that Michael's dad is a jerk), but fortunately, Kyle had the strength of character to look past that and become his own man.
And is Isabel's comment about her brother a little foreshadowing for Max to make his return? Oooh!
Well, I do love foreshadowing. Hmm, we'll see. ;)


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Part 52








Isabel accompanied Tess to the pharmacy after school the next day, because, sadly, she had nothing better to do. It was a harsh reality, knowing that she was probably doomed to live out the rest of her high school experience being Tess’s sidekick, watching her and Kyle inevitably get engaged before graduation and feeling more jealous than she could yet comprehend. But it was what it was, wasn’t it?

“God, I hate these new birth control pills I got,” Tess grumbled as they wove their way to the back counter for pick-ups. “They made me gain, like, ten pounds.”

“I think you look fine,” Isabel assured her.

“No college cheer squad’s gonna take me seriously if I’m fat.”

“Tess . . .” Isabel gave her a look. “You’ve got, like, the best body of every girl in school.”

“Besides you.”

“Uh, if I’ve got such a great body, then why am I single?”

“Trust me, that has nothing to do with your body.”

“Oh, great, my personality then.”

“I didn’t say that.”

“No, I know.” She was just feeling snappy . . .

I shouldn’t have come, she thought when she spied Michael and Maria together. Not just together, either, but completely wrapped up in their own little world, oblivious to the fact that she and Tess had just walked in. They were looking at condoms, of all things.

“This is embarrassing. Let’s just get some and go,” Maria was saying, although judging by her tone alone, she was having a good time just hanging out with him.

“Not those,” Michael said, swatting away a box she tried to push on him. “Too small. They cut off the circulation.”

Oh my god, Isabel though, desperate to look away yet somehow unable to take her eyes off them. They looked so coupley.

“You know, we could avoid all of this if I just rock out with my cock out,” Michael joked.

What? What is that? You’re so weird.”

“You like me weird.”

“Shut up.” Laughing a little, Maria finally noticed that they were being noticed. She sharply nudged Michael’s side, and he looked up, meeting Isabel’s eyes.

Well, this is awkward, she thought, glancing down at the box in his hand. Jumbo size. Bulk pack. She’d already known they were screwing their brains out, but this . . . this was like a whole lot of unnecessary, uncomfortable proof.

Tess couldn’t rescue her. She was chewing out the woman behind the counter for not having her prescription already ready to go.

Laughing angrily at the absurdity of it all, at the fact that, out of all the places in the world, they were in the exact same pharmacy at the exact same time, Isabel shook her head and stomped off.

“Isabel?” Tess called. “Isabel, what . . .” She must have spotted Michael and Maria there, too, because she immediately forgot about her prescription and scurried after her.

They got in Isabel’s car and took off in a hurry. Had to. She couldn’t risk being in the parking lot when the gruesome twosome left. She couldn’t see them walk outside holding hands or laughing and talking or . . . whatever. She just couldn’t handle it.

She drove too fast, accidentally running a red light. In the passenger’s seat, Tess gripped the door handle tightly with both hands. “Isabel, calm down,” she urged.

“Calm?” Isabel spat. “I just saw my ex-boyfriend condom shopping with his new girlfriend. I’m not calm, Tess.”

“Okay, but you are driving. So could you slow down? Or at least pull over?”

She pressed down slowly on the brake, knowing, logically, (because she was a logical person after all), that Tess was right, that she needed to not be driving while she was feeling like this. So she pulled into the parking lot of E.T.’s Pizzeria, wrinkling her nose at the disgusting greasy smell that was wafting out of the run-down establishment. She turned the ignition off and tossed her key’s into Tess’s lap, hoping that she would agree to drive them home.

“He looked happy,” she lamented, wondering if it made her a horrible person to wish he’d looked miserable, remorseful, even.

“It’s probably just an act,” Tess figured.

“No. It’s not.” She knew Michael well enough to know that he was truly, genuinely happy. He’d never looked like that when he was with her. “I’m not happy, Tess.”

“It hasn’t even been a month,” Tess pointed out. “You have every right to feel upset and hurt and to, you know, hate him.”

“I don’t hate him,” she confessed in a whisper. Perhaps that was part of what made this so hard. “I miss him.”

Tess made a face. “What? Why?”

“I know you don’t understand, but . . .” She exhaled heavily, not even sure if she could adequately explain. “My life is so planned out and repetitive, and routine. But Michael made it unpredictable. Good or bad, I never knew what to expect. And now . . .” She thought talking about it would make her feel better, but with every word that came out, it was like the hole inside was getting bigger and bigger. “I don’t just feel hurt or angry or sad. I feel . . .”

“Confused?” Tess guessed, sounding somewhat confused herself.

Sure. Of course. But it was more than that. “Bored,” she admitted. “I’m so bored.” She frowned, worried that she would stay this way, that no one would be able to hold her interest the way Michael had. As big of a jerk as he could be and had been to her . . . she wanted him. She didn’t just love him; she wanted him. And when did want become need?

“It’ll get better,” Tess promised. “You know that. For now, you just need to . . . I don’t know, enjoy being single. Either that or find a nice, normal guy.”

Nice. Normal. That sounded . . . boring.

“They do exist, trust me.” Keys in hand, Tess got out of the car and headed around to the other side.

A nice, normal guy, Isabel mused, not moving a muscle. Nice and normal wasn’t exactly unpredictable, but hooking up with someone so soon after breaking up with Michael . . . that might be. And luckily, she already had someone in mind.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Trying to mentally recall every question on the exam he’d just taken, Alex felt like kicking himself. How the hell had he missed the anachronism question? He was sure he’d gotten it wrong, because he’d drawn a blank during class, but now he knew the answer without a doubt. And the essay about the extended metaphor . . . he’d probably tanked that. Or maybe not. He was a pretty good bull-shitter when it came to writing about stuff he didn’t know. Most of the time, his professors loved his essays, even if they were complete crap. He just had a way of choosing words and structuring sentences that made it sound like he knew what he was talking about, even if he didn’t.

His phone vibrated in his pocket, so he took it out and saw who was calling.

Isabel. He couldn’t help but smile.

Oh, but when it came to her . . . he didn’t always structure his sentences so well. He tried to act calm and confident, but sometimes, he felt like the same bumbling idiot who had never scored a date in high school.

“Hey,” he answered, hoping he sounded casual and not as thrilled as he actually was to be talking to her. “What’s happening?” He cringed. What’s happening? Oh god . . .

“Nothin’ much,” she replied, sounding chipper. “Just got back from the pharmacy.”

“Oh.” Didn’t sound like her usual hangout. “Are you okay? Is everything alright?”

“Yeah,” she said. “I was just . . . running some errands with Tess. What’re you doing?”

“Uh . . .” He nearly got plowed over by a professor who was riding a skateboard to class. Probably a grad student who was teaching some intro level course. “Not much. Just got outta class. I think I flunked my English exam.”

“I’m sure you did fine.”

He smiled dazedly. Somehow, he believed it when she said it. Besides . . . who really cared? As long as he was talking to her, he wasn’t too concerned about his test.

“Hey, so I was thinking,” she started in, “if you’re not doing anything tomorrow night, maybe we could hang out or something.”

He nearly dropped his phone as he was crossing the street. “Hang—hang out?” he stuttered. “Like . . . just you and me?”

“Yeah.”

He actually did drop his phone when she said that, but luckily, he had a case on it so it didn’t break. “Sorry,” he said as he picked it up again. So much for casual. “Uh . . . yeah. Yeah, I’d . . . I’d love that.” More than she knew. He would love that more than she knew. He’d had a crush on this girl for a long time now.

“Cool,” she said, making him envious with how calm she sounded. “How about . . . 7:00-ish? Maybe dinner and movie?”

He bit down on his fist to keep from screaming with joy. Dinner and movie was totally a date. “Yeah. Sounds great. I’ll swing by and pick you up.”

“No,” she said sharply.

“No?” Oh no, what had he said wrong?

“I mean . . . I’m sorta tired of Roswell right now,” she revealed. “I should come down there. I’m sure there are a lot of cool places to hang out around campus.”

“Uh . . . yeah, some.” Most of them were bars. Surely she’d get let in—people would probably think she was older than him—but he didn’t want to spend the entire night there. It started to get sloppy after a while. But if they went there first, and then the movie . . .

Oh, yeah. That would work.

“Great,” she chirped. “So I’ll just head down there. Text me your address. I’ll meet you at your dorm room.”

Oh, this just got better and better. Now, not only was he taking her out on a date, but that date was starting in his dorm? It was perfect. It was like a fantasy. “I can’t wait,” he told her, really meaning it.

“Okay,” she said. “I’ll see you tomorrow then.”

“Okay. Bye.”

“Bye.”

He ended the call, literally jumping in the air, shouting, “Yes!” as he threw his hands up in the air victoriously. The people walking around him looked at him like he was a crazy person, but he didn’t care. He was way too happy to care.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Showering with Michael really defeated the purpose of showering at all. The whole point was to get clean, but when Maria was standing next to him, in front of him, the water cascading all over them . . . she sensed that he was wanting to do some very, very dirty things. Things that were hard not to think about when she looked down at his cock, which wasn’t quite yet hard, but was definitely hardening.

He was very subtle about his intentions. When they’d first climbed in, he’d taken to rubbing body wash all over her, first with the sponge, and then simply with his hands. He’d attempted to run shampoo through her hair for her and then had apologized profusely when some got in her eye. But after that was all said and done and it was more than likely time to get out, he didn’t move. And judging by the way he kept inching closer and closer to her, he didn’t want her to move, either.

So she stayed right in front of him, her hands splayed against his chest, feeling the water turn ever so gradually colder the longer it ran. It wasn’t chilly by any means, especially not with Michael’s arms around her, first holding her waist and hips, then slipping around to caress her back. Most people would have been surprised that he could be so gentle and tender, that he would actually take the time to reach up and play with the ends of her hair. But to her, this was just a different side of Michael, one she was lucky enough to get to see, because no one else really did. And maybe no one else really had. That knowledge alone made her head spin.

Eventually, he started to get more insistent, pulling her body closer so it could rub against his. The water made movement easy, and even more sensual. He made sure that she could feel his cock, getting evermore stiffer and ready for her. But then, as if to counteract the bluntness of that, he kissed her softly.

She felt herself being moved backward, the water coming down in a torrent when she was right under the showerhead. She laughed a little, squeezing her eyes shut and then wiped them off as he pressed her back into the corner. Starting to feel that familiar feeling of breathlessness as he hoisted her right leg up around his waist, she reached over and adjusted the water temperature so that it would be even colder. Michael was about to work up a sweat.

He moved fast from that point onward, not saying anything, apparently too in the zone to stop or to say anything. He guided himself into her with one hand around the base of his cock, then pressed both his hands to the shower walls on either side of her and started thrusting, looking right at her as he moved.

She gasped, forcing herself to stay quiet. Even though the water was running, she didn’t want to be so obvious. This wasn’t their house and they weren’t the only two who used this shower, so it was best if no one else who lived there knew what they were doing.

Glancing down, she felt a momentarily alarmed, because they were doing it without a condom. She thought about telling him to stop, even though she was on the pill; but she didn’t want to stop, so she didn’t say anything. Instead, she kept watching as best she could as he slid in and out of her, like he was meant to be there.

Judging by the pace of his thrusts, he wasn’t going to draw this out. Which was fine. Even though she loved their long love-making sessions, it was nice to just get it on once in a while, too. And that was clearly what he needed. He just wanted her, in that moment, wanted her so much that he had to have her and was having her. Even when he just fucked her like this, she didn’t feel used; she felt loved. And that feeling in and of itself was blisteringly hot.

She moaned as he lifted her other leg to wrap around his waist, and she wrapped her arms around his neck, holding on tightly. His movements became more and more frenetic, each thrust so powerful that it slammed her hips back against the shower wall. She wished it would last longer, because given a little more time, she would find release, too. But he came suddenly, and she felt his cock spasm inside her. He seemed completely spent as he slumped against her, barely able to hold her up anymore.

She stroked his wet hair as he rested his head against her shoulder, knowing she’d have something to look forward to later tonight now. Whenever she didn’t have an orgasm, he usually made it up to her by going down on her, and that had quickly become one of her favorite things ever.

She sighed contentedly, even though she hadn’t achieved the same satisfaction he had. How strange that, even under the fall of water that had long ago become cold, she still felt perfectly warm.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Alex scrambled around like a mad man on the big night. He couldn’t figure out what to wear, or what cologne to put on, and to top it all off, he couldn’t even get his contacts in right. Nothing felt like it was going to the way he wanted it to.

When there was a knock on his door, his heart nearly stilled in anticipation. Because he knew it was Isabel. “Crap,” he swore, taking one last look at his reflection. He’d decided on jeans and a black blazer with just a plain white shirt underneath. You couldn’t really go wrong with that combo . . . he hoped.

He sprayed on one last spritz of cologne, took a deep, calming breath, and opened the door to his dorm room eagerly. “Hey!” he exclaimed, feeling speechless the moment he saw. Dear sweet Lord . . .

She was wearing a tight red strapless dress that showed an ample amount of cleavage and barely went down to mid-thigh. Since her hair was up in a messy bun, she was showing off more skin than she usually did. And her legs, of course, looked like miles of gloriousness with those high heels she had on.

She smiled coyly, greeting, “Hi, Alex.”

Oh, he was so glad he’d eventually gotten those contacts in, because it was truly a privilege to be able to look at her. The girl was just so damn beautiful. No one could deny it. She put all the models in the magazines to shame, because they didn’t have curves like her. They didn’t smile the way she smiled. Their eyes didn’t sparkle the way hers did.

Worried that he was literally going to start drooling, Alex got a hold of himself and complimented, “You look great in red.”

“Thanks,” she said, smoothing her hands down her sides. “It’s my favorite color.”

His, too. Well, not really, but since she looked so hot in it . . . it was his new favorite.

“You ready to go?” she asked.

Oh, I’m ready, he thought, settling for a simple, “Yeah,” instead as he grabbed his room key and closed the door. This was already even more thrilling than he’d imagined. Isabel Evans, it seemed, was quite possibly the girl of his dreams. Which meant this was going to be an amazing night.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Getting Dylan to eat his vegetables was a near impossible task, so Maria had to sit next to him and convince him to eat each green bean, each pea, one by one by one. It was time-consuming and pain-staking, but nothing she wasn’t used to. Most of the time, she just gave up, though, and let him have dessert.

On the other side of her sat Tina, diligently working on her homework. Maria sneaked a peek and made a face. “Ugh, math, huh?”

“Yeah.” Tina erased so hard she made a hole in her paper, grumbling, “I hate it.”

“Yeah, so did I.” Maria glanced over to the sink, where Michael’s mom was ripping him a new one. She couldn’t overhear much of it, but she got the point. Krista was chastising both of them for coming down with wet hair. It was “obvious,” she said.

“I tried to dry off,” he insisted.

“Go blow-dry your hair or something.”

He rolled his eyes and trudged upstairs.

Krista shot Maria a warning look, and Maria quickly looked away, looking down at her own damp mane. Her hair dried fast, but . . . not fast enough, it seemed. Seconds later, she heard the blow-dryer kick on. Michael’s hair was going to be even spikier than normal now.

“Why do I even try?” Krista mumbled, leaving the kitchen.

Sorry, Maria thought. She and Michael really were trying. But when you were young and in love, it was really hard not to be obvious about it.

“I hate peas,” Dylan muttered, throwing his spoon down.

“Just eat ten more and then you can have a cookie,” Maria bribed him.

He made a face, as if he wasn’t sure it was worth it, and then picked up another pea between his index finger and thumb and popped it into his mouth, shuddering exaggeratedly as if it were the grossest thing in the world.

“Hey, guess what?” Tina chirped suddenly. “I’m trying out for cheerleading.”

“Oh, yeah? Like in high school?”

“No, this month. They’re gonna have junior high cheerleading next year. Anyone who’s gonna be in sixth or seventh or eighth grade can try out.”

Junior high cheerleading? Good luck to that coach, Maria thought. The drama was going to be insane.

“I wonder if Isabel will help me,” Tina pondered.

Maria stiffened. She didn’t want to dash the little girl’s hopes, but she knew very well that Isabel wasn’t coming anywhere near anyone who lived in this house. “Well, she’s probably really busy,” she pointed out.

Tina’s mouth drooped at the sides.

“But . . . maybe. I guess you could ask.” If nothing else, maybe Isabel would direct her to Tess. Surely Tess had nothing better to do with her time.

“Or you could help me,” Tina proposed.

“Me?” Maria nearly laughed out loud at the thought of her waving pom poms in the air. “I don’t think so. I was never a cheerleader.”

“Did you play sports then?”

“Nope.”

Tina frowned. “Then what did you do in high school?”

Maria flashed back to lost nights and weekends with Max, downing shots and doing bong hits. Definitely not something Tina needed to know about. “Well, I didn’t go high school for long,” she reminded her. It was probably bad enough that she knew about that.

“Oh. Right.” Tina got back to work on her math assignment.

God, I must be quite the disappointment, Maria thought. From Isabel Evans to me? What a downgrade that must be for Tina. “I did choir, though,” she added as an afterthought. She hadn’t always shown up, but she’d been enrolled in the class.

“I like singing,” Tina said.

“I could help you with that sometime, if you want.”

Tina thought about it, then shook her head. “No, ever since my music teacher gave away my solo . . . I just wanna do cheerleading.”

Maria sighed, knowing she couldn’t take that personally. Tina didn’t mean anything by it. And so what if she wanted to be a cheerleader? There was nothing wrong with that . . . despite how annoying most cheers were. Really, how many times did the crowd have to hear go, fight, win?

“I’m done,” Dylan announced, shoving his entire plate towards Maria. “Cookie?”

“One Oreo,” Maria told him.

He hopped down off his chair and scampered towards the fridge.

“Hey, guess what?” Tina exclaimed again, putting down her pencil once Dylan was out of earshot. “You know how you and Michael kiss and stuff?”

She blushed a bit, laughing in embarrassment. “Yeah . . .” Hopefully Tina wasn’t going to ask her what ‘stuff’ entailed, because that was a conversation for her parents to have with her.

“Todd kissed me today.”

“Todd,” Maria echoed, trying to remember who that was. “Boyfriend Todd?”

Tina nodded proudly. “On the bus.”

How romantic, Maria thought sarcastically. But to a fifth grader, it probably was. “Was that your first kiss?”

“Yep.”

Well, it beat the location of her own first kiss: by the dumpster behind her elementary school. “How was it?”

Tina scrunched up her nose. “Kinda weird,” she admitted.

“Yeah, it always is at first. But it gets better the more you do it.” Her eyes widened in alarm at how wrong that sounded. “Not that you should do it again. Not that you shouldn’t. Just . . .” Oh god, why was she having this conversation? She was so not the ideal person for the job. “Do you know what I’m trying to say here?”

“Yeah. Don’t do the stuff you and Michael do.”

Okay, so clearly she knew. Krista wouldn’t be happy about that. But Tina was smart and bound to find out at one point or another. “Right,” she confirmed, casting a glance over at her son. He still had his head and hands in the refrigerator and was probably sneaking a few more cookies than he was allowed.

“Not until I’m older,” Tina added.

Much older,” Maria emphasized.

“You’re not that much older than me.”

Maria shrugged. “Nine years.”

“Eight,” Tina corrected.

“Holy crap.” The thought of little innocent Tina possibly having sex in eight years . . . or even less than that, because she and Michael had both started way earlier . . . it was pretty disturbing.

“You know what?” Tina said. “When I’m your age, I hope Todd and I are just like you and Michael.”

Maria smiled nervously, not sure what to say. She and Michael were leading sort of an accelerated lifestyle. And sure, it was working for them, but that didn’t mean she wished the same for Tina. There were far, far better role models out there for her. And ironically, Isabel was probably one of them.

She’s smart, Maria reminded herself. She won’t end up like me. But it was still scary to contemplate, and she couldn’t help but contemplate it. Even smart people made dumb decisions sometimes.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Even though Alex had had every intention of taking Isabel out for dinner at a nice restaurant, she’d insisted on going to a bar. Real hole-in-the-wall place called Jake’s. It was a popular hangout for college kids, but Alex had only ever gone once before, and he’d never wanted to go again. Everything there was just sloppy, and the people tended to be real lowlifes. But she said that was where she wanted to go, so he took her, hoping she’d change her mind once she walked in and got an idea of what it smelled like. She didn’t.

So there they were, at a table in the corner, her in her skin-tight dress, him in an outfit he was now pretty sure was mismatched. And while he was still working on his first beer, she was well on her way to her fourth, and she didn’t appear to be slowing down.

“Mmm,” she said, wiping her mouth off with the back of her hand. “The one nice thing about looking the way I do . . . bartenders think I’m older than I am.”

“That’s the one nice thing?” he asked. Seemed to him that there were a lot of nice things about looking the way she did.

“Trust me, there’s a lot of bad things,” she assured him. “Like, for instance . . . I tend to attract the wrong kind of guy.”

“Well . . . not always,” he pointed out. He may not have been as extroverted and popular as Michael Guerin, but he knew for a fact that he wasn’t a bad guy to attract.

“No, not always,” she agreed, tipping her chair backward. She got the bartender’s attention with a small wave and hollered, “I’ll take another.”

“Maybe you should eat something,” Alex suggested. It wasn’t good for her to drink so much on an empty stomach.

“Not hungry.”

“Still . . .” He doubted she was going to listen, though. She seemed to be on a mission tonight; he just wasn’t sure what that mission was.

When the bartender put another beer down in front of her, she beamed at him and said, “Thanks.”

“Let me know when you want another, okay? I’ll come right back.”

“Okay.”

Alex rolled his eyes as the bartender walked off. Was he trying to flirt with her? Worse . . . was she flirting back?

No. No way. This was their date.

“We’d better leave soon if we wanna catch the movie,” he advised.

“Or . . .” She brought the bottle to her lips and tossed her head back, taking a big gulp. “We could just stay here.”

He looked around, in absolute disgust of the place. There was a couple hovering near the jukebox who looked like they were about to rip each other’s clothes off any minute, a few girls who were already staggering and slurring their words as they entered, and some frat guys at the counter who were making loud enough dirty jokes for everyone in a mile-wide radius to hear. But they weren’t the funny kind of dirty jokes. They were the offensive kind. The Isabel he knew would have been just as disgusted as he was.

“Yeah,” she decided, “let’s just stay.”

“And what, get even more drunk?” he snapped. By the end of the night, she wasn’t even going to remember going out with him.

She shrugged, giggling. “Maybe.”

He narrowed his eyes at her, not understanding what she could possibly find enjoyable about this. He wasn’t enjoying himself. Not in the slightest. “What’s up with you?” he asked outright. “This isn’t like you.”

“What, drinking?” She slammed the bottle down on the table, leaning forward. “This is me, Alex. I’m not some goody-two shoes just because I’m a straight-A student body president. I get drunk. I party.” Underneath the table, she started sliding her foot up her leg suggestively. “I have sex.”

He stared at her, wanting to just surrender to it, go ahead and get drunk with her and see what it led to. But . . . no, he couldn’t.

Shaking himself out of his momentary stupor, he got up from the table and said, “I’ll be back.” He headed back through the bar to the bathroom, where he would be sure not to touch anything for fear of contracting an infectious disease. He just needed a moment to cool down, just so he wouldn’t do something with her he would regret. It was tempting, but he just wasn’t that kind of guy.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Well, this is gonna be a total flop, Isabel thought dejectedly as she swirled her drink around in the bottle. Alex had more willpower than most guys did. Or maybe it wasn’t a willpower thing; maybe it was a moral compass thing. He actually had one. Or it could be maturity. This wasn’t the typical hormonal high schooler she was dealing with. This was someone who took pride in being a responsible, respectful adult.

Alex was a good guy.

The guys at the counter were not. Of that much, she was certain. But the moment Alex got up and left, their ringleader came to her table and sat down beside her. “Hey,” he said. “What’s your name?”

“Isabel,” she replied.

“Isabel. You are way too hot to be sittin’ here alone.”

She smiled, regardless of the fact that it was a lame pickup line. “I’m not alone. I’m out on a date.”

“Yeah, I saw him. Seems like a mismatch.”

No, she thought, actually, it’s probably a perfect match. We’re so much alike.

But it wouldn’t be unpredictable, would it? It wouldn’t be what she needed right now.

“If you wanna have a real good time . . .” The guy motioned back to his buddies, all of whom were leering at her with obvious intent in their eyes. “We’re doin’ shots. And I’m buyin’.”

Shots? Those would be the end of her. She was already feeling tipsy from the beer alone. But doing shots with them would be wild, and very unpredictable, and possibly reckless and crazy. Everything that Michael was . . . it was all sitting right over there, just waiting for her.

So what was she waiting for?

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Alex came out of the bathroom with all sorts of ideas about things he could say to convince Isabel to stop her evening’s drunken crusade and let him take her home. And then he didn’t get to say any of them. Because things had apparently escalated. She was at the counter with the frat guys now, and they were all chanting, “Shot! Shot! Shot! Shot!” And she actually drank. And when they put another shot in front of her, she drank that, too. Even the bartender was watching in astonishment, looking like he wanted in on part of the action.

God. As if it wasn’t bad enough being ditched during the middle of a date, now he had to see her acting like this? Lowering herself and her standards for these idiots? It just wasn’t right. She was better than this. This wasn’t the girl he’d fallen for.

He shook his head in disappointment, shuffling forward, knowing she’d hate him at first but hopefully thank him later for getting her away from these guys. He wasn’t about to let them have their way with her, which was so obviously what they wanted to do. He would never just stand by and let that happen.

She’d said her looks attracted the wrong kind of guy. And maybe, in a way, that was true. Because tonight, clearly he was the wrong guy for her, the wrong guy for what she wanted. Whatever the hell that was.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Isabel’s head was throbbing. Like a migraine on steroids. She’d never had a migraine before, but she imagined this is what it would feel like.

She dug her head into the pillow, feeling . . . odd. Like it wasn’t her pillow. Like it wasn’t even her bed.

Opening her eyes slowly, she saw that she was in a dorm room. It was dimly lit, except for the Christmas lights that still were hung all around. A brighter light shown from the corner, where Alex was sitting at his desk, typing a paper at his computer.

Just Alex. Just Alex’s dorm room. And she was lying in his bed, still completely clothed. There had been no huge, unforgettable night. Which maybe was a good thing, considering she probably would have forgotten half of it if there had been.

She sat up slowly, trying to stop her world from spinning. She felt dizzy and slightly nauseous, but luckily, Alex had moved his trashcan over next to the bed if she needed it. For now, she was holding it in. “How did I get here?” she asked, her voice hoarse.

His fingers stilled atop his keyboard, but he didn’t look back at her. “I carried you. Don’t remember?”

“Last thing I remember is taking a shot with those guys.”

“Yeah. You took about five more after that,” he informed her.

Five? She hadn’t even known she could knock back so many.

“You refused to leave, so I told the bartender you were underage, and he kicked you out.”

“And you carried me back here.” She looked around. It was really cozy, in its own way. Small, of course, and kind of cramped, but it was a single room, so he had a couch on the other side and everything. Not a bad space. “Thank you, Alex.”

“That’s what friends are for, right? That’s what I am to you?” He finally stopped working on his paper and spun around in his computer chair. “That’s what you kept calling me when those guys were asking who I was. You said I was your friend.”

“Well, aren’t you?”

He chuckled angrily, shaking his head. “We were supposed to be out on a date, Isabel.”

A date. Had it ever been such a thing? She wasn’t sure anymore. Where the night had ended up wasn’t exactly where it had begun, yet it was almost what she’d envisioned all along.

“Wasn’t such a fun time, though. I hated watchin’ you fall all over those guys, actin’ like you’re not the smartest person in the room.”

“Maybe I’m not,” she mumbled.

“Maybe,” he agreed sullenly. “Anyway, I called your friend Tess. She’s on her way to get you.”

She groaned, already anticipating a lecture. A what-the-hell’s-wrong-with-you lecture, perhaps accompanied by a can’t-believe-you’d-do-this-again one. It was nice of Tess to drive all the way down here, she supposed, but for some reason, she was just finding it hard to be grateful.

“Listen, I don’t know what’s going on with you,” Alex growled, “but I know I don’t wanna be a part of it. So don’t call me. Don’t text me. Don’t even talk to me when I show up for tutoring. Because you really hurt me tonight, just as much as Michael hurt you.”

Hearing that felt like a punch to the gut. But she doubted it was true. So Alex had a thing for her. That didn’t compare to how madly in love she’d been with Michael. Getting drunk and flirting with fraternity boys didn’t compare to being cheated on twice. She felt bad for leading him on, but . . . surely he’d get over it.

“I’m just going through something,” she tried to explain. “And nobody really seems to understand.”

“Do you understand it?” he challenged.

No, she thought but didn’t dare answer. Not really.

“I’m not lookin’ to be your rebound guy,” he declared. “So if that’s what you want, you’re gonna have to look somewhere else.”

She lowered her head and stared down at her lap, embarrassed. This night had never been about him. He was a convenience, someone she’d thought could help make her feel better. But that hadn’t worked, because he was too good. He was too good for her.

Ironic, since people had always said she was too good for Michael.

“Anyway . . .” He turned his chair back around and resumed typing some more, seeming like he’d said all he needed to, all he wanted to. He was just waiting now until Tess showed up to get her and he could have his bed back.

Holding her hand to her still-throbbing forehead, Isabel lay back down, closing her eyes. She felt so completely wasted. So did that mean she was just a waste?








TBC . . .

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Carolyn:
great part........but I'm still curious about Dylan's father??
Just stay tuned then!

Rod: I had a feeling this last part was going to get a reaction out of you!
Ahh yes Isabel proves once again that the old adage lie that some females love to say. The "I just want a nice guy who treats me nice and makes me laugh! There's just no nice guys left out there!"....... :roll: Isabel proves what a lie many women say. Most DON'T want a nice guy. They want the exciting BAD BOY who they see as exciting and fun....but deep down loves them and needs saved by the female.

But all they get is an a-hole boyfriend who is never there for them and cheats on them......yet the nice guy who would treat them like a queen is seen as 'boring' :roll:
I think it's a phase some girls go through, particularly at a young age. (I know I did, unfortunately.) There is some kind of allure, thinking that a guy could love you enough that he might become a better person for you. Sometimes it actually plays out that way, and sometimes it doesn't.

What Isabel lacks in this story is the emotional maturity to understand that a nice guy would actually be a nice thing for her. Not boring, but thrilling in its own way.

fadedblue:
This was an interesting glimpse into her thought process -- I'd be wondering for most of this story WHY Isabel is so hung up on Michael. It makes so much sense now. Except she's not in love with him, not in the least. She was in love with the idea of him, and ultimately, she wanted to be able to fix/tame him...not being able to was part of the challenge and excitement. Basically she wanted the wild tiger on a leash.
Great way to describe it! I agree completely. Isabel wanted the challenge. If you think about it, nothing else in her life is challenging. Not school, not making friends, not anything. Her relationship with Michael was the one thing she could bank on being consistently unexpected and exciting . . . until it got bad, of course.
Seeing her so purposefully self sabotage herself over this is really frustrating, and I'm scared to think she might not have hit rock bottom yet
Yes, it's scary to think about what else she might do during this very unfortunate downward spiral of hers.
I like that Alex told Isabel off and not to see him again.
Yeah, I wanted to make sure he stood up for himself. :)

Eva:
This says it all about the way she twisted the idea of loving Michael. And that twisted idée fixe is pinned in her brains. But when will she realize that one? When there isn't someone like Tess or Alex to save her? When she does something so stupid that she will regret it her whole life?
It's worrisome to contemplate what might happen if she puts herself in a situation where Tess and/or Alex aren't able to come to her rescue. Hopefully it doesn't come down to that.
By the way, my thumbs up for Alex!
I know, right! :D

Sara:
I see why Maria likes him, they are sort of on a par with each other....they like each other for each other not because they are bored.
Yes, M&M's relationship is much more genuine than Michael's and Isabel's ever was. Their feelings for each other stem from a place of mutual love and attraction, rather than a place of challenge, conquest, or entertainment.


Thank you for the feedback! I appreciate it as much as ever!








Part 53








The high school was playing host to the elementary/middle school talent show Sunday evening, because of the fact that the cafeteria could double as an auditorium. All the tables had been removed, and rows of chairs had been set out for the guests. The acts themselves were frantically hurrying backstage for last minute preparations.

“Remind me why we’re here again,” Maria said as two boys with water guns zoomed past her, nearly knocking her over.

“Because Tina entered at last minute and I told her we’d be here,” Michael replied, slinking through the mass of people with her. The problem here was that the PTO was hosting a bake sale, too, and there wasn’t really room for them, but they’d somehow managed to squeeze in. It was all contributing to a near claustrophobic atmosphere, but the students would probably be thrilled that so many people had turned out to watch them perform.

“Is she cheering onstage?” Maria asked, stopping at the bake sale table as her eyes caught sight of some delicious-looking chocolate chip cookies.

“I think so.” He saw what she was looking at and fished two dollars out of his pocket, then handed them over to the woman behind the table.

“Enjoy,” she chirped.

Maria smiled at Michael. The little things he did, things like buying these cookies for her . . . as insignificant as it seemed, it really meant something to her. “Thanks,” she said, taking the small plate. Three cookies for two bucks. Not a bad deal. “So Tina’s cheering . . . what do you think those two are doing?” She motioned back behind him to the rude boys with the water guns again. They were literally squirting each other, and no one seemed to care. “Is that their talent?”

“I don’t know,” Michael said, staring at the enviously, “but man, that looks so fun. I want a squirt gun, too.”

Maria rolled her eyes, even though hearing him say that was kind of adorable. “You’re so mature.”

He turned back to her, shrugging helplessly. “Boys like toys, Maria, at any age.”

She stepped away from the table, tilting her head to the side as she flirtatiously asked, “What kind of toys?”

His eyebrows shot upward in intrigue. “Funny you ask, ‘cause I got this drawer full of ‘em at home. I could show you.”

“You really have a drawer?”

“No, but I could start one. We could go shopping.”

She laughed at the thought of the two of them perusing a sex shop. “I don’t think so.”

“Never?”

“Maybe this summer.” For now, there was no need to try anything different. What they were already doing was working just fine for both of them.

“Summer?” he echoed. “Make me wait?”

She shrugged innocently. “I’m a tease.” It wasn’t technically true, since he was usually the one who was able to tease her, but he didn’t disagree. “Okay, where should we sit?” she asked. They’d shown up late, which meant this talent show was about to get underway in about five minutes. Many of the seats were already taken.

“Wherever you want,” he said.

“How about next to that guy?” she asked, pointing to a guy with grey hair. Not the elderly kind of grey, but the sophisticated, respectable kind.

“Uh, not there. That’s my chemistry teacher, Mr. Frost. He hates me.”

“Because you don’t pay attention?” she guessed.

“Pretty much.”

“Okay, how about up near that woman in the front then?” she proposed.

He shook his head. “Nope. That’s Ms. Alvarez, my English teacher. I wouldn’t say she hates me, but I don’t think she likes me, either.”

“So we pretty much need to avoid sitting by any staff members,” she concluded. “Because they all hate you.”

“No, not all of ‘em.” He grabbed her hand and said, “Come on,” as he led her through the throng of people in attendance. He took her to one of the farthest back rows, where a blonde woman who definitely looked like a teacher was sitting. She was wearing black pants and white blouse with a Comets pin on it. She looked familiar, too.

When he said, “Ms. Topolsky?” and tapped her on the shoulder, she spun around and smiled. “Michael!” She got up from her chair, looking genuinely pleased to see him. So it was true: Not all staff members at West Roswell hated Michael Guerin.

“There’s someone I want you to meet,” Michael said, gently pushing Maria in front of him. “Maria, this is Ms. Topolsky, my guidance counselor. Topolsky, this is Maria, my girlfriend.”

“Pleasure to meet you,” Topolsky said, extending her hand. “Again.”

Maria shook her hand, realization dawning on her. This . . . this was the woman who had walked up on her and Michael in the hallway on the night of the snowball dance, the one who thankfully hadn’t made a big deal out of it. That was why she looked familiar. “Hi,” she said, feeling a little embarrassed, because she knew that if she recognized this woman, this woman probably recognized the hell out of her.

“I’ve heard so much about you,” Ms. Topolsky said pleasantly.

“Really?” Maria cast Michael an inquisitive glance.

“I’ve been known to talk about you once in a while,” he admitted.

Her heart fluttered with the same juvenile delight these middle school girls probably felt when their crush just looked at them the right way.

He gave her a quick kiss on the cheek and said, “I’m gonna go say hi to the guys. I’ll be back.”

“Okay.” She watched as she headed over to his friends, some guys she recognized from the football team. One of them appeared to be there with his much younger brother and was attempting to calm him down before he took to the stage.

“Big night for some of these kids,” Ms. Topolsky commented.

“Yeah,” Maria agreed, remembering how excited she’d felt for her own talent shows back in the day. Way back. They had always been the highlight of her school year, because it had been the one time when she could get up in front of people and be the best. She would never be the best athlete or the best student, but when she used to get up there with her guitar and sing, people noticed, and people liked.

“So, uh . . . Michael really talks about me?” Maria asked. She didn’t know why that knowledge gave her such a tingly feeling. It just did.

“Very often,” Ms. Topolsky confirmed. “It’s obvious he cares very deeply about you.”

“Well . . . feeling’s mutual.” If she had a trusted adult in her life—besides Krista—she’d probably be raving about Michael non-stop. But as it was, her mom wasn’t the right person to talk to, and there was really no one else she could talk to, so she couldn’t brag him up the way he probably bragged her up.

“He’s come a long way,” Ms. Topolsky remarked. “You’ve even got him going to college now.”

“Me?” Maria echoed. “Oh, I didn’t really do much. I mean, I talked to him about it sometimes, but . . . nothing special.”

“Well, it must have worked.”

Maria nodded, flashing back to her conversation with Isabel at the Crashdown. This was what she had been talking about, wasn’t it? How people were going to give her the credit, how they were going to assume that she had been the one to get him on the so-called right path. “I really didn’t do much,” she insisted. “He made the decision.”

“And it’s good that he did,” Ms. Topolsky said. “I’ll tell you, the Michael Guerin I met at the start of the year . . .” Her eyes widened and she shook her head, as if she were remembering the horror of it. “Even I had my doubts. He was more interested in skipping school than attending it, stashed various alcoholic beverages in the back of his locker, had a tendency to punch people in the face . . . and now? He’s going to college. It’s . . . sort of a miracle.”

Maria laughed a little, because that was a dramatic—although probably appropriate—word for it.

“I think I might’ve been the only staff member who believed he would graduate,” Ms. Topolsky recalled. “I’m so glad he’s proving them all wrong.”

Me, too, Maria thought, understanding why Michael liked this woman and felt comfortable talking to her about stuff. As far as guidance counselors came, she seemed pretty awesome. Way better than the dipshit who’d attempted to ‘refocus’ and ‘rejuvenate’ her back when she’d been a freshman going off the deep end. Maybe if she’d had a counselor like this, it would have helped.

“It seems like you’ve been a great influence on him,” Ms. Topolsky told her.

Feeling like she was getting too much of the credit for decisions Michael had made himself, Maria mumbled, “I don’t know how. I didn’t even graduate.”

“Well . . .” Ms. Topolsky shrugged. “That’s just part of your story.”

“Has he told you the rest of the parts?”

“He, um . . .” The counselor politely lowered her voice and said, “He told me you have a son. Dylan, right?”

“Yeah, Dylan.”

“And it seems like he thinks the world of him.”

“That’s good, ‘cause Dylan thinks the world of him, too.”

“Oh, I’m sure.” Ms. Topolsky sat down again when the lights dimmed and motioned for Maria to sit down beside her. “So when you two go to Alabama, will Dylan be going with you?”

“Yeah,” Maria replied. “His real dad’s not in the picture, so . . .” She trailed off, hating the sound of that. His real dad? How was it that Max Evans got to be Dylan’s real dad but Michael didn’t?

She pushed the agitated thought away as Michael scampered back over and sat down beside her. “Antonio’s little brother just peed his pants and he’s the first one up,” he revealed.

“Ooh.” Maria cringed. That wasn’t good.

“Alright,” he said, rubbing his hands together. “Let’s see what kind of talent these kids got.”

As it turned out . . . talent was in short supply.

Since the first kid peed, the second kid wasn’t prepared to go. He was either attempting to do an interpretive dance or was just really nervous and unsteady on his feet, because he kept falling and getting back up. Every time he dropped the ground, the audience gasped, then breathed a sigh of relief when he continued on.

The next person up was a girl who butchered Imagine Dragons’ “Radioactive.” She was attempting to do a Mariah Carey-type version of it, which was weird enough in itself, but it sounded less like Mariah Carey and more like William Hung. Complete with the awful dance moves and everything.

Oh, and then there were the actual dancers. Or at least they thought they were dancers. First there was the hip hop group, where the main dancer’s pants ripped midway through the performance and he didn’t even realize it. Then the mini-ballroom couple, who looked like they were running into each other more than they were dancing with each other. And then the ballet dancer, who twisted her ankle during her performance and ended up having to be carried off the stage in a crying heap by the principal.

And there was the kid who attempted standup comedy as his talent. He started off his first joke with, “A duck walks into the hospital and . . .” Then he restarted. “No, a duck walks into a bar . . . wait, it wasn’t a duck. It was a platypus.”

By the time Tina was up, Maria was just about dying to get out of there. But maybe all the horrible performances would be a good thing. Now Tina would look that much better in comparison.

“Let’s go, Teenie!” Michael called, cupping his hands around his mouth to amplify his volume.

She hushed him as she set out a few signs on the edge of the stage. Then she put a pair of pom poms behind her and started taking deep breaths as she prepared.

Even though Maria had no interest in cheerleading whatsoever, she had to admit that Tina looked completely adorable. She was wearing an old maroon and gold cheerleading uniform, and her poms were the super big, oversized ones from way back when. “Where’d she get all that stuff?” she asked Michael.

“My mom,” he replied. “She was a cheerleader back in the day.”

“Oh.” She wouldn’t have pictured Krista doing that. But she’d probably changed a lot over the years. As petty as it was, part of her was thrilled to know that Tina’s obsession with being a cheerleader probably stemmed more from her own mother than it did from Isabel.

“Give me a C!” Tina showed, flipping over and holding up her first sign. It had a gigantic, hand-drawn C on it.

“C!” the crowd responded timidly.

Tina set that side down and clunkily grabbed her next one. “Give me an O!”

“O!” Crowd was a little louder this time.

The routine continued with the expected, “Give me an M!”

“M!”

“Give me an E!”

Snickers this time, since Tina was holding up the E backwards, but Michael and Maria and a few others still chimed in as loudly as they could. “E!”

“Give me a T!”

There was barely any response this time, as the T was upside down as well. “T.”

“Give me an S!”

“S.”

“What’s that spell?”

“Comets!” Michael roared. “Right?”

Maria nodded in affirmation. Off to the side, she could see a few girls about Tina’s age laughing at her, not even trying to be subtle as they poked fun of her and filmed her, probably so they could post the video online and go all out with the cyber bullying later.

The infamous Hannah Crown, Maria thought. That had to be the girl whose approval Tina so desperately sought, even though she was clearly just a little stuck-up brat who was going to grow up to be a snobbish bitch.

Tina thankfully ditched the signs and picked up the pom poms. Except she dropped one, and that got even more laughter, even from a few adults this time. Maria watched in disbelief. How could people be so cruel? She was just a little girl. Sure, she wasn’t the most coordinated, but at least she was giving it a shot.

“Go, Rockets, go!” Tina shouted. “I mean . . . Comets. Go, Comets, go!” She did the arm motions halfheartedly, her confidence obviously shaken.

“We used to be the Rockets,” Michael mumbled, “back at East.” He shifted around in his seat, looking like he was suffering just as much as his little sister was in that moment. The poor girl . . . she was crashing and burning up in front of everyone.

“Let’s go, Comets!” Tina chanted, struggling to remember the movements she herself had probably choreographed. She eventually just stopped moving altogether and stood up there, shoulders slumping, all energy gone from the routine. The audience fell silent, which, in a way, was even worse than the laughing. Because you could hear a pin drop.

Keep going, Tina, Maria thought, contemplating if it would be too out of line for her to go over and snatch that stupid camera phone out of Hannah’s devious hands. If this ended up on Twitter, Tina would be devastated.

But Tina didn’t keep going. She just kept standing there.

And finally, Michael could no longer take it. “I gotta do something,” he said, springing into action. He jumped up from his seat and sprinted towards the stage. He climbed on up without hesitation and stood beside his little sister, giving her an encouraging nod to continue. “Let’s go, Comets!” he chanted, clapping his hands to the beat.

Having him up there immediately inspired some confidence within her, because she started cheering again, “Let’s go, Comets!” She said it again and did the motions along with it this time, and adorably, Michael tried to copy her. He looked absolutely ridiculous, of course, and probably did the moves even more horribly than necessary on purpose, just to get people laughing at him and filming him instead of Tina. And it worked. While he was up there with her, people started enjoying what they were watching. It was fun and funny and heartwarming all at the same time. The big brother who had come to the little sister’s aid and wasn’t at all embarrassed to do it . . . who wouldn’t love that?

When they were done, they even got a big round of applause. Tina did a kick at the end, which Michael also tried to copy, garnering more laughs at his intentional comedy. They gathered up the signs and scurried off the stage, and the next act was up.

Wow, Maria thought. That was . . . wow. Was it weird that watching her boyfriend get up there and do that had totally turned her on? Because she didn’t know how she was going to keep her hands off him when he sat back down.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Michael said that sex was his talent, and Maria wasn’t about to disagree with that. Sure, he had more talents than that, many of which he probably wasn’t even aware of, but undeniably, he was amazing in bed. Sometimes she felt like she could barely keep up. Being with him was encouraging her to discover parts of herself she didn’t even know existed, parts that craved and reveled in intimacy, parts that wanted to explore and try new things and find out what else she liked. Because, with him, she had a feeling she’d like it all.

“Oh, baby, that was great,” he said as they lay with each other that night. Their friskiness had taken them well into the a.m. hours, which wasn’t so good considering he had school and she had work tomorrow. “If I’d known all I had to do to convince you to sixty-nine was publicly humiliate myself, I would’ve done it a long time ago.”

“You didn’t humiliate yourself,” she assured him, smoothing her hand over his bare chest, rubbing her legs against his beneath the blankets. “Everyone thought it was sweet. I thought it was sweet.” She kissed his chest. “And brave.” Another kiss. “And adorable.” She traced her tongue around his taut, masculine nipple. “And oh so sexy.” She bit it gently, still feeling plenty frisky and not at all tired. She had gone from feeling turned on at the talent show to feeling straight-up horny the second they’d gotten home. She’d barely even had it in her to play with Dylan and read him a bedtime story, because all she’d wanted to do was get Michael in bed and get him naked.

God, he was making her insatiable. Sex never used to excite her this much, but it should have. It was sex, after all. It was supposed to be incredible like this, and this was incredible all the time. Somehow, it just kept getting better and better. She was starting to know and understand Michael’s body better than her own.

“So you got off on seein’ me act like a cheerleader?” he concluded.

“Well, it wasn’t so much the cheerleading as the standing up for your sister thing. I can’t explain it, but it was a major turn-on. In fact . . .” She pushed the sheet down a bit, exposing her breasts. “I’m kinda still turned on.” So what if it was almost 3:00 a.m.? Sleep was overrated.

“Hmm . . .” He reached over and palmed her breasts, asking, “You wanna keep goin’?”

“Yeah, do you?”

“Oh, yeah. I need to refuel, though, first. You wanna go downstairs and get some food?”

Oh, that sounded like the perfect idea. So much sex made her hungry, too. Her eyes roaming over his chest, she asked, “Can it be peanut butter?” even though she already knew the answer.

After tossing on one of his t-shirts, she trotted downstairs, keeping the light off as she searched around the kitchen for enough goodies to keep them going for at least another hour. While Michael needed the food primarily for energy, she just wanted it for fun.

When she opened up the fridge and saw whipped cream, she got all sorts of ideas, and she seized the canister.

Right after she shut the door, the kitchen light flipped on, and she jumped a bit, startled. She nearly dropped the peanut butter and did drop the whipped cream when she saw Michael’s dad standing there. “Mr. Guerin.” For some reason, calling him Andy had never felt quite right. “What’re you doing up?”

His hair was all over the place, his plaid pajama pants filthy, and his white t-shirt on inside out. He looked like a mess. “Couldn’t really sleep with all the racket.”

“Racket?” she echoed. Was he referring to her and Michael? Because they’d been really quiet. Once in while they would just start laughing, though. Like they would accidentally bump heads while trying to get positioned, and that would get them going. Sometimes the laughing was louder than the sex itself. But if his headboard started hitting the wall . . . yeah, that could get pretty loud.

Oh, shit, she thought, realizing that her relationship with Michael was pretty much outed to him now. She couldn’t very well disguise it anymore. She was standing there in his t-shirt, after all. In only his t-shirt, which was kind of weird with Andy in the same room.

She set the peanut butter down on the counter, trying unsuccessfully to feel a little more at ease by pulling the shirt down farther. It covered up everything, thankfully, but she couldn’t very well bend down to get that whipped cream.

“Cozy,” Andy remarked. “I guess you and my son are just sharing a wardrobe now.”

She didn’t bother pointing out that she’d worn his clothes to bed back when they hadn’t even been dating. What good would it do? “I’m sorry if we were being too loud,” she apologized. “We can’t get to sleep, so we’re just . . . talking.”

“Oh, yeah,” Andy said, nodding skeptically. “I’m sure that’s what you’re doing.”

She sighed, recognizing that that had been a lame cover-up to begin with. The t-shirt, the food . . . it was just all sorts of obvious. “We’ll be quieter,” she promised.

“Oh, of course you will be,” Andy joked dryly, coming into the kitchen. “Because you two are just full of self-restraint.”

Maria took a few steps back, unable to help feeling . . . majorly intimidated. Even though she’d been living in the same house with him for months, she knew that Andy had never really liked her, and he’d never made much of an effort to get to know her or Dylan. He always made her feel like she was intruding or inconveniencing them, and now that he knew she and Michael were involved . . . what if it got worse?

“I knew this was gonna happen,” he lamented, slipping past her so he could open up the refrigerator. Probably looking for something to drink. “I knew he had a thing for you before he did, I think.”

It’s not just a ‘thing,’ Maria wanted to say. Andy made it sound so flippant and casual. He had no idea how connected they were.

“This is what my son does, you know,” Andy cautioned, finding what he was looking for near the back of the fridge. He took out a can of beer and popped the tab open. After a giant swig, he elaborated, “He lures all the pretty girls to his bed, and once he gets bored, he kicks ‘em to the curb. You know, like Isabel.”

Maria shifted uncomfortably. She wasn’t sure how much Andy knew about how that whole relationship had ended or why it had ended, but she suspected he knew more than anyone thought he did. For all his faults, Andy Guerin was not a stupid guy. He noticed things; he just didn’t always talk about them.

“Always thought she was a good influence on him,” he went on. “Seemed like she got his head on straight, you know? She’s got some direction in life.”

Unlike me? Maria felt like there was some kind of insult hidden in there somewhere, one aimed at her. Or maybe she was reading too much into it.

“You know . . .” Andy took another drink and wiped his mouth off with the back of his hand. “Krista got pregnant when she was a senior in high school. We were seventeen. And I had it all set. I was gonna go to Texas Tech and play football. I had the scholarship and everything. Did you know that?”

Maria shook her head. No, she’d known that Andy had played football, but not that he’d been good. It sounded mean, but . . . the only thing she knew him to be good at these days was drinking.

“But then Michael came along, so I gave it all up. Stayed with Krista, started a family . . . never went to college, never made anything of my life. And here I am.”

He made it sound so horrible, but she didn’t understand that. He had two great kids, a wife who was standing by him no matter what he put her through, and a decent enough roof over his head. Sure, he’d lost his job, and he’d never gotten to do the whole college football thing, but that didn’t have to mean his life was a total, complete disappointment.

It was to him, though. For whatever reason, in his mind, he would never be able to view it as anything other than a letdown.

“I got tied down,” he lamented. “I wasn’t ready for it. And now it’s too late for me to do any of the things I wanted to do.”

She didn’t believe that, but she knew that, once again, he did. So she couldn’t change his mind. “I’m sorry,” she said, trying her best to sound sympathetic.

“No, don’t apologize to me,” he said. “Just know . . . if Michael ends up turning out like me . . . it’ll be your fault.”

She narrowed her eyes at him, shocked that he’d just said that. So shocked, in fact, that she thought there was no way she’d even heard him right. “What?”

“You heard me.” He walked past her again, spinning around and backing out of the kitchen as he teased, “Goodnight, Maria. Don’t stay up too late.”

Once he was gone, she shivered in distress. No wonder Krista and Michael had tried to keep this relationship a secret from him. They’d known all along he’d have a major jerk reaction. What the hell was this, his way of insinuating that she wasn’t meant to be with Michael? His way of trying to scare her off? Because it wouldn’t work. He had his opinion, but other people had theirs. Like Ms. Topolsky. She was the opposite end of the spectrum. She thought she was a good influence on Michael.

Maria bent down and picked up the whipped cream can, putting it back in the fridge, because she didn’t feel so hungry or frisky anymore. It was late. Maybe it was just time to go to bed after all.








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Part 54

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Eva:
What a great brother! Teenagers can be so cruel to each other and in his own typical way he saved his sister.
I loved writing that part, because I love any scene where Michael is able to step up and show the select few people in his life who he truly cares about just how much he loves them.
So Andy knows now, huh! So he basically blames Michael that he was born, taking away all of his chances in life, not seeing that his birth gave him other beautiful things in return. Sad...
It is very sad, for all of them really.

Carolyn:
It seems Maria is questioning Dylan's father.......and why wasn't it Michael?
Yeah, the closer she and Michael get, and the closer Michael and Dylan get, the more she wishes Max wasn't Dylan's father.
And Michael bragging about his best talent.......
;)

Sara:
Ugh, I am sorry but Andy is majorly creepy. He makes me nervous everytime he comes into a scene. I hope Michael doesn't take after him but rather after Krista.
At this point, Michael could still go either way, but hopefully with Maria and Dylan as a motivation and his mom as a much better role model than his dad, Michael will end up turning out alright.
And I love that Michael helped out Tina. Middle school girls are bitches.
He's a good big brother. Yeah, sometimes middle school girls are just the worst!


Thank you very much for the feedback!








Part 54








Even though he felt fucking exhausted, Michael managed to drag his ass to school that morning. Early morning, too, because Kyle wanted to lift weights. So he caught a ride with his best friend and arrived at school way too early for any normal human being to be there: 6:30 a.m. Kyle did most of the working out; Michael just sat around and watched. And yawned. And thought about how nice it would be to still be curled up in bed with Maria.

“Hey, so your talent show video’s gone viral,” Kyle informed him as he easily used the triceps pushdown machine.

“Oh, you mean the video of me actin’ like a cheerleader?” He grunted. “Great.”

“Yeah, it’s already almost got more retweets than your nooner pic.” Kyle chuckled.

“Man, that was good for my reputation,” Michael recalled. “You know how many guys in this school idolized me for that?”

“You know how many girls in this school are salivating over the video?” Kyle countered. “They love it that you’re good with kids.”

“Yeah, it got Maria pretty hot, too.” Michael grinned.

Kyle laughed a little. “Well, if you were still playin’ the field, you’d have plenty of options right about now.”

“Ah . . .” Michael waved the idea off. “Field’s overrated.” At the beginning of the school year, he never would have felt that way. But things changed.

A little after 7:30, after hitting the showers, they headed out for breakfast. Kyle had gone from working out to studying football plays—the guy was one hell of a dedicated athlete. He was so wrapped up in what he was looking at that, for once, he didn’t notice Tess as she was coming down the hall.

“Dude, your girlfriend doesn’t look very cheery,” Michael pointed out. “What’s up with that?”

Kyle closed the playbook no one else was allowed to see and waved at Tess as she approached. “She’s got tryouts tonight. It stresses her out,” he explained.

Michael rolled his eyes. Oh, Tess Harding. Cheerleading truly was her life. What would happen if she didn’t make Alabama’s squad? Since Kyle would be playing there, it was pretty much a given that she’d end up going there, too. Big school, lots of girls trying out . . .

Ah, she’d probably make it, though. People like Kyle and Tess tended to lead picture-perfect lives.

“Hey, baby,” Kyle greeted, putting his arm around his girlfriend and kissing her cheek.

“Hey,” she mumbled, looking up at Michael sternly.

What? he wanted to ask. What the fuck did I do wrong now? She had that look on her face, like she was about to lecture him or yell at him or something.

But she didn’t. Instead, she pulled away from Kyle slightly and asked Michael, “Can I talk to you?”

Huh? She sounded calm enough, but he knew better than to assume she’d stay that way. Tess was full of red hot rage for him and probably would be for a long time. A normal conversation would inevitably, it seemed, shift into an argument.

“Sure,” he agreed, figuring he’d might as well start his morning off with a bang.

They left Kyle out at breakfast and slipped into Mr. Frost’s classroom, both of them gravitating to the table they were still forced to share during chemistry class. “Alright, make it quick,” he said impatiently. “I’m hungry.”

She huffed, looking annoyed already. “Do you know what your ex-girlfriend was doing this weekend?”

“Well, she’s my ex, so no.”

Tess rolled her eyes. “Well, I’ll tell you: She was on a college campus knocking back shots with frat guys. While she was out on a date with Alex.”

“Alex,” he echoed in surprise. “Whitman?”

“Yes.”

“They went out on a date?”

Tess threw her hands up in the air agitatedly. “Is that really the most shocking part of that sentence?”

Leave it to him to just gloss over the drinking part. “Guess not,” he muttered.

“She was wasted, Michael. Alex had to bring her back to his dorm room, and I had to drive down there and get her.”

She must not have taken Kyle with her this time, he figured, because there was no way Kyle wouldn’t have mentioned this to him if he’d known. “You’re a good friend, Tess,” he told her, and he meant it. Sure, she could be annoying as all get out sometimes, but Tess had done more than her fair share for Isabel lately, and it was a damn good thing she had.

“I can’t keep doing this, though,” Tess said, her voice quivering with emotion. “I can’t keep bailing her out of bad situations. I don’t know what she’s thinking, and it’s scaring me.”

“Well, yeah, it’s not like her,” he agreed, “but sometimes people change.”

Tess made a face. “No, this isn’t . . . she’s not changing. She’s . . . suffering or something.”

He groaned, not liking where this was going.

“Because of you!”

And there it was.

“You did this to her!”

“I broke up with her.”

“Cheated on her,” she corrected adamantly.

“Fine, but . . . I didn’t make her go get wasted, just like I didn’t make her go to that party after the basketball game. She’s doing that all on her own.”

Tess narrowed her eyes at him. “You don’t even care, do you?”

“No, it’s not that.”

“It totally is. You’re so wrapped up in this thing with Maria. It’s all that matters to you. You don’t even care what it’s doing to Isabel.”

“I care about her,” he insisted. “I always will. But I’ve already had this conversation with Kyle. I tried to go talk to her; she didn’t wanna hear it. So I don’t know what you expect me to do about it. Maybe you’re just tryin’ to make me feel guilty.”

“You should feel guilty,” she growled.

“Well, I don’t.” It sounded harsh, a lot harsher than he’d intended it to sound, actually. But it was true. “I’ve apologized to her, but I’m movin’ on with my life now, and she’s gotta do the same.”

“But she’s not, Michael!” Tess whined. “Come on, you have to do something.”

Had she not heard a word he’d said? There was nothing he could do. Flapping his arms against his sides helplessly, he said, “Isabel’s a big girl. She can make her own decisions.”

“But they’re the wrong decisions,” Tess protested.

“Maybe to you. But maybe to her . . .” He trailed off, not sure where he was really going with that. Based on what Tess and Kyle had told him, yeah, Isabel was spiraling a bit. But he had a hard time picturing Isabel Evans of all people letting her life get too far out of control. She’d snap herself back to reality soon enough, the reality where she was going to be delivering the valedictorian address near the middle of May and heading off to Princeton a few short months after that. “She’ll be fine,” he assured Tess, really truly believing that she would be. “Trust me.”

But Tess still looked unconvinced.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

At first, Michael couldn’t gauge his mother’s reaction when he showed her the projected expenses for his first year of college. She just stared at the paper he’d placed in front of her blankly, either not fully comprehending it or just trying to. But gradually, her eyes started to widen, and that look of panic set in. “My god,” she gasped. “This is . . .” And just like that, she had no words.

“It’s a lot, I know,” he acknowledged. He and Topolsky had done a lot of researching online ever since he’d made his decision—she’d even let him skip out on some classes to do that—and the number they’d come up with was sufficiently higher than what even Michael had expected. For an out of state resident, he could expect to be paying roughly thirty-thousand dollars for his freshman year. The majority of it, of course, was tuition, but there was a bunch of stupid crap, too, like fees to use the library. Like he would ever go to the library. The only thing he checked out at the library nowadays was Maria.

“I didn’t realize it was so expensive,” she said dejectedly. “Michael, I . . . I don’t have this kind of money.”

“I know.”

“So what do we do?”

“Well, Topolsky says you have to fill out this FASFA thing soon.”

His poor mom, having never gone to college herself, looked utterly confused. “What’s that?”

“It’s like a form you fill out to see what federal money you might qualify for. But Topolsky says we probably won’t meet the income requirement for grants. And I don’t have any scholarships. But I can get loans and stuff.”

Yes,” his mother agreed vehemently. “Loans are . . . well, I think that’s what most people use nowadays. But this is a lot of money you’ll be borrowing, Michael. You’ll be paying this off for a long time.”

“Yeah, she said there’s some student loans, and some parent loans, too.”

His mom grunted. “I don’t think your father wants to pay off one of those.”

“Well, then I’ll just pay for stuff myself.”

“How?” his mom asked.

He rubbed his forehead, starting to feel like he had too much to think about and not enough time to figure it all out. “I don’t know. I’ll get a job or somethin’.”

“And play football,” his mom added. “And go to school.”

“Maybe.” He grimaced at the thought of it. So much work and responsibility. That would definitely be a change.

“Well, you’re in a unique situation,” his mom pointed out. “It’s not just you you have to think about. It’s you and Maria. And Dylan, I assume.”

“Yeah.”

His mom sighed shakily. “It’s a lot to think about.”

“I know.” He hadn’t meant to stress her out by showing her all these expenses; he just wanted her to know that he was actually doing what he needed to do, getting informed and shit. “Don’t freak out, okay?” he said, reaching over to rub her shoulder. “You look like you’re freaking out.”

She smiled a little and didn’t deny that she was.

When he showed Maria, her reaction was a similarly wide-eyed one. “Wow,” she gasped as the paper fluttered in her hands. “That’s a big number.”

“Huge,” he agreed, spinning his computer chair around.

“And does this even factor in everyday expenses like food and gas?”

“Nope.” Topolsky had warned him that that number could creep even closer to thirty-five thousand by the time all was said and done.

“Then how are we gonna afford this?”

He stopped spinning, starting to feel dizzy now. “We’ll figure it out.”

“Yeah, but how? Something tells me your parents don’t have a college savings plan ready to go.”

“Nah, they stopped puttin’ money away for me a long time ago. They’ve been puttin’ some stuff away for Tina these past few years, but . . . they don’t really have much for either one of us.”

“How much?” she asked.

He shrugged, estimating, “Two-thousand, tops.”

She nodded warily, starting to seem freaked out like his mom was.

“Hey, come here,” he told her, reaching out.

She slowly swayed towards him, letting him pull her down on top of his lap. He wrapped his arms around her, smoothing them down her back to cup her bottom as he kissed her reassuringly. Everything would work out. He was doing what people his age were supposed to do, and she was going with him. It was the perfect place for them to branch out and really start their lives together. Away from Isabel, away from his dad . . . just away.

“Mmm,” she moaned, reluctantly pulling her lips away from his own. “You don’t wanna think about any of this. You just wanna kiss,” she accused.

Truthfully, he wanted to do more than that. “Don’t you?” he shot back.

That gleam of mischief in her eyes was all the answer he needed as she draped her arms over the back of his chair and leaned in for another hungry kiss.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Cheerleading tryouts were disastrous. For many reasons. Primarily because of the fact that most of the girls who showed up had no talent whatsoever. The first one to tryout was okay, but all of the ones who followed her were awful. They yelled off-key, they moved off-beat, and a few of them somehow thought that stopping and saying, “Sorry, let me start over,” was an okay thing to do. Plus the last girl who tried out twisted her ankle while landing one of her jumps, plastered on a fake smile, and insisted, “I’m okay, I’m okay,” before the waterworks burst and she broke into tears.

It was a nightmare. Tess couldn’t believe what she was seeing.

By the time it was all over and she and her fellow judges—if they could really be called that—were tallying up the votes, Tess felt completely disheartened. “This sucks so bad,” she lamented. She was going to have to carry this squad next year, even more than she usually did.

Kyle, who was filling in as a last-minute judge, handed her his scoring sheets, trying to make the most of the situation. “It’s not so bad. They’ve got room to grow and improve. A lot.”

“Yeah, really,” Tess muttered, thanking the other judges as they got up and left. One was her freshman year history teacher. The other was a janitor. No one else was willing to do it. Nobody gave cheerleading the respect it deserved.

When they were gone, Kyle leaned back in his chair and said, “The first girl’s gotta make it.”

“For lack of better alternatives.”

“And the second girl wasn’t so bad.”

Tess huffed, “Are you kidding me? She yelled, ‘Let’s go, Rockets.’ Twice!”

“She’s from East. We used to be the Rockets,” Kyle pointed out.

“Yeah, well, you haven’t been for a long time. She sucks, Kyle. They all suck.”

“Okay, then the third girl wasn’t so bad.”

“Ew, the one with pit stains?” Tess made a face of disgust. The sad thing was, Kyle was right. Compared to the others . . . she would make the squad this year. Without her, they wouldn’t even have ten, and ten was Tess’s goal number no matter what. “Even the other returning girls were bad. And we’re not gonna have much to cheer about next year without you here. The football team’s gonna suck. The basketball teams always suck. Wrestling might be okay, but . . . come on, it’s wrestling.”

“Man, someone’s in a bad mood,” Kyle remarked.

“I’m sorry,” she apologized, sliding his scoring sheets underneath her own. “I know you weren’t expecting to have to do this tonight. And I’m really grateful you did. But I’m so . . .” She couldn’t find the words to accurately describe how she was feeling, so she settled for, “Pissed off,” even though that didn’t really do it justice.

“About Isabel?” he guessed.

“Yes! She was supposed to be here. She said she’d be here. I asked her last week if she was still planning on being a judge, and she said yes. It’s like she totally spaced it off or doesn’t care or . . .” Tess trailed off, shaking her head frustratedly. She knew no one in this stupid school took cheerleading as seriously as she did, not even Isabel, but still . . . was it too much to ask that she’d just follow through with what she said she was going to do? Isabel was reliable, responsible. It was like the basis of her entire personality.

“She just bailed on you, I guess,” Kyle said.

Grunting, Tess took her phone out of her pocket to text her supposed best friend. “Why am I not surprised?”

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

As she walked alone through New Mexico State University’s campus that evening, Isabel purposefully ignored all the text messages she kept getting. She knew most, if not all, of them were from Tess, and she knew Tess was probably mad at her for skipping out on cheer tryouts without even telling her. Eventually, though, curiosity got the best of her, and she took her phone out of her purse and perused all the messages she’d missed.

hey, where r u?

seriously where r u?

r u coming or not?

what the hell isabel? how could u miss tryouts?! im so pissed right now


And then the last one, the one that made her heart break a little.

r u ok?

No. Wasn’t it obvious? She wasn’t okay. Not by a long shot. But she texted back a quick yes just so Tess wouldn’t worry, then put her phone away again and continued on down the sidewalk towards the fraternity houses.

It wasn’t a good idea, going to a party like this by herself. She was aware of that. She just no longer cared. It was a weeknight, and she could either spend it cooped up in her room, studying for a physics test she could pass in her sleep, or she could spend it here, with people who were actually lively. People who didn’t care that they had class tomorrow morning. People who were just living in the moment and feeling . . . something. Something other than insecurities.

She’d been banking on this, that there would be at least one fraternity wild enough to be throwing a party on a Tuesday night. Perhaps the weekend’s party had never wound down. Whatever the reason, Isabel headed into the Sigma Nu house. A few pledges were standing out on the porch in nothing but tighty whities, with signs taped to their chest that said, ‘Kick me in the crotch.’ She passed on that, however, and slipped on past them and inside the house.

Oh, it was definitely a party. It kind of put high school parties to shame. Booze was flowing in rivers down people’s throats, clothes were coming off, and the music was blasting. The old Michael would have loved it here.

No, she thought. No Michael. That was the whole goal of tonight, to not think about him. Not once. Or . . . not again, at least.

She was wearing the same jeans and simple white shirt she’d worn on the night of the carnival, though, the night he’d paid the Ferris wheel operator to stop the ride while their car was right at the top. She had her hair down and straightened in the exact same way as it had been that night. And she wasn’t sure why.

Taking a deep breath to steady her emotions, she looked around, searching for someone who might be searching for her. Even if it was just for one night . . . she just needed to be wanted.

It didn’t take long for a guy to approach her. He had the typical jock haircut, the typical build of a fraternity guy. In fact, he looked nearly indistinguishable from those guys she’d met at the bar the other night, even though she was sure he wasn’t one of them. From what she remembered, anyway, which wasn’t much.

“Hey,” he said, coming close to her but not too close. “What’s your name?”

“Isabel,” she replied. How many times had she had this conversation lately?

“Do you go to school here?”

She shook her head but said nothing, not wanting to reveal that she was still in high school. That was enough to turn some guys away. Some guys.

Not Alex, though. He really did like her.

No. No, Alex, she told herself. Couldn’t think about him, either.

“I’m Shane,” he introduced himself. “I live here. You want a drink?”

She nodded mutely.

He laughed a little. “You don’t say much, do you?”

She shrugged, figuring words were unnecessary. Words weren’t what this was about tonight.

“I guess you don’t need to,” he said. “You’re beautiful.”

Yeah, she’d heard that before. Still, she smiled at him, pretending to be all swoony and swept-off-her-feet.

Shane actually didn’t seem like a bad guy. He got her that drink, then danced with her a little, then got her another one. He totally had other things on his mind, though, regardless of how nice he was trying to act, and she understood that. She got it. And she wasn’t dissuaded from dancing with him some more, drinking some more, letting his hands become more and more daring as they moved all over her. First, up under the back of her shirt. Then down to squeeze her ass. Then he backed her into a corner and started grinding against her, letting the nice guy act completely vanish as he made it perfectly clear what it was he wanted.

Still, she said very little, letting her own hands do the talking for her as she unbuttoned his shirt, appreciating the way it hung from him and showed off his bare chest.

“You want me?” he asked her huskily, still pressing his hips into hers.

No, she didn’t. But . . . she wanted this experience.

He must have taken her non-response as a yes, because he crushed his lips to hers, plunging his tongue into her mouth, thrusting it in and out, simulating the plans he had in store for the night.

It felt disgusting. But she let him.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

As the allure of sleep faded and Maria slowly started to wake up, she felt warm hands on her skin—her sides, her legs. And insistent kisses to her arm, her shoulder, and the back of her neck. She could feel Michael’s entire body rubbing against hers as he spooned up behind her, impossibly close, clearly doing his best to arouse her bright and early today.

“Mmm,” she moaned, keeping her eyes closed as he pushed her hair forward over her shoulder so he could better kiss the back of her neck. He must have known that was one of her hot spots, an area that could send a tingle all the way down to her toes. Beneath his covers, one of his hands slipped between her legs, transforming that tingle into an instantaneous explosion. Her eyes squeezed shut, and she gasped in pleasure.

“Good morning,” he said teasingly.

“Morning,” she returned, relishing how it felt to have his entire body encompassing her. His leg was draped over hers now, and his groin was pressing against her backside. “What’re you doing?”

He kissed the side of her neck, then her shoulder, and murmured in response, “Ravaging you.”

Smiling blissfully, rocking her hips against the hand that was still in between her legs, she asked, “Do I deserve to be ravaged?”

“More than you know,” he whispered in her ear.

As much as she would have loved to let him keep touching her, she knew that they would never get out of bed if they started doing too much. And they had to get up. She had work this morning, and he had school. Responsibilities and all that. They had to be responsible.

Oh, but it was so tempting not to be.

She rolled over onto her other side so that she could face him and looked up at him, smiling happily. “I love mornings,” she told him.

He looked at her as if she were crazy. “Why?”

“Because . . .” She lifted his hand out from under the covers and interlaced her fingers with his. “I love waking up with you like this.”

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

It was noise that woke Isabel up that morning. Not a loud noise. Just . . . talking. People were talking outside the room. That alone was clue enough that she wasn’t in her own room, but still . . . she didn’t really remember what had happened until she started to stir and then opened her eyes.

She was in a bed she didn’t recognize, in a room she didn’t recognize. Light teal walls. Horrible beige carpet. Books and clothes and papers strewn everywhere. A desk with an old desktop computer and an empty pizza box on it. An X-box. Another bed on the other side of the room, unmade. A closet door hanging open, university t-shirts hanging inside.

Looking down at herself, she wasn’t surprised to see that she was naked beneath the dark green sheets. Completely naked. She’d had sex last night. With that Shane guy. She remembered. She’d had a few drinks, sure, gotten a little tipsy, but not to the point where she’d blacked out and didn’t remember. She remembered him asking her to come up to his room as the party was winding down. She remembered being on her hands and knees on his bed while he fucked her from behind, pulling her hair and praising her on being such a good bitch. She remembered him pulling out and telling her to suck him off as he came, and she remembered complying.

“Shane?” she squeaked out, clutching the sheets to her chest as she sat up. She felt stupid for even calling out to him. It wasn’t a big room, and it was clear he wasn’t there. Maybe he’d gone to class or something. Maybe he’d be back later.

But maybe she didn’t care. Shane wasn’t going to be her new boyfriend. There had been an unspoken understanding between them last night that this would be a one-time thing. It was all either of them had wanted.

Get your clothes, she told herself, not used to doing this, and get out.

She got up and wrapped the sheet around herself, tucking it in like a towel beneath her arm. There were so many clothes lying on the floor—Shane clearly wasn’t all that keen on cleaning—that she wasn’t sure if she would find everything of hers. Oh well. Didn’t matter. All she needed was a shirt, pants, and shoes. That would be enough for her to walk out of there with at least some dignity intact.

She got down on the floor and looked underneath the bed, managing to find her panties. Or at least she thought they were hers. There were a lot of panties stashed underneath there. Apparently Shane liked to keep souvenirs.

Forgetting about the panties, she sat back on her knees, surveying the clothing pit around her helplessly. Just then, the door to the bedroom opened, and a guy she didn’t recognize came in.

“Oh, shit,” he swore, looking away only briefly before looking right at her again. “Sorry.”

She stared at him like a deer caught in the headlights. Frat brother, it seemed.

As if to get a better look at her, he pushed his shaggy hair out of his eyes and grinned. “Hey.”

“Hey,” she returned, wishing he would leave the room.

“Did you and Shane . . .” He trailed off.

“Can you close the door?”

“Oh, yeah. He’s my roommate, so . . .” He shrugged and backed out of the room, as if somehow being Shane’s roommate had given him permission to linger so long.

Isabel sighed heavily, reaching for her jeans when she spotted them, right next to her shoes, thankfully. It was time to get out of there.

Unfortunately, she was never able to find her shirt, which meant that she had to grab one of Shane’s t-shirts off the floor and wear it instead. When she walked downstairs, there were a bunch of frat brother’s in the main room, including the roommate, who was putting a tally mark on a whiteboard. Were they . . . keeping track of each other’s hook-ups? Was she a statistic to them?

Of course she was. Just like Shane was now a statistic to her. The second guy she’d ever slept with. There were two of them now. One whom she’d loved, and one whom she’d barely known at all.

“Hey, you,” the roommate said again as she walked by. The other guys leered at her, their perverse thoughts obvious to all.

“Man,” one of them said, “Shane always gets the hottest ones.”

Isabel hurriedly scampered out of there, increasingly aware of the fact that she wasn’t even so much of a statistic to them as she was a piece of meat.








TBC . . .

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Carolyn:
Great part.......but memories of student loans are not so great.
It's a real shame to get out of college with all of that debt.
It really is. And nowadays, that debt is higher than ever, just like the cost of attending is higher than ever. So it sucks.

Rod:
I still think Michael needs to reconsider the New Mexico state offer.
Logically, going somewhere in state would be much cheaper, but emotionally . . . he's drawn to Alabama, because he wants to get away from Roswell, and he wants to stick with Kyle.
Still not feeling sorry for Isabel. She keeps acting like an idiot but than wants all of us/story characters to feel sorry for her....while Alex would treat her great.
And I think it's fine not to feel sorry for her. The more mistakes she makes, the harder it gets to keep sympathizing, in a way. Or maybe for some people, it gets easier to keep sympathizing. I guess it just depends on your perspective.

Eva:
Whoaw, going to college in the US is expensive!
Yeah, it really is. I attended an in-state college, so my tuition was not nearly as expensive as Michael's will be here. But even though I received several hefty scholarships to help pay for everything (thank God), I still have plenty of student loans and will probably be paying them off for another decade.

Sara:
At first I thought Isabel was going to apologize to Alex...guess not. She is going down a dark dark path. Its depressing to read.
It really is, and it was depressing to write. Isabel is becoming a person who is no longer living up to her potential . . . ironic, since she always thought Michael was that kind of person.
College....the right path for Michael but achieving it financially is not going to be easy. I feel like he would get way more grants than he thinks....his mother works at the library and didn't his dad just lose his job? It doesn't seem like they would have any problems getting $!
If his dad has to go on unemployment for a while, he could potentially get some grants. But if his dad finds another job, even if it's not a super well-paying one . . . that income, combined with his mom's income, combined with the fact that he doesn't have any siblings in college at the same time, might make it hard to get a need-based grant. Not impossible, but not exactly something he can bank on.


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Part 55








Leaning forward, studying her reflection in the mirror, Tess couldn’t help but wonder if the stress of being a cheerleading captain was causing her to wrinkle prematurely. It was a lot more stressful than people realized, especially since her squad’s coach was virtually non-existent. This year’s abysmal tryouts were stressing her out more than anything, though. She’d ended up with ten girls, including herself. She was confident that about five of them had what it would really take to be both cheerful and a leader at all times.

Perhaps it wasn’t cheerleading, though, as much as it was Isabel that was stressing her out as of late. The thought occurred to her as Isabel walked into the bathroom and she caught sight of her in the mirror. They both froze, not expecting to run into each other there.

“Did you just get here?” Tess asked her.

“Yeah,” Isabel muttered, looking at the ground.

“Oh my god.” That was unheard of, Isabel Evans showing up late to school, missing the first three periods. In addition, she didn’t look like her normal self. Her hair looked messy and uncombed. Her makeup was either shabbily applied or leftover from the night before, because it was smeared. And she actually kind of smelled funny. “You look awful.”

Isabel rolled her eyes. “Thanks, Tess.”

“Sorry, but . . .” Wait a minute, she thought. Why am I the one apologizing? She’s the one who skipped out on tryouts. “No, actually, I’m not sorry,” she amended adamantly, spinning around to talk to her face to face rather than through the mirror. “You bailed on me last night and didn’t even tell me where you were.”

“I was out,” Isabel explained vaguely.

“Well, clearly.”

“I couldn’t make it back, okay? I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to worry you.”

“Well, did you mean to piss me off? Because you did,” Tess shot back. “Maybe cheer tryouts aren’t as important to you as they are to me, but still, I thought you’d be there.”

“I’m sorry,” Isabel repeated. “Just—listen, I told my mom I was spending the night with you, so if she asks, tell her that’s where I was, okay?”

Tess glared at her incredulously. “No!”

“Come on, Tess,” Isabel begged. “You’re supposed to be my best friend.”

“I am your best friend. I’m the one who stopped you from making a major mistake with that guy after the basketball game,” Tess made sure to remind her. “I’m the one who drove over an hour to come pick you up after you got drunk on a college campus and—oh my god, that’s where you were last night, wasn’t it?” Realization hit her hard that the reason why Isabel looked so horrible and so unlike herself was because she’d just spent the whole night partying. Partying hard, apparently.

“Yes,” Isabel confessed.

“Did you . . .” She couldn’t even wrap her mind around it, why she would go back to that campus instead of following through with tryouts. “Did you go out with Alex again?”

“No, I just went on my own.”

Tess was almost afraid to ask, but she asked anywhere, “Where?”

Isabel shifted, avoiding eye contact as she replied, “A frat party.”

“A . . . what?” Tess shrieked, already fearing the worse. “Oh my god, were you drinking again?”

“A little bit.”

“How much is a little bit, Isabel?”

“Look . . . I wasn’t drunk, okay?” Isabel insisted. “I mean . . . I remember everything that happened and . . .” She trailed off, looking away again. Like she was ashamed or something.

“What happened?” Tess asked warily. She really didn’t want to assume that things had played out the way they stereotypically did at frat parties where alcohol was flowing, but it was hard not to.

When Isabel replied, her voice was barely audible. “I slept with this guy,” she admitted.

Tess felt her heart sink. This was what she’d been afraid of for a while now, that Isabel was going to go off on her own and make a mistake like this. “What do you mean?” she asked. “Did he . . . did he take advantage of you?”

“I wasn’t drunk, Tess.”

“Then did he . . . did he rape you or something?” she whispered fearfully.

“No, I just slept with him.”

“You just . . .” So there was no blame to be placed, no villain to loathe. Just a horny college guy and a spiraling high school girl who had hooked up for one night. Just something that Isabel would probably forever regret.

“His name’s Shane,” Isabel told her. “That’s . . . about all I know about him.”

The thought of it made Tess’s skin crawl. Personally, she’d only been with one guy ever, and that guy was Kyle. That guy was someone she loved and wanted to be with forever. This Shane guy . . . he was just . . . random. Isabel had let herself have sex with somebody random, somebody whose face she probably wouldn’t even remember in a year. How could she do that?

“Please don’t tell Michael,” Isabel pleaded. “And don’t tell Kyle. I’m embarrassed enough as it is.”

“No, I won’t,” Tess promised. As upset as she had been with Isabel lately, that didn’t change the fact that they were still best friends, and she had her best friend’s back when it came to keeping a secret like this.

“You must think I’m a slut,” Isabel said sadly. “I did the whole walk of shame thing this morning and everything.”

Sensing that her friend needed support rather than judgment, Tess forgot about being angry, forgot about the miserable tryouts that, in retrospect, didn’t seem like such a huge or stressful deal anymore. “No,” she said. “No, I . . . I don’t think that, Isabel. You’re not . . . that kind of person. You’re the smartest person I’ve ever met. You just . . . didn’t do a smart thing.” That was kind of the sugar-coated version of it.

“It was stupid,” Isabel agreed. “I know.”

Very stupid,” Tess emphasized. “But you can do . . . what you want. With whoever you want. Just promise me you won’t do it again, okay?” A mistake was a mistake, but making the same one again . . . that would be a pattern.

“I won’t,” Isabel assured her. “I promise.” Isabel leaned back against the wall, still looking horrible, but slightly relieved now. “Thank you for understanding, Tess.”

Tess nodded uncomfortably, because in truth, she didn’t get it. She didn’t understand.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Michael was in an unusual hurry to get out of school that day when Kyle came upstairs from the weight room and called out to him, “Hey, Michael!”

He spun around, and upon seeing his friend in workout clothes, he remembered that he’d made plans on top of existing plans today. “Oh, fuck,” he swore. “I’m supposed to work out today, aren’t I?”

“Yep,” Kyle said, the sheen of sweat on his forehead evidence of the fact that he already had been. “Let me guess: you can’t make it.”

“Nah, I gotta go meet up with Maria.”

“Mmm-hmm.” Kyle nodded slowly, then said, “Alright, look, I know you and Maria are in that lovey-dovey phase of the relationship, and you wanna spend as much time together as possible, but if you’re serious about makin’ it as a walk-on at Bama, you gotta follow through with your workouts, man.”

“I know,” he acknowledged, “but Dylan’s got this daycare thing. They’re inviting all the parents to come in and see what the kids have done this year, and I promised Maria I’d go.” He shrugged helplessly. There was no way around it.

“And this isn’t something Maria can do alone?” Kyle asked, obviously disappointed.

“She shouldn’t have to.” He started to back away, promising his friend, “Next time, alright? I won’t miss it.”

“Alright.” Kyle didn’t sound convinced, but he headed back down to the weight room anyway.

When Michael got to the daycare, Maria was already there. He apologized for being late, and she told him he wasn’t late, and then they followed Dylan inside. As far as Michael could tell, it was basically a show-off day for the daycare as much as it was for the kids, sort of a way to say, ‘Look, we’ve got your kids building things and playing educational games and even doing artwork. Keep sending them here.’

Michael found himself in awe as Dylan led them into the main playroom. He’d dropped the kid off there on numerous occasions, but never had he seen this room. Toys everywhere. And not stupid toys, either. Stuff he would have liked to play with as a kid. Dinosaurs and cars aplenty. And dolls for the girls, but really, who gave a shit about that?

The kids’ artwork was all displayed on tables, and families were moving through like an assembly line, pretending to be impressed by what each kid had created. Dylan was clearly extremely proud of his stuff. He had multiple pieces on display and took the time to explain each one to his mom.

“Look at this!” he exclaimed, pointing out a finger-painting he’d done. Or maybe it wasn’t a finger-painting; maybe the kid just didn’t have much in the way of artistic ability.

“What’s that?” Maria asked, sounding interested.

“We had to paint our fam-wee,” he said, unable to properly pronounce the word.

“Oh, I see. So who’s who there?” she asked him.

“That’s me,” he said, pointing out a blue blob with yellow hair, “and that’s you, and that’s Micho, and that’s Teenie.”

Michael smiled, happy that he and his sister had made the cut.

“That’s so good, honey,” Maria complimented. “Do you get to take it home?”

Dylan nodded.

“Good, then we’ll put it on the refrigerator.”

“Okay,” he chirped. “Can I go pway now?”

Michael chuckled a bit. Dylan took after him in that he was all about the toys at all times.

“Sure,” Maria said, giving him a pat on the back.

“Scooter!” Dylan yelled, zipping away. Michael didn’t know if he was wanting to ride a scooter or if Scooter was a kid’s name, but he seemed to settle in quickly with two other boys who were playing with fire trucks while their parents watched.

“Isn’t this adorable?” Maria cooed, picking up the drawing.

“Yeah,” he agreed, still surveying the playroom. “This place is fuckin’ amazing.”

“You think?”

“Yeah. I mean, look at it: Cots for frequent naptimes. Bouncy balls. A seemingly endless supply of snacks easily within reach . . .” He shook his head in astonishment. “This is heaven on earth.”

“Wow, look at you,” Maria teased. “You’ve finally found an educational institution on par with your maturity level.”

“Finally,” he agreed. “Screw college. I’m goin’ here.” It was ridiculous how badly he wanted to go grab one of those huge bouncy balls and just roll on it all across the room. If the other parents cleared out anytime soon, he was probably gonna do it.

While he was still in the midst of being mesmerized, a woman who looked to be in her twenties shuffled up to Maria and started making small-talk. “Cute drawings, huh?” she said.

“Yeah. I don’t think my son’s much of an artist, though.”

“Oh, most of them aren’t at this age,” the other woman said. “Say, aren’t you Dylan’s mom? My little Bobby talks about him all the time. They have so much fun together.”

“Oh, yeah, I’m his mom,” Maria said.

“So young,” the woman noted.

“Hmm.” Maria just smiled.

“Hi,” Michael jumped in.

“Hi.” The woman looked him up and down for a minute, then asked, “Are you Dylan’s dad?”

“Yeah,” he answered at the same time Maria answered, “No.”

He gave her a confused look. Why would she say that?

“Um, he’s my boyfriend,” she clarified.

“Oh, I see.” The woman picked up her own son’s drawing, which was somehow even more of a meaningless blob than Dylan’s was, and excused herself with a polite, “Nice to meet you.”

“Bye,” Maria said with a small wave.

Michael frowned at her, still not sure why she’d answered ‘no’ to that woman’s question. “What was that about?”

“What do you mean?” she asked.

“You said I’m not Dylan’s father. Why would you say that?”

She looked a little flustered. “Well . . . what am I supposed to say?”

“Just say I am.”

“But . . . you’re not,” she pointed out.

Yeah, yeah, he knew that. But that was just the biology crap. There was more to being a father than that. “He calls me dad sometimes. Did you know that?” he made sure to tell her. “I don’t mind.”

“Look, I just didn’t know if you wanted me to say . . .” She trailed off, smiling a little. “That’s really sweet.”

“Yeah, it’s not a big deal, you know. Watch.” He tapped the guy beside him on the shoulder and extended his hand. “Hey, your Bobby’s dad, right?”

“Uh, no, Jordan’s,” the man corrected, shaking his hand anyway.

“Oh, that’s right.” He had no idea who Jordan was. “It’s nice to meet you. I’m Michael Guerin, Dylan’s dad.”

“Ah.” The man smiled and nodded and didn’t question that at all.

Michael turned back to Maria, flapping his arms against his sides casually. “See?” he said. There. Just like that. Simple.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

It was always easy to tell when Maria was asleep and when she wasn’t. Months of lying in the same bed with her had made it obvious to Michael. When she was sleeping, her breathing was slower and steadier, and she barely moved at all. But when she was just lying there, maybe with her eyes closed or maybe with them still open, her breathing was more irregular, and she moved ever so slightly once in a while. Just enough for him to notice.

“What’s on your mind?” he asked, comfortably curled up beside her, using her chest as a pillow this time. He was more than tired, but there was no way he was falling asleep until she did.

She sighed, murmuring, “I was just thinking . . .”

“Stop.” Thinking was so overrated. She did it more than she should have had to.

“I can’t,” she said. “I was thinking that I don’t want you to miss out on the last part of high school just because you’re with me.”

He didn’t move, didn’t open his eyes, but hearing her say that still made him frown. “What would I be missing out on?”

“Just things, you know. Sitting with your friends at the games. Or like today, you said you had to skip out on weightlifting with Kyle.”

“I can lift with him anytime,” he dismissed, not seeing why it was a big deal.

“But you’re supposed to be doing it regularly if you wanna stay in shape and make the team,” she reminded him.

Reluctantly, he lifted his head up, propping himself up with his arm. “I’m supposed to be studyin’ and gettin’ my grades up, too,” he pointed out. “I’m a work in progress.”

“Okay, so let’s study,” she suggested.

“Now?”

“Yes.”

“Like right now?”

“Sure.”

He groaned, pained by the thought. Studying was never something he enjoyed, but he enjoyed it even less when it was nearly midnight.

“Come on, we have to try hard,” she persisted. “I’ll help you.”

Well, thank God for small miracles. Studying with her would be much more bearable. “Alright,” he relented, stretching across her small body so he could reach a folded up paper on his desk. “Here. I’m supposed to be studying this for a chemistry test tomorrow.”

She unfolded a piece of paper and made a face. “The periodic table?”

“Yeah, it’s boring as crap.”

“Aren’t you supposed to learn this, like, back in the first quarter?”

“Well, we started learning it then, but he keeps adding on more and more as we go. Last time I took a test over this stuff, I got a two.”

“Out of what?” she asked.

“No, two percent,” he clarified.

“Oh.” She laughed a little. “That’s . . . really bad.”

“Yeah, I didn’t even try.” Chemistry was one of his least favorite classes. Actually, they were all his least favorite.

“Well, try this time,” she urged. “What do you have to know?”

“I just have to know the abbreviations this time,” he told her. “But I don’t know how to remember ‘em.”

“You just need a system,” she said. “Or, like, some way to get them to stick in your mind.”

“Stick, huh?” He had an idea, an idea stemming from something he would have absolutely no problem remembering; but she seemed like she was in a serious mood tonight, so he wasn’t sure she’d go for it. “Alright, give me one.”

“Okay.” She sat up a bit, clearing her throat. “Hydrogen.”

Well, that one was easy enough. “H.”

“Mmm-hmm.”

Before she could go on, he threw back the covers and slinked down on the bed, lifting up her shirt—which was actually his shirt—so he could kiss her hip.

“What was that?” she asked, giggling.

“Hip starts with H. Now I’ll remember.”

She looked at him like he was crazy, but smiled and shook her head. “Okay, helium.”

“Hmm . . .” He moved up so he could press a tender kiss to her forehead. “H-e.”

“H-e,” she echoed. “Head?”

“Yep.”

“You’re such a weirdo.”

“Just give me another one.” It was working so far.

“Argon.”

“Argon.” He knew what the abbreviation was. Just had to find a body part to go along with it. “A-r,” he proclaimed, kissing a trail down her arm.

“Yes.”

“What’s F?” he asked, sitting up on his knees.

“Um . . .” She searched the chart, then answered, “Fluorine.”

“F. Fluorine.” He lifted her hand to his mouth, pressing a soft kiss to each of her fingertips. Then, just to be a little more seductive, he took her index finger into his mouth, hoping to give her ideas.

“You’re bad,” she teased, touching his lips.

“Hey, I think I’m doin’ pretty good.” As long as he remembered kissing all these parts of her, he could remember what he needed to know for the quiz. He felt sure of it.

“Do you know what N stands for?” she asked.

“Nope.” He fell forward so he could suck on her neck anyway.

“Nitrogen,” she said, the chart fluttering in her hands. “N stands for nitrogen.”

“Got it.” N. Nitrogen. Neck. God, her skin tasted good.

“What about N-i?”

He kissed his way down over her collarbone, feeling mischievous. “Nipple,” he guessed, pushing the t-shirt she was wearing up even farther.

“It doesn’t stand for that.”

“It should.” His mouth latched onto one of her nipples, suckling and nipping at it greedily.

She shivered so hard her entire body shook. Maria’s breasts were a huge trigger point for her. He was embarrassed to admit that he’d neglected them at first, but hours upon hours of foreplay with her had taught him that her breasts were one of her most sensitive spots.

Nickel,” she corrected, still managing to keep them somewhat on track. “It stands for nickel.”

Well, that was easy enough to remember. “Next?” he prompted.

“B-e.”

“Hmm . . . beryllium?” he guessed.

“Yep.”

His gaze swept over her, and he felt frustrated that he was running out of body parts. But B-e would fit perfectly with bellybutton, another one of her hot-spots. “Ticklish much?” he asked as he sank lower so he could blow on her bellybutton.

Her stomach muscles fluttered in response.

“You’re so beautiful,” he told her, kissing her stomach, circling his tongue around her navel.

“Wait, it gets better,” she assured him, squirming beneath him now. “What’s the abbreviation for arsenic?”

“Well, I kissed your arm for argon,” he recalled, sitting up again. “A-r. So . . .” He prayed he was right when he guessed, “A-s?”

“Yep.”

“Oh, fuck yeah.” When he thought of a-s, only one thing came to mind. He grabbed hold of her sides and flipped her over. She wasn’t wearing panties, and her shirt was still pushed up, so her ass was right there in view.

“Michael!” she squealed.

Oh god, he thought as he kneaded her cheeks. Arsenic. His new favorite element on the period table. A-s. Add one more –s to that and it became one of his favorite parts of the female body. He’d always been a butt man. So much nice, round flesh to squeeze, even on someone like her, who was so tiny.

“You’re not gonna forget this one, are you?” she asked.

“Nope.” He slithered down and kissed her right cheek rather sloppily, letting himself fantasize about all the things she might let him do to her someday. A girl’s back door existed for a reason, after all. “You got another one for me?” he asked. If not, he was content to stay back here.

“One more,” she said. “Phosphorous.”

“Oh, phosphorous.” He sat back, massaging her backside again before flipping her over onto her back once more. “I don’t suppose that could be P, could it?”

“Oh, it could be.” She folded the period table back up, dropping it onto the floor, already spreading her legs for him.

Maria DeLuca, you are so fucking perfect, he thought as he slithered down to give her a thorough tonguing. She was the best study buddy in the whole wide world.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Knocking on the door to Ms. Alvarez’s classroom, Isabel poked her head inside before class. “You wanted to see me?”

“Oh, Isabel, yes. Thank you for coming in,” Ms. Alvarez said, shuffling through a stack of papers on her desk.

“No problem.” She really hoped this was nothing serious. Last time Ms. Alvarez had wanted to talk to her one-on-one like this, it’d been because she’d discovered that she had helped Michael cheat. But . . . well, Michael didn’t exactly need help when it came to cheating anymore, did he?

“Is everything alright?” she asked, setting her backpack down.

“Well, I was hoping you could tell me.” Ms. Alvarez plucked out a paper from the middle of her stack, got to her feet, and held it out for Isabel to see.

Isabel took it and glanced over it. It was a test, one she barely remembered taking. It was her test, more precisely, and she’d gotten a seventy-three percent on it. Lovely.

“Well, I passed,” she said, trying not to sound too upset about it.

“The Isabel Evans I know isn’t content with just passing.”

She was right about that, most definitely, but the Isabel Evans she and everyone else knew was still going through something and had been for what felt like a long time.

“It seems like you’ve had sort of a rough semester,” Ms. Alvarez remarked. “You haven’t seemed like yourself. And lately, I’ve noticed your grades dropping a bit.”

“I know,” Isabel acknowledged. “Look, I’m not proud of it, but . . . things have been sort of weird for me ever since Michael and I broke up.”

“Ah.” Ms. Alvarez nodded. “I should have known. Of course it’s about a boy.”

“But it’s nothing, really,” Isabel insisted, not wanting to worry anyone. The last thing she needed was any adult in that school referring her to the counselor for fear that she might be ‘troubled’ in some way. “I mean, it was a bad breakup, but . . . it can only get better from here on out, right?”

Ms. Alvarez gave her an encouraging pat on the shoulder. “That’s the way to look at it,” she agreed. “Oh, Isabel . . . nothing against Michael, but I always felt like you could do so much better than him. You’re such a bright girl, and you have such a big future ahead of you.”

Everyone kept saying that.

“He’ll realize what he’s missing out on sooner or later. But for now, I just want you to finish out strong, okay?”

“Okay.” She smiled shakily, wondering if that was true, if Michael would ever figure out what he was missing out on. Or if he was really missing out on anything at all.








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Carolyn:
I love that Michael feels like he is Dylan's dad........and is happy to admit he is.
Good for him attending the parent's event.......and didn't want Maria to go alone.
Michael's really trying to step up and give Maria and Dylan something they've never had. It is admirable . . . but probably not as simple as he thinks it is.
I can just see Michael playing with the large rubber balls..........he's a kid himself.
Yes, he is.

Eva:
Maybe that's a career idea for Michael: something with kids? That was the first idea that popped in my mind, seeing him explore the room. Of course, Michael's still a big kid himself but he's great with them too and isn't afraid to take some responsibility with them. Whoaw, did I just put that word in the same sentence with Michael? 8)
I think you're on the right track there! Michael has definitely done a good job with Dylan, and he really cares about his little sister, too, so maybe something where he could work with kids would be the right career path to pursue.
Anyway, Maria's idea of studying with him, seemed to be perfect.
:lol: Yes, it ended up being the perfect way to get the information to stick in Michael's horny, horny mind. ;)

Sara:
Oh Isabel, such a hot mess. Poor girl. Wish she could figure this out.
It's such a bad situation. The more mistakes she makes, the harder it gets for her to figure any of it out.
I am glad Tess was supportive but also direct and honest! This is what Isabel needs.
Yeah, Tess handled that pretty well. It's been a role reversal lately, with her being the more mature one in their friendship.

Ines: Hey, you!
I can just sense something angsty is to come, in true April fashion haha. I have a theory about what's gonna happen in a part to come but I will wait until more parts come.
Ooh, I'd love to hear your theory. ;)
I finally finished 522 after about 2 enjoyable months of binge reading it! Loved it a lot and happy with the ending of course.
Oh, good! That story was an emotional roller coaster for me to write and for readers to read. But I'm pleased with the way it turned out.


Thank you for the feedback very much!








Part 56








When it was time to take the test, Michael was ready for it. More than ready. While everyone else around him was cramming at the last minute, he had the information securely stored away in his mind. Along with some gloriously delicious memories.

It was an easy test. The chart had all the abbreviations they had studied so far on it. All he had to do was write what they stood for. He filled them in quickly, taking a second before writing in each answer to close his eyes and think back to last night, recalling how he’d managed to kiss almost every inch of Maria, desperate to get each abbreviation aligned with some body part. Some of them, of course, were more memorable than others.

Ni. Nickel/nipple.

As. Good old arsenic.

Phosphorous. Oh, he remembered phosphorous. He remembered what phosphorous tasted like when it was seeping into his mouth.

Oh, these other poor fucks. They could only dream about having study sessions as fun as his had been.

By the time he was finished, he had a developing hard-on. About the only thing he could do was pat it down and try to make it as unnoticeable as possible as he got up and walked to the front of the room to hand in his test.

When he went up to Mr. Frost’s desk, he found that his teacher was playing solitaire. So productive. He set his test down loudly, managing to get the guy’s attention.

“Done already?” he asked suspiciously.

“Yeah.”

Mr. Frost just glared at him, as though he were pissed that he’d finished it so soon.

“I aced it,” Michael declared proudly. “You might as well grade it right now. Hundred percent.”

Mr. Frost grunted, “I’ll believe it when I see it.”

“So grade it.” He couldn’t wait to treat this guy to a piece of humble pie. He thought his tests were the hardest things ever, and usually they were. But not this time.

Reluctantly, Mr. Frost exited out of his game, grabbed a red pen, and pulled the cap off, tossing it aside as though he were ready to make marks aplenty. But as he looked through the test, his brow started to furrow, almost as if he were frustrated that there was nothing to mark wrong.

Maria, I owe you one, he thought as he watched his teacher begrudgingly mark a one-hundred percent on the top of the test. Maybe he’d try to make her dinner tonight.

“Hmm,” Mr. Frost said. For him, that might as well have been a compliment. But sure enough, he had to be an ass about it. “How’d you do it?” he pressed.

“What?”

“This grade. How’d you do it?”

Michael frowned. “What do you mean? I studied.”

“Did you look up the answers on your phone? Or did you go old school and have ‘em written on your hand?”

Michael held both his blank palms up, resisting the urge to deck this douche. “I didn’t cheat, okay? I just had a very effective study method.”

“Oh, yeah? And what was it?”

Oh, man, this guy had no idea what he was about to hear. If he did, he would have never asked. “You really wanna know?”

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

“Oh my god!” Maria squealed, whacking Michael’s side as he stood over the stove, attempting to cook dinner that night. “You are such a crazy guy. I can’t believe you told him about that!”

“He asked.”

“Did everyone in the class hear you?”

“No, I was very discreet.”

Maria shook her head, trying to imagine how awkward that conversation had to have been. “What’d he say?” she questioned.

“Well, first he just stared at me, and then he was just like, ‘Hey, whatever works, kid. Go for it.’”

“Well, I’m glad it somehow worked.” His memorization strategy was definitely unconventional, but she wasn’t going to complain about it. Not for one second. In fact, when it came time for him to take that test again at the end of the year, she was going to suggest they do the exact same thing. Maybe she could pay his body a little attention next time, too. After all, wasn’t carbon abbreviated by a C? Cock started with C.

“Yeah, you know, it worked really well,” he agreed. “Actually, I was thinkin’, maybe you could help me study some other stuff. I got this math test comin’ up.”

“How would that work?”

“Well, I don’t know. Maybe I could just . . .” He mimicked holding his cock in his right hand. “When I cum, I could, like . . . write an equation with my semen.”

“Oh my god!” she yelped, pretending to be outraged. “You’re fucked up.”

“Hey, if I’m fucked up, you’re fucked up, too. You’re sleepin’ with me.”

“Yeah, but I didn’t sign up for cum equations.”

“You sure?” he teased. “You always seem down for anything I suggest.”

“Well . . . not this.”

“Oh, not this, huh?”

She blushed. It was true. She was becoming a total nympho because of him. Oh, well. There were worse things to be.

“I was just kidding, you know,” he said as he stirred his absurd pasta concoction together. “About the math.”

“Oh, were you?”

“Yeah. Math has no place in the bedroom. All you need to know is one plus one.”

“Why’s that?”

“Because one of me plus one of you equals—wait for it—the two of us.” He nudged her side playfully.

“Aw.” She beamed at him. “That’s actually kind of sweet. How do you go from semen equations to sweet in, like, a split-second?”

“I don’t know. It’s like I can flip a switch or somethin’.”

“I guess.” She leaned over, peering down at the inside of the pot. “Ugh.” That wasn’t a normal pasta color. And it wasn’t a normal pasta smell, either. “So what kind of pasta are you attempting to make here?”

“It’s my own personal creation,” he proclaimed.

“Uh-huh. And what’s in it?”

“You mean besides the pasta?”

“Yeah.”

“Well . . . cheese,” he reported. “And some green stuff that might’ve once been cheese.”

“Ew.”

“And . . . a whole bunch of other stuff. My mom said we needed to get rid of some stuff in the fridge, so I kinda just tossed it altogether. You wanna try it out?”

“No, it looks kinda disgusting,” she said. “Sorry.”

“Oh, come on, just try it,” he pressed, lifting out a spoonful for her. “Be my taste-tester.”

“Michael, it looks really sick--” Somehow, her protests didn’t hold up, though, and he she found herself trying to stomach it as he slid the spoon into her mouth. It was awful, though, tasted just as bad as it looked and even worse than it smelled. She wrinkled her face in disgust and spit it into the sink.

“That bad, huh?” he said.

“Sorry.”

“No, it’s okay. I suck at bein’ an adult sometimes.”

Yeah. Yeah, he sort of did sometimes. But he’d tried to make dinner, and that was adorable.

Just then, Krista came into the kitchen, asking, “What’s that smell?”

“Dinner,” Michael replied dryly, pulling the trashcan out from under the sink. He tried to dump out the pot, but the pasta was all clumped and stuck together, and only a few noodles fell out. “Wanna try it, Mom?” he offered. “There’s plenty here.”

“I’ll pass, thanks,” she said, quickly changing the subject. “Hey, listen, your dad and I were thinking about taking a weekend road trip to Texas. He’s got a few job interviews lined up over there.”

“Oh, really?” Michael sounded surprised. “Can’t imagine who’d wanna hire him.”

“Well, some of them might be a long shot,” she acknowledged, “but he’s gotta try. I was thinking we’d take Tina with us, too, because we might stop and look at a few houses. If he did get a job, we’d have to move there. It won’t affect you, since you’ll be off to college anyway, but . . .”

“No, it sounds like a good idea,” Michael said, banging the pot against the side of the trashcan until the pasta started to come out.

“So it’ll just be me and Michael and Dylan here?” Maria asked, loving the sound of that.

“Yeah,” Krista replied. “Are you two okay with that?”

Michael eventually just dropped the whole pan into the trashcan before shoving it back underneath the sink. “Oh, yeah,” he said. “I think we can manage.”

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

The weekend couldn’t get there fast enough.

The second Krista, Andy, and Tina hopped in the car and took off for their Texas excursion, Maria and Michael got all of Dylan’s necessities gathered up and got him loaded in the car. They drove over to Maria’s mom’s house in record time. Apparently they weren’t the only ones excited about the weekend, because Dylan jumped out of the vehicle upon arrival and ran to his awaiting grandmother in the door, yelling, “Gwaama!” excitedly. She knelt down when he rocketed up to the rickety old porch and threw her arms around him in a big hug.

“Oh, I’m so happy to see you!” she exclaimed.

Why he was so happy to see her was, in Maria’s mind, a complete mystery. But whatever. At least he wouldn’t mind spending the weekend with her.

It wasn’t that she was trying to be a neglectful parent and off-load her son onto her mom. It was just that . . . she was still young, and she was madly in love, and she and Michael desperately wanted some alone time.

“This is gonna be great,” he predicted as he unloaded Dylan’s bags from the backseat and the eager little boy ran inside to look for the snacks his grandma always seemed to have on hand. “Just you and me, no one else. Do you realize what we can do?”

“Oh, trust me, I’m already envisioning it,” she assured him.

“I mean, we can have sex as loud as we want. And we can do it anywhere in the house. I mean, we could do it on the kitchen table, on the living room couch, in my parents’ bedroom.”

She cringed at that last idea.

“Okay, no, not that one then,” he amended quickly. “Hey, we can do it right there on the staircase.”

“Hmm.” Making love in their bed was amazing and all, but part of her really anticipated the thought of him just bending her over and going at it like he had that first time in the Crashdown.

“I’m gonna take you places you ain’t ever been before, baby,” he promised with a sneaky grin.

“I’ve been on the staircase,” she pointed out.

“No, I meant take as in, like, sexually.”

“Oh.” She was pretty sure that, wherever and however he took her, it would always be an incredible experience. “I can’t wait.”

“I know, right?” He kicked the car door shut, then bent down and gave her a quick kiss on the lips.

Maria looked up just in time to see her mom giving them the old judgmental stare-down. Michael must have noticed it, too, because he mumbled, “She still hates me, doesn’t she?”

“No,” she said, though to be honest, she wasn’t quite sure. “She just doesn’t know you.”

“Well, I know I don’t like her,” he proclaimed unabashedly. “She kicked you out of her house once. That’s bullshit.”

“Well, think of it this way,” she said, slinking her arms around his waist. “If she hadn’t done that, we might’ve never gotten together.” She liked to think they would have found a way, but living together and eventually sharing a bedroom had definitely quickened the process.

“Huh, then scratch that thought,” he reconsidered. “Amy DeLuca is my favorite person in the world.” He let Dylan’s bags fall to the ground, opting to encircle his arms around her instead and kiss her passionately. He was such a great kisser. Moments like this would have been ordinary with anyone else, but with him, they were totally extraordinary.

Before they could get too carried away, Maria’s mom cleared her throat and complained, “God, can’t you two save it for later?”

Maria reluctantly pulled away, accepting the fact that this probably wasn’t the best place to start making out. She watched as her mom rolled her eyes and headed inside after Dylan.

As hard as it was to keep her hands off her boyfriend, Maria went in after, with Michael trailing her. Dylan was already sitting in front of the TV, watching something on Disney channel. They didn’t get that channel at home, so getting to watch it over here was a real treat for him. In addition to the treat of chocolate chip cookies Amy had set out. One of his favorite foods.

“Thanks again for doing this, Mom,” Maria said, actually truly grateful. She didn’t have to work this weekend, so it was going to be absolutely perfect. “I know it was last minute.”

“Well, don’t think for a second that I don’t know what you two plan on doing with all your spare time,” Amy muttered, giving them both a disapproving glare. “But as long as I get to spend time with my grandson, that’s really all that matters to me.”

Yeah, Maria thought, trying not to feel any pangs of jealousy. It is. Truth was, her mom had never wanted to spend so much time with her. They just had never gotten along well enough.

“I don’t mind babysitting,” Amy went on. “One of the benefits of us living so close, I suppose.”

Michael shot Maria a curious look when her mom said that, surveying her questioningly. He knew what he was wondering about without having to hear it: He was wondering why she hadn’t told him about Alabama yet, and if and when she was going to.

That definitely wasn’t a conversation for a perfect weekend. That was much better suited for next week. Maybe as early as Monday, because Mondays were usually bound to be crappy no matter what.

“Well, we brought all of his favorite toys,” Maria said as Michael handed her a heavy bag. “And clothes and toothbrush and stuff.”

“And this,” Michael said, pulling Dylan’s football jersey out of the clothing duffle bag. “He likes to wear it to bed.”

“Oh, that’s nice,” Amy said, taking it from him, holding it up. “Who got him this?”

“I did,” Michael replied. “For his birthday.”

“Oh.” She turned it around to the back, frowning when she saw the last name of Guerin on it. “Hmm, if only it said his name.”

Maria watched her boyfriend’s lips draw tighter as he resisted the urge to say something. “If only,” he echoed, sounding slightly perturbed. But he managed to not lash out, and instead just walked away from her, heading over to the couch to tell Dylan goodbye for the weekend.

“Why would you say that?” Maria demanded quietly.

Her mom, of course, played dumb. “What did I say?”

Maria sighed, deciding it was best to just let it go. “Never mind.” She brushed past her mom and went to give Dylan a kiss before she left. Sometimes, things just weren’t worth risking an argument.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

“Oh my god, I can’t believe I let you talk me into this,” Maria babbled after they got home that night. Instead of coming straight back to the house for a roll in the hay, they’d gone out. On a date. Sort of. It had been Michael’s surprise, and much to his delight, she’d gone along with what he’d had in mind.

“Let me see it,” Michael said, squinting to get a closer look.

She lifted up the back of her shirt farther to show him her new tattoo. A small, quarter-sized MG was inked onto the lowest part of her back, right about in her tailbone area.

“Oh, baby, that looks so good,” he complimented, savoring the sight of it. His initials, right above her ass . . . perfect.

“Let me see yours,” she said, putting her shirt back down.

He lifted up his sleeve so she could once again get a look at the MD tattooed on his right bicep. It was small, too, the same size as hers. Identical font. Just for her.

“Wow,” she said, gently touching the still swollen, red flesh. “We actually did this.”

“Sure did.”

“That’s, like, the one thing they say you shouldn’t do when you’re with someone: get their name tattooed on your body.”

“We just did initials,” he pointed out. “And it’s okay to do it when you know you’re gonna stay together.” Had it been anyone else . . . not a chance he would’ve done this. But because it was Maria, he was all for it. He’d actually dreamt up the idea a couple of nights ago, and it had seemed like a cool thing to do. So why not?

“It is kinda romantic,” she agreed, sliding her hands across his chest suggestively.

“You wanna have sex now?” he guessed, seeing that familiar gleam of want in her eyes.

“Hmm,” she said, pretending to think about it. “I wanna fuck now.”

Oh yeah, he thought ravenously. That’s my girl. Grabbing her sides, he pulled her in against him, kissing her hard, all too happy to oblige with her request. She wanted a rough-and-tumble, huh? He could do that. In fact, he specialized in that.

She kissed him back until something seemed to dawn on her, and she pushed him away suddenly. “Wait,” she gasped. “Whole house to ourselves, remember?”

“Oh, yeah.” It just got better and better.

They scampered downstairs like kids on Christmas morning, each of them so giddy, so excited it was ridiculous. They wasted no time—fucking wasn’t supposed to be long and drawn-out, after all—getting undressed. Maria peeled off her shirt as she pranced into the living room, and Michael tossed his shirt aside at the top of the stairs and unbuckled his jeans on the way down. He followed her over to the couch, wondering if people would be able to see what they were doing. The blinds were pulled but . . . silhouettes, perhaps? He sort of loved the thought of it.

“So . . .” she said, looking all cute and seductive as she slid her jeans down over her hips and pushed them down to her ankles. He felt mesmerized, like he could watch her forever as she stepped out of them and kicked them aside. “How do you want me?”

It wasn’t even a question in his mind. Not tonight. Hardly ever. Doggy style was without a doubt his favorite position, and the thought of doing it like that while getting the perfect view of her new tattoo turned him on even more. “How do you think?” he returned.

“Hmm . . . hard to say.” She unhooked her bra, letting her breasts fall free, and lay down on the couch, only in her panties now.

“You’re so sexy,” he told her, pushing his own pants down, lowering his underwear along with them. When he was completely naked, he squeezed onto the couch with her, lifting up her legs and setting them on his shoulder. She squirmed, hooking her fingers under the side strings of her panties, and lifted her hips up as she brought them down. He assisted her, getting them off faster. Sometimes they liked to leave a few clothes on during sex, but not tonight. Tonight, he just wanted skin. Her skin, his, mixing together.

“You know how I want it,” he said, standing back up again. He began to stroke his dick in his hand, getting it nice and hard for her.

With an ironically innocent smile playing on her lips, she repositioned herself so that she was no longer lying down. She sat up on her knees and spread her legs apart as she leaned forward against the back of the couch. Seeing her like this made him flash back to their first time together, only this was better, because now she had to know how much he loved her and that he loved doing this with her for more than just the physical high of it all.

“God, you’re so hot,” he said, wishing he had the willpower to stay back and just watch her for a moment, just continue stroking himself and watching her. Wasn’t gonna happen, though. She was completely ready for him, and he’d never had much luck resisting her.

He walked forward, bent his knees a bit, held onto her hip with one hand, and gripped the base of his cock with the other as he guided himself in.

“Michael!” she gasped, alarmed.

“What?”

She gave him a pointed look.

“Oh, right.” Fuckin’ condom. He pulled out, quickly retrieved his jeans, and found a condom in the back pocket. Crap, that thing looked like it had been in there awhile, maybe been through the wash a few times. But it would do.

He sheathed himself swiftly and re-entered her, garnering a moan this time. He started out with a few slow, long thrusts, the way he usually did, but he picked up the pace in a hurry this time, like a rollercoaster that went from zero to sixty miles per hour in three seconds. He started banging her hard, unremorsefully, because there was nothing to be remorseful about when she wanted it just as much as he did.

Holding onto her hips made it easy to thrust into her fast, never letting up, never letting her take it easy. And she took everything he gave her. God, this girl was incredible. She was the only one who he ever felt could match his intensity. The way she moaned his name, loudly, the way she whispered things like, “Come on,” and “Oh god, yes,” . . . it spurred him on to an even higher level of arousal, and he completely forgot about everything else. There was just her, her body accepting his, her ragged pants for air, her skin slapping against his. And his initials on her.

Fucking epic. Or epic fucking. Whichever. He loved it.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Embarrassing as it was, they broke a coffee table that night. Not just any coffee table, but the coffee table that had apparently sat in the Guerin living room all Michael’s life. Krista’s mom’s coffee table, sort of the centerpiece of an otherwise average space.

They put the sex on hold and called Kyle that night, who showed up shortly thereafter.

“Thanks for coming,” Michael said when he opened the door.

“No problem,” Kyle said, shuffling inside. Maria tensed when she saw Tess come in with him. She looked all done up, like maybe they’d been out on a date or something. Tess at least acknowledged her, but only with a scowl.

“Wow,” Kyle said, surveying the mess. “That is one broken coffee table.”

“Yeah,” Michael agreed. “Can you fix it?”

“Maybe,” Kyle said. “How’d it break anyway?”

“Uh . . .” Michael cast a glance at Maria, but she wasn’t about to offer up any explanation. The truth was that he’d laid her down on top of it and pounded into her mercilessly. Sex in the missionary position could be so . . . forceful sometimes. And while she’d been able to handle the force . . . the coffee table hadn’t.

“Well . . . we were just sitting here, watching TV,” he lied blatantly, “and I had my feet on the table, and it just collapsed. Isn’t that right, Maria?”

“Mmm-hmm.” Who was he kidding? They couldn’t be fooling anyway.

“Huh,” Kyle said, obviously seeing right through the flimsy story. “Heavy feet.”

“Yeah, really. So you’ll fix it?”

We’ll fix it,” Kyle corrected. “You got a screwdriver?”

“Yeah.” Michael bent down and handed Kyle the entire toolbox, which he’d taken the liberty of getting out before his friend showed up.

“Be careful, honey,” Tess cautioned. “I think screwing’s what caused Michael this problem in the first place.”

“Oh, you think you’re so funny, don’t you?” Michael said, glaring at her only semi-angrily.

“You gotta admit,” Kyle mumbled, “that was a pretty good one.”

Tess was no longer listening to them. She diverted off into the kitchen, and against her better judgment, Maria decided to follow her, leave the manly men to their manly work.

Since it was obvious that they didn’t like each other, it was awkward being in the same room as Tess. But hey, after breaking the coffee table, Maria thought she might as well try to break the ice, or at least thaw it out a bit. Chances were, if she and Michael stayed together, she and Tess were going to encounter each other a lot. The boys were best friends after all, and that wouldn’t be changing anytime soon.

“So were you guys out on a date?” Maria asked.

Tess huffed, “Not that it’s any of your business, but yes. We were driving home when Michael called. But we don’t have a whole house to ourselves this weekend, so needless to say, we won’t be breaking any coffee tables.” There was something about the way she said that . . . it wasn’t like she was jealous; it was more of . . . disapproval. Like she disapproved of what they were doing. Surely it all came back to her loyalty to Isabel, but still . . . it was really annoying after a while.

“I think you and Kyle are a really good couple,” Maria told her. “For what it’s worth.”

Tess grunted. “It’s not worth much.” But clearly her interest was piqued, because she inquired, “What makes you say that?”

“Well, it’s pretty obvious how he feels about you, and how you feel about him. I’ve never even seen him talk to another girl, and that’s saying something, because he’s this superstar athlete, so I’m sure he has options.”

“Well, I have options, too,” Tess pointed out. “I’m the head cheerleader, you know.”

“Oh, I know.” She suspected everyone in the county knew that much. Tess made sure of it.

“My parents say they don’t know if we’ll last,” Tess admitted in a rare moment of honesty. “They think we’re so young.” She rolled her eyes as if just thinking about their opinions aggravated her.

“Well, you are young,” Maria agreed. “We all are, but . . . if it’s real, it’s real. And if it’s meant to be, it’ll be.”

“So you think we’ll stay together?” Tess asked. “You think we’ll make it?” Then as an afterthought, she added, “Not that I care what you think.”

Of course not, Maria thought. You’re still trying to hate me. “I think you will,” she replied, and she really meant it.

For the first time since Maria had known her, Tess looked . . . not as snotty. Not as stuck-up. Not as entitled to a perfect life of perfect happiness. Instead, she sounded somewhat grateful that someone else saw in her and Kyle what she must have felt with him all the time. “Thanks,” she said.

Maria just nodded, unable to find it in herself to say you’re welcome just yet. And just like that, Tess was putting her Isabel-is-my-best-friend-and-you’re-the-enemy face back on, and they didn’t speak anymore. The short conversation was over. But at least it had happened. It was a start.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Staring in astonishment at the high heels set out on display, Michael couldn’t believe girls were actually going to wear those to prom. It wasn’t natural, making yourself look so tall when you weren’t. Some of those damn things were a good four inches high. It was too much. They wouldn’t even be able to walk in them, let alone dance. They’d waddle around all night like penguins and then wake up the next morning complaining about how badly their feet hurt. Really, they had no one to blame but themselves.

Luckily, Maria seemed to think she had a pair shoes that would work, so all they had to do was find the dress. Maria wasn’t like most of the other girls who were doing their last minute shopping—they were so annoyingly picky that their friends or boyfriends or moms or whoever had accompanied them all looked like they wanted to put guns to their heads. Maria grabbed whatever caught her eye and was willing to try on anything that caught his eye, too. She’d tried on a few so far, one that had been too big and one that had been too small. By now, she seemed like she was as ready to find a dress and get out of there as he was.

Although, truth be told . . . he didn’t hate being there with her. No, shopping wasn’t any straight guy’s favorite activity, but he kind of relished the thought of being able to give her this high school memory, taking her to prom, letting her experience something that she had missed out on. When he’d asked her, she’d gotten this glimmer in her eyes, like she was all excited about it.

“How’s it goin’ in there?” he called into the dressing room.

“Not so good,” she called back. “I feel like I look so stupid.”

“Not possible,” he told her.

“No, very possible. I haven’t worn a dress in, like . . . I don’t even know how long. It looks unnatural.”

“I’m sure it looks fine.”

She sighed heavily, loud enough for him to hear, and mumbled, “I don’t know . . .”

“Come on.” He leaned against the shoe display, accidentally knocking part of it over, and urged, “Come out and show me.”

Ever so slowly, the door to her dressing room squeaked open, and gradually, she emerged. And she looked . . . brilliant. She was wearing a long, white dress that was loose and flowing and had a slit that went up to about mid-thigh on her left leg. It had a one shoulder-strap and cinched around her waist. And it was so, so white.

Oh my god, was all he could think as he gazed at her in awe. Oh my god.

She plucked at the dress self-consciously and said, “What do you think?”

He wanted to tell her exactly what he thought. He wanted to tell her that seeing her in that dress made him imagine what it would be like to see her in a wedding dress someday, walking down the aisle towards him. But that thought shocked the hell out of him, even, so he figured he’d keep it to himself for now. “You look beautiful,” he told her sincerely. God, did she ever.

“Well . . . I actually do kinda like this one,” she admitted.

It was one that he’d picked out and handed to her. He wondered now why it had gotten his attention. Was it the color? Was it what that color symbolized in the grander scheme of things? No way. It couldn’t be.

Could it?

“It’s too expensive, though,” she said.

“No, don’t worry about it. I’ll buy it for you.” He’d been taking money out of his puny savings account for years now. Sure, it had dwindled to just about nothing, but . . . if she wanted this dress, she would have it. No question about it.

“It’s too much,” she insisted. “It’s okay. I’ll just try on the next one.” She held the long dress up so she wouldn’t step on it as she headed back into the dressing room.

“The purple one?” he asked.

“Yeah.” She slipped back inside and shut the door.

Of course it was the purple one. That was the cheapest one of the bunch, and although it was nice enough, he could count on one hand the number of times he’d seen her wear purple. This was what Maria did, though, what she had been doing for years now. She made sacrifices when she thought they were necessary.

“I’m sure it’ll look great,” he told her, bending down to pick up some of the shoes he had knocked over. And it really would. Anything would look great on Maria, and even better off of her. But the image of her in that white dress, even though it was just a prom dress . . . that image was going to stick with him for a long, long time.








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Rod:
Hey Michael cooks better than I do! I'm the worst cook you've ever seen. I could screw up boiling water
Oh, that's pretty bad! :lol:
First time I've seen some insecurities from Tess when it comes to her relationship with Kyle. She's hitched her entire future to him and seems a bit nervous when her family seems determined that it'll all fail.
Tess and Kyle's relationship is so different from Michael and Maria's in some ways, but in other ways, it's very similar. They're young and madly in love just like M&M are. While people generally support and accept Tess and Kyle, there are still doubters who are skeptical because of the fact that they're so young.
She and Maria will never get along as long as hurt Isabel is in between them but at least they were semi ok around each other.
If Isabel wasn't in the picture . . . dare I say it, they might be friends right now.

Carolyn:
Well, I must admit Michael had an effective way to study......
So clever.....
So Michael. ;)

Sara:
I sense some foreshadowing perhaps????
Oh, you know me, I do like foreshadowing. Hmm....
Andy...might be getting a job, in Texas....oy.
He just had an interview. And since he doesn't have a sparkling personality, he probably didn't impress.
I feel Maria's fantasyland is going to come crashing down any moment.....
We'll see.


Thank you for reading!

It has been a while since I've suggested any music, so here is a suggestion for "Eye" by Smashing Pumpkins. You can listen to it here or click on 8) when you see it if you'd like to listen.









Part 57








Awkward silence filled the air at the Valenti household around lunchtime that day, mixed in with the clanging of silverware against plates. Tess so badly wanted to say something, but for once in her life, she wasn’t sure what to say. Kyle had invited her over for lunch—he’d been planning on cooking and everything. But just as they’d been about to sit down and eat, his dad had walked in with Diane Evans, very much in the process of making out. It was a sight no one needed to see—unbuttoned buttons, hands everywhere. And then to make matters worse, Jim had suggested that they sit down and have lunch right along with them. So now it was a whole thing.

“Mmm, this is pretty good, son,” Jim said as he bit into the seasoned chicken. “You made this?”

“Yeah,” Kyle replied, giving him a pointed look when he added, “It was Mom’s recipe.”

“Hmm.” Jim just nodded and took another bite, apparently unaffected by the mention of the long-forgotten woman who had given birth to his son. She was probably just another face in the crowded sea of women he’d bedded by now.

“Well, this is fun,” Tess mumbled, intending to sound sarcastic.

“It is,” Jim agreed wholeheartedly. “Didn’t work out so bad. You two were having lunch; we were having . . .” He trailed off.

“Sex?” Kyle filled in.

Diane’s face grew red in embarrassment, and she concentrated even more on the food in front of her.

“The point is, it worked out fine,” Jim finished.

“Oh, yeah, a double date with my dad. I’m livin’ the dream,” Kyle joked. “No offense, Diane.”

“Oh, none taken,” she assured him. “We won’t make a habit of this.”

“No,” Jim agreed, “but hopefully if things continue to go well between me and this one here . . .” He put his arm around Diane, squeezing her to his side. “Hopefully you’ll be seeing a lot more of her around here.”

Tess’s eyes bulged. No way. He wasn’t insinuating marriage or at least a proposal of some kind, was he? Jim Valenti was the epitome of a player. That didn’t make him a bad guy; he just had commitment issues. He was sort of like an adult version of Michael in that way. Although, lately, Michael was seeming pretty damn committed, too. God, was there something in the water or what?

“Well, time will tell,” Kyle said, probably so used to his dad’s constant shuffling of girlfriends that he knew better than to assume that this would be any different. This was Diane and Jim Round Two already. It didn’t seem likely to last.

“You know what?” Diane spoke up. “I’m glad we got to do this. Kyle, I always regretted not getting to know you better, and Tess . . .” She smiled at her kindly. “You know I’ve always adored you. And I’ve missed having you around lately. It doesn’t seem like you and Isabel are hanging out as much anymore.”

Because we’re not, she thought sadly. It had been weeks since she’d slept over at Isabel’s house, something that had, at one point in time, been a near weekly ritual to escape the chaos of her own boy-infested abode. “Well, I’ve been really busy lately,” she said. “You know, with cheer tryouts.”

“Oh, that’s right. Izzy didn’t mention that. Did she help judge?”

No, she was off sleeping with a random college guy. “No, she had something else going on,” Tess replied vaguely.

“Hmm.” A look of concern flashed through Diane’s eyes, but in an instant, it was gone. “Well, I hope you two aren’t drifting apart,” she said. “You’re such good friends.”

Tess didn’t want to worry the woman with what she knew, so she lied. She lied like a rug. “No, we’re fine,” she assured her. “We’re still best friends. We’re just . . . we’re sort of on different paths right now. I’m really busy with cheer and Kyle and she’s really busy with . . .” She trailed off, leaving it up to Diane to fill in the blanks.

“School, and getting ready for college.”

Tess nodded. “Yep.” But truthfully, she couldn’t remember the last time she’d seen Isabel do a homework assignment, the last time she’d heard her mention college. Maybe there just wasn’t a need. Second semester of senior year wasn’t too academically rigorous, and the college plans were set in stone. But still . . .

“Oh, sometimes I just worry about her,” Diane revealed in a rush of honesty. “It seems like that awful breakup with Michael has just been really hard on her. Don’t you think?”

Tess exchanged a quick glance with Kyle, but he was looking down at his plate, apparently wanting no part in this conversation. “Yeah,” she agreed. “Yeah, it’s been hard, but . . . she’ll move on from him, you know? She’ll be fine. She just needs a little time to feel what she’s feeling and . . .” ( 8) ) Tess shivered inwardly, wishing she were as in the dark about Isabel as Diane was. Ignorance, it seemed, would have been bliss. But she wanted to sound as convincing and reassuring as she could, because chances were, once Isabel got this whole ‘bad girl’ thing out of her system, she’d go back to normal. “I think she’ll be fine.”

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

It seemed as if it had taken forever for the chill to dissipate from the air, but finally, at long last, it was hot tub weather. Isabel sat out back, fully and completely enjoying a Saturday of relaxation. She had a paper to write, but she felt uninspired, so she was trying not to think about it. She’d do it tomorrow. Maybe. For now, she just wanted to bask in the warm, bubbling water.

The only thing that would have made this better was basking with . . .

No. She couldn’t think about that. Just like she couldn’t think about the one and only time she’d used the hot tub that fall, on a night when her mom hadn’t gotten home yet, and she’d invited Michael over, and they’d just . . .

No remembering, she coached herself. She did a lot of that these days. Metacognition, her psychology teacher called it. Thinking about thinking.

Truth was, she had a great setup back there, even though it was for her alone. She’d poured herself a tall, thin glass of champagne, just for the heck of it, and when she reached over to take a drink of it, her eyes caught sight of her notoriously shady neighbor. Mr. Winston lived a few houses down and had always seemed nice enough on the few rare occasions she’d spoken to him. He was a father and a businessman, but he was a total creeper horn-dog, and everyone knew it.

And lo and behold, he’d stepped out into his backyard, and his eyes were now glued to her. He wasn’t moving, but his motionlessness said it all: He was transfixed.

She brought her champagne glass up to her lips and took a small sip, then set it back down on the edge of the hot tub and looked over at her neighbor again. He had crossed his arms over his chest now, and his gaze was all the more intent.

On some level, she knew it should have creeped her out, having an older guy ogling her like this; but there was something rather appealing about it, about the idea of being so in control of her own sexuality that she could play the role of seductress and tempt the hell out of him. So she sat up a bit, giving him a slightly better view of the tiny red bikini she was wearing, and then she wove her right hand through her hair. It wasn’t until she slid it lower, though, down in between the valley of her breasts, that he started to stroke his chin, as though her were seriously contemplating something. Contemplating all the things he wanted to do to her, probably.

She cupped her right breast in her hand, squeezing gently, then lifted her left hand out of the water to do the same on the other breast. All the while, she kept constant eye contact with him, wanting to gauge his reaction to the little show. He was too far away for her to tell if he was getting hard, but he had to be. She was young and beautiful. And slippery.

When she slid one hand down her stomach to dip in between her legs, he blatantly reached down and grabbed his crotch. She laughed a little at that, then slid back down in the water, nearly all the way up to her neck, and rested her head against the side of the tub, shutting her eyes. Well, that had been fun. But it was over now. Totally over.

Or not.

Half an hour later, she lay on her back in her bed, staring up at the ceiling. There were two stars glued up there. They had once been bright blue and had glowed in the dark. She and Tess had put them up there when they’d been kids. It was probably time to take them down now.

Next to her, James Winston rolled over onto his side, obviously completely satiated. “That was incredible,” he raved.

Incredible? That was hardly the word she would have used for it. But it had been more or less adequate. “It was alright,” she corrected.

“Just alright?” He didn’t even sound all that offended. “Come on. I almost got you off.”

She pressed her lips together in a tight, frustrated smile. “Almost.” It had just been too fast. He hadn’t given her time to get worked up, and just when she’d really been getting into it, he’d cum, and it had ended. With Michael, it had been different. He knew how to take his time, draw things out. With him, the foreplay was as good as the sex itself. He knew exactly where to touch her, exactly how to touch her, and exactly when. She could fault him for many things, but there was no denying that he was a fantastic lover.

“I got you off, though,” she pointed out. “Twice. That hardly seems fair.”

“It’s probably not,” he agreed, yet he made no effort to reach beneath the covers and stroke her clit or do anything that might help her find a release of her own. “I’ll tell you, though . . . you give great head.”

“Hmm. Well, I had a great teacher.” She remembered the first time she’d gone down on Michael. They’d been in his backyard, making out late one night, and suddenly he’d taken her behind this tree and unzipped his pants. And without knowing it, without feeling forced or pressured, she’d suddenly gotten down on her knees and was bobbing her head up and down along the length of his cock. He’d helped her along, knowing she didn’t have the experience, by tangling his hand in her hair and helping guide and pace her movements. In retrospect, it probably should have felt degrading, but it hadn’t.

And neither had this, really. She’d almost expected it to, expected that she would feel dirty lying here with him, with this man who was nearly twice her age. But she didn’t feel much of anything.

“Hey, listen . . . don’t tell your mom about this, though,” he said, reaching over to pull the covers down over her breasts. “She and I have always had a good relationship, and I’d like to keep it that way.”

Isabel swatted his hand away, pulling the blankets back up again. The thought crossed her mind that James and her mom may have hooked up once or twice over the years. Back when he’d first moved in, she’d gone on and on about how attractive she thought he was. The mother-daughter double-dip? This guy had to be on cloud nine right now.

“Do you do this a lot?” she asked.

“What, have sex?”

“With younger girls,” she clarified.

“Oh, Isabel, you’re not a girl. You’re a woman. And now that you’re eighteen . . .” He let his eyes roam all over her hungrily. “I don’t have to feel so guilty about fantasizing about you. Oh, I remember when you turned fifteen, started gettin’ your curves . . . it was a thing of beauty.”

“So this is like a fetish?” she concluded. “Bedding younger chicks?”

He propped himself up on his forearm, shrugging slightly. “I guess you could say that. The last girl who blew me was about your age.”

“What was her name?”

“I don’t remember. She’s blonde, though. Pretty. I know she has a kid named Devon or something.”

And just like that, everything about Isabel was on edge. “Maria?” she shrieked in outrage.

“Yeah, that was it. Maria.” He licked his lips, as if being with her had been a fond memory. “She wasn’t as into it as you were, though.”

Disgust rose up immediately within her, and Isabel literally felt like she was going to be sick. “No,” she whimpered, sitting up, clutching the covers to her chest. “No, you can’t . . . not her.”

“You know her?” he guessed, sitting up beside her, trying to stroke her back.

She shot out of bed, seizing a gold satin robe from her closet. “You have to leave,” she said, frantically tying it around her waist. “My mom’s gonna be home.”

“Isabel, what’s wrong?” he asked. As if he were actually concerned.

“You have to leave,” she told him, more adamantly this time. “God, I can’t . . .” She squeezed her eyes shut and held both hands to her head, shaking it vigorously, wishing she could un-hear what she’d heard. She didn’t want to know that this was yet another man that they’d shared. “Why did she have to . . . God! Is it too much to ask that something’s just mine? Just this once?” She felt like she was on the verge of tears, and that must have been enough to freak James out, because he got out of the bed and quickly found his clothes.

“I’ll just go,” he said, dressing swiftly as he headed out of the room. “See you around, Isabel.”

She barely even noticed him leave. When he was gone, she cared about him even less than she had when he’d been there. And all she could think about was Maria. But not Maria and James. Maria and Michael and the harsh reality that neither one of them was probably thinking about her.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Michael Guerin was a sex god. Or he had been blessed with supreme sexual abilities or something, because the things he knew how to do and the way he made Maria feel was inconceivable, even to her. They had been having a substantial amount of sex since they’d gotten together, and it never got old. If anything, it always felt new and different somehow, like it was the first time all over again; and incredibly, it just kept getting better and better.

Having the house to themselves was beyond amazing. For some reason, the kitchen seemed to be their favorite non-bedroom spot, evidenced by the fact that she was now leaning back against the counter, and he was on his knees with his head between her legs. She was still wearing one of his t-shirts, one that usually went down to about her knees, so his head was underneath it. There was something thrilling about feeling him doing things to her but not being able to see it.

“Oh,” she gasped, never growing tired of how it felt when he traced his tongue along her folds. This had to be the greatest thing that Michael had exposed her to. How had she never done this before him? Why had she never done this?

She couldn’t help but smile dazedly at the thought that he was the only one who had done this to her, though. That alone made the wait worth it.

“Oh my god!” she squealed, wobbling and nearly losing her balance when he pressed his tongue up inside of her. He clamped his whole mouth down on top of her and sucked greedily, totally devouring her. She wanted to give him more to devour. She wanted to cum, and she felt so close. So damn close. He would get her there. No doubt about it. He always did.

Leaning back a bit, she gripped the edge of the counter and started rubbing herself against his face. He remained sitting there with his head under that oversized t-shirt, his mouth and talented tongue eagerly awaiting every movement.

“Oh god,” she cried, feeling the orgasm starting to swell inside her. How was it possible for one person to make another feel so good? Was this what he felt like when she did things to him? Was that even possible, or was his prowess just on another level altogether?

At the worst possible moment, she heard the sound of keys jangling in the front door lock. She swore, and pushed down on Michael’s shoulders, moving him away.

“What?” he asked, looking up at her with confusion in his eyes.

“Your parents are home.”

“Shit,” he cursed, leaping to his feet. He tugged down on the t-shirt she was wearing and straightened her hair out for her. “You okay?”

“I can barely stand,” she admitted, clinging to his arm for her support, eliciting a proud grin from him. Her legs were still quivering, and her orgasm was still right on the edge. She knew she’d have to forget about it, though. For now at least. The bright side was that it gave Michael a reason to go down on her again later. Or maybe even to do more than that.

“We’re back!” Tina exclaimed as she came bounding in the door, her tired parents dragging behind her.

“Hey, Teenie,” Michael greeted. “How was it?”

She shrugged. “Boring.”

“Boring, huh? Well, you guys are home early.”

“A little bit,” his mom said, tossing her purse down at the foot of the stairs. His dad gave both Maria and him an annoyed look, as though he knew what they must have been up to, and headed into the living room, already popping open a can of beer.

“We brought pizza,” Krista revealed, setting two large Godfathers boxes down on the counter. “You hungry?”

“Not really, thanks,” Michael replied. “I ate out today.”

Maria coughed, nearly choking on her own spit when he said that.

“What about you, Maria?” Krista asked.

Well, sex always made her hungry, and they’d basically spent the entire day getting it on, so she answered honestly when she said, “Starved.”

Krista reached up in the kitchen cabinets and grabbed a few paper plates. “Pepperoni? Sausage?” she offered.

“Pepperoni’s fine.”

“What?” Michael gave her a teasing look. “I thought you liked sausage.”

She whacked his shoulder as a way of telling him to shut up. Luckily, Krista didn’t seem to have overheard him as she took two slices of pepperoni out of the boxes and put them in the microwave to heat them up.

“Look, Maria!” Tina exclaimed, jumping up and down to get her attention. She was holding up her phone, trying to show her something.

“What’s that?” Maria asked, taking the phone from her. There was a text message showing from Todd, the boyfriend. “I love you,” she read. “Oh, that Todd. He sure knows what he’s doing. What could be more romantic than a text message I love you?”

“I know, right?” Tina seized the phone back from her and started gazing at the words on the screen. Literally gazing.

Michael put his arm around Maria and whispered, “I love you,” in her ear before kissing her cheek. Maria smiled. Oh, yeah. That was definitely better than a text.

“Where’s Dylan?” his mom asked.

“Oh, he’s, um . . . he’s with my mom right now,” Maria told her. “We were just about to go get him.”

Krista pressed the start button the microwave, giving them both a skeptical look. They must have looked wicked obvious, her in just a t-shirt—his t-shirt—him in just a pair of sweatpants and a beater. They hadn’t changed all day.

“Just about,” Maria repeated.

“Yeah, I’ll go change,” Michael said, unwrapping his arm from around her as he headed upstairs.

Lucky bastard, Maria thought, holding onto the counter for support. Her legs were still too shaky for her to move, and worse . . . even though she hadn’t gotten to cum, she could totally feel a lot of wetness between her thighs.

She smiled nervously at Krista, who was now wearing that same suspicious expression her husband had been. But as long as Tina remained absorbed in her phone and completely oblivious, that was all that mattered, right?

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

“So my dad was all, ‘I might just put a ring on it this time, son,’ and I was like, ‘Yeah, yeah, I’ll believe it when I see it,’” Kyle rambled after strength and fitness class that day. They were in the locker room, changing back into regular clothes, but Michael was only halfway listening to him. His mind was on other stuff. Like the fact that they had announced the candidates for prom royalty over the loudspeaker this morning, and he was nominated once again. Even though Kyle was a fucking shoe-in for king, he would likely be the runner-up. And it was probable that Isabel would either win or be the runner-up. So he’d have to be up on stage with her. And pose for pictures with her. Great.

Maybe he could withdraw from the race. He didn’t care about it anyway, and it wasn’t that much of a race when Kyle was involved.

“Hey, wait a minute, what’s that?” Kyle asked right as Michael was about to put his shirt back on.

“What? Oh.” He noticed his friend getting a good look at his new tattoo, and he showed it off proudly. “Cool, huh?”

“Are you . . .” Kyle pressed his fist to his mouth for a second, then blared, “Are you fucking kidding me? You’re crazy, man. Tess and I have been together for years, and even I don’t have a tattoo. But here you are with your girlfriend’s initials forever etched into your skin.”

“She got mine, too. Right above her ass.” Michael grinned like an idiot. He couldn’t help it. These matching tattoos, as cheesy as it was and as much as people were going to judge them . . . they were epic as far as he was concerned.

“Fuckin’ crazy,” Kyle repeated. “Man, and you say I’m whipped?”

“You are.”

“So are you!”

“Well . . .” He shrugged, accepting and embracing it. Whips weren’t such a bad thing.

“What’re we lookin’ at?” Antonio asked as he and Jase and Bubba—together as always—came into the locker room, about to get changed out for the next period’s P.E. class.

“Michael’s new tattoo,” Kyle told them. “His girlfriend’s initials.”

“Oh!” Jase exclaimed. “Dude!”

“Tell me she’s got yours, too,” Bubba bellowed.

“She does.”

“Where?” Antonio wriggled his eyebrows.

Michael just smiled and shrugged. Somewhere they’d never see, that was for sure.

“Tramp stamp!” Antonio hooted.

The guys all cheered and hollered for him, and eventually, upon Kyle’s urging, they started making whip-cracking sounds. Michael took it all in stride, though. Why not? At this point, he was just as whipped as his best friend was, and honestly, it was the best feeling in the world.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Maria held up the back of her shirt, waiting for the onslaught as her mom inspected the MG letters that would never vanish. At first, there was just silence. Then came the angry, “Good lord, Maria.”

“What?” She put her shirt back down, wondering if it had been in her best interest to show her. She had decided to tell her mom at her little alien-themed gift shop, because she couldn’t get too worked up and pissed there, not when a customer could walk in at any minute.

“I can’t believe you did that.”

“It’s a tattoo, Mom.” Plenty of people had them.

“Yes, it’s a tattoo. Of the initials of a boy you might not even be with two years down the road.”

Maria rolled her eyes, ignoring that remark. “It was a spur of the moment thing.”

“Well, clearly.”

“Michael got one, too.”

“Oh, well, that’s even better,” Amy said sarcastically. “I’m sure this was his idea.”

“Yeah, so?”

“Was it his idea to have you get it where you did?”

Technically . . . it had been. But what did that matter? “I wanted to get it somewhere where I could hide it for job interviews and stuff.”

“And conveniently that was right above your ass?”

“Mom . . .” She was trying to make it into some perverted thing. It wasn’t like that. It was actually kind of sweet, and romantic.

“I’m just saying, it’s like he branded you.”

“You don’t know what you’re talking about.”

“Then why did you even show me?”

Good question, she thought, wishing now that she hadn’t. “I didn’t want you to see it down the line and think that I was trying to hide it from you.” Apparently good intentions didn’t count for anything anymore, because it was pretty clear that her mom was upset.

“Well, I guess there’s nothing I can do about it now,” Amy muttered.

“Mom, just relax. It’s a . . . it’s a symbol, okay?”

“A symbol,” her mother echoed. “Of what?”

“Of . . . commitment.” And love and passion and a whole lot of other things. Maybe even a sex symbol in a way. But there was no way she was telling her mom that.

“Well, let’s just hope it’s not a symbol of stupidity, because it’s very, very permanent.”

Maria frowned, hating the condescending quality of her tone. “And you don’t think Michael and I are permanent?”

“Well, most high school couples aren’t,” her mom readily pointed out.

“Good thing I’m not in high school then.” Maria glared at her, wishing that for once—just once—she would be supportive.

“Well, you tell me: Do you really think you and Michael are gonna be together forever?” her mother inquired challengingly.

Maria didn’t know what to say. If she said yes, that made her look naïve. If she said no . . . that was a lie. “I hope so,” she admitted. As corny as it sounded, whenever she thought about the future anymore, she always thought about Michael. It wasn’t just her and Dylan anymore. He was a part of it, too. “Mom, I love him. And he loves me, and we’re so happy together.”

“I understand that,” Amy said. “I loved your father once. I loved Jim. But love fades, Maria. Unlike that tattoo.”

“Well, it won’t fade for me.” Maybe her mom was having such a hard time accepting her and Michael as a couple because she’d never had a relationship like theirs before. Maybe, as weird as it was to contemplate, she was jealous.

“Well, if it does . . . I’ll be here for you.”

Maria sighed, debating whether or not she wanted to tell her mom that [/i]here[/i] would soon be changing for her. Roswell would soon become there, and she would have a new home.

What the hell? Why not? she decided. Tell her everything that’s gonna infuriate her at once.

“Actually . . . I won’t be here,” she started in. “Michael and I are moving. To Alabama.”

Her mother stared at her in utter disbelief. “What? When?”

“Sometime this summer. He got into college, so . . .” They still had to find an apartment. And she had to find a job to pay the rent. There was still so much to do.

“So you’re going with him.” Her mother pressed her lips tightly together, shaking her head in disappointment. “And I guess that means you’re taking Dylan with you.”

“Yeah, I am.”

Amy grunted, looking like she wanted to smash the entire display of ceramic aliens set up on the counter. “Great, so my whole family’s abandoning me.”

“No, it’s not like that. It’s just . . .” She didn’t know how to explain it so that her mom would accept and understand it. Amy would always view it as a sort of betrayal, taking the one person she loved most, her grandson, to another state. She would never understand that it had nothing to do with leaving her alone and everything to do with being a family. A family with Michael.

“Well, I suppose I can’t stop you,” her mom said, sounding tearful. “It is what it is.”

“He’s gonna try to play football there. He’s really excited.”

“And you’re just tagging along, huh?”

Maria frowned again. Why did she have to say it like that? Like college would start and she’d just be an afterthought?

“Well, you know it’s gonna be a lot of responsibility, even more than you have now,” her mother told her coldly. “You won’t have an entire family to freeload off of.”

“I don’t--”

“It’ll all be on the two of you. I suspect you know that. But I’m guessing he doesn’t.”

She shifted uncomfortably. As mean as her mom was being . . . she wasn’t completely wrong. Michael tended to overlook all the logistics of their situation, because he was so wrapped up in the idea of it just being the three of them, him and her and Dylan. He didn’t know how hard it would be. Because if he was going to school and playing football, he wouldn’t have time to work a job, which probably meant that she would once again have to work two.

She could do it, though. She would. For him. For them.

“Thanks for the words of encouragement, Mom,” Maria mumbled sarcastically. She hadn’t been expecting much more than this. But maybe a little bit more would have been nice.

“I’m sorry, I’m not trying to hurt your feelings,” her mother insisted. “I know you love this boy, Maria, but to be honest, I’ll be shocked if you two make it through the summer.”

This . . . this coming from the woman who had never, not once in thirty-eight years, managed to have a relationship that lasted for more than a year? She thought she had the right or the experience or the foresight to say such a thing?

Maria glared at her and shook her head, feeling quite angry herself now, and turned and left the stupid tourist trap that paid her mom’s bills. The same tourist trap her mom had never allowed her to work at because employing her would have made things too ‘easy’ on her. As if they hadn’t been hard enough.

She didn’t need her mom’s approval, though, nor did she need anything even remotely resembling love. Which was a good thing, because even when they managed to be civil, she rarely ever got it.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Maria flipped open the Crashdown menu, not even sure why she was doing so. She already knew every food item they served there. “Seriously,” she groaned, “out of all the places to eat, we had to come here?”

“It’s not like there’s a whole lot of selection,” Michael pointed out.

“I guess.” Roswell, despite being a tourist trap, was still a pretty small town at its core. There weren’t many options to choose from. “But still . . .”

“What? You don’t like Crashdown food?” He handed her one of the meteorite mozzarella sticks he had ordered as an appetizer, and she reluctantly bit into it.

“Not so much, since I get to see how it’s made,” she replied.

“Well . . .” He shoved a whole cheese stick into his mouth at once, devouring it almost instantly. “It’s still my favorite place to eat, even when my favorite waitress is off-duty.”

God, when he said stuff like that . . . how could she not smile? He could be unexpectedly sweet sometimes. “Let’s just hope Mr. Parker doesn’t see me here and ask me to work,” she said.

“Mr. Parker,” he echoed. “Liz’s dad? The owner?”

“Yeah. He hasn’t hired a new manager since he fired the old one, so he’s kept on running things around here. Makes it a lot less unpleasant to come in and work when you don’t have to work for an asshole.”

“Yeah, he’s a pretty nice guy, from what I recall,” Michael agreed. “I only met him a few times. He was all worried that I was seducing Liz.”

“Which you were.”

“Yeah, but . . . well, he was just bein’ a good dad, I guess.” He popped another mozzarella stick into his mouth, and it was gone nearly as fast as the first one. Then he noted suddenly, “You seem tense.”

Did she? She hadn’t meant to. It was just that her little visit with her mom had upset her, as they intended to do. “I’m fine,” she assured him.

“I think you need to unwind, let loose and have some fun,” he suggested. “Like we’re gonna do this weekend at the prom.”

She stared at him suspiciously, hearing the not so subtle traces of excitement in his tone. “You can’t wait, can you?”

He shrugged, admitting, “I’m kinda pumped.”

She couldn’t help but laugh a little. Prom and Michael Guerin . . . they seemed like such opposite things.

“Listen, the truth is, even though I seem all tough and macho on the outside . . .”

“You don’t seem tough and macho,” she interrupted jokingly.

“I’m actually a fan of school dances. Sometimes. When I have a reason to be there.”

“And what’s your reason?” she prodded.

“Well, to show you off, of course.” He grinned, nudging his feet against hers underneath the table.

“Really?” Again, sweetness. He wasn’t always as crude as people thought he was.

“Yeah. And you get to wear your new dress.”

It wasn’t much of a dress really. Purple wasn’t her color, and the fabric was irritating. But she’d purposefully gotten the cheapest one she could find, because she didn’t want him wasting too much money on her, especially since his family wasn’t exactly swimming in money at all.

“It’s not a bad time, really,” he said. “I didn’t go last year, but I went with this smokin’ hot girl when I was a sophomore.”

She gave him a look.

“Not hotter than you, though,” he amended. “Anyway, the DJ was good, and I think they got the same one, so we might actually hear some good tunes.”

“Hmm.” As a music aficionado, she didn’t hate the idea of that. Hopefully it wouldn’t be all mainstream radio crap.

“And all the guys from West say they always have good food at their proms. I love food.”

“I know you do.” The cheese sticks were already gone at this point.

“And it’s kinda alright to get to hang out with all your friends.”

For some reason, that resonated with her. Because it just hit her . . . she had no friends there, nobody who knew her, nobody who cared. Just him. “Well, speak for yourself,” she told him, feeling slightly embarrassed to admit, “You are my only friend.”

He just stared at her, not really frowning, but not smiling, either. It was like he hadn’t thought of that before, like he didn’t know whether to feel proud of that fact or to feel sorry for her because of it.

Did this harsh reality make her pathetic? Over-reliant? She wasn’t sure. But she was sure that he would make new friends in college, too. People who attended the same classes, guys on the football team. Michael, although he could get on people’s nerves, was utterly likable once you got to know him. He would have no problem becoming as well-known there as he was here. And he would have to carry her along for that, too.








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Rod:
You know if you know your mom's going to pitch a bitch over the tattoo why show it too her?
Maria was just trying to be upfront and honest about it, but really, she should have known that would backfire.
Lord has Isabel lost all her moral marbles? !
Oh yes, it's getting pretty bad.

Sara:
OMG gross. Mr Winston is disgusting. Kyle's dad, is a pig. And Maria's mom, while saying some truthful things, is a bitch.
The adults in this story leave a little to be desired, don't they?
Kyle and Tess are once again my favorite couple
I have a soft spot for them, too. :)

Carolyn: Well, here you go, here's the prommy part.

Eva:
Back to reality with Maria & Michael!
Well, Maria's back to reality (which isn't always so pleasant). Michael doesn't worry about reality nearly as much.
Isabel on the other hand, was the complete opposite: sex with her neighbour? The gross James who practically forced Maria to do things she didn't want to do? I get the shivers even thinking about it. How low can you actually go? Everytime I think she reached the buttom, she goes a little bit deeper!!
Oh, and she could go deeper still before it's all said and done. Or she could start to crawl back out of this hole she's dug for herself. It's really up to her.


Thank you for the feedback! I appreciate it.

Once again, I'm suggesting music today, a song appropriately titled "Existentialism on Prom Night" by Straylight Run. You can listen to it here or click on :) when you see it if you'd like. Enjoy!


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Part 58








All week, it was like there was a buzz in the air around Roswell. Prom this. Prom that. It was all anyone could talk about when they came into the Crashdown. Whether they were students who were attending or parents who were tearing up at the idea of their children attending, it dominated any and all conversation. Even grown men talked about it like it was the social event of the year, like their daughters were going to marry the men they attended with. It was ridiculous, but the enthusiasm was sort of contagious, too. By the time the big night rolled around on Saturday, Maria was looking forward to it just like her boyfriend was.

“Michael!” she squealed as he carried her downstairs that evening. He’d swooped her up back in the bedroom and seemed to have no intention of putting her down. “Why won’t you let me walk?” She had to admit, though, she loved it when he carried her.

“Because, what if you trip and fall? Then you’ll ruin your dress.”

“Well, then I’d be dress-less.”

He carefully stepped down off the last stair, his eyes gleaming. “You’d have to go naked. I like that.”

She swatted his shoulder playfully. “With dozens of other guys around? I don’t think so.”

“Oh, you’re right. Scratch that.” He set her down on her own two feet again, and she had to pull up on the front of her dress. It was strapless, which definitely wasn’t her first choice, because she wasn’t the bustiest girl of all time. But Michael loved the fact that she wasn’t wearing a bra, so . . . it would work out in the end.

“Wait, you two!” Krista hollered, scampering down from her bedroom with a puny digital camera in her hand. “I have to take pictures.”

“Mom, we already took selfies, and we looked like royalty,” Michael assured her. “Well, I am royalty because I’m the Snowball king.”

“And Maria’s wearing purple. That’s a royal color,” Krista noted. “Tina! Come down here and get a look at your brother! He’s actually in a suit.”

“Ugh,” Michael groaned, rolling his eyes.

“Have you never worn a suit before?” Maria asked, wrapping her hands around his arm.

“No, I wore jeans to both the dances this year, remember?”

She let her eyes roam over him appreciatively. Dressed in black, he looked damn good. He’d even worn a purple tie to match with her. And he’d gotten her a corsage. It was like he’d read a manual about being the perfect prom date. He so obviously wanted to make this a great night for her.

Tina came trotting downstairs, her eyes widening in awe when she saw them. “Oh my god, why can’t we have a fifth grade prom?” she whined. “I wanna go.”

“Just wait a few more years,” Michael told her, slipping his arm around Maria’s waist. “Alright, Mom, take these pictures.”

Krista started snapping away, one right after another, while Tina sat down on the stairs and sighed wistfully. “It seems so romantic.”

Maria had to admit . . . it was. And the fact that she was experiencing some genuine romance and literally being swept off her feet was unbelievable. Because she’d gotten pregnant. And had a kid. And raised him alone, without his father. Things like this weren’t supposed to happen to girls like her. It was like an unwritten rule, but somehow, she was the lucky exception.

She leaned her head against her boyfriend’s shoulder, smiling for the camera. On nights like tonight, it was so tempting to just give in and let herself feel like a normal teenaged girl.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Tess was so frazzled that night, she could barely even pick up her hair extensions to attempt putting them in. Nothing was going right. First, one of her little brothers had spilled something on her dress—it wasn’t super noticeable or anything, but it still infuriated her, even though she’d been able to scrub it and get it to come out. Then Kyle had shown up with the wrong color corsage. She’d asked for white, but what he’d gotten was more of a yellow. He said he was color-blind and couldn’t tell the difference, and that really left her with no choice but to forgive him. And now there was the hair extension problem. She’d never worn them before, so she wasn’t sure how they were supposed to go in.

“Dammit!” she yelped, slamming her hands down on her bathroom counter with such force that she sent all her makeup flying everywhere.

“You okay?” Kyle asked, peeking his head inside.

“No!” she cried. “I can’t get these hair extensions to work.”

“Why do you need hair extensions? You look fine.”

“But I wanted to wear ‘em.” She liked her hair well enough, sure, but it got to a certain point—just below her shoulders—where it just seemed to stop growing anymore, and she wanted to add a few inches onto it tonight.

“Well, how long do you think it’s gonna take?” he asked. “ ‘cause . . . they’re here.”

“Who?” she asked. “They who?’

“Michael,” he replied. “And Maria.”

Maria?” she echoed in disbelief. “You invited them?”

“I told ‘em we’d show up together. Come on, Michael and I are seniors. It’s like a bromance thing.”

“I hate your bromance,” she growled, although to be honest, she didn’t. “God, showing up at prom with Maria DeLuca in tow? How am I gonna explain that to Isabel?”

“Isabel’s not here,” he pointed out.

She grunted angrily. “No, but she was supposed to be. She said she’d come by and do my extensions. But of course she bailed. That’s what she does nowadays. She bails on me, she bails on cheerleading tryouts . . .”

“Alright, I’m just gonna let you finish,” Kyle decided, ducking out of the bathroom as she slipped into rant mode.

She kept on mumbling to herself, still trying to snap her extensions into place when the doorbell rang. She heard Kyle bring Michael and Maria upstairs and start talking to him not far outside the bathroom door. “Yeah, she’s freakin’ out about her hair,” he was saying.

“Oh, come on,” Michael groaned impatiently. “Tess!”

“Just give me a minute!” she yelled back. She had designed her prom look to be a work of art, and you couldn’t rush art if you wanted it to turn out right.

A few seconds later, there was a light knock on the door, and then Maria slipped inside. “Need some help?” she asked.

“Not from you,” Tess huffed, surveying the girl’s purple dress. Simple. Probably inexpensive. But it looked nice enough.

“Because I’m pretty good with extensions,” Maria went on. “I cut my hair really short in the eighth grade, and I hated it, so I wore extensions all the time.”

“All the time?” Tess echoed, giving in. “You know what? At this point, go for it.” She handed Maria one of the extensions, letting some of the instinctive hostility recede as the other girl stood behind her and lifted up a section of her hair.

“Wow,” Maria said as she started separating Tess’s hair. “This is a really good color match.”

“My cousin’s a hair stylist,” Tess explained. “She died them to be my exact shade.”

“Well, it’s gonna look really good,” Maria promised as placed the first clip-in extension in.

“Thanks.” It felt odd saying that word to Maria DeLuca, to a girl Tess had vowed to hate until the end of time on Isabel’s behalf. She had smeared this girl’s name at every given opportunity, trash-talked her to anyone who would listen. And now here she was, having her hair styled by her. The world had spun off its axis or something, because this was not normal.

“Did you pick a white dress on purpose?” Maria asked. “You know, to get Kyle thinking about marriage and all.”

Oh god, am I that obvious? Tess fretted. “No,” she lied, but she figured it was the kind of lie anyone could see right through, so she then mumbled, “Maybe,” in admittance. And then, only because Maria was there and Isabel wasn’t, she actually let herself dive into a girly conversation. “Do you think it’ll work?”

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Isabel was fairly certain that prom was going to be horrible for many students of West Roswell High. Mistaken hookups, drunken catfights . . . these were all the norm at these shoddily-constructed school functions. She knew without a doubt, though, that her prom would be the worst of all. This marked the one-year anniversary of walking in on Michael and Liz together. What progress had she made since then? She was still alone, attending a pinnacle high school dance all by herself. What a great memory.

She only showed up because she was nominated for queen and stood a decent chance of winning. She didn’t go out and buy a special dress. She just wore a long, gold strapless one that had been hanging in her closet for years, never touched until tonight. She curled her hair, splashed on some makeup, and showed up way too early for her own good. Though she had plenty of friends, most of them weren’t people she cared to stand around and talk to. They were boring, and their conversations were shallow and vapid. Roxie was the worst of all. And somehow, she was the one who Isabel was stuck talking to.

“And so I was like, ‘Ryan, I’m not gonna have sex with you again. Screw you,’” she babbled mindlessly, never noticing—or perhaps just never caring—that her boobs were falling out of her dress. “And he’s all, ‘Fine, screw me.’ And then we screwed. But then after we were done, I was like, ‘No, Ryan, I didn’t mean screw like that. I meant it like fuck. Fuck you.’ Wait . . .” She wrinkled her forehead in utter confusion. “That’s what I did. What did I mean when I said screw you again?”

Normally, Isabel was able to have a high tolerance for this girl. They’d spent four years together on the cheerleading squad, so it was kind of required. But they weren’t cheerleaders anymore, so why bother pretending to get along? “God, you are such a brainless bimbo,” she blurted.

“What?” Roxie shrieked. “What do you mean?”

“You do know what a bimbo is, don’t you?” Or was that very simple word too advanced for Roxie’s limited vocabulary.

“Duh, I know. I am one.”

“See?” Isabel rolled her eyes in annoyance.

“God, Isabel,” Roxie snapped. “What’s wrong with you? You’ve always been prettier than everyone else and smarter than everyone else, but you’ve never been like this.”

“Like what?” Isabel challenged. “Honest?”

“No.” Surprisingly enough, the girl without a brain must have had a heart, because she looked a little hurt. “Mean.” She pulled her dress up and stomped away, stopping on her way past Ryan so he could slap her ass.

I don’t care if I’m mean to you, Isabel thought coldly as Ryan sauntered towards her. People hurt your feelings. That’s just what happens.

“So what was Roxie doing?” Ryan asked. “Trashing my name?”

“Oh, it’s already trashed,” Isabel assured him. Ryan may have been one of the most popular boys in school before the merger, but nowadays, he was sort of the laughing stock.

“Well, would you look at that?” he said, pointing over her shoulder.

She turned around, her eyes landing on a very peculiar group of four as they entered. Kyle and Tess led the way, arm in arm, but behind them . . . were Michael and Maria. Like they were showing up together or something. All of them, a little group of friends and lovers.

Ryan peered over her shoulder, noting, “Bet that makes you feel left out.”

She felt like elbowing him in the ribs or something, but he slipped away before she got the chance. After fluffing her hair a little bit, she gathered what was left of her shattered confidence and tried to act all unaffected as she strode towards them. “Hi, guys,” she said, plastering on a fake smile.

“Isabel.” Tess looked like a little kid who had just been caught stealing a candy bar in the checkout line. She had to know showing up with the ex-boyfriend’s new girlfriend was the ultimate betrayal.

“Hey, Isabel,” Kyle greeted calmly, but there wasn’t a whole lot of genuine friendliness in his tone. Isabel was staring to suspect that the only reason he’d ever spent any time with her or gotten to know her at all was because of his girlfriend. “You look nice.”

“Yeah,” Michael agreed. “Like a trophy or something.”

“Hmm.” She smoothed her hands over the gold satin covering her body, then glared at him and Maria. “But apparently just a second-place one.”

Michael stared right back at her, not wavering, but Maria looked away.

“Well, you guys enjoy your night,” she told them. “Kyle . . . an early congrats on prom king, because . . . let’s be real, we all know it’s gonna happen.”

“Uh . . . thanks,” he said unsurely.

“Excuse me.” She spun around and walked off, nitpicking Maria’s fashion sense in her head. Why on earth had she gone with purple? It did nothing for her complexion.

It probably didn’t matter. Michael would have it off of her by the end of the night anyway.

“Isabel!” Tess called, scampering after her. Her dress was so long, she had to hold it up so she didn’t trip.

“Nice dress,” Isabel told her. “Did you get it at David’s Bridal or something?”

Tess rolled her eyes and deliberately didn’t answer the question. “Okay, I know you’re probably mad at me for showing up here with her, but before you start calling me a traitor, let me point out that you were nowhere to be found. You said you’d come by and do my hair and you didn’t show.”

“Oh, I’m sorry, Tess,” Isabel apologized sarcastically. “I’m sorry that, on prom night of all nights, I couldn’t be bothered to help you have the perfect evening.”

“Prom night,” Tess echoed. “Last year, prom night. Is that what this is about? Catching Michael and Liz together? Or is this just the latest chapter in the Isabel-Evans-is-now-a-bitch saga?”

“I just forgot. That’s all,” Isabel informed her. “People forget things sometimes, Tess. Even you. I think you’ve forgotten whose best friend you’re supposed to be.”

Tess grunted. “Whatever, Isabel. Honestly, right now, I’d rather hang out with her than you.” And with that last parting insult, she whirled around and headed back in the direction of her boyfriend. Because someone like Tess couldn’t stand to be apart from her boyfriend. So shouldn’t she have better been able to understand why losing Michael was so hard?

This definitely wasn’t going to be a great night. She’d be in the spotlight soon enough, once they got around to announcing prom queen, but until then, maybe it would be best to just blend into the shadows for a while.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

In Roswell, even prom had to be space-themed. “Celestial Romance,” Michael remarked, holding Maria’s hand as they wove through the crowd. “Pretty lame, huh?”

“A little,” she agreed.

“But hey, it’s better than the theme we had two years ago: The Crash Site of Love.”

“Oh god.” She cringed. “That’s really bad.”

“I know, right?” He stopped at the food table and popped a cheese cube into his mouth. A staple of every successful of semi-successful high school dance. Cheese. “So is this technically your first school dance then?”

“Well, I went to a few dances in junior high, but those don’t really count.”

“Yeah,” he agreed, holding out a cheddar cheese cube. She shook her head to decline, so he ate it instead.

“Do you actually dance at these things?” she asked as she poured herself of glass of punch.

“You mean, like, slow-dancing?” he asked. “Or grinding? Because I’m a big fan of the grinding.”

“Yeah, I bet you are.” She took one sip of her punch, then grimaced and nearly spit it back out.

“What?” he asked.

She managed to swallow it down, then shook her head in disgust. “Somebody majorly spiked that.”

“What? That’s my job.” He had a flask out in the car and everything. Oh, well. Hopefully some freshman had stepped up to the plate and done it. Someone had to carry on the tradition once he was gone.

She coughed, still trying to recover from the taste of it. “That’s too strong.”

“Let me try.” He took her glass from her and took a bigger drink than she had. Yeah, she was right, it was strong, but he had a way higher threshold for it than she did, because he felt confident he could drink the whole glass.

“See?”

“Yeah, it’s intense,” he agreed. “But then again . . .”

“You’re intense,” she finished knowingly, “so you can handle it.”

“Hell, yeah, I’m intense,” he proclaimed, taking another drink. “Intense in bed, intense on the football field. Even . . .” He set the glass down and held out his hand. “Intense on the dance floor.”

Smiling, she lay her hand in his, letting him pull her out into the middle of the crowd.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

“Oh . . .” Ryan was merely a string of grunts, groans, and moans as he leaned back against a row of lockers, shrouded in darkness. Sitting on her knees in front of him, Isabel tried not to think too much about the fact that his cock was sliding in and out of her mouth. She kept one hand firmly gripped around the base so she could control the pace and the force. He seemed to be enjoying everything she was doing.

“Oh, god . . .”

God really had nothing to do with it.

She didn’t exactly know how it had happened that she’d ended up here. Sure, she’d had a few drinks of the spiked punch, but she wasn’t inebriated or anything. She was just . . . confused. And when you got confused in dark, shadowy areas a few hallways down from where the dance was actually taking place, guys like Ryan tended to find you there, and they tended to be pretty blunt when they asked you to suck their dick.

She knew she was getting good at it. Lately, she’d had a lot of practice. Ryan wasn’t as big as Mr. Winston was, and he definitely wasn’t as big as Michael, but at least there was something to work with.

“Fuck,” he swore, pushing her hand away suddenly. He held her head still with both of his hands and started thrusting hard into her mouth. She just sat there and took it, sort of disgusted by the fact that he was literally fucking her face, pushing it in so far that could actually feel his balls against her chin.

The quickened pace led them to a quick end, and he came right there in her mouth. She made a face, feeling like she had no choice but to let him cum there. Couldn’t very well tell him to squirt it all over her prom dress, could she?

But then it was over, and he pulled out of her mouth and continued to moan, closing his eyes and stroking himself a few extra times. She took advantage of his distractedness to get up and spit into a nearby trashcan. She couldn’t get it all out of her mouth, but at least it was a little easier to swallow what was left now.

“That was fuckin’ amazing,” he told her as he pulled his pants up and re-zipped them.

Of course it was. She was Isabel Evans. Everything she did was supposed to be amazing. People expected it.

She wiped off her mouth with the back of her hand, knowing she was going to need a lot more punch to get rid of this awful taste.

“Not that I’m complainin’,” he said, “but what made you change your mind about me?”

“Oh, I haven’t changed my mind,” she told him.

“So you still think I’m a loser?”

“Yeah.”

He grinned, actually seeming to take pride in that. “Well, now I’m a loser you sucked off.” He gave her an ironically tender kiss on the cheek as he brushed past her, headed back in the direction of the dance.

Suddenly, she started to freak out. Small school. Reputation was everything. People had finally stopped talking about how she’d gone off with those guys from the other school at the basketball game. She really didn’t need them talking about this, too. Because they would talk. Their own lives were so meaningless to them that they had nothing better to do than gossip and speculate about hers.

“Ryan,” she called.

He stopped slowly, turning back around.

“Don’t tell anyone about this, okay?”

He just stared at her incredulously for a moment, then chuckled and said, “The hottest girl in school just went down on me, and you want me to keep that to myself?” He shook his head. “Not a chance, baby. Bragging rights.”

So that was it? Her name was going to be lumped in with Roxie’s when these complete idiots started talking about who they had fucked or thought they stood a chance of fucking? No way. Doing what she’d just done with Ryan was one thing; having everyone else know about it was quite another. “If you want it to happen again,” she said, thinking quickly on her feet, “you won’t say anything.”

And just like that, she knew she had Ryan hooked. His boastfulness faded, and logic kicked in. He must have realized that getting head from her again was well worth the tradeoff of not saying anything. “Alright, fine,” he agreed. When he turned to walk off again, she let him this time.

She breathed a sigh of relief. There. Isabel Evans, Princeton-bound class president and future valedictorian, was still very much intact.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

( :) )

Seeing Michael totally humiliate himself with his inability to dance to fast songs was enjoyable in and of itself, but getting to slow dance with him was even better. The romance of prom was wearing off on Maria, and it really was starting to feel celestial. She looped her arms around his neck, and he placed his gently yet insistently on the small of her back, pulling her body close so she could feel the warmth from him as they swayed in time with the music. Whatever skills he lacked with fast-paced dancing, he managed to make up for them here. Even the simplest touch was electric.

“Good song choice,” she told him, liking the music they were dancing to.

“Well, I thought about requesting ‘Unchained Melody,’ but then I thought . . . No, that’ll make Maria wanna do me . . . right in front of everyone. And I can’t have that.”

Had it been lighter in there, he would have noticed her blushing. But it was true, though. Her favorite song would now forever make her think of making love to Michael, make her remember the first time they’d really made love.

“This is good, too,” she assured him. “It’s perfect.”

He smiled, leaning in to press a soft kiss to her forehead. He was being a total softy with her tonight and didn’t seem to care if anyone made fun of him for it on Monday. She was starting to understand that he had really only been excited to come to this tonight for her, to give her the high school experience she’d never had before. Didn’t he know he’d already given her so much?

“Do you think it’ll always be like this?” she asked him suddenly, her voice barely a whisper.

“Like what?” he asked.

“Like perfect.”

He grinned confidently. “Oh, yeah.”

“Yeah?” Wasn’t that a little . . . unrealistic? “You sound so sure.”

“Well, I am sure.” He rubbed his hands over her back, causing her to shudder.

“So next year at this time . . . we’ll still be as happy as we are right now?” Their lives were going to be totally different. Or . . . his was, at least.

“We’ll be even happier,” he promised. “Don’t you think?”

“Yeah, I think. I hope.” She smiled up at him. “It’s just . . . lately I’ve been feeling so young and carefree and . . . I don’t know if I’m allowed to feel that way.”

He laughed lightly. “Allowed?”

“Yeah. You know? My life is . . . different than other people’s lives.”

“So, because you had a kid at a young age, you’re not allowed to feel carefree?” He made a face.

“Maybe not,” she speculated. “I don’t know if I’ve ever really been completely carefree, though, ever since I found out I was pregnant.”

“Not even when you’re with me?”

She knew what he meant by that. Not just with as in hanging out or slow dancing. With, meaning sexually. “Not even then.” She didn’t want to bruise his ego, but she wanted to be honest.

“Hmm.” He nodded a bit, considering that. “Well, lucky for you, I can be carefree enough for the both of us.”

She laughed appreciatively, but in a way, that got her wondering . . . If he could be carefree enough for the both of them, did that mean she had to be responsible enough for the both of them? Despite being a teen mom, responsibility didn’t come naturally to her. It was something she had to work at day in and day out. In fact, being irresponsible was what had changed her life in the first place.

“I just want it to always be like this,” she said. “No matter where we go, what we do . . . I want us to always be happy like this.”

Once again, he sounded absolutely certain when he said, “We will be.”

In her mind, she knew that not every day, not every moment, we would be as perfect as this one. Stress was coming, one way or another, in the form of money, moving, busy schedules. But in her heart . . . his arms felt so right wrapped around her that she couldn’t find it in herself to worry too much about it. So she rested her cheek against his chest and held onto him tight as he continued to lead their dance.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Seeing Michael and Maria do the whole romantic slow dance thing made Isabel feel like she was going to be sick. He had never danced like that with her, never allowed himself to look so devoted and compassionate. The Michael Guerin whom she had dated had always acted like a boy. This Michael . . . he was a man. And he was Maria’s. And that wasn’t fair.

What had she done to deserve him, and the best version of him at that? She’d shown up on the scene out of nowhere at the start of the school year, and back then she’d just been . . . the waitress. And now, it was obvious by the way he was touching the ends of her hair as he held her, that she was much more.

So they got that and she got blowjobs with Ryan Adderman? It hardly seemed like a fair trade.

Thankfully, the song ended shortly after she got out there, and Ms. Topolsky walked up to the microphone, tapping it a few times to get everyone’s attention.

Here we go, Isabel thought. In a totally pathetic way, she was really hoping that something crazy would happen and Michael would be elected king instead of Kyle, because then they could dance in front of everyone. In front of Maria.

“Well, everyone, it’s that time of the night,” Ms. Topolsky started in. “Principal Forrester couldn’t be here tonight, so I get to do the honors of crowning this year’s prom king and queen.”

“Go, Kyle!” some random guy shouted. Footballer, most likely. Or . . . gay, pimply freshman.

Isabel glanced over at Michael and Maria again. They were still out on the dance floor, just standing now. He had his arm around her, and she had her head on his shoulder.

“Before I make the announcement, I’d like to congratulate this year’s senior class on making the first year of the school merger a tremendous success. I have no doubt that you have set a wonderful example for many generations of students to come.”

Isabel grunted at the ridiculousness of that statement. Was there like a script Ms. Topolsky was required to read? Were these the principal’s words and not hers? Because she was the guidance counselor, so she had to be very in touch and in-the-know about what was going on around there. Almost every single member of the senior class had gone out and partied at some point or another. Drinking had become a rather sociably acceptable thing in their town, as proven by the fact that no one had switched out that spiked punch yet. Drug use was increasing, and most of them had had sex with at least one partner. Even someone who was truly a good example, like Kyle . . . he’d been banging Tess for years now.

It was all a persona, a mask their class wore. Just like the one she found herself wearing.

“Without further ado . . .” Topolsky opened an envelope and announced, “Your runner-up for prom king is Michael Guerin.”

Raucous applause. Of course, because Michael was still so damn popular. There had been a few girls who had pretended to hate him after finding out he’d cheated on Isabel, but within a week’s time, they’d all gone back to being enamored with him.

With a quick kiss for Maria, Michael headed up to the stage, where the prom attendants proceeded to put a large, fuzzy crown on his head and a sash that said Prom Prince across his chest.

Ms. Topolsky continued on, “And your runner-up for prom queen is . . . Isabel Evans.”

More applause, but it wasn’t as loud as Michael’s had been. As the spotlight searched the room for her, Isabel couldn’t help but feel . . . surprised. In a very petty, vain way, she had always expected to be crowned prom queen her senior year. But somewhere along the line this year, some people’s opinions about her must have changed. Because here she was. Senior prom. Runner-up.

Always the bridesmaid, never the bride, she thought as she reluctantly joined Michael up on stage. In more ways than one. There was a silver lining, though. Maybe now they could have a prince and princess dance in front of everyone.

A lot of people snapped pictures after the attendants placed her tiara on top of her head and her sash around her chest. They would be a trending Twitter topic for sure by the end of the night. #awkwardmuch or #reunited

Ms. Topolsky proceeded to do what everyone saw coming and crown Kyle as the prom king. There really was no other alternative—he was just about the most popular guy who had ever lived, after all. He did his best to act modest, though, and then did his best not to appear disheartened when freakin’ Roxie of all people was crowned queen.

“What?” she squealed as she stumbled to the stage. “OMG! I didn’t even know I was nominated!”

You idiot, Isabel thought. They’d announced it over the intercom during first period on Monday. Losing out on prom queen wasn’t really so bad, but losing to this girl was going to sting a bit.

Once all four of them were up there and the applause died down, they had to pose for pictures. It was all very uncomfortable, not only being that close to Michael, but having to stand up straight and smile into a void of nothingness. Isabel couldn’t really see anything as she was standing up there. It was mostly just a lot of bright lights. Light from the spotlight, the strobe lights that kept malfunctioning, and people’s phones as they held them up to take more pictures than they would ever need.

She and Roxie stood on the inside, angled towards each other, and Kyle had to stand behind Roxie, similarly angled. That left Michael standing behind Isabel, but not too close.

I still love you, she wanted to say. In fact, at this point, she loved him even more, because she was finally getting a glimpse of that good guy she’d always suspected was lurking beneath the surface. The guy who showed up to prom in a full-blown suit instead of the jeans he’d worn to homecoming. The guy who didn’t complain about having to slow dance but instead probably initiated it. The guy who accepted this crown without giving some stupid, immature speech. Knowing that this guy existed but had never existed for her . . . that made her feel like she hated him.

“So I heard something interesting the other day,” she said to him through clenched teeth, making sure to keep that big old fake smile in its proper place.

“Define interesting,” he shot back.

“It seems your little girlfriend once gave a blowjob to one of my neighbors. James Winston. You know him?”

Michael seemed to tense momentarily. “You don’t know what the hell you’re talkin’ about,” he then growled.

“Oh, I think I do.” She had to squint as the flash of the professional photographer in attendance went off. “You see, he told me. And you know what else he told me? She did it for money. So if you think about it, that kind of makes her a prostitute.”

Before he could respond, Ms. Topolsky approached the microphone again and declared, “At this point, we invite the royal couples to take their dances.”

While Kyle reluctantly walked Roxie out on the dance floor to do the gentlemanly thing and get it done and over with, Michael leaned over to Isabel and ground out, “Don’t try to talk to me about stuff you don’t understand.” And then he headed down off the stage. There was no dance in her future. He was not willing to be her prince.

I understand, Michael, she thought. I understand perfectly. She was an academically gifted student, after all. There wasn’t much she didn’t understand. But it didn’t take a gifted student to piece it together that Maria, being the unwed young mother she was, had probably went down on Mr. Winston to help pay some bills, or something along those lines. Apparently that wasn’t enough to turn Michael off.

Isabel trotted down off the stage, feeling . . . powerless. No matter what she did or said, this night wasn’t turning around. It had been underwhelming to begin with and it was underwhelming now. And if she had to watch Michael and Maria dance again, it was only going to get worse.

She caught Ryan’s eye and motioned for him to come join her back in their dark hallway. He was a good boy, stayed far enough behind her so that no one would expect they were slipping off, but when they were alone, he wasted no time starting to take off his pants. “Again already?”

She held her hand over his, stopping him. “Not so fast,” she told him before making her proposition. “How would you feel about causing a little chaos?”

Even in the dark hallway, she could see that eager gleam of mischief in his eyes.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

The call of nature was the only thing that could have lured Michael away from Maria. He felt like a chick, going to the bathroom with Kyle, but he wanted the inside scoop about whether or not Tess was going to be pissed that he’d danced with Roxie.

“No, she’s fine with it,” Kyle informed him. “She told me I should go ahead and dance with whoever got queen. Of course, we thought it was gonna be Isabel, but . . .”

“Yeah, what’s up with that? Everyone was sayin’ she was gonna win.”

“I don’t know,” Kyle said as he washed his hands. “Maybe someone stuffed the ballot box. Or maybe every person Roxie’s had sex with voted twice or somethin’.”

“Huh.” Michael shrugged. “I had sex with her.”

“You’ve had sex with half the girls in the senior class.”

“Well . . . only the hotter half.”

“And now look at you,” Kyle teased. “Been in the company of one girl the entire night.”

“Well, she’s a special girl.” And he didn’t want to waste another minute by not being with her, so he left the bathroom and headed back out to the dance, Kyle trailing behind him.

“So we’ve had a good showing at these dances, haven’t we?” Kyle remarked. “Royalty-wise.”

“East High, represent.” Michael gave his friend a congratulatory fist-bump.

“Man, I wish juniors could be elected queen, though,” Kyle said wistfully. “I would’ve loved to be able to give Tess her epic prom dance.”

Michael’s attention was diverted suddenly when he got back out to the main room, where the dance was still fully underway. He spotted Maria over by the food table again, with Ryan and a bunch of his flunkies hanging around her. They looked like they were saying something to her, like they were getting on her nerves.

“What’s goin’ on?” Kyle asked, catching sight of the same scene.

He had no idea, but he wasn’t about to wait around and find out. Stomping through the crowd, he could hear what Ryan was saying when he got closer. The guy sure as hell wasn’t being discreet about it.

“So what is the going rate for a genuine Maria DeLuca blowjob? Five bucks? Ten bucks?”

Oh, no, Michael thought. Isabel. She’d told someone what she knew.

“Come on, baby, worship at my altar,” Ryan urged, gesturing to his groin with both hands.

“Leave me alone,” Maria was saying.

Michael pushed past the large clumps of dancers in his way and made it to her. “You heard her,” he growled protectively, standing in between the two of them.

“Ooh,” Ryan said, holding his hands up and mimicking fear. “Look who it is. Big bad Michael, comin’ to his girl’s rescue.”

“Stay the hell away from her,” Michael told him.

“Hey, I’m just followin’ up on a lead, man. Heard it through the grapevine that your girl here likes to swallow the bologna pony, if you know what I mean.”

“Michael, let’s just go,” Maria said quickly. “Okay?”

“No, we’re not goin’ anywhere.” He was sick of this guy saying shit like this about Maria. He’d been doing it for months now, but to do it here, at prom, on a night that was supposed to be one of her best nights . . . no way. He wasn’t putting up with that shit.

“Please?” she begged. “Come on, let’s just go. I’m not even feeling that well.”

Funny, she’d been feeling fine before Ryan had started harassing her.

“Listen, Maria, there’s nothin’ wrong with it,” Ryan assured her. “In fact, if you’d given a few more BJ’s back in the day, you might’ve never gotten pregnant.”

That was it. Michael swung his fist out and hit him, hit him so hard it made his whole hand hurt. Ryan stumbled backward, and none of his loser friends bothered to catch him as he fell. “What now, motherfucker!” Michael bellowed challengingly. “You think you can say that about her? You think I’m gonna let you say that?”

“Actually . . .” Ryan held his hand to his jaw, struggling to get up. “You’re the motherfucker, Guerin.” He motioned to Maria. “And honey, I mean that as a compliment, okay? You got a nice little body. I’d bang your ass anytime.”

“I’ll fuckin’ kill you!” Michael roared, lunging forward. But Kyle had his hands on him now and was holding him back. “You say that again, I’ll fuckin’ kill you!” he threatened.

“Come on, man,” Kyle said calmly. “Walk away. Just walk away.”

Michael struggled against him, knowing he should do what Kyle said. But every fiber of his being wanted to stay right there and beat fucking Ryan Adderman to a fucking bloody pulp. Because he could. Because Ryan was a loser, a nobody, and when all was said and done, he had nothing but a rapidly fading bravado to work with.

“Damn you!” he shouted, pointing an accusatory finger at the other boy. He’d ruined this night for Maria, for both of them. They couldn’t just go back to having a normal prom now.

“Let’s go home,” Maria told him, sounding tearful. “Okay?” She put her hands on his arm, managing to calm him with the one touch.

“Okay,” he reluctantly agreed, slipping his hands from Kyle’s grasp. He wrapped both arms around her, hugging her tightly to his side as they headed to the exit. But even as they left, he could hear Ryan—and now some of the other guys, too—shouting derogatory things at her. Blunt come-ons and lines that sounded like they belonged in a smut novel. And it took everything he had not to storm back there and smash their faces in.

I hope you’re happy, Isabel, he thought, letting himself feel the same hate for her that he was feeling for those guys, because he knew she had to be the one behind this.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Maria hunched over the toilet as more vomit rose up and spewed out. It was awful. It burned her throat, and it had been happening ever since they’d gotten home. She hadn’t even gotten to change out of her prom dress before she’d started feeling sick.

Beside her, Michael dutifully held her hair back, looking away, trying to hold his own stomach together. “Oh . . .” Even though he wasn’t complaining about being there with her, it was pretty obvious he was grossed out. “This is really gross.”

“I’m sorry,” she apologized, feeling like more was coming. But it receded this time, and she prayed it was gone for good. She felt like she’d vomited up all her insides, and now there was nothing left.

He swept back some of the strands that had fallen free of his grasp and asked, “What happened? Did you go back and get more punch while I wasn’t lookin’?”

“No, I just had the one sip,” she groaned, still feeling awful, even though it seemed that the nauseous feeling had passed.

“Hmm. Maybe it was something you ate then,” he speculated, releasing her hair as she sat back.

She flushed the toilet, slumping tiredly against the wall. “Maybe,” she agreed halfheartedly.

“Or maybe it’s Ryan,” he went on. “We could just blame everything on him tonight. Personally, I start feeling nauseous when I think about him, too.”

“Yeah,” she mumbled, but deep down, she knew it wasn’t because of him. He was disgusting, sure, but were the things that he said enough to literally make her throw up like this?

No, she didn’t have a weak stomach. Not unless . . .

Michael had voiced plenty of possible explanations, but not the one she was thinking of.

“Or maybe it’s something else,” she muttered, unable to say exactly what she was thinking.

But apparently she didn’t need to, because all Michael had to do was think about it for one second, and then his whole facial expression just dropped. And he looked terrified.

She sighed heavily, wishing now she hadn’t said anything at all.








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Part 59

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Carolyn:
Great part, I am happy that Maria has gotten a second chance and got to go to Prom.
Yeah. Unfortunately other people had to go and ruin it, though.
She and Michael make a nice couple..........when will Isabel get over it?
:( It doesn't seem like she'll be getting over it anytime soon, does it?
I am still curious as to why the father never took responsibility?
Like many other young fathers, he simply didn't want to take responsibility, because he didn't want to be a father at all.


Sara:
SHAME SPIRAL ALERT....
Yeah, no kidding!
I don't know how you do it April but every week you make it so Isabel sinks a little bit further towards rock bottom. SHe is a disaster. SHe is alienating her friends, her family and eventually she will have no one left.
Yeah, eventually she's going to end up all alone if she doesn't put a stop to all of this.
I hope this isn't about that old ass condom Mchael was carrying around!
You were always suspicious of that!


Thank you for reading!








Part 59








Sleep. Yeah, right. Like sleep was even an option. Michael didn’t even bother to close his eyes as he lay in bed that night. He knew it would be pointless. He wouldn’t be able to nod off, not even for an hour, not even for a few minutes. His mind was too busy being restless, thinking about all sorts of things he hadn’t thought about before. Despite the sheer number of girls he’d slept with over the years, he’d never had a scare like this before.

Was that all this was, a scare? Or was it the real deal? Maria hadn’t said anything else to him about it that night, and to be fair, he hadn’t exactly broached the subject. The whole thing created an unusual awkwardness between them that night, and instead of curling up with her in bed, he stayed on his side, not even reaching out to touch her. He lay flat on his back, and she lay curled up on her side, her back to him. He could tell she wasn’t sleeping, either, or at least wasn’t sleeping deeply, because she hadn’t kicked all the covers off. Usually he had to reach over her and grab all the blankets off the floor to cover her up again when she started to shiver. But tonight, she was barely moving. It was almost like she was trying too hard to be still.

When morning came, he felt exhausted, but nothing even close to relaxed. She got up first, and he closed his eyes and pretended to be asleep when she moved the covers aside and climbed out of bed. Once she left the room, he sat up, too, raking his hands through his hair, not sure how the hell he planned on getting her to open up about her concerns. God, how long had she had concerns? If it concerned her, it concerned him, too, and he had to know more.

He trundled into the bathroom, knowing he must look like a zombie or sleep-starved homeless man or something. Maria was standing in front of the sink, brushing her teeth. She glanced at him in the mirror as he walked in and said, “Hey.”

“Hey,” he returned, quietly closing the door. It was early, but Tina would be up and getting ready for school in no time, and his mom would be up soon, too. He didn’t want anyone to overhear this conversation.

Leaning against the sink counter, he worked up the courage to ask outright, “So are we gonna talk about it?”

She spit into the sink and rinsed her toothbrush off. “Talk about what?”

Oh, like she didn’t know. She’d probably been up all night just like he had, agonizing about it. He resisted the urge to let out a frustrated groan. “About what you said.”

Averting any and all eye contact with him, she asked, “What did I say?”

“Oh, come on, Maria, don’t play dumb. You know what I’m talkin’ about.”

That look of resignation on her face said it all, and she dropped the clueless act. “What is there to say?” she mumbled helplessly.

He stared at her in shock. “What is there—there’s a lot to say. Like for starters, what makes you think you might be pregnant?”

“Please don’t say that word, Michael,” she pleaded, finally looking him in the eye. “Please.”

Did it really matter? “Okay, fine, knocked up. Bun in the oven. Roast on slow-cook. You want me to keep going?” He pointed to his head. “ ‘cause I got an endless supply of euphemisms up here.”

She gave him a pained look. “This really isn’t helping.”

“Okay, I’m . . . I’m sorry,” he apologized. He just wasn’t good in a crisis. Not that this was a crisis. Not that he was panicking. He just . . . he really wasn’t sure how to react. “What do you need me to do? I’ll do it.”

“I just need you to let it go.”

“Let it--” Oh, of course, the one thing he couldn’t possibly do. “Maria, I . . . you can’t drop something like this on me and expect me to just let it go.”

“I just—I wish you would not freak out right now.”

“Hey, I’m not freaking out,” he insisted. “But however you’re feeling about it, that’s how I’m feeling, too, ‘cause we’re in the same boat here.”

“No, no, we’re not in the same boat,” she argued vehemently. “Not really. Max sure as hell wasn’t in the same boat when I had Dylan.”

“I’m not Max,” he pointed out, a bit offended that she would even compare him to that guy. He wasn’t going to dump her just because she might be having a kid.

“No, I know,” she said, her voice softer now. “I didn’t mean . . . I don’t even know why I said that. I’m sorry.”

“It’s okay.” He figured he could understand that. She had a history, and not exactly a pleasant one. It wasn’t abnormal for her to be afraid.

“No, it’s not.”

“It’s fine,” he reassured her. “But listen, I need to know: Why do you think you’re . . .” He trailed off upon receiving a warning glance from her again. She really did not want to hear that word. He searched his brain for another euphemism instead. “Storked?”

“Storked.” She just looked at him for a few seconds, then actually managed to crack a smile and laugh a little. “Don’t say that. That’s even worse.”

“Okay, why do you think you might be in a delicate condition?” he rephrased. “Is it just ‘cause you were throwin’ up, or . . .”

“No.”

“No? So . . .” He didn’t know much about the inner workings of the female body, but he knew enough to take an educated guess. “Are you late?”

She lowered her head, staring down at her feet, and nodded sheepishly.

He paused, taking a breath to steady himself. “Alright. How late?”

“Just a couple of days.”

At first, he felt a wave of relief wash over him. “Oh, just a couple days? That’s . . . that’s nothin’. That’s . . .” But then, he started to feel nervous again. “Wait, how many days is a couple? Like two? Three?” When she didn’t answer, he cringed. “Ten?”

“More like five,” she told him.

“Oh.” Well, at least that wasn’t . . . that wasn’t a big number. “Is that . . . is that weird to be five days late?”

“Well, it’s not normal, but I guess it’s not unheard of, either.”

“Okay, so . . . there you go. It could be nothing.” He was trying to sound all sure and confident, because she probably needed him to be sure and confident right now. “You know what I think? I think you’re not pregnant. We’re probably just freakin’ out about nothing.”

“Yeah, maybe,” she agreed. “You know, I’ll probably . . . I’ll get my period today or tomorrow or something, and then . . . then we will have big laugh out of this.”

“Definitely.” He stroked her cheek lovingly, hoping he was handling this right, being the good boyfriend she needed him to be. It wasn’t like he had a lot of experience in this arena. “So . . . so we’re just gonna wait it out or . . . what?”

“Yeah, we’ll wait a few more days and see if I get my period,” she decided. “Like within the next week or so.”

“A week,” he echoed, hating the thought of it. How was he supposed to function with the possibility of fatherhood lingering in his mind for the next full week? But if that was what she wanted . . . “Okay.” It wasn’t what he wanted, though. However it turned out, he just wanted to know, wanted some vague idea of what the future had in store for him. No matter what it was.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Sunday was painstaking. Every time Maria so much as said Michael’s name, he felt that feeling of anticipation, the one that led him to believe she was about to say something like, ‘Guess what? I got my period. I’m not pregnant.’ But she never did say that. She just said, ‘Do you wanna watch a movie?’ and ‘Are you hungry?’ and ‘Have you seen the black bra I like to wear?’ The answers to the first two questions were no, but the last one was a resounding yes. That bra had somehow found its way to his own underwear drawer, and it just looked so right there that he’d never made an effort to remove it.

He managed to sleep that night, only because he was so damn tired and couldn’t go two nights in a row without sleep. Beside him, Maria rolled around a little bit more, so apparently she was sleeping, too.

Monday morning rolled around, and still no Crimson Wave. Dammit.

Going to school that day sucked. He couldn’t even concentrate under normal circumstances, let alone now. But Maria had to go to work, and she dutifully dropped Dylan off at daycare, so it wasn’t like there was anything to do for him at home. He forced himself to attend, with the hopes that, by the end of the day, Maria would have some news.

He was just traipsing down the senior hallway with no real destination in mind when he spotted Isabel at her locker. Anger leftover from prom boiled up in him immediately, and he made a beeline towards her, slamming her locker shut just as she’d opened it.

She huffed, glaring at him accusatorily. “What?”

Even though he’d gotten some sleep, his brain was still too tired to come up with anything truly clever to say. “It’s just . . .” He wasn’t going to stand there like a babbling idiot, though, so he managed to construct something on the spot. “If I’d known you were gonna start acting like such a bitch after we broke up, I might’ve stayed with you a little longer.”

“You mean cheated on me,” Isabel corrected.

“Well, that, too.”

She grunted, rolling her eyes. “You know what, before you start lecturing me about being a bad person, you might wanna look in the mirror.”

“I know you told Ryan about Maria and James Winston. I know you told him to egg her on about it.”

She shrugged unapologetically. “So what if I did? Do you expect me to feel bad about it or apologize? It’s not gonna happen.”

“You had no right . . .” He was so mad, he could barely even get a sentence out. “You ruined that night for her.”

“It wasn’t even her prom, Michael. She doesn’t belong here.”

No, she did. Because he was there, and she belonged with him. But then again . . . if he really was going to be a dad, did he belong there, either?

His mind on other things again, he walked away from her, feeling like he hadn’t gotten through to her at all, frustrated that he hadn’t been able to make his point. He crossed the hallway to his own locker, fumbled around with the combination a few times, and finally just slammed his hand against it when he couldn’t get it to open. Many other people in the hall stopped what they were doing and gave him weird, curious looks. Kyle was among them, but unlike the rest of them, he actually approached Michael to see if he was okay. “What’s up, man?” he greeted. “Rough morning?”

Rough weekend, he wanted to say. But he’d promised Maria he wouldn’t say anything at all. “I’m fine,” he grumbled, yanking on his locker so hard that he managed to open it. What had he even come to it for? He’d lost his English books a long time ago, and there was no way he was lugging any of his textbooks to class.

Oh, if ever there were a time he wished he still had some liquor stashed in the back of his locker . . . today was that time.

“Are you sure?” Kyle continued to ask. “Is everything alright?”

He slammed his locker shut and reiterated, “Kyle, I said I’m fine.” And then he stormed off, ignoring the people who were still staring at him.

He found himself in Topolsky’s office a few minutes later, barging in while she was taking a phone call. She wordlessly motioned for him to sit down, and he did so gratefully. Those chairs weren’t particularly comfy, but compared to what it felt like out there . . . this was where he wanted to be.

She hung up the phone a minute later, smiling at him. “Michael. To what do I owe the pleasure of your company? Do you have more college questions?”

“No. Actually, I do, but . . .” Not right now. This wasn’t the time to be thinking about college, not when he had so much else to think about. “I just needed to get out of there.”

“Out of where?” she asked.

“Just . . . there. The hallway.”

“It can be pretty overwhelming sometimes,” she agreed. “Is there something you wanted to talk about?”

“No,” he responded a bit too quickly. “No, I don’t wanna talk; I just . . .” He took a moment to appreciate the irony of the situation: At the beginning of the year, he’d hated being called in here on a weekly basis. Now, he didn’t want to leave. “Can I just sit in here for a while?”

Topolsky seemed surprised—probably not a request she got very often—but she had bonded with him more than the other staff members had, so she agreed to it readily. “Sure.” And that was it. She turned back to her computer and started typing. No more prodding, no more questions. And that was a good thing, because at this point, he didn’t have many answers.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Maria cleared off the counter, feeling disgruntled when she saw how dirty the guys who had been sitting there had left it. They had no problem leaving crumbs and drizzles of mustard and partially chewed chunks of bread behind, but they did seem to have a problem leaving a tip. A crummy dollar bill? Yeah, that would go real far. She’d have no problem starting up a college fund for Dylan with cash like that rolling in. Of course, there was a strong likelihood of having to start up two college funds now.

She held one hand to her stomach self-consciously. All morning, she’d been trying to focus on work and not think about her potential problem. But as the afternoon hours set in, she found her mind wandering more and more.

“Maria.”

She whirled around when Mr. Parker called her name. “Yes?”

“I know it’s a lot to ask, but do you think you can work a double shift?”

Oh, the two words she dreaded most. The Crashdown café was bearable when it was only six to eight hours at a time, but anything more than that was painstaking. “Actually, I can’t,” she informed him. “I would, if I could, but I’m scheduled to work at the library this afternoon.”

“I wouldn’t ask, but Agnes just called in. She’s got bronchitis. You don’t think there’s any way you could stay here?”

“Um . . .” Of course there was. Of course there was a way. She technically lived with her library boss, after all. And come to think of it, there was a definite upside to staying here the rest of the day. It might just be weird having to be in Krista’s vicinity, knowing that she might be carrying the woman’s first grandchild. “I’ll give my other boss a call and see what I can do.”

“Thank you. Let me know,” Mr. Parker said as he slipped back into the kitchen.

Maria sighed. Yep, another eight hours at the Crashdown. That sure sounded like fun.

The front door chimed, and in walked Michael. It wasn’t unusual for him to stop by, but seeing him made her . . . nervous. Because it was like they were sharing this secret, or at least a potential secret, and she didn’t want anyone to find out about it. At least not yet.

Of course . . . keeping secrets was nothing new to them.

“Hey,” he greeted, sliding into a seat at the counter.

“Hey,” she returned, setting the dirty dishes her ungrateful customers had left aside. “Aren’t you supposed to be in school?” It was only 1:30.

“Yeah, but I left.”

She gave him an upset look. He knew he wasn’t supposed to do that so much anymore. Kyle had told him it was important to keep his grades up if he wanted to continue playing football in college. Why wasn’t he listening?

“I didn’t wanna be there,” he said. “I was distracted anyway.”

“So your solution is to come here and distract me?”

“Well . . . I thought maybe we could talk,” he said quietly. “Can you get away for a minute?”

She looked around the restaurant helplessly. It was pretty busy, and even though there was another waitress on duty, she still wasn’t technically on break. “Michael, I’m working.”

“Please,” he begged, staring at her desperately.

She felt her resistance crumbling, as it often did around him. When he looked at her like that, she couldn’t very well tell him to leave.

She dragged him into the bathroom and shut the door, hoping Mr. Parker hadn’t seen them. “Okay, you’ve got, like, three minutes. Otherwise people are gonna think we’re pounding out a nooner for real.”

“Okay, so I started thinking . . .” he began. “Ever since prom night, we’ve both been agonizing over this baby, right?”

“There’s no baby,” she pointed out.

“There might be a baby,” he reminded her. “Except we don’t know if there is or not, because we’re just waiting, doing nothing, hoping for your period to show up.”

“Yeah, so?”

“So . . . why are we just waiting?” His eyes were starting to widen with excitement. “We could figure this out right here, right now.”

She studied him suspiciously. “Michael, what’re you saying?”

He reached into his jacket pocket and pulled out an unmistakable small box: a pregnancy test.

“Oh my god,” she gasped. It had been a while since she’d seen one of those up close.

“I stopped by the pharmacy and got it. It only takes a few minutes,” he said eagerly. “And it’s really simple. You just pee on the stick.”

“I know how to take a pregnancy test, Michael,” she snapped, feeling very on-edge.

“Oh. Right.” He hesitated just for a moment, then opened the box and took the test out. “Alright, so let’s just get this over with.”

“No, Michael . . .” This didn’t feel right. Too much, too fast.

“This way we’ll know,” he said. “Come on.”

“Are you—are you serious?” she sputtered incredulously. “You want me to take a pregnancy test in the Crashdown bathroom?”

“I just wanna know,” he said pleadingly.

“Oh my god.” Shaking her head in dismay, she seized the test from him. “I can’t believe I’m doing this.” She pushed down her panties and hiked up her skirt, sitting down on the toilet and holding the strip underneath her in between her legs.

“Listen, just remember, I’m right here with you,” Michael said, kneeling down in front of her. “You’re not alone this time.”

No, she most definitely wasn’t alone. But years ago, back when Dylan had been the one she was carrying . . . she hadn’t known she was alone back then, either, until she’d had no choice but to accept it. Until she’d been the only one getting up at 2:00 a.m. to hold him while he cried. Until she’d applied for the first of the many dead-end jobs she would work over the years, just so she could buy him diapers. Until she’d attended high school for the very last time. That was when she’d known how alone she really was.

Feeling on the verge of tears, she choked out, “I can’t do this, Michael.”

“What, pee?”

“No, just . . .” She stood up, pulling her panties back up and smoothing her skirt back down. “Any of this. I can’t.”

“Maria, you have to,” he insisted.

“Are you not hearing me? I can’t.” She stormed past him and ran out of the bathroom, darting into the backroom quickly so as not to make a scene. Making a scene at the Crashdown tended to lead to getting fired. She and Michael were the experts on that.

He followed her through the backroom, even when Jose tried to stop him, then followed her out the backdoor. He yelled, “No, don’t!” as she threw the test into the dumpster, then just looked on, distraught, as she breathed a sigh of relief. “Maria, why would you do that?”

“Michael, just try to understand,” she whimpered.

“Whatever. It’s fine. I’ll just go get another one,” he offered.

“No, Michael, I don’t wanna do this,” she revealed in a rush, shaking her head fretfully.

“Why not?”

“Because I don’t wanna be pregnant, okay?” she blurted, surprising herself with how loud she was. “Michael, you don’t understand.”

“What? What don’t I understand?” he demanded.

“The one and only time I ever took a pregnancy test, it turned out positive,” she reminded him. “And it turned my life upside down. So forgive me if I’m not so eager to take one again.”

He looked . . . sort of stunned. Like he hadn’t thought of it like that before. But now he had to get it. It wasn’t just the possibility that bothered her; it was the sense of déjà vu. Try as he might, he wouldn’t be able to relate to that.

“I have to get back to work,” she said, walking past him back into the restaurant. This backbreaking double-shift had her name all over it.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Green bean casserole. Not exactly Michael’s favorite, but when he was hungry enough, he could eat almost anything. He’d never had it in his heart to tell his mom that it was a lousy recipe, so she made it about once a month, convinced that her family actually liked it. If you drank an ample amount of water while you were eating it, you could usually get by without feeling like you were going to get sick.

“Where’s Dad?’ he asked at the dinner table that night.

“Um . . . well, your father went out for a job interview,” his mom replied.

“At night?” What the hell kind of job was he interviewing for then? Local pimp? Prostitute solicitor?

“Well, the interview was earlier,” his mom acknowledged, “but . . . I don’t know, he’s just not back yet.”

Michael grunted. Yeah, big fuckin’ surprise that was.

“Tina!” his mom hissed suddenly. “Would you put that phone away? If I didn’t know any better, I’d think you were addicted to texting.”

“God, Mom . . .” Tina groaned, obviously annoyed as she put her phone away.

“As long as it’s not sexting,” Michael added.

“What’s that?” she asked.

“Don’t ask.”

“Who are you texting anyway?” his mother asked. “Girls from school? Is it that Hannah Crown again?”

“No, she’s a bitch,” Tina replied.

“Oh!” Too late, Maria covered Dylan’s ears.

“Sorry,” Tina apologized.

“Then who is it?” Krista demanded.

“Duh, Todd.”

“Oh, honest to God, Tina,” their mother groaned. “I think you’re getting too serious with that boy. Please try to remember you’re only in the fifth grade.”

“Practically sixth,” Tina reminded her.

“You give me that phone and go upstairs and do your homework.”

Tina’s mouth dropped open as though that were the most outrageous order she’d ever heard. “But Mom!”

Now.

Go, Mom, Michael thought. It was good to see her putting her foot down with Teenie.

Tina reluctantly handed over her phone, then, with all sorts of attitude in her step, got up and stomped upstairs. Great. The teenage years were hitting full force, and she was only twelve. An early bloomer.

“Oh, sometimes I worry about her,” his mom admitted quietly as she got up to start clearing the table.

Lately, with the introduction of Todd into her life, Michael had been feeling worried, too. It was hard not to think about the fact that Maria had only been three years older than her when she’d gotten pregnant.

Oh, Maria. They hadn’t said much since she’d gotten home, a little earlier than expected. He was surprised no one at the dinner table commented on it. “You want some more?” he asked, gesturing to the green bean casserole.

“No, I’m fine,” she replied.

“You sure?”

She glared angrily and mumbled softly enough so his mom wouldn’t hear, “What, like I’m eating for two now or something?”

“I didn’t say that.” He was determined to be patient, but she was very snippy today. Wasn’t that a pregnancy sign, being extra emotional?

Next to her, Dylan was playing with his food. Apparently he didn’t like the casserole, either, because he’d barely eaten any of it. He yawned exaggeratedly, causing Maria to say, “Uh-oh, looks like somebody needs to go to bed.”

He shook his head defiantly. “No.”

“Yes,” she insisted, lifting him out of his seat.

“But I’m not sleepy,” he denied amidst another big yawn as she carried him out of the kitchen and back to his bedroom.

Michael watched her, somewhat in awe. She was a good mom. Maybe she hadn’t known what she was doing at first, but she’d learned. And he could learn, too, if it came down to it. Hell, Dylan was already like a son to him anyway. They could make this work.

He helped his mom with the dishes, then ventured upstairs, looking for Maria. She wasn’t in their room, so he checked the bathroom. The door was shut, so he knocked.

“I’ll be out soon!” she called from inside.

He looked around to make sure Tina wasn’t spying, then opened the door and slipped in.

Maria was taking a bath, submerged up past her chest. The fact that she wasn’t just taking a shower had to be an indicator of how stressed out she was. She looked like she was trying to relax, but he doubted it was working.

“Hey,” he said, sitting down by the side of the tub. “Mind if join you?”

She gazed at him apologetically and replied, “I don’t think that’s such a good idea.”

“Why?” he challenged. “Because I might impregnate you again?”

She didn’t laugh, or even crack a smile. “That’s not funny.”

“Hey, I’m just tryin’ to lighten the mood.” If he didn’t crack a joke about this here and there, he’d lose it. “I’m really gettin’ on your nerves today, aren’t I?”

“A little bit, yeah,” she admitted. “But I know I’m probably getting on your nerves, too.”

“No, it’s fine,” he assured her, reaching over the edge of the tub to skim the surface of the water. There were some bubbles left, but most were gone now, giving him full view of her naked body beneath the surface. He fixated on her flat stomach, saying, “We’re just on different wavelengths right now.”

“I don’t like it.” She lifted one of the last patches of bubbles out of the water and blew it at him playfully, giggling a little when he ducked out of the way.

“Hey . . .” He so badly wanted to get in that tub with her, just sit behind her, wrap his arms around her, and tell her everything was going to be alright.

She got serious again, looking forlorn when she asked, “What if we really are gonna have a baby, Michael?”

That’d be one cute baby, he thought, picturing a mini-version of himself and Maria prancing around.

“Do you think we could handle it?”

“Yeah,” he answered, not hesitating. “You handled it before, and you didn’t have anyone to help you.”

“Yeah, but . . . we’ve got Dylan to think about, and you’re going to college,” she pointed out fearfully. “And we haven’t even been together that long.”

“We’d make it work,” he promised her. “Listen . . .” He leaned further over the edge of the tub, reaching down beneath the water to find one of her hands and clasp it within his own. “I don’t know what’s gonna happen. I don’t know much of anything right now. But the one thing I do know is that I love you, and I plan on loving you for the rest of my life.”

She blinked back tears, smiling appreciatively. “Are you just saying that?”

“No.” It was probably the most long-term declaration a girl had ever gotten out of him, but he meant every word of it.

“I’m sorry I didn’t take the test,” she apologized, her voice slow and sleepy-sounding. “It’s just really hard for me.”

“I know. I get it.” He really regretted bringing that into the Crashdown, trying to get her to do it on the spot, right there. It hadn’t been the right time or place, and he shouldn’t have sprung it on her like that. “But do you get where I’m coming from? I know you’d be the one who’s pregnant, but it’d be my baby, too. And I just wanna know. I hate not knowing. I feel like it’s agonizing. For both of us.”

“It is,” she agreed. “I’m just scared.”

“It’s okay to be scared. I’m scared, too,” he empathized. “But not knowing, and not knowing when we’re gonna find out . . . that just makes me even more scared. You know?”

She nodded slowly, looking like she was starting to agree with him.

“If you took a test and found out you’re pregnant, then at least we’d know for sure we’re gonna be parents. And if you take it and find out you’re not . . . well, then . . .” He smiled, thinking of Dylan. “We already are.”

The tears that she’d been holding back spilled over when he said that. “Oh, Michael . . .”

“I love you,” he repeated. “Nothing’s gonna change that.”

She inhaled shakily, her eyes locked with his, shining with tears both shed and unreleased. “Okay,” she relented.

“Okay?” He wanted to be sure he knew what that meant before he got his hopes up. “So you’ll take a test if I get a new one?”

“We can go get one together after work and after school tomorrow,” she told him. “And then we’ll just come back here, and . . . we’ll take it. And we’ll know.”

Thank God, he thought. That was really all he wanted. “Thank you.” He pressed a tender kiss to her forehead, figuring he could wait one more day. Maybe everything would be back to normal twenty-four hours from now. Or maybe his life, like hers, would be turned upside down. Either way . . . he was fine with it.

“I’m sorry,” she apologized, her voice merely a whisper, one he could barely even hear.

“Why?” he asked, frowning. This whole situation wasn’t just something she had done. It was something they had done, together. And every single time, it had been worth it.

“I never wanted this for you,” she confessed, letting her eyes drift shut.

He kept frowning, just watching her as she fell asleep in there, wondering why she would say that. Her life and her history was not something he ever intended to avoid. Why did she feel like she had to protect him from it?

He sat with her for a long time, just admiring how pretty she was, trying to imagine what she would look like seven or eight months down the line if she really was pregnant. Extra curves to hold onto, a big, round stomach, his child inside of her . . . as much as it should have freaked him out to picture that . . . for some reason, it didn’t.








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Part 60

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Rod:
Sometimes I wonder just how thick Michael's head is?! I mean he cheated on and broke up with Isabel TWICE but than wants to act all shocked that she's mad at him and wants revenge. :roll: I mean what did he expect her to do? Smile and be happy for him and Maria? That boy's head is thicker than I thought it was.
Certainly he shouldn't be shocked. But you can make the argument that he went through this once before with Isabel, after her cheated on her with Liz, and she didn't enter into this downward spiral. She even managed to forgive him for that. So he probably mistakenly assumed that she'd react the same way again.
I see Maria is a deny reality type under pressure in not taking the test. The whole if she doesn't take the test she won't be pregnant thinking
Yeah . . . :(

Carolyn:
Must admit that Michael is approaching possible fatherhood a lot better than Max did. He is really committed to Maria and Dylan.
He's VERY committed to them. They're the biggest (and potentially only) commitment he's ever made in his life. He seems to think he's ready for it if it does indeed happen. But is he?

Eva:
When is Isabel going to understand that revenge isn't sweet? At all? Something in me is afraid she will go on and on, because she won't find happiness at all. Something in me is afraid that she will call Max in, and it will complicate everything even more. And that won't give her a good feeling either. Oh, Isabel! I get it that he broke your heart but the revenge is something I don't understand. Never did, actually. Even in real life.
She does seem to just be making herself more and more miserable here. And yes, Revenge is a tricky thing. I'm actually a huge fan of the show Revenge that just ran for four seasons (that Nick Wechsler was on), and the overarching quote of the show was something along the lines of, "Before you embark on a journey of revenge, dig two graves." So even if you do destroy the other person/people involved, you might end up destroying yourself in the process. It's so much healthier--albeit harder--to forgive and move on.

Sara:
time for her to MOVE on. Hate will get you nowhere except to a life of loneliness.
I agree. Hate is such an all-consuming thing, and if you don't have any kind of positive emotion to balance it out . . . it's scary what it could lead to.
Maria, maria, ,maria.........I feel bad for her. I do. I think this is completely overwhelming for her and I can understand being unaware for another few hours. I wouldn't want to take the test either. Once you do, oyu can't go back to not knowing. If she gets to not be pregnant for a few more hours then I support her.
I feel bad for Maria, too. It's good that Michael's trying to be supportive and strong and all that, but he doesn't know just how life-changing news like this can be. And Maria does.


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Part 60








Michael knew he was doing a bad job hiding what was all going on. On the drive to school with Kyle the next day, he was withdrawn, sullen even. He just couldn’t sit there and talk about something lighthearted and act like his normal self when things . . . weren’t normal. So Kyle did most of the talking, never asking him why he wasn’t doing much responding.

When they pulled up into the best parking spot in the lot, which seemed to have been exclusively reserved for Kyle since the very first week of school, Michael said, “Thanks for the ride, man,” as he opened the door to get out.

“Hold up,” Kyle said, taking his keys out of the ignition.

Michael pulled the door shut, looking at his friend expectantly.

“Okay, I don’t know what’s goin’ on for sure,” Kyle began, “but . . . I feel like I should warn you before you walk in there today . . . there’s a lot of stuff goin’ around about you.”

“You mean more than usual?”

Kyle nodded. “Yeah. See, uh . . .” He rubbed his forehead, looking like he really didn’t want to go any further. “Alright, I didn’t wanna be the one to have to tell you this, but there’s kinda this rumor goin’ around that you and Maria . . .” He hesitated, halfway cringing as he finished up. “. . . are gonna have a kid.”

Michael just sat there, dumbfounded. How did word get out? He hadn’t said anything, to anyone. And if he hadn’t said anything, Maria sure as hell hadn’t said anything. Had Tina found out? Had she set the middle school ablaze with that gossip, not knowing it would spread on up to the high school?

“Like I said, I don’t know what’s goin’ on,” Kyle said, throwing his hands up, “but . . . that’s just what people are sayin’.”

Michael sighed, downtrodden. “Great.”

“Yeah, Daryl—you know Daryl. Backup quarterback, Ryan’s buddy—Anyway, he saw you at the pharmacy the other day, buying a pregnancy test. And he Snapchatted this picture to everyone.”

“Fuckin’ . . . Snapchat?” God, technology was a pain in the ass. “What the fuck, man? I don’t even use Snapchat or Twitter or any of that stuff. Why am I always a part of it?”

“Oh, you know, bored people, tired of paying attention to their own lives, so they make a spectacle of yours. And mine. And Isabel’s. You know how it goes, especially in a small school. They need something to stay entertained.”

He shook his head, feeling pissed as hell. Luckily he wasn’t going to end up being a famous football player like Kyle was. Interest in his life would drop off after graduation. Interest in Kyle’s would go on for years to come.

“So . . . is it true?” Kyle finally asked. It was, Michael supposed, an inevitable question. “Is Maria . . .”

“We don’t know yet,” he cut in.

“But she might be?”

Michael gave him a look. “No, I was just buyin’ a pregnancy test for the fun of it.”

Kyle chuckled a little. “Right. Well . . . what do you think?”

Michael shrugged. “I don’t know, man. She’s late, by about a week. She threw up the other night. And we’ve been . . .” He trailed off.

“Havin’ a lot of sex?” Kyle filled in.

“Well, yeah.”

“That’ll do it. Did you rubber up, man?”

“Sometimes. Most of the time. Not all the time.” He grimaced, realizing he sounded like an idiot. Like a bigger idiot than he actually was. When you were dating a girl who was already a mom, shouldn’t that be a big old reminder to slip a Magnum on?

“Well, listen, it’ll work out,” Kyle assured him. “Whatever’s meant to be . . . will be.”

Michael nodded, having accepted that a few days ago. “Yeah, I know.”

“It’s stressful, though,” Kyle empathized. “How are you feelin’ about it?”

Hmm . . . that was a big question, one he didn’t quite have an answer for. How did he feel about the idea of becoming a dad, of someone who was half-him entering the world? “I don’t know.” Back when he’d been dating Isabel, he would have felt terrified. But Maria wasn’t Isabel, and what they had was on another level. So maybe, no matter what happened, it would all be fine.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

If only physics were first period. Isabel was a good test-taker, usually, but science had always been a little bit harder. She’d drilled the information into her head last night; now she just had to keep it there until third period.

When she walked in the school, quizzing herself mentally, she immediately noticed the way everyone was looking at her. Not just staring, even, but . . . like, watching. Like they were waiting for her to do something or say something. She had no idea what they were waiting for.

“Hey,” Tess greeted unenthusiastically, popping up at her side.

“Hey,” Isabel returned. It felt like she hadn’t seen her best friend in days. They used to hang out every day after school, every evening. It hadn’t been like that for a few weeks now.

Tess grabbed her hand and pulled her out of the hallway, into the seclusion of the girls locker room, where only a few of the track runners were hanging out. “So how are you doing?” Tess asked.

“Fine,” she replied, not sure how she was supposed to be doing. “But did I show up wearing two different socks or no bra or something? Why was everyone staring at me?”

“Well, you know . . . ‘cause of the Michael thing,” Tess explained quietly.

Isabel frowned confusedly. “We broke up a while ago.”

“No, not that. The . . . new thing,” Tess whispered.

New thing? There was some other scandal that she wasn’t aware of? Fabulous.

“Oh my god, you haven’t heard?” Tess gasped. “There was a Snapchat.”

“Tess, I turned off my phone last night so I could cram for my physics test. I haven’t looked at it since.”

“Okay, first off, since when do you cram? Second . . .” Tess exhaled worriedly. “Oh, I shouldn’t have said anything.”

“What’s going on?” Was Michael spreading nasty lies about her because he was still upset about the whole prom debacle? He needed to get the hell over it. Ryan had barely even said anything to Maria.

“Okay, rumor has it . . .” Tess cringed as she spoke the words. “. . . that Michael got Maria pregnant.”

Isabel froze, unable to move, unable to even respond. She felt like . . . like everything in her just shut down. Like she couldn’t breathe. Like her heart was no longer beating. Like she wasn’t even alive. Tess continued to talk, but she only heard the one word: Pregnant.

“Yeah, Daryl Roberts saw him at the pharmacy buying a pregnancy test. Nothing’s, like, confirmed or anything, but . . . well, obviously there’s a possibility if he’s buying that.”

Pregnant. Maria DeLuca, becoming a mom again. Having Michael’s child this time instead of Max’s. Getting a happily ever after, a picture-perfect family with a man who was no longer just a boy.

Isabel had been jealous of Maria for a while now, ever since she and Michael got together. Probably even before that. Because it had always felt like she’d had a part of Michael that was just untouchable to everyone else. And now . . . now she really would have that, a part of him. A literal, physical part that would probably have his same wild hair and warm brown eyes.

“Isabel, are you okay?” Tess asked, sounding genuinely concerned. “Isabel.”

She spaced out, so shocked and overcome that she couldn’t even formulate thoughts anymore. Except for one: Michael.

“Isabel?” Tess literally had to shake her to snap her out of it.

No, she wasn’t okay. Not by a long-shot. She hadn’t been okay for weeks. But now, hearing all of this . . . she felt even worse.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

“Oh my god, Michael, I’m so nervous,” Maria fretted when she got home from work that day. “I don’t think I’ve ever been this nervous before.”

He saw that she had a plastic sack in her hand, and in it, he could see the outline of the pregnancy test box. “Never?”

“Well, except for maybe the first time I did this.”

“You’ll feel better once it’s done,” he assured her, but truthfully . . . he didn’t know. If it turned out that she was pregnant . . . well, she’d probably feel worse.

She tossed the sack on the kitchen counter, fidgeting nervously. “Where’s Dylan?”

“Napping.”

“And Tina?”

“Up in her room, doing homework.”

She nodded. “So we could . . . we could just do this.”

“Yeah.” Probably better to do it now, before his parents got home.

“Okay.” She nodded, still looking unsure. “Okay. God, what were we thinking, Michael? Or were we even thinking at all? We never should’ve had unprotected sex.”

“It wasn’t unprotected,” he argued. “You’re on the pill.”

“But you should’ve worn a condom every single time.”

He wasn’t quite sure how to respond to that. Even if she hadn’t intended it to sound like she was blaming him . . . that was sort of how it came across.

“I’m sorry,” she apologized immediately. “I don’t mean to make it sound like . . .” She stopped, quickly starting over. “It’s not your fault. It takes two. I could’ve been more careful and made sure . . .”

“Maria, let’s just take the test,” he urged, afraid that if they wasted any more time talking about it, she wouldn’t want to do it. “Okay?”

“Okay,” she agreed. “I’m so nervous.”

He smiled, reaching out to stroke her cheek lovingly. Of course she was nervous.

Before they could head upstairs, the front door opened, and his mom walked in, carrying a bag of groceries. “Oh, hey, you two,” she greeted as she came into the kitchen.

“Hey, Mom,” Michael said.

“Hi, Krista,” Maria squeaked out. God, she even sounded nervous.

“Are you guys up for some dinner?” his mom asked, setting the grocery bag down on the table. “I know it’s early, but I’m starving.”

“No, I’m fine,” Michael answered.

“Yeah, I ate at the Crashdown,” Maria added.

“Oh. Okay.” Krista started unpacking the groceries, but when she looked up, something on the counter seemed to catch her eye. Something right behind Maria. In the sack she’d just brought home with her.

Oh, shit, Michael thought. It was too late to try to hide it now.

He and Maria both stood there, frozen, like two little kids who had just gotten caught peeking at their Christmas presents. And his mother, to her credit, didn’t freak out, didn’t lash out and start demanding answers. But she did stare at what was in that sack for several long, drawn-out seconds. And then she looked at Michael and Maria, but mostly at Michael, with concern etched all over her face.

“Um . . . excuse me,” Maria said, snatching the bag and fleeing upstairs.

Well, Michael thought, trying to look on the bright side of things, better she finds out about it this way than through Snapchat.

“Michael.” His mom gave him a stern but questioning look.

He swallowed hard, crossing the kitchen. He gave her an appreciative kiss on the cheek and followed Maria upstairs. When they knew, then she would know. But until then, there was nothing he could tell her.

When he went into the bedroom, Maria was in full panic mode. “Oh my god,” she wailed, pacing back and forth through the room. “This is a disaster.”

“No, it’s fine,” he reassured her. “My mom’s used to this.”

“To pregnancy tests?”

“To me . . .” He wanted to say being irresponsible, but somehow, he doubted that would make her feel any better. “Being me,” he opted for instead. “To accepting the fact that her son . . . is not a little boy. And hasn’t been for a very long time.”

“Michael, I just . . . I-I don’t know if I can do this.” Her voice was quivering, and she looked like she was on the verge of tears again.

“Maria, you have to.” Now that everyone at school knew and his mom knew, there was really no turning back now. And personally, he couldn’t go another night without knowing.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Was it normal for all the parties to start blending together? Had Isabel still been close to Michael, she would have asked him, because lord knew he’d gone to enough parties in his day. She usually didn’t go out on a school night, but tonight . . . tonight was a special circumstance. When you forced yourself to get through the entire day, knowing that the guy you loved was probably going to have a baby with someone else, you earned the right to unwind. To let loose. To release all the pent up anger and frustration and not worry about the consequences.

The only decent party happening was at some college guy’s house. Isabel didn’t know who, but as she’d been driving by, a couple people had gotten her to roll down her window and proceeded to convince her to come in. She definitely wasn’t the only high school student there. In fact, she noticed a few people from school, including Roxie and some of her whore protégées. Slut training for the next level, perhaps?

It occurred to Isabel as she watched them dance drunkenly on tables that maybe she shouldn’t be so quick to judge anymore. Sure, Roxie had opened her legs to half the male population in town at this point, but maybe she was just exploring her sexuality. And maybe there was nothing wrong with that.

When the dancing became boring, Isabel veered over to the keg in the living room, grabbed a red cup someone had already filled up, and carried it off into the crowd, drinking fervently. By the time she was back in the kitchen, it was all gone, so she tossed her cup aside. But apparently it wasn’t completely empty, because what was left in it spilled over the shoe of another blonde girl. “Sorry,” Isabel apologized, but she really didn’t care. She started to walk away when the other girl called out to her.

“Hey, don’t I know you from somewhere?”

She whirled around, trying to pinpoint if she recognized the girl. Stringy blonde hair that looked like it hadn’t been washed in weeks? Bags underneath the eyes? Track marks on her arms? No, this wasn’t the type of person she’d ever hung out with. “I don’t think so,” she replied.

“Wait, you’re Michael Guerin’s girlfriend, aren’t you?”

God, she wanted to scream. How was it that, even though they’d been apart for some time now, people still knew her as that? And why on earth, when she had plenty of accomplishments to her name—far more than Michael would ever have, in fact—was it that anyone thought it was okay to address her as if she belonged to him, was his everlasting property or something?

“I’ve seen you around,” the girl went on, ditching some of the guys who had been hitting on her so she could talk better with Isabel. “Mostly with him.”

“Well, I’m not his girlfriend anymore,” Isabel informed her.

“Did it end badly? He do something to screw it up?” the girl guessed.

“Screwed another girl. That pretty much screws things up, I’d say.”

“Hmm.” The girl just smiled. “Yeah, he’s always been that type of guy.”

“You know him?”

“Intimately.” The girl traced her own hands down her thighs, squirming as though thinking of him were an extremely pleasurable memory. “I was the first girl he ever had sex with.”

“Oh, so you’re partly to blame for him being a womanizer.”

The girl shrugged unapologetically. “Probably. I’m Courtney, by the way.”

“Isabel,” she returned, wondering what had attracted Michael, even a pubescent Michael, to this girl in the first place. Maybe back in the day she’d been pretty, but she didn’t look like much now. Just a washed-up, trailer-trash nobody. But then again . . . that was sort of Michael’s type.

“So has the slut spiral started yet?” Courtney brazenly asked.

“Excuse me?”

Courtney grabbed a glass of beer from a random guy as he was walking by and winked him at him flirtatiously, then tossed her head back and gulped some down before continuing. “Listen, I’ve seen many girls go off the deep end after Michael’s gotten done with ‘em. But to my knowledge, you’re the only one he’s ever dated, so it must be extra hard on you.”

“Yeah,” she agreed, looking down at her feet, downtrodden. “I’m actually kind of tired of talking about him.”

“Oh, for sure. Hey . . .” Courtney handed her the now nearly empty glass and said, “If you’re lookin’ to rebound, I got this friend who’s had his eye on you all night. Wanna meet him?”

Of course the friend was a guy. Isabel had always gotten noticed by guys. Rarely the right guy. Usually the wrong ones, like Michael and Ryan and Mr. Winston and . . . whoever that frat guy had been. And chances were, this guy would be no different. But did she even care anymore?

“Sure,” she said. “Why not?”

Courtney led her upstairs, which must have been off-limits or something, because the party hadn’t spread there. Tucked away in the room at the end of the hallway were two guys messing with camera equipment. One was Hispanic, very muscular with big hands, and the other was also good-looking but definitely more average, sort of like an out of work twenty-something.

“There you guys are,” Courtney exclaimed.

“Had to fix Eric’s camera,” the Hispanic one said, looking up from where he was sitting on the bed, staring at Isabel once his eyes landed. He looked like he wanted to say hello, but he just grinned.

“Ooh, are we making a movie?” Courtney ran to the guy with the camera in his hand, Eric, and practically jumped on him, mauling him with her mouth. They kissed messily, neither one seeming to care that they weren’t the only two in the room.

Feeling awkward and out of place, Isabel just smiled shyly at the Hispanic guy. He must have been the one who wanted to meet her, because the other guys hands were already down the back of Courtney’s jeans.

“Oh, wait a minute.” Courtney pulled away suddenly, remembering to introduce all of them. “Isabel, this is Eric.”

“Hey,” he greeted.

“Hey,” Isabel returned.

“And this here . . .” Courtney motioned to the guy on the bed. “This is Jesse. He’s the one who wanted to strike up a conversation with you, but he was too scared, so I had to do it for him.”

Jesse chuckled. “Thanks, Court.”

“No problem.” Grabbing Eric—her boyfriend? She hadn’t called him that—by the shirt collar, she led him towards the door. “You two get to know each other,” she said, licking her lips as they walked out.

What does she think we are, zoo animals? Isabel wondered. You can’t put us in a room together and expect us to mate. Although . . . there was definitely something to be said for this Jesse guy. He was extremely attractive with his dark eyes, dark skin, and thick dark hair. And he was built like a male stripper, no less. He was older than she’d thought he would be, though. Not that he was old old by any means. But he didn’t look like a college student.

“Isabel, right?” He patted the space beside him on the bed. “Sit down.”

She didn’t want to seem rude, but what little common sense she had left was telling her that she needed to get to know him better before she spent any more time alone in this bedroom with him.

Screw common sense, she decided, taking a seat. “Are you sure it’s okay for us to be up here?” she asked.

He laughed lightly. “Yeah, pretty sure. It’s, uh . . . this is my house, actually.”

Your house?” She frowned in confusion. “But I thought a college student was having this party.”

“I am a college student,” he told her. “Or . . . at least I was, last semester.”

“You were?” Maybe the age difference wasn’t so big after all.

“Yeah. Law school, Cornell. Moved back home, though.”

“Why?” she asked. “Did you flunk out?”

“No, Eric flunked out. I dropped out.” He got up, crossing the room to a big, old—in fact, ancient-looking—CD player, pressed a few buttons, and a soft rock melody started to drift through the air, disguising the rap beat blaring from downstairs.

( :) )

“Cornell’s a pretty good school,” she remarked. “Why did you drop out?”

He shrugged. “Realized it wasn’t what I wanted to be doin’.”

“But you would’ve made a lot of money,” she pointed out.

“Yeah, but . . .” He sat back down next to her, not sliding in so close to make her feel like she was suffocating. “My grandpa was a lawyer. First Latino where he grew up to actually make something out of himself. So my mother . . . she wanted me to do the same thing, follow in his footsteps. Took me until grad school to realize I didn’t want what she wanted.”

“You were living out her dream instead of yours.”

“Yeah.” He sat back a little, halfway putting his arm around her. “Now I’m livin’ day to day, and I feel a lot better. I got a business in the works . . . and I’m here with you. So I’d say things are looking up.”

She couldn’t help but blush a little. Maybe she’d misjudged the situation, had preconceived notions about this guy. He didn’t seem so bad. In fact, he seemed pretty sweet. And if he’d gone to law school, clearly he was intelligent. And if he was starting up his own business, that had to mean he was driven.

All these things that Michael was not. All the things she’d always tried to get him to be.

It doesn’t always have to go back to him, she reminded herself. He wasn’t there. And Jesse was. And Jesse was . . . reaching for her hand.

“Wanna dance?” he asked.

“Right here?”

“Yeah.” He stood, pulling her up along with him, and wrapped his arms around her, holding one against her back, clasping the other out to the side, just like couples did back in the day. He had an unfathomable sense of rhythm as he moved in time with the music—must have been his Latin blood—and even teased her, “I think you can dance better than this.”

“Well, I am a cheerleader.”

“Really? College?”

“High school. But don’t worry, I’m a senior. Eighteen, so . . .”

He visibly relaxed. “God, you look like you’re twenty-three.”

“Is that how old you are?” she asked, fishing for information.

“Try twenty-six.”

She nodded, soaking that all in. Here she was, slow-dancing with a guy who was eight years older than her. But that paled in comparison to Mr. Winston, so it really wasn’t that big of a deal.

“I’m glad you’re eighteen, though,” he said, “so that way I don’t have to feel so bad for thinking you’re beautiful.”

It shouldn’t have felt like as big of a compliment as it did. People told her she was beautiful all the time. But this time, for some reason, it felt like more. Maybe she wanted this, or maybe she wanted him, but hearing him call her beautiful was all the persuasion she needed to let him kiss her on the lips.

It started off slow enough at first, gently, innocent, but gradually it grew in passion, and they stopped moving to the music and started moving in to each other instead. His hands crept up her back, scrunching her shirt up in his fingers, and her hands wrapped unsurely around the back of his neck.

He was a good kisser, and he took his time in kissing her. It was such a nice contrast to Ryan, who hadn’t bothered to kiss her when she’d started and definitely hadn’t bothered when she was done.

“Jesse,” she whispered, reluctantly pulling away. “I can’t do this.”

“Why not?” he asked disappointedly.

“Because, lately I’ve developed this really bad habit of having sex with random strangers and complete losers.”

“Well . . .” He touched her hair, moving it back over her shoulder for her. “I’m not a loser. At least I don’t think so.”

“But you’re still a stranger.”

“You know I’m Jesse,” he said, “and I know you’re Isabel. So we aren’t exactly strangers anymore.”

Could it really be simplified down to that? She’d grown up thinking sex was such a huge, monumental deal, but if there was anything these past few weeks should have taught her, it was that . . . perhaps it wasn’t. Perhaps it could be meaningless. Perhaps it could even be meaningless in a good way.

Or, perhaps, when you didn’t even expect it, it could be meaningful. Because the way his hands felt on her back as they crept underneath her shirt . . . it was a step beyond mere want and arousal. It was actually sort of tender. Gentle. Caring.

When he touched her like that, how could she not give in and kiss him again?

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Michael sat on the edge of his bed, picking at his fingernails, waiting. Just waiting. Maria had been in that bathroom for over twenty minutes now, but when he’d gone to check on her, she’d told him to go away. Apparently she felt embarrassed peeing in front of him. As much as it killed him to just sit in his bedroom, doing nothing, not helping her at all, he knew there was nothing he could really do. Maria had shut herself up in that bathroom and was probably crying, second-guessing herself, mentally berating herself. But she’d do what needed to be done. He just had to give her space.

Nearly thirty minutes after she’d left the bedroom, she came back, looking like she’d just run a marathon. She slammed the door shut and leaned back against it with a thud, gasping for air. “I did it,” she announced.

Thank God, he thought, but settled for “Good” as a response instead.

Her eyes were brimming with nervous tears, her bottom lip trembling.

“Hey, come here,” he said, rising to his feet. He crossed the bedroom and put his arms around her, hugging her tightly, pressing a kiss to the top of her head. “Thank you.” He knew that she would have rather waited a few more days, and if he hadn’t asked her to do this, she wouldn’t have.

“Now we just have to wait.” She slipped free of his embrace and went over to the bed, lying down on her side, looking so small, so worried.

He stood by the door unsurely, wondering if he still needed to give her space. “Can I lay with you?” he asked. “Or do you want me to just . . . back off?”

“No, you can lay with me.”

He made his way over, glad that she wanted him close. Close to her was exactly where he wanted to be. He climbed onto the bed and lay down behind her, propping himself up on his elbow. She turned onto her back so she could look up at him.

God, she was so pretty. Prettiest when she was happy, of course, but beautiful even when she mad, even when she was sad. Even when she was as worried as she was right now.

If they had a daughter, would she have green eyes like Maria? Blonde hair like Maria? A beautiful voice like Maria? He hoped so. He hoped their child would get a lot of things from her, and maybe not so much from him.

“Did you know Dylan’s last name was originally Evans?” she asked him quietly, suddenly.

He felt his muscles tighten at the thought. “Really?”

“Yeah. I had to get it changed when I realized Max wasn’t gonna be around.”

He stroked her cheek with the back of his hand, wishing he could wash the painful memories from her mind. “Dylan DeLuca sounds better anyway.”

“Yeah, it does,” she agreed, but her voice was quiet, and her eyes were still teary. “What will we name our baby?” she asked. “If we have one.”

Truth be told, he hadn’t thought much about it. Guys didn’t have a list of favorite baby names written out before their thirteenth birthday like girls tended to. “I don’t know,” he answered honestly. “There’s a lot to choose from.”

“I just named Dylan on a whim.”

He understood why she was asking, then. She didn’t want to have to do things on a whim this time. She wanted a plan. She wanted things to be different. “Michael is an excellent name.”

“It is,” she agreed. “Strong. Masculine.”

“Sexy.”

That actually got her to laugh a little.

“But we could go with something really unusual, you know, like Wolfgang.”

“Wolfgang?” she echoed, shaking her head and making a face.

“No, I was just playin’. I, uh . . . I don’t know, I actually kinda like . . .” He thought about it, about how he felt when he was with her, and one major name sprang to mind. “Lucky.”

“Lucky,” she said. “That’s cute.”

“But if it’s a girl . . . we could throw ethnicity out the window and go with, like, Shaniqua or something.”

Again, she laughed. “I don’t think so.”

“Or Hoolahay, or--”

“Is that even a name?”

“No, you know what name I really like?” He got serious again. “Avery.”

“Avery?” She looked up at him questioningly. “Isn’t that, like, where they keep birds?”

“That’s what my mom was gonna name Tina, but she changed her mind at last minute.”

“Avery,” she said again. “Avery Guerin.”

The fact that she’d just used his last name for the baby’s last name didn’t slip by him. And he loved that. He loved that she knew he was going to stick around, that he wasn’t going to bail out on her the way Max had. She trusted him, completely, because he had earned her trust. He never thought he would love being this guy, but he did, more than anything.

“I like that name,” she said, smiling sweetly.

So did he. Now the only question was . . . was Avery Guerin on her way into the world? Or Lucky or . . . anyone? Or was this all for nothing, pointless?

Inhaling shakily, she soon said, “I think it’s time now.”

Time. That meant . . . time to look? Oh, hell, now he felt nervous. “Alright, let’s go,” he said, climbing off the bed. He held out his hand, and even though she took it and sat up, she didn’t stand. It was as if, suddenly, she was glued to that mattress.

“I can’t,” she whimpered. “I’m sorry, Michael. I . . . can you just do it?”

He didn’t want to go in there alone. He wanted them to find out together. But he wasn’t going to make her. She’d already done something she didn’t want to do by taking that test in the first place. “Sure,” he told her. “I’ll just . . . go look.” And see what life has in store for me, he thought, releasing her hand, backing towards the door. “What do I . . .?”

“Two lines means yes,” she told him. “One means no.”

“Two lines yes. One line no.” Simple enough for even a monkey to interpret. “Alright. I’ll . . .” Like an idiot, he waved—actually waved—and slipped out the door. Out in the hallway, he could hear music coming from Tina’s room. One Direction or some other stupid catchy pop shit. She was singing along.

She wasn’t really that much younger than him. Seven years. If he had a kid, that kid would only be eleven years younger than her. Young enough to feel like a sibling. That seemed nuts.

Taking a deep breath, he went into the bathroom, immediately not looking at the test on the counter. What the hell was he hoping to see, exactly? For Maria, it was simple. One pink line and she was happy. Two and she was panicked. But for him . . .

Alright, just do it, he told himself. He’d waited long enough.

He picked up the thin strip with both hands, covering the results window. Then, after counting to three in his head, he removed his right hand and glanced down.

One pink line. One single, obvious pink line.

Two lines means yes, he remembered. One means no. He looked at the little key on the test itself to make sure he had it right. He did.

Just one pink line. Avery and Lucky were going to have to wait.

Well, there it is, he thought, dropping the test into the trashcan next to the toilet. He was about to walk out when he thought about how pissed his mom would be if Tina found that in there and started asking questions, and especially how pissed his dad would be if he spotted it. So he took it back out, wrapped it in toilet paper, and stuffed it down into the bottom of the trashcan where it would never see the light of day.

When he went back into the bedroom, Maria was still sitting in the exact same spot on the side of the bed, shaking like a leaf now. She startled when he walked in, looking at him with terror-stricken eyes. “Well?”

He shut the door quietly, waiting for it to click into place before he told her. “You’re not pregnant.”

Her eyes bulged, like she couldn’t believe what she’d just heard. “Wait, what?”

“You’re not . . . it was negative,” he repeated.

“Really?” That lower lips that had been trembling so much before now curved upward into a smile. A humungous smile that shone bright like the sun. “Oh my god!” She sprang up from the bed, ran to him, and threw her arms around him, laughing joyously. “Oh, Michael . . .”

He hugged her back, but he couldn’t bring himself to laugh along with her.

“Oh my god, I’m so relieved!” she cried gratefully.

He . . . didn’t say anything.

“What about you?” she asked, pulling back slightly. “Are you? Are you relieved?”

He just stood there with his mouth hanging open for a minute, not sure how to answer that question. He was an eighteen year-old boy, so on some level, yeah, he was relieved. But in a way . . . he’d sort of gotten used to the idea.

“Yeah,” he answered, well aware how unconvincing he sounded. But she must have been convinced, because she just giggled happily and hugged him again.

I’m relieved, he kept thinking, knowing it should have been that simple. I have to be.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Isabel curled up on her side, facing Jesse. His gorgeous tan skin was still sweaty, his lips still smiling at her. The party had died out long ago, and the music playing in the room had stopped. So now it was just quiet. Peaceful. Comfortable. And it was just the two of them.

“That was amazing,” she told him. And she really meant it.

“It was,” he agreed. “Really amazing.”

As freaky as it was to know that she had gone from being a girl who had only slept with one guy to a girl who had had some form of sex with five different guys in a matter of weeks, she couldn’t deny being utterly charmed by Jesse. Maybe it was because he was older; she’d always been more mature, looked more mature, desired something more mature. Now here was somebody who wasn’t just a typical high school horn dog, but a grown man. Being with him made her feel, likewise, like a grown woman.

“I can’t remember the last time I felt so good,” she told him, well aware that she was boosting his ego by saying all these things. But Jesse just didn’t seem like the egotistic type.

“Don’t you have all the boys in your school chasing after you?” he asked teasingly.

“Well . . . not the right ones.”

He scooted closer, wrapping his legs up with her own beneath the covers. “That’s all over now,” he promised. “I’m so glad I met you.”

She gazed at him, feeling the same. She hadn’t expected this tonight, but she was thankful that it had happened. She needed Jesse, needed him right now at this point in her life. He could stop her from falling, or if she did still fall, he could catch her.

Maybe this was the start of something new. Maybe she’d found a good one this time.








TBC . . .

-April
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LOVE IS MICHAEL AND MARIA.
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