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Part 51

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Oh, I love it when passionate discussions happen! It excites me to no end! :mrgreen:

I'll go ahead and let you guys think what you want about the characters in this story. There is no wrong opinion, no wrong viewpoint. It's a very character-driven story, so I think there are a lot of ways in which you can look at it. Personally, the way I see it, everyone is lying. Lying to other people (Maria, for example) or lying to themselves (Max, for example).

Maria won't be the only person to "suffer" in this story. I promise that much, although it could be a long time coming . . .

xmag said:
I suppose that for the climax of the story and the angst, it has to go this way. But honestly, everything could be solved without too much damage, if everyone was more honest or less stupid and blind.


Right about that. My whole thought process while writing this story was that the solution was a fairly simple one to the readers. Maria needs to break up with Max, tell Michael how she feels, and wait for him to break up with Liz, right? But what would you do if you were in that situation? The problem is that Maria is a liar, Michael's fairly stupid, and most everyone in this story is blind. :?

Michelle in Younkers said:
She's [Maria's] the only one who has all the pieces, and deliberately keeps plowing deeper and deeper into something that will make many people absolutely miserable.


I think this is a good point, too. Maria, the infamous puppet master, has the power to make everything right, and instead she continues to make everything wrong. So you can interpret that however you want. Does she arguably deserve to suffer until she makes things right?

RiceKrispy said:
Also, shouldn't this be in the Alien Abyss section? Technically?


lol, yes, probably! I was unfamiliar with that section when I began posting this, so I just posted it in AU w/o aliens. Hopefully it doesn't get moved, because I don't want to lose readers or anything!

Anyway, like I said, I enjoy the discussion about this. It REALLY makes me feel great! Thank you ALL for all the feedback and the investment in this story.











Part 51








Maria was still staring at the beautiful diamond promise ring in disbelief as she made her way to the gymnasium that afternoon. It was so nice.

She stopped outside the heavy double-doors, took the ring off her finger, put it back in the box, and put the box in her purse. She couldn’t dance with that on. It would blind the other girls.

Time to dance, she thought with determination, opening the doors and walking inside. “Alright,” she said. “It’s time to hip . . . hop.” Much to her surprise, the rest of the team was already there. Usually, half of them were late. But not this time. They were already there, already dancing. Except . . . they were doing a dance Maria didn’t recognize.

That’s not my choreography, she thought as she watched them execute basic, pom pom-style moves, oblivious to her. It looked more like a cheerleading sideline routine than a hardcore, fast-hitting hip hop dance. Everything was so precise. Too precise. High-V. Low-V. Half-T. Full-T. Clean. It was like dance-by-the-numbers. Maria could practically do it right along with them. It was so predictable.

All of the team’s signature moves were absent. No spectacular leaps. No whirlwind turns. Nothing remotely groovy or sexual. Just . . . movements. They were executing it well, but it was just too easy. The difficulty level just wasn’t up to par. The music was different, too, not the kind of thing she would have picked out.

The dance ended with a traditional cheerleading jump and a unison shout of “Go, Santa Fe!”

Maria made a face. Since when did her dance team yell? They didn’t. And they didn’t do simple pom-dances to bad music. They did things her way. Didn’t they?

The girls huddled together and giggled, proclaiming proudly amongst themselves, “That was awesome! We looked so good!”

Maria cleared her throat and stepped forward, alerting them of her presence. “Alright, that was cute,” she said. “Go ahead and get in formation.”

The girls all looked at each other, and Pam was the one who spoke. “We already are,” she said, smirking.

“No, you’re not,” Maria told her. “Brooke’s in the front.”

“Not for this dance.”

Maria placed her hands on her hips and glared at every single girl. “What dance?”

“The one we just did.” Pam smiled. “I choreographed it a few days ago, taught it to everyone last night. Didn’t they catch on fast?”

“Yeah,” Maria. “Because it’s simple. And Pam, that is not your choreography. I recognize the moves from Bring It On.”

“Well . . . it’s adaptive,” Pam said haughtily.

“It’s not what this dance team’s about,” Maria told them, “so get in the right formation.” No one moved. Not even Liz. She clenched her jaw, feeling nervous. “Please.”

“Hell, no,” Pam said. “We’re done taking orders from you.”

“She doesn’t mean it like that,” Liz interjected quickly, stepping between the two girls.

“Yes, I do!”

“She doesn’t,” Liz insisted. “Look, Maria . . . we all really like your dance.”

“So let’s practice it,” Maria suggested.

“But . . .” Liz bit her bottom lip, looking unsure. “It’s just a little too hard for us.”

Maria refused to believe this was happening. “No. No, it’s not hard if you just practice it, guys.”

“Maria,” Liz said calmly. “You have to remember, you picked eight girls who have never danced at the college level to be on this team. We can’t be exactly what you want us to be. We have to do our own thing.”

“But . . .” Maria felt her bottom lip quiver as her emotions grew stronger. “Guys, I have worked so hard to make this dance team good.”

“And my dance isn’t good enough?” Pam said defensively.

“No, it’s . . . it is good,” she admitted. “It’s just not . . .”

Your choreography?” Pam filled in. “Well, it’s not your dance team anymore.”

Tears welled up in Maria’s eyes, and she struggled to hold them in. Her voice wavered when she said, “Can you guys just get in formation?”

No one moved. A few girls looked like they felt bad, but not bad enough to do anything.

She turned to Liz, her only friend on the team, the only one who really gave a damn about her anymore. But even she didn’t move a muscle. She averted her eyes and mumbled, “I’m sorry, Maria. I have to agree with Pam. It’s time for me to step up and be a captain. I need to follow through with what I said. I said we were gonna do whatever it takes to be a better team, and . . . it’s gonna take an easier dance.”

Don’t cry, Maria told herself. Don’t let these bitches see you cry. It’s just a dance. It’s not that important.

But it was important. It was so important to her.

She shoved past Liz and stomped off through the silent gym as the tears began to fall. She tried to muffle the sounds of her crying and get herself under control, but it was impossible. She was a mess.

“Ding dong, the witch is dead,” Pam muttered just loudly enough for her to hear. “About damn time.”

Maria choked on a sob and fled the gymnasium. She wasn’t welcomed there anymore.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Maria slammed the front door, still wailing, and stomped through the living room, down the hallway, and into her bedroom. She tore open that door and slammed it behind herself as well, trying to figure out whether to be angry or sad. Neither option was appealing. She’d rather just be happy.

She crashed down onto her bed, her body heaving with each and every uncontrollable sob. She wasn’t the kind of person who cried, but the past couple weeks had made her cry more than she ever had before. She hated it. She felt like a wet dog.

Get a hold of yourself, she thought, but she couldn’t. She couldn’t get a hold of herself. The tears just kept coming.

One thing after another . . . it was all changing. That was the reason why she cried.

“Maria?”

She looked up through tear-cloudy eyes when she heard her name spoken quietly by a voice she could never mistake. Michael poked his head through the door, staring at her with genuine concern in his eyes.

“No, go away,” she whimpered, trying to shoo him off. She didn’t want him to see her like that.

But of course Michael never did as he was told. He pushed open the door, shut it quietly behind him, and came to sit down beside her on the bed.

“Michael!” she raked one hand through her hair, wondering how bad she looked. He probably didn’t care.

“You okay?” he asked.

“Do I look okay to you?”

“No, you look . . . like a train wreck,” he admitted.

“I know.” She sighed heavily, thinking that the crying was now out of her system. But just as she thought that, she choked out a sob again.

“What happened?” Michael asked.

“I don’t wanna talk about it,” she said, shaking her head a little.

“Well, fuck that. I’m gonna make you.”

“Oh, you’re so annoying.”

“Yeah,” he agreed. “So what happened? Hey, wait a minute.” He grabbed her hand and looked down at the ring Max had given her. “Baby, you got bling,” he remarked. “Where’d you get that?”

“Max gave it to me,” she responded.

“Really? What kind of ring is that?”

“A promise ring.”

“A promise ring?” he echoed. “Huh.” He stared at it for a few seconds longer, then returned to asking, “So what happened today?”

She sighed heavily, knowing he would hound her about it until she told him. But . . . how could she tell him? “No, I can’t talk to you about this,” she said.

“Why not?”

“‘Cause it involves your girlfriend.”

“What about her?”

Maria groaned and gave in to his persistence. “She was just being a total bitch today. That’s all.”

Michael seemed taken aback. “Wait, are you serious?”

“Oh, no, I’m joking. I’m in such a joking mood right now.”

“Okay, so you’re serious,” he concluded, nodding. “Well . . . I don’t get it. I thought she was your friend.”

“She is, but she was still a bitch. Not, like, as bad as Pam Troy or Courtney Banks or anything, but just, like, you know, the kind of bitch who stands back and doesn’t do anything to help you when you’re getting beaten down.”

“Beaten down?” Michael echoed.

Maria sighed again, not enjoying reliving the whole fiasco. But, in a weird way, Michael was sort of her therapist. She had to tell him stuff. “This is gonna sound stupid to you, but it’s not to me.”

“It’s a dance thing isn’t it?”

“Yes! You saw the dance I made for them. It was a good dance, wasn’t it?”

“Yeah, it was hot.”

“Well, yeah, but now all of a sudden, they’ve decided they wanna do their own dance; and it’s just so easy and boring and . . . it’s not something a championship team would do.”

“Well, Maria, none of those girls . . .”

“Are actually champions, I know,” she said. “But they’re never gonna be if they don’t listen to me. And they’re not gonna listen, Michael, because they don’t care about me anymore. They don’t . . . I just don’t exist to them anymore, pretty much. That’s how I feel. It sucks.”

Michael shrugged. “Yeah, but . . . look at this way: you’re a better dancer than all of them combined. Don’t tell Liz I said that.”

She wiped off her tear-tracked cheeks with her hands and sniffed back the remainder of her tears, feeling just a little bit better after being able to vent. “I don’t mean to be such a baby,” she said. “I just . . . I don’t like this whole growing up thing. It’s like . . . everything’s changing and I’m just-I’m losing everything. I’m losing everything, Michael. My popularity, my dance team. “ She took in a sharp breath of air and her voice quivered when she used it again. “My mom. I know she’s not a great mom, but there was always this little ounce of hope, and now there’s just-there’s nothing. I have nothing.”

Michael waited a moment after her emotional rant before he spoke again. When he did, he said exactly what she needed to hear. “You have me.”

She looked up into his eyes for the first time since he had walked in the room, and he looked . . . caring. She knew Michael cared for her; she had always known. But this was different. Deeper.

He smiled, and that smile immediately lifted her spirits. “I’m gonna annoy you forever, Maria DeLuca,” he teased.

She managed to smile a little in return. “Really?”

“Yeah. As long as you keep annoying me.”

“I will.”

“You promise?”

She nodded. “I promise.”

“Okay,” he said. “Come here.” He put his arms around her then, surprising her, and pulled her to him. She held onto him tightly as he hugged her. He felt so good. He felt so safe, so strong. He made her feel strong. He made her crying stop completely. And he smelled so damn good. That was a bonus.

“I’m not goin’ anywhere, Maria,” he murmured against her hair.

Good, she thought. I can’t ever lose you.

“Except this weekend.”

“What?” she pulled away from the hug, looking at him questioningly.

“Liz,” he explained, “wants me to fly home with her and meet her parents.” He made a slightly worried face. “Think I can handle it?”

“No.”

“Oh, well, thanks for that boost of confidence.”

She laughed a little, and it felt good. Michael always made her laugh.

“But hey,” he said, “you and Max can have the whole upstairs to yourselves.”

“Yeah,” she said, glancing down at the bedspread. Max was the last thing on her mind. She didn’t want to talk about him, so she decided to change the subject. “Is my mascara running?” she asked as she wiped at the skin below her eyes. It felt like it was getting caked on to her cheeks. “Do I have raccoon eyes?”

“No,” Michael answered unconvincingly as he reached up to wipe the black liquid away with his thumb.

She smiled, and her heart fluttered at the simple touch. Oh, Michael Guerin, she thought, if only you knew what you do to me . . .

It was amazing that he could take her from crying to laughing in a matter of minutes. But he did. He always could.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

“Are you sure don’t want the window seat?”

“No,” Michael replied for the umpteenth time when Liz asked the question.

“Are you sure? ‘Cause I have to get up and pee a lot. It could get really annoying.”

“You crawlin’ over my lap to get to the aisle? I don’t think so,” he said as he stuffed her suitcase and his duffle bag up in the overhead compartment. They fit. Barely. “Are you sure this is gonna stay closed?” he asked as he shut the compartment door.

“Yeah,” she said as she huddled under her blanket. “Oh, it’s so cold on here.”

“Yeah.” He sat down in the seat, testing it for comfort. It wasn’t comfy.

“We’re supposed to get a meal on this flight,” Liz said absentmindedly.

A small miracle, he thought to himself. He could definitely feel his nerves kicking in to play as flight time approached. He sort of liked to keep his transport on the ground . . .

“You should get a blanket,” Liz suggested. “It only gets colder when we’re up in the air.”

“I’m fine,” he said. Truthfully, he was sweating like a pig. Nerves and all . . .

“Are you okay?” she asked.

“Yeah, why wouldn’t I be?”

“You just look a little . . . skittish.”

He immediately refuted that. “Skittish? I’m not skittish.” He rubbed his hands against his legs, then spied exactly what he was looking for stowed away in the back of the seat in front of him. A safety manual. “Ooh,” he said, seizing it. He opened it up and began to study it carefully, wanting to make sure he was prepared for anything.

Liz laughed as she watched him. “You’re really taking this seriously.”

Damn right I am, he thought as he looked over a tiny cartoon drawing of a woman and a child with yellow masks on their faces. “What the hell?” he said. “What are those? Duck masks? Why do they want us to look like ducks?”

Liz laughed a little and said, “Um, they don’t. Those are oxygen masks, in case something happens and, you know, we can’t breathe.”

“Has that ever happened to you before?” he asked nervously.

“Not on an airplane. It's the safest way to travel.”

He nodded. Good, he thought. Good. He then returned to looking over the safety manual, trying to comprehend it all. Seat cushion was a flotation device. Good to know. There were two emergency exits on each side of the plane in row fifteen. Also good knowledge.

Wait a minute, he thought. Aren’t I in row fifteen? He glanced up and noted the number above his seat. “Holy shit, Liz,” he cursed in panic. “We’re in an emergency exit row.”

She didn’t seem to get his anxiety. “Yeah, so?”

“So if we’re in an emergency, that means we actually have to do something.”

“It’s okay, Michael,” she assured him. “Why are you so worried?”

He put the safety manual away, thoroughly freaked out, and said, “Do you know what show I watched last night, Liz? Huh, do you? Lost, that’s what. I don’t wanna end up on some deserted island with the Dharma Initiative and the freakin’ Others!”

She laughed out loud. “We’re just flying to Nebraska. There’s no deserted islands on the way there.”

“Well . . . you never know.”

She laughed again. “Oh, what’s gotten into you? You’re acting like you’ve never flown before.”

He didn’t say anything.

It dawned on her immediately. Her mouth gaped in astonishment, and her eyes widened. “Oh my god, you haven’t?”

“Yes, I have,” he lied. “ I fly all the time. Russia. Hong Kong. Beirut.” He didn’t know where Beirut was, but it sounded far away.

“Michael, experienced flyers don’t bother looking at the safety manual. Just admit it. This is your first time.” She smirked. “You’re a flying virgin.”

“Oh, god.” He grimaced.

“My, how the tables have turned,” she said. “For once, I’m the experienced one.”

“Yeah, yeah, rub it in,” he mumbled. “I don’t know. I’ve just never had any need to fly anywhere, and when you first mentioned it, I thought it’d be no big deal, but now that I’m actually sitting here on the damn plane . . . fuck, I’m scared, Liz.”

“Oh, don’t be,” she said, rubbing his shoulder. “It’s really fun. Well, I mean, not really fun, but it’s not unpleasant. Trust me. I do it all the time.”

“So, you’re like a flying slut then?”

She shrugged. “I guess so. It is a lot like sex, actually. You just have to . . . relax.”

But he couldn’t. As far as he was concerned, this was nothing like sex. Sex was the best; this was the worst. “I don’t know, Liz,” he kept worrying. “That pilot looked kinda shifty.”

“He looked just fine. Here, put on your seatbelt. You’ll feel better.”

“Okay.” He brought both sides of the seatbelt together on his lap and tried to connect them, but it didn’t snap into place. “Uh . . . somebody.” He raised his hand for a flight attendant’s assistance. “This seatbelt isn’t functioning. It’s not--”

“Here,” Liz said. Reaching over, she snapped it together effortlessly and pulled the strap tighter. “That good?” she said.

“Yeah. But I still don’t feel safe.”

Liz rolled her eyes. “Oh, you are never gonna survive takeoff.”

“Why? What’s it like?”

“Fast.”

“Faster than a car?”

She laughed. “Much faster.”

“Shit,” he swore, looking around the plane some more. He didn’t like it. He just didn’t like it. But then he spied something that caught his eye. “Hey, what’s this?” he said, pulling a white paper bag out of the seat pocket in front of him.

“That would be a barf bag,” Liz informed him.

“Awesome.”

“Wait, you’re not seriously gonna throw up, are you?”

He shrugged. Hell if he knew. “If I do, I’ll make it attractive,” he promised her.

She smiled and shook her head.

Just then, a little chime sounded, and a man’s voice came over a speaker system. Michael was immediately alert and listening.

“Good morning, everyone. This is your captain speaking, welcoming you to Southwest Airlines, Flight 1723, non-stop to Lincoln, Nebraska. At this time we’ll be preparing for take-off, so we ask that you stow all your carry-on luggage in the overhead compartments, locate your seats, and fasten your seatbelts. We’ll be on our way shortly.”

“Oh, fuck,” Michael cursed as he felt his stomach start to do back flips.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

I’m so bored, Maria thought as she sat at the counter with Kyle that afternoon. She had woken up late and Michael had already left for the airport. It was weird not having him there.

She swirled the remainder of her Cocoa Puffs around with her spoon and commented, “It’s kinda quiet.”

“Yep,” Kyle agreed, never looking away from the newspaper he was reading.

Maria tapped her foot impatiently, waiting for something to happen. “If there were crickets chirping, I’d be hearing ‘em. That's how quiet it is.”

“Yep.”

She set her spoon down and said, “I wonder why it’s so . . . blah.”

“Well, that’s ‘cause Michael’s not here,” Kyle said, finally glancing up from the paper. “You’ve got no one to argue with.” He smiled. “I for one find it peaceful.”

“Oh, please,” she scoffed. “You and Tess and Isabel get way louder than Michael and I ever have.”

“Well, we’re supposed to,” he reminded her. “We’re all having sex. And as far as I know, you and Michael aren’t, so . . .”

She rolled her eyes. “I’m not having sex with Michael.”

“I know,” Kyle said. “But if you were, it’d probably bring the house down.”

Maria resisted the urge to smile at the thought.

“What would bring the house down?” Max asked as he approached.

“Sex,” Kyle answered, returning his focus to the newspaper. “We were just talkin’ about what would happen if Maria ever had sex with--”

“Brad Pitt!” Maria cut in sharply before Kyle could say something very bad. “Yeah, I’m sure he’s skilled and all, hence, you know, his daughter. But I think I’d prefer you, Max.”

He smiled. “That’s good to know.”

“Yeah,” Kyle said, giving her a suspicious look. “That sex with Brad Pitt just wouldn’t measure up.”

Maria turned and smiled at him, too, but it was more of a warning smile. If he ever brought up his Michael-Maria-house-bringing-down sex theory to Max, she’d kill him.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

“Ooh, look out the window!” Liz exclaimed as she pushed the window shutter upward and looked down at the ground below them. Miles and miles below them.

“No. No,” Michael said, turning away. “Close it, Liz.”

“But look, it’s so beautiful.”

“Yeah, I’m sure it is, but . . . no.” He couldn’t handle it, knowing how far up they were, knowing that if they crashed, they would end up suffering grisly deaths. This plane ride was showing him that flying just wasn’t his style.

She reluctantly pushed the window shutter closed again, and he breathed a sigh of relief. “You got through take off. That’s the worst part,” she said. “Well, that and landing.”

“Oh, god, we still have to land?” He’d allowed himself to forget about that unpleasant thought. “Oh god. And we’ll have the flight back in a couple days. Oh my . . . fuck.”

“It’ll be fine,” Liz said, smiling. “Hey, listen, I really do appreciate this. Really, you getting on a plane and flying all the way to Nebraska just to meet my parents . . . it’s really great of you.”

“Well, I’m a great humanitarian.”

“Are you excited?” she asked.

“What, to meet your parents? Oh, definitely.”

She giggled. “No, you’re not.”

“No, I’m not. I’m kinda nervous.”

“Well, don’t worry. It’ll be just fine,” she said. “Personally, I’m really anxious to meet yours.”

“My parents,” he said slowly. “Yeah, um . . . that’s probably not gonna happen, Liz.”

She frowned. “Why not?”

“Well, ‘cause my mom’s in jail for drugs, and I don’t know where the hell my dad is, so . . .”

“Oh my god,” she said. “Drugs? Really?”

“Yeah, she’s . . .” He shook his head, not wanting to talk about it. His parents were . . . bad to say the least. He tried not to think about them. Ever.

“Oh, I’m sorry,” she said.

“No, it’s okay. Just . . . don’t plan on a meet and greet.”

“Okay,” she said, still sounding stunned. “Wow.” She looked right at him and said, “There’s a lot I don’t know about you.”

“Yeah,” he admitted, “but we haven’t been dating that long. I don’t think you’re supposed to know everything yet.” He smiled. It was true that he knew a lot more about her than she did about him, but nobody really knew a whole lot about him. Just Maria. And Max and Kyle, to a lesser extent. That was about it. Everyone else just liked to presume they knew him.

He wanted to change the subject, so he carefully and cautiously went about saying what he needed to. “Hey, uh, I wanted to . . . mention something to you before we land.”

“What?”

“Uh . . . well, I don’t know. I really don’t understand all the dance team drama and politics and stuff, but Maria did come home yesterday, and she was really upset. You know, she said that you guys had a disagreement about a dance or something, so . . . I don’t know, maybe you guys could apologize to each other, or . . .”

“Wait, you want me to apologize to her?”

“No, I want you both--”

“I can’t believe this,” she cut in before he could finish. “I didn’t do anything wrong. Pam made up a dance, it’s super cute and easy, so we all wanna do that dance. We tried to tell Maria, and she just got really worked up.”

“Well, that’s what I’m saying. You know, it bothers her.”

“But why should it? She’s gonna be graduating, Michael. That’s supposed to be my team now, not hers.”

He felt himself digging a hole as he struggled to climb out of it. “But she could help you out with stuff. She’s really good.”

But that just made her madder. “What, and I’m not?”

“No.” Why did girls twist words the way they did? “No, you are, Liz. But she danced on the team for four years. She’s got a little experience under the belt is all I’m saying.”

“No, what you’re saying, Michael, is that she’s right and I’m wrong.”

“No, I'm not.”

“No, this is just so typical. There’s you and Maria, and then there’s me.”

“No, it’s you and me, Liz.”

“You’re totally taking her side.”

“No, I’m not. I didn’t even know there were sides to take.” He grunted in disbelief. “You’re overreacting.”

She unhooked her seatbelt and stood up. “No, I really don’t think I am,” she said, sliding past him and out into the aisle.

He sat there in a state of shock and watched her storm toward the bathrooms in the back of the plane. She was pissed. Definitely. He’d never seen Liz Parker so furious before.

“What did I do?” he asked himself, because he really had no idea.

He turned around and watched Liz tear open the door to the bathroom, practically tearing it off its hinges, duck inside, and slam it loudly.

Oh, shit, he thought. I’ve really made life difficult for myself now.

Even though he didn’t want to, he hesitantly unfastened his seatbelt and stood up on shaky legs. Just as he turned and stepped out into the aisle, the plane jostled a bit. Great, he thought. Turbulence.

Shaking his head at the irony of the situation, he made his way toward the back of the plane, holding onto the backs of seats as he went just in case the plane was to really jolt. He made it back to the bathrooms and stopped in front of the first door. “Liz, come on,” he said. When he got no response, he frowned and knocked. “Liz.”

“Occupied!” a creaky woman’s voice yelled from inside.

“Liz?”

“Marjorie.”

“Oh. Sorry, Marjorie,” he apologized. He’d probably just interrupted an old woman’s bowel movements. He side stepped to the right and stood in front of the correct door. He knocked on that door as well and tried again. “Liz.”

“Go away!” was the response he got from her.

“Liz, come on, let’s just talk about this.”

“I don’t want to.”

Another wave of turbulence hit, and he had to brace himself against the door to stay standing up straight. “Well, can we at least sit down? You know, with seatbelts and . . . relative safety.”

“I’m staying in here.”

“Liz, other people are gonna have to piss.”

“Well, they can hold it,” she reasoned. “I’ll come out when we land. Maybe.”

Maybe, he thought, wishing that his girlfriend hadn’t discovered the world of drama. Girls dramatized everything. It drove him insane.

“Excuse me, sir,” a flight attendant said, tapping him on the shoulder.

He spun around and came face to face with a hot blonde with luscious pink lips and bright green eyes. She was gorgeous like Maria.

“The captain’s turned on the seatbelt sign.”

“So I have to sit down?” he asked.

“Yes.”

“Excellent.” He knocked once more on the bathroom door, sort of to let Liz know he was going, then hurried back to his seat and his seatbelt. He would deal with the girlfriend situation later. Right now, he still had the fear of flying situation to deal with.








TBC . . .

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Part 52

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Sara: Maria should definitely find a new project. And she will eventually.

Krista: I'm going to start calling you by your real name since you've been reading so faithfully for so long now! :lol: I'm really enjoying reading your feedback. I think you made a brilliant point when you pointed out that, although Maria is pulling the strings like the puppet master she is, she's not benefiting from it.
All she's really trying to do now is keep everyone else happy. Everyone but herself, that is. Because once she reveals her feelings to Michael, she's the only one that gets to feel remotely better. Max will be heartbroken, Liz will be heartbroken, Michael will be confused as hell.
And I couldn't have said that any better myself. You said you were taking a psychology class, right? I think it's really paying off!

Alien_Friend: Oh, delirious hugs and delicious love? I love that! What a great saying! Kudos for making it up. ;)

SweetnSpicy: Oh, you made me laugh out loud when you referred to the dance team as "those dancing hoes." :lol:

pookie76:
Well, she better be prepared to tell her parents that their future son-in-law is a film director for porn.
Oh, that made me laugh out loud, too! Although Liz probably doesn't even know about the Cum-Hungry Coeds internship. Like you said, she knows nothing about him and he knows nothing about her, either.

Karin: Actually, an easier dance means that Liz and the others will probably make less mistakes. So while she might not make a fool out of herself, the dance might not wow the audience, either. Without Maria, the dance team might just be . . . okay.

spacegirl23:
One question though, how does Michael get to pay for his college tuition with his mom in jail and his dad MIA?
Loans, baby, loans! 8)

Michelle: I agree that Maria definitely shot herself in the foot by picking the dance team that she did. She really is a work in progress, but I'm glad you still found her adorable.

tequathisy: You and Michelle are definitely right when you point out that dance team was really all Maria had. And yeah, she did get it through hard work instead of sexual manipulation, so it REALLY hurts for her to lose it.

Mag: Interesting points about Michael's future in directing. He really wants to be a director, he is passionate about it, but he hasn't really worked hard for it at all. He definitely is miles behind Maria in terms of growing up, so he's going to need to do some maturing before he can ever hope to make it big in film.

Christina: Yes, a new reader! I LOVE new readers! And it never fails to shock me that Dreamers are reading this fic. But rest assured, there are Dreamer elements in this fic. I'm not going to say too much about it, but . . . well, you'll see. I can't believe you read all this in 3 days, too! That's insane! But thank you! :mrgreen:

nibbles:
I thought it was funny that even though Maria was really, really upset and angry she still managed to put her ring back on her finger.
I was wondering if anyone would notice this! Maria is constantly lying. Oh and about how Max became friends with M+M and Kyle . . . I'll leave that up to you to decide. I guess I just always pictured him as being the moral center of their group. Even though he's nothing like them, they all gelled instantly and the friendship felt natural.




Alright, I know I'm kind of late with this update today. Not my fault! Okay, partially my fault. I slept in until noon. :oops: But I tried to update right after waking up and the site wasn't working! :shock: Badness!

Anyway, once again, I want to thank you ALL for the feedback. I enjoy hearing what you guys have to say. It's pretty much the highlight of my otherwise dull day.

You (and Michael) will meet Liz's parents in this part . . . and they might surprise you a litte bit.










Part 52 (page 487! Holy cow!)







Alex stopped by Boutique de la Tess that day. (She was really calling it that.) It wasn’t as though he were particularly invested in looking at her clothing. He was more concerned with looking at Isabel.

He stood behind a clothing rack and watched as she looked herself over in the mirror. She was wearing a short, red, sparkly dress that covered . . . well, not much on the top at least. Her boobs were practically falling out, and he liked it.

“I don’t get it, Tess,” Isabel said. “Am I wearing it right?”

“Yeah,” Tess said. “It criss-crosses, you see, so you get the front cleavage and the side cleavage. It’s basically only covering your nipples.”

Alex felt his cock twitch and tried to slap it back down. He couldn’t let Isabel see him pitching a tent.

Isabel kept surveying herself in the mirror from every different angle as Tess went back to work at her sewing machine. Alex saw an opportunity, a rare lull in conversation between the two girls, and decided to make his move.

“Hey, Isabel,” he said, out from behind the rack.

“Oh, Alex,” she said. “I didn’t even notice you were here. I was totally changing and everything.”

“Oh, I didn’t watch,” he assured her. It was partially true. He’d tried not to watch.

“So what are you doing here?” she asked, smiling at him. “Tell me you’re not looking for clothes. Tess doesn’t design menswear just yet.”

He chuckled. “No, uh . . . my sister. She’s got a birthday coming up. I figured I’d get her something to wear.”

“That’s nice,” Isabel said.

“Got any ideas?”

She made a face. “Oh, I’m not really the fashion expert. Tess is.”

“Well . . . you look like a fashion expert to me. You look amazing, Isabel,” he raved, trying to keep his eyes from lingering on her very observable breasts.

“Thanks,” she said. “That’s what Kyle said today, too.”

Great, he thought. Way to be unoriginal, Whitman. “Well, and that dress . . . on you . . . you look great in red.”

“Yeah,” she said. “Kyle always says that, too.”

He sighed heavily, feeling let down. Kyle Valenti was always the first person on her mind. Everything he tried to say, Kyle had already said. And since Kyle was her greatest interest, she obviously valued his compliments much more than Alex’s.

“Tess,” Isabel said, returning her attention to her roommate then. “Are you sure this dress isn’t too slutty?”

“Of course it’s slutty. That’s the point,” Tess said. “Wear it to the party tonight, make Kyle drool.”

“He’ll already be drooling over you.”

“He’ll be drooling over both of us.”

I’ll be drooling over you, Isabel, Alex thought. But I don’t think you’ll notice.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Michael and Liz stood side by side at the baggage claim in the Lincoln airport that afternoon, saying nothing to each other. He was happy to be back on the ground—landing had been a nightmare—but that happiness was overshadowed by the fact that she was majorly pissed at him.

“Is that your bag?” he asked when he saw a familiar-looking green suitcase headed their way on the conveyor belt.

“No,” she answered without even looking at him.

He forgot about the bag for the moment then and said, “You know, I’m havin’ a hard time figuring out why you’re pissed at me.”

She didn’t say anything.

“Great, silent treatment,” he said. “I love that.”

She turned to look up at him then and suddenly said, “Oh, Michael, I’m sorry.” She threw her arms around his midsection and hugged him.

He hesitantly hugged her back, confused. “You’re apologizing to me?” Since when did a girl do that? “Awesome.”

“I’m really sorry,” she said again, pulling back to look up into his eyes. “I didn’t mean to freak out. I just did.”

“Why?” he couldn’t help but ask.

She shrugged, still holding onto him. “I don’t know. Sometimes I just get jealous of Maria ‘cause she means so much to you.”

“Well, she’s my best friend, Liz,” he acknowledged, “but you’re my girlfriend. I mean, which would you rather be?”

She thought about it for a moment, then replied, “Both.”

He really wasn’t sure what to say to that. Maria was his best friend. She had been for over a third of his life. “Well, maybe you will be,” he said, though he knew it would never happen. Never. No one could take Maria’s place, so telling Liz that she might someday be his best friend was a complete lie. He felt a little bad about it.

She seemed happy to hear it, though, because she smiled and stood up on her tiptoes for a kiss. He kissed her quickly, then reached out and grabbed her suitcase as it came on by.

“Thanks,” she said.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Maria went out with Max, Kyle, Tess, Isabel, and Alex that night to yet another party. She wouldn’t have even gone had it not been a Friday night. Friday. People partied on Friday. She had a feeling it wasn’t going to be very fun, though, especially without Michael there. Of course, he was out in cornfield Nebraska trying to make a good impression on Liz’s parents. That was even less fun.

Tess and Isabel were twirling around the moment they stepped foot in the place. They sandwiched Kyle in between them and started dancing up on him in the front and the back. “Woo!” he exclaimed, throwing his hands up and grinning goofily. The guy loved having two girlfriends. The three of them shuffled over towards the keg, Alex followed, and Maria was left standing with Max, feeling the awkwardness that she often felt when they were alone together nowadays.

“Well, this looks fun, doesn’t it?” Max said.

“I don’t know,” she replied. “Maybe we should just go.”

“But, we just got here,” Max pointed out.

She ran her hand through her hair and looked around. Pam Troy was there, along with Courtney Banks and a bunch of other people who no longer gave a rat’s ass about her.

“Hey, it’s Maria DeLuca!” she heard some guy shout. She looked around and watched as he drunkenly skipped toward her. “Hi, Maria DeLuca!”

“Hi . . . guy with really bad breath,” she returned, making a face at the foul smell.

The guy grinned like an idiot and asked, “So, uh, are Liz and Guerin here?”

Once again, she had resign herself to being part of the secondary couple. “No,” she answered as calmly as she could.

“Well, are they gonna get here?”

“No.”

“Oh.” For a moment, he looked disappointed. Then, he perked up again and said, “Well, in that case . . . you want a Jello shot?”

“No.” She pressed a hand to his chest and pushed him away from her slightly, then turned back around to face Max. “I just think this is a waste of time.”

“I don’t understand,” he said. “I thought you liked parties.”

She grunted. Yeah, she had. “I stopped liking parties when parties stopped liking me,” she informed him, brushing past him and heading back out to the car. She’d rather be doing homework than be somewhere where nobody really gave a damn about her. And that was saying something.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Michael took a deep breath to steady himself as he and Liz walked up the sidewalk to the house. It was a nice house. Nice people probably lived in it. Nice people who wouldn’t approve of a rough-around-the-edges guy like him.

Shit, he thought. What am I getting myself into? First flying, now this? He had to be insane.

“Okay, one more time,” Liz said, stopping. “What are the three no’s?”

He sighed and answered like a dutiful school-boy. “No sex, no swearing, no crude humor.”

“Right,” she said. “I think you’re ready.”

They stepped up onto the porch, and Liz reached out and rang the doorbell.

“I don’t know about you,” he said as they waited, “but I don’t know how I’m gonna survive this whole weekend without a decent fu---uuudge pop,” he quickly covered when a woman, presumably Liz’s mother, opened the door.

Apparently she was oblivious to what he had been about to say, because she just smiled and said, “Honey, you’re home!” She threw her arms around Liz, and Liz hugged her back.

“Hi, Mom,” she said, looking as relieved as Michael felt.

“Hi. Oh, Jeff, get down here! Liz is home!”

Michael stood back and watched as a man came tumbling down the stairs, looking overjoyed to see his daughter again. “Lizzie!” he exclaimed, hugging her when her mother stopped.

“Hi, Daddy.” She laughed a little. “Gosh, you guys, it’s only been a couple of weeks since I last saw you.”

“I know, but it feels like such a long time,” her mother said. She turned to Michael then, and seemed to remember to acknowledge him. “Hello.”

“Hi,” he said, unsurely.

Liz quickly jumped in. “Oh, Mom, Dad, this is Michael. Michael, this is my mom Nancy and my dad Jeff.”

“Nice to meet you,” Jeff, said, extending his hand.

“Nice to meet you, too,” Michael replied.

“We’ve heard so much about you,” Nancy said, surprising him when she actually reached out and embraced him in a hug as well.

Huh, he thought. Things aren’t going too bad so far. He glanced at Liz, and she smiled encouragingly. She seemed to be thinking the same thing.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Max pulled the car the car to a stop in the driveway, put it in park, and turned it off. He slowly took the key out of the ignition, but he made no effort to get out of the car. Maria sat there with him, happy to be away from the stupid party but also sort of dreading all this one-on-one time with her boyfriend now. Kyle and Tess and Isabel and Alex might very well be out all night. What was she supposed to do with Max all that time? Besides the obvious.

After a moment of silence, Max turned to her and asked, “What’s goin’ on with you, Maria?”

“Nothing,” she lied.

“No, there’s something. Ever since we’ve started dating, it’s like you’ve been more distant, like I don’t know what’s going on in your head.”

He didn’t. He really didn’t.

“Tell me, Maria,” he said, “what is going on in your head?”

She thought about Michael. Michael, up in Nebraska, with Liz, away from her. That was what was going on in her head. But she couldn’t tell Max that. It would devastate him. She figured she had only two options: tell Max the truth and break his heart or lie to him some more and keep his heart intact.

She leaned over and did what she always did when she didn’t want to talk. She kissed him.

“No, Maria, we need to talk . . .” he said, but he trailed off. The idea seemed to quickly vanished from his head as one kiss led to another, and soon the windows were fogging up.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Michael sat in the Parker living room with Liz and her parents that evening, laughing as he listened to Jeff talk about his glory days as a rebellious badass in the 70s. Michael had never expected to feel this comfortable and at ease in his girlfriend’s home. He’d anticipated sweating bullets, not having a good time.

“It was without a doubt one of the most incredible experiences of my life,” Jeff said.

“Wait a minute, wait a minute,” Michael cut in. “So you’re telling me you were actually at Woodstock.”

Jeff shrugged. “I’m cool. What can I say?”

“No way,” Michael said, picturing it. “Unreal. Unreal. Man, do you know what I would give to be able to be at that?” He saw Nancy raise an eyebrow out of the corner of his eye and remembered exactly what Woodstock had been about. “Not for the sex and the drugs, obviously,” he lied flimsily. “But for the music. I’m all about the music.”

“Really?” Jeff said. “I was all about the sex and drugs.”

“Daddy!” Liz gasped.

“Oh, don’t let him fool you,” Nancy said. “He was only thirteen. He didn’t even know what sex was.”

Now it was Michael’s turn to raise an eyebrow. Hell, he’d been having sex at thirteen, as bad as that sounded.

“Thirteen year-old geek at Woodstock,” Jeff mused. “It’s a wonder I even survived.”

“Yeah, really,” Michael chuckled. “Man, that’s awesome, though.”

“Yeah,” Jeff agreed. “It really was about the music, though, for me.”

“Jeff’s a wonderful musician,” Nancy said proudly. “He would’ve been one of the greats.”

“What happened?” Michael asked.

Jeff shrugged. “I just never pursued it, decided I’d settle for playing at coffee shops around home instead.”

“Huh,” Michael said, wondering why he’d done that.

“Everything worked out the way it was supposed to, of course,” Jeff said, “but there isn’t a day that goes by that I don’t wonder what it would be like to be a rock star.”

“Yeah,” Michael said. He could relate. He knew there was never going to be another Steven Spielberg, but he was sure as hell going to try to be just as great in his own way.

“Do you want my advice? Here’s my advice,” Jeff said. “Don’t be afraid to go after what you want, whatever that is. Just go for it.”

Just go for it, Michael thought. Go for the film career. Go for the relationship. Just go for it. “That’s . . . actually pretty good advice,” he said.

“Of course it’s good advice. I gave it,” Jeff said, smiling. “No, really, though . . . whatever you want, you should have it.”

Whatever I want, he thought. Whatever I want.

Nancy stood up then, clearing her throat. “Well, it’s getting late. Michael, why don’t I show you to your room?”

“Oh. Okay.” He didn’t know why, but he’d been hoping that Liz’s parents would be cool enough to let him share a room with her. But no parents were that cool.

He stood up and debated whether or not to bend and give Liz a kiss on the cheek. It wasn’t too-over-the-top of a gesture, so he went ahead and did it. Liz’s mom actually smiled. Even her dad looked happy to see it.

“Goodnight,” he told her.

“Goodnight,” she echoed.

“Goodnight, Mr. Parker.”

“I thought we were on a first-name basis.”

He chuckled and said. “Goodnight, Jeff.”

“That’s more like it.”

Michael shook his head, smiling, and thought, I wish I had parents like yours, Liz. Maybe that’s why you turned out so much better than me.

He started up the stairs after Nancy and overheard a bit of the conversation Jeff and Liz started up.

“So how are your grades, Lizzie?”

“Um, they’re okay.”

“Okay?”

“They’re good.”

Oh, they’re not so good, Michael thought as they drifted out of earshot. Sorry about that, Jeff.

“I hope this room’s okay for you,” Nancy said as she led him down to the end of the hall. “We haven’t gotten around to remodeling it yet, but it should be alright.” She opened the door to reveal a modest but comfortable room, more spacious than his room at his own house. Well, more spacious than his new room. Not the room he used to have before Maria had so brutally seized it from him.

“Yeah, this is nice,” he said. “Your whole house is way nicer than my house. I mean, not that my house is a dump or anything.”

“I’m sure it’s not,” Nancy said, stepping into the room. “I think it’s very mature of you to live on your own.”

“Well, not completely on my own,” he said, following her inside. Kyle did a hell of a lot of the mature stuff.

Nancy smiled. “Max and Kyle and Maria. Liz has told me all about them, too. She’s so grateful to have met you all.”

“Yeah, well, I could say the same,” he admitted. “Liz . . . she’s been really good for me. Got me to kinda calm down a little bit.” Just a little.

“She’s a good girl.” Nancy sat down on the bed and patted the space beside her. “Sit down.”

He did, getting the sense that she was about to ask him something.

“So,” she said, “how long have you been sleeping with my daughter?”

His eyes almost bogged out of his head. What was he supposed to say to that? “Uh . . .” Maybe I should deny it, he pondered.

“A mother can tell when her little girl’s no longer a virgin,” Nancy said. “I won’t say anything to Liz because I don’t want to embarrass her, but I think it’s my parental responsibility to give you a good talking to. Or . . . not to. With. There’s a difference.”

“There is?”

Nancy nodded. “Yes. I won’t lecture you. I won’t get mad at you. I’ll just ask the question, how long has it been?”

“Uh . . .” She seemed okay, but he was still a little wary to admit it. He shrugged. “About a month.”

Nancy just nodded, considering it. “Okay. Well, just so long as you’re protection and treating her right, which I know you are . . .”

“Yeah, I wouldn’t do anything bad to her.”

Nancy smiled. “Well, for her first time out of the gate, Liz sure did find a good one.”

“Well . . .” He shrugged. He was a good one by some connotations. Good student? Not so much. Good in bed? Master. Good guy . . . not really . . .

Nancy smiled and patted him on the shoulder. “I’m glad you came to meet us, Michael. You’re welcome here anytime.” She smiled again, then stood up and headed for the door. “Let me know if you need anything.”

“Okay.”

“Oh.” She stopped in the doorway and spun around. “But if you decide to sneak into Liz’s bedroom, you will see a different side of me.”

“I’ll . . . just hang out here,” he assured her.

She smiled. “Goodnight.”

“‘Night.”

Once the door shut, he breathed a sigh of relief. With any other parent, that could have been a crisis. But not Nancy Parker. And not Jeff. They were hands down the coolest parents—no, the coolest adults—he had ever met in his entire life. They actually liked him.

It was a nice change of pace from Amy DeLuca. That was for sure.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Maria went out with Tess to the mall the next day, but it ended up being more of a depressive than uplifting experience. There were all these beautiful clothes, and she didn’t have enough money to buy them. She did cave in on a pair of gold stiletto heels, though. Some things she couldn’t resist.

“Oh my god, adorable,” Tess raved as she examined a shimmery pink dress at Charlotte Russe. It was her favorite store. They’d already been there three times, but she kept going back for more.

“I don’t get it,” Maria said. “You’re a fashion designer. You can make all your own clothes. Why the shopping spree?”

Tess reluctantly released the dress and said, “Making clothes is just so time-consuming. I love it, don’t get me wrong, but sometimes I just like to go out, swipe the debit, and call it a day.”

“Sounds nice,” Maria said. “Wish I could do that.”

“Oh, honey, you already did. The shoes.”

“Yeah, but I wish I could do it more,” Maria elaborated. “Oh, it would be nice to be rich.”

Tess laughed a little. “Yeah, well, you could be the next Fred Astaire or whatever; then you’d be really rich.”

“Fred Astaire’s a guy, Tess.”

“Oh, you know what I mean.”

“Ginger Rogers?” Maria guessed. “Yeah, I can’t exactly see her breaking it down hip hop style.”

“Hmm, that History of Dance class is really paying off, huh?” Tess said, smirking.

“Oh, yeah. I haven’t had to sleep with the professor since the beginning of the semester.”

“Well, I’m sure Max is happy about that.”

“Yeah.” Maria sighed and reached up to touch the fabric of the beautiful dress on display herself. “Oh, it is adorable,” she admitted. “I wish it was mine.”

“I could buy it for you,” Tess offered.

“No, I’m not gonna have you spending your money on me. Forget it,” Maria responded immediately. “I don’t know about you, but I’m all shopped out. You wanna go eat and get fat?”

Tess smiled. “Sure.”

Five minutes later, they sat at a table gorging on all the greasy food their stomachs could handle.

“This food court is so gross,” Tess said before stuffing half a slice of pizza in her mouth. “Gross but good.”

“I know,” Maria agreed as she chomped down on her extremely cheesy cheeseburger. “Mmm, I’m really glad we decided to do this today. It was really boring at home.”

“Wasn’t Max there?”

Maria chewed thoughtfully and answered, “Yeah, he was.”

“But it was still boring?”

“Well . . . he was studying. And I was trying to study, you know, but I’m not very good at that. I’m much better at shopping.”

Tess laughed and teased, “Those shoes beg to differ.”

“Shut up. They’re fashionable.”

“Yeah. In the 80s.”

Maria took another peek into the sack and lifted the lid of the box. They were a little retro. “They’ll make me taller,” she reasoned. “Don’t you ever wanna be taller?”

Tess shrugged. “Sometimes.” She set down the remainder of her pizza and said, “So, uh, why did you and Max leave the party so early last night? You never told me.”

“Oh, I don’t know,” Maria answered, setting down her burger. “I just get tired of people coming up to me and asking where Liz is. Plus, I haven’t really been able to enjoy parties since . . . you know, almost dying at one.”

“Yeah, that would definitely suck,” Tess agreed. “Well, honestly, you didn’t miss much. If Kyle hadn’t brought me to happy-land, the night would’ve been a total waste.”

Maria smiled at Tess’s euphemism. Happy-land? Well, she always was happy. “Tess,” she said, “can I ask you something?”

“Sure. What is it?”

“Um . . .” She thought of Isabel, Tess, and Kyle, and how, in a strange way, they were similar to Liz, Michael, and herself. “Okay, I’m just . . . I’m just wondering. Inquiring minds and all that. Um . . . I don’t know. Is it, um . . .” She trailed off, not wanting to give too much away.

“Is it what?” Tess prompted.

“Is it . . . hard sharing Kyle with Isabel, not having him all to yourself?”

Tess didn’t answer right away. She paused thoughtfully, licked her lips, and leaned forward. “Okay, don’t tell anyone this,” she said quietly. “Anyone, okay. Don’t tell anyone.”

“Okay.”

“But sometimes when Kyle and Isabel and I are all, you know, together . . . sometimes . . . “ She blushed and practically whispered, “Sometimes I feel like we’re the only two in the room.”

Maria inhaled sharply. That was exactly how she felt with Michael most of the time.

“It’s like, even though she’s there, I just forget that she’s there. You know?”

She knew.

“And Kyle must forget, too, because he gets really focused on me. I mean really focused.”

Even though she and Michael didn’t have a sexual relationship, it was intimate in its own way. He definitely focused on her like Kyle did on Tess.

“I mean, I know it’s wrong, but . . . I just can’t help it.”

I can’t help it, either, Maria thought.

“It just seems like we have . . . I don’t know, something special.” She bit her bottom lip and said, “Does that make any sense?”

“Yeah,” Maria said, once again thinking about her own complicated life circumstances. “That makes a lot of sense.”

“Just . . . don’t tell anyone,” Tess said again. “Not Kyle, definitely not Isabel. No one.”

“Don’t worry. I won’t,” Maria promised her.

“Good,” Tess said. “And I won’t tell anyone you have a huge crush on Michael.”

Maria immediately bristled and got defensive. “What? I don’t--”

“Yes, you do,” Tess interrupted, smiling knowingly. “Don’t lie.”

She considered trying her hardest to deny it, trying to convince Tess that she was wrong, but Tess wasn’t wrong, and it was quite obvious she knew she wasn’t wrong. “How did you know about that?” Maria said, admitting to her feelings out loud for the first time.

“Well, I’m a lot smarter than I look,” Tess told her. “But it doesn’t exactly take a rocket scientist. It’s kinda obvious.”

“Obvious?” Maria echoed in horror. “I’m obvious?”

“It’s okay. Michael’s oblivious,” Tess informed her. “And Max . . . I don’t think he can tell.”

Maria breathed a sigh of relief.

“But . . .” Tess added. “This begs the inevitable question . . . why are you dating Max if you have feelings for Michael?”

Admitting to her feelings was one thing. Delving in deeper was quite another, something she wasn’t ready to do yet. “It’s complicated, okay? I think for now you’re just gonna have to settle for knowing one of my deepest, darkest secrets.”

“It’s a deal,” Tess said, picking up her neglected pizza slice once again. “After all, you know mine.”

Maria sighed heavily, hoping it would be a little easier now that she had someone to confide in. But she doubted it would be. Nothing in her life was easy anymore. It never would be.









TBC . . .

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Mag: Look at it this way. Michael is putting in effort in a different sort of way. He's honestly trying to be a good boyfriend to Liz even though, as you've put it, she's just his guinea pig girlfriend. lol about the porn movie/oscar thing. :lol:
nibbles:
How many more pages until the first break up?
Oh, honestly . . . I have no idea. :oops: I'll assure you that I have already written both break-ups, but determining the number of pages until the first one . . . that would require some math, and since I just woke up, I'm not up for math right now. :P And about how cool parents like Nancy and Jeff ended up with Liz . . . well, I'll leave that up to you to decide. My thoughts on it are that Jeff and Nancy are not overprotective parents, that they would have allowed her to date and go out if she wanted to, but Liz sort of voluntarily sheltered herself for the first eighteen years of her life.
Antarian Chick: Hey, I'm super glad to see you're still reading! Max is definitely getting suspicious, but don't expect him to give up on Maria just yet. The guy has had a huge crush on her for eight years, and now he thinks he finally has her. :roll:
pookie76:
Everything Michael touches turns into gold. No wonder he's not getting any smarter, there's no need to.
That's a good point. Why would Michael put himself through some huge life-transformation right now when his life isn't that bad? With all the things Maria's been going through, she was sort of forced to change. Michael doesn't have that movitation.
crazysnape: Hey, I'm glad to see you're still reading, too! Tess named her fashion store Boutique de la Tess on purpose, even though it's wrong. :lol: Thanks for the correct translation, though. It's always good to know more French!
SweetnSpicy:
Oh, Michael...listen to Jeff Parker, he is actually being wise. Go for what you want! Which is Maria.
Of course. :wink:
Christina:
He must be pretty damn good at blocking out his feelings or something, ‘cause I just can’t tell what’s going on in his head.
Michael is a very confusing guy, I'll admit. As I've written and read through this, I've come to the conclusion that, while Maria is much better at lying to other people than Michael is, Michael is much better at lying to himself. Oh, and I can totally relate to you relating to Liz apologizing to Michael so quickly! :lol: Whenever I freak out on my boyfriend, I immediately say 'I'm sorry, I didn't mean it.' Like you said, that doesn't mean we don't have backbones, though. We must just be easily-irritated girlfriends. :wink:
ForeignLoveMonkey: See what I said to nibbles for answers to your questions. ;)
spacegirl23:
Liz's parents are SO cool. One thing that struck me was when Michael told Nancy that Liz is good for him, which IS true. He's not as reckless anymore, and is less of a pig (or is he?).
Exactly! As wrong as they are together, Michael has taken small strides with Liz. Just the fact that he's not having a different girl in his bed every night is huge for him.
Tine:
I loved Michael on the plane, nobody con be that cool all the time.
lol, yes, even Campus King Michael can be a spaz!
Krista: I totally agree with you about how a partner in a relationship should become the best friend eventually as well. That's what really makes a solid, unbreakable relationship. And you're totally right when you say that Liz shouldn't be expecting that with Michael already. That kind of bond takes a long time to build, so she should be hope for it but not expect it.
Alien_Friend:
There is nothing worse than not knowing where you fit in. Probably another reason why she [Maria] feels so deeply about Michael he provides that stability all the time.
Most definitely! If Michael were to be undergoing some huge life-transformation right now, too, then nothing in Maria's life would be stable, and she would probably lose her mind! Michael is frustrating, dense, and clueless, but at least he is consistent. :wink:
Sara:
the secret is bound to come out
Eventually . . . 8)





Thank you all so much for reading! I always really enjoy hearing what you have to say. The good news for this part . . . the weekend ends, so Michael gets to come home to Maria. :mrgreen: Enjoy!

Oh, and one last thing . . . I make fun of my own university's football team in this part! :lol: Ha ha!










Part 53









Michael went with Liz and her family to see Memorial Stadium at the university in Lincoln. It was huge, at least ten times bigger than their crappy little football stadium at Santa Fe.

“Wow,” Michael said as they walked out onto the field. “This is pretty massive.”

“Best football stadium in the world,” Jeff proclaimed proudly. “On game day, when the Huskers light it up, and there’s just a sea of red . . .” He shook his head, smiling fondly. “It’s magic.”

“I take it you’ve been to a few football games,” Michael concluded.

“Oh, not just been to,” Nancy piped up. “Played in. He was the quarterback in ’76.”

“What?” Michael spat in disbelief. “Is she serious?”

Jeff nodded modestly. “She is. How else did you think we got in here?” He held up a small key on a key-ring and jingled it. “Alumni key.”

“He would’ve gone on to get the Heisman if he hadn’t thrown his shoulder out that year,” Nancy went on. “He was really good.”

Michael laughed a little, still trying to wrap his head around it. “Wait, wait, so you’re tellin’ me, not only was this guy almost a rock star, but he was almost a Heisman trophy winner, too? What’s next? You were almost an astronaut?”

“Oh, I was,” Jeff said. “Summer after my senior year. Had to make some cash.” He laughed.

Michael laughed along with him for a moment, then grew completely serious and asked, “No, really, were you?”

Jeff just shrugged.

Liz leaned over and said quietly, “He kids.”

“Oh, right,” Michael said. “I knew that.”

Liz smiled. “Of course you did.”

Jeff sighed wistfully out of nowhere then, and said, “Oh, I still remember Saturday nights on this turf. Nothin’ like it. Go Big Red.”

“Yeah,” Michael said, nodding thoughtfully. “Didn’t the Huskers suck this season?”

Jeff shot him a warning glare and said, “Well, I don’t recall hearing anything about Santa Fe.”

“Division C,” Michael reasoned, “and they suck, too. Although, it’s always possible Nebraska sucks worse.”

Jeff turned to his daughter and joked, “You know, Liz, if this guy wasn’t your boyfriend, I’d kill him.”

Michael chuckled. “5-7 record! What is that?”

“It’s a fluke,” Jeff replied confidently. “It’s a fluke. That’s what it is.” He raised the football he had in his hand and said, “Come on now. Go long, go long!”

Michael ran down the field to catch the football when Jeff threw it. He ran it into the end zone, through his arms in the air, and exclaimed, “Touchdown! Santa Fe!”

“Oh, Liz,” he heard Jeff grumble. “You’re gonna have to convert that kid.”

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Liz sat on the couch with Michael that night while her mother fixed dinner and her dad tried to adjust the TV antenna to get the channel the game was on to come in. (It was just an old, classic Husker football game, one from back in the 90s, but he was just as enthused to watch it as he would’ve been for a new game.)

“What the . . .” Her father stopped and censored himself. “I’m about to break down and get cable, you hear me?” he shouted at the antenna. “Yeah, I’ll do it!”

Liz rolled her eyes and laughed a little. “He’s such a dork.”

“I think he’s awesome,” Michael told her. “And your mom, too. I wish they were my parents.”

“Yeah, they’re pretty great,” she agreed. “Just like you.”

“I’m great?” he said, pretending he didn’t know. He lowered his voice and asked, “Is that great in bed or just great in general?”

“Mm, great in general,” she decided.

“Yeah? Nice.”

She smiled, and he heart fluttered as he leaned in and kissed her. It was just a little kiss, but it was exhilarating, just like all the kisses Michael Guerin gave.

“You know what?” he said as he stroked the back of her hand with his fingers. “I actually wish we didn’t have to go home tomorrow.”

“Really?”

“Yeah. I mean, I’m already freakin’ out about gettin’ on another plane.”

“You’ll do fine.”

“Plus, everything’s just so easygoing here. You know?” he added. “But, I don’t know, I guess it’ll be good to see Maria and all them again.”

Liz didn’t bother to ask why Maria got a special mention. She always did.

“I don’t wanna go to work Monday,” he said.

“Oh, the strenuous life of a male model,” she teased.

“I know, it’s not that hard. It’s just stupid. I gotta do it, though. I still got that bathroom fine to pay off.”

“Still?” She had been under the assumption that he already had enough money to pay for it.

“Yeah, I basically got nothing off my last photo shoot, even though I was there for hours. So I still owe about one-fifty.”

“Oh.” All of a sudden, Liz found herself picturing Michael at yet another photo shoot, probably another photo shoot with Maria. She remembered the way they had looked last time, how close they’d been, and she didn’t want them to get that close again. “Maybe I could help you out,” she offered.

“No, no, that’s okay,” he said. “I’ll take care of it. Thanks anyway.”

“Hmm.” Still, she found herself worrying. She didn’t want him to have to do any more photo shoots with Maria than were necessary.

“Dinner’s almost ready!” her mother called from the kitchen.

“Just a minute!” Jeff called back as he set the antenna down on the floor and bent it at an impossible angle. “I gotta get this to come in. Michael, you wanna try?”

“Uh, sure,” Michael said, crawling down off the couch to fiddle with the lopsided antenna. “Man, who uses an antenna these days?”

Jeff shook his head. “What a punk.”

Liz got up off the couch and slinked upstairs, still worrying about Michael’s photo shoot on Monday. Maybe it wasn’t even with Maria. Still, she couldn’t take the chance.

She sneaked into her parents’ room and found her mom’s purse. Her parents weren’t rich by any means, but her mother always kept a lot of cash in her wallet, just in case she had a dire emergency, she said. Liz opened up the wallet and peered inside. There were lots of twenties, more than her mom would ever need for an emergency. Some of it was probably meant to be deposited in the bank.

Liz frowned and bit her bottom lip. She didn’t like doing this, and she’d never done it before. But if she took the money, Michael wouldn’t have to go do the photo shoot. And he wouldn’t get close to Maria. Plus, it would make her look good, being able to help Michael out.

Even good girls break the rules, she thought as she took eight twenty dollar bills out of her mom’s wallet and stuffed them in her back pocket. She’d pay her back . . . eventually.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Maria walked out of the bathroom the next morning towel drying her hair and suddenly remembered what day it was. Sunday. Thank God. End of the weekend. She’d never been happy about the end of a weekend before, but since she had spent both Friday and Saturday at home for the first time ever, she was eager for the boringness to be over. Plus, Michael was coming home. That would surely liven things up a bit.

“Kyle,” she said as she walked out into the living room. “When are you going to pick Michael and Liz up?”

“Uh, I don’t know,” Kyle replied, never glancing away from the TV.

“You don’t know?”

“I think I’m supposed to be there at the airport 5:30, so, accounting for laziness, I’ll be there at 6:00.”

Maria tried to seem uninterested as she continued towel-drying her hair. “You mind if I come with you?”

He shrugged. “You can if you want. But I don’t know why you’d want to. Those two haven’t had sex for an entire weekend. They’re probably gonna be doin’ it in the car.”

Maria immediately froze with the towel to her hair and made a face. Was that really something she wanted to see? Again? No way. “On second thought, I’ll stay home,” she decided.

“Smart move.”

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

“It never ceases to amaze me,” Jeff said as he struggled to zip up Liz’s suitcase the next day, “how much one girl can pack for a weekend.”

“Yeah, seriously,” Michael agreed as he zipped up his own bag. It weighed at least ten pounds less than Liz’s.

“Well, let’s get these down to the car,” Jeff said. He was giving them a ride to the airport, even though it wasn’t that far away. Taxis were too expensive, even in Nebraska.

“Right behind you.” Michael followed Jeff out of the room, down the hallway, and down the stairs. He stopped on the stairs, though, when he heard Liz and her mom talking.

“I’m so glad you were able to bring him, Lizzie.”

“Me, too.”

Michael leaned against the wall separating the stairs from the living room and listened in, wanting to hear what they said.

“Now you know, honey, it might be a little while until you see us again. We love seeing you, but it costs a lot of money to fly you back and forth.”

“Yeah,” Liz said. “Money.”

“But I’m sure you’ll do fine. You’ve got Michael to keep you company.”

“Yeah, I do.”

Michael grinned. Oh, I’ll keep her company, Nancy, he thought. And if that company includes handcuffs, so be it.

“I really like him, Liz,” Nancy said sincerely. “Really.”

“So do I,” Liz said. “I more than like him, Mom. He’s so . . . perfect.”

Michael smiled. Of course he was perfect to Liz, but the knowledge that her parents liked him still made his head spin.

“I mean, it started out with me having this huge crush on him, thinking he felt nothing for me, and then one night we went out. And then we went out again and again, and things have just been getting better and better. I think . . . I think I’m in love with him.”

That proclamation almost made Michael fall down the stairs. Love? The four-letter word? That was a shock. He cared about Liz, sure, but not enough to use that word. Not yet. Maybe not . . . for awhile.

It was Jeff that broke him out of his thoughts. “Hey, what happened to you? I thought you were right behind me?”

“Oh,” Michael said, walking down the remainder of the stairs. “Yeah, I had to . . . piss.”

Jeff chuckled and glanced into the living room. “Lizzie, you about ready to go?”

“Yeah,” she said. “Mom and I were just talking.”

You sure were, Michael thought, heading out to the car.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Maria was supposed to be watching the movie Unfaithful with Max that night, but she found herself watching the clock more than the TV screen. It was getting late.

“How long does it take to drive from the airport to our house?” she asked Max quietly.

“Mm, about twenty minutes,” Max replied, stroking her hair.

She glanced up at the clock again. Why was it taking them so long? “Then shouldn’t they be back by now?” she said.

“Maybe their flight got delayed.”

“Yeah, but . . . if it didn’t . . . Kyle said they were supposed to get in at 5:30. It’s already 7:30. That’s more than twenty minutes. I mean, I’m not mathematician, but it’s way more than twenty minutes.”

“Maria, why don’t you just watch the movie?” Max suggested.

She sighed and resigned herself to doing just that. Michael was going to get home when he got home. There was nothing she could do about it. But in the meantime, watching a movie called Unfaithful wasn’t making her feel any better.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Michael had never been happier and more pissed off at the same time than he was when he finally got off the plane at the Santa Fe airport that night. At midnight that night. Liz was so tired, he practically had to drag her through the airport. Kyle was waiting for them on the other side of the security gate, sleeping on a bench.

“Hey, Valenti,” Michael said, smacking his face to wake him up.

“What? What’s happening?” Kyle asked, jolting awake.

“We’re here,” Michael said. “Finally.”

“It was bad,” Liz said.

“It was the most horrible flying experience of my life,” he told Kyle. “And that’s sayin’ something, ‘cause the first one sucked, too.”

“What took you so long?” Kyle groaned as he yawned and stretched.

Michael chuckled sarcastically. “Well. First, we found out there was a bird stuck in the engine. A bird. So we had to sit at the freakin’ gate for two hours. And then we got caught in a storm and had to make an emergency landing in Colorado. It was so fuckin’ cold there, I almost froze my balls off. So then, after waiting out the storm in freakin’ Colorado for three fuckin’ hours, we got on the plane again, had to take off again, and finally got here. Oh, and I think our pilot was drunk. Practically gave me whip-lash on the landing.”

Kyle yawned again and shook his head. “Man, I have a 7:30 a.m. exam tomorrow morning.”

“Sorry,” Michael said. “Thanks for waiting.”

Kyle shrugged and stood up. “I got to people-watch. While I was awake. Saw lots of hot chicks. None of ‘em as hot as Tess. Or Isabel.”

“Let’s just go home,” Liz said. “I never thought I’d say this, but I actually miss my dorm room.” With her suitcase in hand, she started off towards the skywalk.

“Hey,” Michael said, tugging on Kyle’s arm before he could follow her. “Where’s Maria?”

“She stayed home, man. Probably asleep,” Kyle replied before heading off after Liz.

Asleep? he thought. Dammit. He wouldn’t have minded hanging out with her for awhile.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

She was wide awake. Try as she might, Maria couldn’t get to sleep. It was almost 12:30, and she and Max were still the only ones at home. Where the hell’s Michael? she wondered. I hope he didn’t decide to just stay in Nebraska or something. Seriously, who’d wanna live around all that corn?

Max lay behind her with one arm draped over her midsection. He was fast asleep. Had been for a few hours. She wanted to move, but she didn’t want to wake him up. So she just lay there, staring at the clock, watching as 12:27 changed to 12:28. What was taking them so long?

At last, at 12:29, she heard a car pull up in the driveway. It had to be them. She shot out of bed, not caring if she woke Max now, and crept out of the bedroom just as Kyle was walking in the front door.

“I’m goin’ to bed,” he announced, yawning.

Maria tugged the sleeves of her pajama shirt down over her hands and felt her heart flutter in her chest when Michael walked through the door. It had only been three days since she’d seen him, but it felt like a long time. For eight years, she had never gone three whole days without seeing him and being annoyed by him until now.

“Hey,” she said quietly.

“Oh, hey,” he said, setting down his bag and shutting the door. “Why are you still awake?”

“Couldn’t sleep.”

“Really?” He grinned. “Worried about me?”

“No,” she lied. “Actually, I enjoyed the peace and quiet while you were gone.”

“Yeah, but I bet it was boring.”

She rolled her eyes, unable to keep from smiling. “A little.”

“Yeah, I bet.” He yawned and plopped down on the couch. “Man, I’m wiped.”

“Why were you so late?” Maria asked, sitting down beside him. “Where’s Liz?”

Michael made a face. “Which question am I supposed to answer first?”

“The Liz one.”

“Right. She’s back in her dorm room. I had to carry her up the stairs.”

“How Prince Charming of you.”

He shrugged. “I try.”

“So why were you guys so late?”

“Fuckin’ flight,” he answered, rubbing his tired eyes. “I’m driving everywhere for the rest of my life.”

“You’re such a wimp.”

“Yeah, like you’d do any better.”

She didn’t respond to that. True, she wasn’t big on airplanes, either. She’d flown to Canada one time with her mom when she was five, and it had scared her to death. She hated the way her ears popped during the descent, and she’d never flown since.

“So what were Liz’s parents like?” she asked curiously. “Uber-conservative?”

“No, they were awesome, actually,” he said, much to her surprise.

“Really?”

“Yeah. Like, her mom . . . she could just tell that Liz and I were having sex. You know, it was intuitive or something. But she didn’t really care.”

“Seriously?”

“Yeah, I didn’t even get a lecture about it. Oh, and her dad . . . man, I wish I had a dad like that. He’s this rock star quarterback, really cool guy. I didn’t really wanna leave, even. I was having such a good time.”

“Seriously?”

“Yeah.”

Seriously?” She couldn’t believe it.

“Yeah, why you talkin’ like a Grey’s Anatomy character?”

“I just . . . didn’t think you’d think they were that cool,” she said.

“I know. I didn’t either. But I really like them and they really like me. Can you believe that? There’s adults out there who like me. We all hit it off pretty well. I mean, I fit like a glove, you know.”

“A glove?” she echoed. “Wow.” She thought about how well Michael and her own mother didn’t hit it off, and it was upsetting.

“Yeah. They’re pretty much the best parents ever, I think.”

“Oh, great,” she muttered. “Another reason to envy Liz Parker.”

“What’s the first reason?”

You, she thought, looking right at him. But she couldn’t say that. “Oh, you know, just that she’s super popular these days.”

He smiled at her and said. “Don’t worry. There’s only one Maria DeLuca.” He rubbed his hand atop her head and then got to his feet, heading down the hallway to his bedroom. “‘Night.”

“‘Night.” She smiled. Only one Maria DeLuca? That was nice.










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Tine: Congrats on “addicted” status! You’ll probably pass me up soon. I’ve been posting here for years, and I’m still apparently just addicted. Go figure. And yeah, Liz is a bit of a walking contradiction, talking about not knowing Michael and then claiming she loves him a few days later. She doesn’t love him. She’ll realize it sooner or later. Probably later.

guel: Hey, I’m glad to see you’re still reading! I’m glad you liked the parts! Hopefully the future parts won’t disappoint. ;)

Christina:
It's funny that Max has told Maria he's in love with her and Michael heard Liz tell her mother that she "thinks" she's in love with him.
Good observation! There is definitely a difference in intensity between Liz’s feelings for Michael and Max’s feelings for Maria. But if you think it’s getting hard to defend Liz already . . . oh, it’s going to get harder. But since you’re a dreamer, I know you’ll keep the faith with her.

Alien_Friend: You’re right, Liz is most definitely not headed down a good path. And the bad news is . . . she still has a lot of that path left in front of her.

pookie76:
Wow..so Michael loves Liz parents? Great. Another reason for him NOT to grow up.
Yes, this is a definite problem for Michael. Unlike Maria, who had the alcohol poisoning experience, her mother’s visit, the loss of the dance team, and the loss of her Campus Queen status, Michael hasn’t had anything like that. He’s happy with his life right now; he just needs to gradually realize that he could be happier.

Sara: Oh, if you think the feedback on this forum is split, you should read the feedback at CID! lol. And I hear you when you say SOON, but . . . hmm, I’m really stubborn and mean, so it might not be soon so much as eventually.

Behrgirl21: You might have to wait some more for the Dreamer moments. They might go through a lull for awhile, but eventually, you’ll see more development on that relationship front. In fact . . . never mind, I don’t want to spoil anything!

nibbles:
jealously and insecurity are two of the most difficult emotions to deal with, couple that with the intense feelings that Liz has for Michael. (It may not actually be love but it's intense enough to convince her that it is.)
I couldn’t agree more! Once again, you’ve managed to state something more eloquently and succinctly than I ever could! lol. Oh, and Maria is sort of insecure and jealous, too. I think they’re natural female emotions!

spacegirl23:
Max and Michael are both lying to themselves. Who gets the first b*tch smack to reality?
You’ll see! I’m glad you liked the Lithium Passion vid, by the way. I couldn’t come up with a song to use, and that one just seemed to fit.

killjoy: Oh, I am absolutely ecstatic! Another new reader! New readers really just make my day. I’m glad that I can make you love and hate the characters. That was the risk I took when writing this fic, that the hate could overtake the love, but I’m glad you’re sensing the balance.

Mag: Michael did help Maria get into the Max situation by hooking them up, but Maria hooked Michael and Liz up, too. They’re both very disastrous people.

Krista: Well, I’m glad I got you enraged! You’re definitely right about the rift forming between Maria and Liz. As for Michael and Liz and this being the beginning of the end . . . remember that I like to get your hopes up . . . and then crush them because I’m super mean like that! lol

tequathisy:
Michael and Maria are like quicksand, everybody is getting dragged into the mud and nobody is going to come out of it smelling like roses. (excused the mixed metaphors.)
I like the mixed metaphors!

Antarian Chick: Oh, starting a new job is never easy. I appreciate you finding time to feedback whenever you can!



Thank you all for the feedback, for the different viewpoints and opinions. And to any lurkers . . . I notice that I keep getting more answers to my polls than feedback posts, so I know there are lurkers! Thank you, too!








Part 54








Michael awoke the next morning when he felt someone crawl on top of him. “What?” he said. “Oh, man.” He rubbed his eyes and forced them open. “Liz?”

His girlfriend smiled down at him, looking a lot more awake than he was. “Hi,” she said.

“Hi,” he returned. “Didn’t we just go to bed four hours ago?”

She glanced at the clock and said, “Mm, six and a half.”

“What’re you doin’ here?” he asked her. “Early morning sex?”

“Early morning money.” All of a sudden, she whipped out a small bundle of twenties and fanned them out before his eyes. “What do you think?”

“I think . . . I’m confused,” he admitted.

“It’s a hundred and sixty dollars,” she informed him. “That should be enough to pay off that fine.”

“Oh, Liz. No. No, I can’t take that.” He wanted to, but he couldn’t.

“No, I insist,” she said. “It’s sort of my fine, too, since I was there.”

Keep being a gentleman, he told himself. Just a little bit longer. “No, Liz, I can’t take your money.” But really, it was a great offer and he'd be stupid to turn it down.

“Really, it’s not a problem,” she kept on. “Please, Michael. Just let me help out.”

He sighed, pretending to be contemplating it, and then pretended to give in. “Okay. Alright, thanks. Thank you, Liz.”

“You’re welcome.”

“I’ll pay you back.”

She pressed the money against his chest, leaned forward, and kissed him. He immediately deepened the kiss and tangled one hand in her hair, pulling her closer.

“Mmm,” she purred.

“You sure about the early morning sex?” he murmured against her lips.

“I have to get to class,” she said, slowly pulling away. “I’ll see you later.”

“Goodnight,” he said as she rolled off the bed and stood up.

She laughed as she left the room. “Goodnight? How ‘bout good morning?”

“Nope, not yet.” He closed his eyes and fell back asleep, one hundred and sixty dollars in hand and a smile on his face.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

That purse is twice the size of the girl carrying it, Maria thought as she looked over a picture of Nicole Richie in the latest issue of Cosmopolitan magazine. Ridiculous. She glanced up from the pages when she heard footsteps coming down the hallway. A very shirtless and sexy, albeit disheveled, Michael emerged from his hibernation, yawning.

“Morning sunshine,” she teased. “Afternoon, actually, but whatever.”

He sat down across from her at the counter, rubbing his eyes tiredly. “Did Kyle make it to his exam?”

“Yeah, barely.”

“Where’s Max?”

“He got a job tutoring these freshman bio students. $7.25 an hour, make your own hours kind of deal, so . . .”

“So it’s just you and me, huh?”

Somehow, she suspected the words had more of a sexual connotation to her than to him. “What do you mean by that?” she asked, wide-eyed.

“I’m just saying, I can make fun of you all I want. No one here to stop me.”

“Since when does anyone stop you?”

“Never. Good point.”

She rolled her eyes and went back to looking at her magazine. Why was Paris Hilton on every page?

“Hey, check out what Liz gave me.”

“What, a hickey?” she said without looking up.

“No, seriously.”

She sighed and closed the magazine, looking up just as Michael fanned out a whole lot of twenty dollar bills in front of her face. “What, is she paying you for sex now?”

“No, it’s for that fuckin’ fine,” he replied, setting the money down on the table. “Remember, I got caught in the bathroom on her floor.”

“Oh, yeah, that was funny.”

“That was pricey is what is was. I still owe one-fifty. She gave me one-sixty. Bonus. Ten extra bucks to stock up on condoms.”

She rolled her eyes again and said, “I can’t believe she gave you money. That’s . . . really pathetic.”

“No, it’s generous,” he corrected. “I don’t expect you to know anything about generosity.”

“Oh, like you would, either,” she retorted. “You know, I wonder where she even got that money. Don’t you wonder?”

He shook his head. “No.”

“Piggy bank?” she ventured.

“Fuck, she’s not a kid, Maria.”

“Well, she doesn’t have a job,” Maria reminded him. “Does she even have a bank account?”

“I don’t know.”

“So what, she just immaculately conceived a hundred and sixty dollars?”

“Maria. Don’t talk about conception and my girlfriend. Please.”

“I’m just wondering,” she said, opening the refrigerator and pulling out an apple. “You should find out.”

“No, I think I’ll just . . . take the money. Yeah.”

She bit into her apple, still speculating. “Maybe it’s from a night of prostitution.”

“Nah,” he said. “That’s just something you’d do.”

Glaring, she tossed the apple right at his head.

He wasn’t fast enough to dodge it. “Ow!” he yelped when it hit. “Bitch!”

“Serves you right, jackass.”

They smiled at each other.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Maria sat in her debate class that afternoon in the back of the lecture hall, early for class instead of late for once. She texted Max to see how tutoring had gone, then closed her phone when she saw Liz walk into the room. Liz looked up and saw her, too, but she headed down towards the very front of the classroom and took a seat by people she probably didn’t know but who probably knew her.

Great, as if I haven’t lost enough, now I’ve lost a friend, Maria thought bitterly. Despite their differences and the fact that she was dating Michael, Maria did consider Liz a friend, and she wanted to continue on as that.

Grabbing her purse and backpack, Maria squeezed out into aisle and made her way down to the front of the room. She usually never ventured down into that territory, because it belonged to the students the professor liked to call on to do stupid impromptu debates, the students who actually participated and learned things. She sat down in the empty seat beside Liz just as another girl was about to take it and casually said, “Hey.”

“Hey,” Liz said. “Good. We’re still talking.”

“We never weren’t talking, Liz,” Maria informed her. “We just . . . didn’t talk. On account of you being states away and all.”

“Yeah. I was just worried you’d still be mad at me about the whole dance team thing.”

Maria shrugged. Truthfully, she sort of still was, but she was willing to get past it if it meant salvaging the friendship. “It’s okay,” she said. “I mean, yeah, it hurt my feelings but . . . whatever. If you guys wanna do Pam’s dance, do Pam’s dance. Who am I to stop you?”

“You’re the captain.”

“No, I’m not.”

Liz lowered her head and said, “Right. I am. But you can still come to practice and tell us what to do. You’re really good at that.”

Maria shook her head. “No, I . . . I think I’ll just let you guys do your own thing. I need to move on to, you know, an actual career.”

“Oh, you’ll find something,” Liz assured her. “You’re such a good dancer, Maria.”

“Thanks.” She waited a moment, and when she was sure they were friends again, she changed the subject. “So, uh, I heard you helped Michael out.”

“Huh?”

“The money,” she elaborated. “That’s very . . . generous of you.”

“Oh.” Liz looked away and started to stumble over her words. “It’s, um, nothing. Really. It’s nothing. Uh . . . just nothing.”

“A hundred and sixty dollars is ‘nothing’ to Bill Gates, Liz, not poor college students.”

“Well, I just figured he could use the help, you know.”

“Yeah, Michael could use a lot of help, if you know what I mean,” Maria said, thinking that a little psychoanalysis might be good for his warped brain.

Liz laughed a little and said, “Yeah, well . . . it’s no big deal.”

“Hmm.” For some reason, Maria was still curious. She couldn’t help but ask, “So where’d you get all that money anyway?”

“Oh, um . . . you know.”

“Actually, I don’t. That’s why I’m asking.”

Liz bit her bottom lip, looking hesitant, then leaned in and answered quietly. “Okay, don’t tell anyone this, but . . . I kind of stole it.”

“Stole it?” Maria echoed, finding that hard to believe.

“Yeah, from my parents.”

Maria’s mouth fell open, and she immediately feared the worst. Not good. This news was not good. “Alright,” she said. “Bathroom. Now!” She grabbed her purse and Liz and sprang from her seat.

Once they got into the bathroom, Maria peeked under all the stalls to make sure no one else was in there. Then she let it all out. “What the hell were you thinking Liz? Or were you even thinking at all? My bet’s on that last one!”

“Maria--”

“No, I’m not done! That was stupid, Liz. That was a stupid thing to do.” Someone tried to open the door and come in, but Maria pressed her hand against the door and pushed it shut again. “Occupied!”

“Maria, I really don’t think it’s a big deal,” Liz said again.

“Of course it’s a big deal, Liz. You stole from your parents.”

“I just took some money out of my mom’s purse.”

“Yeah, without her permission. That’s stealing.”

Liz actually laughed a little and said, “You know, this has to be the first time you’ve ever been the morality police.”

Maria ignored that comment and said, “How do you think my mom and I started our long-standing hatred, huh? Oh, that’s right, I started stealing from her. I think it kinda pissed her off.”

“Well . . . I’m gonna pay my mom back,” Liz reasoned.

“That’s not the point, Liz. If she finds out, she’ll lose her trust in you. And it’s all downhill from there. Trust me.”

“Well . . . my mom and I aren’t like you and your mom, Maria.”

“Oh, don’t worry, Michael told me all about the perfect family. I’m just trying to make sure it stays perfect.”

“What do you mean?”

Maria clenched her fist, fighting to stay as calm as she could. “I don’t want you to end up like me, Liz. And I can see it happening already. I’ve seen it happening for awhile now. You think your mom will just forgive you, but she might not, and then, Liz . . .” She closed her eyes and shook her head, remembering her own mother’s hateful words upon her last visit. “It’s horrible.”

“Maria . . .”

“Liz. Please. Don’t change.”

Liz wrinkled her forehead in confusion. “But I thought that’s what I was supposed to do.”

Maria gave her a confused look in return.

“Oh, come on, Maria. You were the one who ‘coached’ me, remember? You made me look different and act different and talk different, and do everything different.”

“I didn’t make you do anything.”

“Do you really think Michael ever would have even noticed me if I’d stayed the same old Liz Parker?”

“I think I prefer the old Liz Parker,” Maria mumbled sadly.

“Well, I don’t. And Michael doesn’t, either. So stealing . . .” She shrugged flippantly. “Oh, well. All I wanted was to be more like you.”

“Well maybe I wanted to be more like you!” Maria shouted, feeling her emotions coming the surface yet again. “Did you ever think of that?” Shaking her head, she felt guilty and ashamed. Liz was right. She never would have changed had Maria not taught her how to change. “I’m sorry, Liz,” she said sadly as she turned and walked out of the bathroom.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Michael skipped his afternoon class that day to work on his movie for Advanced Videography. The only instructions were that it was supposed to be about people, any kind and number of people; so, naturally, his was about Maria, Kyle, and Max. Mostly Maria. He spent hours trying to get the clips together, trying to add a few effects that weren’t too ridiculous, trying to finish up by the time it was due the next day. His computer froze up a couple of times. That didn’t help. But by 4:30, he felt as though he’d found his stride.

At 4:32, Maria stormed in the front door, shattering that stride into pieces. “Michael.”

“Hey, I need to get some more footage of you,” he said, even though he’d already recorded hours. “You think you can get naked and let me zoom in on all your . . . finer assets?”

“Sure,” she answered flippantly.

“Really?”

She seemed to realize what she said and immediately corrected, “What? No. No, no.”

“Damn.”

“I need to talk to you,” she said, sitting her cute butt down on the table, closing his laptop for him.

“Uh, yeah, kinda working on that,” he said.

“Liz is a klepto,” she blurted.

“What?”

She rolled her eyes. “Okay, she’s not really a klepto, but she did steal.”

“What’re you talkin’ about?”

“The money she gave you . . . it’s tainted, Michael!”

“Tainted?”

“Stolen! She took it right out of her mom’s purse.”

Michael immediately dismissed the claim. He’d gotten to know Liz pretty well over the past couple of months. She didn’t have it in her to steal. “Uh-uh. No way.”

“Yes way. Michael!”

He looked her right in the eye and knew without a doubt that she wasn’t kidding. “You’re serious.”

“Yes, is that so hard to believe?”

“Well . . . yeah.”

She groaned and said, “Michael, don’t you get it? Your girlfriend has started down the path of destruction. You need to do something about it before it’s too late.”

“Well, what am I supposed to do?”

“I don’t know. Talk to her. Tell her it’s wrong.” She stopped for a moment and asked, “You do think it’s wrong, don’t you?”

“Actually, I think it’s kinda hot,” he admitted.

“You idiot!” she shrieked, slapping him upside the head.

"Hey, it's wrong, too. I get that," he acknowledged.

“Seriously, Michael, do you really want Liz to turn out like me?”

“I don’t think you’re so bad.”

She rolled her eyes and said, “That’s so not the point. Michael . . . please, you have to do something. I can’t . . . I can’t just let this happen, okay? I want Liz to be . . . Liz. So first of all, you have to give the money back.”

“Back?” he echoed.

“Yeah, I don’t think that’s too much to ask.”

He refrained from saying anything and just nodded his head slowly.

“What?” she said, clearly suspecting something. “Oh god, what?”

And he could refrain no longer. “I kinda . . . already spent it.”

“You what?”

“Well, can you blame me? I wanted to get that fuckin’ fine paid off.”

She groaned again and grabbed his arm, yanking him to his feet. “Come on.”

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Maria wasn’t sure how to get the money back, so she went to the person Michael said had imposed the fine in the first place: Liz’s anal R.A. Michael, of course, had to flirt with a few freshmen and practically sign autographs before Maria could knock on her door.

When the R.A. opened the door, she was wearing reading glasses and had her hair in a ponytail. When she saw Maria, she immediately took the glasses off and took out the ponytail, trying to make her hair look Charlie’s Angels-esque. “Hi,” she said in what was probably meant to be a sultry voice.

Maria glanced up at Michael questioningly.

“Lesbian,” he told her.

“Oh, well, that explains it. Look, I don’t have time for your attempts at attractive and unwelcomed come-ons,” Maria told her. “We’re here about business.”

“That’s a shame,” the R.A. said, putting her hair back up in the ponytail. “I suppose this has something to do with the male.”

“The male?” Michael echoed. “Did she really just call me the male?”

“It’s about that nice little fine you gave him,” Maria explained. “Which, by the way, he totally deserved it, so props.”

“Thanks!”

“But he kind of . . . spent some money that he shouldn’t have spent. See, his girlfriend decided it’d be cool to steal some money from her parents to help him pay it off, and obviously that’s not cool and she needs to know that. So he needs the money back. Like today.”

The R.A. glanced at both of them and said, “Uh, I’m sorry, I don’t think that’ll be possible. The campus judicial system’s probably already revoked your fine and sent the money to the administration building. They make deposits daily, so . . .”

“So basically I’m screwed?” Michael filled in.

The R.A. let her eyes wander over Maria as she replied, “If only she were screwed.”

“Okay, that’s ew. Goodbye,” Maria said, hurried grabbing the door handle from the girl and pulling the door shut. She looked up at Michael and said, “How come you didn’t warn me she was a lesbian?”

“‘Cause I thought you’d like it.” He made a V-sign with his fingers in front of his mouth and wriggled his tongue in between to simulate one very sexual girl-on-girl activity.

“Oh, sick. You’re disgusting,” she said. “Come on.” She headed down the hallway and turned to cut through the bathroom to get to Liz’s room on the other side of the floor. Michael stupidly tried to follow her. “Not you!” she shrieked, pushing him backwards before he could even set foot in the all girls bathroom again.

“Oh, right,” he said as he headed around the long way. She cut through the bathroom and waited for him on the other side in front of Liz’s door.

“What am I supposed to say again?” he asked when he joined her.

“You know what, maybe you shouldn’t say anything. Let me do all the talking.”

“Fine by me.”

She knocked on Liz’s door and waited for someone to answer. When the door did open, it wasn’t Liz who opened it. A blonde girl with curlers in her hair and green cucumbers on her eyes answered instead. Maria looked inside and noticed a whole gaggle of girls strewn about having some sort of giggly girly party.

“Who’s there?” the blonde girl asked her friends. She couldn’t see because of the cucumbers.

Michael reached out and lifted one of the cucumbers off her eyes so she could see. When she laid eyes on him, she gasped and literally started fanning herself, tilting backwards. A couple of her friends had to catch her to keep her from fainting.

“Hey, ladies,” Michael said grinning. “I don’t suppose we’re interrupting a sexy pillow-fight, are we?”

“We’re having a makeover party!” one of the girls chirped as she bounced up and down on Liz’s bed. “Liz is giving us all makeovers. She’s the best!”

“Funny,” Maria muttered. “Two months ago, I was giving Liz a makeover.” She sighed heavily and said, “Alright, get out.”

The girls all stopped what they were doing and pouted. “Why?” they all whined.

“Don’t listen to her,” Michael said, always the horny ass. “You can stay.”

“Oh my god, get out!” Maria roared.

The girls all seemed to recognize her seniority, because they quickly fled the room. Some girls still had toe-dividers wedged in between their toes from the pedicures they had started, so they had to waddle down the hallway. Cucumber girl practically had to be carried out. At last, though, Liz was the only one left.

“So much for the makeover party,” Liz mumbled, setting some nail polish aside.

“Sorry about that,” Michael said as he entered the room.

“Don’t apologize,” Maria said, shutting the door. “We’re not here to coddle her. We’re here to lecture her.”

“Hello, ‘her’ is still in the room,” Liz pointed out. “I take it you told him about the money.”

“Yeah, I did.”

Liz looked up at Michael and asked, “Do you think it’s that big of a deal?”

“Kind of . . .”

“Not kind of. Very. It’s a very big deal,” Maria corrected, picking up the slack for her lame-o friend. “Liz . . .”

“Maria, you already gave me the lecture once.”

“Well, then, it’s Michael’s turn to lecture. Go, Michael.”

For a moment, he just stared at her, confused, and said, “I thought I wasn’t supposed to say anything.”

“I changed my mind! Go!”

He sighed and wet his lips. “Okay, Liz . . .” He sat down beside her and started in cautiously. “I know you were just trying to help, but . . .”

“You’re taking sides again,” she said.

“What? No, I’m not . . . I’m not taking sides, Liz. But . . . as much as it kills me to admit it . . .” He winced as if it hurt to say the words. “Maria’s right.”

“Michael, I-I didn’t technically steal it. I just borrowed it. I’m gonna give it back to them when I can. They’ll never even know.”

“It’s not about that, Liz. It’s about . . . the principle.”

Maria rolled her eyes. As if Michael knew anything about principle . . .

“Look, we gotta get the money back to them,” he said. “There’s just one problem. I already used it to cover the fine.”

Liz sighed. “Then let’s just forget about it.”

“No, we can’t, Liz. You have to . . . not do that again, okay?”

Slowly, she nodded.

“Okay. So I’ll go ahead and do that photo shoot I missed today, get the cash, give it to you.”

“I’ll go with you,” Maria volunteered. “Maybe they’ll have something for me to do, too. I seriously need the money for this cute dress at the mall . . .”

“Wait,” Liz jumped in. “I don’t . . . I don’t really think that’ll be necessary. Um . . . you know, I’m the one who got us into this. I should do something to get us out.”

“What’re you talking about, Liz?” Michael asked.

“Well, maybe I could go with you,” she pondered aloud, “and maybe they’d let me try my hand at modeling. I mean, I know I don’t have the typical model body, but neither does Maria.”

Maria frowned. Liz seemed pretty adamant. What, does she think Michael and I are gonna get all sexy at the photo shoot? she wondered to herself. We usually do, but . . . I like that.

Much to her surprise and disappointment, Michael seemed to think it was a good idea. “Yeah, you could do that,” he said. “It’s not hard.”

“Well, it’s harder than it looks,” Maria mumbled, not liking this scenario.

“We can all go together,” Michael decided.

“Together?” Maria and Liz both echoed in unison.

“Yeah,” he said. “We all go, we all make some money . . . problem solved. Thank God.”

Maria and Liz both exchanged looks, looks that were sort of . . . territorial.









TBC . . .

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Part 55

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tequathisy: Maria is definitely a fighter, but if she seems a little passive on this part, it's because she's at her job, can't risk getting fired. Right now, she's building up a lot of emotional turmoil inside.
Mag: Good point. Maria couldn't have changed Liz had Liz not agreed to be changed in the first place. Like you said, Maria didn't put a gun to Liz's head and force her to do anything. She shouldn't feel totally responsible, maybe just a little responsible.
Christina:
I'm really starting to wonder what it's really gonna take for Liz to return to her old self... or well, at least a mix of her old self with some of the new.
Old self with some of the new . . . that's exactly what she needs to do! Liz might be a pretty well-rounded person if she did that. She's definitely got a long way to go, things might get worse before they get better. Liz is a very large character in this story, so her evolution is very gradual, like Michael's.
Sara: Yes, Liz is way too wrapped up in her new popularity, her new look, and her new boyfriend to think about right and wrong right now. It's as though her life is a whirlwind and she's just getting blown around.
Krista:See what I said to tequathisy about the Maria being passive thing. Oh, and don't worry, there's no Maria and Liz "kiss and make up" part. It doesn't mean that they end up enemies, though. It's tough to describe, but . . . oh, I should just shut up before I spoil anything!
nibbles: lol, it's funny that you mentioned Frankenstein, because I was kind of thinking of Frankenstein when I wrote this next part. :lol"
Mercedes: Oh, a new reader! And what a nice, lengthy, well thought-out feedback! I pretty much agree with everything you said, especially about Michael, how there is just something about him, something that you might not necessarily be able to put into words. Nice job! (Oh, and I can't believe my fic got you out of lurkdom!)
spacegirl23: I'm glad that you're looking forward to Maria moving ahead in her dance career. It will take a few more parts to get to that, but she definitely starts making an effort on that front.
Alien_Friend:
Where did all her [Liz's] morals go?
Oh, as is the case with many freshmen, the college ate them up. :(
pookie76:
But maybe Maria will realize Michael is a lost cause?
Michael's not a lost cause just yet. He's a very very dense cause, and it's going to take a lot more time to get through to him, but Maria can't give up on him so easily!
Tine:
To me it seems like she's in way over her head to tell right from wrong any longer as long as it makes her get what she wants.
Definitely. So in a sense, she and Maria have switched places. Now Maria is, like you said, trying to make everyone else happy, trying to make sure they get what they want. Maria is in a tough situation. I like to think that I would have all the answers if I was in her place, but I think I would be just as conflicted.
CandyXDreamer: Another new reader? And my fic brought you back to the site? Well woohoo! That makes me happy! Thank you so much for reading, and by the way, I love your icon! It made me lol.
Tinkerbell_Luvs_Roswell:
She is going to fall and going to fall hard. I just hope she has some friends left when she does.
She'll have one friend. ;)




Thank you everyone for reading and posting your insightful feedback! Whenever I read what someone has to say, I usually discover something new about the story that never occured to me before. Oh, and thanks for voting in my little polls! :lol: I think it's fun to see how the numbers stack up. If anyone has any ideas for future questions, let me know!










Part 55









Michael was the only one who talked on the way to Fiona’s Model Management. Liz sat in the passenger’s seat as he drove, staring out the window. Maria sat in the backseat with her arms crossed over her chest, staring at Michael. He asked them what was wrong a few times, but neither one of them said anything. It must have been pretty obvious that their friendship wasn’t really back to friendship status yet. Maria was beginning to think it never would be now.

When they all set foot in Fiona’s office, Fiona glared at Michael and grumbled, “Oh, look what the cat dragged in.”

“Lucky cat,” was Michael’s response.

Fiona stood up and waddled towards the three of them. “If I’m not mistaken—and I’m never mistaken—you skipped out on a photo shoot today.”

“Yeah. I did,” he admitted without reserve.

“We had to call Barry in instead. Do you have any idea how hairy Barry’s chest is? Ugh, it’s despicable.”

“I called and left a message with your secretary,” Michael said.

“Oh, that little bitch doesn’t know which way’s up.”

Takes a bitch to know a bitch, Maria thought, rolling her eyes impatiently.

“Look, something’s come up,” Michael said. “I need some money. You got any photo shoots I could do?”

Fiona considered it for a moment before casting a glance at Maria. “Well, you brought the blonde one with you. We had another Victoria’s Secret ad scheduled for tomorrow. Maybe you two could pull it off tonight.”

“Sounds good,” Maria said, eagerly stepping up beside Michael. “We’ll do that.”

All of a sudden, Liz jumped in front of her. “Uh, actually!” she said, extending her hand. “Hi. I’m Liz. I’m Michael’s girlfriend.”

“You’re short and square and not a model. That’s all I need to know,” Fiona said, immediately dismissing her.

“Hey, she may be short, but she’s not square,” Michael said. “Trust me.”

Maria looked on enviously as he placed his hands on her hips. She wanted his hands on her body, not Liz’s. Oh, why the hell had she ever set them up together in the first place?

“I was wondering if I might be able to try my hand at modeling,” Liz said. “Michael and Maria make it look so . . . fun.”

“What do you expect me to do?” Fiona spat. “Smile and give you a chance?”

“That’s what you did with these two.”

Maria cleared her throat and said, “For the record, she never smiles.”

Fiona glared at her and said, “Just for that comment, DeLuca, she’s in.”

“What?” Maria shrieked. “She’s taking my place?”

“No. This photo shoot calls for three people. You three fit the bill. Now head off to wardrobe and don’t bother me for the rest of the night.”

“Thanks,” Liz chirped, skipping out of the office.

“Good job,” Michael told her, following her. “More money.”

Maria lagged behind, unhappy with this scenario. This was her job. And Michael’s job. Their job. Now Liz was honing in on that, just like she was honing in on everything else.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

The photographer’s name for the photo shoot was Benny Margarita. It was fitting, too, since he acted as though he were ecstatically drunk.

“Alrighty!” he chirped, clapping his hands together. “Where are my models? Where are my gorgeous models?”

“Right here!” Liz chirped, jumping in front of him. “I’m so excited.”

“Yeah,” Michael said as he stared at her. She was only wearing a black lace teddy. It was definitely a new look for Liz, and he seemed to like it.

Maria glanced down at her own attire. It was gross. “Excuse me,” she said, raising her hand as though she were in class. “How come she gets to wear the cute lingerie and I have to wear this?” She opened up her robe to show everyone the plain Jane white nightgown she was wearing. “Seriously, who wears nightgowns anymore? It’s so 1800s.”

“Well, that’s the point of the photo shoot,” Benny Margarita explained. “One guy, two girls. One of the girls is wearing an old, unattractive nightgown; one of the girls is wearing an item from Vicki’s sexy spring line.”

“Vicki?” Liz questioned.

“Victoria,” Michael said. “You know, she’s got that secret?”

Liz nodded. “Oh, right. Victoria’s Secret.”

“Hello,” Maria voiced, still needing to be heard. “I still don’t see why I have to wear the nightgown. I mean, I’m the one who’s actually a model here. I’m the one who’s actually signed on at this agency.”

Benny Margarita just waved her off. “We thought she’d look better in the teddy than you. Don’t take it personally.”

Maria huffed in outrage. Since when did Liz look better than her? She didn’t!

“Plus, we needed a youthful look.”

“I’m youthful!” Maria shouted. “I’m only twenty-two!”

“Mmm-hmm, exactly,” Benny Margarita said, nodding. “On the older end of the female model spectrum. Don’t take it personally.”

Maria grunted in disbelief. He kept saying that, but how could she not take it personally?

“Maybe we should just get this show on the road,” Michael suggested. “I got a movie due tomorrow and I’m not even halfway done.”

“Alrighty, everyone on set,” Benny said, grabbing hold of his camera.

Maria reluctantly slipped out of her robe and walked in front of the fake bedroom backdrop. Liz followed Michael on, asking unsurely, “What do I do?”

“Just . . . you’ll figure it out.”

“Alright, new girl on one side of him, old girl on the other,” Benny instructed.

Old girl?” Maria echoed defensively.

“Oh, you models are so sensitive. Take a few steps back, old girl.”

Maria reluctantly did as she was instructed. Although this photo shoot was absolutely driving her up the wall already, there was only much she could do about it. This was her job, after all, and as much as she hated it right now, she didn’t want to get fired.

“And a few steps forward, new girl.”

Liz tentatively followed the photographer’s directions as well.

“Good,” Benny said. “Now new girl, I want you to take his hand and pose like you’re leading him off to the shower or something.”

She turned back to look at Michael and grinned. “Maybe I am.”

Michael cast a glance back at Maria and said, “You hear that?”

Maria rolled her eyes and watched as Liz continued to follow instructions and continued to do . . . surprisingly well.

“Great,” Benny said. “Now old girl, I want you to go up behind him, grab onto his shoulders and hold onto him for dear life, alright? Act like this guy’s leaving you, but you don’t want him to go.”

Shouldn’t be so hard, she thought, doing as she was told.

“Fabulous,” Benny kept praising. “Alright, a little bit more seduction from the new girl. Okay, very nice. A little bit less confusion from you, guy. Alright. Old girl, you’re in the moment. You’re doing good. You all look good. Hold that pose. Here we go.”

Maria didn’t even see the flash as it was going off. Her eyes were blocked with tears.

Hold onto him for dear life . . . this guy’s leaving you, but you don’t want him to go.

The photo shoot was done within minutes. Benny Margarita claimed he’d gotten the shot right away.

“Fantastic!” he exclaimed. “New girl, you are a natural. I’ll try to book you for a few more shoots here.”

“Yea!” Liz squealed, bouncing up and down excitedly.

“Good job,” Michael said, bending to give her a quick kiss on the lips.

Great, Maria thought, looking away. She already has my dance team, my popularity, and my guy. Now she has my job, too.

What have I created?


~*~*~*~*~*~*~

“Guys, we made more than enough money today,” Michael proudly proclaimed as he lounged around on Liz’s bed that night. “We kicked ass.”

“Whatever,” Maria mumbled. She sat at Liz’s desk, writing out an anonymous letter to accompany the money they were sending back to Liz’s parents.

“You alright?” Michael asked her.

“Yeah, why wouldn’t I be?” she muttered, never looking up from the words as they poured out of her pen. She just wanted to go home, eat some ice cream, and go to bed. Max was going to have to go without sex, because she just wasn’t in the mood.

“Oh, it was so much fun,” Liz said. The girl couldn’t sit down. She kept skipping back and forth, raving about how much she suddenly loved modeling. “I’m so happy I might have a job there.”

“Yeah, me, too,” Michael said. “It’s not always fun, though. When they start telling you to smile with your eyes, it sucks. I mean, how the hell are you supposed to smile with your eyes?”

“You do it all the time,” Maria informed. “You just don’t realize it.” She finished the letter, signed it ‘Anonymous,’ and folded it up, stuffing it in the envelope along with the hundred and sixty dollars cash. She sealed the envelope, then handed it to Liz. “There,” she said. “They’ll never know it was you ‘cause it’s in my handwriting, fake address.”

“Thanks,” Liz said quietly, taking the envelope from her.

“Just don’t do it again.”

“I won’t,” Liz promised. She turned to Michael, then, and crawled up on the bed beside him. “Thank you so much for talking some sense into me. I may be the new, more daring Liz Parker, but screwing up with my parents is just one risk I’m not willing to take.”

You were, Maria thought, until I convinced Michael to convince you to fix it.

“You looked pretty hot in that lingerie,” he told her.

“Did I?”

“Oh, yeah. I was pitching a tent.”

“A tent?” Liz echoed in confusion.

Maria rolled her eyes, annoyed. “You gave him an erection, Liz. I really don’t need to hear this.” And then a thought occurred to her. Maybe I gave him an erection. Much better.

Michael looked at her as she stood up and asked, “What’s wrong with you?”

“Nothing. I’m just tired,” she lied. “I wanna go home.”

“Alright.”

She started for the door, for some reason expecting him to follow her. But when she opened the door and turned back, he was still lying on the bed next to Liz. It was obvious what they intended to do once she left.

“Dorm room sex,” she said. “Right. Disgusting.”

Liz held out the envelope, smiling sheepishly. “Would you mind dropping this off in the mailbox? Thanks.”

Even though part of her wanted to throw that envelope down on the ground and stomp all over it and scream her lungs out, Maria took it cordially and headed for the door; because the last thing she wanted to do was party with her emotions in front of Michael and Liz. The moment she walked out of the room and shut the door behind her, she heard Michael shout, “Let’s get it on!” followed by Liz’s laughter.

I do all the work and they have all the fun, Maria thought bitterly as she marched down the hallway. How unfair is that?

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Michael got home late that night, later than he should have. He’d stayed over at Liz’s for four hours, fucking half the time, sleeping the other half. He knew he should have been at home working on that video he hadn’t yet finished, but he figured he might as well turn it in late now. No sense stressing. Directing came naturally, so he always passed somehow.

Max was still awake, sitting in the kitchen studying when he walked in the door. Kyle wasn’t anywhere in sight, but Michael could hear him and Isabel and Tess all downstairs going at it. The bed was squeaking so much, it had to be close to breaking.

“Man, how do you study with them doin’ that?” he asked Max.

“I don’t know,” Max replied with a shrug. “Where have you been all night?”

“Where do you think? Inside Liz.”

“Oh.” Max nodded. “Very graphic answer. Thank you.”

“Yeah, no problem.” He started down the hallway and asked, “Is Maria asleep?”

“Yeah.”

Regardless, he pushed open her door and entered her bedroom, shutting the door behind him. He missed the worried look on Max’s face.

Maria was indeed lying in bed. She had kicked all the covers off, so he could see that she was only wearing panties and a t-shirt. She looked so adorable.

“I’m awake.”

When she said that, he realized he had been staring. “Oh, hey.”

“Hey.”

“How’d you know I was here?”

She giggled. “I could smell you.”

“Seriously?”

“Yeah, you smell like--”

“Sex?” he cut in.

And B.O.”

He chuckled and lay down next to her. “Okay.” He sighed contentedly when his head hit the pillow. He missed that bed. Hell, he missed that whole room. Lying next to her didn’t suck either.

“You can’t sleep here,” she said quietly as she turned to face him.

“Why the hell not?”

“Because. Max will get mad.”

“Oh, come on. He’s gotta know I’d never do anything with you.”

“Never?”

He thought about it. Never? It was a good question. Sure, the thought had crossed his mind . . . occasionally. A couple of times. A couple of hundred times. But . . . he probably never would.

“Never mind,” she said. “I meant . . . never mind.”

“Yeah.” Never mind sounded good to him.

“So, um . . . what do you want?”

“What do I want?” he echoed. “Let’s see. Tickets to the next Metallica concert. An Academy Award. A year supply of condoms.”

She rolled her eyes. “Seriously.”

He smiled at her. “I wanna . . . thank you.”

“For what? Being so hot?”

“That, too. And for helping me with the Liz thing. Even though I never got to finish that video I was supposed to get done . . .”

“Oh, cry me a river.”

“No, I’m thanking you, remember? I just . . . I don’t wanna sound sappy or anything, but . . .”

“Michael, you are the least sappy person on the planet.”

He chuckled. “Good. I just . . . do you get what I’m saying? You did a good thing, you know? You’re really . . . growing up, I guess.”

She waited a moment, then said, “You’re not.”

“No, I’m not,” he agreed. “But you know what’s funny? Liz and I just had some pretty grown up sex.”

She shook her head, smiling, and said, “I’m amazed. You have this unnatural ability to turn everything into something sexual.”

He propped himself up on his elbow, intrigued by that claim. “You think so?”

“Yeah. Let’s test you.” She propped herself up on her elbow as well and started spouting off random words. “Apple.”

He said the first thing that came to mind. “I bet apples aren’t as juicy as you.”

“Building.”

“I’m building a massive erection as we speak.”

“Bunny.”

“Let’s fuck like bunnies, baby.”

She laughed. “See? Sexual. Constant.”

“Yeah, I’m pretty awesome.”

“Pretty weird,” she corrected. “You could be one of those circus freak-shows.”

“I’ll be a freak-show if you’ll be a freak-show.”

She smiled.

Just then, the door to the room opened and Max poked his head inside.

“Oh. Max,” Maria said. “What’s up?”

“Nothing much.”

Michael noticed how close he and Maria were laying and immediately rolled off the bed before Max got the wrong idea. “I’m goin’ to bed,” he announced. He stopped in the doorway, though, and added, “Oh, but for record, dirty girl, I thought you rocked the nightgown.”

She rolled her eyes. “Shut up.”

He laughed as he headed down the hallway. He stopped in the doorway to his own bedroom, though, turned back around, and watched as Max slipped into Maria’s room and shut the door. He wasn’t sure what he felt, but he felt something. Envy, maybe?

No, that couldn’t be it.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Maria blow-dried her hair, got dressed, and looked at herself in the mirror the next morning, wondering, Why do I look so chunky? She knew she was probably just being hard on herself, but life without dance team seemed like it was making her gain weight.

Shaking her head, she tossed a sheet over the mirror so she couldn’t critique herself for the rest of the day and headed out into the kitchen. Tess was sitting at the counter eating breakfast.

“Hey,” she said. “I hope you don’t mind. I ate the rest of your Cocoa Puffs.”

“That’s fine,” Maria said. “I don’t need to eat any more food.” She grabbed the calendar from where it lay atop the microwave and flipped it open to the new month. March, she thought. Thank God, spring break’s just around the corner.

“Whatcha doin’?” Tess inquired curiously.

“Just counting down the weeks until graduation,” Maria replied as she counted the weeks up to mid-May.

“Are you excited?”

She shrugged. “Kind of.”

“Kind of? I’d be stoked,” Tess said. “I can’t stand the thought of having two years left after this. That’s two more years of lectures, two more years of finals, and maybe even a dissertation.”

“You won’t need to write a dissertation for a fashion degree, Tess.”

“You never know. Colleges are getting rigorous nowadays.”

Maria laughed a little, but she stopped laughing when she accidently flipped the calendar back to February. When did I get my last period? she thought, immediately frantic. Usually, she put a little red dot on the day she got it, just in case she fell behind on birth control and lost track. Which she sometimes did. So she marked a red period on the calendar, so to speak. But there wasn’t one on the month of February at all. She flipped back to January. There was one towards the end of that month, but that had been awhile ago. It was already March . . .

Oh my god, she realized. I’m two weeks late. Panic seized at her, but she tried not to let it show.

“You’re not gonna have to write a dissertation, are you?”

“What?” she asked dazedly. How had she not noticed? Two weeks was a long time.

“A dissertation,” Tess repeated. “Do you have to write one?”

“Oh. No. No.”

“I didn’t think so. A dance major . . . what would you write? ‘Pointed toes are very important.’” Tess laughed a little. “But nowadays, like I said, they make you write dissertations for everything.”

“Yeah,” Maria said, still not really listening to what her friend was saying. Her mind was elsewhere, horrified that she should have gotten her period two weeks ago and hadn’t.









TBC . . .

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Part 56

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Sara: Liz is definitely being more than a little ungrateful, isn't she?
Christina: I know that Liz must be absolutely killing you right now! She's definitely a shady character in the story, and I'm not sure if she will ever be redeemed with everybody.
nibbles:
I've never hated Liz before - found her extremely frustrating and annoying and wanterd to slap her, maybe but now I want to run her over with a steam roller. What an annoying, ungrateful, mainpulative little brat. I don't think she's as dumb as she makes herself out to be.
:lol: A steamroller, huh? I agree with you, though. She's not dumb. She's acting like a little airhead, but she's definitely not one. Although she is naive, she knows what she's doing.
Mercedes: I'm glad you liked all those little Michael lines, especially the freak-show line! I'm not sure where that came from, but as I was re-reading, I thought to myself, Aw, that's kind of cute in its own weird way, so I'm glad someone else thought so, too!
Alien_Friend:
Poor Maria life is definitely not on her side lately. But I'm glad to see her growing up and it's neat that Michael is noticing too. He's growing in his own slight ways.
Yes, Michael is definitely growing in slight ways. It's all about noticing the little things with his character, which apparently you have.
pookie76: Michael (aka: Kelso, :lol:) does eventually have to suffer, too. It's not the same kind of thing Maria goes through, where he faces one obstacle after another. It's . . . I can't really explain it without giving spoilers away! Let's just say that once Michael really starts to recognize his feelings, shit hits the fan.
crazysnape: Maria will have a good day! I promise, she'll have a number of good days in the future. She's not terribly unhappy; she's just very confused because her life is changing so much.
Mag:
Does Liz practice witchcraft? No way that someone can get all that within a month. Even Maria didn't reach that popularity level as fast as Liz. I am up to the point where I hope that nobody introduces Liz to Timbaland. He wil probably fall for her and will want to turn her into the new Madonna.
Oh, wow, this cracked me up. Maybe you're right; maybe Michael's good luck is spreading to Liz. Although, is Liz really lucky in that she's losing her own identity and becoming this bitchy person? Oh no. Everything that is happening to Liz that she considers to be good is, in reality, really, really bad.
Tine: Another reader willing to commit a crime to off Liz? :lol: Sorry, I can't let that happen! She has too much of a role in this story.
ForeignLoveMonkey: Yes, Maria has definitely been under a lot of stress.
spacegirl23:
But I'm thinking Max will propose to Maria when he finds out, and she says yes coz she's still not over her I'll-stick-with-Max-so-I-don't-hurt-him phase. Then Michael will find out, then realize all these deepseated feelings for our crazy heroine, then profess it for all the world to hear! O-kay, so I'm getting a little ahead of myself here. Maybe Maria will tell Michael first, but she'll ask him to keep it a secret, then he'll buy her a pregnancy kit, and they'll be all secretive and act weird, then Liz and Max will get suspicious, find out about the whole thing, and think that their SOs cheated on them.
Hmm, well, you're not right, but you're not exactly wrong, either . . .
Elle: I'm glad you're addicted. Hmm, a Barbie, that's a good way to describe Liz. Who doesn't like (on a superficial level) a Barbie, right? Apparently Maria doesn't.



IMPORTANT: Okay, so here's the deal: Some of you already know that I have this situation with new dorm room I'm living in. (If you don't know, don't ask. It's just horrible.) Anyway, I was feeling MAJORLY down in the dumps yesterday, so I've decided that I need to go home for awhile before my summer classes start and spend some time with my dog and my mom. :P So what that means for Passion is that, once again, I'll be home in the land of no Internet access and I won't be able to update. I really apologize for that, but like I said, I just need to take some time to de-stress. It will be a week at the most, possibly less. I really hate to do this, because I pride myself on my every-other-day-updates, but hopefully you guys understand. ;) Sorry!








Part 56








Maria skipped class and went incognito to the drug store that day. She didn’t want anybody to recognize her or notice what she was buying, so she put on a pink hat, a pair of overly large sunglasses, baggy sweat pants and a t-shirt, and even a fake brown hair-piece to make herself look brunette. She was positive no one would recognize her.

Trying to be invisible, she slipped past the condoms and found what she was looking for: the pregnancy tests. She pretended to be all absorbed in looking at a box of Tylenol when, in all reality, she was casting her eyes downward, looking at the selection.

Which one do I get? she wondered. Contrary to what her mother and everyone else believed, she’d never actually done this before. She knew nothing about pregnancy and babies except that she couldn’t handle it.

Glancing around cautiously to make sure no one was watching, Maria bent down and picked up a box labeled First Response. She had just started reading over the back of it when, out of nowhere . . .

“Maria?”

She quickly hid the test behind her back and looked up at Alex. “Alex, hi,” she said, her heart pounding nervously. Had he seen the test? Did he care? “How did you recognize me?”

“Oh, uh, you’re wearing a dance team t-shirt.”

“Oh.” Stupid, she thought. Stupid, stupid. “Right.”

“Did you . . . dye your hair?”

“No,” she said. “It’s-it’s fake. I was just, you know, trying out something new, seeing if people like it.”

“It’s cool,” he said. “I’m used to you as a blonde, though.”

“Yeah, me, too.” She grasped the test tightly behind her back. If she dropped it . . .

“Hey, so I’m kinda glad I ran into you,” he said. “I wanted to ask you something.”

“Ask?”

“Yeah. I don’t know if you’ve heard about that new club opening tonight. It’s right off Main, real close to The Lightning Strike.”

“You’re asking me out on a date?” she asked in horror. Alex was a nice guy, but so not her type. “I have a boyfriend, Alex.”

“Oh, I know. That’s why I’m not asking you. I was actually kinda wondering if . . . if, I don’t know, if you think maybe Isabel might need someone to go with.”

Oh, no, she thought. He wants to start talking about Isabel. I could be standing here for hours. “Um, I don’t know,” she answered honestly.

“She’s probably going with Kyle. She is dating Kyle, after all.”

“No, I think he’s working tonight, though, so she probably doesn’t have anyone to go with. You should ask her,” she suggested hurriedly. “Now. You should go . . . do that now.” She patted his shoulder with her free hand, trying to encourage him out the door.

“Well, do you think she’d say yes?”

“Sure.”

“Sure?”

She sighed impatiently. “I don’t know, Alex. But you might as well try. If she says no, oh well. It’s not like you’re proposing marriage.”

“I know, but it’s a big deal.”

“Hmm.” It occurred to Maria in that moment that, perhaps it was a good thing Alex was fixating on Isabel. It kept him from noticing the fact that she was oh-so-obviously hiding something behind her back.

“What should I say?” he pondered. “Can I practice on you?”

“Oh, no, actually I have to, um . . . pee,” she blurted. And since she was going to be taking a pregnancy test, technically that was true.

“Oh, well, I wouldn’t wanna keep you from that.”

She smiled a fake smile. “No, you wouldn’t.”

“Alright, well, thanks for that tidbit of info. I might seize the moment.”

“You do that.”

“Alright. See ya.” He waved as he walked away.

Still smiling, she waved back. Once he was gone, though, she removed her hand from behind her back and stared down at the pregnancy test she was holding. It was supposed to be ninety-nine percent accurate, so if it said she wasn’t pregnant, she wasn’t. But if it said she was . . .

She couldn’t think about that.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Maria planned on going straight home and taking the test that day. Usually she was a procrastinator, but she was determined not to procrastinate on this. However, when Max called her and asked her out to lunch, she couldn’t exactly say no. They met at the Garden Café, where a full-course meal left Maria feeling even chunkier than she had that morning. In the back of her mind, of course, she worried that she was gaining weight due to pregnancy.

Oh god.

She wolfed down her dessert when it came and realized that, over the past few weeks, she had been craving ice cream. She always craved it, but it had just gotten excessive. Food cravings, weight gain, and a late period, she thought bitterly to herself. Just throw in a little breast tenderness and I’m really screwed.

“You’re awfully quiet today,” Max remarked.

“I’ve just . . . got a lot on my mind,” she replied.

“Anything I can help you with?”

She shook her head, thinking how this would affect him, too. “No,” she said. “Um . . . you know, I think I’m just tired, mostly.”

“Yeah, you were tossing and turning last night.”

“Yeah.” She sighed, trying to think of a way to get out of there and get home. If she didn’t take that pregnancy test within the next half hour, she probably was going to psych herself out and end up not taking it at all. “I’m gonna have to go,” she said.

“Oh, gotta get to class?”

“I think I’m just gonna go home, actually. I’ve gotta . . . you know, study.”

He smiled. “The new, more studious you.”

She laughed nervously. "Not really." If she was pregnant, she wasn’t going to have a lot of time to study, what with doctor visits and shopping for maternity clothes and puking her guts out every single morning.

Oh god!

She pushed her chair back and reached down to grab her purse. When she unzipped it to take out her sunglasses, she spied the test inside as well. There it was in all its pregnancy-predicting glory, a stupid little pink box.

I should tell him, she thought. He could have fathered a child. He deserves to know. “Max, I . . .” she started, but then she stopped. What was she supposed to say that wouldn’t give him a heart attack or a brain aneurism? I might be pregnant? I might be with child? I’ve got a roast and it’s on slow cook. Nine months slow cook.

“What?” he prompted.

I won’t say anything until I know for sure, she decided. Which I will soon. ‘Cause I’m going to take this test. I’m going to.

“I just wanted to thank you for buying me lunch,” she covered.

He smiled. “Oh, well, spending time with you is thanks enough.”

She smiled a little, too, despite the emotional turmoil inside of her. You’d be a good dad, Max, she thought. Too bad I’d be a horrible mom.

“I’ve gotta go,” she said, closing her purse again to make sure he didn’t see anything he wasn’t supposed to. “I’ll see you.”

“Yeah, it’ll be later. I’m tutoring again.”

Even better, she thought. Now she could take the test and have a little time to react to it before she had to spill the beans to him. “Bye,” she said, neglecting to even give him a kiss on the cheek on her way out. She was in too much of a hurry.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Man, my ass is numb, Michael though as he shifted around in front of his computer. He’d been sitting there ever since he’d woken up, trying to put together a decent enough movie for his Videography class. He was done now, but he wasn’t completely satisfied.

Maria walked in the door, looking tired, and said, “Aren’t you supposed to be in class?”

“Yeah, but I had to work on this movie today, remember?”

“Wasn’t it due today?”

“Yeah, but my professor has office hours ‘til 4:30. I just gotta get this thing burned to a DVD and run it to him.”

“It’s already 4:15.”

“Why do you think I’m burning? Don’t worry, I’ll make it,” he assured her. “I was a track star in a former life.”

She rolled her eyes. “If you say so.”

“That’s right. If I say so.” He chuckled, watching as the program burning his DVD counted down to zero from thirty seconds. “So where have you been all day?” he asked her. “I thought you were supposed to be done with class at 2:00.”

“2:30,” she said. “Max invited me out to lunch. Plus, I’ve been . . . postponing something I don’t wanna do.”

“What, studying for an exam or something?” he guessed.

“Or something.” She set her purse down on the couch and sat down beside it, sighing heavily. “I think I’ll watch some TV first.” She aimed the remote control at the television and turned it on.

“Lazy. I like it,” he commented as he ejected the DVD from his computer once it was done burning. “Righteous.” He put it in a case and closed down the programs he’d been running on the computer. “Alright, I’m outta here. Wait, I’m not outta here. I gotta label this. We got any markers around here? Any markers in this joint?”

“Nope.”

He went into the kitchen and rummaged around through the junk drawer for a permanent marker. There wasn’t one. “Crap,” he muttered. He was supposed to have that disc labeled before he turned it in. It was automatic points off if he didn’t. “Fuck it,” he decided, taking out a bright yellow Post-It instead. That would work well enough. “Now I need a pen,” he said, rummaging through the junk drawer again. “We don’t even have a fucking pen? What the hell’s wrong with us?” He shoved the drawer shut and headed over towards the couch. “You got a pen in here?” he said as he grabbed Maria’s purse and unzipped it.

“Michael, no!”

The minute she said that, he understood why she said it. Because that was the moment he looked into her purse and saw precisely what she didn’t want him to see: a pregnancy test.

“Sorry,” he said, zipping up the purse again and handing it back to her. “Sorry about that.”

“Oh my god,” she said, raking one hand through her hair. “You weren’t supposed to see that.”

“So I gather.”

She aimed the remote at the TV again and shut it off this time. Michael could see the worry in her eyes, the stress on her face.

“Holy shit, Maria,” he said, taking a seat on the arm of the couch. “Are you really pregnant?”

“No. Maybe. I don’t know. That’s why I got the test.”

“Holy shit,” he said again, trying to wrap his mind around it. Maria and child? It was a strange thought to say the least. “Maria, didn’t you get the sex lecture as a kid? ABCs, remember? Abstinence, birth control, condoms. You gotta do at least one.”

“Look, this isn’t funny, okay!” she screeched.

It wasn’t. It really wasn’t. When serious stuff happened, though, his natural reaction was to try to make light of it. “Sorry,” he said again. He could see the tears shimmering in her eyes as she tried to blink them away.

“I’m really scared,” she whispered. “I don’t wanna take this test, but I have to.”

He slid down onto the cushion beside her and said, “What makes you think you might be, uh . . .”

“I’m late,” she blurted. “Two weeks late.”

“Oh. Well . . . well, that’s not so bad,” he said, trying to be as encouraging as he could.

“It’s not good.” Her voice cracked as a few tears fell over. “As crazy as it sounds, I’ve never actually been late before. My period’s like clockwork, you know. Like down to the hour, even. It’s ridiculous; it never fails. And now I just feel stupid for not noticing it until now, but . . . I’ve just had a lot on my mind, and I forgot to take some birth control pills.”

“Why?”

“Well, in case you haven’t noticed, I’m not the world’s most responsible person.”

He felt pretty bad for her. Very bad. “Maybe it’s just stress,” he reasoned. She had definitely been stressed out about something lately, and she'd just said it herself: she'd had a lot on her mind.

“I hope,” she whispered, her voice barely audible.

He found himself staring at her stomach, trying to tell if she was knocked up or not. But he didn’t see any difference. No bump. It would be too early. “Is it . . . I mean, would it be Max’s?” he asked hesitantly.

She nodded. “Yeah.”

“Yeah? Well, that’s good at least.”

“Nothing about this is good,” she said, wiping the tear-tracks from her cheeks.

“No, but . . .” He trailed off, figuring that she was right. She was an young, unmarried college student. Things did look pretty bleak.

“I can’t be pregnant,” she said. “I can’t be.”

He wasn’t sure whether she was just saying that or saying it literally like in terms of an abortion. He didn’t really have a strong stance on the abortion issue, so he didn’t ask about it. He’d support her no matter what.

“Do you want me to . . . stay?” he asked.

“No, you have to go turn in your movie,” she reminded him.

“Oh, fuck that,” he said, tossing it onto the floor. He couldn’t have cared less at that point about a stupid grade.

“Michael . . .”

“No, you want me to stay? I’ll stay.”

She shook her head vigorously and said. “No. No, no, don’t stay. Just go. Go away. Go away.”

Although he thought she would benefit from having somebody by her side, he decided to do as she asked and give her some space. He stood up and had just taken a few steps when she said, “Where are you going?”

He spun around, confused. “You just said--”

“Stay.”

Go away. Stay. Talk about mixed messages, he thought. He didn’t get it, but he chalked it all up to the fact that she might just be a crazy pregnant lady and let it slide. He sat back down beside her and decided to just be quiet for awhile.

She slowly unzipped her purse and took out the pregnancy test. Her hands were shaking. She could barely hold the box. Michael had never seen her look so pale and afraid before.

Trembling, she took the test out of the box, along with a sheet of instructions. She unfolded the sheet and rubbed her eyes, but apparently they were too tear-clouded to read anything, because she handed the sheet to him and asked, “What do I have to do?”

Hell if I know, he thought. “Uh . . .” The side he was looking at was in Spanish, so he flipped it over to the side with the English instructions. “Alright, remove the wrapper . . .”

“Duh.”

“. . . then remove the cap around the stick,” he read on. “On this end of the stick you will find the absorbent material, which should be placed under the urine stream while you hold the test by the thumb grip on the other end.” He glanced at her. “You got that?”

“Yeah.”

“Okay, then you . . .” He lost his place in the small print instructions and had to find it again. “Okay, you place the First Response stick between your legs and hold it directly under the urine stream for five seconds. Afterward, replace the cap and place the stick on a flat surface, result window side up.”

“Okay,” she said. “I can do that. That’s not too hard.”

“That’s not too hard,” he agreed. “It’s kinda gross, though.”

She smiled and laughed a little. Just a little.

“Knew I could get a smile,” he said, feeling for her. This couldn’t be easy. In a few short minutes, her life could change. Her life could have already changed.

She looked back down at the test in her hand, staring at it for at least ten seconds before standing up and announcing, “Okay, I’m gonna do this.”

“Okay. Good luck.” He watched her head towards the bathroom, feeling worried himself, even though he wasn’t the one who had potential parenthood in his future. “Pee well.”

She slipped into the bathroom and closed the door.

Oh, man, Maria, he thought, setting the instructions on the coffee table. I hope you’re not pregnant.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Maria emerged from the bathroom ten minutes later, looking like a nervous wreck.

“What took you so long?” Michael asked her.

“I couldn’t pee,” she replied. “I was too nervous to pee. I did, though.”

“Good job.”

She dropped down on the couch and brought her knees to her chest, hugging them tight. “How long do I have to wait?” she asked.

“Uh . . .” Michael picked up the instructions again and looked for the answer. “Three to five minutes.”

“Oh my god, that’s forever.”

He chuckled a little. It probably seemed like forever in her situation.

“And what am I hoping to see?”

“Uh, one pink line.”

“One pink line.”

“Yeah. Not two.”

“Not two,” she echoed. “Oh god, it’s gonna be two. It was already turning pink when I set it down.”

“I think it’s supposed to.”

“I’m so worried,” she admitted. “This is not for me, you know? And babies are so big. Do you remember the birth video freshman year?”

“How could I forget? The placenta . . .” He shook his head. That video had almost been enough to get him to swear off sex. Almost.

“I’m not meant to have big things come out of there,” she went on. “I’m meant to have big things go in there.”

He nodded slowly and said, “Okay. Okay, well, in the interest of that . . .” He reached down and started to undo his jeans.

“Michael!”

He stopped teasing her and said, “Just tryin’ to lighten the mood.”

“Yeah, well, I don’t think that’s possible.” She bit down on her bottom lip and repeated, “I’m so worried. I’ll be, like, the worst mom ever. Excluding my mom, of course.”

“No, you’ll be a good mom, Maria,” he assured her. “And you’ll have a good-lookin’ kid, so . . .”

“Yeah, that’s true.” She shook her head. “I still can’t do this.”

“You can. And you’ll have Max to help you. He’s Mr. Responsible.”

“Oh god. Max.” She ran her hands through her hair and said, “Please don’t tell him, okay?”

He shrugged. “Well, you’re gonna have to eventually, if you are.”

“Just don’t tell him anything, Michael.”

He nodded. It wasn’t his place. “Okay.”

“Thank you.” She sighed heavily and glanced at the clock on the microwave. “How much longer?”

“Uh, about two more minutes.”

“Seriously?”

“Yeah.”

She groaned. “Oh, this is so unfair.”

“It does suck,” he agreed. “Remember sophomore year when that girl I did in the bathroom thought she was pregnant?”

“Yeah, but she wasn’t.”

“Still, I was scared shitless.”

“Probably not as scared as her. You know, guys have it so easy. They just get it hard and stick it in. Girls actually have to be pregnant and go through labor and do all the hard stuff. Guys do the knocking up; girls get knocked up.”

“Hey, don’t underestimate the terror of fatherhood. I fainted when that girl told me she was late.”

“What’s your point?”

“Oh, I don’t-I don’t have a point. I was just talkin’ to take up time.”

She closed her eyes and sighed. “Keep talking. It’s making me feel better.”

“Really?”

She shook her head. “No. But keep talking anyway.”

“Well, shit, now I don’t know what to talk about.”

“Think of something,” she begged.

He stared at her, a bit mesmerized. She was so beautiful, even when she was afraid like this.

“Come on, Michael. You’re never at a loss for words.”

He glanced at the clock again. They still had over a minute. He decided to blurt out the first thing that came to mind, and when it did, it surprised even him. “I actually wanna have kids someday.”

She looked just as surprised. “I didn’t know that.”

“I didn’t really, either. Until now.” He laughed a little. “I guess I’m talkin’ a few years down the road, you know. But . . . it’d be kinda cool. I mean, I know I wouldn’t be the greatest father in the world, but I wouldn’t be an absentee one like my dad is, either.”

She smiled. “I could see you being a total push-over.”

“What?”

“Yeah. Like, you’d act all stingy with money and stuff, but the minute one of your kids gives you the puppy dog look, you cave.”

“Yeah, probably,” he admitted. “What about you? What kind of parent would you be?”

She shrugged. “We might find out sooner than we think.”

“We might not,” he reminded her.

She sighed. “God, it’s just, like, the hits just keep on coming, you know. The dance team and the alcohol poisoning and my mom and now this. I just want it to stop.”

He felt bad for her. He did. She hadn’t had an easy couple of months. “Maria,” he said. “If you are pregnant . . . can I be the kid’s uncle?”

She smiled at him and said, “You can be a wrinkly grandparent.”

“Wrinkly? Are you saying I’m old?”

“Your words. Not mine.”

He shook his head. “You’re crazy, baby.”

“Don’t say that word,” she snapped. “Baby . . . I might have one in my stomach. Oh . . .”

“Wow, that’s unreal,” he thought aloud, reaching out to touch her stomach.

“Hey, what are you doing?” she said, swatting his hand away.

“I wanna see if I can feel anything.”

“Michael, if anything is in there, it’s just a fetus so . . . oh god.” She cringed. “I really am pregnant, aren’t I? I know I am. That’s just my luck.”

He glanced at the clock again. Three minutes had passed. “Well, let’s find out,” he said. “Time’s up. You can go look.”

She let out a shaky breath and rubbed her hands on her legs. “Oh my god.”

“It’ll be fine,” he assured her.

“Yeah, I don’t think so.” Her eyes filled with tears again, and she didn’t move. It was ironic since she had been so anxious and eager a minute ago.

“I can’t do it,” she blurted finally. “You have to do it.”

“Me?”

“Yeah, I can’t.”

“Wait, I have to touch the stick you peed on?”

She rolled her eyes. “Oh my god, you don’t have to touch that part. You don’t even have to touch it at all. Just go in and look and . . . come out and give me the bad news.”

Oh, how did I get myself into this? he wondered. If he was the one who informed Maria she was pregnant, she would hate him forever. But he didn’t really have a choice. “Alright, moment of truth,” he said, standing up. “I’ll be back.”

When he stepped foot in the bathroom, his own heart was pounding a mile a minute. Why am I so nervous? he wondered. It’s not my kid. He could only imagine how Maria felt. This was life-changing.

He stepped up to the sink and peered down at the test. He wasn’t sure if he was seeing it right at first, so he picked it up by the thumb grip and looked closer. There it was. Plain as day. He had to tell Maria.

He walked out of the bathroom with the test in hand and leaned against the wall. Maria looked up at him, her face full of fear. “Well?”

“Well,” he said. “Break out the baby food.”

Her face contorted and she said, “Oh my god. I’m pregnant.” She shook her head vigorously. “No, I can’t be pregnant. Oh my god.”

He smiled. “Just kidding.”

“What?!” she shrieked. “Oh my god, you ass!” She threw a pillow at him as he laughed it up. “Kidding? You were kidding? Oh thank God, you were kidding!” She jumped up and ran to him, throwing her arms around him. “I’m not pregnant?”

“You’re not pregnant. Here.” He showed her the test. “See? One pink line. That’s what you were hoping for.”

“Oh, I’m so happy!” she exclaimed.

“It’s probably just stress, like I said.”

“Oh, thank God! But you! Did you really think that was funny? I could have had a heart attack!”

“Then I would’ve revived you. That’s what I do.”

“You’re a jerk!” she said, whacking his shoulder. “But I’m not pregnant! Oh my god, thank God, I’m not . . .” Her elation changed a bit then, and she actually started to cry again. “I’m not pregnant.” But this time, tears of joy and relief rolled down her cheeks, not tears of fear and anxiety. “I’m not . . .”

He let her fall into him, and he held her close as she cried. Soon, her tears began to soak through his shirt, but he didn’t mind. She was his best friend. And she wasn’t pregnant. He was relieved, too.










TBC . . .

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Hello, faithful readers! Okay, confess: Who thought I might be dead? :lol: Home was just so relaxing; I couldn't tear myself away until I had to. I'm feeling a lot better now, much more de-stressed, and now I will get back to my regularly updating schedule! More good news is that I got some HUGE parts of this story written over this past week. :mrgreen:

Thank you:

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for all the lovely feedback! I'm sorry I kept you waiting so long for this next part. (I have to say, I'm surprised that this story was still on the first page! :lol: )










Part 57 (Finally!)








Michael and Maria spent the rest of the night on the couch in front of the TV, being as lazy as they wanted to be. After the stressful day she’d had, though, Maria got tired. Resting her head on Michael’s shoulder, she fell halfway asleep. Not completely asleep, because she was still partly listening to the TV, but halfway.

When she heard the front door open, she lifted her heavy head and opened her tired eyes. Max stood in the doorway, looking at them. He didn’t look particularly happy, and she could imagine why. She and Michael were sitting very close together, huddled under one blanket, very content.

“Max,” she said, scooting away from Michael slightly. “Hi.”

“Hi,” he echoed, still studying the two of them. “Sorry I was gone so long. Tutoring ran late.”

“That’s okay,” she said. It had ended up working out perfectly. She’d had time to take that damn pregnancy test, and she’d been able to spend a few hours alone with Michael, just hanging out. “You wanna watch some low-life reality TV with us?”

“Actually, I’ve gotta study.”

What else is new? she thought. “Okay.”

“I’ll just . . . let you guys be alone.” Looking unhappy, he sulked into his bedroom and shut the door.

“I think Max is mad at me,” Maria said quietly.

“Why?” Michael asked.

“Because I spend more time with you than I do with him.”

“Well, that’s nothing new. You’ve always spent more time with me.”

“Yeah, but . . .” You’re not my boyfriend, she thought guiltily.

He grinned. “Face it, DeLuca. I’m irresistible.”

“Irritating.”

“In an irresistible way.”

She smiled and rolled her eyes. “Loser.”

He smiled back at her.

I wonder what it feels like to kiss you, she found herself thinking despite her best efforts not to. Will you ever kiss me?

Just then, there was a knock on the front door.

“You get it,” Maria said.

“No, you get it.”

“You get it.”

He relented, got up, and made his way to the door. When he opened it, he was immediately pounced on by Liz.

“Hi, honey,” she said, throwing her arms around him and kissing him.

“Honey,” Maria echoed. So Michael was letting himself be called honey now? That was new.

“Mmm,” Liz purred as they kissed. “I missed you today.”

“Yeah, I had to work on that movie.”

“Did you get it done?”

“Yeah.”

“Get it turned in?”

“Not so much.”

“Why not?”

He glanced at Maria quickly, then returned his gaze to Liz and said, “Just had something more important to do.”

Maria smiled. He thought she was important.

“Hmm.” Liz rested her head against his chest, facing Maria. “Hey, Maria,” she said. “How are you?”

“Best I’ve been all day.”

Liz tilted her head back and beamed up at Michael. “Me, too.”

He smiled back at her.

Maria had to look away. They were really starting to look like a couple. Like a serious couple. Like much more serious than they had been when they’d first started dating.

You’re the one who got them together, she reminded herself. Don’t get so jealous.

“Let’s go in your bedroom,” Liz whispered just loud enough for Maria to hear.

“Sounds like a plan.” He spun her around and gave her a pat on the butt. “Go.”

She giggled and skipped on down the hallway excitedly. Michael smiled and headed after her, but he turned around and mouthed to Maria, “I kick ass,” first.

“Go,” she said, waving him off. “Get lucky.”

“I’m gonna. Hell yeah. Wait, are you okay now?”

"There's no bun in this oven. I'm totally okay."

"Okay." He headed down the hall.

Don’t be jealous, she kept telling herself. Don’t be so jealous. It was weird. The more she told herself that, the more jealous she became.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Liz was already undressing before Michael even shut the door. “Damn,” he said. “Eager.”

“But that’s a good thing, right?” She smiled seductively as she dropped her shirt to the floor.

When did my girlfriend become a dominatrix? he thought. “Awesome,” he said, nearing her and putting his arms around her. He kissed her deeply and picked her up in his arms. She wrapped her legs around him and furrowed her hands in his hair as he backed up towards the bed. He fell back with her on top of him, still kissing, and immediately got to work unhooking her bra.

“Mmm,” she moaned as he massaged his hands up and down her back. “I’ve needed this all day.”

“You want me?” he asked her.

“God yes. Do you want me?”

“Yep.”

She grinned mischievously and snaked her hand down in between them to undo his pants and grasp his length in her hand. For some reason, he wasn’t hard yet, but he had a feeling he would be sooner or later. Preferably sooner.

She began to handle him, and even though it felt good, he knew something was wrong. It wasn’t . . . happening.

Oh shit, he thought. This was every guy’s worst fear, not being able to get an erection. It had never happened to him before. Why was it happening now?

“What’s wrong with you?” she asked him.

“Nothing.” But he was freaking out.

“Maybe I just need to step it up a notch,” she said, slithering down his body. She pulled his jeans and boxers down farther and took his limp member in her mouth. Again, it felt good, but . . .

Suddenly it hit him, the reason why he couldn’t get hard: Maria’s pregnancy scare. How was he supposed to have sex after a pregnancy scare? Maria wasn’t his girlfriend, but nonetheless . . .

Liz released him a moment later, looking frustrated. “Michael,” she said.

“Sorry,” he apologized. “It’s not you. It’s just . . . Maria.”

“Maria?” she shrieked, sitting up. “You’re thinking about Maria?”

“No, not like that.”

“I can’t believe you!” She got off the bed and fastened her bra again. “How can you be thinking about her when you’re with me?”

“No, Liz’s it’s . . .” He trailed off, frustrated as well. He had promised Maria not to tell anyone about her pregnancy scare. “It’s not what you think, okay? I’m not really thinking about Maria. I’m just--”

“Yes, you are,” she cut in as she yanked on her shirt. “You always are.” With tears in her eyes and anger on her face, she stormed out of the room.

“Liz, wait!”

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Simon Cowell is such an ass, Maria thought, wondering why she was wasting her time on American Idol in the first place. And Paula Abdul, could you be any more loopy?

She heard the door to Michael’s bedroom open and glanced up in surprise when Liz came storming out into the living room.

“Liz!” Michael called from the bedroom.

What the hell happened there? Maria wondered. Whatever it was, she liked it.

Liz stopped by the couch and glared down at Maria. “Well, you got what you wanted,” she said through tears. “He was thinking about you just now.”

Me?

Shaking her head, Liz marched right out of the house.

Me? Maria thought again. Score.

Michael came out into the living room a moment later, looking like he’d just been hit by a train. “Holy shit,” he swore, staring at the front door.

“Were you really thinking about me?” Maria asked him.

“Not really.”

She gave him a confused look.

“I was . . .” He trailed off and motioned with his hands to communicate himself, circling his arms out front of himself to indicate a big pregnant belly and rocking them from side to side to indicate rocking a baby.

“Oh,” she said, slightly disappointed that he wasn’t thinking about just her. But on the bright side, he wasn’t chasing after Liz, so she figured she’d just take the good with the bad. “So you couldn’t get it up?” she guessed.

He sent her a warning glare.

She laughed. “That’s so funny.”

Judging by the look on his face, he didn’t think it was funny at all.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Maria got to debate class early again the next day, waiting for Liz. When she came in, she headed straight down towards the front row again, so Maria followed her. The moment she tried to sit down beside her former friend, though, Liz got up and walked towards the back of the lecture hall. Maria groaned and followed her back there as well. She sat down, and luckily, Liz was trapped. There was a big, fat guy on the other side of her who would be impossible to pass.

“You know, Liz, you used to be the easiest person to get along with,” Maria informed, “and now you’re just a big drama queen.”

“Oh, well, you know, it’s kind of dramatic when your boyfriend says another girl’s name in bed,” Liz fought back. “You probably wouldn’t know anything about that.”

“Liz, I can’t help what Michael said.”

“Well, why did he say it? That’s what I wanna know. Are you sleeping with him?”

I wish. “What? No!”

“Are you sure?”

“Uh, I think I’d know if I was, Liz; and FYI, I wouldn’t be a bitch like that.”

“Why did he say it, Maria?” Liz asked again.

Maria sighed. She knew the answer, but it was something she was trying to keep a secret. She didn’t want Liz knowing she’d taken a pregnancy test and running off to tell Max. “It’s complicated.”

“Then explain it to me.”

Frustrated, Maria wondered if she even had a choice. Bitchy Liz was not someone she liked to deal with. Maybe if she just told her . . . “Look, something happened.”

Liz gasped. “Oh, I knew it!”

“No, not that, Liz! That didn’t happen! In fact, nothing happened. It's just-something almost happened. That's all.”

“Whatever.” Liz grabbed her backpack and somehow managed to squeeze past the fat guy and head for the door.

“Drama queen,” Maria grunted in disbelief as she took out her cell phone to call Michael.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Michael was so glad his Videography T.A. was a girl. And not just any girl, but a pretty, good-looking Hispanic girl. It made it a lot easier to lay on the charm and convince her to convince his professor not to count his movie as late.

“So, yeah, like I said, I just had the family emergency.”

She smiled and said, “Well, I guess I could get the professor to make an exception for you.”

“Thanks. I really appreciate it.” He leaned in closer, actually enjoying this, and said, “You know what? You’re the best T.A. I’ve ever had.”

It was hard to miss the blush that covered her cheeks. “Well, I’m glad to hear that.”

“Yeah, without a doubt.” His cell phone rang then, interrupting the moment, and he checked the caller ID. Maria. “Sorry, I gotta take this,” he said.

“Oh, no problem.”

He stood up and walked over to the other side of the room. He flipped open the phone and said quietly, “Hey, I’m on the make. Too bad I have a girlfriend, huh?”

“Actually, I’m not so sure you do anymore,” Maria said.

“What?”

“I think I might have . . . made the Liz situation worse.”

Had he been talking to anyone else, he would have gotten seriously pissed. But since it was Maria . . . “I knew I could count on you.” It was times like these when he wished he and Maria were dating, because that way he could break out the bondage and punish her for being such a bad girl.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

The first thing Liz did after she stormed out of debate was call Max. He had already expressed some of his concerns about Michael and Maria to her, so she felt he deserved to know what was going on now.

“Hello?”

“Hey, Max, it’s Liz.”

“Oh, hey, Liz. How are you doin’?”

She sighed. Did he really want to know? “Not so good, actually,” she answered, “and I’m about to ruin your day, too.”

Max fell silent.

It hurt her to say the words, but she said them anyway. “I think Michael and Maria are having an affair.”









TBC . . .

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pookie76: Okay, so there’s no way Liz can be redeemed for you. Hmm, I expected as much. Some people will probably like her in the end, some people will hate her, and some people might not even care.
Alien_Friend: Thanks for the welcome back. I’m glad you enjoyed the last part and noted that Michael is making progress.
Mercedes: I agree, Kyle’s the man! :lol: Alright, and we have a vote here for Liz being redeemable. Cool, cool.
Tine:
So am I missinterpreting this little exchange or did it really mean that Michael would have turned down possible sex if Maria hadn't been alright?
Well, you know Michael. He probably wouldn’t have turned down sex for anything, but just the fact that he took the time to ask her if she was okay before going into the bedroom with Liz shows that he is capable of thinking about more than just his hormones. ;)
Brie: Engaged? How wonderful! Congratulations. Don’t do what me and my fiancé have done. We’ve been engaged for literally years, lol. I’m glad you liked the last part!
spacegirl23: I know you’re eagerly anticipating the break-ups being such a diehard candy fan and all, but . . . remember, I’m cruel.
CandyXDreamer: Hmm, to be honest . . . it’s going to take a hell of a lot more than this to get Michael and Maria together.
Mag: Yes, Michael once again managed to flirt and charm his way out of a problem. It’s one of his strengths, and I suppose he always plays to his strengths. Like Mercedes said, though, Michael is only able to get his way with these girls because they fall for his act and let him get his way.
ForeignLoveMonkey: Evil laughter is good. Keep it coming. I know that Liz as the conniving bitch is a bit of a rare thing on this board, which is why I’m surprised even Dreamers are reading. I’m not going to say a word about Max and Liz, though, except that they are going to evolve eventually.
Christina: Defending Liz . . . nice! I like the points you made. And yes, it would be nice if Max and Liz don’t let Michael and Maria get away with this too easily, wouldn’t it? It’d be nice.
nibbles:
Oh Liz, he gets hard thinking about Maria and it makes you mad and he can't get hard thinking about Maria and it makes you mad. He just can't win. Heeheehee.
LMAO! So true. Liz is definitely being a difficult girlfriend, isn’t she, “popping her drama queen pills” as you said, lol.
Sara: lol, maybe Maria needs to punch Liz in the face, but she won’t do it. She’s not that mean.
tequathisy: I agree, Max isn’t a very good boyfriend. He’s a good guy, but he is clueless when it comes to relationships. If he and Maria had chemistry, the relationship would probably be a lot more natural. Interesting thing you said, that he doesn’t even take the time to know Maria. I completely agree! Max probably doesn’t try to get to know Maria because he doesn’t want to get to know Maria. He doesn’t want to see the real her, because the real her isn’t in love with him.
Krista:
As for me, I'm just sitting back and enjoying watching Max and Liz dig themselves into their own graves.
And see, this is what’s shocking to me . . . you’re a Dreamer! lol, but I’m so glad to have you reading. Max and Liz are grave-digging, but Maria might quite possibly be grave-digging for all of them.




Thank you all for the great feedback. I expect that frustration will only increase with this latest part, but hopefully you enjoy it nonetheless.









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When Michael walked in the front door that afternoon, he wasn’t expecting an ambush, but that was exactly what he got.

“Hey, Max,” he said.

His friend sat on the couch, his arms crossed over his chest, looking angry. “Where’s Maria?”

“I don’t know,” he replied. “Doesn’t she have class ‘til 4:30 today?”

“Are you sleeping with her?”

That almost knocked him over. The only response he could formulate was an incredulous, “What the fuck?”

“You heard me,” Max said as he rose to his feet. “I asked if you’re sleeping with my girlfriend.”

Where the hell’s this coming from? Michael wondered, still too shocked to connect the dots. “Come on, Maxwell, we’re friends.”

“That still doesn’t answer the question.”

Unbelievable, Michael thought. He’d never seen Max so pissed. “No, I’m not sleeping with Maria. Why the hell would you even think that?”

“Because Liz told me about what happened between the two of you.”

“Oh.” That made sense. “Well, Liz doesn’t know the full story.”

“Then what is the full story, Michael? Because we both think you guys are having an affair.”

“Oh, well, that’s nice.”

“Were you thinking about her last night?” Max demanded.

Michael was starting to get a little pissed himself. Didn’t he heave the right to think about Maria like anyone else? “I think about her a lot,” he said. “She’s my friend.”

“But last night . . .”

“Yeah, okay, technically I was,” he confessed.

“Technically?”

Michael felt the frustration building up inside of him. He wanted to tell Max that he had technically been thinking about her pregnancy scare, but he had promised Maria he wouldn’t say a word.

“Just don’t tell him anything, Michael.”

“Okay.”


He could do a lot of things, but he couldn’t break a promise to Maria. “I can’t explain it,” he said. “You’re just gonna have to trust me. And trust Maria.”

“Yeah,” Max said, looking even more downcast. “I think that’s the problem.” He pushed past Michael, grabbed his coat, and said, “If Maria comes home, tell her I’m at the library. If she even cares.”

Michael watched his friend leave, wanting to say something to make him feel better, but what was he supposed to say? Any words that came out of his mouth were likely to make it worse.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Maria tossed her backpack onto her bed that afternoon, determined to ignore it for the rest of the night. She really hated some of the classes she had to take and the homework that went along with them. Why did a dance major need to know about psychology or history or math or any of the other stupid subject areas some people loved? It was pointless.

“Hey, we gotta do something major.”

She turned around and found Michael standing in her doorway, stuffing his face with Chinese take-out. “Is that like a bad pick-up line?”

“What? No, I’m talking about the whole Max/Liz situation. Oh, by the way, he’s at the library.”

“Max?” she echoed. “What does he have to do with this.”

“Well, he’s pretty pissed at me, just like Liz. And Liz is pissed at you, so Max is probably pissed at you, too.”

Maria groaned, despising the drama. “What did Liz tell him?”

“That you and I are having an affair. Crazy, huh?”

Crazy? she thought. Not really. “Yeah.”

“I mean, I don’t even . . . whatever. The point is, we need to set the record straight with them, ‘cause I need my girlfriend’s ass, you know?”

“You’re such a guy.”

“Well . . .”

“You know, you don’t really need her ass, since you can’t even get an erection,” she reminded him.

“Oh, come on, it was a glitch, a one-time thing.”

“Right. So he says the night before he goes on Viagra.”

“Whoa, I’m not--”

“You know, none of this ever would have happened had you not opened your big, fat mouth in the first place.”

“All I did was say your name. I didn’t even say it in a, you know, lusty way. I didn’t know Liz was gonna freak out.”

“Oh, apparently it’s the new cool thing to do, because she’s doing it all the time.”

“Well, we gotta do some damage control, so . . . the only way I can think of doing that is to tell them about your whole pregnancy scare.”

She sighed. She really didn’t want to do that, but it probably was the only way. If it were up to her, though, she’d probably let Max and Liz fume for awhile until the relationships fizzled and she and Michael could start something up. But Michael probably didn’t want that. Like he said, he needed Liz, and he probably needed her for more than just sex. He liked her. He didn’t love her yet and he probably never would, but he liked her enough not to treat her the way he had treated girls in the past. As much as she hated to admit it, he was making some small but positive changes with her. And besides the two of them, there was Max to think about . . .

Even though she didn’t want to, she agreed to the solution. “Okay.”

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

That evening, Max, Michael, Maria, and Liz all sat down in the living room. Max and Liz sat in the chairs on one side, and Maria and Michael sat on the couch. “Alright, I think we need to sort some stuff out,” Michael started off by saying.

“Definitely,” Liz said. “I for one can’t wait to hear you tell me you cheated on me.”

“He didn’t cheat on you, Liz,” Maria informed her, “but congratulations on becoming a primo bitch. You’re really good at it.”

“Well, if I’m a bitch, I learned from the master,” Liz retorted.

“What did you just say?”

“Alright, ladies, don’t start a catfight on me now,” Michael interjected. “Unless you want to. Strip down, oil up, and just . . .”

“Oh my god,” Liz huffed. “There you go again. You’re into her.”

Michael sighed, clearly frustrated. “Girl-on-girl is a typical guy fantasy, Liz.”

“See, she’s such a drama queen,” Maria said.

“Oh, look who’s talking!” Liz yelled. “How dramatic did you get about the dance team, Maria?”

“That’s different. Dancing is my life’s passion.”

“And you don’t think I have that same kind of passion with Michael?”

“I don’t know, Liz. I don’t care.”

Max cleared his throat and raised his hand, piping up. “Alright, I’m gonna be the diplomat here and say that you two should explain yourselves,” he said, pointing to Michael and Maria.

Thank you, Max, Maria thought. He may have been pissed, but at least he was semi-reasonable. “There’s nothing to explain,” she said. “Michael and I are not having an affair. I don’t know how you concocted that idea, Liz, but it never happened. The reason why he said my name when he was with you last night wasn’t because he was really thinking about me. He was just . . .” She glanced at Michael, looking for some help.

“Keep goin’. You’re doing good,” is all he said.

She rolled her eyes and then turned to Max. “I was worried I was pregnant.”

His eyes grew wide.

“No, I’m not,” she quickly assured him. “But I thought I was, ‘cause I’m late. Or I was.”

“Did you-did you take a test?” Max stuttered.

“Yeah, last night, and Michael was here, so he waited with me. But I’m not, okay? I’m so not. I just . . . I asked Michael not to mention it because I didn’t want you to freak out, Max.”

“Wait, I don’t get it,” Liz said. “How does that explain anything?”

Maria sighed heavily. Was it really that hard to understand? “Michael’s not into me. The only reason why he was limp and incapable--”

“Limp and incapable?” Michael cut in. “That’s exaggerating it a bit.”

“He was limp and incapable because, all of a sudden, he was thinking about sex in a whole new way. It had nothing to do with you, Liz, or even me. He was just thinking about his sperm and all the damage it could do to his perfect little hormonal life.”

“And yours, obviously,” Michael added for Liz’s benefit. “I mean, I don’t want you to get pregnant. But I’m good to go now. Trust me. I mean, we could do it right now if you weren’t so pissed at me.” He chuckled, but Max and Liz didn’t even crack a smile. “Look, guys . . .” he said. “I don’t know what you wanna hear. Maria and I have never been together. We’re never gonna be together. It’s never gonna happen.”

Oh, wow, Maria thought, disappointed to hear that. That sure sounds definite.

“I don’t know how to put it any more clearly,” he went on. “If I tell you I’m into you, Liz, then I’m into you. And Maxwell, if Maria’s dating you, you gotta trust that that means something. I mean . . . if you guys want us to stop being friends, that’s just not gonna happen, so . . .”

Maria smiled. At least that was good to hear.

“No, that’s not what I want at all,” Max said. “I’m sorry. It’s just . . . insecurity, I guess.”

“Yeah, I’m sorry, too,” Liz immediately said, going to sit on Michael’s lap. “I didn’t mean to over-react. I don’t wanna be a drama queen, but lately I can’t help myself.”

“It’s okay,” Michael assured her.

“Oh . . .” She leaned forward and hugged him, burying her face into the side of his neck.

Similarly, Max came towards Maria, leaned in and hugged her. She hugged him back and sensed that things were getting back to normal. The only problem? Normal wasn’t what she wanted, but abnormal would hurt so many people right now.

She glanced toward Michael, who looked as though he could barely breathe with Liz hugging him so tightly. But he looked at her with an expression of relief, and she could tell that he was happy things were back to normal. Normal was what he wanted. He was really good at normal.

I want you, Michael, she thought. She couldn’t help herself.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Alex posted his poster on one of the many campus bulletin boards and stepped back to rate his satisfaction. Yes, he was satisfied. It looked good. Bright yellow, so no one could miss it. ATTENTION ASPIRING ACTORS! it read. OPEN CASTING FOR INDEPDENT FILM. CONTACT ALEX WHITMAN. And then it gave his email and his phone number. Of course, there was only one person he truly wanted to cast, but knowing her, she’d take some convincing.

“Hey, Alex.”

Speaking of the angel, he thought, turning to see the girl who always lit up his day. “Isabel. Hey.”

“Hey,” she said again. “How’s it goin’? I haven’t seen you since I bailed on the tutoring thing.”

He cringed, remembering how devastated he had been when she called and told him that her math grade was high enough that she didn’t feel the need for any extra assistance anymore. “Yeah. Yeah, it’s been awhile.”

“Well, how are you?”

“Oh, good. You?”

“Mm, a couple midterms this week, but other than that, I’m peachy.”

Oh, I bet you are, he thought, fighting hard to keep all the saliva in his mouth. She was just so gorgeous. “Uh, listen,” he said, “you know, I meant to see if you wanted to go to a party the other night, but I just . . . had to study.” Actually, he’d chickened out, but there was no reason for her to know that.

“What night?”

“Two nights ago.”

“Oh, well, actually, it’s a good thing you didn’t. I visited Kyle at work. We had sex on the bench press machine, so . . .”

“Oh.” He wasn’t quite sure what to say to that. If there was one downside to Isabel Evans, it was that she didn’t always think before she spoke. “That’s . . . graphic. Thank you.”

“But maybe some other time.”

Those five words sent electricity straight to his heart. Maybe some other time? There was hope. There was potential. That was all he needed to know. “Yeah,” he said. “That’d be great.”

She smiled, then looked behind him and spied the bright yellow poster he’d just hung up. “What’s that?” she asked.

“Oh, I put that up. I’m casting for a movie.”

“Oh, that’s right,” she said. “Sometimes I forget that Michael isn’t the only filmmaker in town.”

“Yeah, well, we’ve got this final project to do for our Videography class. Gotta make a full length movie, any kind, so . . . I don’t know. I just figured I’d start early.”

“That’s smart,” she said. “If it were me, I’d put it off ‘til the last minute. I’m not as smart as you.”

“I think you’re smart.”

“Well, I think you’re sweet.”

Oh god, how did that just get me hard? he wondered, bringing his notebook down to conceal what was quickly becoming an obvious erection. “You do?” he squeaked out.

“Of course. Everyone does.” She smiled and somehow made his day even better when she said, “You know, I don’t have any acting experience or anything, but it’s always been my dream to be, like, the next the next Marilyn Monroe. Without the tragic death, of course.”

“Oh, of course.”

“Maybe I’ll come to your casting session.”

Maybe I’ll just cum, he thought, feeling his arousal increase. “You’ve got the part,” he told her.

“What? You haven’t even seen me act.”

“Don’t need to. You’ve got the part.”

“What part?”

“The leading lady. You can play the leading lady.”

“Really? Awesome!” She looked thrilled. “I’m so excited! What’s it about?”

“Huh?” He could barely think. All of his blood was moving downward.

“The movie. What’s it about? It’s not a scary movie, is it?”

“Oh, no, no, nothing like that,” he quickly assured. “It’s a comedy. A romantic comedy.”

“Ooh, goody. Tell me more.”

“Well . . . it’s about a guy . . . who has two girlfriends.”

“Ooh.”

“Yeah. But, see, the problem is, he loves one of his girlfriends more than the other.”

“Ooh,” she said again. “You know, that sounds vaguely familiar.”

“I’ll bet it does.”

“This is Michael and Maria inspired, isn’t it?”

Not so much, he thought, wondering how she couldn’t connect the dots. Isabel. Kyle. Tess. It was pretty straightforward, but he chalked it all up to judgment clouded by love. “Actually, it’s just . . . something I came up with off the top of my head one night,” he lied.

“Oh, well, it sounds very intriguing. Tell me one more thing: is this an adult movie?”

“Uh, adult . . . why? Do you want it to be?”

“Well, that depends.”

“On what?”

“On who my leading man is.” She smiled, then bounced away. “See you later, Alex!” she called.

“Oh . . .” he gasped, rushing off to the nearest bathroom to finish what Isabel had unknowingly started on his lower anatomy.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Maria woke up that morning in Max’s bed, slightly disoriented. She couldn’t even remember going in that room, let along crawling into that bed. Max had probably carried her in there after hugging her to death, but she must have been asleep already. She was so exhausted lately, what with actually studying and actually having a job and actually agonizing over Michael during every moment of her spare time.

Max wasn’t there when she rolled over. She figured he was probably either in the shower or out on campus somewhere with a book in his hand. Her money was on the latter. Poor Max spent more time at the library and the tutoring center than he did in his own house. It wasn’t all for naught, though, because as far as she knew, he was still going to be the valedictorian come graduation day.

The door to the room swung open just as she was stretching, and she was surprised to see Michael. He was rarely ever up before 10:00 a.m. “About time you’re up,” he said. “It smells like sex in here.”

“Max and I didn’t even do anything last night.” Or if they had, she’d been asleep.

“Huh. Must just be the natural odor of this house then,” he concluded. “Well, come on, get up.”

“Why should I?”

“Uh, ‘cause I got called in for a photo shoot today, and if I’m goin’, I’m bringing you with me, so . . .” He came forward and tore the sheet off the bed. “Come on.”

“Hey! Michael!” she gasped, wrapping her arms around herself to conceal her naked chest. Apparently she had stripped down to only her panties before bed last night, because that was all she was wearing.

“Oh, don’t act like I’ve never seen the twins before,” he said as he headed back for the door. “Come on, ass outta bed, DeLuca.”

She thought about it for a moment as he headed out into the kitchen, about whether or not the whole modeling concept was even worth anything anymore, and she came to a decision. “No.”

He swung his head back into the room upon hearing that and asked incredulously, “What’d you say?”

“No,” she repeated firmly. “I’m not doing that modeling thing anymore. I quit.” She settled back down into the bed, using a pillow to cover up her naked front.

“When did you quit?”

“Just now. I decided. You can tell that to Fiona when you see her, and also tell her that I think she’s a bitch.”

“Maria . . .” He came back into the room and dropped the sheet back down on the bed. “Why are you quitting?”

“Well, it’s time for me to find a dance job,” she reasoned before letting on to the real reason. “Besides, they have Liz now. I’m sure they can find a way to make her look photogenic. Somehow.” She buried her face into the pillow and concentrated on going back to sleep, hoping that Michael looked so disappointed because he was going to miss doing steamy photo shoots with her. That was the only part she was going to miss about modeling for sure.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Alex could barely take it. From the moment Michael had walked into their Videography class and sat down that afternoon, he’d been ranting about Maria’s decision to quit the modeling biz. He didn’t even open his computer and work on anything for the first fifteen minutes of class because he was too busy talking, and his talking made it very hard for Alex to concentrate on his work, too.

“I mean, can you believe that? Just out of nowhere, out of the blue, she quits.”

“Yeah, you already mentioned that.”

“And then today, I couldn’t get Liz to go in with me ‘cause she had class, and the agency couldn’t find any hot girls, so I did a photo shoot with a girl who might have been a guy!”

“She-male,” Alex said. “You know, some cultures worship that kind of thing.”

“Well, not this culture!” Michael said, gesturing emphatically to himself. “If Maria had just dragged her hot little ass out of bed this morning, I wouldn’t be so disturbed right now. I mean . . . it’s easy money. Why would she quit?”

“Isn’t it obvious?” Alex replied. “She feels like she’s losing everything to Liz, and even though she never really cared about that job on a deep level, it bothers her that Liz is taking that, too. So she figures she’ll just get out before she’s forced out.”

Michael stared at him, clearly confused, and said, “Wait, wait, say that again.”

Alex sighed, wondering how Michael could be so oblivious to both himself and the girl who had been his best friend for eight years. “Look, the question isn’t why did she quit? The question is . . . why does it bother you so much?”

Michael hesitated for a moment, looking contemplative as he answered. “Because . . . it’s fun. I like working with Maria. We have fun together.”

“Hmm, I’ll bet.”

“Not that kind of fun.” He raised his eyebrows then and added, “Although, those photo shoots do usually leave me with a huge boner, you know?”

“Oh, I know,” Alex assured him. “Today, I got one just from talking to Isabel.”

“What, like dirty talk?”

“No, just regular talking. I don’t know. It baffled me.”

“Oh, don’t worry, man. Isabel’s hot. It’s natural.”

“Yeah. Hey, good news, though. She agreed to play a part in my movie.”

“The final project one?”

“Heck yeah. Before I graduate, it’s happening, man. Me and Isabel Evans. I’m feeling confident.”

“I don’t know,” Michael said skeptically. “You should’ve heard her and Kyle and Tess last night.”

And Tess,” Alex said emphatically. “You see, there’s always gonna be that and Tess with them. She’ll get tired of it.”

“I guess. I mean, hell, I never thought I’d have a real girlfriend, but Liz and I are gonna be hitting two months here soon.”

“Exactly. Stranger things have happened.”

“Like Maria and Max,” Michael said. “That’s pretty strange.”

“Yeah, that is,” Alex agreed. Truthfully, he still didn’t understand why Maria was even dating him. He doubted Maria even understood it herself.

“Man, I haven’t even thought about my final project,” Michael said, leaning forward suddenly to open his computer and get to work.

“Seriously, man? You have no idea what it’s gonna be about?” Because Alex already knew what, or rather whom Michael would be filming. The same person he always did.

“I don’t know,” Michael said nonchalantly. “It’ll probably be about Maria.”

Oblivious, Alex thought. So oblivious. He chuckled and said sarcastically, “I never would have guessed.”










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nibbles: Max's Mr. Nice Guy routine won't last forever. He'll always be a nice guy, but . . . well, you'll just have to wait and see how he develops. ;)
Alien_Friend: See, obvious judging by your icon and signature, you're a hardcore dreamer, which is why I'm shocked you've been such a faithful reader! But I love that. And even though right Max and Liz are . . . well, you know how they are . . . they have a journey to go on just like everyone else.
pookie76: Maria quitting the modeling job definitely forced some reaction out of Michael. The problem is that he doesn't understand his own reaction. :roll: Such a dumb-ass, huh?
Tine: You're so right that Maria's selfish ways have really vanished by now. And you're right about Alex, too! He's a man! He can be perverted, too!
Sara: M+M may seem hopeless right now, but trust me, they're hopeful. ;)
Christina: It's a very tangled web! I like you and your boyfriend's thoughts on cheating, by the way. You're probably both right. And you know what else you're right about? Max being "happy to hang around." For sure. Max will go through changes. Not today, not tomorrow, not even any time soon, but I promise a major character arc.
Mercedes: What interesting points you make about everyone being like someone else in this story. I haven't thought about that, but you're so right! And you think Max is going to blow up like a volcano, huh? Well, you'll just have to wait and see. I will say this: it's definitely not good to bottle up your true feelings the way he does.
Krista: I'm glad you like Alex so much. He's a blast to write. And you're right when you say that he's the only one not directly involved in a love triangle/square. He's the farthest on the outside, but he's looking the farthest toward the inside.
spacegirl23: So this part wasn't as frustrating for you, huh? That's good to hear. I'm glad you like Alex and that you think Isabel is a "loveable ditz." I think so, too.
cassie:
I don't know how you manage to write enough to give us every second day updates but I love it.
Thanks, the only way I manage to do every other day updates is by having a LOT of this story written beforehand. I think I had about 700 pages done when I started posting it, and I've just been writing the rest of it whenever I get the time. It's easy to write so much when I get to read great feedback from you guys! :D
Mag: Michael reasons for needing Liz are a bit selfish, actually. If he wasn't dating her, he would go back to being the womanizer he was in the beginning. So if you look at it that way, maybe being with Liz is making him a little bit better?
Tinkerbell_Luvs_Roswell:
I think when Maria finally is a honest with Max then she will have finally grown up.
Nice. I couldn't agree with you more. Max is probably the only person who is really innocent in all this.
Brie: I'm glad you liked the last chapter, and I'm glad to hear you're thinking about next summer. That's smart.
tequathisy: I don't think you're the only one who has mixed emotions about Max and Liz. I know I do!
paper: Oh, I'm so excited to have a new reader. And a Dreamer at that! lol, yes, Maria definitely needs to lock her door, but that would mean locking Michael out, and she can't do that. ;) Rest assured, Max and Liz have very big roles in this story. Be warned, you might not like them all the time, but they play important parts.



Alright, so here's the deal. I'm going home again this weekend, so you all know what that means. No Internet access. But it's just a weekend. A three-day weekend. I'm going to update again tomorrow just to make up for my absence and then the next update will be late Monday afternoon (probably evening for some of you.) I just wanted to let you guys know that. BACK-TO-BACK UPDATES today and tomorrow . . . yay?

And it looks like Max barely sneaked in a win on the last poll question. Hmm, so nice guys don't always finish last.
:P

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Part 59









Maria paid a visit to the Modern Dance Association of New Mexico that day. She had gone to see a few performances there and, from what she could tell, it was the place to dance in the Santa Fe area. She wanted to dance there.

She went inside, slipped into the auditorium, and saw the performers rehearsing. The flyer out front said they had a big production number coming up, so they were no doubt polishing their routines for that.

A woman standing in front of the stage was barking orders and giving critiques. “Let’s see those leaps again. Synchronized height this time. If you’re leaping low, you’ll be reassigned.” The woman looked authoritative, so Maria decided to approach her.

“Um, excuse me?”

“I need my first group to work on the lift section. The entries were very shaky.”

“Excuse me?” Maria said again.

The woman turned to face her, looking uninterested. “Can I help you?”

“Yeah, actually. I’m, uh . . .”

“Are you a dancer?”

“Yes.”

“Then why aren’t you on stage?”

“Well, I’m not a dancer here. Yet. But that’s why I’m here. I’d really like to be.”

“Look, I don’t have time for this right now. I’ve got a production to direct.”

“I know. I’m sorry, I just wasn’t sure who to talk to.”

The woman looked her over for a moment, then changed her tone. “I’ll tell you what. You give me your contact information, I’ll give it to Alicia.”

“Alicia?”

“She’s the executive director of all our productions, president of this branch of the Modern Dance Association. She’ll be in tomorrow, and I think she’ll have some time to meet with you. Bring your resume, because it’ll be your job interview in a nutshell.”

“Really?” That was exciting.

“Yep. Go ahead and give me your name and number and I’ll make sure I get it to her.”

“Thank you.” Maria opened her purse and dug around for a pen and a piece of paper. “Thank you so much.”

“Don’t thank me yet. Chances are, you won’t get a job here.”

That was less exciting. “Why not?”

“It’s not easy. We only take the best of the best, and we have a lot of applicants.”

“Right,” Maria said. “Well, I’ll take my chances.” She found an old math assignment she would have rather forgotten about, flipped it over, and wrote name and phone number on the back. “There you go,” she said, handing it to the woman.

“Alright, unless you hear otherwise from someone, come in at 9:00 tomorrow.”

“In the morning?” She was rarely ever up by then.

“Yes.”

Grin and bear it, she thought, forcing herself to smile. “Okay. I’ll be here. Thanks again.”

The woman waved her off and went back to instructing the performers. “Now the pirouettes are off. Everyone, back to the start. We’re taking it from the top.”

Maria stopped at the door leading out of the auditorium and looked back at the dancers. They were definitely all good, but they weren’t do anything she couldn’t do.

I can do this, she thought confidently. I can get a job here. I can have a career here. Hello, future . . . She smiled and left the room, feeling excited about everything except waking up early. She couldn’t wait to tell Michael.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

“Michael!”

“Man, DeLuca, I know you’re always glad to see me, but this is just ridiculous.”

“Michael!” Squealing, she ran to the couch, jumped up on it, and shifted her weight on two feet. “Guess what?”

“Chicken butt.”

She made a face and rolled her eyes. “Oh my god, that’s so elementary.”

He chuckled and came around to sit down on the couch. “What?” he finally asked.

She plopped down beside him and said, “Okay, today was, like, a totally awesome day.”

“Oh my god, I totally can’t wait to hear about it,” he mimicked in a high-pitched, girly voice.

“I’m serious. Get this, I went to the Modern Dance Association.”

“What’s that?”

“An association. For modern dance. Duh, Michael.”

“Well, where is it?”

“Hello, you probably drive by it every day. It’s, like, five minutes from here. Ten if there’s traffic.”

“Huh, I’ve never noticed it.”

“You’ve never noticed it? Michael, it’s a huge building, big MDA on the front. It’s so noticeable.”

He shrugged. “Well, maybe if there were some topless dancers out front . . .”

“Oh my god, would you just listen to me? I’m trying to tell you about my totally awesome day.”

“Alright, alright. So you went to the Modern Dance whatever.”

“Association,” she filled in. “Yeah, so I walked in, and I talked to this woman, and she told me I could go in and meet with the president tomorrow.”

“Of the United States?’

“No, of the MDA.”

“Oh, ‘cause I was gonna say, why would wanna meet George Bush? Freakin’ Republican.”

She rolled her eyes. “Seriously, Michael, interruptions abound!”

“Sorry,” he apologized. “Go on.”

“Well, no, that’s basically it. I have a job interview tomorrow. It’s at 9:00, so that kind of sucks, but . . . sacrifices. It’ll be worth if I can get a job there. No, you know, it wouldn’t even be a job. It would be, like, something that I could do for the next ten years of my life. Twenty if my body holds up as well as I’m hoping it will.”

“Oh, I’m sure it will.”

“I mean, can you believe this? I could be a dancer for the Modern Dance Association. That’s just, like, mind-blowing.”

“I don’t get it. What kind of shit do they do?”

“It’s not shit, Michael, it’s art. And they basically do it all. I’m talking hip hop, contemporary, Latin, break dancing. I don’t know how to break dance, but I could learn.”

He chuckled. “Go for it.”

“What? I could.”

“No, I’m sure you could. You’re an awesome dancer, Maria.”

She smiled. “So you think I can get a job there?”

“Oh, I know you can.”

She squealed excitedly and said, “I never thought I’d be this excited about work. Because dancing is work. It’s hard work. But I mean . . . oh, I can’t wait for people to see me up on that stage, all these people who think I'm just a washed-up has-been, who think I’ll never really amount to anything. They’re in for a surprise.”

Michael dropped his head and looked down. “Yeah . . .”

Something was wrong. She could tell. Despite all of the little wise-cracks he had gotten in thus far through the conversation, something was upsetting him. “What’s wrong?” she inquired.

“Nothing.”

She looked down in his lap and noticed that he had a letter in his hand. She’d been too busy babbling to notice it before. “What’s that?” she asked him, suspecting that whatever it said was the reason why he was unhappy.

“It’s nothing. Just . . .”

She knew he would take forever to tell her, and she was impatient, so she reached over and snatched the letter out of his hand. He didn’t put up a fight.

She opened it and read it to herself. She only had to read the first line to know exactly what it was: another rejection letter from a film internship he’d applied for. “I’m sorry, Michael,” she said, folding it and handing it back to him.

“It’s okay.”

“No, it’s not. I come flying in here talking about how my career’s taking off while . . .”

“Mine’s dying a slow and painful death?”

“It’s not,” she assured him. “You’ll get an internship somewhere.”

“No, I won’t,” he said matter-of-factly. “This was my last hope. But now . . . everywhere I applied . . . turned me down. And it’s too late to apply for any now.” He sighed. “So I guess it’s Cum-Hungry Coeds for me.”

“Oh, Michael . . .” She knew he didn’t want to do that. Shockingly, porn wasn’t the film genre he had a passion for.

“No, don’t feel sorry for me,” he said. “I’ll just go to L.A. and do that one, maybe get my foot in the door.”

“L.A.?” she echoed. It hadn’t dawned on her that . . . that he’d . . . “That’s so far away.”

“Couple of states.”

Oh, no, she thought. What would be the fun of dancing up on a stage if Michael wasn’t watching her? What would be the fun about a post-performance celebration without him? She remembered how much she’d missed him that weekend he’d gone to Nebraska with Liz. Weekend. A couple of days. But this . . .

“Michael, I don’t think you should go all that way for something you don’t even wanna do,” she said, and that was how she honestly felt. Selfishly, she wanted him near her, but unselfishly, she wanted him to be happy, too, and she couldn’t picture him being happy doing that.

“Well, what else am I supposed to do?”

“Stay here,” she said. “You don’t have to go work for somebody else. You could make your own movies, do your own thing. Why don’t you just stay here?”

“You mean be an independent filmmaker?”

“Exactly.”

“Yeah, but, how many independent filmmakers can you think of off the top of your head, Maria? In fact, how many independent films can you think of?”

He had her there. She couldn’t think of any. “Well, I’m probably the wrong person to ask,” she said. “You know, I’ve been going through that whole movie drought.”

“Maria . . .”

And then it hit her. “Oh! That guy!”

“Who?”

“You know, that big, ugly guy with the glasses and the hair that looks like it hasn’t been washed in decades.”

“Michael Moore?” he guessed.

“Yeah, him! He’s all independent, right?”

“Yeah.”

“And didn’t he win an Academy Award?”

“Yeah.”

“And lots of people know who he is.”

“Well . . .”

“You could stay here and be the next Michael Moore, Michael!” She smiled, then added, “Only, not so fat. I mean, unless you get fat, which is always a possibility. Lots of guys get fat when they get older.”

“I won’t get fat if you won’t get fat,” he promised.

“Oh, I won’t,” she assured him in return. “I’m a dancer.”

“Soon to be an employed dancer,” he reminded her.

She smiled, getting a glimpse of his softer side as he said that. Not many people saw that side of Michael Guerin. She did.

“Wait a minute, Maria,” he said suddenly.

“What?”

“You will get fat.”

Outrage! she thought. Absolute outrage! “What?!”

He grinned. “Pregnancy.”

She gasped. “My god, I can’t believe you just said that!”

He laughed. “Well . . . if it’s any consolation, I think you’d make one hot pregnant lady.”

That made her smile again. “Really?”

“Oh, yeah.”

Good to know. She wasn’t planning on getting pregnant any time soon, but if she ever did, she wanted to look good all the while. “Well, in that case . . .” she trailed off, lying back, spreading her legs jokingly. “Knock me up.”

“Oh,” he laughed, “tempting, but no.”

Maria smiled to herself as he got up and headed into the kitchen. Tempting, she thought. He said ‘tempting.’

Her day just kept getting better and better. It’d been awhile since she’d been able to say that.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

At 7:00 in the morning, Maria’s alarm clock went off. But she wasn’t ready to wake up yet, so she pressed the snooze button. At 7:09, it went off again, but she still wasn’t ready, so she pressed snooze again. Nine minutes later, its shrill sound rang throughout the air again. And again and again and again. But Maria just kept pressing snooze. She pressed snooze so many times, in fact, that the alarm eventually quit sounding altogether. It wasn’t until Max shifted around some time later that she jostled a bit, lifted her head, and peered at the clock through sleepy, half-closed eyes.

8:30?!

Panicked, she sprang out of bed, tossing all of the covers onto Max. She rushed out of the bedroom and into the bathroom, already undressing. She jumped in the shower washed quickly, making sure not to get her hair wet. She definitely didn’t have time to blow-dry or straighten her hair the way she had intended to. Once she was done there, she bounded into her bedroom, and quickly put together an outfit to wear. She wasn’t sure whether she was supposed to look professional or athletic, so she decided to wear a pair of black pants and a long-sleeved white shirt. It was simple and it looked nice enough, but it was something she could dance in if she had to.

She knocked over every tube of lip-gloss she owned as she fumbled around in the bathroom for her make-up. She couldn’t remember ever applying eyeliner so ferociously. Perhaps she was a little too ferocious, though, because she messed up and had to start all over again. That set her back about five minutes.

Five minutes that she didn’t have.

It was 8:47 when she left the house with her resume in hand. The resume. It wasn’t the most impressive by any means, but at least she’d gotten it done. She’d managed to do one thing right.

If I lose out on this job because of the stupid snooze button . . . she thought as she ran out to the car and got in. But in all reality, she knew it wasn’t the snooze button’s fault. It was hers. She was a lazy, lazy college student, and it was all her fault.

At 8:55, she was still out on the road. There was a bit of traffic (of course), and she there was a slow-poke grandmother driving in front of her (of course). Not that she had anything against grandmothers. She just wished they wouldn’t drive so slow.

“Come on!” she yelled impatiently, slamming her hand down on the horn.

At 8:58, she pulled up to the street she needed to turn left on. She could see the MDA building right there. Right there. All she had to do was turn . . .

. . . but it was a red light.

“Oh my god!” she whined. “Why me? Why me?”

The clock in her car hit 8:59, and she panicked. There weren’t any cars coming and there weren’t any cops around, so she spun the wheel to the left and floored it, turning on the red light. She zipped into the parking lot and had barely even taken the keys out of the car when she sprang out and ran into the building, her resume flapping wildly in her hands.

Oh, please don’t be late, she thought to herself. Please don’t.

She burst into the building, a flurry of panic and disarray. “Alicia?” she called. “I’m here to see Alicia!”

A girl sitting at a desk off to the right piped up and said, “I’ll call her up, let her know you’re here. You’re Maria, I assume?”

“Yes.”

“Just one moment.”

Maria waited impatiently as the secretary got a hold of Alicia on the phone, said a few words, and then hung up. “She’s in her office,” she said. “Second floor, to the left. You can’t miss it. It’s almost as big as the auditorium.”

“Thanks.” Maria turned and rushed up the stairs, too impatient to wait for the elevator, and flew down the hallway to an office that really was quite enormous. She took in a deep breath and let it out before entering, wanting to appear as calm as possible. She was about to knock on the door when it opened and she came face-to-face with a middle-aged blonde woman who she already knew she liked better than her last boss, Fiona.

“Maria DeLuca, right?”

“Right. I mean, yes. Hi,” she stuttered nervously.

“Right on time.”

Yes!

“I’m Alicia Leon. Nice to meet you,” the woman said as she extending her hand in greeting.

“Nice to meet you,” Maria returned as she shook her hand, upon doing which she faintly remembered that an interviewee was supposed to promptly repeat the interviewer’s name after hearing it. “Alicia Lion,” she quickly added.

Leon,” Alicia corrected.

“That, too.” Oh god, what am I saying? What am I saying? Maria asked herself in horror. She wasn’t usually a spaz. Why was she turning into one now of all times?

The woman smiled confusedly and gestured for Maria to enter. “Why don’t you come in, have a seat?”

“Oh, okay.” Maria hesitantly stepped foot in the sprawling office and immediately was awe-struck by all of the trophies, awards, and photographs on the walls. “Wow,” she couldn’t help but say.

“It’s a nice collection, isn’t it?” Alicia said proudly. “Some of them even date back to when I was a dancer.”

Maria smiled. She wanted to have all that recognition someday, and this was the way to do it, landing a job at a big-time performance venue.

Well, she reminded herself, you have to survive the interview first.

“Sit down, please,” Alicia said again.

Maria took a seat opposite Alicia at the desk and tried to hide her nervousness. But when she felt the perspiration collecting underneath her arms, she knew just how nervous she was. Pitting out? She never pitted-out. She didn’t want Alicia to notice, so she started babbling instead, something she knew she probably shouldn’t do but did anyway. “I was so worried I was gonna be late,” she admitted. “I pressed snooze so many times—I mean . . . my alarm just didn’t go off,” she quickly corrected. “It was the strangest thing.”

“Hmm.”

“I had to make an illegal left turn on red just to get here on time.”

“Oh, so you broke the law?”

“What?”

“You turned left on a red light, thereby performing a traffic operation no one in the state of New Mexico or in any other state is allowed to perform. Is that right?”

Maria felt the sweat under her pits multiply. Oh, shit. “Well, technically . . . it was bad. I know it was bad. Um . . .” She paused, deciding that this was no way to go. She needed to calm down. She needed to be herself. “Okay, look, the thing is, I have this tendency to put my foot in my mouth repeatedly on job interviews,” she confessed. “It’s not something I try to do; it just happens. So if you can look past that, and accept that I’m this very imperfect person, I think you’ll find that I’m also a great dancer. Which is obviously what you’re looking for.”

Much to her surprise, Alicia smiled. “It is.”

Maria breathed a sigh of relief, feeling some of the pressure lifting. Now, if only she could do something about her pits . . .

“Alright, Ms. DeLuca. Let me take a look at that resume.”

She smiled, nervous again as she handed it over. “Hmm.”

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Michael had lain awake all night, thinking about his future. It wasn’t something he did very much, but sometimes, it was necessary. He stayed in bed, thinking, that entire morning, too. He’d heard Maria’s louder than loud alarm go off several times, but it wasn’t until 8:30 that he’d heard her get up and start running around to get ready. He’d considered getting out of bed and teasing her about it, but he opted not to. He was too busy thinking.

At 9:05, he decided to get up and go take a shower. Before he did, though, he sat on the side of his bed and opened up his nightstand drawer, pulling out the letter from the one internship program he’d been accepted to, Cum-Hungry Coeds. Adult films obviously weren’t known for their award-winning acting or in-depth plotlines, but they did make a lot of money, and they could get a guy, an aspiring director guy, on the map. But . . .

“Stay here. You don’t have to go work for somebody else. You could make your own movies, do your own thing. Why don’t you just stay here?”

Maria’s words from the night before rang through his head. It was actually decent advice, but hell, from the moment she’d said ‘stay here’ . . . she had him.

Fuckin’ porn movie, he thought. I don’t wanna do that. I’m not gonna do that. Feeling a sense of empowerment and determination, he crumpled up the letter and tossed it into the trash can. It felt good to get rid of it. It felt really good.

He smiled. Thanks, Maria.










TBC . . .

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Tine:
So seems like for the first time Michael didn't get what he wants. but n the other hand every other internship would have probably taken him away from Maria, too, so he at least gets something he wants, even if he doesn't realize it yet.
Exactly! As much as Michael wants to be a director someday, he wants Maria so much more. ;)
Alien_Friend:
There is nothing like sharing what you love with the person you love.
Aw, I agree! Oh, and I’m glad you love Michael’s Michael-ness. Selfishly, I must admit that I do, too. I’ve never written Michael to this extreme before, but it’s really fun to do.
Elle: I think you’re right that Michael wouldn’t work well under others. He really likes things to go his way, likes to get what he wants, likes to be in control.
Christina:
Well, at least I hope he sort of stresses out about it instead of blowing it off until the last second and getting away with it.
:lol: Well, you know, Michael’s kind of a procrastinator, so it won’t be a high priority for him for awhile yet. And yes, he was actually thinking! He was using that thing we so fondly call a brain. I can understand your shock. And I’m glad you “kind of enjoy” seeing Liz like this, making all these mistakes. Sometimes it’s very easy to write her character, and sometimes it’s very difficult, so I’m glad that you find her interesting to read.
Sara:
I think Liz can be redeemed IF she takes a step back away from her drama queen tendencies and actually takes stock of what's going on.
I agree. I will say that Liz probably gets worse before she (or even if she) gets better, though, so beware.
killjoy: Sorry, didn’t mean to offend with the Republican comment. I’m actually a registered Republican myself (although I'm so not political.) That line’s definitely not meant as a bash. It’s just a typical Passion Michael remark. He’s liberal, I guess. ;)
nibbles: Maria definitely deserves something good, doesn’t she? A little happiness can go a long way.
Mercedes: I’m glad you seem to have such a great grasp on Michael’s character, and Maria’s too. She definitely has those two main passions you mentioned, dance and Michael. ;)
pookie76: Yes, Michael shows mental ability! I had a feeling you would like that.
spacegirl23:
I love how he told Maria: I won't get fat if you won't get fat. Kinda a grosser guy Michael-version of I wanna grow old with you.
:lol: Yeah, I suppose it is! Michael always has a very unique way of saying what’s on his mind. You’re so right that he’s growing up graaaaaadually. I promise that his and Maria’s relationship will progress eveeeeeentually, lol.
Sarah: Speeding truck. Got it. ;)


Alright, remember now that the next update won't be until Monday, probably sometime late in the afternoon or sometime in the evening. Depends where you live, I guess!

There's a lot of dance terminology in this part that I probably misspelled. There was a website that had videos of all these really neat-looking moves and I was going to give you guys a link, but I lost the web address. Darn it. So just use your imagination, I guess! :mrgreen:

I think you guys will like this part. ;) Have a good weekend!









Part 60 (AKA: page 565!!!!) :shock:








Maria sat still and watched nervously as Alicia read over her resume. The woman’s face showed no indication of whether she was pleased or not, and she didn’t say anything worthwhile, either. Just ‘hmm.’

“Hmm. Hmm.”

Say something else, Maria thought desperately. I’m all hmm-ed out.

“Hmm.”

Oh my god, I’m gonna go crazy.

“So you’re a college student?”

Words! “Yeah.”

“What kind of GPA do you keep up?”

Bad question, Maria thought. Go back to ‘hmm.’ “Oh, like, a 3.5,” she lied.

“Really?”

“Mmm-hmm.”

“And if I had a special power to pull your transcripts, would I see a 3.5?”

Not so much. “Okay, so it’s more like a 2.5,” she confessed, “but that’s just ‘cause I have to take all these really stupid general requirement classes I neglected to take my freshman year. Like astronomy. What kind of dancer needs to know astronomy?”

“Well . . .”

But if you take a look at the actual dance classes I’ve taken . . . Ballet II, Dance Composition, Modern Dance IV . . . I kicked ass at those. I was even the top student in all those classes. Ask anyone.”

“Bragging yourself up. I like it. Keep going. Don’t be modest.”

“Oh. Okay, um . . .” Shocked that she had actually said something right for a change, Maria now found herself at a loss for what to say next.

“It says here you’ve had experience on a dance team.”

“Oh, yes. Tons of experience. I was on my high school’s dance team for four years, and I was the captain for two, and I was on my university’s dance team for four years, captain for three. And we won the national championship three years in a row. I got an award for best choreography two years in a row. It should’ve been three, but the judges were just stupid this last year.”

“Well, that is impressive,” Alicia acknowledged. “What styles of dance did you do?”

“Well, mostly hip hop, but once in awhile we did some jazz, too. We could’ve done contemporary, but the rest of the team couldn’t handle it.” She rolled her eyes, remembering the fuss Courtney I’m-a-slut Banks had put up when Maria had tried to teach them a contemporary dance their junior year. Ridiculous.

“So, where have you studied dance?”

“Studied?” she echoed, a bit confused by the question.

“Yes, besides your college courses, where else did you learn?”

“Oh. Um . . . my basement, mostly.”

“Excuse me?”

“Yeah, I never actually learned from anyone. Just, when I was younger, I’d see stuff on TV or in movies, and I’d try to copy the moves. In my basement.”

“So you taught yourself?”

Maria cringed. “Yeah?”

“Hmm.”

There it was, that ‘hmm’ again. Was it good or bad?

“Well, that’s either very impressive or very uncertain. I’m not sure,” Alicia said. “I’ve never hired anyone who had no formal training in their early years.”

“Oh, well . . . you can’t tell, trust me,” Maria assured her. “I mean . . . I’m really good.”

Alicia smiled at her and said, “I’ll tell you what, Maria: You don’t have the most impressive resume. I think you know that.”

“Yeah.”

“One job in your entire life, no real dance training, a 2.5 GPA . . . it’s not exactly what I look for.”

Maria felt her spirits start to drop. This wasn’t good.

“But . . .”

She immediately perked up again.

“I’m going to give you a chance to impress me. Because I like you. I think you’re your own person, and that’s important.”

Maria smiled. “Alright, what do you need me to do?”

“Come with me.” Alicia got up and led Maria out of the room.

Maria followed Alicia into the auditorium. It didn’t take her long to figure out what was coming next, especially when Alicia sat down behind the sound equipment and gestured towards the stage. “Alright. Go.”

“Go what?”

“Dance. Show me a few basic technical moves.”

“Such as . . .?”

And that was when Alicia started to list them off. “A compass turn, followed by an attitude extension, 2 jete fouettes, a triple pencil turn, one stag leap, a hitch kick/fan kick combo, a double barrel turn, and an ending position in the horizontal splits.”

For a moment, Maria just stood there, trying to process all that. Whoa. “Okay, you do realize that I’m more of hip hop dancer, right?” she said. Not that hip hop wasn’t hard in its own right. It was just much less technical.

“Well, if you don’t think you can do it . . .”

“Oh, no, I can do it,” Maria cut in assuredly. “Just a minute.” She reached down and took off her shoes. No way was she dancing in three inch heels.

“Do you need time to stretch out first?”

“Nope, I’m good.” She headed up towards the stage and shook her arms and legs out for a moment. She felt a little nervous, but nothing she couldn’t handle.

“Alright, music’s on,” Alicia announced as she played a song that . . . wasn’t really the typical thing Maria would dance to. She was used to hip hop, to the ‘playas’ and the ‘shorties.’ But she could do this, too. She felt confident.

She took a deep breath, then let it out as she did the first move she had been told to do, a compass turn, a pirouette with her foot dragging the floor. Then she extended her leg out behind her, curved it inward, and arched her back, hitting the attitude pose Alicia wanted her to. Then she did the two jete fouettes, which required her to kick her leg out and spin in the air at the same time. She felt a muscle pull as she executed the move, but she ignored it and continued on into the pencil turn, which required her to spin around three times in rapid succession with her legs straight and her arms straight in the air. Right after that, she went into the stag leap, a leap with her front leg bent, then did a hitch kick followed by a fan kick. She swung her leg back from the fan kick and immediately executed a move she hadn’t executed for years, a triple barrel turn, a turn in which her body was bent forward. She landed that turn by sliding down in the horizontal splits exactly the way she was supposed to and held out her left arm, staring straight at Alicia. If the woman wasn’t impressed by that, Maria wasn’t sure what would impress her. She had just practically killed herself with those moves, but oh well.

Alicia turned off the music and clapped her hands, looking genuinely pleased. “Nice job,” she said.

Maria stood up, all smiles. She knew she’d be limping around with a couple of pulled muscles that night, but she didn’t care. Happened all the time.

“I’m really impressed, Maria. You were right. You can’t tell that you haven’t had any formal training. That was just amazing. I mean, it had precision, it had technique, style, spunk . . . all the things a great dancer should have.”

“So does that mean I got the job?” she asked hopefully.

“Well . . . not quite.”

Maria sighed, a bit exasperated. What else did she have to do?

“You see, the way we choose our performers here is, we require all applicants that make it through the interview portion to choreograph a showcase dance.”

“A showcase dance?” Maria echoed.

“Yes. It can be whatever kind of dance you want, however technical. The only rule is that it can’t be a group dance, and it can’t be a partner dance. But like I said, as far as style . . . you could get up there and do a disco dance if you wanted to, although I wouldn’t recommend it. But if you wanted to do a contemporary dance with some hip hop influences, I think that’d be great.”

“Really?”

“Certainly. Now, you should know, there’s been a lot of people to apply before you, so there’s about . . . oh, I wanna say fourteen other people who are going to be doing showcase dances. Their advantage is, they’ve had months to work on them. You have a couple of weeks. The showcase is April 5th.”

“Oh, that’s okay,” Maria assured her. “Choreography will take me, like, a day, so . . .”

“Well, keep in mind, this dance has to showcase all your talents. I want to see your own style, but I also want to see something that could work for the Modern Dance Association. Only a few applicants will be chosen because I want to see . . . perfection, basically.”

Some people might have been daunted by that expectation. Maria wasn’t. “Good,” she said. “‘Cause that’s what you’re gonna get.”

Alicia smiled. “Good. I’m glad to hear it. So, I’ll see you April 5th. I’ll send you some more information within the next few days.”

“Okay.” Maria smiled. “God, this is so Price Is Right.”

“Excuse me?”

She laughed. “You know. The showcase showdown.”

Alicia laughed, too. “You’re right. It is.”

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Maria went home that day, wistful. Michael, Max, and Kyle were all at the kitchen counter eating breakfast, but they all looked up when they saw her.

“Oh. My god,” she said, holding her hands to her chest.

“She either had an incredible orgasm or a successful job interview,” Michael concluded.

“Job interview,” she informed him. “For once, I didn’t fuck up. Well, I mean, I kind of did at first, but it kind of didn’t matter. The director, Alicia . . . she’s really nice.

“Is she hot?” Michael asked.

“Seriously? You don’t ask about my interview, you ask about my boss? Well, my future boss.”

“Yeah, I seriously wanna know if she’s hot.”

“You’re ridiculous.”

“Actually, I wanna know, too,” Kyle piped up, timidly raising his hand.

Maria rolled her eyes and ignored them. She sat down beside Max, reached across the counter, and grabbed Michael’s plate from him.

“Hey, I was eatin’ that!”

“And now I am.” She took his fork from him as well and shoveled a heap of scrambled eggs down her gullet. “Mmm . . .”

Michael gave her an annoyed look.

“What? I’m famished,” she told him. “I had to dance today, and it was hard.”

“What’d you have to do?” Max asked.

“Oh, all these jumps and turns and kicks. It’d sound like a foreign language to you if I tried to explain it, but the point is, it was hard. Some of those moves, I had not done for years.”

“I bet you were great,” Max said supportively.

“I was.” She smiled. “I don’t technically have a job there yet, though. I have to choreograph this showcase dance, and then I have to perform it, and then they actually have to select me, but I really think it’s gonna happen. The director really seemed like she liked me, and I did a really good job, so . . .” She shrugged hopefully. “We’ll see.”

“Oh, yeah, Maria, you don’t have to worry,” Kyle added. “You’re the best dancer I know.”

“Thanks,” she said. “And you know what? You guys . . . are the best friends a girl could ask for.”

“Are you high?” Michael asked suddenly.

“What? No, I’m just happy.”

“Happy ‘cause you’re high?”

“No, just happy. I’ve had two good days in a row. That’s, like, a record for me. Try not to ruin it.”

“Well, Maria, I’m really proud of you,” Max piped up again. He put his arm around her and hugged her to his side.

“Thanks,” she said, meeting Michael’s eyes for a moment. She thought she saw a flash of jealousy flare through them for a split-second, but it was gone before she could be certain if it was ever really there. Probably wishful thinking, she reasoned.

She cleared her throat then and said, “Okay, so here’s the thing. I pulled a couple muscles today. Jete fouettes tend to do that to you.”

“Jete whates?” Kyle said.

“So, I’m gonna need my guys to spoil me.”

“Wait a minute,” Michael said, “didn’t we just do that? After your near-death?”

“Yes, and I liked it.”

“Oh, you went overboard with it. You had that fucking bell, you were ringin’ it like crazy. . .”

“Oh, I forgot about that!” she exclaimed. “I need to find it so I can use it again.”

“What, so you can boss us around like your little slave boys? I don’t think so,” Michael said adamantly.

“Yeah, I don’t think so, either, Maria,” Kyle said.

“I think so,” Max volunteered.

Maria gave Michael and Kyle a warning look. She was the queen of the house. If they didn’t pamper her once in awhile, especially when she needed it, she was going to get cranky.

“I’ll go find the bell,” Michael relented.

“I’ll give you a massage later,” Kyle muttered.

“Ooh, yea!” she chirped, clapping her hands excitedly. “Let the spoiling begin.”

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Alex sat with Isabel that evening, alone in a classroom. He loved being alone with her, but this was supposed to have been the casting call for his movie. There were supposed to be lots of people there, aspiring actors and actresses who would help him make a great final project. Nope.

“I should’ve known no one would show up,” he muttered, feeling sorry for himself.

“I showed up,” Isabel reminded him.

He looked at her and smiled. “Thanks, Isabel.”

“No problem,” she said. “That’s what friends do.”

Friends, he thought bitterly. Dammit.

“You know, I bet if I looked like Michael there’d be a dozen people here,” he muttered.

“I don’t really think that’s true.” She scooted closer to him then and said, “You wanna know something?”

“What?”

She smiled. “I think you’re just as cool as Michael.”

“Really?” It was nice to hear, but unrealistic. “No, no,” he said, shaking his head.

“Yeah, you are. I mean, sure, he’s got that whole arrogant, sexy bad boy thing going on, but you’re sexy, too.”

“I am? I mean, I am,” he said, trying to be affirmative.

“And you’re a nice guy,” she added, “which is also very cool. I don’t care what they say; nice guys don’t always finish last.”

“Huh . . .” was all he could say as he stared at her. What was she implying? Sex? A relationship? None of the above? She was probably just being nice. “Isabel--”

“You are in a predicament, though,” she went on. “You’ve got a whole movie to shoot by May and only one cast member.”

“Yeah. If we at least had somebody to play the leading male role, you know.”

“Yeah.” Suddenly, she gasped as if she had an epiphany. “Oh my god, Alex, I’ve got it.”

“Got what?”

“Somebody to play my guy. My character’s guy. But he’s my real guy, too. Kyle!” she exclaimed.

“What?”

“Yeah, Kyle could be my leading man. I mean, he already is.”

“Uh, he, uh . . .”

“Would be perfect!”

Say something, you idiot! “Well . . .”

“I mean, we feel totally comfortable around each other. And I think he’d do it without too many complaints, too. I mean, he’s a little busy, but . . .”

“Isabel, I really don’t think--”

“I’m gonna go find him right now,” she said. “I’ll convince him Alex. I promise. And I’ll talk to you tomorrow.”

“Huh . . .” He watched in horror as she left the room. Stupid, he thought. I’m so stupid. He’d wanted to say something, but he’d frozen up. Now Isabel was going to get Kyle to be in the movie, and he’d be stuck feeling like a third wheel around them. That wasn’t part of the plan.

“Crap,” he muttered. “This day sucks.”

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

“Oh, this is the best day of my life,” Maria moaned happily as she lay face down on the kitchen table, eagerly awaiting her massage. The bed had been the original location of choice, but it was too low.

“Just wait ‘til I start the massage. You’re gonna love it,” Kyle assured her.

“Getting spoiled. Who could hate it?”

“Oh, how was dinner by the way?”

“Oh, good,” she said, smiling as she remembered the way all three of her roommates had brought food in on a tray for her. “The steak was a little rare, but . . .”

“Well, Michael cooked the steak.”

“Well, that’s explains it.” She shifted around to get as comfy as she could and asked Kyle, “So, why do you think you’re so good at massages?”

“I just know I am.”

“Is there, like, proof of that?”

“Maria, I work at a rec center. You know how many people get pulled muscles, need something done to ease the pain right away? That’s where these hands come in." He twinkled his fingers around in the air. "They’re good hands.”

As if on cue, Isabel walked in the front door. “Kyle, you can’t have three girlfriends,” she teased.

“No, I’m just spoiling Maria. It’s a lot less kinky than it sounds.”

“He’s giving me a massage. I hope that’s okay,” Maria said.

“Sure, it’s fine. Could I just . . . borrow him for a minute?”

A minute, Maria thought. Yeah, right. “Sure,” she said.

Isabel took Kyle’s hand and led him through the living room and down the stairs. Maria rolled her eyes. Great. I’m gonna be waiting here forever.

“Five minutes, Mr. Good Hands,” she called down to him. “I’m timing.”

“That’s all I need.”

She laughed a little. A five minute romp was really nothing to proud of, but then again, Kyle could find pride in anything sexual. Just like Michael. Just like . . . well, herself, actually.

“Whoa.”

She turned her head to look over her shoulder when she heard Michael. He stood, leaning back against the wall, looking at her. “That almost turns me on.”

“Almost?” she echoed, flirtatiously kicking her legs up behind her, not enough for him to see anything.

He grinned. “I can’t tell the truth. I have a girlfriend.”

“Oh, I see.” She rolled her eyes. Frickin’ Liz . . .

“I bet people would pay big money to see this,” he said.

“What?”

“You, half-naked, sprawled out on the table. It’s a universal fantasy.”

She felt her skin heat up beneath his tempting gaze and blushed. “It’s your fantasy,” she said matter-of-factly.

He shrugged nonchalantly, keeping his eyes locked with hers. “Maybe it is.”

She felt her heart rate pick up. The guy knew exactly what to say, exactly how to look at her . . .

“So where’s your masseuse?”

“Oh, he ditched me for one of his girlfriends.”

“Hmm. Tess?”

“No, Isabel, strangely enough.”

“Huh. Well, they’re probably doin’ it, so . . .” He interlocked and stretched out his fingers, popping a few joints in his hands and fingers as he neared her. Maria could tell what he was about to do, but she was still surprised when she felt his hands touch the backs of her legs.

“Michael,” she gasped. “I don’t think this is such a good idea.”

“What, afraid I’ll make you cum?”

Yes. Very afraid. She laughed nervously and said, “Yeah, right.”

He reached one hand up to tangle in her hair and press her head down toward the table. “Remember, you wanted to be spoiled,” he reminded her.

She did. But this was the best, most terrifying kind of spoiling. “Michael . . .”

“Where’s the pulled muscle?” he asked, smoothing his hands over her calves. “Here?”

“No. Up,” she replied.

He slid his hands upward to press just above her knee.

“Up,” she said again.

All her nerves stood on end as he slid his hands even farther up her thighs, slightly underneath the towel she had wrapped around herself.

“There?” he asked calmly.

“Yeah, right there.” She forced herself to try to look calm. She didn’t want Michael to see her face and see how aroused she was. What she wanted to do was look back at him and see if he was aroused, too, but from the moment his hands had touched her, she’d tensed up, and now she couldn’t move.

“Relax,” he told her as he began to rub his fingers over the muscles there.

“I’m relaxed,” she lied.

“No, you’re not.”

She sighed. Relax. This is just . . . Michael’s hands. Michael’s amazing hands. On your body.

“Oh god,” she groaned, unable to help herself.

“Does that feel good?” he asked as he made circles against her skin with this thumbs.

Yes.” Her eyes widened in horror when she realized how throaty and sultry that reply had sounded, and she quickly tried to recover. “I mean, it feels okay.”

“Okay? I’m offended, sweetheart.”

She smiled, because hearing him call her sweetheart was strangely erotic and sweet all at the same time.

She took in a sharp breath as he moved his hands farther around to the insides of her thighs, unbearable close to her pleasure center. If he didn’t stop, she was going to orgasm just by his touch, and that would be embarrassing. Not to mention revealing. She didn’t want him to know she had such uncontrollable feelings for him.

Tell him to stop, she told herself. Tell him to take his hands and go away.

But she couldn’t do that.

“Michael?”

“Yeah?”

She closed her eyes as he smoothed his hands up over her butt and onto her back. “Uh, don’t stop,” she moaned.

“Stop?”

“No, don’t stop. Don’t.”

“Don’t worry. I won’t.” He pulled her towel down slightly, just far enough to have somewhere to place his hands against the skin of her back. He pressed his fingers in hard, but it felt good. She could barely form a coherent thought as he eased out all the tension from her shoulders and her back. What was worse, she could feel herself getting wet. Just a little bit, but enough to notice.

Oh my god, she thought. This is insanely good. Never before had she had a massage like this. She’d been to some professionals in her day, but nothing compared to Michael, to Michael’s touch, to Michael’s hands . . .

His hands!

She almost fell off the table when she felt his fingers reach down to press against the sides of her breasts. He touched her gently, and she shivered. Oh my god, she thought. This is getting too sexual. It has to stop.

But she didn’t want it to.

“I should spoil you more often, Maria.”

She could practically hear him smiling, so she smiled, too. “Yeah, you should.” If he spoiled her like this all the time . . . well, she’d probably never want to do anything else.

Suddenly, the front door opened and Max stepped inside. Michael immediately removed his hands, and Maria sat up, clutching the towel to her chest. “Max!” she exclaimed, hoping he didn’t get the wrong idea. Or was it even the wrong idea? Maybe Michael had intentionally been making the massage sexy like that, in which case, it would be the right idea?

“We weren’t doing anything,” she said quickly. “Kyle ditched me for Isabel, so . . . Michael was filling in.”

Max kept his eyes on the two of them as he made his way through the living room and into the kitchen. “I’ll take it from here,” he told Michael.

“Have at her,” Michael said. “Don’t break the table if you end up doin’ it.”

If there’s anyone I’d break a table with, it’d be you, Michael, Maria thought to herself. She watched, disappointed, as Michael disappeared down the hallway. She was sure Max would be a good masseuse, too, but nothing could compare to Michael.

“Lie down,” Max instructed.

She returned to her position on the table and waited for his hands. From the moment he touched her, it felt . . . not right. Or at least, not as right as Michael’s hands had felt. His hands weren’t calloused enough. Michael’s hands were a bit rougher and very stimulating. Max’s hands were undoubtedly stimulating, too, but just . . . not right for her.

“Do you like that?” Max asked unsurely.

“Yeah,” she said, yearning for Michael, for his touch. “It feels good.”









TBC . . .

-April
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LOVE IS MICHAEL AND MARIA.
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