Aftermath Part 50
Posted: Mon Mar 08, 2004 2:27 am
Author: Debbi aka Breathless
Category: Max and Liz, CC/UC
Rating: PG 13 to NC 17
The mythology of this story is different than the show. Max and company (Zan and his cohorts too) did NOT live previous lives. Max was never a KING. Tess was never his WIFE. Isabel wasn’t a PRINCESS.
From Sexual Healing:
“What are you doing here, Max?”
“Well, I have orders from my planet. To take over the Earth.”
Thanks to everyone for your patience in my somewhat sporadic posting of late. Does everyone remember where we left off? Diane and Philip made an appearance, Kyle's freaking about getting powers, and even Alex and Isabel had a moment together. And Tess came to Max offering him a slight ray of hope . . .
From Part 49
“Take these,” Tess tossed the scrubs to him. She wasn’t allowed to get too close. She turned back to the doorway, giving him privacy to dress.
“Wait!” Max called out as he scrambled into the scrub pants and pulled them up over his hips.
Tess stopped, keeping her back to the camera. “I can’t stay. He won’t let me.”
“Please,” Max took a step toward her, clutching the scrub top in his hand. “Liz? Can you tell me about Liz?”
Tess shook her head and uttered, “No.”
At the same time she sent him an image; of Liz in a cell exactly like this one, alive and appearing unhurt. The vision showed her sitting on the floor with her knees drawn up to her chest, wearing a pair of scrubs just like his.
The flash ended too quickly, but it gave Max the reassurance he desperately needed. Zan hadn’t hurt Liz. At least not yet, if he could believe what Tess was showing him.
“Tess–”
She whirled around to face him, letting her eyes flick to the hidden camera once again. “I can’t talk to you.”
She backed out the door without saying another word, leaving Max locked in his white world. But as she left she sent him a final vision, an image for him to hold on to, of a golden sun warming his skin, green grass soft beneath his feet, walking hand in hand with Liz under a glorious blue sky. A vision of freedom.
For the first time since his arrival here he had a reason to hope.
Aftermath
Part 50
The Parker livingroom stretched wall to wall with warm bodies, laid out in a row. Maria fidgeted in her sleep, mumbling as she turned over inside her sleeping bag. Michael lay on top of his with his hands behind his head, eyes closed but conscious of every movement in the room.
Isabel slept nearby, curled in on herself, exhausted from her efforts to reach Max. Alex slept beside her, offering his warmth and his support.
Kyle snored softly on a bed of cushions a few feet away.
Ava pushed herself up from the couch and gingerly maneuvered around them, careful not to step on anyone. She wandered through the apartment, not needing sleep like the rest of them. A few hours a night was all she needed. The rest of the time could be spent watching over them. She didn’t bother checking the locks on the doors or the windows. No lock could keep Zan or Rath or Lonnie out if they wanted in.
She wandered into Liz’s bedroom touching objects as she went; a science book on the desk, a photograph on the dresser, trying to get a sense of her, or some clue to where Zan might have taken her. Not that the others could take on Zan and ever hope to win. Their only hope against Zan was if he made a mistake, and Zan never made mistakes.
Or did he?
He never lost control, or became emotionally attached, or wavered on his Mission. Not until now. Not until Liz.
Pausing in front of the bedroom window, Ava took Zan’s Mission book out of the oversized pocket of her jacket. She’d found it in the motel room, left behind with all their other belongings, which meant they weren’t done yet. They planned on coming back.
She opened the cover and stared down at the rows of symbols, knowing what they represented. She touched one to open the file, seeing the page morph into the image of one of their victims.
1999. Agent Daniel Summers. Head of Special Investigations, Homeland Security, Federal Bureau of Investigation.
She closed that file and opened another, touching more symbols, showing more victims, some dead by their hands, some killed by the others that came before them.
1992. Congressman John T. Whittaker, 2nd Congressional District, New Mexico, USA.
1985. General Marcus Sizemore, Air Force Office of Special Investigations. Andrews Air Force Base, Maryland.
1973. Sheila Hubble, Mesaliko Tribal Leader. Bitterlake, New Mexico.
1967. Special Agent Brian del Bianco. Project Bluebook. Air Force Space Command, Peterson AFB, Colorado.
1962. Special Agent Robert T. Lewis. 45th Space Wing, Patrick AFB, Florida.
1959. John Atherton. Investigative Journalist, Marathon, Texas.
1948. Captain Richard Dodie, 509th Fighting Unit. Rogers Air Force Base, New Mexico.
The list went back through the years, over 50 years in the making, hundreds, maybe thousands of names.
“Where did you get that?”
Ava whirled around to see Michael standing in the doorway. His eyes lifted from the metal book she held in her hands, up to her face, revealing the depth of his distrust.
“How did you get the Destiny Book?” Michael demanded.
“This isn’t yours,” Ava held it up for him to see. She had no intention of hiding anything from them.
Kyle appeared behind Michael, rubbing the back of his hand across his tired eyes. “What’s going on?”
“That’s what I want to know,” Michael folded his arms over his chest, blocking Ava’s passage. She wasn’t going anywhere until he got some answers.
* * * * *
Max lay sprawled across the padded floor of his cell, exhausted from the ordeal he’d been through, yet unable to find a peaceful sleep. His hand twitched, his eyelids fluttered, his dreams haunted him, showing him a visual record of a life that wasn’t his.
He tracked the mark from a cautious distance, perched high atop the clock tower. His hand remained steady on the trigger, skilled after years of stalking his victims. Her file had been committed to memory, the details of her life laid out before him, a record of where she went, and when, and why.
The mark slowed, checking her appointment book, thinking she had places to go, people to see, things to do. Little did she know, opening that book would be the last act she ever performed.
Max whimpered in his sleep as his dream played out; the violence inevitable, unstoppable, a visual record in all its bloody glory. His finger pulled the trigger. The mark’s body jerked convulsively, dropping her books as her skull exploded in a geyser of blood.
2000. Doctor Laura Holt. Professor of Molecular and Cellular Biology, Harvard University.
* * * * *
Zan moved around the control room, fighting the nearly overpowering urge to go to the view panel to look in on his captive. He felt drawn to her, like a moth to a flame, searing his wings every time he got too close to her light but unable to resist. Her pull was so strong.
He sensed her moving around restlessly, heard the near whisper sound of her footsteps against the soft panels on the floor under her feet, the brush of her fingers over the cushioned walls as she wandered around the room. He’d turned the speaker volume down earlier in an effort to keep her out, though her sounds stayed with him. His connection to her wouldn’t leave him alone.
And he didn’t want it to. He understood that now. It wasn’t something he could deny. She’d awakened something in him he’d never known he was lacking.
“So when you healed me, you risked all this getting out. Why?”
“It was you.”
The memories plagued him; memories that belonged to another man, but the words could have been written for him.
“I really wish this could be something . . . more. But it can’t.”
Despite that, Max Evans hadn’t been able to deny his connection to Liz, anymore than Zan could.
“I look at you, and I know you’re the person I’m supposed to be with. I’ve always known it. What happened here that day, when you got shot, and how that brought us together . . .
“It’s fate. You’re the one, Liz. The only one.”
What did Max Evans know that he didn’t? Was there more to his declaration than just the love struck words of a teenage boy? Was it fate or merely circumstance that had brought them together?
“Zan . . .”
He whirled around at the sound, for a moment thinking she was in the room with him, her voice was so clear, but she remained in her prison on the other side of the view panel looking right at him, almost as if she could actually see him. It frightened him, and yet it thrilled him just to hear her say his name.
“Zan, please. I need to talk to you . . .”
His resolution to avoid direct contact with her crumbled under the weight of her plaintive voice. He moved across the control room until he was standing directly in front of her. Hesitantly, he lifted his hand to toggle the speaker switch.
“About what?”
His voice seemed to come from everywhere around her, but he couldn’t fool her. Liz sensed exactly where he was. He must have known it too, for seconds later the molecular structure of the wall changed, white panels turning into glass, revealing his presence on the other side.
She took a deep breath to fortify her resolve, and then plunged forward with what had to be done. She would do anything, if it meant keeping Max safe.
“About us.”
Outside the control room, Tess paused to listen at the door, using her powers to nudge it open slightly so she could hear better. Voices drifted to her, Zan’s clear and distinct, Liz’s muffled and faint.
“What about ‘us’?” His tone came out more vulnerable than he wanted it to, but he couldn’t help the way she made him feel. He thought he could be strong, and stick to what he knew must be done, until she said ‘us’.
“Not like this,” Liz said, studying his face. “Not with this wall between us.”
For a long moment there was no sound and Tess could only imagine what was happening inside. Would Zan hold strong, intent on completing his mission? Or would he waver, and cave in to the irresistible hold Liz had over him? Tess knew what Max would do if faced with a situation like this, but Zan wasn’t Max. Or was he?
The sound of Zan’s fast approaching footsteps gave Tess her answer, and forced her to flee before he caught her spying on him. She raced to hide around a corner to her right just as the door to the control room flew open and Zan hurried out, turning toward the left, headed straight for Liz.
* * * * *
Liz tensed as the wall panel swung inward, steeling herself for what she had to do. She knew she was playing with fire and, if they survived this, that Max might not ever be able to forgive her, but she was willing to do anything if it would buy Max his freedom. She could live with the consequences of her actions as long as it meant he would live.
Zan filled the doorway, staring at her with a face that looked so much like Max it nearly took her breath away. His honey colored eyes dominated his features, commanding and yet fragile at the same time, like one wrong word from her might break him. His full lips parted slightly, just enough for his tongue to slip out to moisten his lower lip, a nervous gesture he couldn’t hide. She saw him visibly shake himself as he pushed the door closed behind him.
“You wanted . . . to talk,” he said.
Now that he was here she hesitated, uncertain how to proceed. She’d never tried to seduce anyone before. It was a dangerous game she was playing.
“Before . . . when you kissed me . . . I felt something . . .”
Zan moved a step forward, unable to resist. Why did his chest hurt? Why was his heart racing? Why did his stomach feel so strange?
He drew in a deep breath and then let it out slowly. “Like what?”
“It’s hard to explain,” she told him truthfully, for she had felt something. The first time he kissed her, that morning in the back of the Crashdown, she’d seen an alien vision. Of darkness and death, a bleak landscape of suffering. But when he kissed her in this room just a short time ago, she’d felt something very different. A man reaching out for something he’d never had; a connection that he desperately wanted.
“Try,” Zan said, afraid to get too close.
Liz moved forward instead. She stopped just in front of him. “You want me.”
Zan couldn’t deny it. He wanted her with every fiber in his body. He screamed with need for her, not just to possess her, but to love her, to cherish her.
“Yes,” he whispered, unable to take his eyes off her face.
Her hand lifted from her side, sliding under the edge of his leather vest to settle on his bare chest, just above his heart. He couldn’t hide his sharp inhalation when her skin touched his, or the compulsive way his Adam’s apple bobbed in his throat as he swallowed.
“I’ll give you anything you want. If . . .”
From the first moment he saw her, this was what he had wanted. For her to come to him, willingly. Not by force, but by choice. His right hand lifted to cover hers, wrapping around her delicate fingers.
“If what?”
She moved even closer, standing in his space, stretching her body upwards while at the same time his head lowered to get closer to hers. Her lips, just a breath away from his, parted as she said, “I’ll do anything you want . . . if you let Max go.”
Zan hesitated, staring down at her. “I can’t do that.”
“You can do anything.”
He studied her face, knowing she was right. He could. There was no directive in place concerning Max Evans. The Skins didn’t even know he existed. He hadn’t told them yet.
“If you let Max go,” she said, looking up into his eyes, “I’ll stay with you, if that’s what you want. I’ll go anywhere you want me to. I’ll be anything you want me to be. If you let him go.”
“And if I refuse?”
“You can’t have both of us. Do you want him?” she asked, cupping his cheek with the palm of her left hand. “Or do you want me?”
“You,” Zan said without hesitation. His lips lowered to touch hers, not rough and forceful like before, but soft and tender. This kiss wasn’t about control, at least not for him.
“And you’ll let Max go?” she asked with her lips brushing against his lips, her body leaning into his body, her hopes all riding on this moment.
“Yes,” Zan breathed out, willing to give her anything she asked for.
“You’ll let Tess take him home, and you’ll leave him in peace?”
“Yes,” Zan promised before sealing his lips to hers. His hand cupped the back of her head, holding her close, angling for deeper contact, wanting her to want him.
Liz told herself not to give in to the fear, to hide her true emotions so he wouldn’t see. She closed her eyes and pretended he was Max, his same smell, his same soft lips, his same tender caress. Her fingers spread out over his bare chest feeling his hard muscles, his warm skin, his heart beating under his flesh, and that’s when it hit. A flash. A vision. A portent of things to come.
White walls. Stainless steel. A cautious search for freedom.
Cold metal in her hand, honed to razor sharpness. Her only defense.
She runs, trying to find the way out, trying to find him. Footsteps echo all around her, but not hers. Her bare feet make no sound.
She senses him near, but which one is he? The one she’s running from, or the one she’s running to?
She rushes around a corner and suddenly he is there. She runs right into him. His amber eyes grow wide, disbelieving as he looks down at his chest and sees the spreading patch of red.
In shock she lets go of the scalpel. It stays imbedded in his chest.
Liz broke off the kiss abruptly, shocked by the vision and unable to hide it.
“What?” Zan asked, breathing heavily. He felt the loss of her warmth as she moved out of his reach. “Liz?”
“I saw –” she started, but then stopped, covering her mouth with her hand. She couldn’t let him know.
Coldness seeped inside Zan, lancing right through his heart.
“What? You saw what?” he asked, almost afraid to know. She couldn’t mean what he thought she meant. That would be impossible, unless . . .
Liz stood frozen, unable to move. There was nowhere to run. Nowhere to hide.
“Tell me,” Zan advanced on her. “Tell me what you saw.”
“Nothing,” Liz denied it. She backed away, but the wall behind her was unyielding.
“Show me,” Zan insisted, closing the distance between them. His hands lifted to flank her face, holding her in his grip. His eyes locked onto hers, forcing his way inside.
She tried to hide the images away but they were too fresh, too close to the surface. Zan forged a connection, seeing inside her mind. What he saw there chilled his very soul, giving him answers he wished he’d never asked. Her vision flashed through his mind, in vivid color, right down to the red blood spreading across his chest.
He stumbled backwards, pierced by her vision, a vision of something that hadn’t happened – yet. He’d never believed in it before, the whispers of a future preordained, but her vision made him question everything he’d ever learned. Was she the one the Skins feared, and Antar prayed for? Could one small human topple empires? Destroy armies? Bring kings to their knees?
“It’s you, isn’t it? That’s why they sent him to protect you.”
“Who? I don’t know what –”
“You’re the one,” Zan stared at her. “Max Evans knew it the moment he saw you.”
“No –”
She could deny it all she wanted, but the truth was there for Zan to see. The Granilith had foretold of her birth long before she was conceived. For 50 years they’d searched for her, not knowing her name, or what she looked like, knowing only that her rise to power would change everything. The world as he knew it was about to end – if he let her live.
“Zan –”
“Do you know what you are?” Zan trembled under this new found knowledge.
“No,” Liz shook her head, “I’m just – I’m just me.”
“Not anymore. Not since he healed you.”
Self-preservation forced Zan to spin on his heels, blindly groping for the way out. He couldn’t look at her, knowing what had to be done. But it was the only way to ensure her future didn’t come to pass. He’d come to this world as a soldier, embarking on a predetermined path. He followed orders. He completed his assignments. He waited for the next. He neither questioned, nor cared why they were chosen – until now. But what if the legends were true? That She would rise to power and amass an army that would end centuries of Skin dominance.
“Zan . . .” Liz cried out as he opened the door.
He turned back to look at her, knowing her vision had sealed her fate, or his if he did nothing. His hand pressed against his bare chest, feeling the phantom blade rend his skin, the flow of his blood from the wound, the ache in his heart that wouldn’t go away. His voice cracked, showing more emotion than she had ever heard from him before, for the life he would never live, the joy he would never know, the love he would never feel.
His face looked haunted and pale as he said his final goodbye, a testament to how she had changed him.
“I would have been gentle with you.”
TBC . . .
Here’s the link to my newest story. It’s a Max/Liz/Zan story posted over on the UC board, with an NC 17 rating:
Tres Amantes
Here’s the links to a few of my other stories:
Maxeo and Lizziet
Captive Hearts
A Walk in the Park
Downfall
Pieces of the Past
Category: Max and Liz, CC/UC
Rating: PG 13 to NC 17
The mythology of this story is different than the show. Max and company (Zan and his cohorts too) did NOT live previous lives. Max was never a KING. Tess was never his WIFE. Isabel wasn’t a PRINCESS.
From Sexual Healing:
“What are you doing here, Max?”
“Well, I have orders from my planet. To take over the Earth.”
Thanks to everyone for your patience in my somewhat sporadic posting of late. Does everyone remember where we left off? Diane and Philip made an appearance, Kyle's freaking about getting powers, and even Alex and Isabel had a moment together. And Tess came to Max offering him a slight ray of hope . . .
From Part 49
“Take these,” Tess tossed the scrubs to him. She wasn’t allowed to get too close. She turned back to the doorway, giving him privacy to dress.
“Wait!” Max called out as he scrambled into the scrub pants and pulled them up over his hips.
Tess stopped, keeping her back to the camera. “I can’t stay. He won’t let me.”
“Please,” Max took a step toward her, clutching the scrub top in his hand. “Liz? Can you tell me about Liz?”
Tess shook her head and uttered, “No.”
At the same time she sent him an image; of Liz in a cell exactly like this one, alive and appearing unhurt. The vision showed her sitting on the floor with her knees drawn up to her chest, wearing a pair of scrubs just like his.
The flash ended too quickly, but it gave Max the reassurance he desperately needed. Zan hadn’t hurt Liz. At least not yet, if he could believe what Tess was showing him.
“Tess–”
She whirled around to face him, letting her eyes flick to the hidden camera once again. “I can’t talk to you.”
She backed out the door without saying another word, leaving Max locked in his white world. But as she left she sent him a final vision, an image for him to hold on to, of a golden sun warming his skin, green grass soft beneath his feet, walking hand in hand with Liz under a glorious blue sky. A vision of freedom.
For the first time since his arrival here he had a reason to hope.
Aftermath
Part 50
The Parker livingroom stretched wall to wall with warm bodies, laid out in a row. Maria fidgeted in her sleep, mumbling as she turned over inside her sleeping bag. Michael lay on top of his with his hands behind his head, eyes closed but conscious of every movement in the room.
Isabel slept nearby, curled in on herself, exhausted from her efforts to reach Max. Alex slept beside her, offering his warmth and his support.
Kyle snored softly on a bed of cushions a few feet away.
Ava pushed herself up from the couch and gingerly maneuvered around them, careful not to step on anyone. She wandered through the apartment, not needing sleep like the rest of them. A few hours a night was all she needed. The rest of the time could be spent watching over them. She didn’t bother checking the locks on the doors or the windows. No lock could keep Zan or Rath or Lonnie out if they wanted in.
She wandered into Liz’s bedroom touching objects as she went; a science book on the desk, a photograph on the dresser, trying to get a sense of her, or some clue to where Zan might have taken her. Not that the others could take on Zan and ever hope to win. Their only hope against Zan was if he made a mistake, and Zan never made mistakes.
Or did he?
He never lost control, or became emotionally attached, or wavered on his Mission. Not until now. Not until Liz.
Pausing in front of the bedroom window, Ava took Zan’s Mission book out of the oversized pocket of her jacket. She’d found it in the motel room, left behind with all their other belongings, which meant they weren’t done yet. They planned on coming back.
She opened the cover and stared down at the rows of symbols, knowing what they represented. She touched one to open the file, seeing the page morph into the image of one of their victims.
1999. Agent Daniel Summers. Head of Special Investigations, Homeland Security, Federal Bureau of Investigation.
She closed that file and opened another, touching more symbols, showing more victims, some dead by their hands, some killed by the others that came before them.
1992. Congressman John T. Whittaker, 2nd Congressional District, New Mexico, USA.
1985. General Marcus Sizemore, Air Force Office of Special Investigations. Andrews Air Force Base, Maryland.
1973. Sheila Hubble, Mesaliko Tribal Leader. Bitterlake, New Mexico.
1967. Special Agent Brian del Bianco. Project Bluebook. Air Force Space Command, Peterson AFB, Colorado.
1962. Special Agent Robert T. Lewis. 45th Space Wing, Patrick AFB, Florida.
1959. John Atherton. Investigative Journalist, Marathon, Texas.
1948. Captain Richard Dodie, 509th Fighting Unit. Rogers Air Force Base, New Mexico.
The list went back through the years, over 50 years in the making, hundreds, maybe thousands of names.
“Where did you get that?”
Ava whirled around to see Michael standing in the doorway. His eyes lifted from the metal book she held in her hands, up to her face, revealing the depth of his distrust.
“How did you get the Destiny Book?” Michael demanded.
“This isn’t yours,” Ava held it up for him to see. She had no intention of hiding anything from them.
Kyle appeared behind Michael, rubbing the back of his hand across his tired eyes. “What’s going on?”
“That’s what I want to know,” Michael folded his arms over his chest, blocking Ava’s passage. She wasn’t going anywhere until he got some answers.
* * * * *
Max lay sprawled across the padded floor of his cell, exhausted from the ordeal he’d been through, yet unable to find a peaceful sleep. His hand twitched, his eyelids fluttered, his dreams haunted him, showing him a visual record of a life that wasn’t his.
He tracked the mark from a cautious distance, perched high atop the clock tower. His hand remained steady on the trigger, skilled after years of stalking his victims. Her file had been committed to memory, the details of her life laid out before him, a record of where she went, and when, and why.
The mark slowed, checking her appointment book, thinking she had places to go, people to see, things to do. Little did she know, opening that book would be the last act she ever performed.
Max whimpered in his sleep as his dream played out; the violence inevitable, unstoppable, a visual record in all its bloody glory. His finger pulled the trigger. The mark’s body jerked convulsively, dropping her books as her skull exploded in a geyser of blood.
2000. Doctor Laura Holt. Professor of Molecular and Cellular Biology, Harvard University.
* * * * *
Zan moved around the control room, fighting the nearly overpowering urge to go to the view panel to look in on his captive. He felt drawn to her, like a moth to a flame, searing his wings every time he got too close to her light but unable to resist. Her pull was so strong.
He sensed her moving around restlessly, heard the near whisper sound of her footsteps against the soft panels on the floor under her feet, the brush of her fingers over the cushioned walls as she wandered around the room. He’d turned the speaker volume down earlier in an effort to keep her out, though her sounds stayed with him. His connection to her wouldn’t leave him alone.
And he didn’t want it to. He understood that now. It wasn’t something he could deny. She’d awakened something in him he’d never known he was lacking.
“So when you healed me, you risked all this getting out. Why?”
“It was you.”
The memories plagued him; memories that belonged to another man, but the words could have been written for him.
“I really wish this could be something . . . more. But it can’t.”
Despite that, Max Evans hadn’t been able to deny his connection to Liz, anymore than Zan could.
“I look at you, and I know you’re the person I’m supposed to be with. I’ve always known it. What happened here that day, when you got shot, and how that brought us together . . .
“It’s fate. You’re the one, Liz. The only one.”
What did Max Evans know that he didn’t? Was there more to his declaration than just the love struck words of a teenage boy? Was it fate or merely circumstance that had brought them together?
“Zan . . .”
He whirled around at the sound, for a moment thinking she was in the room with him, her voice was so clear, but she remained in her prison on the other side of the view panel looking right at him, almost as if she could actually see him. It frightened him, and yet it thrilled him just to hear her say his name.
“Zan, please. I need to talk to you . . .”
His resolution to avoid direct contact with her crumbled under the weight of her plaintive voice. He moved across the control room until he was standing directly in front of her. Hesitantly, he lifted his hand to toggle the speaker switch.
“About what?”
His voice seemed to come from everywhere around her, but he couldn’t fool her. Liz sensed exactly where he was. He must have known it too, for seconds later the molecular structure of the wall changed, white panels turning into glass, revealing his presence on the other side.
She took a deep breath to fortify her resolve, and then plunged forward with what had to be done. She would do anything, if it meant keeping Max safe.
“About us.”
Outside the control room, Tess paused to listen at the door, using her powers to nudge it open slightly so she could hear better. Voices drifted to her, Zan’s clear and distinct, Liz’s muffled and faint.
“What about ‘us’?” His tone came out more vulnerable than he wanted it to, but he couldn’t help the way she made him feel. He thought he could be strong, and stick to what he knew must be done, until she said ‘us’.
“Not like this,” Liz said, studying his face. “Not with this wall between us.”
For a long moment there was no sound and Tess could only imagine what was happening inside. Would Zan hold strong, intent on completing his mission? Or would he waver, and cave in to the irresistible hold Liz had over him? Tess knew what Max would do if faced with a situation like this, but Zan wasn’t Max. Or was he?
The sound of Zan’s fast approaching footsteps gave Tess her answer, and forced her to flee before he caught her spying on him. She raced to hide around a corner to her right just as the door to the control room flew open and Zan hurried out, turning toward the left, headed straight for Liz.
* * * * *
Liz tensed as the wall panel swung inward, steeling herself for what she had to do. She knew she was playing with fire and, if they survived this, that Max might not ever be able to forgive her, but she was willing to do anything if it would buy Max his freedom. She could live with the consequences of her actions as long as it meant he would live.
Zan filled the doorway, staring at her with a face that looked so much like Max it nearly took her breath away. His honey colored eyes dominated his features, commanding and yet fragile at the same time, like one wrong word from her might break him. His full lips parted slightly, just enough for his tongue to slip out to moisten his lower lip, a nervous gesture he couldn’t hide. She saw him visibly shake himself as he pushed the door closed behind him.
“You wanted . . . to talk,” he said.
Now that he was here she hesitated, uncertain how to proceed. She’d never tried to seduce anyone before. It was a dangerous game she was playing.
“Before . . . when you kissed me . . . I felt something . . .”
Zan moved a step forward, unable to resist. Why did his chest hurt? Why was his heart racing? Why did his stomach feel so strange?
He drew in a deep breath and then let it out slowly. “Like what?”
“It’s hard to explain,” she told him truthfully, for she had felt something. The first time he kissed her, that morning in the back of the Crashdown, she’d seen an alien vision. Of darkness and death, a bleak landscape of suffering. But when he kissed her in this room just a short time ago, she’d felt something very different. A man reaching out for something he’d never had; a connection that he desperately wanted.
“Try,” Zan said, afraid to get too close.
Liz moved forward instead. She stopped just in front of him. “You want me.”
Zan couldn’t deny it. He wanted her with every fiber in his body. He screamed with need for her, not just to possess her, but to love her, to cherish her.
“Yes,” he whispered, unable to take his eyes off her face.
Her hand lifted from her side, sliding under the edge of his leather vest to settle on his bare chest, just above his heart. He couldn’t hide his sharp inhalation when her skin touched his, or the compulsive way his Adam’s apple bobbed in his throat as he swallowed.
“I’ll give you anything you want. If . . .”
From the first moment he saw her, this was what he had wanted. For her to come to him, willingly. Not by force, but by choice. His right hand lifted to cover hers, wrapping around her delicate fingers.
“If what?”
She moved even closer, standing in his space, stretching her body upwards while at the same time his head lowered to get closer to hers. Her lips, just a breath away from his, parted as she said, “I’ll do anything you want . . . if you let Max go.”
Zan hesitated, staring down at her. “I can’t do that.”
“You can do anything.”
He studied her face, knowing she was right. He could. There was no directive in place concerning Max Evans. The Skins didn’t even know he existed. He hadn’t told them yet.
“If you let Max go,” she said, looking up into his eyes, “I’ll stay with you, if that’s what you want. I’ll go anywhere you want me to. I’ll be anything you want me to be. If you let him go.”
“And if I refuse?”
“You can’t have both of us. Do you want him?” she asked, cupping his cheek with the palm of her left hand. “Or do you want me?”
“You,” Zan said without hesitation. His lips lowered to touch hers, not rough and forceful like before, but soft and tender. This kiss wasn’t about control, at least not for him.
“And you’ll let Max go?” she asked with her lips brushing against his lips, her body leaning into his body, her hopes all riding on this moment.
“Yes,” Zan breathed out, willing to give her anything she asked for.
“You’ll let Tess take him home, and you’ll leave him in peace?”
“Yes,” Zan promised before sealing his lips to hers. His hand cupped the back of her head, holding her close, angling for deeper contact, wanting her to want him.
Liz told herself not to give in to the fear, to hide her true emotions so he wouldn’t see. She closed her eyes and pretended he was Max, his same smell, his same soft lips, his same tender caress. Her fingers spread out over his bare chest feeling his hard muscles, his warm skin, his heart beating under his flesh, and that’s when it hit. A flash. A vision. A portent of things to come.
White walls. Stainless steel. A cautious search for freedom.
Cold metal in her hand, honed to razor sharpness. Her only defense.
She runs, trying to find the way out, trying to find him. Footsteps echo all around her, but not hers. Her bare feet make no sound.
She senses him near, but which one is he? The one she’s running from, or the one she’s running to?
She rushes around a corner and suddenly he is there. She runs right into him. His amber eyes grow wide, disbelieving as he looks down at his chest and sees the spreading patch of red.
In shock she lets go of the scalpel. It stays imbedded in his chest.
Liz broke off the kiss abruptly, shocked by the vision and unable to hide it.
“What?” Zan asked, breathing heavily. He felt the loss of her warmth as she moved out of his reach. “Liz?”
“I saw –” she started, but then stopped, covering her mouth with her hand. She couldn’t let him know.
Coldness seeped inside Zan, lancing right through his heart.
“What? You saw what?” he asked, almost afraid to know. She couldn’t mean what he thought she meant. That would be impossible, unless . . .
Liz stood frozen, unable to move. There was nowhere to run. Nowhere to hide.
“Tell me,” Zan advanced on her. “Tell me what you saw.”
“Nothing,” Liz denied it. She backed away, but the wall behind her was unyielding.
“Show me,” Zan insisted, closing the distance between them. His hands lifted to flank her face, holding her in his grip. His eyes locked onto hers, forcing his way inside.
She tried to hide the images away but they were too fresh, too close to the surface. Zan forged a connection, seeing inside her mind. What he saw there chilled his very soul, giving him answers he wished he’d never asked. Her vision flashed through his mind, in vivid color, right down to the red blood spreading across his chest.
He stumbled backwards, pierced by her vision, a vision of something that hadn’t happened – yet. He’d never believed in it before, the whispers of a future preordained, but her vision made him question everything he’d ever learned. Was she the one the Skins feared, and Antar prayed for? Could one small human topple empires? Destroy armies? Bring kings to their knees?
“It’s you, isn’t it? That’s why they sent him to protect you.”
“Who? I don’t know what –”
“You’re the one,” Zan stared at her. “Max Evans knew it the moment he saw you.”
“No –”
She could deny it all she wanted, but the truth was there for Zan to see. The Granilith had foretold of her birth long before she was conceived. For 50 years they’d searched for her, not knowing her name, or what she looked like, knowing only that her rise to power would change everything. The world as he knew it was about to end – if he let her live.
“Zan –”
“Do you know what you are?” Zan trembled under this new found knowledge.
“No,” Liz shook her head, “I’m just – I’m just me.”
“Not anymore. Not since he healed you.”
Self-preservation forced Zan to spin on his heels, blindly groping for the way out. He couldn’t look at her, knowing what had to be done. But it was the only way to ensure her future didn’t come to pass. He’d come to this world as a soldier, embarking on a predetermined path. He followed orders. He completed his assignments. He waited for the next. He neither questioned, nor cared why they were chosen – until now. But what if the legends were true? That She would rise to power and amass an army that would end centuries of Skin dominance.
“Zan . . .” Liz cried out as he opened the door.
He turned back to look at her, knowing her vision had sealed her fate, or his if he did nothing. His hand pressed against his bare chest, feeling the phantom blade rend his skin, the flow of his blood from the wound, the ache in his heart that wouldn’t go away. His voice cracked, showing more emotion than she had ever heard from him before, for the life he would never live, the joy he would never know, the love he would never feel.
His face looked haunted and pale as he said his final goodbye, a testament to how she had changed him.
“I would have been gentle with you.”
TBC . . .
Here’s the link to my newest story. It’s a Max/Liz/Zan story posted over on the UC board, with an NC 17 rating:
Tres Amantes
Here’s the links to a few of my other stories:
Maxeo and Lizziet
Captive Hearts
A Walk in the Park
Downfall
Pieces of the Past