Posted: Tue Feb 01, 2005 1:07 pm
~Isabel~
I glanced around and saw my son and daughter come back into the kitchen and sighed in relief. I knew this wouldn't be easy. In fact, I felt guilt building at the thought that my children came into their powers without having guidance or answers. I should have atleast told them that if anything unusual happened they could come to me and I'd explain, then maybe we wouldn't be having such a rough time.
I saw Sabrina lean over and whisper into Erik's ears and I can't help but wonder how they were handling this in truth. I mean, they were just told that they are part alien. Glancing over at my husband, I was struck again with even more guilt. If Alex had never met me he could have a family without worrying over children with powers. He could have had a normal life. I love him so much, but his life would be less complicated without me in it.
I shook my head trying to toss those thoughts away. I couldn't let this cause doubt to grow inside me again, I couldn't lose Alex. If I did, it would break me more then I ever thought was possible.
~Sabrina~
Following my brother back to the kitchen, I watch him sit down and then move to sit next to him. I was looking at mom when I felt waves of guilt rolling off of her and sadness. I didn't like the fact that they had hidden the truth from us, but I couldn't find it in me to be angry. They loved us and thought they were protecting us. It's not their fault that we didn't turn out the way they thought. Leaning over, I whisper into Erik's ear. "Mom's filled with guilt and sadness, Erik. Please don't turn against them, they love us. They just made an error in judgement is all." I kept my voice low and serious before grinning and adding, "And it was certainly funny to see their faces when that sudden fire shot up."
Maybe it wasn't the best time to be joking, but I needed to cut some of the tension so after commenting I chuckled slightly and looked at my brother hoping it would get at least a smile or even a crack of one.
Then, a thought hit me. If mom is an alien and we have powers because of that... "Dad, what powers does mom have?" I asked the question that ran through my mind. Maybe mom would be able to help me control my powers.
~James~
I wondered what was going on. But, it wasn't my place to take part in it so I stayed where I was and simply worked on my food while thinking about what I wanted to do for the night. It's decided. I am leaving this place and going to have fun. Standing up, I take my wallet out and leave a twenty underneath glass of soda. Sure, Laura would have a larger tip from the change, but I didn't care. I walked past the table where my parents sat and out to my cycle. Hopping on, I started the engine and headed home to change. I knew there were a few parties in the next town over and I was determined to take advantage.
Getting to my house a few minutes later, I climbed off the cycle and went inside heading straight for my room. Chosing out my clothes for the partying. I walked to my sister's door and peeked inside in case she was there. When I saw that she wasn't, I walked in and picked up a piece of paper and wrote her a note telling her I was off to a party and to cover for me.
Leaving Marie's room, I went and changed into the jeans and tank before once again leaving the house before my parents decided to make it home.
I glanced around and saw my son and daughter come back into the kitchen and sighed in relief. I knew this wouldn't be easy. In fact, I felt guilt building at the thought that my children came into their powers without having guidance or answers. I should have atleast told them that if anything unusual happened they could come to me and I'd explain, then maybe we wouldn't be having such a rough time.
I saw Sabrina lean over and whisper into Erik's ears and I can't help but wonder how they were handling this in truth. I mean, they were just told that they are part alien. Glancing over at my husband, I was struck again with even more guilt. If Alex had never met me he could have a family without worrying over children with powers. He could have had a normal life. I love him so much, but his life would be less complicated without me in it.
I shook my head trying to toss those thoughts away. I couldn't let this cause doubt to grow inside me again, I couldn't lose Alex. If I did, it would break me more then I ever thought was possible.
~Sabrina~
Following my brother back to the kitchen, I watch him sit down and then move to sit next to him. I was looking at mom when I felt waves of guilt rolling off of her and sadness. I didn't like the fact that they had hidden the truth from us, but I couldn't find it in me to be angry. They loved us and thought they were protecting us. It's not their fault that we didn't turn out the way they thought. Leaning over, I whisper into Erik's ear. "Mom's filled with guilt and sadness, Erik. Please don't turn against them, they love us. They just made an error in judgement is all." I kept my voice low and serious before grinning and adding, "And it was certainly funny to see their faces when that sudden fire shot up."
Maybe it wasn't the best time to be joking, but I needed to cut some of the tension so after commenting I chuckled slightly and looked at my brother hoping it would get at least a smile or even a crack of one.
Then, a thought hit me. If mom is an alien and we have powers because of that... "Dad, what powers does mom have?" I asked the question that ran through my mind. Maybe mom would be able to help me control my powers.
~James~
I wondered what was going on. But, it wasn't my place to take part in it so I stayed where I was and simply worked on my food while thinking about what I wanted to do for the night. It's decided. I am leaving this place and going to have fun. Standing up, I take my wallet out and leave a twenty underneath glass of soda. Sure, Laura would have a larger tip from the change, but I didn't care. I walked past the table where my parents sat and out to my cycle. Hopping on, I started the engine and headed home to change. I knew there were a few parties in the next town over and I was determined to take advantage.
Getting to my house a few minutes later, I climbed off the cycle and went inside heading straight for my room. Chosing out my clothes for the partying. I walked to my sister's door and peeked inside in case she was there. When I saw that she wasn't, I walked in and picked up a piece of paper and wrote her a note telling her I was off to a party and to cover for me.
Leaving Marie's room, I went and changed into the jeans and tank before once again leaving the house before my parents decided to make it home.