That's true. I'd say he's more of a beer man.martini's are such an un-Michael drink.
pookie76: You'll be happy to know that there does come a time in this story where Michael's luck gets a little . . . unluckier, so stay tuned!
Mag:
Well, even though he is enough to drive a person crazy, in the end, he's just a lucky guy, not the spawn of Satan.Michael isn't human. He's probably the spawn of Satan and of one poor girl who turned insane after giving birth to him.
Christina:
Yeah, it wasn't a horrible joke. Not the best, but not the worst, either. Oh, and I had a feeling you would enjoy Max and Liz's silent look they gave each other.I actually enjoyed Max's joke too. Yes it was cheesy, but I thought it was cute. And it certainly made me giggle.
Krista:
Ain't that the truth? When I was in Vegas, I was too young to gamble, and I had to settle for the arcade. The games are fun, but the so-called prizes . . . ugly as hell. One time a won a teddy bear that looked more like a moose. Sick.Those damned stuffed animals are all ugly and bootleg now.
lilah:
Part of it depends what casino you were playing in. I was too young to gamble when I went, but I know my mom (yes, I went to Vegas with my mom!) lost a lot of money in Vegas, barely won anything.gotta say my husband and I were there 2 years ago when I turned 21 and we certainly didn't win $1000
tequathisy:
Well, Kyle's kind of gotten used to be "the man," so it's probably a combination of him not seeing Alex as a threat and not having as strong of feelings for Isabel as he'd like to think he does. Now, if Alex were flirting with Tess, on the other hand, Kyle would open up a can of whoop-ass immediately!Even though Kyle appears to notice and be jealous of Alex, he hasn't done much by the way of staking his claim on Isabel. So he's either not worried about losing her to Alex, or losing her doesn't bother him all that much.
spacegirl23:
Glad you liked that! But just wait, there is a Vegas part coming up soon that's really hot!OMG, Michael throwing himself in the pool with Maria?! Now that is SOOO HOT!
Sara:
Oh yeah, Liz's insecurities are a driving force for her character.But I can see how insecure Liz would be around Maria....its just annoying.
mariadac:
Oh, it's even obvious to Max and Liz. They're just in denial big-time.But how can Max and Liz honestly think that Michael and Maria don't love each other if its so obvious to everyone else
Elle: Hey, I'm happy to see you're still reading! I understand that things get busy, so don't worry about not feedbacking. But thanks for this feedback!
Tine:
Oh, yeah. Don't expect Michael to have some huge epiphany yet (if ever.) His story is very much about time, the time it takes to understand his feelings, the time it takes to act on his urges, the time it takes to grow up.but it's probably gonna take a LOT more than that to make hin realize, that he's not only developing a prettyhuge physical attraction towards Maria.
Vael: New reader! Yea! I'm glad you're interested in this story. I must say, it's interesting to read some different opinions. Most of my readers seem to dislike Max and Liz and like Tess/Alex/Isabel/Kyle. So like I said, it's interesting to read the different opinions. And since M+M are the main characters, it's nice to know that they "entice" you.
Thank you everyone for reading and feedbacking!
Part 71
“Ugh, I’m all chlorine-y,” Maria complained when she, Max, Michael, and Liz all walked back into their hotel room. She tried to run her fingers through her wet hair, but it was knotted because of the pool’s chlorine. “Ugh,” she groaned again.
“That was fun,” Michael commented, tossing his wet towel onto the bathroom floor.
“Yeah,” Maria agreed, “except for the near-drowning.”
He smiled. “Sorry about that.”
“Oh, I’m sure you are.”
“Ow,” Liz said, gently touching her own shoulder. “I think I got burned.”
“Sunburned?” Michael asked, looking her over.
“Yeah.”
Maria rolled her eyes. “You have a darker complexion than I do, and you wore sun block,” she reminded her. “You didn’t get burnt. I mean, you always look a little crispy, but . . .”
“Crispy?” Liz echoed.
“Her insults are all over the place today,” Michael said, shaking his head. “You wanna shower?”
“Ew, no,” Maria answered immediately, though it actually sounded like a magnificent idea.
“I wasn’t asking you,” he informed her.
“Oh.” Right, she thought. He was asking Liz. “Wait a minute, wait a minute. I think we need to figure out the showering schedule here. I get to go first because I say so. Liz gets to go next ‘cause she’s a supposedly a girl. Max gets to go third ‘cause he’s a nice guy, and Michael gets to go last ‘cause blugh. And of course, Max and I can double up or you two can double up if you must.”
“Or you two can double up,” Michael suggested hopefully, pointing to both Liz and Maria. “No?”
Liz shook her head. “No, honey.”
“Hell no,” Maria replied emphatically. “If I were to shower with another girl, it would be Tess, not Liz.”
Michael smiled dazedly and gestured to the adjoining door between the hotel rooms. “So let’s go get Tess then.”
Maria rolled her eyes at him and looked over to Max. “Is it just me, or is he getting more and more perverted by the day?”
“It’s a gift,” Michael proclaimed before Max could answer. “Come on, Liz.”
“Okay.”
“What? No!” Maria shrieked as they scurried into the bathroom and shut and locked the door. “Liz goes second! I’m number one! I’m number one! You asshole!” She slammed her fist on the door angrily as she heard the water start up. “Great,” she grunted. “The point of shower is to get clean . . . or have sex, but right now, I wanna get clean. How am I supposed to do that after they dirty it up? I’m so pissed.”
“Really?” Max said, pulling a t-shirt over his head. “‘Cause it kinda sounds like you’re jealous.”
Maria froze and looked into his eyes. Jealous? Yeah, she was. She wanted it to be her in the shower with Michael, not Liz. She wasn’t surprised that Max picked up on it, but she was surprised that he made a comment about it. She wasn’t sure how to respond. “Max . . .”
“I’m gonna go get some pizza,” he said. “Swimming always makes me hungry. You want some?”
He was brushing over it, going on as if he hadn’t said anything important at all. It baffled her, yet she didn’t really mind. She didn’t want to get into a fight with him, or even a serious conversation for that matter, so she just said, “Yeah.”
“Okay. Extra cheese, right?”
She nodded. “Right.”
“Okay, I’ll be back.”
She watched as he left the room, seeming downtrodden. She knew she didn’t pay as much attention to Max as she should. She never had. But as she saw him walk out of that room with slumped shoulders and a look of disappointment in his eyes, she realized that he wasn’t happy. He loved her, but he wasn’t happy.
And it was all her fault.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Maria lay in bed that night, staring up at the ceiling. She was having a hard time getting to sleep. It wasn’t that the bed was uncomfortable. Au contraire, it was actually the most comfortable mattress she’d ever felt in her life. It wasn’t that she wasn’t tired, either. Their group had hit the club scene that night and partied for hours. She was tired and the bed was comfortable, but she was too busy thinking to fall asleep. Thinking about her life and wishing it wasn’t so complicated. Wishing she hadn’t been the one to make it so complicated.
She turned her head to the side and saw Michael and Liz cuddled up and asleep on their bed. Michael lay flat on his back with one arm around Liz. She rested her head on his chest and her hand on his stomach. Maria felt the sharp pangs of envy, and when she turned her head to the other side to see Max lying beside her, she felt waves of guilt, too.
He’d been distant all night, and she couldn’t blame him. She’d spent most of her evening paying attention to Michael. She couldn’t help it. If Max Evans and Michael Guerin were in a room together, her eye would instinctively land on Michael. Her words would be used arguing with him. She was actually surprised Max hadn’t acted more distant that evening. She’d barely noticed him.
She turned over onto her side and moved in close to him, watching him sleep for a moment. He was really a great guy. There were a lot of girls who would love to have him. Good-looking. Sweet. Sincere. Smart. Max was like the perfect package. He wasn’t the problem. She was. She had a passion with Michael she didn’t have with Max. And it was all about passion.
“I’m sorry, Max,” she whispered, briefly pondering waking him up and telling him everything. Everything. But then he surprised her when he spoke.
“What for?”
“Oh,” she said, sliding backward on the bed a little bit. “I thought you were asleep.”
“Not yet,” he said. “What are you sorry for, Maria?”
Shit, she thought. Here he was, awake, but she couldn’t tell him anything. Cowardice and all that. She quickly thought up a lie. “Oh, um . . . just for wasting so much of your money today. And for complaining about the seat on the airplane.”
He smiled. “32F.”
“Yeah. I just . . . you do so much for me, and I don’t know if I’ve ever even said thank you.”
“You said it,” Max assured her.
“Yeah, but . . . I should say it louder or more or . . . better.”
He laughed a little and said, “Wanna give it a try?”
“Sure.” She moved in closer and placed her hand on his shoulder. “Thank you.”
He smiled. “You’re welcome.” He leaned in, then, and kissed her gently. Max was a good kisser, too. Another good quality.
I bet Michael’s an amazing kisser, Maria found herself thinking as her lips moved against Max’s. I’m sorry, Max.
She pulled away slowly, smiled at him despite her guilt, and rolled over onto her other side so that her back was to him. He moved up close behind her and wrapped his arms around her, spooning her. He pressed a soft kiss to her shoulder and murmured, “I love you.”
“I love you, too,” she blurted, and the moment the words left her mouth, she wished to God they hadn’t. She stiffened momentarily, silently cursing herself for being so stupid. She could practically hear Max smile behind her. Obviously, hearing her say the words made him happy. He was in love with her, and now he thought she loved him back. Now he was happy.
She tried to relax and focus on falling asleep, but she couldn’t do that. Because there was one perpetual thought running through her mind: I’m so sorry, Max. I don't love you.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~
“Wait, you said it? You said ‘I love you’?”
It was hard not to notice the disbelief on Tess’s face. “Too,” Maria added quietly. “I said ‘I love you, too.’”
“Oh my god, Maria.” Tess dug her hands into her hair and shook her head in shock. “Why?”
“I don’t know, Tess,” Maria admitted. “I just . . . I don’t know. One minute I was gonna let him down easy, and the next I just said it. And when I realized what I said, it was too late to take it back.”
“Right about that.” Tess opened the bathroom door and peered back outside into the restaurant. “Okay, Kyle’s still doing armpit farts,” she observed. “We’ve still got a few minutes.”
Maria sighed heavily and said, “I just can’t believe I made things even more complicated. Oh god, and you should’ve seen Max this morning. He was, like . . . jolly, Tess. He was a jolly person.”
“Really?”
“Yeah, singing in the shower, telling jokes that were actually semi-funny, skipping down the hallway.”
“Skipping?”
“Well, no, not—no, he was skipping. Or sashaying or something. Something happy.”
“Well, it’s good that Max is happy,” Tess said. “It’s not good that he’s happy ‘cause of a lie.”
“Oh, I suck,” Maria groaned, pacing back and forth. She stopped in front of the mirror and took a look at herself, nothing the tired bags beneath her eyes and the distress on her face. “Why does Max love me?” she wondered aloud.
“Well, you can’t help who you love,” Tess offered. “You of all people should know that.”
Maria turned back around to face her friend. “I just said it. I don’t feel it.”
Tess hesitated a moment, biting her bottom lip contemplatively before suggesting, “Maybe you do.”
Maria didn’t understand. “What?”
“Well, I mean . . . I’ve gotten to know you pretty well over the past two years, Maria; and I know you don’t say those words very often . . . or at all. So maybe, since you actually said it . . . maybe you do feel it. Maybe you do love Max.”
“I don’t,” Maria responded rapidly. “I mean, I-I do. I . . . I love Max. In the way you love a brother or a lifelong friend. Not like he loves me.”
“Okay, getting creepy,” Tess said. “You love him like a brother, yet you have sex with him?”
“Well . . . no, I just love him like a brother; I don’t actually think of him as one.”
“Well, what do you think of him as, Maria?”
“Just as . . . Max,” she answered dumbly. Tess gave her a look, and she sighed. “Not Michael.”
“Right. So if you want Michael and Max is not Michael, then why did you start dating him in the first place?”
Maria flapped her arms helplessly against her sides, feeling like a broken record. “I don’t know.”
“Maria . . .”
“Back when I first started feeling things for Michael . . . he asked me who I had feelings for, and I couldn’t very well just go out and say, ‘Oh, funny you ask, ‘cause it’s you.’”
“Why not?”
“Because I was afraid, Tess. And I just blurted out Max’s name ‘cause it was the only name that came to mind; and it was just another one of those things when stupid words came out of my stupid mouth, and I stupidly sat there and let it happen. Just like last night dropping the l-bomb. Stupid. Stupid thing to do.”
Tess opened her mouth and looked to be about to say something when the door to the bathroom opened and a middle-aged woman tried to step in.
“Uh, occupied!” Tess said, shoving the door shut again.
“There’s stalls,” the poor woman moaned desperately.
“Occupied regardless!” Tess said fervently.
“No, actually, we should be getting back out there,” Maria said. “They’re probably all wondering what we’re doing.”
“I guess,” Tess agreed reluctantly. “But we should talk later. Because Maria . . . this whole thing’s really unfair to Max.”
Maria looked down at her feet, feeling guilty as ever. “Yeah,” she whispered. “That’s the one thing I do know.”
~*~*~*~*~*~*~
“I can’t believe you got the tuna salad. That’s just . . .”
Liz laughed a little and looked up at him. “What? Max got it, too.”
“But for breakfast?” Michael shook his head, not understanding it.
“Brunch,” Liz corrected. “There’s a difference.”
“Yeah,” Max agreed. “Besides, tuna salad’s excellent.”
“Excellent?” Michael echoed. “Who says that?”
Max shrugged as Maria and Tess came back to the table.
“Hey,” Michael said, mostly to Maria. “Glad you decided to rejoin us.”
Maria slid across Max’s lap and sat down in between him and Alex. She was strangely quiet. Tess plopped down next to Kyle and asked, “So our food’s not here yet?”
“No, but the waitress said just a few more minutes,” Kyle told her.
“Excellent.”
Michael and Max exchanged a look, and Michael laughed a little. “Alright, so who’s hittin’ the casino with me today?”
Tess, Kyle, and Maria all chimed in immediately. Liz leaned into him and said, “I’ll go if you’re there,” and Max said something along the same lines to Maria. Alex didn’t say anything, and Isabel sort of just looked at him and smiled. Michael noticed it. He wondered if Kyle did, too.
“I wanna play Roulette,” Tess chirped excitedly. “I think it could be the game for me. I know my colors.”
Kyle chuckled. “It's just black and red, baby. Just black and red.”
“No pink?”
He laughed again.
“I might actually play today,” Max piped up. “You know, I think I might get lucky.”
Michael raised an eyebrow and shot a look at Maria. “Is that true, DeLuca?”
“Maybe,” was all she offered in response. “Really none of your business.”
“Huh. Well . . .” He clapped his hands together once and said, “You know what else we can do? Stratosphere, anyone?”
“Sounds awesome,” Kyle said. Isabel, Tess, Alex, and Maria all nodded their heads in agreement. Max and Liz, however, exchanged confused looks. Michael could practically sense the scientific aroma in the air, and when Liz inquired, “The second layer of the earth’s atmosphere?” he was reminded that the two of them were, at heart, big science geeks. Liz just hid it well these days.
“Uh, actually the Stratosphere’s a hotel,” he informed them. “You know, that one at the end of the Strip, built like the Seattle Space Needle. Yeah, there’s a rollercoaster on top of it. Supposedly it’s pretty awesome. And there’s some other rides, too.”
“Oh,” Max said.
“Oh,” Liz echoed. “Sorry. Science stuff from . . . back in the day.”
“Right,” Michael said, smiling. ‘Back in the day’ had only been a couple of months ago. “That’s alright,” he said, hoping Liz didn’t feel embarrassed. “Common mistake.”
“Common mistake,” Tess agreed emphatically. “God, is our food ever gonna get here?”
“I know,” Max said. “I really want that tuna salad.”
“Me, too,” Liz agreed.
Michael shook his head, and Max smiled. Hmm, Michael thought. That guy’s been smiling a lot this morning. All morning. Something was different about Max. He wasn’t sure what, but he’d known the guy for eight years. There was a reason why he was acting so . . . cloud nine. “Hey, Maxwell,” he said, “what’s goin’ on with you? You’re acting . . . happy. Not to insinuate you’re not a happy guy. You are, or at least I think you are. It’s just that today, you almost seem . . .” He trailed off, unable to think of the word.
“Jolly,” Tess filled in.
“Yeah, jolly.” That was it. “What’s up with that?”
Max smiled and put his arm around Maria’s shoulders. “What can I say?” he said. “I just get the feeling this is gonna be a good day.”
Michael surveyed the two of them, not quite sure what was going on. But Max sure as hell looked happier than Maria did.
Incredible blowjob? he wondered. Probably. Look at those lips . . .
~*~*~*~*~*~*~
“Yes!” Kyle hissed as he won another hand of blackjack that day. His chip collection was growing fast, and it was only 1:00 in the afternoon. If his good luck and gambling smarts held up, he’d be leaving the casino with a substantial amount of money that day.
“Dammit!” Isabel cursed, throwing her hands up in the air. “That’s it! I’ve had it with this game!”
“You gotta stick with it,” Kyle told her. “Tess did yesterday. She came out ahead.”
“But I don’t get it,” Isabel said, holding up her cards. “Look. A king, a queen, and a two. Twenty-two. How could I lose?”
“Isabel. The point is to get twenty-one. Anything over that, you automatically lose,” he informed her.
“Oh,” she said, setting her cards back down on the table. “That explains why I’ve been losing so much.”
“You wanna try again?” he asked, already setting out the next chips he planned to bet.
“Nah,” she decided. “I’m gonna go hit the arcade, see if I can find Alex.”
He watched out of the corner of his eye as she walked away, not particularly happy about that. “Of course you are,” he muttered, knowing now how she probably felt all those times that he’d paid more attention to Tess than to her. It wasn’t really a good feeling. At all.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Michael stuck a ten dollar bill in one of many change machines in the casinos and held his change bucket underneath the dispenser as quarters fell out. Max did the same after him, looking excited. Michael couldn’t blame him. A man’s first gambling experience was practically an orgasm.
“So, uh, you never answered my question earlier,” Michael said casually as they walked back through the casino toward the slot machines where they’d left Maria and Liz. “Why are you so happy?”
“Don’t you mean jolly?”
“Oh, see? That subtle joking . . . that’s not you, man. No offense.”
Max shrugged. “None taken.”
Michael jingled his quarters around in his bucket, still wondering. “So?”
Max smiled a little and said, “Well, it happened last night . . .”
“Oh, incredible blowjob,” Michael cut in. “I figured.”
“No, better.”
“What could be better?”
Max’s smile managed to grow, and he looked to be blushing a little as he said, “Maria told me she loved me last night.”
Although hearing that was enough to make him stop in his tracks, Michael kept walking, shocked to say the least. “She did, huh?”
“Yeah. Just out of nowhere. I definitely wasn’t expecting it, but it was a relief to hear it.”
“I’ll bet,” Michael said, still trying to fathom what Max was telling him. It was just so . . . out of character for Maria. Had she ever said that before to anyone? Now she was saying it to Max? He supposed it was okay. The guy was her boyfriend, after all. Had been for awhile now. It was just . . . weird.
“Pretty neat, huh?” Max said.
“Neat,” Michael echoed. “Okay, Maxwell. First ‘excellent,’ now ‘neat.’ These adjectives . . .”
“Sorry,” Max said. “I can’t help it. I’m jolly.” He smiled and laughed at himself.
“Ha,” Michael said. “Ha, ha. Yeah.” Maria told him she loved him, he thought over and over again. He wasn’t sure why it confused him so much. “Huh.”
TBC . . .
-April