Roswell Revisited Part 4 (AU/CC Mature)

Dreamer_Dreaming · Post by **Dreamer_Dreaming** » Sun Apr 30, 2006 12:05 pm

*Liz*

Max and I finally get a taxi and headed back to his apartment. The rain was falling fast and hard as I was getting my red dress soak. I got out of the taxi and ran to shelter as Max pays the driver and follows me. I walked inside the building and up the stairs. I looked behind me as I see Max smiling back at me.

I return the smile and walk to the floor of Max’s building. I waited for him as he slip his hand in mine and walked to his door and open it with his key. He stood back like the gentlemen he is and let me pass first.

I walk in and sat on the couch as I heard the television set screaming. The game was on. I looked at the score as Max close the door behind him and stood beside me, screaming at the television set. Max always hates it when his team was doing badly. But I never had to worry about mine, they always win.

I sat down on the couch and Max’s on his arm chair. Max and I haven’t said a word or looked at each other. We stared at television set carefully like our lives depend on it. The sound of the night was so quiet that it took over our bodies as it left us sleeping through the night.

madroswellfan · Post by **madroswellfan** » Sun Apr 30, 2006 12:09 pm

~~~~~MAX~~~~~
I wake up and yawn. Hmm....why am I not in my bed? I look around and see Liz lying on the couch. I look at the sleeping beauty. I watch her and wonder if she knows just how much I love her....how much shes hurt me?

I sigh to myself quietly. Will things ever be the same? Will she ever love me like I love her too? I get up and go to my kitchen and start to cook some bacon and eggs. I try and keep the noise to a minimum so I don't wake her.

Dreamer_Dreaming · Post by **Dreamer_Dreaming** » Sun Apr 30, 2006 12:20 pm

*Liz*

I lay there as I start heard some noise. I open my eyes and look at my surrendings. Where the hell am I? I sat up where I feel my back rack. Oh god. I'm so going to pay for that.

I walk up to the kitchen when I see Max making some breakfast, "do you need any help?" I asked standing by the door way.

madroswellfan · Post by **madroswellfan** » Sun Apr 30, 2006 12:36 pm

~~~~~MAX~~~~~
"do you need any help?"
"Nope, Im good" I tell her as I serve her portion on to the best plate I have. I then take out a different patterned plate out and serve myself. I dont have any matching plates. Hopefully I will when I get a job....

I go and put the plates on the small plastic table. "There" I say as I go and get us some juice and milk. "Bon apetite" I tell her with a small smile.

Dreamer_Dreaming · Post by **Dreamer_Dreaming** » Sun Apr 30, 2006 12:42 pm

*Liz*

I watch Max in action and I smiled to myself. I really do love him. I just thought if I let him go he will have a normal life, but now I realize how my descison was kind of selfish. I never really thought of what he would thought about it.

"It smell good" I said and said in front of the one he was going to give himself. I just wanted to let Max know that he is special. He may not know it or feel it but he is to me that is.

I grab the folk and took a bit. It tastes funny without the sauce but I don't complain, I just took another bite. "It really good Max..."

madroswellfan · Post by **madroswellfan** » Sun Apr 30, 2006 12:45 pm

~~~~~MAX~~~~~
"It really good Max..." she says as she takes a bite.
I wince when I realise "Sorry" I mutter as I go and get the tabasco. "And it really isn't..." I say. "Im not chef...."

I start to eat mine, looking down at my meal...Im not sure why. I just do.

Dreamer_Dreaming · Post by **Dreamer_Dreaming** » Sun Apr 30, 2006 12:55 pm

*Liz*

Max bring me the sauce and I smile at him, "thanks" I take a bite some more. I looked at him as he doesn't looked at me back. I guess this is how it's going to be for now on huh. You know trying to go back to the normal lives when really you can't.

I finished my meal and drink my juice. I got up and put them in the sink. At this very moment. I really wish I never did what I did. I really wish I could take the things I said and did. But I can't and I have accept that.

I walked out out of the kitchen, getting feeling he hates me and doesn't want to look at me. So I do the unselfish thing I can do and that is giving him his space.

I want to tell him I love him and that I'm sorry but I'm not sure he will believe me. But one thing I will always cherish and that was the evening last night. Last night was beautiful and I will keep close to my heart, always.

madroswellfan · Post by **madroswellfan** » Sun Apr 30, 2006 12:57 pm

~~~~~MAX~~~~~
I hear her put her dirty things in the sink and then head out of the kitchen. I look up for a second before going after her. "Liz?" I ask as I hurry to catch up with. I gently stop her by taking her arm. "Are you ok? Your not leaving...are you?" I ask confused.

Dreamer_Dreaming · Post by **Dreamer_Dreaming** » Sun Apr 30, 2006 1:03 pm

*Liz*

"Liz?" I looked around and looked at Max, "Are you ok? Your not leaving...are you?" he asked me.

"I don't want to. But I want to give you your space. I don't want to hurt you anymore. I know hurt you and I'm so sorry." I said holding back the tears.

"I'm giving you time to heal. Because I know haven't forgiven me yet. I'm not leaving you but staying by your side when you really need me. Max" I put hand on his cheek. "I love you...even if you haven't believe my words" I said as I pressed my lips against his lips lightly and looked at him.

madroswellfan · Post by **madroswellfan** » Sun Apr 30, 2006 1:10 pm

~~~~MAX~~~~
"I don't want to. But I want to give you your space. I don't want to hurt you anymore. I know hurt you and I'm so sorry. I'm giving you time to heal. Because I know haven't forgiven me yet. I'm not leaving you but staying by your side when you really need me. Max"

She puts her hand on my cheek. "I love you...even if you haven't believe my words"
She presses her lips to mine softly and then looks at me.

"I do believe you....I just...I don't know how to forget yet. "But Im ok. Really" I tell her as I kiss press my lips back to hers and gently wrap my hands around her waist.