Chapter Three
Talk of she and Max’s blow out was all over the school by the end of the next period. Liz was so embarrassed she didn’t bother with the rest of her classes for that day. Instead she went home and began packing all the things she could fit into a large duffel bag. Yesterday Liz had been able to talk to one of Alex’s friends from an advance computer science course into decoding the origination point of the email Alex sent her. It turned out during those past two months Alex was staying in a dorm room at the University of Las Cruces in New Mexico. Therefore that was where Liz was headed; the only hitch was she didn’t know how long she wanted to stay gone.
Liz wasn’t sure where the investigation would take her after Las Cruces, all she knew was that she wanted to be far away from Max for as long as possible. She went from drawer to drawer sifting through the articles of clothing, then unceremoniously dumping what she needed in the bag. When she finished with one duffel, she started with the next, the very same luggage she’d packed when she thought she was on her way to Sweden. Liz was packing so feverishly she didn’t notice that Maria stood speechless in doorway of her room.
“What are you doing Liz?” Maria asked prompted into speaking as Liz buzzed past her.
“Packing.” Liz voice echoed from the closet.
“I can see that. “ Maria entered the room, not needing invitation “I guess the better question would have been: Where are you going?” she clarified.
“To Las Cruces, to the University,” Liz told her dumping a few pairs of jeans into the suitcase on her bed where her friend now sat.
“What’s in Las Cruces?”
“Alex.” Liz began “He was never in Sweden he was in New Mexico the whole time. Las Cruces is where he was, so Las Cruces is where I’m going.”
While Liz continued preparing for her hasty get away, Maria began to look around the room. She noticed a seemingly forgotten backpack by the foot of the bed. It appeared full to capacity, but was curiously light when she lifted it. Maria opened the bag and the contents came spilling out “Liz this bag is full of pregnancy tests.”
That seemed to quell Liz hasty movement as she faced her friend “Yeah well I sort of kind of am… a little bit pregnant?”
“A little bit pregnant Liz? That makes no sense either you are or you aren’t.”
“I am.” Liz took a seat on the bed beside Maria.
“Okay now let’s go back. When did you two have time to conceive a child?” Maria queried “I assume Max is the proud papa.” Liz nodded “And you two were at war until five days ago.”
“Well it happened five days ago.”
“Never mind, that this human alien creation seems to be growing at a ridiculous rate. You’re pregnant Liz you shouldn’t be going to Las Cruces alone.” Maria told her “What does Max say about this?”
“I don’t think he cares what happens to me or my child, he doesn’t even want it.” It hurt Liz to even think about the things Max said to her earlier “We had a huge fight about it today at school. I’m surprised you haven’t heard already.”
“No I did. I just thought it was nonsense.” Maria said “You know people see the two of you practically devouring each other everyday they start to talk… I didn’t think you were having sex I mean I assumed you would have told me something like that.”
“Yeah well I’ve been a little preoccupied lately.” Liz said in an apologetic tone.
The two friends just sat there for a moment, Liz pondering what her options were, she knew she was going to continue until she found the murderer; But what about after that? What would she and her child do? Liz couldn’t allow herself to think at that moment, it was a distraction and she couldn’t have any distractions. Alex had to be her number one priority.
“Can you give me an hour or so?” Maria queried
“Why?”
“I’m not gonna let my pregnant best friend go to a strange city all alone.” Maria said “So give me enough time to throw some things in a bag. I’ll bring back the Jetta and we’re gone.”
***
“Where is Liz?” Max asked without preamble, his voice was soft but full of seething anger.
Max had been looking for Liz for nearly three hours, and was frantic with worry. He knew she wanted him to leave her alone but he had to at least make sure she was safe.
“Beats me;” was Michael’s simple response which had Max about ready to rip his head off “you should keep better track of the mother your child. But in the mean time, perhaps some light reading.” He took a seat on the couch handing Max a book from the stack on the table “You should find this one particularly useful.”
Max read the title “‘Men are From Mars, Women are From Venus.’ ”
“Or this.” Michael said handing him another book.
“’What to Expect When You’re Expecting’.” Max read, laughing to himself before he flung both the books across the room “How about we quit with the reading rainbow, and you tell me where my…where Liz is!”
“I can’t help you.” Michael told him
“I saw you talking to Maria earlier…”
“So.”
“…then she got in a car with a bunch of bags and drove off. Liz was in that car, which means you know where Liz is.”
“So you’re stalking her now! You need help man, you screwed up… really bad. Liz does not want to see your ass, so leave her alone, and give her space.” Michael said before going to collect the books Max had just thrown across the room, and then resumed his position on the couch to continue reading
Meanwhile Max had a minor freak-out kicking and smashing up everything in the apartment he could get his hands on. He was taking his frustration with the situation out on the objects he destroyed. Michael continued his reading and Max continued smashing until there was nothing left to destroy; then he just sat in the corner silently crying.
Michael went over to check on him “Feel better?”
“I can’t loose her again Michael… not over something so stupid” Max blubbered tears running freely down his face. He rarely if ever let others see him cry; but he was too torn up to care at that moment. “…Especially now when there’s much more at stake.”
“Are you ready to listen?” Michael asked and Max nodded.
***
“Why should I be the one to listen?” Liz said as she slipped her T-shirt over her head pulling her long hair out of the collar, she slid her belt through the loops of her jeans then checked her appearance in the mirror.
Upon their arrival in Las Cruces it had been too late to get any work done so Liz and Maria got a hotel room not too far from the campus and settled in for the night. The next morning they awoke early to start finding clues. And While Liz was grateful to have Maria on the trip with her she was becoming a bit annoyed as Maria brought the situation between her and Max up at every turn. It was the last thing she wanted to be thinking about first thing in the morning.
“Liz you and Max are going to have a baby.” Maria’s voice echoed from the bathroom, as she was putting the finishing touches on her makeup.
“Which he doesn’t even want.” Liz said checking the contents of her purse. Money check, cell phone check, lip gloss check, she grabbed the file folder full of in formation and she would have been ready to go, if Maria weren’t trying to pull her into a discussion she didn’t wasn’t ready to have at the moment.
“Of coarse Max loves your child.” Maria said entering the room then tucking her cosmetic case in her overnight bag “He’s just suffering from an unfortunate case of foot in mouth disease. Most men do at some point, some more than others, and when they do that, it is our job to step in and be the voice of reason. ”
“It’s hard to reason when you have no control.” Liz told her
“Remember when we would play house you would always want to be the mom and I was the Dad.” Maria reminisced taking a seat at the foot of her bed; she patted the space besides her motioning for Liz to join her.
“We were really confused on gender roles, huh?” Liz joked as she took the seat.
“…We’d start playing, and then you would tell me I was doing it wrong so we’d switch and you were the dad. You always thought you knew best, never wanted to accept any help. You can’t do everything all on your own, not this time.”
“I know that,” Liz conceded “I may be pregnant but that doesn’t mean I need to be told what to do like a child.”
“Do you? Liz Max is controlling he’s supposed to have been this king…but you’d have done well as his queen because you can be quite the martyr when you want to.” Maria said” You crazy kids just have the misfortune of having to deal with each other.”
“He says he can’t trust me Maria.” Liz said falling back on the bed “In order to make things right I’ll have to tell him…about what really happened with Kyle.”
“I take it he already knows you were how you say…”Maria paused trying to find the right words “chaste?’”
Liz nodded “That’s what made him suspicious.”
“So what’s the big deal?” Maria asked lying down next to Liz, leaning up on her elbow to face her friend.
“He’s hurt that I lied to him…” Liz told her “He doesn’t know why I did.”
“And why can’t you tell him.” Maria asked it seemed the more Liz told her the less she understood “You’re not still afraid of Tess’s reaction are you ‘because I don’t really need a reason to kick…”
“…You can put the claws away Maria. Tess came to apologize the other day,” Liz said interrupting her “which was strange.”
“What is it then?” Maria asked
“I made a promise to him.” Liz told her friend tearing her watery eyes away from the ceiling to look at Maria.
“So let me get this straight.” Maria began sitting up once again. She paced the room as she spoke “You can’t tell Max the truth because you made a promise to Max?” she laughed “I tell you I will never get tired of this intergalactic soap opera.”
“It’s not that simple.” Liz said sitting up as well
“It is that simple Liz.” Maria said resuming her position by Liz’s side. “Remember last year this time you and Max were getting all hot and heavy, he was professing his undying love, telling you ‘you were the one’, then Tess came along and played her mind tricks and you saw the two of them kissing. I mean it turns out there was an explanation for it, but you were really broken up about it at first. You said everything you saw with your eyes was telling you one thing…”
“… and everything I felt with my heart was telling me something’ else.”
Liz said already living those painful and confusing days in her head.
“Do you recall how hurt you were? I can’t be sure but that’s probably how Max feels now about this supposed ‘thing’ with Kyle; except he never got his explanation. And it sounds like you expect him to move past it like nothing ever happened.”
“It doesn’t sound very fair when you put it that way.” Liz said.
“That’s because it isn’t fair to him.” Maria conceded “You need to tell Max what happened this fall before he finds out another way…or worse he leaves you over this, for good this time.”
Maria’s cell phone began ringing drawing them out of the moment she looked at he caller ID then went in the bathroom to take the call. Liz didn’t see the number but she knew whoever it was Maria must not want her to know about it.
When her friend returned Liz was going to ask her about it but thought better of it
“Just think about what I said.” Maria told her “Now the pow wow has been fun but that’s not what this trip is about and we need to get going.”
“Right Alex.” Liz said and the two of them were on their way.
***
“He was translating something.” Liz said disbelievingly as she watched the alien hieroglyphs scroll down the screen.
She and Maria made a lot of progress that day. They were able to find the dorm that Alex was staying in, and find out from one of the other residents that he was going by the name of Ray while there. Turns out ‘Ray’ spent most of his time at the LitVak computer science building apparently translating some type of alien document.
“Yeah but what? This language doesn’t look like anything I’ve seen.” He said. Liz was able to get one of the students to help with the supposed ‘super’ computer, and find the file Alex worked on.
“I know this.” Liz mumbled to herself she was absolutely certain that what happened to Alex was alien related as the strange hieroglyphs scrolled down the screen. “Was he able to do it?”
“Don’t know he deleted the results.” the student said
“That’s weird.” Liz mused
“Speaking of weird...,” the student, said pointing out the window to where a tall lanky kid was storming across the quad, not wearing any pants.
There was a pixie blond trying her best to keep stride with him. He looked angry. And when Liz saw the scowl on his face she realized that the lanky kid was Max and he was heading straight toward them. He disappeared into the front entrance of the building and wasn’t long before he was in the hall just outside the room they were working.
“Liz get up we’re going!” Max said without preamble when he reached the lab.
“Sorry Liz I tried to stop him.” Maria said breathlessly, having had practically to run a marathon to keep up with Max. Michael brought up the rear.
“How did he even know we were here?” Liz asked.
“I told him.” Michael admitted
“And I told Michael.” Maria added “Sorry.”
“I’ll just be right outside if you need me.” The student said, clearly uncomfortable with the developing confrontation.
“Oh we won’t be long.” Max assured as the guy squeezed past him “Get up!” he said pulling Liz to her feet and there was no telling what else he would have done to her if Michael hadn’t stopped him.
“Remember what we talked about.” Michael reminded stoically
“Liz,” Max sighed pinching the bridge of his nose as he released her “would you please come with me. We need to talk.”
Liz resumed her seat at the computer “Alex was decoding you guys’ book; the one from the pod chamber. I think he may have been successful but he deleted his results says he sent it to
jcoleman@lascruces.edu. Who the heck is J. Coleman?”
“Leanna.” Maria said “You were right Leanna is not Leanna she’s Jennifer Coleman a junior here at the university.” Maria
“We have to find her. She might know what happened to Alex.” Liz said swiveling around to face them.
“We already did but Curly and Mo over here sacred her off.” Maria told her “She skipped town.”
“Just how long have you two been here?” Liz asked
“Two days,” Max admitted “we needed to make sure you were safe.”
“And you couldn’t wear pants to do that.” Liz asked noting his lack clothing
“I kind of stole his pants.” Maria admitted “I was trying to stop him from storming over here like a maniac. I knew they were here but you seemed to feel it was important to do this on your own. But look on the bright side at least he’s not wearing tighty whitys”
“Well none of us have been successful.” Liz stated “What do we do now? We know Alex was translating the book but the only person who has it won’t come near us.”
“We go back to the rooms,” Michael said “make plans for tomorrow, then try to get some sleep.”
***
“Ugh. I couldn’t sleep if I tried.” Maria mumbled from underneath her pillow
The two couples shared adjourning hotel rooms. It had been that way all along, though all parties were not aware of it initially. Michael and Maria offered to retire to the other room for a while to give Max and Liz some privacy so they could “talk” and work out their differences. But that had been nearly two hours ago and the cursing and screaming hadn’t stopped since.
“Michael,” Maria whined “how can you be the oblivious?” said hopping out of bed to go over to where he was enthralled in the television.
”What? We did our part now it’s up to them.” Michael told her trying to look around her small frame to see the screen.
“What if they don’t…what if they can’t make it past this?” Maria pondered aloud
“Of coarse they’ll make it. They’re Max and Liz. ”Michael said “Now will you excuse me you’re blocking the hockey game.”
***
“…No that’s not love Max that‘s worshiping someone as your own personal trophy!” Liz shouted.
“Fine if you know so much than tell me Liz, what is love?!” Max threw back.
“Part of Love is respecting each other as equals, and treating one another that way, all the time.” Liz said
“That’s a lot of talk for someone who’s been lying to me for the past seven months.” Max countered
“What have I lied about Max? We’re honest with each other about everything you know that.” Liz said
“Really.” He balked “Is that what you call planning secret getaways in the middle of the night, leaving no information as to where you’ve gone or when you’re coming back…”
“I…”
“…Not to mention pretending to sleep with Kyle.”
Liz was unsure of how she should answer “So we’re back here again. God…I can’t believe this is still an issue for you. Why can’t you just leave it alone already? We’re having a baby Max.”
“Who’s baby? Is it even mine…Or maybe Kyle? If I’m to believe you, any male at West Roswell could have fathered that child.”
“Max you know that’s not true. Don’t do this. Don’t make it seem like I’m some type of …” Liz crumpled to the floor a mass of tears. “I can’t do this anymore… I can’t…”
“Do what Liz…tell me…I’m here for you” He was right there by her side in an instant though they were fighting it tore him apart to see her crying.
“I don’t want to fight…like this. All we do is fight…”
“Its okay baby we don’t have to fight… no more fighting okay.”
They simply cradled each other rocking back and forth on the floor for a long while until Liz said “This can’t be good for the baby.”
He led her over to the bed and the two of them lay down on top of the covers still holding one another. “Liz, this is silly. I love you and I know you feel the same way; even though I’ve been a jerk lately. And I may not always know how to prove my love or to…to trust you. I want you know that I will try my hardest because I can’t live my life without you.”
“I love you too…” Liz said as a silent tear rolled down her cheek. It just felt right being in Max’s arms again safe, warm and content and Liz knew she had to get something off her chest before the night was through. “Max, I have something to tell you. It’s important and I...”
“Liz, it‘s late we’ll talk in the morning. Get some rest.” Max said placing a kiss on her forehead.
“It’s about our son…”
“Our son will be fine until morning.”
Perhaps he was right but Liz knew if she didn’t go with her gut instinct and tell Max the truth before the end of the night she may never have the courage to do it again and she wanted no more secrets between them. “A while back I had a visitor, he was from the future. He’d used the Granolith to travel back in time and warn me of things to come.” Max didn’t make a move to signal that he was listening but somehow she knew he was. “He said I had to make some changes or it could mean the end of people’s lives and yet here we are and I’m not sure the way things turned out is so much better. The visitor… he looked just like you.”
What was Liz saying? She had a visitor from the future that warned her of things to come that looked just like Max. Their child? The child she carried, had come from the future to warn Liz of his coming. That’s how she had known she was pregnant so soon. Their child would look just like Max; the idea made him heady with pride. “The visitor…he was our son?”
“The visitor was you…”
Liz told him all about future max and his warning about the end of the world and why she had to push him away from her. Finally she apologized for hurting him and expressed her regret for the past few months.
“You’re amazing you know that.” Max said once again humbled by her strength
“I’m not.”
“You are. You sacrificed everything, us, this amazing love we have, not because you were scared or bored or any other selfish reason like that, but to save the world. For that you are amazing.” Max told her “I wouldn’t have been strong enough to do it…I just wish you would have come to me.”
“I promised him that I wouldn’t. He said it was very important that you not know.”
“He knew me well.” Max laughed to himself “People’s lives were at stake I couldn’t live with that guilt, but I couldn’t have turned you away either. But we’re what is it he called it ‘cemented’ now anyway so what will happen.”
“Maybe nothing, Tess seems to be adjusting; even though you were a colossal jerk to her.” Liz pointed out
“Yeah Liz about that, I am so sorry. I’m sorry to you for not telling you about that night before we… got together. I’m sorry to her for the way I treated her. The things I said, I didn’t mean them even when I said them…I just wanted to make her hurt the way I was hurting. It wasn’t fair and if that’s the way I treated her in that other timeline I see why she left.”
“I think you should apologize.” Liz told him “Even if she doesn’t want to hear it at first she’ll come around, but you need to make the first move.”
“I will.” Max said “I just feel so out of control sometimes, but you Liz you’re my rock you keep me centered.”
“If anything I make you worse.” Liz countered
“No Liz you…you make me sane. You are my one piece of sanity in this completely crazy thing; you and now him.“ he said placing his hands over her cotton covered abdomen “I love you both so much.”
“Really?” Liz queried “Because I haven’t been feeling it lately. You yell at me, you brush off or belittle the things I say, you’ve manhandled me more in the past two weeks than in the whole time I’ve known you. And you said you didn’t want our son Max I can’t just forget that.”
“Liz I told you I’ve been out of control. Even with you sometimes. I want to stop myself but I just can’t. I feel like something or someone is making me hurt the people I love; which is why I blamed Tess. But it’s not her, I think it’s me…Zan, the other soul I have inside of me. I think the former king of Antar was a huge jerk.” Both he and Liz smirked over that “I want you to know that I do love you and I never meant any of the things I said that may have made you feel like anything less than the amazing person you are.”
Liz smiled at his tender admission then leaned in for a soft kiss.
“And as for our son I’m scared, yes. Terrified of what will happen to you, or that I won’t be able to protect the both of you. But I could never ‘not want’ anything I created with you. He’s part of you and I love him. “
“Max…” Liz sighed “He’s apart of you too, you know.”
“I know but that might not necessarily be a good thing.” Max joked. “If I ever get out of hand I give you permission to smack me around a bit or get Michael to do it for you” Max brought her hand to his lips running his thumbs over the purplish scab forming on her knuckles from the other day in the eraser room. “May I?”
Liz nodded silently and together they began to heal.
***
“So it got kind of quiet on your end.” Maria said as Liz rested her head on Maria’s shoulder “I take it you and Max made up.”
“Yeah we did.” Liz told her “Now if we could just find out what happened to Alex this can all be over.”
“This will never be over Liz you’re in love with an alien not to mention having his kid.” Maria pointed out.
There was silence between the two girls as they rode in the back seat of the Jetta. They were headed to the campus of Las Cruces to Leanna and Jennifer Coleman’s, dorm figuring that if Alex sent her the translation, she probably had it there or at least some clue to where she went.
“So you guys made up but did you, you know…
make up “ Maria pried
“Maria.” Liz blanched
Maria didn’t see the problem with her invasive questioning “What?”
“Max is sitting less than a foot away.”
“Fine but once you’re finished saving the world… again, you’re going to have to give me details. As your best friend this is cruel and unusual punishment.”
Before Liz could respond Max turned around and spoke, “Okay so let’s go over the plan one more time. Michael and I will go see what we can find in her room. You girls will stay here and keep a look out…”
“…No Max,” Liz interjected “I’m going with you I want to see this through to the end.”
“Fine Michael, Maria you keep a look out Liz and I will go. Call us if you see Jennifer, or her roommate.” He handed them the pictures of the two girls that they’d been able to acquire earlier that day. “Or anything that looks like it’s headed our way. We meet at the car be ready to drive away when we get there.”
It was a Friday night there were numerous parties going on around campus so they should have a few hours distraction. If anyone saw them, they were hoping they’d be too stoned to notice, or to care.
Maria watched Max and Liz exit the car and the easy way they walked to the dorm arm in arm. ”Oh yeah they definitely made up.” she mused to herself
***
“Looks Normal.” Liz commented not that she knew what a normal college dorm should look like.
“Yeah well so did Copper Summit and there was nothing normal about that place.” Max reminded
“Okay it’s a computer file so let’s start there.” Liz went over to the desk turned on the computer and waited for it to boot up.
Meanwhile Max looked over the things on the dresser and night table, any thing that might give him a hint. Liz was right it all looked normal. “Do you think you’ll ever go to college?”
“Yeah, of coarse; someday. Who knows when that will be, now?” Liz mused unconsciously her hand moved to the life growing in her womb.
Max felt guilty when he saw this “Liz the last thing I want you to do is put your life on hold because of what’s happened.”
“Yeah right I’ll go to college and I’ll just sneak you and the baby into the freshman dorm once co-ed hours are over. I can just see myself telling Junior to quit glowing while my roommate’s asleep.”
“Okay, so maybe you won’t stay in a dorm but I see no reason why we can’t graduate on time and you can go to college if that’s what you want.” Max told her kneeling by her side at the desk; he took her hands in his “We’ll figure something out.”
“I hope that we can.” Liz said before turning toward the pc as she did she noticed a tan piece of paper taped to the side of the CPU. If she hadn’t looked closely she wouldn’t have even seen it. “Max look.”
Max saw that Liz was about to peel the tape away ”Wait no let me. If this thing is alien there’s no telling what it will do.”
Liz relinquished her seat at the desk to Max and he started peeling the tape off to reveal a disc that read simply ALIENS on the label. ”Can it be anymore obvious.”
“I wonder what’s on it? “Liz said
“Let’s find out.” Max said putting the disc in the computer and waiting for the files to load.
Liz did her best to stifle a yawn as she looked at the screen expectantly.
“Tired?” Max asked pulling her toward him and looping his arm around Liz who gratefully rested her weight on Max seated frame.
“Maybe a little.” Liz conceded followed by another yawn and pointing at the screen. Inside the folder there were five sub folders, one dawning each of the pod squads name. Max, Michael, Tess, and Isabel the fifth folder was labeled simply “The Book”
“Creepy.” Liz commented just before her phone vibrated between them, she answered it and listened for a few seconds before telling Max “We have to wrap this up her roommate just entered the dorm Maria’s going to try and head her off but we should really…”
“…There’s information in here on each of us” He was currently browsing his folder “A detailed biography, pictures.”
Liz stifled another yawn “Max we really have” Yawn “to go.”
“Just let me see what’s in this last…wait I can’t get in its password protected. Why would she lock this folder Liz? What do you suppose the password is … Liz… Liz.”
But Liz didn’t answer him because Liz had fainted dead away on the floor.