Belong Together (UC, Mi/Ma/Is, Adult) [COMPLETE]
Posted: Fri Feb 03, 2006 9:36 pm
“Belong Together”
Disclaimer: I don’t own Roswell…duh.
Coupling: Mi/Ma/Is and Mi/Is
Rating: Adult
Summary: Destiny takes it’s toll on Michael and Maria…what happens in the end?
A/N: This is my first Cliffie-esqu story…I’d like to write more, but I thought I would ease into it by adding Maria to the mix…please tell me what you think, and if you think I’m ready to jump into a full blown Cliffie fic.
This is dedicated to Suicide_Rath_Eagle and Duccia! lol
Part 1
Maria’s POV
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I wrap my arms around Michael as I straddle his waits. I can’t seem to get close enough to him. I want him so bad, he is so hot and I love him. Well, that is I THINK I love him. Who knows the way my crazy brain is working lately.
“Maria,” he groans as I grind into his growing erection with all I have. I love this. Being with Michael and touching him, and kissing him, I could do this all day long. He has amazing hands and an even better mouth. Mmmm. We have been kind of distant with each other lately, but when Michael called me over today, Iwas glad he had sex on the brain. I was starting to get antsy. It isn’t that we don’t like each other, it’s just that there has been a weirdness between them ever since Michael stayed on earth for me.
I was reveling in the feeling of Michael’s hands on my skin and then everything changes. I see a disturbing flash. I see Michael and Isabel naked, wrapped up in each other, kissing and making love to each other. My eyes automatically fill with tears at the realization that he is picturing her while he is with me.
Quickly, I pull away from Michael. I can’t stand to have his hands on me anymore. “What’s wrong?” Michael asks me. He looks upset. He should be.
“You are thinking about her,” I tell him. I know that my pain is showing in my eyes, but I don’t care. I get up off Michael’s lap and pace the room. “Is that why you called me over here? Because you can’t be with Isabel?” I snap, getting angrier by the second.
Michael’s POV
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Oh God. How does she know? Fuck, the flashes. I didn’t cut myself off. Well, what the fuck do I say now? No, I didn’t call her over to think about Isabel. It just seems my mind goes back to Izzie not matter what I do. “Maria, baby…” I start, but she cuts me off.
“No, I don’t want to here it,” She says with a huff, not that I can blame her for being pissed. “I’m leaving, call me if you ever want to talk to ME.” She says slamming the door behind her.
God, this was all so complicated. I didn’t ask for these feelings, but I can’t help them either. I don’t know what is going on. All I know is that I love Maria, but, if I’m being honest, I love Isabel too. God, I haven’t even talked to Iz about this. I know she is going through the same thing I am. She is avoiding my, and sending me heated looks. Those looks make it hard for me to function without making my attraction to her very obvious.
It isn’t as if Maria doesn’t turn me on as well. She does. The girl is built like a goddess with those long legs and fuck me lips. However, I have this connection with Isabel that I will never have with Maria. Isabel and I have a past. A past that I’m very recently beginning to remember.
I need to sort this out, but I don’t know how. No matter what happens, someone is going to get hurt. If I don’t see what is going on with Isabel, then I will probably always regret it. Not to mention, that being with Maria is hurting Isabel, I know it. But if I ask Maria for some time to explore my feelings, she is going to bolt. I will break her heart and I would never want to do that to her.
If our creators only knew how difficult they were making our lives right now, maybe they would have done it differently.
Maria’s POV
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I walk over to the Crashdown. It’s a Thrusday afternoon, so I know no one is there. I just want to be alone, but my mom will harass me at home, and it’s too cold to walk around the park. I can’t believe all of this is happening. I love Michael so much. I mean I THINK I love him. Don’t get me wrong, Michael is very important to me, but lately I’ve been feeling like I might have been wrong about us. The thoughts pass quickly, but I can’t help but wonder if we coupled up because we both love a good fight.
I obviously care about him a great deal. No, I love him. I’m sure of it. It wouldn’t hurt this bad that he wants Isabel if I didn’t. I have no idea what to do about this situation. I can’t just forget that he was fantasizing about Iz while he was with me. But I don’t want to let him go. I want to be with him, I want to work this out.
I’m so wrapped up in my thoughts that I don’t even notice Kyle sit down next to me. “Hi, Maria,” he says to me with a smile. I feel like crap but smile back. Kyle is the best. He is my rock nearly 100% of the time.
“Hey, Kyle,” I say quietly.
“So, what’s up, Maria. Why so sad?” he asks me. I smile. Of course Kyle can tell that I’m upset. He can always tell.
“Nothin,” I lie, “Just thinking,” I tell him.
“Right,” he answers, rolling his eyes. “Come on, Maria. Seriously, what is up? The badly groomed ape do something that I need to kick his ass for?” Kyle asks with a smile.
I giggle at him. Funny how he hit the nail right on the head. “Destiny. It’s all about destiny,” I admit with a sigh.
Kyle nods at me. He knows all to well what it is like to love someone who is destined for another, “Well, Maria, I’ll always be here for you,” he tells me. I nearly cry at that. Kyle is such an amazing man. I hug him tight and smile at him.
“Thanks, Kyle.” I say to him.
“Anytime,” he says as he winks at me. He walks away to leave me alone again and I realize I have to talk to Michael. I just walked out on him before. I didn’t even give him a chance to explain.
Michael’s POV
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“I’m coming,” I yell at the door. Someone is knocking, though god knows who it is. Maria is the only one who comes over anymore. Isabel has been avoiding me, and Max is wrapped up in Liz. I open the door and see Maria standing there, “Maria, what…” I start. She just pushed her way past me.
“Michael, we need to talk,” she says. I nod and lead her over to the couch.
“You are right,” I say. I’ve done some thinking and I’ve made a decision, “I’m sorry about today. I can’t help how I was engineered. But I want to be with you. I love you, Maria.” I tell her. And it is the truth. Well, half the truth. I do love her, but that doesn’t mean I might not love Isabel too.
She sighs, with what I want to think is relief. “I’m sorry I ran out. I should have stayed and talk to you.” I know why she did though. She leans in closer to me and kisses my lightly. “How about we start over where we were,” she says with a wink.
I can’t say I have a problem with that. I attack her mouth with mine and push her back on the couch. I want her, that is for sure. I’m not thinking about Isabel…yet.
Maria pulls my shirt off of me between eager kisses. I try to get her shirt off as well, but I need a little help since she is wearing a confusing top. When we are both bare chested she pushes me back against the couch as she straddles my waist. “Mmm, baby,” she moans as I take one of her pert nipples in my mouth.
We are so wrapped up in each other, we don’t hear the door open. We didn’t even know that Isabel was in the room until she gasps and looks at us, embarrassed and ready to leave.
“Wait,” Maria says before Isabel can leave. Then she looks at me and winks. What the hell is going on?
TBC…
Disclaimer: I don’t own Roswell…duh.
Coupling: Mi/Ma/Is and Mi/Is
Rating: Adult
Summary: Destiny takes it’s toll on Michael and Maria…what happens in the end?
A/N: This is my first Cliffie-esqu story…I’d like to write more, but I thought I would ease into it by adding Maria to the mix…please tell me what you think, and if you think I’m ready to jump into a full blown Cliffie fic.
This is dedicated to Suicide_Rath_Eagle and Duccia! lol
Part 1
Maria’s POV
**********
I wrap my arms around Michael as I straddle his waits. I can’t seem to get close enough to him. I want him so bad, he is so hot and I love him. Well, that is I THINK I love him. Who knows the way my crazy brain is working lately.
“Maria,” he groans as I grind into his growing erection with all I have. I love this. Being with Michael and touching him, and kissing him, I could do this all day long. He has amazing hands and an even better mouth. Mmmm. We have been kind of distant with each other lately, but when Michael called me over today, Iwas glad he had sex on the brain. I was starting to get antsy. It isn’t that we don’t like each other, it’s just that there has been a weirdness between them ever since Michael stayed on earth for me.
I was reveling in the feeling of Michael’s hands on my skin and then everything changes. I see a disturbing flash. I see Michael and Isabel naked, wrapped up in each other, kissing and making love to each other. My eyes automatically fill with tears at the realization that he is picturing her while he is with me.
Quickly, I pull away from Michael. I can’t stand to have his hands on me anymore. “What’s wrong?” Michael asks me. He looks upset. He should be.
“You are thinking about her,” I tell him. I know that my pain is showing in my eyes, but I don’t care. I get up off Michael’s lap and pace the room. “Is that why you called me over here? Because you can’t be with Isabel?” I snap, getting angrier by the second.
Michael’s POV
************
Oh God. How does she know? Fuck, the flashes. I didn’t cut myself off. Well, what the fuck do I say now? No, I didn’t call her over to think about Isabel. It just seems my mind goes back to Izzie not matter what I do. “Maria, baby…” I start, but she cuts me off.
“No, I don’t want to here it,” She says with a huff, not that I can blame her for being pissed. “I’m leaving, call me if you ever want to talk to ME.” She says slamming the door behind her.
God, this was all so complicated. I didn’t ask for these feelings, but I can’t help them either. I don’t know what is going on. All I know is that I love Maria, but, if I’m being honest, I love Isabel too. God, I haven’t even talked to Iz about this. I know she is going through the same thing I am. She is avoiding my, and sending me heated looks. Those looks make it hard for me to function without making my attraction to her very obvious.
It isn’t as if Maria doesn’t turn me on as well. She does. The girl is built like a goddess with those long legs and fuck me lips. However, I have this connection with Isabel that I will never have with Maria. Isabel and I have a past. A past that I’m very recently beginning to remember.
I need to sort this out, but I don’t know how. No matter what happens, someone is going to get hurt. If I don’t see what is going on with Isabel, then I will probably always regret it. Not to mention, that being with Maria is hurting Isabel, I know it. But if I ask Maria for some time to explore my feelings, she is going to bolt. I will break her heart and I would never want to do that to her.
If our creators only knew how difficult they were making our lives right now, maybe they would have done it differently.
Maria’s POV
**********
I walk over to the Crashdown. It’s a Thrusday afternoon, so I know no one is there. I just want to be alone, but my mom will harass me at home, and it’s too cold to walk around the park. I can’t believe all of this is happening. I love Michael so much. I mean I THINK I love him. Don’t get me wrong, Michael is very important to me, but lately I’ve been feeling like I might have been wrong about us. The thoughts pass quickly, but I can’t help but wonder if we coupled up because we both love a good fight.
I obviously care about him a great deal. No, I love him. I’m sure of it. It wouldn’t hurt this bad that he wants Isabel if I didn’t. I have no idea what to do about this situation. I can’t just forget that he was fantasizing about Iz while he was with me. But I don’t want to let him go. I want to be with him, I want to work this out.
I’m so wrapped up in my thoughts that I don’t even notice Kyle sit down next to me. “Hi, Maria,” he says to me with a smile. I feel like crap but smile back. Kyle is the best. He is my rock nearly 100% of the time.
“Hey, Kyle,” I say quietly.
“So, what’s up, Maria. Why so sad?” he asks me. I smile. Of course Kyle can tell that I’m upset. He can always tell.
“Nothin,” I lie, “Just thinking,” I tell him.
“Right,” he answers, rolling his eyes. “Come on, Maria. Seriously, what is up? The badly groomed ape do something that I need to kick his ass for?” Kyle asks with a smile.
I giggle at him. Funny how he hit the nail right on the head. “Destiny. It’s all about destiny,” I admit with a sigh.
Kyle nods at me. He knows all to well what it is like to love someone who is destined for another, “Well, Maria, I’ll always be here for you,” he tells me. I nearly cry at that. Kyle is such an amazing man. I hug him tight and smile at him.
“Thanks, Kyle.” I say to him.
“Anytime,” he says as he winks at me. He walks away to leave me alone again and I realize I have to talk to Michael. I just walked out on him before. I didn’t even give him a chance to explain.
Michael’s POV
************
“I’m coming,” I yell at the door. Someone is knocking, though god knows who it is. Maria is the only one who comes over anymore. Isabel has been avoiding me, and Max is wrapped up in Liz. I open the door and see Maria standing there, “Maria, what…” I start. She just pushed her way past me.
“Michael, we need to talk,” she says. I nod and lead her over to the couch.
“You are right,” I say. I’ve done some thinking and I’ve made a decision, “I’m sorry about today. I can’t help how I was engineered. But I want to be with you. I love you, Maria.” I tell her. And it is the truth. Well, half the truth. I do love her, but that doesn’t mean I might not love Isabel too.
She sighs, with what I want to think is relief. “I’m sorry I ran out. I should have stayed and talk to you.” I know why she did though. She leans in closer to me and kisses my lightly. “How about we start over where we were,” she says with a wink.
I can’t say I have a problem with that. I attack her mouth with mine and push her back on the couch. I want her, that is for sure. I’m not thinking about Isabel…yet.
Maria pulls my shirt off of me between eager kisses. I try to get her shirt off as well, but I need a little help since she is wearing a confusing top. When we are both bare chested she pushes me back against the couch as she straddles my waist. “Mmm, baby,” she moans as I take one of her pert nipples in my mouth.
We are so wrapped up in each other, we don’t hear the door open. We didn’t even know that Isabel was in the room until she gasps and looks at us, embarrassed and ready to leave.
“Wait,” Maria says before Isabel can leave. Then she looks at me and winks. What the hell is going on?
TBC…