Undone (M/L A/I M/M K/T Teen-Mature) A.N. 11/23/06 [WIP]
Posted: Sun Apr 30, 2006 12:54 pm
Title: Undone
Disclaimer: Disclaimer: The characters of "Roswell" belong to Jason Katims, Melinda Metz, WB, and UPN. They are not mine and no infringement is intended.
Pairings: CC all, Liz/Max, Isabel/Alex, Kyle/Tess, Maria/Michael There will be some UC in the beginning, but this is still going to be a CC story, the UC won’t last.
Rating: Not sure, Mostly Teen to Mature, probably a little Mature in the beginning
Summary: This is going to take place two weeks after prom. I’m going to take the story from there! Read and find out!
A.N. Everything up to Heart of Mine happened as it did in the show. The only thing I’m changing from HoM is any reference from Kyle to liking Tess only as a sister. The kiss between Max and Tess still happened and M/T are going to continue to get closer. They do sleep together in the observatory and Tess is pregnant.
A.N. 2 Alex never went to Tess again so she didn’t try and warp him more so we are going to assume he is safe as long as he stays away from her.
Disclaimer: Some of the content in this chapter was paraphrased/taken from the episode Baby its You. I don’t own this material, I am only borrowing it. No infringement is intended.
Chapter 1
I found out today that Tess is pregnant.
She is pregnant with Max’s child.
Max is going to have a baby.
Max is going to have a baby with Tess.
I can write it down and I can say it aloud, but no matter how many times I do it still doesn’t sound right.
Those words rip through my heart and tear down my soul.
I can’t believe Max slept with Tess, I won’t believe it.
Something is wrong here, it doesn’t seem right.
I can see them, I can see Max standing by her side and holding her hand. God he should be holding my hand. I can see her growing belly and her self satisfied face,, but it still doesn’t feel right. Something is off.
Max can’t be having a baby with Tess.
God maybe I’m just in denial. Maybe I’m willing to create some elaborate scheme in my head to keep myself from facing the truth.
That Max Evans doesn’t love me anymore, that he is in love with someone else and they are having a baby together.
No, no, it isn’t right. God if only I could figure out what it is, besides the obvious, that bugs me about this. It is like a tingling in my head, I can’t quite get there yet. I won’t give up until I know what is really going on.
Liz snapped her journal shut and then stood to put it away. She stretched and then heard a noise out in the hall.
She immediately heard Maria’s voice, “Liz, where are you? We brought ice cream!”
Liz felt a pang that had the potential of being happiness. But she couldn’t be happy, not right now. Maybe she could get her mind off this for a little while.
.
“And chocolate,” that was Isabel.
“And chick flicks,” added Alex. The knob turned and the three walked in.
“Thought you might like some company,” Said Alex as he walked up to her and gave her a tight hug.
“After you found out the news today, we knew you were probably going to have a hard time dealing with this.” Said Maria.
“If you want it to be just you three, I could leave. I just wanted to show I care about you. Although I love my brother, I think he did something really stupid, and hurt you in the process.’ Said Isabel.
“No, I would like for you to stay. Thank you guys for coming, lets go put a movie in.”
Liz was going to find out what was going on, but for now she just wanted to relax and enjoy the company of her friends.
“Do we have to watch a chick flick? I don’t want to be reminded of love and romance and junk.” Said Liz.
“Hm, good point, I didn’t think of that. Okay, I have an idea,” Alex walked over to her families collection of movies, and pulled one out, it was Pulp Fiction.
“How about this?” he asked as he waved it so they could see it, “hit men, violence, comedy and a killer dance scene.”
“Perfect,” said Liz.
“Um, how violent is it? I don’t do well with blood.” Said Maria.
“Grow up Maria, its only fake.” Said Isabel as she plopped down on the couch.
Liz sat down too and Maria went to the kitchen to get bowls and spoons for their ice cream. Alex put the movie in and sat down next to Isabel and took her hand, just then Maria came back and handed out the bowls of ice cream.
They sat down and watched the movie. Liz had never seen it before, and even though it was really violent it was also funny.
After the movie they just sat around Liz’s living room and talked for a bit. Of course the conversation turned towards Max and his impending father hood. Liz tried to bite her tongue about her suspicions but she couldn’t do it.
“ I can’t help it. Something isn’t right about it! I can’t put my finger on it.” Liz blurted out
.
“Liz, chica, I know its hard, but the facts are the facts.” Said Maria.
“Yes I can see what is in front of me , but something about it doesn’t seem right.” Retorted Liz.
“Almost like its forced,” said Isabel quietly.
“What you too?” asked Maria, turning her head to look at Isabel, she saw that Alex was also nodding.
“Maria, you have to admit, it is really weird. Max isn’t one to just throw himself at Tess and sleep with her.” Said Alex.
Maria softened up a bit. “I know, I’m just saying that we can all see her stomach getting bigger. But your right, it doesn’t quite fit.”
“After the prom he told me he kissed her,” said Isabel, “but then he said that it hadn’t felt right. That he just didn’t have feelings like that for Tess and he was going to try and fix things with you Liz.”
Liz’s heart soared for a moment at her words, but then she realized that obviously something had gone wrong, he was with Tess.
“Well I guess he changed his mind,” said Liz.
“I’m not to sure, it seems he is with Tess now out of duty more than anything. He doesn’t look at her the way he still looks at you Liz.” Said Alex.
“Ugh, that is what makes this so frustrating! Something is off, and I’m going to find out what it is!”
“We’ll help you.” Said Isabel. Alex and Maria nodded their heads in agreement.
“Thanks you guys. But where do we start?” asked Liz.
“Well as detrimental as I’m sure it’s going to be, I’ll try and get details from my brother.” Said Isabel.
“Details? What kind of details?” asked Maria. She was given a look from Alex, Isabel, and Liz.
“Ohhh, those kinds of details. Gotcha.”
“Well its getting a little late, and we have school tomorrow, so I suggest we all get to bed.” Said Alex.
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Max looked over at Tess as she picked up the remote and flipped off the TV. He wished she wouldn’t do that, he didn’t know what to say to her. At least with the TV turned on he could pretend he was watching it and avoid her a little.
Tess looked over at him and smiled, then placed her hand on her stomach.
“Do you want to feel? I could let you connect with our baby.”
“You uh, you can do that?” He asked. He turned to look at her and the obvious bulge on her belly.
“Yeah, I want you to see how precious our child is.” Max took his hand and grimaced a little when he came in contact with Tess’s bare skin. It still didn’t feel right to him.
He wished he could remember that night they slept together, all he could recall was waking up next. He got some flashes in his memory of having sex with Tess, but he still couldn’t remember what instigated it.
He felt the baby in her stomach move, and then reach out to him. He immediately saw the half developed child resting in her belly. He was overwhelmed with the emotions. Sure he was terrified of being a father, but he would do anything to protect his child. He would do anything to give his child a good life.
He pulled his hand away and looked at Tess’s face and smiled. That means he has to be with Tess. There was no way for him to go back now.
No way to go back to Liz. He felt a horrible pain in his chest when he thought about Liz. God this must be killing her right now. He should go and try to talk to her. “It’s getting late Tess, I think I’m going to head home.”
“Okay, let me walk you to the door.” She stood up and held her hand out to him. He reluctantly took it as they walked to the door.
He kept his eyes fixated ahead of him. He quickly glanced at Tess. For just a moment he thought her stomach appeared flat, but he blinked and saw it wasn’t. It must just be wishful thinking.
They reached the door and she smiled up at him, he knew what she was waiting for. He leaned down and gave her a kiss, he couldn’t help but think about how we would much rather be kissing Liz.
His Liz, and her amazingly soft lips, he could remember her lips, and he could remember the way she tasted. He was going to see her and explain things to her.
He pulled back and saw a frown on Tess’s face. Oh no, he must have been projecting images of Liz. He could kick himself, he wasn’t being fair to her. He realized that Tess seemed to be sweating a little. He was about to open his mouth to see if she was okay when her legs gave way underneath her and she started to fall. He reached out and caught her and then sunk to the floor with her.
“Awwwww MAX! Oh it hurts!” She cried out. He placed his hand on her stomach and formed a connection. She saw his child who had been resting peacefully a moment ago was now convulsing in pain.
The child let out an inhuman cry. Max pulled his hand off her stomach, he couldn’t stop the shaking.
“Whats wrong?” asked Valenti, he must have rushed in when he heard Tess cry out.
Kyle poked his head out Tess’s bedroom, she was letting him study in there while Max was over. When he saw Tess on the ground he ran over and picked up her hand.
“It’s the baby, I think this atmosphere is hurting him.”
They helped Tess to the bedroom and arranged her on the bed. Max pulled a chair in the room and decided to sleep there in case anything happened with the baby.
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Tess smiled when Max left the room to pull in a chair. She felt satisfied with herself. Not only had she planted the seed for getting off the planet, but she also kept Max from going to see Liz. She immediately began to frown when she thought of Liz.
It would take some work but he could make her forget about Liz.
Why would I want to do that?
She shook her head, she didn’t know where that thought had come from. Why wouldn’t I want to keep them separated, Max is mine always has been.
He isn’t a possession, he isn’t something to be had. He’s a person and should be able to chose who he wants.
Tess put her hand to her head and let out a frustrated sigh. He shouldn’t be able to choose; obviously he isn’t capable of making the right decision so I have to make it for him.
But you don’t really want Max.
Tess let out a frustrated scream. Max and Kyle rushed into the bedroom to check on her. For some reason Tess felt a pang when she looked at Kyle, but she decided to ignore it.
Disclaimer: Disclaimer: The characters of "Roswell" belong to Jason Katims, Melinda Metz, WB, and UPN. They are not mine and no infringement is intended.
Pairings: CC all, Liz/Max, Isabel/Alex, Kyle/Tess, Maria/Michael There will be some UC in the beginning, but this is still going to be a CC story, the UC won’t last.
Rating: Not sure, Mostly Teen to Mature, probably a little Mature in the beginning
Summary: This is going to take place two weeks after prom. I’m going to take the story from there! Read and find out!
A.N. Everything up to Heart of Mine happened as it did in the show. The only thing I’m changing from HoM is any reference from Kyle to liking Tess only as a sister. The kiss between Max and Tess still happened and M/T are going to continue to get closer. They do sleep together in the observatory and Tess is pregnant.
A.N. 2 Alex never went to Tess again so she didn’t try and warp him more so we are going to assume he is safe as long as he stays away from her.
Disclaimer: Some of the content in this chapter was paraphrased/taken from the episode Baby its You. I don’t own this material, I am only borrowing it. No infringement is intended.
Chapter 1
I found out today that Tess is pregnant.
She is pregnant with Max’s child.
Max is going to have a baby.
Max is going to have a baby with Tess.
I can write it down and I can say it aloud, but no matter how many times I do it still doesn’t sound right.
Those words rip through my heart and tear down my soul.
I can’t believe Max slept with Tess, I won’t believe it.
Something is wrong here, it doesn’t seem right.
I can see them, I can see Max standing by her side and holding her hand. God he should be holding my hand. I can see her growing belly and her self satisfied face,, but it still doesn’t feel right. Something is off.
Max can’t be having a baby with Tess.
God maybe I’m just in denial. Maybe I’m willing to create some elaborate scheme in my head to keep myself from facing the truth.
That Max Evans doesn’t love me anymore, that he is in love with someone else and they are having a baby together.
No, no, it isn’t right. God if only I could figure out what it is, besides the obvious, that bugs me about this. It is like a tingling in my head, I can’t quite get there yet. I won’t give up until I know what is really going on.
Liz snapped her journal shut and then stood to put it away. She stretched and then heard a noise out in the hall.
She immediately heard Maria’s voice, “Liz, where are you? We brought ice cream!”
Liz felt a pang that had the potential of being happiness. But she couldn’t be happy, not right now. Maybe she could get her mind off this for a little while.
.
“And chocolate,” that was Isabel.
“And chick flicks,” added Alex. The knob turned and the three walked in.
“Thought you might like some company,” Said Alex as he walked up to her and gave her a tight hug.
“After you found out the news today, we knew you were probably going to have a hard time dealing with this.” Said Maria.
“If you want it to be just you three, I could leave. I just wanted to show I care about you. Although I love my brother, I think he did something really stupid, and hurt you in the process.’ Said Isabel.
“No, I would like for you to stay. Thank you guys for coming, lets go put a movie in.”
Liz was going to find out what was going on, but for now she just wanted to relax and enjoy the company of her friends.
“Do we have to watch a chick flick? I don’t want to be reminded of love and romance and junk.” Said Liz.
“Hm, good point, I didn’t think of that. Okay, I have an idea,” Alex walked over to her families collection of movies, and pulled one out, it was Pulp Fiction.
“How about this?” he asked as he waved it so they could see it, “hit men, violence, comedy and a killer dance scene.”
“Perfect,” said Liz.
“Um, how violent is it? I don’t do well with blood.” Said Maria.
“Grow up Maria, its only fake.” Said Isabel as she plopped down on the couch.
Liz sat down too and Maria went to the kitchen to get bowls and spoons for their ice cream. Alex put the movie in and sat down next to Isabel and took her hand, just then Maria came back and handed out the bowls of ice cream.
They sat down and watched the movie. Liz had never seen it before, and even though it was really violent it was also funny.
After the movie they just sat around Liz’s living room and talked for a bit. Of course the conversation turned towards Max and his impending father hood. Liz tried to bite her tongue about her suspicions but she couldn’t do it.
“ I can’t help it. Something isn’t right about it! I can’t put my finger on it.” Liz blurted out
.
“Liz, chica, I know its hard, but the facts are the facts.” Said Maria.
“Yes I can see what is in front of me , but something about it doesn’t seem right.” Retorted Liz.
“Almost like its forced,” said Isabel quietly.
“What you too?” asked Maria, turning her head to look at Isabel, she saw that Alex was also nodding.
“Maria, you have to admit, it is really weird. Max isn’t one to just throw himself at Tess and sleep with her.” Said Alex.
Maria softened up a bit. “I know, I’m just saying that we can all see her stomach getting bigger. But your right, it doesn’t quite fit.”
“After the prom he told me he kissed her,” said Isabel, “but then he said that it hadn’t felt right. That he just didn’t have feelings like that for Tess and he was going to try and fix things with you Liz.”
Liz’s heart soared for a moment at her words, but then she realized that obviously something had gone wrong, he was with Tess.
“Well I guess he changed his mind,” said Liz.
“I’m not to sure, it seems he is with Tess now out of duty more than anything. He doesn’t look at her the way he still looks at you Liz.” Said Alex.
“Ugh, that is what makes this so frustrating! Something is off, and I’m going to find out what it is!”
“We’ll help you.” Said Isabel. Alex and Maria nodded their heads in agreement.
“Thanks you guys. But where do we start?” asked Liz.
“Well as detrimental as I’m sure it’s going to be, I’ll try and get details from my brother.” Said Isabel.
“Details? What kind of details?” asked Maria. She was given a look from Alex, Isabel, and Liz.
“Ohhh, those kinds of details. Gotcha.”
“Well its getting a little late, and we have school tomorrow, so I suggest we all get to bed.” Said Alex.
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Max looked over at Tess as she picked up the remote and flipped off the TV. He wished she wouldn’t do that, he didn’t know what to say to her. At least with the TV turned on he could pretend he was watching it and avoid her a little.
Tess looked over at him and smiled, then placed her hand on her stomach.
“Do you want to feel? I could let you connect with our baby.”
“You uh, you can do that?” He asked. He turned to look at her and the obvious bulge on her belly.
“Yeah, I want you to see how precious our child is.” Max took his hand and grimaced a little when he came in contact with Tess’s bare skin. It still didn’t feel right to him.
He wished he could remember that night they slept together, all he could recall was waking up next. He got some flashes in his memory of having sex with Tess, but he still couldn’t remember what instigated it.
He felt the baby in her stomach move, and then reach out to him. He immediately saw the half developed child resting in her belly. He was overwhelmed with the emotions. Sure he was terrified of being a father, but he would do anything to protect his child. He would do anything to give his child a good life.
He pulled his hand away and looked at Tess’s face and smiled. That means he has to be with Tess. There was no way for him to go back now.
No way to go back to Liz. He felt a horrible pain in his chest when he thought about Liz. God this must be killing her right now. He should go and try to talk to her. “It’s getting late Tess, I think I’m going to head home.”
“Okay, let me walk you to the door.” She stood up and held her hand out to him. He reluctantly took it as they walked to the door.
He kept his eyes fixated ahead of him. He quickly glanced at Tess. For just a moment he thought her stomach appeared flat, but he blinked and saw it wasn’t. It must just be wishful thinking.
They reached the door and she smiled up at him, he knew what she was waiting for. He leaned down and gave her a kiss, he couldn’t help but think about how we would much rather be kissing Liz.
His Liz, and her amazingly soft lips, he could remember her lips, and he could remember the way she tasted. He was going to see her and explain things to her.
He pulled back and saw a frown on Tess’s face. Oh no, he must have been projecting images of Liz. He could kick himself, he wasn’t being fair to her. He realized that Tess seemed to be sweating a little. He was about to open his mouth to see if she was okay when her legs gave way underneath her and she started to fall. He reached out and caught her and then sunk to the floor with her.
“Awwwww MAX! Oh it hurts!” She cried out. He placed his hand on her stomach and formed a connection. She saw his child who had been resting peacefully a moment ago was now convulsing in pain.
The child let out an inhuman cry. Max pulled his hand off her stomach, he couldn’t stop the shaking.
“Whats wrong?” asked Valenti, he must have rushed in when he heard Tess cry out.
Kyle poked his head out Tess’s bedroom, she was letting him study in there while Max was over. When he saw Tess on the ground he ran over and picked up her hand.
“It’s the baby, I think this atmosphere is hurting him.”
They helped Tess to the bedroom and arranged her on the bed. Max pulled a chair in the room and decided to sleep there in case anything happened with the baby.
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Tess smiled when Max left the room to pull in a chair. She felt satisfied with herself. Not only had she planted the seed for getting off the planet, but she also kept Max from going to see Liz. She immediately began to frown when she thought of Liz.
It would take some work but he could make her forget about Liz.
Why would I want to do that?
She shook her head, she didn’t know where that thought had come from. Why wouldn’t I want to keep them separated, Max is mine always has been.
He isn’t a possession, he isn’t something to be had. He’s a person and should be able to chose who he wants.
Tess put her hand to her head and let out a frustrated sigh. He shouldn’t be able to choose; obviously he isn’t capable of making the right decision so I have to make it for him.
But you don’t really want Max.
Tess let out a frustrated scream. Max and Kyle rushed into the bedroom to check on her. For some reason Tess felt a pang when she looked at Kyle, but she decided to ignore it.